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ourlittlesister2015 · 5 months
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This film club is such a fucking mess. They'll choose a long ass movie and start the screening 30 minutes late 'just in case more people show up" and I have to rush out of there before the movie is over so I don't miss my bus home
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screampied · 3 months
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YOHHH I JS READ UR NEW POST, IM GONNA LYK HOW MUCH I LOVED IT LATER 😭😭😭
i do got a request tho 😻 soft dom toji talking the reader through her first orgasm, or hate sex with toji !! you can choose either !!
—pearl anon <3
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Ⳋ᧙ : having hate sex with toji.
warnings. fem reader, hate sex, shower sex, dirty talk, praise, choking, breath play, mdni.
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“fuck you, toji.”
you scoffed, yet little did you know how quick you’d be eating up your words. you slip off out a small gasp once he quickly spun you around in the shower. as water raced down your back, you were met with toji pressed up firm against you, parting your legs.
“fuck me?” he mocks your tone, and you almost slip off a moan once he runs a hand between your legs, brushing two fingers against your drenched slicked folds. “fuck me but y’er this fuckin’ wet?”
“that’s just the water.”
“that’s just the water,” he mimicked your voice, butchering it entirely. you were close up against the shower wall, and toji’s warmth went all over your body. “if y’er gonna talk to me like that at least face me. but you can’t do that in this position can you?”
it was pure silence.
“what i thought. no fuckin’ back talk, brat.”
“you talk so much,” you spat, only to whine once he gives your pussy a brief squeeze. it felt good, your breath soaks against the wall as you panted before you bit your lip. “just fuck me already.”
“got some nerve tellin’ me what to do,” toji scoffs, and you moan once you feel the tip of his dick graze against your folds. he was so thick, just the sole fat tip was enough.
you felt beads of sweat run down the sides of your neck as you stood still.
“bet me havin’ you like this is getting you all wet. knew you were always nasty for me.”
your eyes roll for a bit before you part your thighs a bit more.
toji makes you arch your back for him. he wraps a hand around his girth of a length before you feel him starting to realign himself.
a soft whine flew past your lips once he teasingly starts to slap his tip against your slick entrance.
“audacity,” he hisses in a low tone.
the base in his voice made you pulse—you felt so hot, the steam of the shower wafting in the air, ringing started to form in your ear from the droplets plopping down amongst the floor.
“…audacity to say ya hate me with a pussy this drenched.”
toji’s dirty talk never failed to make you throb, yearn desperately for more.
he was so filthy, his mouth was especially. he knew no bounds.
all he knew was rhat he could say just about anything to make you drip all right between your thighs.
rough hands of his roam all over your body before he brings your ass right up against him.
“f-fuck you,” you whine, his girth completely stretching you out. he was so big, it was almost too hard to fathom — too hard to process.
toji’s wet body rocked in such a sensual way, all it took was for him to wrap a hand around your neck, ghosting a middle finger near the passageway of your throat.
he leans up close to your ear, pivoting his hips before you’re met with a rude thrust. “you fuck like a girl.”
“you couldn’t be funny if you tried, girl,” he whispers, sneaking a kiss towards your neck. once you start being fucked behind by toji, he grunts at how the sheer ruthless smacks your ass feels. just thwacking and thwacking back against him in response. “yeah. try ‘n hide those pathetic moans from me.”
as he was pressed up against you, toji teasingly brings a hand towards your ass. you gasp, feeling the sharp sting his palm presents you.
he maintains a tempo before you moan, the thought of becoming fucked from behind turning into a reality for you.
he was all up close, even being a tease to bite against your neck—you moan once he pivots his hips just to reach that spot.
“nothing to say now, huh,” he scoffs, bringing two rough hands towards your ass.
you shiver from his touch, feeling the droplets of water that raced down him dance against your skin. for a few seconds, nothing but silence was your initial response before he chuckles. “hate me yet here you are. bent over of me like some slut.”
