#im feeling emotional today

[transbeeduo]

I’m having many thoughts about the DSMP finale.

I don’t think anything like DSMP will ever happen again, if I’m being perfectly honest. Nothing is ever going to come close to just how MASSIVE it was, and how momentous it’s all felt. Like over 100k people were tuning in to watch MCRP lore at some points, which is INSANE. And like the insane amount of love put into it by (most of) the people on it, and the fans. The fanart, fansongs, recreations of the server, animatics, everything really! Stuff like Sad-Ist’s animations, Derivakat’s songs based off the characters and events, and like!!! So much more!!!! And the work of the CCs!!!!! Stuff like Quackity’s Las Nevadas streams or BadBoyHalo’s Eggpire streams with their INSANELY high quality productions, with the former even having it’s own music??? That’s INSANE!!

And like, despite EVERYTHING. The Dream situatuon, the slow and uneventful downfall of the server, the Nuke ending. I still LOVE this server, and don’t see myself leaving it’s fandom ANYTIME soon. and I’ll probably love it for the rest of my life. It’s literally changed my life for the better. Introduced me to so many lovely people I never would’ve seen otherwise, made me improve my writing and my art, and literally got me through SO MANY tough times in my life. And it introduced me to so many content creators I never would’ve gotten into in the first place. It’s done so much for me, and has done so much for so many other people, and I don’t think that can be overlooked, because I doubt something like that is ever going to happen again.

Farewell, DSMP. Your Unfinished Symphony finally draws to a close.

#SORRY IF IM RAMBLING i just gotta say the thoughts in me brain #im feeling emotional today #over a MINECRAFT SERVER #but hey at least all the characters r gonna be public domain after today #i can give them whatever lore i WANT #dsmp finale #dsmp #dreamsmp #dream smp #dsmpblr #dsmp loveposting #mcyt #mcytblr #crunch’s bites

[sapphire-writes]

just wanted to voice my love again for you all I am really loving this community of writers and readers and am so happy to make content for the HOTD fandom!! thank you so much for supporting me it means the world to me 🫶🏻🥹

#im feeling emotional today #just really loving the vibes #especially from my mutuals #emotions #i’m so 🥹🥹🥹 #saf speaks

[the-cookie-of-doom]

I've been in nursing school for a year now, and the stress of everything has been seriously wearing me down. After nearly 4 months in clinical being made to feel like an idiot, I find myself doubting my choices more often than not. But then I'll have an interaction with a patient at just the right time to remind me exactly why I'm here, suffering through his god-awful program.

A few weeks ago, a patient my age came in, massive trauma victim. She'd been camping in the mountains for a few days when she crashed an ATV. Honestly, she's lucky to be alive. Her friends had to run 2 miles through the wilderness to get to a payphone and call for help. She'd spent a week in the hospital by the time I met her, when she'd finally asked someone if there was any way we could wash her hair.

The normal system we use is these shower caps that have soap in them, and they're awful. Especially when you have thick, curly hair that's almost down to your waist. Walking into that room, seeing this poor kid who could barely move due to her injuries, my heart just broke. Her hair was so dirty after almost 2 weeks without a proper shower that it looked wet from where I was standing in the door.

Together with another nurse tech, we managed to improvise and figure out how to get her hair washed. The beds aren't made for it, we don't have the equipment for it, and like I said she could barely move. But we made it work. I spent probably an hour and a half carefully washing and combing through her hair with nothing more than a regular barber's comb, until it was completely clean and tangle free, and braided it after so it could stay that way.

Just this week I was able to help another young woman that I wasn't assigned to. I didn't know anything about her situation, but I overheard another of my classmates (her assigned student) tell the nurse tech that she needed help and didn't want him to do it. The nurse tech essentially told him it wasn't her responsibility to accommodate that, she was too busy, and the patient needed to either accept his help or get over it. I overhead, and stepped in to see what was wrong.

When I got to the room, the patient was crying and hyperventilating, couldn't tell me what was going on, and looked overall distraught. I was able to just sit with her for a few minutes to calm her down, find out what was wrong. She was hot and sweaty, needed a new gown/sheets. Understandable, no problem. I went and got the stuff, brought her a cold drink and a fan, got her changed, etc. The whole time she kept apologizing because she didn't know what was wrong with her, she wasn't usually like that, she didn't have anything against the guys it was just too much...

