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garaks-padded-bra · 3 months
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this is a very sappy and sentimental message so feel free to ignore it but i just wanted to say. i've been going through a sorta difficult time in my life and it's easy for me to feel sad these days, but your little gif animation of julian hugging and nuzzling garak kinda brings me comfort and makes me feel better when i watch it 🥲 i'm pretty lonely and touch starved but the way you animated how they squish against each other and julian rubbing his face on him is so good it makes me feel better....... in general your posts always brighten my day. apologies if this is a weird ask haha. i hope you have a good day and that life treats you well 👍 and thank you for sharing your art with everyone
this makes me so happy honestly :,)!!! Im so glad my silly antics make u happy <33333333
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darkcircles4lyfe · 3 months
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hi hello ive just come from your enneagram 9 izuku post and i am just OVERWHELMED with joy & excitement after reading it, everything you said just feels so RIGHT!!
(i am a nine myself & have always felt weirdly attached to izuku in that he felt soso similar to me in such a weirdly specific way but i couldn't really explain why i just Got Him until now, so thanks for that little boost of validation lol)
with your post in mind, i couldn't stop thinking about this line from 412 and it got me curious if you had any additional thoughts on it/read it the same way i did:
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the moment i read this line i immediately took a screenshot & filed it away in my Important Izuku Moments file, like idk! the wording of it, the way he's talking about shigaraki but could SO easily be talking about himself, that honestly devastating panel of the tears in his eyes...
we've gotten plenty of hints about izuku's emotional suppression (that 'heroes dont cry' scene with iida & todoroki, his flashback of all might telling him to 'stop being such a cry baby' during the afo fight, the whole 'control your heart' plotline...) but THIS line in particular feels so significant for some reason. maybe cause this could easily be izuku recognizing himself in/through shigaraki? maybe bc it is so close to izuku acknowledging the lid hes put on his own sad & lonely past? maybe bc this is the closest we've ever gotten to izuku saying i'm not okay, even if he isn't actually talking about himself yet?
im trying really hard not to ramble too much in your inbox lol, but everything you said in your post about tomura & izuku really hit home for me, i think you're so right about them. and this line in particular is what makes me think we really are going to see some version of tomura being the one to finally break through (Decay) izuku's emotional blocks & barriers (something something locked door imagery), and that just makes me really excited. for both of them :')
YAY!! I’m so glad to hear you resonated with it. It’s otherwise a bit of a “if you know you know” sort of situation, and it felt good to actually explain it.
I had a “!” moment with that panel too, and also when he says he’s determined to break through Tomura’s barrier, expose and acknowledge his pain.
My immediate thought was, “Oh hey, I’m definitely not making this shit up after all, because Horikoshi is obviously intending to confront the concept of bottling up your emotions/your past. He literally just stated it. We're on the same page.” While it didn’t directly confirm anything about Izuku, it's at least something he is aware of, which is an important first step. There's a line in Sleeping At Last's 'Nine' that I was thinking about a lot as I was writing the latter part of that post: "I'm just trying to find myself through someone else's eyes," which speaks to a need for Tomura to be Izuku's mirror, so that he can see himself.
Also, the revelation that Izuku is clinging to the idea that everyone has a "human heart" deep down is pretty clearly applicable to himself too, implying that he's dealing with a lack of self worth (a lot of Japanese fans were talking about this, and I think it doesn't come across as easily in English). I really love how Kudou clarified that Izuku is not naive for this. It's not the same as being blissfully ignorant to how cruel people can be. It's more like, "I need to believe in the worth of others or else I can't believe in myself." That's... so painful and beautiful.
I'm also excited for what comes next! Very soon!
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igglemouse · 10 months
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Get to Know Me - Sims Edition
I was tagged by @autonomousllama and @cactusblossom, thank you both for tagging me and I guess I am getting at this late but here it is!
What’s your favourite Sims death?
The old age death because it means a sim has lived like and are gently passing on! I also love that they give a little salute like “It was fun while it lasted but PEACE!” if I have a chance to give a salute and famous last words before I die I know I would!
Alpha CC or Maxis Match?
Maxis Match not because it looks better but because it blends in with the game.
Do you cheat your sims weight?
Never! 
Do you use move objects?
I imagine it is hard not to when you are a competitive sims player lol.
Favourite Mod?