“s-shut up.” you grouse, the temple of your cheek being pressed up against the slick tile wall.
toji raspy laughs against your ear, “make me. oh right, you can’t.”
and his tone was filled with such tease—you moaned once he pulls your ass up a bit, getting such a thorough angle that he’s reaching so deep. you gripped back against him and it made you bite your tongue to not produce such loud whiney moans. “say ya hate me but y’er pussy says otherwise.”
he always sounded so sure of himself, the pure smoothness that ran off toji’s touch — it never failed to make you soak right between your legs.
his cock was so thick, you felt it reach just about every spot, every crevice with such ease. it left you with your maw practically dropped, such moans escaping your lips.
the way his vigorous hips maintained such speed. you whined, feeling your right thigh start to bounce. fingers of his wander against your skin, tracing the outline of your figure just to watch you shiver from his touch.
“such a sensitive girl,” he purrs, right beside your ear. you moaned, feeling the edge of his mouth, the side where his scar ran across his lip swipe gingerly against your cheek. toji’s so mean with his thrusts, it leaves your mind empty — brain just roaming with all kinds of filthy thoughts. “should see y’erself for me right now.”
he knew every inch of your body, every spot to make you tingle and whine out in pleasure. toji positions his hips in a way that you feel the girth, the stretch he continuously makes against your cunt. he groans, looking down to see how your slick departs from him again and again.
“fuckin’ messy,” he groans, and you feel the heftiness of his base thwack against you. just a simple gesture of that makes your ears rings before you arch just a bit more, dumbly moaning and whimpering for more. you sounded desperate, which you were. “looks like someone’s getting close.”
“t— toji,” you mewl, entire body being drenched from the water. toji too — his body heat radiated amongst you, him being so close and personal this much towards your body made you pulse.
he snickers, bringing a smack towards your ass. “don’t give me that. thought you hated me, baby.”
toji smiles, knowing you were probably pouting from his witty response. you felt multiple nerves stir up inside you, and your breathing started to becoming heavy and irregular.
each time his tip prodded against that particular spot, you let out a cute noise, chasing your incoming orgasm.
“jus’ let me cum,” you whined, fully disregarding what he was saying. you were so close—you squeezed your eyes shut for a brief moment, transmitting into a world of total ecstasy. toji brings his hands towards your waist, pressing two thumbs against your skin before he shoves you back and forth against him. he was so thick, your mouth remained open before you start whimpering, not knowing how long you could hold out. “pleasepleaseplease.”
“say pretty please,” he starts, and that’s when you feel his hips slow down. as his voice trails, you frown once his sudden sloppy pace goes to an abrupt halt. “in that cute voice of yours.”
you whine, clenching around him before murmuring out a sweet, “pretty please toji.”
“good girl,” he maunders lowly, his tone made you pulse — it was embarrassing. whenever he did that thing where he pitches his tone, the bass that hid behind it. especially whenever he praised you. toji fixes your posture, skimming a finger down your back before kissing the back part of your neck. “go ‘head. give it to me. i guess...”
you couldn’t see him, but you’d bet money he’d just given you an eye roll. once you came, it was so much — you moaned from the shockwaves that ran out of you. “f-fuckkkk,” you spat, convulsing all on his shaft.
even whilst standing up, your legs felt so numb. butterflies resided in your tummy, and once he let you compose yourself, he turns you around.
toji’s smirking at you visibly, and your eyes were all low and half lidded — you give him a glare before he leans in to kiss your neck and slowly raise your leg up against him. he whispers right against your skin a rasp, “uh huh. that’s what i thought.”
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neuvistar · 9 months
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no bc imagine gamer blade with virgin/inexperienced reader 🥹🥹 (im in my gamer blade brainrot rn omg)
INEXPERIENCED.