The whole time, that nurse tech from before was with me, too. Despite telling my classmate she didn't have time to deal with it, she almost immediately followed me into the room, kept trying to take over what I was doing, all while looking incredibly frustrated with the patient. Making her feel even worse. Once we were done I got the tech to leave so I could talk with the patient, let her know it's okay, that she was just overwhelmed and it's understandable. I reassured her that we're there to take care of her, she deserves to feel safe and taken care of in the hospital. The whole time, she didn't feel comfortable asking for anything else because of how she was treated before me.

Nursing school focuses on building a therapeutic relationship with patients. We need them to trust us and believe they'll be taken care of. It's easy to say you chose health care because you want to help people, but it's also really easy to lose that compassion. Sometimes you don't realize you're doing it. I don't blame that nurse tech, she really was busy. And when you're a working nurse with multiple patients to care for, you don't always have the time to spend an hour or two washing someone's hair, or handling their emotional breakdown with patience. But I think too often, people don't even try.

These relationship's with patients are exactly what's getting me through the misery of nursing school. I'm not out there curing anyone right now, but I know I'm having a positive impact in people's lives. I'm doing my best to show that you can still trust that when you're in the hospital, during one of the most vulnerable times in your life, someone will be there to take care of you and care for you.

I've worked in health care for two and a half years now. My philosophy has always been to maintain patient dignity above all else. It's so easy to forget the person lying in that bed is still a person, and not just a patient, or a set of tasks that have to get done at a certain time. You can't let yourself forget the care in healthcare.

#cookie speaks #im feeling emotional today #i truly do love nursing #it's hard and unglamorous and at times disgusting #but it's such an important job #just extending a little bit of kindness can change someone's life #it's not only about making sure someone stays live #you have to help them thrive too #and that's the best part of my work #THAT is how i want to help people #I don't care how shitty of a day I've had #the second I walk into that room it's sunshine and rainbows #i spent most of my last clinical trying not to cry over my breakup #but like hell was that going to impact my patient care #when you go into healthcare you agree to leave your personal issues at the door

[ilovepinkhairedpeople]

what if when zoro n kuina were little, zoro saw kuina piercing her ears. when kuina notices zoro, she bets him that he cant handle the pain as well as her. taking that as a challenge, zoro pierced his left ear three times.

when he showed kuina, she just drags him to an earring shop so that they both can choose cute earrings. "isnt this too girly?" "please, earrings can be for both men and women" [i hc that zoro used to be hypermasculine due to kuina being masculine as well] zoro continues to be still so kuina took the initiative to go around the store. she keeps bringing out obscure ones that almost made zoro want to leave but he doesnt. as shes looking around for earrings, she finds three gold ones that were sold as a trio. she shows it to zoro and he pretended to look disinterested but kuina knew better. however, when they saw the price, they left.

after kuina died, it took a long time for zoro to recover, until he asked for the wado ichimonji. once he did so, he considered finally going to the village for the first time since her death. at that moment, he saw those earrings once again and remembered of the one person who fueled his ambitions of becoming the greatest. however, he was only able to buy it years later after accumulating bounties around the village. in a way, the earrings were a way to keep kuina alive in his memories and a part of his journey to becoming the greatest swordsman.

#im feeling emotional today #zoro and kuina are peak siblings #one piece #roronoa zoro #shimotsuki kuina #i cant draw so have this long text <3 #might write a part two of zoro meeting perona #i love the concept that zoro was masculine bcs of kuina so much #but she was also the one who implemented the feminism #we love that

[helyeahmangocheese]

I think about them every fucking day do you hear me every fucking day all I think about is how Percy wants to make Annabeth feel remembered and how Annabeth wants Percy to know he's good enough for this quest and how Grover just wants to take care of them both and they are the perfect trio do you hear me

#Im feeling emotional today #percy jackson musical #the lightening thief #the lightening thief musical #percabeth #pjo #percy jackson #annabeth chase #grover underwood #THEY ARE THE BIG THREE CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE

[starrybouquet]

how many things would I accidentally block if I just filtered the words "ba'al" and "dc" and "washington"

#im feeling emotional today #and repeatedly seeing posts about jack in dc #is like getting slapped in the face with a wet fish #repeatedly #meanwhile baal posts just make me feel vaguely revolted #obligatory disclaimer i dont care what you do do whatever you want #just trying to curate my experience better

[nekomim1]

Nona the ninth is like,

Imagine you are a girl, and you woke up sixth months ago and thats your earliest memory. You dont know who you are. Your name was chosen for you seemingly at random, because nobody else knows who you are either. All you know about yourself is this: you cannot let anyone see you injured, or they will kill you. You are inhabiting a body that the others recognize, but you dont. You are probably one of two people, but nobody knows which one. You dont know these people. You dont know yourself. And deep down maybe you know you're not either one of them.