Hmmm, this is hard. I will say Wicked Whims though. I know, I know, you all think i’m super horny over here but really sex is a big part of life it is, one can argue, one of the most important aspects of life itself as one must have sex to create life (kind of at least) so WW really expands on that. Just get rid of the sex animations it adds, ignore that completely, it still adds an indepth menstrual system, attraction system, fertility system, etc! 
WW actually determines how many kids my sims will have for example since some are naturally more fertile than others so yeah!
2nd place is MC Command which is great for just having more control. I mostly use that to make over townies when I see them lol.
First Expansion/Game Pack/Stuff Pack?
The first one they released? It was either Luxury party or the camping one right? Whichever was the first one lol.
Do you pronounce live mode like aLIVE or LIVing?
DO IT LIVE! **** IT! WE’LL DO IT LIVE!
Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made?
Oooh, I actually don’t make many sims since I play legacy and just rely on genetics but I will say Araceli! I made her when I relaunched a legacy and I spent so much time on her! I loved her! I thought of bringing her back in some form so we might not have seen the last of her actually!
Have you made a simself?
I have for the fun of it but i’ve never played it. I hardly make myself in games. I just always think of a character I guess.
Which is your favorite EA hair color?
Dark brown.
Favorite EA hair?
If you go back I had a vampire in my story named Edda, she wears it. It’s the real short one but ummm, the short one. Most people know by now I do love short hair lol
(EDIT: Not sure why I referenced Edda...Laverne wears this hairstyle lol. There, that is a more recent sim) 
Favorite life stage?
Young Adult! EA just put all the fun in that phase though. 
Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay?
I am not that good at building...
Are you a CC creator?
I’ve made poses years ago!
Do you have any Simblr friends or a Sim Squad?
I have simblr friends but part of no squad. I feel like a mostly outsider or lone wolf in the simblr community but im nice to everyone!
Do you have any sims merch?
I WISH!
How has your “Sims style” changed throughout your years of playing?
I don’t think it has honestly lol.
What’s your origin id?
Igglemouse!
Who’s your favorite CC creator?
Hmmm, I don’t know! 
How long have you had simblr?
Since 2014 since the game launched in 2014 and I literally had a post the first day it launched.
You can even see this post here!
https://igglemouse.tumblr.com/post/96447498872/this-is-lourdes-fuentes-my-very-first-sim-in-sims
I’ve been a Sims 4 OG as the kids would like to say and my simblr has really flunctuated in all that time. I’ve had posts getting 100s of likes to now just around 10 lol, I’ve come full circle!
It’s kind of sad because @floofymilk-blog was a real good online friend I had known for years and she was someone you saw constantly liking my posts and commenting at first and she has completely disappeared from like...everything. So yeah T_T, from discord, from steam, from switch, and I always wonder what happened to her and seeing that post and seeing her in the notes there just makes me sad but...she was the biggest AC fan I’ve ever known T_T and a big Sims fan too!
She was Japanese and disappeared before the release of Snowy Escape and I wonder if she would have loved that pack :/
How do you edit your pictures?
I used to do A LOT more but honestly, I just gave up lol. Now I just use a reshade, add a border, and move on. Lazy, I guess? But I’m posting legacy content. What is called a Plotacy. If I hung up on editing every single picture it would slow me down a ton. You can see the story content I tried it was a lot more edited!
What expansion/ gamepack is your favorite?
Hmmmmmm seasons, yeah, Seasons!
I will tag @joannebernice - @mysimsloveaffair - @wolfavens - @wannabecatwriter - @lollipopsimblr - @thereesespiece
If you have done it already or dont want to no worries!
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honey-milk-depresso · 2 years
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so i had a mental breakdown in my server, sorry for people who just joined ignore my rants and stuff-
TW: Death, mentions of suicidal thoughts, me keeping pent up frustration for 5 months, uncensored words
but i was crying so much, it felt so gross, and geez idk how i broke my dam of emotions today but-
ever since my grandpa died, on the day of my birthday, it was the first time i had to ever think of crying in front of someone or just act natural and say “thanks” if they wished me. honestly i thought i didn’t deserve those wishes or gifts. i should’ve been there to see my granda’s last days but i was so busy with school and other things i couldn’t fly back to see him.
so, that was my first time ever concealing very hard i was super sad. then on top of it all, i have to tackle exams, and my feelings were just giving in, and i did not meet my expectations at all. i wasn’t proud of myself, and i was angry about myself for caving in to my own words, and yet again i resorted to not telling or showing people how sad i was.
my logic was (and still is) that if im not prioritising others, im being selfish and a horrible friend. the fact that i was growing to be more resentful towards the people i love didnt help either.