— featuring ┊gamer ! blade x fem!reader
— warnings / content warnings ┊all consensual btw! not proofread cuz i’m a lazy bum, virgin!reader obvi.. blade referred 2 as “yingxing” bladie being all gentle with u but then it goes wrong (he loses 2 his demons), mating press, overall suggestive content. 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
— a/n ┊oooo ngl i lowkey feel like he would also be a virgin, like it’s his first time too but he knows more than u do, ykwim? (this has been rotting in my drafts for awhile here u go!!)
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honestly.. it’s not like you were experienced in this sort of thing.. and it’s not like you were thinking about doing this kind of thing when you’re ready, you had knowledge about it but you weren’t told that it was gonna probably gonna hurt for the first time?!
here you were, hands gripping at the sheets from beneath your sweating frame.. trying your absolute best not to squeeze and clench around blade’s cock that was carefully buried deep inside your drenched cunt, it’s not like you weren’t enjoying it.. you loved it. you absolutely love the fact that it fits just right, filling you up only a few inches deep! he was not even barely in and you were already moaning out his name, nuzzling your nose against the flesh of his neck to hide the blush that crossed your face. it was embarrassing really, atleast that’s what you thought. you were inexperienced and blade knew that, he said he was as well but you didn’t quite understand just why and how he’s so good with using his dick, you didn’t know if he did this sort of thing before and he was lying or he watched played or watched some.. pornographic film, you didn’t even know! you were so deep in thought that you almost didn’t even feel the pain of him fully sliding himself into you so easily, forcing a choked moan from your throat.
out of reflex almost, your pussy pulsed around his cock.. the walls of your insides pulling him in even closer as blade threw his head back at the sudden movement, fighting the urge to thrust into you completely and break you tonight, but that’s not happening.. no.. not tonight at least. blade wanted to take it slow with you, be sweet.. but the way you were clenching around him made it more difficult to control those urges. “e—easy sweetheart, eaasy.. yeah that’s it..” his voice sent a line of electricity through your body, making you jolt. aeons, he really knew how to use his cock.. he knew how to use it pretty well and he knew how to show you just how good he can use it.
“yingxing.. y—yingxing ‘s too much already.. dunno if i can take it..” you whined to him, clutching tight on the cotton black shirt he always wore until your knuckles turned white, squeezing your eyes shut when you finally feel his cock sliding in and out of you, his thrusts were slow and sweet.. passionate and full of love. but yet, it was your first time and you had such a tough time trying to accommodate his length.. it’s like you could feel tears forming from the ends of your eyes already from how good it felt, yet it hurt like a bitch. you didn’t know if your tears were from the pleasure or pain, but it’s safe to say it was from both.
“you can take it, big girl. i know you can. c’mon, keep going.. you got this.” he praised, well that was a surprise. blade had his hands on your knees to help your legs spread out more, letting the cold air brush against your soaked pussy as you whined again, he bit down on your shoulder to try and restrain himself from ruining you for the night. sweat trailed down all over your body from how hot it was, blade could almost feel like his body was melting and burning from the heat of the moment, running his fingers through his hair as he looked down at you with a dangerous stare. that sight.. that sight of you beneath him.. how sweat dripped down all over your body, how your breasts were slightly bouncing from the impact of his gentle thrusts, how sweet you sounded every time you whispered “yingxing..” under your breath, how you had your hand on your mouth to prevent you from making any more noises.. oh how he stretched your poor pussy out from his cock alone, how lewd the sounds of squelching were.. it drove him crazy.
well, you weren’t wrong when you thought about how good he was with his cock! and there, blade lost control as his slow passionate thrusts became more quickened and desperate ones, his grunts growing louder the more he slammed himself into you, tightening his grip around your knees. “yingxing..?—“ “sorry.. i need this.. i need this now, angel. i’m sorry— ah..” was all he mumbled before his dick practically hit every spot inside your walls, you could’ve sworn you could feel your eyes gouging out of your eye sockets as his pace quickened further, grabbing ahold of your knees and forcefully pinning them against your chest, keeping them in place as he proceeded to dick you down, the sound of creaking from the bed increasing as well as your moans and the noise of skin slapping against each other, fuck.. he was getting more and more desperate the more he fucked his dick into you, egging you on to take more of his length and girth.
