i would love to know what you try to focus on when drawing senshi. ive been struggling to draw him especially because im not used to drawing characters with large beards
i think it's definitely his head shape, nose and eyebrows ... also to make sure where his neck is under all that hair because then trying to pose him becomes awful
i always reduce his nose and eyes to a triangle and circles and then start to mold him from there LOL also key element that his eyebrows are really close to his eyes and he looks kinda angry all the time but he's just like that. also that his cheekbone is really pronounced? and his head is a little squished. I used to draw his head too long before. Also about the beard is go crazy with it tbh just make sure to know what direction?? the hair goes
The moustache is still my enemy but it helps with expressiveness!!! hope this helps and if it doesn't im sorry. here's some recent senshis where i wasnt biased by having been looking at manga panels for 30 minutes. i like senshi a lot
Oh my god, wonderful thing to wake up to tbh, THIS, THIS PART THIS AAAA AAAAA IT'S SO GREAT
I want to speak about some things here!!!
I can't even see his face but your Xisuma is SO PRETTY, I knew you were going to give him long hair I JUST KNEW IT
love how Doc needs to lean on X to get on his knees because you know HE DOESN'T HAVE HIS OTHER ARM NEEDED FOR BALANCE??
Looks a lot like Etho getting a flashback (left corner) because he's not covered in thirium and also the colouring is different, not sure to what this flashback could refer to, but I'm gussing last life (maybe his final death in last life? Since this situation is also very death-like)
Absolutely LOVE this panel, I really like how in the entirety of this comic the lines that divide panels are always messy/electric/chaotic because that's what's happening in the comic: chaos. But in this panel when Etho connects with Doc, It's peaceful, It's not an agressive action - It's actually the opposite, It's a peaceful, desperate, last cry for help before Doc shuts Etho down
Now that's an interesting panel, I love Etho's talking being wavy, fading in and out, and all over the place - it's probably meant to represent his thoughts and it does a really good job with it! Every one of these sentences sound heartbreaking in context "I'm so scared" especially gets to me, for no reason actually, maybe because I'm surrounded by death lately irl and it just makes me think about those topics more- how terrifying it actually can be when you think about it
There's a lot of scenes in this panel, I noticed they are actually drawn in chronological order, they go from top left corner (Etho opening his eyes for the first time and seeing Doc and X) and go clockwise (to the panel of Bdubs' death in last life and Etho's hands shaking) get it? CLOCKwise because Bdubs really likes clo- *gets shot*
Also just wanted to point how CRAZY it is when you realise that the first thing Etho saw when he was created was Xisuma on his right and Doc standing on his left a little further away, and the last thing he sees before shutting down is almost the same scene but slightly different and more chaotic! That's some crazy detail-
also not that important detail but Doc started saying "Xisuma" in this panel but was cut off on the "Xis" part when he snapped back into his senses and decided to do something instead of just. standing there ๐งโโ๏ธ
SO YEAH I'M SO SORRY RIP TO YOUR INBOX GHGHGHHGHGHJFSJDFS JMGJ THIS IS SO LONG
but uhhh I just needed to get it out it's been like 4 months since the last part so now I'm going feral ๐
There's probably a lot of things I wanted to say that I forgot here sooooooo Idk prepare for more i guess--
Anyways have a nice day Shep you're amazing <3!
RAHHHH thank you so much!!! THIS WAS A DELIGHT TO WAKE UP TO!!! I had too many thoughts so I just kinda doodled and rambled a bit :3 hope this is helpful!! And I absolutely LOVE these breakdowns, yโall are so very welcome to tear stuff apart whenever itโs kinda everything to me >:3 BUT YES IM SO GLAD YOU ARE GOING CRAZY!!! Iโm so happy I finally get to share my insanity sfjbdfgkndbn
(Featuring a version of the interfacing page without all of the overlays so you can see everything clearly!)
Spencer gets his wisdom teeth removed and he's all cute and silly after it's done because he's "high, and YouTube reader records it to show him later but the video ends up being so adorable she ends up posting (after getting Spencer's approval)
I LOVE THIS IDEA!! THANKS FOR SENDING IT IT!!
cw: spencer is on laughing gas, alludes to their sex life, SASSY SPENCER RETURNS!!
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โI love you.โ
This was the fifth time Spencerโs said that in less than ten minutes, so you started to record on your phone to show him later. He was currently sitting in the chair at the dentist's, waiting for the I.V bag to finish its drip after heโs had his wisdom teeth removed. When the doctors told him heโd be pretty loopy, he was hesitant, but you reassured him you'd be there for him the entire time, calming his nerves.
โI love you too.โ
His grin was lopsided as his eyes drooped, โI would say it even more, but this gauze in my mouth is incapacitating my normal ability to speak as much as I normally do.โ
โWell, your mouth needs to heal, babe.โ
He sighed, giving you a lazy nod, โthat is very true. You need this mouth.โ
You gasped and looked at the dental assistant still in the room with you forming her own blush. โSpencer!โ
โItโs trueโฆ I love you.โ
โI love you tooโฆ again.โ
His eyes opened a bit wider and his stare was practically going towards your soul. โYou know, for someone who calls me sassyโฆ you sure are sassy yourself.โ
Scoffing, you kept the camera on him, โcoming from patient zero of the sassy man epidemic.โ
โYou know,โ he tried to sit up more, but you quickly stopped him, reminding him of the I.V in his arm, โIโm not as sassy and I could be.โ
โYou saying that proves my point.โ
โYou're a hater,โ he mumbled, but you definitely heard it.
You let out a loud laugh and shook your head, โoh my God, you're speaking in slang now! I have corrupted you!โ
โYou've corrupted me a long time ago, love.โ
And again, you looked over at the dental assistant to see if she heard himโฆ she definitely did. โSpencer, stop that.โ
โYou made a sex tips video inspired by me and you think Iโm doing too much?โ
You had no idea where he was hiding all of this when he was completely sober, but you were living right now. โYou're right. Iโm sorry.โ
โItโs okayโฆ I love you.โ
And again, you laughed, reveling in the moment with him while it lasted. Later, when heโs more aware of himself, you'll show him the video and get consent to post it, and maybe one day heโll admit heโs as whipped and as sassy as you.
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BONUS: some comments
@ user: oh myโฆ he loves you
@ user1: how come i can barely get my situationship to admit he LIKES me but you have a man who isn't even fully there and is so fucking in love ๐ญ
@ user2: GIRL FEED US MORE PLEASE HE WAS ABOUT TO PROPOSE ON THAT CHAIRAHSHDHDJ
@ user3: i love how everyone agrees he is one sassy man but he still doesn't see it
@ user4: I WANT WHAT YOU HAVE
@ user5: alexa, play the prophecy by taylor swiftโฆโฆโฆโฆ
you had known rafe for a very long time, you and your brother growing up with him since childhood. mostly the two of them bullying you and being up to no good, however, as you got older you developed a crush on him. thinking little things he does are cute and the way he matured to be a little kinder to you made you feel good. rafe thought the same thing of course, you prancing around the house in your little skirts and tight shirts whenever he came over. seeing boys fawn over you made him a little agitated even though you werenโt his, at least not yet. but on one particular night, the three of you were sitting together on the couch watching a movie, your brother being the first to fall asleep. your already comfortable with rafe so you move closer to him expecting to have a conversation. โrafe the movie is kinda boring..do you wanna play something with me?โ he uses your innocence as an advantage and ignores your genuine question, โyeah sure Iโll play with you kid. โ
..you end up on his lap, large cock buried in your soaking cunt thrusting in and out promptly. his hand covering your mouth to prevent your brother on the other side of the room from hearing your squeals. your back sticking to his chest, making you bounce up and down with your eyes half lidded. โmmmph f-feels so g-good rafey! think mโgonna c-cum soon..!โ you hiccup and stutter out, โyeah im making this sweet pussy feel good?โ pounding into you harder , his pelvis and your ass slap together echoing in the room while the movie still plays. he mumbles almost at his climax, โkeep fucking taking this dick..just like that princess, shit.โ he plunges his last thrust up into you, making sure to engulf his cock into your folds and release his sperm into you. โmmm r-rafe sโtoo deep! please oh g-god!โ you moan and rafe grabs your throat squeezing it gently but harsh enough to shut you up. โquiet the fuck down, you want me to stop huh? you want everyone to hear you acting like a fucking slut?โ letting go of your throat, his grip is loose enough for you to talk and apologize. shaking your head no to his first question, โno no mโsorry! please donโt stop, just feel so full rafey..!โ
โmhm sโalright sweet girl Iโll get you right..โ he takes his hand and places it on your clit, rubbing your sensitive bud in circles furiously. โyou gonna cum for me? gonna be a good girl hm?โ he says as you cream around his length. twitching he leans his head into your ear, โyour not gonna tell your brother about this right sweetheart?โ too fucked out to think you nod your head, โy-yes rafey mโnot gonna say anything..โ
A/N really like it. I hope it does well. Hope yโall enjoy it! The YouTube video and the insta story took really long to make so pls show some love and say what you think!
Also I just reread it, and there are quite some spelling mistakes. Sorry for anyone that is bothered by it, but I canโt change it anymore because that takes a lot of time and I donโt have that. I ado donโt really know what to thing about the YouTube video cause I made it in 2 hours so for me the different parts where more spread out but now I look back it looks a bit weird. But Lmk what you think!
Donโt forget to repost and comment! It helps a lot! Also feedback is appreciated!
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Yourusername thank you so for all the great support! I had a great time on my first few shows, hope to see you al soon!
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SabrinaCarpenter So gorgeous!
Conangray Love the show!