@his-jinny who deactivated after anons harassed them over plagiarism, anons kept complaining to me about how she was being a coward even after she left like im the culprit, and even before that demanded and pressured me to respond to the situation i wasn’t even involved in.
i was so annoyed, and frustrated, and i wanted to flip them off, but i didnt wanna be rude and insensitive since they also had a point my friend didnt listen to the blogger to stop doing that twice, i said something completely rational while i grew so irrational and feral about it.
and i kept it to myself.
my irl situation was... pretty stupid honestly. my social life got harassed by someone i thought was a friend, abandoned me when i was no use to help them in academics anymore after seeing my math grades drop to a B.
obviously, mad at that piece of shit, but i didnt really said anything much other than “they’re being shitty”. i felt way more than that.
time goes by, and everyone around me see me as that bratty over 3 fictional characters and i felt treated like dirt wipes by everyone. like even if i was useful once im dirty you threw me away and tossed me around like i wasn’t of any value. like i shouldn’t be treated with respect and you called me “bitch” and “motherfucker” and what not. yeah, i know that, don’t have to remind me thanks. and i was caught up in this dilemma of being truthful about how toxic i was getting or making sure everyone dont get hurt. obviously, majority feel great than one individual feels like shit, and i went with it.
i mean, being exposed to it would’ve naturally made me do the same, too, right? i felt like i was (and is) in no position to tell anyone off.
and it went on and on with people on tumblr, on discord, irl, online all treat me like fucking nothing and that im not in control of who i am and what i do, and it felt like i was living off of people’s expectations and feelings that i just crumbled.
all those dark thoughts... i thought of even caving in. i can’t express or describe to you how painful and how morbid and gruesome these thoughts were. i couldn’t even imagine i could think of such things of doing to myself.
i can’t tell you exactly what they were, but they were terrifying, and i was scared, and cold, and lonely in all those thoughts. if you compared “usual” me to when im really by myself and alone, you wouldn’t think that was me.
but being “me” online didn’t felt like me at all.
i felt that who i was is horrifying, and no should know. why would i want you all getting out of my life? i couldn’t imagine that!
but that’s selfish of me, keeping everyone to myself. then what am i supposed to do? cave into those dark thoughts and just do it? no, i wouldn’t, i would hurt people. but that’s pretty egoistic of me and selfish to think people would worry about me and be burdened or even bothered about me, won’t it?
so much dilemma, so much of spiraling down an endless hole of confusion, anger and desolation.
and to think i broke down after so long, crying in vc was so embarrassing despite having people tell me it’s not.
i was so mad at everyone and everything, i thought i was being selfish, and that they were too, but that’s all because it’s my fault for being the worst.
people who rant so confidently and even to me i wondered why cant i be like them? why do i have to hide and cower like a loser?
and i tell people you’re brave to be expressing your feelings, and i didnt. i was in a horrible state (and still am).
i was so mentally torn to shreds i started to be more exaggerated that im fine, i was happy, you think im in love with t*ey despite me saying no (like an annoying bitch- im so annoying-) and again i caved in to those anons saying im not worth to be in the twst fandom, or any fandom or with anyone. im just... a bad person.
im a bad person who cant handle themselves.
i wish i can take a break, but i cant. i have work to do and important stuff ahead of me i must continue on to work hard.
@rizavi-m @sherbet-shark @quaintl1ng @mehletmesleep thanks but i dont feel like im worth anyone’s time.
but hopefully, i won’t fall victim to those dark thoughts of mine.