“fuck fuck fuck.. yingxing please!” your voice was muffled against him, wrapping your arms around his neck as blade bullied his cock deeper and deeper into your cunt, his tongue flicking against the skin of your neck as his fingers gently squeezed your breast. “mm.. does that feel good?" blade asked softly, his tone now filled with lust. “yeah.. more? you want more? i’ll fucking give you more..”
blade was completely out of it now.. squeezing you in a mating press as he pushed your knees further down your chest, the new position allowed his dick to access your deepest areas.. the pain soon disappearing as it was replaced with pure pleasure and euphoria, the euphoric feeling deep within your veins.. that euphoric feeling of how good he was fucking ypu to oblivion. “don’t squeeze around me like that.. you’re gonna make me cum, [name].. i can’t—“ blade bit his lip as he grabbed your knees, pinning them even further as he pounded inside your aching pussy, the position could make him come alone from how flexible you were.. damn. “yingxing!” the way you said his name, the way his named rolled so gently off your tongue, your teary eyed expression.. he wanted to see even more of it.
honestly.. you were inexperienced but you don’t think that.. you were inexperienced enough to take his cock. you knew damn well that night.. you took him like it was nothing.
perhaps.. maybe you can do it again more often?
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simpjaes · 4 months
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mlt to be into messy sex like they get turned on the messier it gets eg. squirting, cumming on your face/other body parts
MTL: hyung line + messy sex/cum play
warning: messy stuff involving spit, cum, sweat, squirt (+implied piss), period sex
under the cut so people aren't forced to see details.
most
heeseung: you said messy and i'm writing this with purpose specifically but, squirting is his fave thing ever. every girl he gets on top if will squirt for him or he ain't calling them back. this does happen to involve a lot of water drinking before hand, and a very locked bathroom door lmao. that aside, i think heeseung would be really into cum play as well. coming in you, on your ass, thighs, legs, feet, tits, hands, and/or back. would also probably come all over himself if it comes down to it. Same for you, he's obsessed with your wet, and would probably try to drown in it if he could.
jay: (im insane for him rn pls look the other way) i imagine jay would be pretty into the messy blowjobs. i'm talking like, cum and saliva bubbling out of the corners of your mouth, tears running down your cheeks, etc. for him, there's something about being pussy drunk when his girl is cock drunk in turn, and it always leads to the messiest and best sex. The head you give is is loud, wet, lots of slurping sounds, lots of gagging. the head he gives is equally as loud, though he's probably moaning a lot through it too. i think he's the type that wants you to collect his cum on your tongue and let him watch you swallow it. also the type to fill your mouth full of his cum, tell you to hold it in without swallowing just to see it dribble out of the sides of your mouth. he thinks it's gross and disgusting, but entirely too hot that you do it for him.
sunghoon: hoon is probably super into coming on your face if it's not inside of you. not only bc he thinks you look hot like that, but because it genuinely just feels so fucking good to him for everything to be wet and messy, especially in the way you indulge him and thumb the mess into your mouth, proving that you like it just as messy. same goes for when he's fucking you too. i think he'd be into body fluids, and want them all over the place. squirting? man, he would be in heaven, especially if you let him open his own mouth at it. also probably really into spitting in your mouth but thats just me.
jake: messy with it without intention because he's always been that way. I mean, bro probably half-drained of cum before he even puts it in you due to the sheer amount of fucking pre-cum he gives. the type to be a huge fan of squirting as well, almost always abusing the fuckkkk out of your g-spot just so he can get you as messy as he always is. also the type to want to be fucking drenched in you and himself by the time it's all done. one hundred percent would probably be into period sex too. not necessarily anything involving his mouth but man, being covered in anything you offer is something that would drive him insane. anything sticky, anything thick, anything that helps the slide, really.