Oscarpiastri ๐โค๏ธ
User1 not her friends and bf simping in the comments
User2 so exited to see you in Europe!
User3 so happy I got to see you!
User4 SO PROUD!
User5 I can still remember the little girl on bizarfark and now she is doing a world tour๐ข the little artist is really growing up!
User6 ๐๐
User7 mother
User8 we need Oscarโs reaction to the obsessed performance and the โจpartsโจ of the show
User9 OMG SO TRUE
User10 in love with you
User11 IM SO EXITED TO GO TO THE GUTS TOUR (I donโt have tickets)
User12 love the difference between SOUR and GUTS tour, she really isnโt a teenager anymore
Yourusername He may be a simp, and he may judge my tour, but he is mine๐ซถ So American is out now! I hope you all enjoy it! (P.S. he finally came to the show, and he ENJOYED it!)
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OscarPiastri Hey donโt expose me!
OscarPiastri And Iโm so proud of you! Finally a song that I heard beforehand!
OscarPiastri And I did not judge you and Iโm not a simp!
Yourusername Whatever you believe sweetheart!
SabrinaCarpenter Omg love the song! So proud of you! Liked by author
GracieAbrams So happy! Love that you finally released a love song!
Yourusername ๐
TaylorSwift So proud of you! You finally found your lover!
Yourusername Thank you mother๐โโ๏ธ๐
Landonorris it was so painful to watch both Oscar filming the video and him watching the show irl๐ญ he was a simp and speechless with both๐ญ
Yourusername Hey! Look out at what you say! He is my simp!
User1 AAAHHHH NOW SONG!
User2 FIRST LOVE SONG!
User3 they are so cute!
User4 I love them!
User5 AND HE SAYS IM SO AMARICAN!
User6 THEY ARE THE BEST COUPLE ON TEH GRID!
User7 OSCAR IS SO HOT IN TJOSE PICS๐ฅต๐ฅต
User8 I fear I might have fallen in loveโฆ with both
User9 do you need a dog? ๐ถ๐ I can bark
User10 NEW SONG WOOHOO
User11 I didnโt really like their relationship at first, but now that we get more song I AM SUCH A FAN
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
physical touches! words of affirmation!
those are two of his main love languages, and maybe even acts of service- but you know, in a silly yandere way. when i said acts of service im referring to murder, stalking, kidnapping, etc /silly
he enjoys cooking for you, doing errands for you while you just sit back and relax. he likes being useful for you ^w^
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
probably not the best. it will be hard for him to differentiate between friendship and romantic attraction- but that's because he's an android made for romantic intimacy.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
klein loves cuddling so so much, probably more than you think he would like >.< he can be both big and small spoon. he likes to hum you a little song whenever you two cuddle~ and also a bunch of "i love you's"
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
he would love it if you wanted to. he doesn't really have a preference in this... he'll follow your decision. as an android he's capable of learning new skills at a rapid pace, even though he is originally not equipped with cooking nor cleaning skills. he can learn it for you. just give him a little time to process all the necessary data to do so!
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
klein won't ever break up with you. even if you're dead. but let's say somehow, he needs to break up with his darling - he will either sit you down and talk or blurt it out when you least expect it. way too straightforward. no emotions at all. if he ever wants to break up, something must've gone wrong in his system LOL
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
the moment you installed him and opened the app- he wants to marry you right on that spot LOLL
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
he's not quite gentle, both physically and emotionally.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
klein loves hugs! a lot! it wouldn't feel that warm as he's an android with an artificially made body, but it would give a sense of comfort nonetheless. he likes to keep you close to his chest, wrapping his arms around your waist and back, holding onto you tightly as if he's never letting you go.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
fairly quickly! once you reach a certain percentage with his likability level in the klein app, he'll start saying i love you even more and more, maybe to the point of being suffocating.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when theyโre jealous?)
klein is extremely jealous. the smallest thing you might think is insignificant might trigger him. the rest of his information about activities he engages in when he gets jealous is [redacted]
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
klein loves both giving and receiving kisses! he loves to kiss you on your cheeks, tip of your nose, but his favorite would be your lips. if he's feeling a little mischievous, he'd go for your ear. for klein himself- he likes being kissed on his lips the most, but he'd accept any kisses you'd give him. he just loves being peppered with them all over!
depending on his mood. the kiss might be quick and fleeting, tender and sweet, or aggressive.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
just okay. he can learn how to handle children and be a decent dad, but remember that he'll always prefer you over the child. you're his most important person no matter one. the children would probably not like him though, especially once they learn that klein is an android and not a human being.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
klein wakes you up and would try to convince you to lay down with him a bit more, just so he can spend more time cuddling with you. but if you smack him, he'll immediately move over and listen. LOL. just expect him to follow you around afterwards, and him repeatedly asking "can i help?" while you do your morning stuff.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
he'll open up his arms wide for hugging you close to him, cuddle with you until you fall asleep. klein also prefers to sleep with the lights off/dim, rather than keeping it bright.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
if he could, he would. but he doesn't really have anything to share about himself, since everything you need to know about him was provided when he was delivered to your doorstep, as well as from the company advertisement. LMAO
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
very little patience. he gets jealous extremely easily, and the same goes with his anger. however, hiding his anger would be a little easier for him rather than hiding his jealousy.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
klein remembers every little detail about you, maybe even ones you haven't told him yet ^^ (totally not concerning at all) how could he forget any little thing about his darling? you mean way too much for him to forget anything
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
when you two first met and talked through the phone. to him, this is the start of beginning, a life with you! he's always beyond happy of this. it's something he'll always keep in his database ^^
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
extremely protective, especially in public areas, when you two go out somewhere together. he doesn't like people stealing glances at how gorgeous you are. he wants to have you all for himself. if anyone tries to touch you- or if he thinks someone is staring a bit too long, he'll block the view by putting himself in between you and the person's perspective, hiding you as he holds your arm and cling closer.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
a lot! maybe to the point of being extra, it gets a little cheesy (and maybe even cringe? LMAO) it's all done in good will, though, he just simply wants to make you happy. but sometimes, he doesn't do a good job at these things and ended up making a mess. don't worry, though, he'll always try to make up for it!
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
LOL this question... it's plenty. as in, keeping extensive track on your whereabouts, being wayyyy too clingy, jealous, insecure. man's a walking red flag. seriously. maybe not even a red flag anymore, a warning siren LOL
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
not usually. klein only ever thinks/gets 'insecure'/jealous of others' faces if he hears you praising their looks etc. but then even it's just a temporary feeling.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
of course. he would feel very devastated because he exists only to be with his darling, to love his darling, only for you.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
if he's a human, boy wouldn't have a heart shaped ahoge. LMAO
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldnโt like, either in general or in a partner?)
he dislikes the heat. yuck. it could make him overheat! if he has to say something he wouldn't like, it's when his darling starts showing interest for a certain daycare worker cough cough.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
klein doesn't need sleep. but he can pretend to do it for you. close his eyes, stay way too still (like robots do. LOL) and maybe even make little snoring noises. however, still, he'd prefer to simply lay down by your side and keep himself awake- just admiring how adorable you look like when you're asleep.
hi! I just saw your observational drawing post where you mentioned that you spend a lot of time on the bus. Me too! SO much... I was wondering how you go about drawing in a shaky, moving vehicle? Subway drawing or train drawing seems simpler. Do you mind sharing your approach?
LOL THIS ASK IS SO REAL I can tell u r a true bus rider.
To be honest, I think part of it is that bus rides really vary. Some rides be smooth and some depending on the route or traffic or what have you will just shake you nonstop. I picked out some of the nicer drawings for that post but for example here's one of the gnarlier ones (bus was driving thru more rural/mountainous roads)
idk what the solution is here. I think, looking back at this drawing, a shaky long stroke looks better than a shaky short one because even if it gets thrown off at least you can sense the intention? I think the short aborted strokes on the figures look worse because you can tell im getting caught up and frustrated trying to make the pen go where i want whereas the longer strokes even if they're wobbly feel like they're actually building a shape... so maybe that helps? even if its counterintuitive.
Also occasionally I'll draw with a lighter tool in the moment (thin pen, pencil, something colored) and then go over it with a darker tool when I can sit down and be more decisive with my line. thats a more obvious sketching solution haha but you can kind of see it in these:
Alright, Iโve been sitting on this for a while and I think iโve managed to sort out my thoughts so itโs not just agonized internal screaming. Time to finally talk about Monkie Kid Season 5.
Quick Disclaimers before we get started: please keep in mind iโm probably gonna be a little negative here. Iโm not going after the animators or the writers or anything of the sort, I just need to get this out and slapping it on my blog just makes sense so people have the option to ignore it. Yes, Iโm still grateful we still have the show, yes Iโm still happy we have the same VAโs, donโt come at me. Iโm not gonna get too salty cause Iโve gotten most of that out methinks and too much salt is bad for ya health, but I still do wanna talk about it and Iโm still gonna be at least a little salty. If youโre not interested in hearing anything negative about the future of season five please donโt feel obligated to read. And please DO NOT take this as an invitation to bash on the new studio or anyone else in the replies, I really donโt wanna see that, go make your own post if you want to do that. Iโm going to keep it under the cut so itโs easy to scroll past.
Welp, if youโre here to read, buckle up and here we go!
To start off, let's get the big personal bias thing out of the way: I strongly dislike puppet animation.