You are happy anyway.

You live with three people, who love you and who you love back fiercely. One of them is inhabiting a body that doesnt belong to her. She understands you, but she also doesnt. The other two are sharing a body, so intertwined that you can never be sure which one is standing right in front of you, unless you study them closely and know them well enough to guess. They understand you, but they also dont. They expect you to be one of two people, but you arent and you dont know why. You dont know who (what) you are.

You are happy anyway.

The world is crumbling around you. Your life is on a time limit and your soul is trying to claw its way out of your (her) body. The people you love are in danger but you dont know why or how to stop it. You are in danger, and the people you love know how to save you. You dont belong in this body, everyone knows that now. You are too big, too much, and the rest of your essence is trying to claw its way into your mind, becoming whole again, but you cant let it. You cant let it because if you are whole then you will be different, you wont be Nona anymore and you will not be that girl who loves and who is loved. But there is no choice, you must go back or risk killing yourself and the girl whose body you inhabit. You may remember your time as Nona, or you may not, but either way you will never be the same again. You might not be loved anymore. You might not love.

But you are happy anyway.

Because at least you know this. You cannot take loved away.

#uhmmm hey guys does this make any sense 🧍 #im just shouting in an empty cathedral #and god is like the guy in the apartment above me whose banging on the floor and telling me to quiet down 😭 #idk if this makes sense just take it im feeling emotional about nona today #christ #tlt #the locked tomb #ntn #nona the ninth #alecto the ninth

[maareyas]

Greeting a new dawn

decided to do something for the new year at the last minute kkkhkdkh. this was supposed to be a quick one. wadda hell

here's to another year of existing and silverposting. I want to hope that things will become better for all of us.

#sonic #sth #sonic the hedgehog #sonic fanart #silver the hedgehog #digital #artists on tumblr #clip studio paint #my art #this started as something careless (you can see it in the pose lmao) but it became a lil bit emotional for me #damn #anyways tysm to toni infante's skyward sword art which inspired the look of the sunrise #it's already 7pm in my timezone as i post this lmaoooo #idek. im feeling weirdly hopeful today despite Everything Still Happening

[brother-emperors]

niccolo machiavelli & biagio buonaccorsi

Machiavelli's Service to the Republic, John M. Najemy

eventually I'll read Sasso's writing on Machiavelli, but even reading Najemy's summary of the text with regards to Biagio and Machiavelli's relationship made me feel unwell™ in some kind of way like. even love. what an absolute gut punch pair of words to put in the middle of a sentence. I feel fine about it!! (a lie)

The Life and Times of Machiavelli, Pasquale Villari

AND NOW. regarding the scene. the letter exchanging hands is referencing their correspondence in general, but to also how Biagio was a collaborator to Machiavelli's plans (and a little bit about how some of Machiavelli's works were copied in Biagio's hand)

Machiavelli, Leonardo and the Science of Power, Roger D Masters

and regarding the red panel with the figure getting measured, it's about how Biagio had clothing for Machiavelli made to his own measurements in Machiavelli's absence.

Niccolò’s Smile, Maurizio Viroli

#italian renaisance tag #niccolo machiavelli #biagio buonaccorsi #komiks tag #drawing tag #i had an illustration of milo murdering clodius for today but then i saw there was a poll for it so i'll save it for after the poll closes #god i feel so so so so so so normal about machiavelli and biagio (i do not) #ive always felt a lot about machiavelli but biagio makes me cry. he's just. aughhhhdhgh. #anyway based on najemy's summary of sasso's text i dont think. i agree with what sasso is saying abt their dynamic wrt #to the emotional underworking and biagio overplaying the political threats #as najemy goes to say in his follow up. other people were also warning machiavelli abt the same thing #but biagio's frustrations remind me a lot of maria's complaints as well. it's like. devotion + loyalty + trust. i think are the stronger #ties at play. eugh. EUAHDGHSHSHDGH #im going to listen to the assassins creed 2 soundtrack and be normal about everything now. good night #italian renaissance tag

[skitskatdacat63]

Can we talk about how in all the 2011 Post-Qualifying pics, Jense and Seb are always gravitating towards each other, and then Mark/Lewis are just🧍‍♂️

