#im just so DONE

[radioactive-earthshine]

sigh.

Clark. Never. Rejected. Kon. In. The. Comics.

They have a complicated but positive history with each other and there are some things we can debate that Clark should have done better to protect Kon, but he never rejected him.

#im just so done

[mammaonii]

Did some happen? Are you ok?

Honestly with how bad my depression, anxiety and PTSD have gotten I just don't think social media is a good thing for me. People who I once thought of as friends either blocked me for unknown reasons or have just stopped using social media. The only friends I really have here that are still active and talk with me are @cryptidrocker and @kapitein-oranghien-29 ( go check these guys out btw they supper awesome! ) The fandom I originally can on here for is so damn toxic that I'm getting anxious about just enjoying the game it can from cause I don't want any of them seeing or interacting with me. ( I also don't wanna deal with the death threats and attempted doxxing again. ) I'm scared to interact with the monster lover fandom because if that shit starts there too then Im lost. I wanna get into a bunch of things, write a bunch of stories, draw so much fan art but I just mentally can't take it.

#sorry this was so long #Onii rants #im just so done #so tired #I genuinely don't know what I did or why so many people are upset #monster lover #art #monsterfucker #anon ask

[thekenobee]

Woke up and decided to catch up with Instagram messages. In one of the chats my polish friend decided to casually mansplain

#melting face emoji #he's been doing it for QUITE SOME time now #i would love to call him out on it but #what he's doing is OBVIOUS #VIVID #so if he does not see it #there's no reason for me in trying to point it out #im just so done #>> sth sth You're so wrong i didn't want to sound protective BUT YOU ARE WRONG<< #of mice and me #Instagram #personal #might delete later

[the-withering-system]

I'm so fucking tired of existing in a world that hates us

#idk what to tag #im just so done #so tired of this shit #sorry This is negative

[riveer-shii]

I need to vent, so it might trigger some people.

You might not know, but I work as a Elementary school teacher.

I'm mentally end physically exhausted, I don't know how much I can endure teaching kid's. To be honest, I can't even teach them anything, because they don't want to obey me and do anything. If I tell them to sit down and do the activities, the boy's in most part just tell me to shut up, and call me a whore or a bitch. And they are 6!

If I speak louder to them, or try to reprehend the kid's, the next day their mom's show on school to scream at me, because I can't talk like that to their children, because it will traumatize them for life. But when I ask the same mothers to come to school because their precious little angel insulted me, or hurt another children, then they don't come. Not even care.

Other thing that I'm seeing happening, is little boy's sexually assaulting female teachers. But if we say anything to the mothers, all they say is "he is a child and don't know what he is doing", or the worst thing I have heard yet "but my son does this because he is autistic". Like????

Seriously, parents, especially mothers, need to stop neglecting and pushing to school the job to educate their children!

#vent #im sorry #im just so done #im tired and frustrated

[peaches-and-honey-and-the-moon]

With the help of my boss I might not be totally fucked, but I'm still fucked.

#trying not to give in to the negative thoughts #but i feel like a failure of a human #i feel disgusting and i just want to give up #its really not that deep #its a relatively simple fix #but the last few months have just been horrible and im tired of it #im tired of trying so hard and ending up worse then i started #if i didnt have two cats that depend on me and a partner right now id probably just give up to be honest #im so fucking exhausted #im just so done

[sadpurpleblood]

insert horribly cringey vent post here im not going to actually type anything out rn

#im just so done #mental stuff

[barefootbaltimore]

I will never understand people who support infant circumcision. Just have it done later as an adult if the person truly hates their foreskin so much. It's really not a big deal at that point because adults can weigh pros and cons, are allowed painkillers after an amputation, and also don't regularly have shit and urine sitting on their open wounds.

I don't care how you prefer a penis to look, I don't care if you wanna disregard the ethical dilemma of cutting a piece off an hours old baby; the fact that it's so unhygienic alone should be enough. It's an open wound in a diaper. I just. This shouldn't be controversial.

#circumcision #routine infant circumcision #im just so done

[froggiej]

Is thinking your marriage is over the hardest part? Or going through with ending it?

#personal thoughts #not sure what ill do #im not in danger #im just sick of them not caring about themselves #i cant care about their lung issues if theyre going to continue to vape and smoke #i said to myself minths ago if they started vaping or smoking cigs again i was done #its a long story #im just so done

[naamahdarling]

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#bone deep fucking tired of having to be calm about everything #even to my psych team who should be on my side #im so done #im just so DONE #yeah guess ill stick around because im told the alternative is worse and it would be super unkind to my bf bff and family #so like zero worries there #but man i don't see a way out of any of this with the ssdi and our combined mental health shit

[shemeiart]

Jesus fucking christ can someone slap all the bots here into shadow realm or something? I'm so done with reporting them EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. There is literally no end to that fuckery

#fuck this man #ranting? #propably #im just so done

[firefly-sky]

vent tw

#i fucking hate myself #sometimes i just want to fucking die #i’m just so sick of everything #nobody cares #everyone leaves me in the end and i’m so damn tempted to do the same but forever #i don’t want to be here anymore #i’m tired #i feel like shit mentally and physically #i deserve to be alone #im just so done #everything’s gone to shit and now i can’t even check into here or my other ‘socials’ without feeling like i’m going to vomit #i’m tired of being so damn anxious #i just wanna feel something #and i don’t wanna check in with anyone anymore because i’m terrified #everyone is going to leave me #and maybe it’s what i deserve #i had a mental fucking breakdown last night #everything’s shit #and i’m not okay even though everyone tells me i am #i want to die

[givemetherapyimawritingtravesty]

Took out my hearing aid because I've heard enough.

Ain't nothing like getting dead named by students who are supposed to be calling you BY YOUR LAST NAME.

#and i e talked to this child about it seceral times #no but seriously #i did take out the hearing aid #im just so done #mentally done #trying my best not to break down at my desk #this is why i drink #cw alcohol #hearing aids

[winnie-the-monster]

They really said not only did Landon not get to be happy his whole life, or get the chance to be. But let's stick him in limbo never being able to leave to live his life or go to peace. And if that's not bad enough let's have him lose part of his soul that he can never get back making it so he never feels anything ever again. At least they didn't try to make that seem like a good thing.

#im just so done #landon kirby deserves better #so much better #and this is what they thought would be a good ending for him

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[boymoon72]

need to get back into my man hating era bc I cant anymore

#sadly for me most of my good close friends are men #but maybe that is why i am so done with their bullshit #overexposion yk #Like this one friend of mine has a new fling very time I see him and they are always red flags #abd he lowky is one too #cuz this man when on a couple oof date with some girl and he went all they way right?? with the cute dates and flowers and shit? #But he wants something “casual” so she breaks it off #And then he acts surprised that she goshed him 💀💀 #and then he hates on her current boyfriend bc he is supposedly toxic (idk I never met the dude) LIKE HE DIDNT LEAD HER ON #im just so done #and this is just one dude #i have so many more storys #maybe i just need other friends but idk lol