least:
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marshmellowzz · 8 months
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can I request reader who’s kidnapped by the hantengu clones, and she tries to escape? can be a oneshot/scenario thing >.< (btw! I think it’d be funny if reader was small and weak, so they just kinda manhandle her…)
in their grasp
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a/n: hi anon! i'm so sorry to everyone for my continuous inactivity on this account, i feel soooo bad about it. im having a lotta issues in my life right now, as well as a killer writers block - so i'm very very sorry for everyones requests who's been sitting in my ask box, i'll try my best to work through them! anyway! i made this one a little long, ill post it in two parts because i haven't finished the second half yet ! :3
content warning: mentions of kidnapping ! suggestive language and actions! graphic (i guess?), they dont see u as an equal and just treat u as their pet….
word count: 3.3k
[part 1]
You awoke with a start, your eyes flashed open and your heart racing as you let a sharp noise between a gasp and a scream leave your lips; piercing the stillness of the dark room you found yourself in. Your body seized up in fright, and waves of goosebumps rushed across your skin. Taking deep breaths to calm yourself down, you slowly sank back into the bed searching for something – anything - that could calm your nerves.
The blanket lazily placed onto you during the night was tangled around your feet, you were practically drenched due to sweat. You didn't even register that it was pitch black outside.
Your eyes were wide open, but all was silent. As quickly as the sensation came upon you, it faded away to nothing but silence. Your eyes whipped around the room -  seeking out any movement that had escaped your attention. 
This...This wasn't the safety of your home.
Suddenly, reminders began flashing into your mind.
Yes, you remembered.
You had a run in with a demon—four demons, actually.
They were all similar. Almost identical actually—which raised the question—were they all clones?
Although, you had only vividly remembered one—He was a giant of a man, towering over you as his vermillion eyes burned with rage. His muscled frame commanded your attention and sent shivers down your spine. His nails were long and sharp like daggers, digging into your skin to draw fresh wounds that dripped scarlet onto the floor. The malevolence in his gaze held you captive - the prominent frown on his face told of a ruthless disregard for your mortality, as if to imply that with one quick motion he'd be able snap you in two like a twig between his fingers. 
It seemed like you were about to be nothing more than another savory course. 
Every hair on your body standing up as you looked around in paranoia—were you in their home?
Had they took you here when you passed out? It was too quiet, you were all alone with your overwhelmed mind, and pained body. A sense of unease settled in your stomach and upon further investigation -  you found a crudely wound web of bandages, stained by the seepage of blood, wrapped around your torso. It was poorly placed, and it was now stringing around you like twisted ribbons.
It looked like the demon...or demons were trying to stop you from bleeding out.
At this point, you wish you did.
You buried your head in your hands, trying to calm your racing mind. It was like you could still feel their heavy presence lingering in the room, even when nobody was there.
You let out a shaky sigh—they weren't ordinary demons, you could grasp that—perhaps they were some...Super demons?
You vaguely recalled seeing the kanji 'uppermoon 4' engraved onto the pupils of their eyes—they were definitely higher-ranked demons, and your poor self had the misfortune of running into them.
You slid your feet down, cautiously straightening yourself, and planting your feet onto the cold, wooden floor. You had tried your best to be quiet, in order not to alert them if they were present in the house—and to not draw their attention to you.
You stepped timidly into the hollow corridors, your feet softly pattered against the cold, hard floorboards beneath you. The sound of each step echoed off of the barren walls, almost as if calling out to you with an unspoken invitation; daring you to explore further. 
Nobody. It was a dead silent, empty house.
The house was orderly, if slightly disheveled. Clothing laid scattered about in careless piles among the furniture, while occasional specks of dried blood made a grim contrast against the otherwise pristine walls. An unsettling mixture of domestic tranquility and disturbing reminders of violence hung in the air.