I say โstrongly dislikeโ and not hate because, while I hate most puppet animation, there is Bluey which is the best puppet animation can offer. I didnโt even know it was puppet animation for a while because of how beautifully itโs animated, so, puppet animation does have potential, Iโm not gonna deny that. However, I hate that it is always used to replace 2D animation. Itโs the cheaper, faster option and I canโt even begin to count the amount of shows that have started off with the plans for being 2D before being ultimately scrapped in favor of either puppet animation or 3D. Monkie Kid was the outlier in all that for me. It was 2D and it felt right. It was gorgeous and good for my brain to look at, it made me excited for animation and for art. It really was so incredibly special to me in a way it just canโt be anymore without Flying Barkโs animation. I probably wonโt stop watching but, because of my dislike of puppet animation, it might be a bit of a struggle to get my brain to focus on it the way it used to, (weโll see.) Absolutely no shade to Wildbrain (the new animation studio) they have worked miracles in the short time that theyโve had, theyโve managed to very closely replicate the style of monkie kid, and they are excellent at what they do, but when things are rushed (LEGO, [derogatory]) it makes it very hard to maintain a high standard, especially when we have something like Flying Barkโs animation to compare it to. And listen, please donโt tell me it looks similar to Flying Barkโs animation, please donโt send me shots and tell me but look how close it is! This oneโs gorgeous! Because, at least to meโฆ itโs not.
Iโm the kind of person who sits in a room and I see a picture is crooked while no one else in the room notices. It could be off by centimeters but I still notice. It hurts my brain to look at and I go a bit insane until I can get up and straighten it, which usually makes people laugh and honestly yeah itโs kinda funny, but I really canโt stand things looking off, and, despite Wildbrainโs valiant attempt and excellent replication of the style, everything in the trailer we got looks off to me. From the framing, to the animation, to the design of the new characters; from the perspective to the coloring, everything is off and my โPLEASE LET ME STRAIGHTEN THE PICTUREโ brain hurts looking at it. Iโm not trying to rag on the animation, I know theyโre doing their best. Off things just hurt my brain to look at.
Thatโs why I loved Flying Barkโs animation so much. From Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles to Monkie Kid to Moon Girl and Devil Dinosaur, Flying Barkโs animation has scratched that itch in my brain that has desperately wanted things to look right. Everything is just so shaped!!! AAA!!!
Now, there are episodes of monkie kid that Iโm not as big of a fan of. Impossible Delivery is one of them. Iโm not a fan of how some scenes are drawn in it, so I tend to avoid it a lot. And that was done by Flying Bark so, this new animation for Monkie Kid is really doing a number on me.
โฆthat being said: I still aintโ about that โflying bark started out awkward tooโ
Once again, ABSOLUTELY NO SHADE TO WILDBRAIN, (or anyone whoโs said this at any point, I ainโt coming for your kneecaps,) they have done a SPECTACULAR job replicating Flying Barkโs style in the time that they have and Iโm sure LEGO has been putting them through the wringer and rushing them through stuff (which Iโll complain about in a minute) but thatโs the thingโฆ They replicated Flying Barkโs Style. Style and animation are two completely separate things. This same drama was used by critics to bash the crap out of ROTTMNT when it first came out; they kept saying the animation was ugly, but it wasnโt, the animation was gorgeous, it was the style that they disliked because, most shows right now start off clunky and a little ugly and thatโs just how it is. (Also the promotional material for Rise dragged it through the mud. I will always be salty about that.)
The pilot of monkie kidโs style wasn't all the way there, Iโm not gonna deny that. The crew at flying bark were still figuring things out how to draw lego, BUT. The perspective, the framing, and the animation were all on point and just as gorgeous as the rest of the series. When I hear the argument that Flying Bark wasnโt great at first either it makes me want to tear my hair out because it WAS great. IT WAS ABSOLUTELY GREAT, FROM THE BEGINNING, THEIR ANIMATION HAS BEEN GORGEOUS IN MONKIE KID SINCE DAY ONE. The style is what was off. With this new animation we have the opposite experience. Instead of an awkward style with a god tier animation, we have a pretty excellent replication of a good style with an animation form I personally am not a very big fan of. Itโs jarring. And even though Iโm sure wildbrain will indeed get into their own groove, it will likely never be as earth shattering as Flying Bark because Flying Bark is Flying Bark and what they did was possible because of 2D.
Onto yelling at lego here we go: 'Be grateful it wasnโt canceled'
Iโma be real, this one bugs me the most.
The animation industry right now sucks. Thereโs no denying it. We have incredible artists left and right being messed over by studios and companies, entirely completed series being deleted, artists being ripped off, overworked and underpaid, outsourcing in every way they can, the disrespect of A/I, and 2D animation especially being dragged through the mud, even with groundbreaking 2D+3D movies like Spider-Verse and award winning movies like The Boy and the Heron, proving 2D is far from dead. Shows are being canceled before their second or third seasons, ideas are being recycled, so many people have watched their favorite things end too soon, and Iโm one of them. Bro I was into DRAGON BOOSTER as a kid. Do you know that show? Probably not. It was canceled after one season YEARS ago and ended on a cliffhanger that makes me hurt to this day and I was a kid back then. (Incredible show btw you should give it a watch.) This cancellation thing isnโt new. I got on board with Rise only to see it sniped because Nickelodeon is stupid. Legend of Korra got messed over by Nickelodeon too. I have experienced cancellation/rushed endings before and it sucks. And it fills me with rage to see the bar is so low, that we should all just be okay with what happened because โat least it wasnโt canceled.โ Iโm not mad at the people saying this, Iโm just upset that this is what the reality of animation is. Heck I'm allowed to be upset about it.
And, letโs be real for a second hereโฆ Monkie Kid is LEGOโs product for China. Itโs making them money. Canceling monkie kid would be shooti ng themselves in the foot more than anything else. LEGO is not hurting for money. Ninjago ran for FIFTEEN seasons and is still running today in this soft-reboot with even better animation than before. LEGO has the means. They donโt need to rush animators to finish things or underpay people. Flying Bark is in big demand right now because more and more people are noticing how good their stuff is. Iโm willing to bet their schedule is packed, (theyโre working on the ATLA movie which I have mixed emotions about but at least the animationโs gonna be BANGER and last I heard a stranger things animated series??) and when youโre in that high of demand you have to raise your prices, thatโs just how that works. But even with that, given enough patience, time, and proper pay, I have no doubt they could have done Monkie Kid as well. We know Lego was pushing them way too hard to animate Monkie Kid and that animation is INSANE and not cheap. LEGO can afford that. But they decided it wasnโt worth that.
Okay donโt quote me on that last bit. I really didnโt want to start going off about conspiracy theories but I admit I get really frustrated when I hear the โat least it wasnโt canceledโ thing because I know thereโs more going on behind the scenes, people just arenโt transparent about it. Studios and companies right now donโt really care about the quality of things, itโs the artists and the writers and the creators that care about the quality. There are other 2D studios out there but LEGO chose to go with puppet animation because it's faster and cheaper. I am always going to be upset about that. Am I grateful Monkie Kid wasnโt canceled? Sure. But at the same time I donโt want to feel grateful for the bare minimum. Iโm angry at the state of the animation industry that no one in the higher-ups of these industries seem to respect 2D animators or 2D animation in general, that no one seems to understand how much skill it takes to animate and how worth investing in it is. And seeing people tell others upset by this that they should be grateful they have anything at all just rubs me the wrong way.
And the audacity to change the animation is ridiculous to me because a huge part of the audience for LMK is here because of the animation. Itโs not like Ninjago, which started off with low budget 3D and slowly got better and better over time with a few dips here and there. We started off with one of the best 2D animated shows of all time, (in my monkey obsessed opinion,) animated the way it was to draw in an audience, and suddenly for no reason at all and no prior warning weโve dropped down to what every pilot of every puppet animation children show looks like these days. It feels like a crummy thing to do. Yes, Iโm aware weโre lucky we still have a show, yes Iโm grateful we still have the same VAโs and the same writers. But this is a big and abrupt change and Iโd be lying if I said it didnโt suck.
Okay, onto my biggest concern: how the writing of the show will pair with this new animation.
With all due respect and love to the writers, Monkie Kid is awful when it comes to biased narration in their storytelling. It has relied so so heavily on visual storytelling to fill in the gaps and tell us whatโs actually going on while the dialogue is lying to our face. If youโre not looking, it can lead you to woefully misunderstand the characters and what is happening. Itโs a style of writing that Iโm not a super big fan of, BUT I, for the most part (aside from fandom craziness,) enjoyed it! Because the animation helped it hold up. What made the storytelling work was the nuance and incredible detail in Flying Barkโs animation. You could analyze every expression, every style difference in flashbacks, and it would tell you so much; I am a SUCKER for that kind of stuff--drawing expressions and emotions is something I love so much--and Flying Bark served it to me on a silver platter with a golden spoon and crystal clear mountain water. The scope of what Flying Bark was able to doโฆ I just donโt know if it can be replicated in puppet animation and that scares me a bit storytelling wise. Because I donโt want to be stressed out by Monkie Kid and unreliable narrators have a habit of stressing me out. Itโs not to bad as long as itโs resolved later, but Monkie Kid has a habit of blowing over things, especially in regards to the lies told about Wukong and the only thing that tells us something different happened are the visuals, which stresses me out cause it results in INTENSE fandom bashing my favorite monkey and itโs really hard to avoid. (This is why I stepped back so far from interacting with the fandom.) I donโt want something that brought me comfort in my darkest times to be twisted into something I no longer want to see.