#theyre like this in 2009 as well tbh....the australia ones...omg #but 2011 stuck out to me just bcs theyre so often together #the hungary one(2nd on left) is by far the funniest to me like why is lewis standing so far away 😭 #the sebmarkson ones its a little less obvious cause theyre an ot3 yknow 🥰 #but seb imo always is leaning towards jense #but those 3 are mostly pretty close but it feels like lewis always was standing specifically apart 😭 #(maybe one day ill make a 2009 version but i cant spoil myself!) #also im telling you sebson would be so popular if they existed now #lestappen who? these are *my* emotional support rivals 🤭🤭🤭 #only have eyes for each other genuinely!!!!! #like look at any quali/parc ferme/podium/champagne pic theyre always focused on each other #seriously they would pop off in today's fandom #jenson always with the proprietary arm curled over seb's shoulder #ALSO NOT PICTURED #all the other pics from these but its specifically them cropped and like being silly with each other and looking at each other lovingly #also yes Grace if you see this this post *is* because im reading Solar Flare again #f1 #formula 1 #sebson #jenson button #sebastian vettel #mark webber #lewis hamilton

[iamhereonlytobeanunstableshipper]

Cherik is such a gorgeous love story I often forget it's not canon.

Like, objective proof aside, imagine a love so undying it has persisted after so many fights, betrayals and wars in every universe and will continue to do so even if the earth stops spinning, even when everything is reduced to the ground. The love will persist, because it feels older than the universe itself, and it will do so no matter how much either of them tries to bury it or stop it. Its a love that has changed their lives, the lives of so many, it has changed the world in each and every reality where it's born. It may not actually be what makes the world spin, but it sure is what makes each other spin, because Charles Francis Xavier is not Charles Francis Xavier without Erik Magnus Lehnsherr, and Erik Magnus Lehnsherr is not Erik Magnus Lehnsherr without Charles Francis Xavier.

And this. This. Is NOT canonigally romantic love. WHAT THE FUCK.

Never forget what heterinormativity stole from us

#can yall tell im feeling a bit emotional abt them today #like what the fuck #their live has CHANGED the WORLD. MORE THAN ONCE. WAAAAY MORE THAN ONCE. #i feel sick #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #erik lehnsherr x charles xavier #charles xavier x erik lehnsherr #mutant husbands #james mcavoy #michael fassbender #cherik headcanons #professor x #magneto #charles x erik #erik x charles

[themushroomofdeath]

Zoro feels like the sea. The mysteries of his deep sea, uncontrollable strength of his waves, the all consuming tides pulling your soul towards his. Lifeless you’d be without his presence, dried from not being able to hear his thundering voice, feel the warmth of his skin, the radiance of his smile and the devotion of his everlasting love. 

Zoro may be dangerous to those who dive into him without approval, disrespecting his limits. Strong arms and blades readied to drown those who ignored his clear warnings on their own blood. But for you: he is a calm bay. Trusted as you are, falling on the green-ish pool with ease, swimming between his emotions and loved memories, safe by the warm waters of his body embracing yours, arms tight and protective.

Zoro tastes like the sea, the saltiness of his skin as you graze your lips into it. The waves of his tensed muscles relaxing under your ministration, solid turning into liquid as your hands and mouth explore him, peaceful breath and happy semblance. And by the way he looks back at you, it’s clear: you are his Sun. There’s only enjoyment to Zoro’s form when you are present to warm his beach, there’s only life and colors inside of him because your light sustains it. He would exist without you - wild and untamed sea, of course. But with you, there’s warmth inside his previously gelid heart.

#roronoa zoro #i love the sea soo much can you tell? #“hugging zoro probably feel like a beach hug. all salty from sweat and the ocean water. nostalgic and happy memories.” #im emotional today and i also love roronoa zoro

[piningprecussionist]

Oh! Fucking. Duh. Obvious Roxie post I can make today: here's an emote I made for the sp:te server! (With variants of different degrees of completion...)

I was gonna go back and shade the comic colors Roxie but. Just ended up going w the colors picked off the screenshot. This screenshot, specifically!