Just then, you were met with the sight of the front door.
You eyed it, in deep thought.
Well. You had to take your chance and escape, right?
There was no way of telling how far from the house they were now; all that you knew was that they weren't here at the moment
It didn't stop you from trying your luck.
If you actually pulled this off, you'll live, and be scot-free once again.
The only thing that has driven you was your hope—you may have been a bit too ambitious with what you were about to do right now, but you were going to try it anyway.
You take a deep, steady breath; your hand reaching out to open the door. It wasn't locked.
You quietly thanked the gods, and you opened the door, then gently closed it.
Without a moment's hesitation, you leapt forward, the icy wind rushing around your body as you darted into the forest. Your feet landing on the leaf-strewn forest floor, propelling your body further into its depths.
You had not a clue where you were going, but you were hoping that you weren't too far from civilization.
However.
That night, you had the misfortune of learning just how fast a high-ranking demon like Hantengu could travel. It seems like only a few minutes have passed after you've left the house when you hear a voice calling out.
In an instant, you feel a strong, taut arm latch onto your wrist and pull you back—you were whipped around, and forced to acknowledge his presence.
Their presence.
You felt a chill run through you as you sensed the presence of two distinct figures standing right behind your shoulder. The hairs on the back of your neck stood up in alarm and before you had time to turn around, their eyes met yours with an intensity that made you feel like a deer caught in headlights. Their gaze was heavy and seemed to be speaking volumes even without words being uttered, sending a message that made it clear: Don't move.
They had been nearby all along, close enough to notice your absence, close enough to hear your frantic footfalls, close enough to catch you. The fact that they were even there shocked you.
"Tsk tsk, bad pet." The green-eyed one tutted, his eyes aligned with contempt, and his lips stretching into a twisted, sickening smirk.
How did they get to you so fast?
You then yelped out, clearly startled by their sudden presence beside you.
You were certain you haven't even blinked and they had materialized beside you within a milisecond - you had only just registered the thoughts in your mind and they were already there, as if through some magical transference.
The other one stared down at you with bright blue eyes full of sorrow and disappointment. His face was puckered in a frown, adding to his sombre expression. "What are you doing, human?" he asked softly, despair evident in his voice. Like any normal person, your instincts were screaming at you to turn on your heel - and book it out. You panicked, you feel your heartbeat in your throat as your entire body tensed in pure. unbridled fear - your lungs seized and your feet seemed to lose the ability to move before they found their strength again in an instinctive attempt at flight, you then ran.
Running seemed futile, considering their strength and speed. It was obvious that the demons had an infinite advantage over you. No matter how hard you ran, all three of you knew it would never be enough to escape their pursuit after you. Even with such a crucial piece of information, it did nothing to stop the adrenaline pumping in your legs. Your legs trembled with fear as your mind raced for an escape route, telling yourself that maybe — just maybe—you could find one. All rationality had left you and all there was was the unquenchable desire to run away from this impending doom before it engulfed you altogether
Your heart hammered in your chest and terror immobilized you. You had to keep running, but every step was a struggle against the trapping gravity of fear that weighed down on you like an iron casket.
"Cute! Little human thinks she can outrun us, eh?" Karaku let's out a bark of laughter, watching you  scramble away.
So slow. So weak. He almost feels like this is unfair to you.
"Ah...She's so pitiful." Aizetsu frowns.
You were fighting a losing battle.
They watch you hasten for a while longer, you're out of breath and desperate. Karaku let's another bark of laughter leave his lips, the two of them taking in your panic.
Suddenly, Karaku was on you. His lightning-fast stride brought him through the air and he locked his arms around your waist in an instant, pushing your body against the nearest tree with a strength that almost felt like an embrace. His palms were warm on your skin as he held you against the bark firmly, pressing against you so closely that you could feel every breath.