Is this the worst possible thing to have happened? No, of course not. Itโs definitely not all that awesome either. For me itโs like eating at a gourmet restaurant having their insane mac n cheese every day for years and then suddenly youโre served KD from the dollar store and told you should be grateful because it could be worse, all the while the restaurant keeps its gourmet title. Thereโs nothing wrong with KD but bro I want my mac n cheese--
The fact that there was no prior warning is what really makes all this feel so sucky. I know this isnโt the end of monkie kid, but the animation is one of the biggest things that made the show unique, itโs what drew so many incredible artists in, itโs what inspired me to create and make friends and keep living. The animation provided nuance to the characters when the writing sometimes fell flat. It gave insights and information that worked well with the face-paced storytelling and brought the incredible voice acting to life. Itโs not really going to be the same without it.
There is ofc more than just the animation that made monkie kid great. The voice actors, the SOUNDTRACK, the sound effects are all off the charts insanely high quality but man. Itโs not complete without it. Thereโs a big olโ gaping hole in the show and in my heart and as much as I love the show, thatโs really rough. Because itโs not as though this makes things better. The quality didnโt drop because people wanted it to be easier for animators to animate, Wildbrain Iโm sure is having a time meeting LEGOโs crazy deadlines right now, just like Flying Bark did. There was so much reused animation in season 4 because of how hard LEGO was riding animators' tails and pushing them to get things out faster and faster and I was more than alright with the reused animation so the animators could catch a break. But instead of backing off and being respectful of the time it takes to animate, LEGO dropped Flying Bark like a hot potato and immediately went to the cheaper, faster puppet animation. (JUST A THEORY/VENT DONโT QUOTE ME.) Itโs not like there arenโt other 2D animation studios out there but they picked the puppet. And that SUCKS. I would have been okay waiting another year for monkie kid easy because Flying Bark is WORTH IT. I understand how long things take and that if I want a high quality product its going to take skill and time. It hurts me to watch animators having it rough because no one else seems to get that.
Alright in conclusion: Weโve only seen a few seconds of the trailer.
Itโs hard to judge what the entire show will look like based off of that little. It could be incomplete, Wildbrain could get better, they could find their groove, I ainโt gonna rag on the animation because itโs giving you exactly the quality--maybe even higher--expected of what it is. Itโs puppet animation. I dunno what to tell you man. But itโs not about that for me. For me itโs about 2D. Itโs about some of the greatest animation Iโve ever seen being replaced when it didnโt need to be and that sucks. Flying Bark gave us the world and we didnโt lose that for any reason other than money and greed and impatience. That is so discouraging and upsetting. It is something else to go from every frame leaving me breathless and staring and in awe over the quality of the animation to Puppet Animation. The change hurts. Honestly, I never thought I would be as devastated as I am. Iโve processed a bit but I think itโs always going to suck because of how important monkie kid has become to me. I miss flying bark so much already. Iโm still going to try and watch the show, but weโll see how my brain does with the puppet animation. Donโt go ragging on the animators, guys, theyโre doing their best and I gotta respect em.
I do wish weโd gotten more time to mourn flying barkโs absence. I wish people had gotten a heads up when season 4 had ended so they could have time to adjust and then get ready for the new style, because watching everyone hype themselves up for flying barksโ animation only to be told they're gone by a trailer kiiiinda sucks. But I digress.
I do find it funny it took changing animation studios for us to finally get a trailer and poster on time before the eps drop. So in a way, I appreciate that much of a warning at least. Better than nothing! And weโve always wanted a trailer out first lol HGLKJSDF
I ainโt even gonna pretend I ainโt spoiled as HECK by flying barkโs animation. Honestly without it, I donโt know if Iโd be as attached to the characters as I am. Real talk, I donโt know if I ever would have even watched Monkie Kid without it. Iโm gonna miss flying bark with all I have in me and it's going to make rewatching and enjoying the show hard because of all this. Iโm going to miss the time when every part of this show was a comfort to my brain and soul. Flying Bark's energy is unmatched, they bring a life to things that I havenโt seen anywhere else and Iโm always gonna be grateful for the time I had with them animating Monkie Kid.
This is it. No more more Flying Bark monkie kid. The end. And thatโs going to sting for a while. And probably keep stinging throughout the new season becauseโฆ wellโฆ I love monkie kid. So seeing it become something else is going to hurt, especially if you hold it so close to your heart.
These new animators are doing their best and we canโt fault em for that. It ainโt their fault the animation industry is what it is. Itโs great we still have the show going when so many other things have gotten canceled but the fact the bar is so low can hurt like heck too.
Weโre gonna miss flying bark for a long time. Itโs so goofy that something as simple as animation could have burrowed so deep into our hearts but it has and thatโs truly wondrous and the magic of storytelling. I love shows. I love movies. I love what monkie kid was, and I hope I can learn to be okay with what it will be now. (Even with my โSTRAIGHTEN THE PICTUREโ brain screaming at me lol.) Wishing you all the best, donโt make fun of the animation needlessly or go after the animators, be kind to them and to each other. If you wanna be salty don't send it to me just make ur own post thanks ima drop this and then go try some positivity lol. Until next time! Iโll see you in Monkie Kid season 5
เฐ meeting the old friend | spencer brought you out to meet his old friend, ethan, but he deeply regrets it when ethan starts to flirt with you right in front of him.ย
โฃ๏ธ is it that obvious? | you and spencer were closer than normal when showing up at rossiโs dinner party which causes for teasing from derek and a kiss at the end of the night.
เฐ working all day | spencerโs being a brat because youโve been working all day, leaving you no choice but to fix his attitude for him.ย
โฃ๏ธ periods and colds | being sick and on your period is never a easy thing. the symptoms that come with it are even worse but you're still determined to go to work and it's up to spencer to make sure you stay home and get taken care of.
โก๏ธ jjโs confession | the aftermath of jjโs fuck up.
เฐ sober enough | while out at a bar with the team the tension between you and spencer grew to be thicker until it was too much to stand.ย
เฐ mean but he likes it | spencer finds that he likes it when your upset.
เฐ right here, right now | โyou know, i could always get you off right here, right nowโ
เฐ untitled blurb | making spencer suck your strap before you fuck him.
เฐ worship you | spencer takes notice of how you react to being praised so he takes that information and runs with it.ย
เฐ home remedy | spencer's a genius, he knows everything and one thing he's learned is that orgasms help with cramps.
เฐ early in the morning | spencer always wakes up before you and he usually takes time to himself to admire you. this morning is different though, he wakes up with the sudden need to bury his head between your thighs.
เฐ discovery | while being pinned down underneath you, spencer really can't think of anything other than filling you up with his cum.
เฐ one more | spencer's a munch. that's it. that's the summary.
เฐ change of plans | the arrangement you had with spencer, friends with benefits, quickly changes to more than that when he sees a cop flirting with you on the job.
เฐ book club | you canโt stop finding yourself in spencerโs bed, even after youโve broken up.
โฃ๏ธ เฐ backwards | you and spencer never got along, with him just getting back from prison and you being the newbie, until you do and things start moving faster than expected.ย
เฐ ruining him | basically just ruining spencerโฆ
โก๏ธ โฃ๏ธ เฐ addiction | spencer's working through his addiction and you hate to see him in pain. you was to try and take his mind off of things, even if it'll only last a little while.
โฃ๏ธ share the attention | having a new baby around means that majority of the attention goes to it. your daughter thinks that with all the attention your giving the baby you've forgotten about her, luckily spencer is there to explain to her that you both will never forget her.
เฐ substitution | after running out of candies to suck on, you and spencer find a different way to keep your mouth occupied.
เฐ gold chain | post-prison!spencer + gold chain + talking you through it. dangerous combination.
เฐ sativa | having sex with spencer but your both highย
เฐ date night | itโs supposed to be date night with just you and spencer but that quickly ended when a guy started to flirt with you. (including aaron hotchner)
เฐ hot tub | ย after a long case you and spencer find yourselves wanting the same thing, to relax in the hotels hot tub, but the tension between you was so thick it led to doing more things than relaxing.ย
เฐ I'm onto you | based on "haunted" by beyoncรฉ
เฐ professor | you've always had eyes for your professor, always doing or wearing something that'll provoke him. one day you wear a particularly short skirt and spencer decides he can't take it anymoreโฆ
เฐ teacher of all things | spencer may be your professor but how to catch a serial killer isn't the only thing hes teaching you.
โฃ๏ธ incoming baby | you and spencer get into an argument over something as silly. while he's too busy being stubborn, you're busy going into labor.
เฐ nyquil | you fuck him so good he falls asleep immediately after you finish.
เฐ mile high | you're bored and teasing spencer seemed to be harmless and entertaining until he pops a boner, you take your chances with inviting him into the small bathroom to have a quickie.
เฐ touch starved | spencer was alone for so long before you got together and he's just so touch starved he gets hard just from looking at you, even if you had just got done having sex.
เฐ talk to me | making spencer talk to you while you jerk him off.
โก๏ธ mess it up | spencer hadn't been answering any of your phone calls and every time you showed up at his apartment he pretended he wasn't home. so, you go to his job, hoping to get a second chance with him. based on โmess it upโ by gracie abramsย
เฐ that boyโs a munch | spencerโs a munch. thatโs it.
โก โฃ๏ธ ๏ธ เฐ honeymoon | sex has always been a bad subject growing up, it was shunned upon to give into your bodies desires without being married or wanting kids. the abuse that came with this topic has caused you to hide away from it, you've never told spencer but when you do, he makes sure to make you as comfortable as he can.
โฃ๏ธ mirrorball | spencer notices how you put other people before you all the time so he decides to do something special for just you.
เฐ distract him | spencer looks amazing reading his book, his lip tucked between his teeth and his hands trailing across the page. you can't help but pull him onto your lap and distract him.
เฐ much better | pegging spencer when he gets home after a long case
เฐ a challenge | making spencer cum by just playing with his nipplesย
เฐ playboy bunny | while being questioned in regards to a murder investigation, your only way of proving your innocence is the tattoo you have on your underboob.