#mind the quality i ripped it from Somewhere but i dont remember where #i still havent gone and continued my Unhinged Screenshot Taking yet. but oh buddy when I do.... #spto #sp comic #spvtw #fanart #art #roxie richter #emotes #discord emotes #blue sparks one there was just testing where i wanted to put some before i decided Overkill was The Way #like w the other ones. please do reblog this if you decide to use them in a server somewhere! i would like to know if they end up other + #+places #ooc #spto fanart #scott pilgrim fanart #spvtw fanart #spto roxie #scott pilgrim roxie #spvtw roxie #roxanne richter #roxy richter #actually. best day for it really. if anyone has any roxie screenshots or panels they want emotes from I'd generally consider them to begin + #+with but For Sure today. (generally if anyone wants a given shot/panel as an emote im happy to at least Try. i just need specifics) #(so far kim ones are my only Successful emote attempts Without panel/shot basis. i do need to try a ramona that was requested again...) #uhhh just to be safe i guess #potential eyestrain #i did try a version w the sparks more like they are in the show but it Didn't Look Good #feel free to try your own hand at it if you want #this post is scheduled btw :3c im still trying to work on another roxie piece... panel redraw....

[aka-indulgence]

* (There's a photo album inside the drawer.)

* (There are photos of Sans with a lot of people you don't recognize.)

* (There are photos you recognize as Sans’ first time on the surface, with all his friends.)

* (... and, one photo of you standing together with Sans.)

* (He looks happy.)

#hhgghg #orz #imagined this after you get access to his secret room/regular room on the surface #after you get close with him #and you find it in his drawer #im feeling the Emotions today lads

[the-moon-in-the-gutter]

Thinking about Aether teaching Phantom about the space race, and about the animals we sent into space before we sent people.

Phantom would would absolutely sob at Laika's story, relating almost too deeply to her. Abandoned by humanity and cast into a wild dark unknown, all while holding onto hope for so much more. He would go out at nights and sit on the opposite side of the courtyard from Aether, not to disrupt his own prayers to the stars.

Phantom would search the sky each night for Canis Major, before spilling his heart to the stars. The first time he did, he realized why Aether would go out and convene with the great beyond each night. The catharsis, the tears, the ability to share all of you with something far greater. Watching the stars twinkle, as if in response to the cries and pleas you make. The blinking, almost like Morse code, that told you it was all going to be okay. That you had no other choice.

#phantom ghoul #aether ghoul #im very emotional about the stars and about laika today okay #i feel as though Aether would search the sky each night for the space between Orion and Taurus that holds the Pleiades #that cluster of stars means the universe to him- representing his pack- and the star with the brightest luminosity is of course dew

[azurechicken]

I find it curious that people who end up disliking Anders usually list their reasoning as him being snappy. Well, yeah? He is snappy, he is loud, he is fiery, and he doesn't know how to stand down most of the time. If he was not the way he is, he would be another Circle Mage. But that is not really the point, is it? He does not start out as this fiery mage who cannot shut up about anything injustice. He starts out as this jokester even the fans always look back and say "I liked this Anders better". Between the jokester!Anders and fiery!Anders, is there really that big of a difference though? Don't get me wrong, I do see the way years changed him, as well as the merging of course. But who he was and who he is are just a reflection of how he reacts to the same problem he always faced; being unheard. This man spent his entire life trying to make points that never really reached their destination. At first he joked about them, and everybody waved him off. Then he got serious, and he was shut down or ignored. From the point that we meet him, between dead templers, he already looked like he lost the argument about having anyone just listen long ago. So he jokes about it. Now, Awakening!Anders is young, not yet faced the unending taint and darkspawns, he is just starting. He didn't yet see the mess Kirkwall is, didn't help anyone who needs it in a sewer selflessly until drained. Didn't have an ethereal being of justice push him towards righting the wrongs done to his kind. He still had Ser Pounce too, if that helps. And in a way, Karl, of course. But the Anders we see in Kirkwall has seen and done all that. He is now all that he suffered. He changed, he didn't have a choice against it. But one thing did not change; he continued to make his points, and he continued being unheard. And at this point, I think it is already a bit late to hear him out. Because he has been unheard for so long, he feels unheard. And feelings are louder than facts, always. And, yes, he is snappy. He snaps because who would hear if he didn't? He is fiery because he has people to stand up for. It is not just his voice anymore, it is of many more like him. So yes, he is loud, with many voices hidden behind his own. Yet, even then, 'he is just an abomination.'

#dont touch me or loml ever again #ive seen more negativity about him than i would like today that i am kinda emotional #i feel like i could have worded my thoughts better but this rant got away from me way too quickly and im not gonna edit for now at least #please dont take my emotions too seriously but also!!! #i dont take the feeling of being unheard lightly #becoming short-tempered for being dismissed about your points is a real response to feeling invisible and ignored #and i feel like it fits him #so in a way this is an analysis on how he acts i guess???? #you decide #anders #anders positive #dragon age #anders was right #actually #anders is right #me own