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kafkagf · 2 years
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im screaming found my former coworker who i went on a date + hooked up w at the end of the semester’s reddit and omg its not looking good girls....like i dont want to be too mean but why do i attract ppl w nothing going for them w no ambition? he seemed really nice and genuine when we were talking and whenever we would hang out but now i have no idea how to judge ppl :( obv i know no one is perfect, im not perfect, i dont wanna be mean maybe im just coping but i just want him to talk to me lmao...
is going through his reddit an invasion of privacy? i guess id be annoyed if someone found my tumblr but i have no real identifying information here besides my name and age and he posts in all the subreddits of his interests. like it doesn't take a detective to figure out who you are!!! i kinda feel bad about learning so much about him this way, like its kinda through him but he isn't sharing these with me :/ sometimes i just cant control myself when it comes to like temptation and/or uncertainty :((  so according to his post he’s not busy, he’s on his “summer grind” so hes literally just been ignoring me, i texted him last thursday and he still hasn't texted me back, i refuse to text again to save my dignity but my god...honestly its summer so i totally get wanting to relax but if he was actually into me like he said he would want to talk to me right?? 
once we talked about not trying in our non major classes and we both agreed we didn’t care...but not caring in my book is a B+ and apparently he failed his summer abroad course?? in the post he talked about how he doesn't care about his gpa and ive been on the dean's list since my freshman year like im such a loser my gpa means so much to me. in terms of compatibility he also like drinks and does a lot of drugs and im p much sober and straight edge, our date went well and didnt feel awkward but maybe thats because i literally got rides home from him so we developed a report. 
i remember this post on here about tumblr being an aesthetic echo chamber and omg on our date i felt it, like i kept referencing things that i thought were like common knowledge and he had no clue what i was talking about, like philosophical concepts or films or whatever (pretentious girl things 😣) but omg why is dating and relating to college guys so hard :( to be completely fair to him i was like unclear on the date but i did hook up w him and have talked about a future with him very very lightly so i feel like he knows im interested? no idea man 
i might hook up with him again if im bored or be friendly with him but i dont think i should get too close to him, from what i found he seems like he has a lot going on in his life and i feel kinda bad for him, but no matter how much i rag on him im the bigger loser for getting played (possibly?) by him!! we’re both adults ill give him his space whatever. luckily i quit my old job and we aren’t in the same major or anything so i dont HAVE to see him again, its pretty much all my choice. but WHATEVER, L posting is good for the soul sometimes. 
i really miss being in the city. being home literally makes me so lonely and sad, ive been peeling the yellow wallpaper and whatnot, but like i caused all my misery so i have no one to blame but myself for my current state. 
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rianafying · 27 days
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you know what the thing is? the thing is that i can feel that i am better, so much better, but not done. i’m not there, i haven’t healed, and i don’t know if there is a destination called healed or if it’s an eternal journey. but i feel terribly lonely and incapable today. but still completely full of hope and patience. because i have had the most wonderful time so far this year and i know that it’s just a matter of time before i feel better again. i just have to rest before my strength returns. it’s been a rough life but i’ve been kind and patient and resilient, and i’ve made it out mostly. i’m in the good times now. the worst is in the past. i could be as happy as anyone else. i could be in love, i’m fulfilling my dreams. i’ll fail and i’ll lose and i’ll get back up. i just need to wait this out. this terrible blip in my good life. it is making me want to overeat to drown out my misery but i’m trying to eat the normal amount. trying to eat well, and to take care of myself. i feel kind of unattractive lately. and i can’t find the energy to do my beautifying ritual. i actually haven’t taken a shower in two days, i don’t think this will turn into a depressive episode but honestly if it does i’ll manage. i’ve been through so much worse. this is my journal and i don’t have to worry about how i look or sound in here because i know my intentions are and have always been good. i just want the best for myself and everyone else. if hyping myself is what i need, that is what i will do. i’m ridiculously hot, i’m driven and im talented and im capable, and im creative, thoughtful, kind, resilient, and i deserve to be happy. i love myself. that’s the only love i really need, my own. and my inner child is upset this week and i will handle her with care. everything is going to be okay, i am safe, i healthy, im trying my best. that is the most anyone can do. i dont need anyone else to understand me. i’m going to be okay. my friends love me, my sister loves me, i am appreciated and missed and i love them. this is my place in the world. i deserve to stay alive and eat and sleep and study and to fail and learn from my mistakes. i’ll take care of my health again and as a bonus, im not starting from square one this time. my room is relatively clean. my finances are good. my fridge is stocked. my rent and bills are paid. it’s going to be okay.
and about not feeling like i’m good enough or capable enough, well nobody is born capable, people learn and i can learn and i can get better. it’s just a matter of learning more and practicing more, and it’s all so much easier when my mental health is better.