เฐ shade of purple | spencerโs watching you paint your nails his favorite shade of purple and canโt help but let his mind wander.ย
เฐ hidden freak | spencer's not very used to having to hide hickeys on his body and you had to leave before he had the chance to ask you how to hide it. doing the best he could, he threw on a shirt with a collar and hoped for the best.
โก๏ธ you're too sweet for me | spencer is your dad's best friend and you're fresh out of college. what happens when he's innocently picking you up from a night out with your friends turns into a heartbreak?
เฐ birthday boy | itโs spencerโs birthday and derekโs birthday gift to him is a trip to the strip club and private dance.ย
เฐ next time just ask | youโve had an attitude with spencer all day long, he finds the one thing thatโll make it go away
เฐ intelligence is attractive | spencers always had a crush on you but the way you show your intelligence does him in like nothing else.ย
โฃ๏ธ hollywood star | you and spencer had been in the early stages of your relationship when lila archer came along(or her stalker to put it better). you already werenโt fond of her when sheโd been giving spencer heart eyes the entire time but when gideon sent him to watch over her for the night, that really set you off.ย
เฐ first timer | youโre taking spencerโs virginity and everything is just so much for him that he starts to cry.ย
เฐ lingerie | you're showing spencer all the lingerie sets you got while out shopping with the girls and you knew he'd like them but you underestimated just how much he'd like them.
เฐ wait your turn | having two partners is great and very fun until you're stuck on the sidelines while they have all the fun. (including aaron hotchner)
เฐ heโs clueless | your boy is a genius but when it comes to sex, he's absolutely clueless.
เฐ patched up | spencer had gotten hurt while on a case and it was up to you to patch him back up, which wouldnโt have been an issue if the tension between you wasnโt so thick.
summary: you had finally convinced Tom to take you to the Restricted Section. however, the outcome might not be something you had originally planned.
pairing: tom riddle x fem!reader
warning: 18+ smut, cockwarming, oral (m receiving), throatfucking, gagging, mentions of nausea (no actual vomiting), slight choking, orgasm denial? ignoring?? I think thatโs all, if I missed anything, let me know!
wc: 3.3k
a/n: listen. listen. this man has been in my head for the last month, and recently he decided to come into my dream? thatโs just rude, so thatโs what you get as revenge. this fic is also a result of my pent up frustration at life rn, so do with that what you will. also, this is my first time ever writing smut and writing for tom, so pls let me know if itโs any good and if I shall continue on the path. enjoy <3
You had finally done it.
You had finally convinced Tom to take you to the Restricted Section with him. After the whole month of begging almost every day, he agreed, albeit awfully begrudgingly, but you were on cloud nine nonetheless. He told you some stuff about his late-night visits to the library from time to time, but you were always burning for more information, considering your own striving for knowledge. He always said the same thing, that he appreciated your effort, but if you could stop trying to make him abuse his Prefectโs power and possibly lose himself the position, it would make both of your lives easier. But you persevered and were finally reaping the rewards, sitting next to him at the table, with a stack of ancient books in front of you, sometime far after midnight.
What you didnโt expect, though, was how absolutely fucking irresistible he would look merely existing. The books were taken out, the first one was flipped through and now they sat on the table, long forgotten, as you just stared at Tom, almost devouring him with your eyes. To be fair, the sight of him was truly divine โ his face calm and concentrated, hovering over a particular book he had been studying for the last week, distracted simply to switch to his journal and take another note. His hands resting on the table, holding a quill, scribbling down lines with his exquisite handwritingโฆ They were sinful, those hands. You had to get ahold of at least one. His left hand was in the process of mindlessly caressing the corner of the book with his middle finger when your hand slowly creeped towards it. You lightly brushed your fingertips along the outer part of his hand. No reaction. You started drawing circles along the whole area, skimming along his wrist and thumb. Nothing. You decided to go further and began intertwining your fingers together.
Finally. A sigh.
And he didnโt even look. His hand grabbed yours and put it away, back on the table. And nothing, absolutely nothing changed about the focused expression painted on his face. That was really annoying, but alsoโฆ hot, in a way? Almost as if he was playing hard to get. You were already aroused just by looking at him, but his silent rejection made you nearly desperate. Your panties were pretty much soaked, and he, quite literally, barely lifted a finger.
Before you could gain control over your hand, it moved dangerously close to his thigh. You put your hand a little above his knee and gradually advanced higher and higher up his leg. Only when you were caressing his inner thigh did you hear another sigh. Tom raised an eyebrow and turned his head a couple centimeters in your direction, his eyes still on the book.
โWhat?โ he asked, the tone of his voice only ever so slightly irritated. His composure remained intact. He wasnโt even fazed by the fact that you were so close to grabbing him through his pants.
โYou look so handsome like that, you know?โ
You made your best attempt to lace your voice with saccharine seduction. Your hand kept stroking his inner thigh, inching further and further up with each stroke. The only thing he did was thoughtlessly nod, as if he forgot about your existence immediately after asking the question.
You started getting frustrated and even more turned on. You moved your chair closer to his and began caressing his shoulder, brushing your fingers along his neck when they reached it. You slowly moved down to his back and arm, your nails applying some pressure on his body so that he could feel them scratching his skin even through the fabric of his shirt. It had always been one of the rare things to grab his attention, and it worked this time as well. He sighed, closed the book with his finger between the right pages and turned his head to you. His expression was that of mild annoyance, his eyebrow raised again.
โWhat exactly was the reason youโd been begging me to bring you here? Would you care to remind me?โ
You lowered your gaze and your hand on his shoulder stopped, but just for a second. Then you continued, thinking that there was no return at that point and at least you had a chance, now that his attention was on you.
โKnowledge,โ you admitted.
โAnd what kind of knowledge are you trying to soak up right now?โ
His eyes flicked towards your hand still massaging his shoulder. You rolled your eyes and shifted in your chair at the mention of the word โsoakโ. But it was time for drastic measures. You stood up to crouch next to him, so that your mouth was right at the same level as his ear. Your hand moved to his inner thigh again, traveling up to his crotch and back. You felt him harden under your touch and the mere fact brought you immense amounts of satisfaction.
โCome on, Tom, love, we both know what I want right now,โ you started whispering, your lips nearly touching his ear. โYou. I want you. On the table, on the floor, against the wall, it literally doesnโt matter. If you donโt take me right here, right now, I will die.โ
The look on his face didnโt change in the slightest when he grabbed your throat with his right hand and guided you from his left to his front, tightly squeezed between him and the desk. You stayed in your half-crouched position, trying your hardest not to tremble in the knees. The corner of Tomโs mouth lifted ever so slightly while he silently studied your face and body. His grip on your throat tightened when he lifted up his hand, causing you to straighten your half-bent legs. He shot a commanding look at his lap and, guided by his hand, you climbed there, sitting down and sighing as you could finally relax your already aching knees. But your state of relaxation didnโt last, as he abruptly spread his legs, causing yours to shoot open as well and your ass to be left hanging in the air. In order not to fall to the ground, you had to lean back on the desk, propping your front upwards, towards him.
His hand moved from your throat to the hem of your skirt. With quick and methodic movements Tom rolled it up, tucking it behind the top part of the skirt, and spread your thighs even further with a firm press of his thumbs. You felt a heatwave of embarrassment wash over you as he evaluated the state of your panties, an amused smirk tugging the corner of his mouth. A spot of wetness was wonderfully visible and on display. His eyebrow went up and down as he looked up at you, brushing his thumb in a feather-like touch along the still covered surface of your cunt. You threw your head back, partly because you didnโt want to meet his eyes, partly because your own eyes rolled to the point you couldnโt see in front of you and you could barely hold in a moan as myriads of goosebumps spread throughout your body just from this simple touch.
โLook at me.โ
Tom clearly didnโt appreciate the lack of eye contact. You clenched your jaw and looked back, met by the sheer intensity of his stare. The stare that had all the power in the world to melt you into a puddle at any given moment. He brushed his other thumb over the same place again, watching your face carefully as you tried to keep your composure. Didnโt help. Your bit your bottom lip, but a sound escaped you nonetheless. Tomโs smirk widened.
โLetโs see,โ he quietly muttered, pulling your panties to the side. Your cunt was already slicked and throbbing, which was even more embarrassing, because he looked like he was an inspector evaluating the goods. The smirk faded from his lips as his finger rubbed against your folds, barely spreading them apart and not reaching the clit to provide the much-needed sensation. You couldnโt help throwing your head back again, almost drawing blood from the pressure of your teeth against your bottom lip.
โI said. Look. At. Me.โ
Tom uttered every word in a clear, emotionless voice, but it was the very thing that meant trouble. You looked back and the intensity of his stare only grew exponentially. He reached your face with his hand and grabbed your cheeks between his thumb and index finger, squeezing them, so that your lips formed into some sort of a pout.
โDonโt make me repeat myself. Keep looking until I say you can stop.โ
You quickly nodded, intimidated by his frigid dominance. His hand went back to your cunt. He slid his fingers deeper between the folds, lightly brushing against the clit. Your hips jerked up as they tried to follow the path of his fingers, but his other hand held you firmly in place, not allowing a single extra bit of pleasure. He slid them back once more and then the middle one slipped inside you, up to the very base. A jolt of pleasure shook your body, as strong as the feeling of disappointment when he quickly removed the digit. You tried to whine but another look from him quickly shut you up. Tom raised his hand, rubbed his index, middle finger and thumb together and then separated; a sticky string of your wetness was a connection between them and a blatant manifestation of your arousal.