i’ve been eating through my telstra data like crazy. but what can a girl do you know. gotta use the internet. anyway, i’m trying to get up and do something. i don’t really want to bed rot. and as useless as it might seem to get dressed and go out, i should still do it, even if it doesn’t make me feel better. my heart is sad, i can physically feel it. can’t let a stranger make me this sad. ever. this is not who we are. we’re cool and fun and strong!!!!! everything will be okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im literally happier than most people i know. and not in an ignorant and oblivious way. i’m happy in a reborn after a thousand painful deaths kind of way. i’ve made my peace with this world kind of way. i have found my place in the family of things kind of way. to love live even when i have no taste for it kind of way. not just despite the misery but because of it.
and besides i can use this sadness to my advantage. really listen to the sad playlists and let the songs hit.
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violetbrightpink · 1 year
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Being honest
the truth in it is that ive rarely lived in a world that tolerates honesty. you may read this and hear the flapping of a blaring red flag and in some ways i don’t blame you. there are too many people who believe their judgments to be inherently tied to truth, but this is not what i speak of. what i mean is emotionally honesty. i felt awful all the time as a child, people either didn’t care or punished me for it. being honest in who and what i was experiencing, warranted being emotionally or physically punished, or at the very least ignored. this came from home, followed me to school and straight into the work place. today i had an absolutely awful day, the kind of day where tears simply appeared as i blinked, where the ice of the wind made me feel lonely down to my bones. the kind of day where someone ignoring my voice felt like a slight to my very existence im not even here. someone asked me, are you ok? and i shook my head. i forgot that existing in the truth of my awful day was supposed to be my burden, that in the society i live in, to share your emotions is to overstep. unprofessional. i’d never seen people’s faces drop faster. now this is how i will be known, as someone to be careful of. too honest.
people die. people die and it’s like we know but it’s like we don’t. ive repeatedly ask myself this past year, and what will my life have been if i do not live honestly? live in what my truth is. i will die. we all do, it is the only thing that is promised. after me people will live on as if i never existed. someone will cut some cucumbers to eat with salt and lime. someone will read a book. and i will be dead. and what will my life have been. nothing to everyone else but will i have been someone to me? will i be able to die and think, i did as i was and i was as i am and i was loved for it. and i loved back.
so i think of the way their faces dropped, the devastation i felt because of it. like when a doctor taps on your knee, i thought this is just how my body is, and when they reacted as if i kicked, well i thought, it’s only just. but it isn’t, is it?
we all feel. we all hurt. we all love. how sad it is to live a life denying yourself everything that makes being alive worth it. to live in truth, to be seen in our truth. i will never be human again, so i will live this experience fully, i will end in the dust, so i will be until i can no longer be,
as much more read up people have said, this culture of pretending you are void of any emotion besides those deemed socially acceptable has formed from capitalism and white supremacy. where consistent dehumanization, in the smallest and biggest ways, is vital to maintaining these systems of power that ultimately oppress us all. i cannot opt out of this reality. but that doesn’t mean i have to buy into it. that doesn’t mean i have to follow the rules. my feelings are to be witnessed. and i will not apologize, because i am alive. i am alive, and this is all i am, and what i am is all i have.