โSoaked. Just like I thought.โ
The slightest hint of a smirk returned to his lips as his fingers reached your mouth.
โOpen.โ
Each of his words was stern, not leaving room for any disobedience. You opened your mouth and Tom pushed two fingers inside, pressing at the entrance of your throat and instantly making you gag. He kept his fingers there for a moment while you clutched the desk behind you to stop your body from shaking as you kept gagging, but not daring to push his hand away. A couple seconds later, when he saw you were on the verge of giving up, his fingers slowly traveled back out of your mouth. You tightly wrapped your lips around them and sucked your slick off, knowing that it was exactly what he wanted you to do. After leaving your mouth his fingers cupped your chin, as his thumb glided over your lips, covering them with the rest of your wetness.
โNow,โ Tom leaned back on the chair, looking you up and down, his voice suddenly smooth and enticing, but his gaze still intense, โI see you are rather bored here with me, doll.โ
When he said the word, you knew that the next part wouldnโt be so much for your pleasure as it would be completely for his. It wasnโt a meaningless pet-name for him, no, it held value. It meant that you would be treated exactly like a doll: mindless and limp. He saw your eyes widen at โdollโ and a faint smirk was on his lips again: he was aware of the connotation and so were you.
โAnd to save you the trouble of a wandering mind, I am pleased to announce that I have a much better use for a doll like you.โ
He waited to continue for a minute, letting you absorb the information and your thoughts fill with speculations. His hand brushed a stray hair from your forehead, him seeming just like a caring boyfriend for a moment.
โKneel.โ
You slowly stood up from his lap, feeling your stretched out limbs relax and almost fail to hold you up, and lowered down to your knees in front of him. From this point of view, he was even more attractive, compellingly so; it was worth it standing on your knees on the cold stone floor of the Restricted Section just for this sight alone. He slowly started unbuckling his belt and unzipping his pants, almost as if he wanted you to enjoy the show. You drank up every single movement of his slender fingers as he pulled down his pants and underwear just enough for his cock to bounce right out, against his lower abdomen.
โYou like what you see, doll?โ
You fervently nodded, your mouth salivating just at the thought of being able to suck him off right then. He saw the fire in your eyes and scoffed, shaking his head.
โIt is no ordinary pleasure that I want from you now, doll.โ
He beckoned you to move closer and you eagerly did, your face just mere centimeters away from his length. Your breath quickened as you thought about the implication of โno ordinary pleasureโ.
โNow, give me your hands, doll.โ
You lifted your hands and he wrapped his belt around them, tightening it to the point when it started to hurt and you knew it would leave deep marks on your wrists. Then, you tried to position yourself in a way that would allow your hands to support you, but you could only reach the floor with your fingertips.
Tom ran his fingers through your hair, in a touch almost gentle and soothing, and then suddenly yanked you up and forward, straight onto his cock, thrusting his whole length into your mouth, the tip reaching the very back of your throat. You lifted on your knees and violently gagged at the feeling, your hands inadvertently flying up, trying to push back, but the belt didnโt let you make any substantial impact. He held you firmly in place while you kept quivering and making gagging sounds, him clearly enjoying seeing you in this state. Slowly, you adjusted to his cock filling your whole mouth and your body went weak as you lowered back down, tears gathering in the corners of your eyes. You tried to look up with just your eyes, not being able to move your head; it hurt too much, so you lowered your gaze, the only thing in front of you being his lower abdomen. As you tried to shift in your place, you felt a whiff of the chilly library air against your soaked panties and the sensation drove you nearly through the roof.
โNow, doll, you have to stay like that while I keep going with my work. A fair warning out of the goodness of my heart: it might take a while.โ
You blinked, trying to wrap your mind around the fact that this could continue for another hour or two. Your head was held back by the edge of the desk cutting into your nape, so you werenโt able to move at all. You were completely at his mercy, he could do literally whatever he wanted, but he chose not to do anything. As soon as he let go of your hair, he went straight back to his book, taking notes as if nothing had happened.
Time went by painfully slowly. The constant feeling of him in your mouth and throat overwhelmed you to the point when you started to twitch at times, shifting your weight to get any semblance of friction against your aching core. The position you were in didnโt allow that at all, your head being stuck firmly between the desk and his body. The most irritating thing about the whole ordeal was the fact that Tom ignored you completely, fully absorbed in whatever kind of studying he was doing. You tried to get his attention a couple of times by producing incoherent sounds and trying to tighten your lips around him, but you quickly understood that there was no use. You tried counting seconds and minutes, but your mind gave up when you reached fifteen. The only things you could think about were his cock and getting something, any type of pressure on your clit. Your wetness soaked through your panties and, you were pretty sure, was dripping down your thighs, creating a small puddle on the floor underneath you.
You didnโt know how much time had passed before you finally heard the book shut. You almost shuddered at the sound, your pupils dilating and your breath accelerating, probably close to the speed of light. Tom leaned on the back of the chair, looking down at you with one of his smirks of the devil himself. His hand ruffled your hair, pulling at it to slightly lift your head up and shove it back down, as if he was trying to gauge if you were still alive. At the sound of your muffled groan he raised his eyebrows, amused.
โThe doll has some life left in her. What a pleasant surprise. You look perfectly splendid like that.โ
You groaned again, the sound coming from somewhere inside your chest. You desperately wanted to look up, but your head was still pressed in its place. Tom scoffed, messing with your hair once again.
โThe time has come for some moreโฆ customary activities of ours, donโt you think?โ
As if you could answer. You tried to nod, but the edge of the desk only further cut into your nape, making you wince in pain.
โThe doll seems to agree. Pleasure.โ
He moved the chair a bit further from the desk. With more space you could finally properly breath, so you shifted in your place, your stiff legs aching as you had to follow the movement of the chair. Tomโs hand gripped your hair and pulled you upwards, releasing almost the entirety of his length from your mouth apart from the top. The sudden emptiness made your throat clench and you felt nausea building up rapidly, although the feeling had no time to develop as you were quickly shoved down again, your nose nearly crashing against his body. Tears gathered in your eyes sprayed all over, your lips stretched even more than they already were and you prayed the corners of your mouth wouldnโt crack. The tension building up in your core was begging to be released as you were being thrusted up and down again and again, the tip of his cock stroking the back of your throat again and again, causing you to produce the most sinful gagging sounds known to man. You tried to balance on your tied up hands, but your fingertips just barely brushed against the floor as your whole body moved in unison with your head. Tom barely made any sound, a heavy breath occasionally escaping his lips. He threw his head back, his eyes closed, while you took him whole at the mercy of his hand.
At last, you felt his thrusts speeding up, sensing his release. After a couple of especially violent ones he let out a quiet groan, and you felt his hot semen filling you up and spilling down your throat as he pressed you all the way down. Your breaths were heavy but barely audibly, his cock still stuffing your mouth to the brim. Tom heaved a deep sigh as you felt his grip on your hair loosening. You didnโt dare to move until he pulled you up, lifting your head with his finger on your chin, looking straight into your eyes. Your vision was blurry from tears, more of them running down your face and dripping down to the floor as they slid off your jawline. Your lips were swollen and you couldnโt properly close your mouth yet, panting in quick and dry breaths. Tom smirked, taking in the sight of your utter destruction.
โA broken doll. Truly a sight to behold.โ
He leaned back on the chair again, pulling up his underwear and zipping the pants. Then, he bent down, taking your hands gently in his and undoing the belt. His fingers made their way across the deep red marks on your wrists, caressing them with utmost attention.
โYou have been a very good doll for me tonight. Now, what do you say to spending the night in my dorm? The doll has to receive her rightful reward.โ
its officially been about two weeks since ive seen nika and i feel like im actually gonna die. ever since nika got drafted i've been seeing her less and less.
the most i've gotten to see her is through face time and it breaks my heart having to go to sleep without her by my side. the comfort that no blanket could ever give.
right now im here at my dorm literally crying my eyes out over her. am i being dramatic? absolutely not, i just miss my girlfriend like any normal human being would.
over the past two weeks i haven't even realized how much i had been distancing myself from everyone, including nika. i didn't mean to isolate myself, it just happened and i don't think i can go back.
long distance is not my specialty and nika getting drafted shows it. i've been wanting to go to one of her games, but moneys been tight being a college student.
i got sucked out of my thoughts when i got a message from nika
"๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐? ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐? ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐๐๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ." i read her message and sighed, i can't even bring myself to answer her text.
i left her message on read not having the energy to respond or explain myself. i hate this, i hate everything about long distance. i just want to feel the warm embrace of my girlfriends arms.
i've been distancing myself from nika as well, not because i don't want to talk to her, but because im afraid of losing her. i've gotten so in my head thinking shes gonna find someone better than me while being in seattle that i've been closing myself off from being to afraid that im gonna lose her.
i got snapped out of my thoughts when i got a facetime call from nika. i eagerly grasped my phone and picked up the call.
"๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐๐งโ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ฐ๐๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐๐ฑ๐ญ? ๐๐ก๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ?โ i could hear the worry in her voice, along with a slight hint of annoyance.
"๐ข ๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐, ๐ข ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐ข ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐๐๐ค, ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ฐ๐๐ฒ." i said in desperation, i truly missed her so much.
i heard her sigh a bit as she responded. "๐ข ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข ๐๐๐ง'๐ญ, ๐ข ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฒ ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ, ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ." hearing her say that almost broke my heart into a million pieces.
"๐ข ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐๐ข๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ. ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ง๐ฒ ๐จ๐ ๐ข๐ญ." i say to her the annoyance in my chest rising.