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concomitant-gang · 2 years
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Fuck I am honestly so pissed rn, at first I was like ok yeah it makes sense I’m on vacation and I just figured out I’m a system so it’s nice of them to go silent so I can enjoy myself but I think back to only a month ago at my graduation I called out and screamed in side myself for someone to respond to me I was so empty and sad and upset and no one responded, and it turns out I actually had ppl who could talk to me??? And I called out the same way I do now and the calling is exactly how I get them to talk to me rn???? So they ignored me on purpose??? So what about all the times I was soooo alone and they didn’t show up? Over all these years I’ve only heard them when I had breakdowns or when I was sh or something else, turns out it wasn’t a really complex inner dialogue I made up to sound like different ppl. Why’d they only show up certain times and not others? It’s not fair and we’re monoconsious so they KNOW I’m so so desperately fucking lonely and they don’t care???? Fuck them and now that I actually want to talk Arthur broke the rules and is talking with me and even let the kids come up to co-con so I could eat some candy with them. Fuck Lazuli I’m so pissed at her why did she leave me all alone all these years, and only pop up every so often to let me have some stupid fucking “realistic logical” advice to calm me down?? Your a whole other person in my head in MY BODY and you can’t even have the decency to be nice to me??? Fuck this. and now no one else is allowed to talk to me??? I thought they were being nice but noooo turns out they aren’t even allowed to talk to me?? Wtf is up with that? I WANT to talk to them why can’t I??? What did I do wrong? And she’ll say it’s all for the better of me and for the better of the system that IM in denial and that I don’t believe in it but yknow what fuck her I’m a system she can’t go back now, sucks that they let me get hella fucking high and my psychosis let me hear them. And guess what I heard you talking abt how I’m not ready and the body isn’t ready fuck you. You could’ve helped this whole time and you didn’t. I guess even in my head I’m betrayed by ppl. And btw in what 11~? Years of being a system you can’t figure out how to front? Do you know how , HOW many times I could’ve used going out of front??? But you only want me out of front when I was a kid and all that shit happened to me? Not now even though I’ve begged to not be here anymore (when I didn’t even know it was possible or that you all existed I begged for something I didn’t know about??? Fuck you) and now you’re saying idk how to switch all we know is how to blur or passively influence you fuck you im so upset. And I can’t even talk to anyone about this because it’s literally all in my head. And now I’m worried that Arthur’s gonna get in trouble cause he’s talking to me? When I first figured out who y’all where I thought you were nice and like a lol and you helped me do chores and be able to move out of my bed but it just turns out your a bitch. I’m talking soother off your role. But I guess protector can stay since you think you’re protecting me from something. “Soother” my ass. Fuck you. And btw the only reason you’ve got reasonist on there is becuz you base your whole goddamn personality off of being logical and smart and realistic fuck off that’s so bullshit. I just wanted to bond and help you pick out labels and genders becuz that’s fun for me and I though you were enjoying it. I thought we were friends. I can’t believe how pathetic it is I can’t even be friends with people in my head that’s so depressing. I know you wanted no one to talk ti me so I can enjoy my vacation but I think it’s a mistake you showed up and now no one can talk to me for at least a month??? It’s not the smart move you think it is.
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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gonna be sad and single for a moment and say that as much as i love solangelo i still wish nico and will had stayed single. i mean i dont think six months was too short for them but i mean they should have stayed single mostly for the purpose of theyre still young. like yeah 14/15 yos still date but its just like i guess i just wish. i mean im not saying that will and nico dating was done specifically as a reason to show that nico was queer but i think i just wish they'd dated a little bit later (or maybe i wish we actually got to see them be single and happy being single before they started dating)
or actually even frazel. frazel should have stayed single because hello??? what was the point of putting a 13/14 year old in a relationship????? i read the series as a 13yo and like thinking about it now god hello??? like the amount of normativity for romance is just ugh. besides i dont really think frazel had that much of an influence in the series anyway??? like there was?? no point??? in including frazel???
rick just romanticized relationships so fucking much in the series and i read that shit as a 13yo and idk its just fucked up to see so many unnecessary relationships
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officialkendallroy · 5 years
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#oh me being back with the sad posts#but guess who just lost her last irl friend?#you guessed right it's me!#now im entirely alone :))#i have no one left#im so fucking sad right now :)#and ive been crying for like an hour now#im the most pathetic being on this planet#im so fucking lonely and now i have no one left#honestly i wish i would just fucking be dead#this life is shit and all of this aint it tbh#this constant loneliness is fucking taking a toll on me#never talking to anyone and constantly being ignored being never enough being fucking worthless#it just hurts and i dont want this anymore#like im not good enough for anyone so why should i keep on doing this#and im always responsible for every failed friendship#im always the one to blame#i mean sure i did things wrong but it's not all my fault#im getting constantly replaced and second placed#im never good enough for anyone#im always there when ppl are bored so they have someone to hang out with#im always there and try to support and be kind and help#but whos there for me#im just so tired of this life#of never amounting to anything of never being good enough of never being important of constantly being alone and lonely#im just so fucking sad that no one ever thinks im worth being their friend and keeping me around would be nice#im so sad that no one gives a flying shit about me or how im doing or how im feeling#anyways im gonna go cry lmao#it's not like anyone on here would give a fuckibg damn lmaooo#stfu sabine no one cares
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