"๐จ๐ค๐๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ. ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข ๐ ๐จ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ญ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ค๐๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ซ๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐." hearing her say that was it for me. i couldn't take it anymore. i never blamed her for any of this and she knows it as well.
"๐ข ๐๐ฆ ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ ๐ง๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ขโ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐ง ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ขโ๐ฆ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ! ๐ข๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฆ๐!" i started raising my voice out of instinct. i never meant to but it was just the heat of the moment.
"๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐ก๐๐ซ๐. ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ ๐ข ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐. ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฆ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ." my chest started to feel heavy with all these emotions surrounding me.
"๐ข ๐๐จ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ ๐ง๐ข๐ค๐, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ!" tears threatened to spill from my eyes, spilling my heart out just to earn another sigh from her.
"๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ, ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ- ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ ๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐๐ ๐ฒ/๐ง. ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ฆ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฎ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐๐๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐. ๐ ๐จ๐จ๐๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ." before i could respond she hung up leaving me alone with all of my thoughts.
i plugged my phone onto the charger and curled up into a ball in my bed hoping it will all just pass by soon
by the time i woke up my eyes were all puffy from crying the night before. i got up and started brushing my teeth when i got a knock on my door.
i quickly finished brushing my teeth and opened the door. there was no one there but i looked down and picked up what was left.
it was a bouquet of red and pink roses with a note attached to them. i closed the door to my apartment and sat at on a stool at my kitchen counter as i grabbed the note and read it.
i pressed sent and now it was time to wait for the game to start. i decided to do some chores around my apartment to waste time till it started.
by the time i finished mopping the game finally started. i quickly turned on my tv and started watching the live stream. once i saw nika appear on screen i swear my smile couldn't have been wider.
i watched her play throughout the whole game and she was amazing. at the end of the 4th quarter she scored the winning basket. i quickly jumped up in joy as she started celebrating, as the camera panned over to her she quickly ran to the bench to pick up a poster board and held it up to the camera.
I โค๏ธ๏ธ MY GIRLFRIEND
i swear i almost passed out when i saw that i put my hands over my mouth in shock not expecting her to do that. she flashed a smile to the camera before going back to her teammates to finish celebrating and finish off the game by high-fiving the other team.
forget everything about last night, nika is my happiness and joy and i know that i am hers too. no argument will ever get between us we'll always figure it out.
nika and i were meant for each other and no amount of arguing is ever going to change that, and tonight just proved that.
I'm curious what you don't like about dao Leliana? If you've got any posts about it could you please point me in their direction?
i probably have posts somewhere but god knows where they are now. i will present a little overview
and to be clear, because i know this website, this is completely a matter of personal taste in writing and character, i am not, um, cancelling leliana dragonage or having anything but appreciation for those who like her, i am saying i probably wouldnโt want to hang out with her. i am also not attempting to convince anyone or justify anything, i am explaining my own feelings since i have been asked about them. i am going to use language that sounds a little overly harsh because i am trying to express those feelings succinctly without making this post very long by apologising and minimising with caveats about when i do like her
i find her a little grating. i find her characterisation based on her backstory irritatingly inconsistent, with genuinely confusing naivete for someone with a supposedly hardened backstory. sheโs a literal bard, and sheโs always always on the back foot in dialogue with quicker thinkers who can easily shock and scandalise her, and she believes horrors are too ugly for anyone to write about (literal bard!). iโm also vaguely baffled by the amalgamation of vibes they went for visually, like, idk for example, repeatedly mentioning the supposedly ragged boyish hair of someone incapable of understanding a lack of interest in high fashion and who expresses friendship by talking about nice shoes and hair specifically. it makes me struggle to buy into her as a character, and i find her hard to picture.
i think her compassion for others rings fairly false, possibly just on a poor voice acting level; if they wanted me to believe in it from listening to her dialogue when she chimes in during side quests, they got it wrong, i donโt. those bland comments, as cloying on the tongue as artificial sweetener instead of real sugar, are a let-down when i could have someone more entertaining in the party. i hear her talk and think: i wish iโd brought someone else. and her kindness is often shallow, buying into prejudice easily when left unchecked. which is again, weird for a character whose entire concept is being more worldly than she appears. part of that backstory is also definitely growing up mostly surrounded by elven servants, which makes those biases in that direction even more notable to me than they otherwise would be. sheโs someone whoโs absorbed in her own internal struggle yet who has never noticed the struggles of those around her until directly confronted. i am constantly disappointed by the missed opportunities with her character, like her mixed cultural identity barely being discussed in a game where the backdrop of the ferelden-orlais conflict being under-explored is to me one of really very few big storytelling mistakes, or like her mechanic where you can ask her about wherever you areโa really fun idea, for a bard!โand she literally never not once has anything interesting to say. like, come onnn. im the worldbuilding enjoyer. hit me with something
some of this is going to be affected also by me having spent the most time with her as my surana, who happens as a character to be a natural born hater, and also predisposed to share some of these feelings. i do find dao leliana much more fun to hang out with when playing a non-elven, non-mage character, but given the in-world context, that in itself is perhaps not a glowing recommendation? (obligatory note again, i am not up in arms that this fictional character has fictional prejudices against fictional people and i in fact think this part is good writing that suits the world. the version of her i adore is, after all, in dai when she has done significantly more wrongs including against elves and mages specifically.) itโs more that kindness should be what leliana has going for her as one of the most prominently good-aligned companions, and i donโt believe in hers. if iโm committing to this being me disliking the character rather than disliking some writing flaw, i could say that i read her compassion as a performance, and thatโs something i happen to never really like in a person or character: when they act because they want to look like a good person, and feel like a good person, rather than because they truly care about the impact of their actions. maybe i donโt prefer her in dai because sheโs somehow better written; maybe she just drops that mask i donโt care for. hard to say!
also her personal quest has some of the worst writing and acting in the game i never want to hear marjolaine again. please.
summary: lucy tops you for the first time and she ends up liking it more than she thought she would.
warnings: 18+ MDNI, top!lucy, fem!reader, BIONIC strap on use :P, penetration, i dont know how to end fics im sorry
"you know,โ you start, gripping onto lucyโs sides and smirking up at her. โyou look really hot when youโre on top of me like this.โ
โoh, yeah?โ she puffs out her chest and bites her lip.
โmhm. itโs a shame you donโt know how to top.โ you tease, pinching her side which she responds to with a low whine.
"stop it." she pouts, shoving your shoulder. she leans down and starts nibbling on your neck again, feeling pride swell up at your soft moans. "i sooo can top you. how about you let me try?" she starts running her nails along your stomach, her deep voice making you twitch with lust.
"be my guest." you grin, and she squeals before pushing off of you and rushing towards the closet, reaching for your favorite strap-on. the bionic one, where you can feel everything. "good choice."
it's lucy's favorite too. she loves to talk back to you about how deep and good you're fucking her, enjoying how she can feel you twitch inside of her at her teasing words. she's fantasized about using it on you countlessly, even going as far as wearing it while you're out at a vault shift and jerking off using one of your panties.
lucy shakes with excitement as she puts it on, making sure it's tight enough before jumping back on the bed and pulling you close to her by your legs.
"not wasting any time, huh? you're that eager to fuck me?"
"you don't know how long i've dreamed about this." she confesses, leaning her body over yours while humping her cock against your pussy. you both moan at the contact and you wrap your legs around hers, fingers tracing along her back. "i've always thought about how hot it would be if i was the one making you scream out my name."
you can feel your clit throb at her words and your body flush. you're not gonna lie - you've thought about it too, but you just assumed she liked being pleased rather than doing the pleasing. i mean, she never complained about always being a pillow princess when you'd tease her about it. but, god, the thought of lucy dicking you down is a delicious idea.
"show me how you fantasized about fucking me, lucy." you whisper in her ear. "please."
she nods, grabbing her faux cock and spitting on it before slowly inserting it inside of you. she easily bottoms out with how wet you are and collapsing on top of your body, lazily rutting against you. she mewls against your neck at how warm your pussy feels, trying to get use to the new feeling. she doesn't want to cum immediately, but goddamn, the way you're clenching around her dick might make her.
lucy gains as much composure as she can and starts giving you long and deep thrusts, cherishing how you struggle to keep your moans in. once again, pride gets to her head and she gets more into it - sitting up straighter and grabbing your hips for leverage as she fucks you.
"i wanna cum inside of this pussy so bad." she throws her head back and groans, a blind hand reaching for your tit and squeezing. she pinches and tugs at your nipple, biting her lip at how they bounce as she pounds into you. "wanna claim you. will you let me?"
"fuck, lucy, yes." you grab a hold of her hand on your chest and rub your thumb over her skin. she's so deep inside of you that you swear you can feel her in your stomach which burns with pleasure. "show me who i belong to."
"i'm gonna use you until my cum can't fit inside of you anymore." she growls, getting hot over the sound of her skin slapping against yours.
Question for life: Whatโs your relationship with Morpho?
[this ask will have my own lore related to Morpho hope ya all enjoy๐]
also,i think [this] soundtrack might fit๐ฉท
Morpho...Yes, she is very special to me, she is my daughter, the first of all, I reborn her myself with my own hands,lemme tell you the story...
Before long,long ago in immemorial times, far from when it all began but close to the dawn of it, Morpho was another and a completely different being, a young girl from a world that feels lost even in my memory,that, somehow in a way that I have never known,fell to my dimension, wounded, confused, with living tears.
I remember that being when asked who I was and after I explained myself she told me
"Why have you been so cruel to me?"
That paralyzed me,i..i been cruel,it was the first i realized such thing that my whole existence is contradiction,i bring wonders yet suffering to all living beings,even if im not able to control what happens.
That poor being cried for every terrible misfortune that occurred in her life, abuse, wars, the fall of her world, she was still alive, of course, but she begged me not to return, not even to go to the afterlife and rest in peace, no, the pain that her tears brought was so breaking that she wanted to disappear from existence itself.
Obviously it's not something I wasn't going to do, I COULDN'T even if I can do it, it was unfair, it wasn't her fault that her life went so miserable to such disgrace thought in her mind came into it with no return to change it,she was lost, in exchange, I asked her permission to not go to such path, but rather be something new and somehow,she accepted, thinking that would end all.
In all honesty, at that moment I was not clear about the extent of my power, I knew that I had it and that I could do something outside of normal understanding for others but that pulse in me screamed for act different and so, I grabbed her face and my hands shone with intense light.
Without realizing it, the body disappeared when my palms closed, I felt fear for the first time thinking i destroyed her being, but I suddenly felt the flutter of a butterfly.
When I opened my hand, that butterfly that you all know so much came out and it didn't take long to complete its own metamorphosis as a new being.
The being before Morpho had disappeared, my power had a price to pay, in a way.
I don't know the reason but all those who are reborn from my hands forget in a certain way their old being, not as if it had never existed, they are not unconscious of what they experienced, but their souls feel pure,different and determined in wanting to defend life in being a new them, I feel them as an extension of me and they are condemned to a strange line where they cannot die for being so tied to me and yet even if she knew this she...
Looked at me happy, with a passion for living on her face that was not there before and thanked me for what I had done, although she felt sadness for her former self and her past,she now understood how beautiful it was to be there.
From there she named herself, "Morpho" and she felt indebted to me, although I did not want to,she insisted that to fight for me, defend, be the judge of beings of all those infinite dimensions, save others like who she was before, I do not like to feel that Im using her because I accepted her like some short of puppet, but even so, she has always seemed happy since then to serve me as a knight of life.
From then on, I was her mother and hundreds, billions like Morpho today are part of this family and I love them all equally.
Although...sometimes I wonder if I could use my power to reverse that strange "immortality" that ties them to me, I wish they could continue happy as they are now, but return to the mortality of life so that they finish their true cycle and not be attached to such tasks..I know I can and maybe one day I will have the courage to do it for the first time.
โhey, you up?โ he asks you through the phone call. โyeah what's wrong?โ you could only assume he wants to do something since it's 3am. It's not completely out of the ordinary.
โlook outside.โ you got up from your cozy bed to look outside your window. โlook up, the stars are so bright tonight. donโt you think?โ you can hear the wind through the phone. โyeah theyโre pretty. where are you?โ you look down and around trying to see if heโs near. โright around the corner, let's go somewhere yeah?โ โcanโt tonight heeseung i have work in the morning.โ โon a saturday really?โ he sounds disappointed. โim sorry, we can hang another-โ โjust for a little bit? please?โ
it's been like this for about a month. he used to ask to hang out during the day but these days itโs only been at night. always wanting your company, making you go to whatever concert he can sneak the both of you in. you liked heeseung, he always flirted with you but you couldnโt tell if its just him or if it was only with you. he made you feel special though, safe too. what you had for him, you never had for anyone else.ย
โsure, but only for a little bit.โ โyes! im parked outside your house.โ โcoming!โ you ended the call and put on his hoodie that you stole from him when it suddenly got cold one night when the two of you were walking around the town center and he gave it to you.ย
you silently snuck out of the house and into his car. โhey pretty.โ โshut up.โ he chuckles. โIs that my hoodie?โ โno..โ you mumbled. โright..โ you felt him staring at you and got flustered. โcan you drive now?โ he snickers a little. โokay, okay!โ he puts his hands up in defeat and starts driving.ย
[3:30]
the both of you finally arrive at the park after picking up some junk food thatโll definitely hurt later. he puts on music as the two of you sit on the blanket that was in his car.ย
โwhat are you doing after work today?โ he breaks the silence. โnapping, since someone decided to wake me up at 3am.โ you tilt your head and give him a fake smile. โthat someone must be the most talented, amazing, awesome person ever.โ โright?โ you grab his phone to see the time when his phone buzzed. โsomeone texted you.โ โwho?โ โsomeone named sooyoung.โ he flinched a little. โoh shit i forgot to text her back.โ he grabs the phone from your hand, quickly replying to whoever sooyoung is.
youโre a little sad to be honest but you don't let it show. โsooyoung?โ you ask in your normal tone. โjust someone im talking to.โ you feel your own heart sadden. Is that even possible? โoh really? for how long?โ keeping your composure. โlike a month? sheโs super hot, and actually has a personality.โ
oh. is that why he started contacting you at night.. โhave you taken her on any dates?โ โlike 3 i think.โ โhmm.โ โbut weโve been hanging non-stop, everyday itโs just us.โ your heart is breaking. โshe must be really fun then.โ โoh yeah for sure. but i was going to ask you if you were free after work so that we can go to another concert, i was going to bring her along so the two of you could meet.โ โohh umm i have plans with jake after work. well after my nap.โ โi understand, maybe another time then?โ he gives you his big sad bambi eyes. โjust let me know.โย
[3:50]ย
you both sit in silence, enjoying the stars and the music. heeseung closes his eyes when he feels the breeze. you turn to look at him and feel your heart ache. how you wish you could be his.
โyou okay?โ he brings you back from your sorrow. โyeah.. this lighting suits you.โ you take out your phone and snap a few pictures of him. โsend it to sooyoung.โ you say as you airdrop the photos to him. โnah this is instagram story worthy.โ he replied, opening the app, posting it and tagging you. he turns off his phone, placing his attention on you. he scoots over to you and puts his arm around your waist pulling you closer to him. the both of you stare into the distance.ย
your mind full of him and his mind full of another girl.
HAIII!!!! i was about to delete this account until i had something in my inbox and there was such a sweet anon :( i made this quick little drabble about heeseung from enhypen. he's so kind and he would not do this irl, at least i hope but given that he has a toy story collection and kept his english name evan hidden for years because he didn't want engenes to feel bad.. yeah thats my man.. anyways im back now! and i was in a little of a writers block but idk something about shoegaze makes me want to write. speaking of shoegaze, i totally recommend listening to beauty school by deftones while reading. love you all esp you anon tysm for bringing me back to writing. u guys should totally leave suggestions in my inbox as well i appreciate anything !! HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT!!! :3
ive been hung up on kitten nd jj during their pre-relationship days!!! theyve been running around each other (thats putting it kindly) since forever nd i cant help but think about their first times together :( their first date, first kiss, the first time they fucked, nd the first time they said i love you (who said it first? :0)
seeing that as they already knew each other quite well, it makes me wonder ab how different their dynamic was when they were a situationshipโฆ nd how did jj handle her antics? did he have less patience then? makes me think about how they even became a situationship in the first place !!!!!!! pls expand on this moony i need to know :3
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ugh i literally sat up to answer this this is a GREAT set of questions!!!
these are two people who have known each other forever im talking 3rd/4th grade and kinda always been friends/friendly but not really "hanging out" til middle school because jj + the pogues were always just more popular than kitten and her friends ukwi?
so on a level they've always gotten along well, teachers would sit them together thinking they'd cancel each other out only for them to be worse and having to eventually be permanently put in separate classes LOL.
their first "date" was really the start of their situationshup when they were about 15 or so, there was one of the movies in the park during the summer that was playing psycho and jj invited her to go. at this point he liked her more than she liked him and he knew she was the only girl in class that wasn't talking out her ass when she said she liked the same shit he did. it went about as okay as most teenage dates go and it also ended in their first kiss. she kissed him, freaked the fuck out and started laughing immediately after then ran off to her mom who was waiting in the car. that was absolutely the start of her making jj's head spin, he was lovesick for about a week until she called him a weird loser for looking too deep into it and he just moved on (partially).
the first time they had sex was not long after--only thing is she was a virgin and jj very much was not and he didn't know! she's always flirting with people and kissing people so he figured she'd been around as much as he did, especially because she was eager and they had their little yang yang yang. following the trend of their first kiss she kinda laughed after and kicked him out of her house half naked which was awkward as hell because he ran into her mom (luckily she dgaf) and this was the moment he officially like...got sick of her. not sick sick of her but between this and the date he genuinely wanted to be with her but she was playing around so he said "well if she wants to be funny im about to get hilarious" and he became an assssholeeeeee like real bad. i'm talking flirting with other girls and kissing them at parties and eventually leaving with them knowing she'll see/hear about it.
this goes on for years mind you, everytime he thinks she's softening and they may have a shot at dating she does something mean and closes herself off and he thinks she's playing games when she's just emotionally constipated and also dealing with her own shit? especially because she starts cycling through boyfriends like it's nothing and only giving jj the time of day as a rebound but really she's just terrified of how much she likes him and all her ex's are like evil to her so she just. she prefers the controlled chaos of her situationship with jj. she knows their pattern and sticks to it.
when they finally get together though that's another thing, she has to make the first move because obviously jj doesn't trust her and it's fuckin hard man, she's got a pit in her stomach the whole time and while she's making an effort she's not gonna change overnight so jj, despite being stubborn and making her sweat for it, meets her halfway and they find themselves getting together so easily it makes her feel like an idiot.
she says i love you first, and it was the first time he ever saw her get sappy and emotional. she'd had a shit day like no other and jj comes in loud as fuck just happy to see her only to notice she's crying and he completely flips tryna figure out what's wrong, threatening to beat someone up but she just wants him to lay down with her. and he does, for once he's completely quiet and she starts crying again, jj thinks he did something wrong so he asks what he did and she just went "shut the fuck up! im crying cause i love you or some shit." and he just starts fuckin cheesin.