Before you had time to react, he knocked the oxygen out of your lungs with his sheer weight and strength as he quickly took hold of both of your wrists in one hand and pinned them above your head. Your stomach churned with nausea and apprehension, while a squeak resounded from deep within your throat before it was able to escape into the air around you. You felt completely disoriented, like you'd been spun around on a merry-go-round one too many times
But, he doesn't hurt you; even if he has all the power to do so, even if you were completely at his mercy - there wasn't any hint of aggression in him. Instead, he wore an amused smirk as if he was relishing some joke only he knew about. He held a firm grip on your wrists, caging your body against the tree with a playful grin on his face.
He looked down at you, his eyes filled with mirth - amused at the fact that you were trapped beneath him - amused that he could end your pathetic life with the flick of his wrist at any given moment - amused by your complete horror.
"So, thought you could outsmart us. Huh, little pet?"  His relaxed expression irked you - the two of them found this all entertaining, or at least he did. His eyes twinkled with a strange delight at your distress. You could have screamed and begged for mercy but they both seemed so unphased by your presence it was like this entire situation was a game—and you were losing rapidly.
He had his hands wrapped vice-like around your wrists, pinning you where you stood. His grip was like iron and the more you tried to struggle against it the tighter it seemed to get. 
Your legs shake due to overexertion, and to the overwhelming presence that the two of them shared. He really was the only thing keeping you up and stable as the strength left from your body and with each passing second.
Karaku leaned his frame down towards you. His eyes narrowed as they bore into yours; the mere inches of space between your faces felt like a chasm. He seemed to savor your weakened state, and as he closed in on you--his lips curling up into a crooked smile--he smelled it: fear. You could feel his finger pressing against your cheek, slowly, tracing its way down from there, and all too soon his voice resounded with the sickeningly smug musing of, "You smell afraid," he mumbles, almost... satisfied. "Is that my doing?" he snickers.
"How sad," Aizetsu mumbled apologetically, "She's feeding your ego..." His voice trailed off as his eyes focused on the floor shamefully, his words hung in the air like a cloud of despair as he spoke, hanging heavy with regret.
You screwed your eyes shut, feeling hot, stinging tears at the corner of your eyes. You cranked your head in another direction in a futile attempt to create distance between his face and yours. "No! Let me go!" You shrieked, a desperate glint in your eyes as you squirmed beneath him.
Karaku only laughed, a deep guttural sound that reverberated through the air. His amusement with your fear only grew as he slowly lifted his free-hand to your face once again, brushing his fingertips along your cheeks before squeezing. With gentle force, he guided you to look up at him, "I'm afraid I can't do that, pet."  He purred; his voice carrying an ominous tone which revealed that something much more deadly was lying beneath the surface.
A raw, primal fear grappled its way to your throat and escaped in a bloodcurdling scream. Your body thrashed violently against his, desperate for an escape, but each futile attempt was met with heavy hands pinning your wrists down. "P-Please!" tears spilled from the corners of your eyes as you sobbed pitifully - pleading for help that never came, convinced by this point that you had been brought too far away from civilization for anyone to hear you. Helplessness filled every inch of you, there was no way you could fight back.
Karaku tightened his grip on your wrists and leaned in closer, seeming to take pleasure as you screamed. "I must say, you're much cuter when you're quiet." He purred into the crook of your neck while inhaling deeply, taking in your scent like a drug. His lips brushed against the sensitive flesh - his breath was hot on the skin of your collarbone, nuzzling his face further as a satisfied smirk crossed over his lips as he drawled  "Smells good...Mmm".
Aizetsu however, seemed to grow more distressed at the sight of your tears, his eyes narrowed as he watched you squirm beneath Karaku. His lips pulled downward in a deep scowl, and his voice grew dark. "You try to escape us," he muttered, his words threatening as they left his mouth. "And then you scream and cry when we catch you." There was something almost petulant in the way he spoke; it seemed like he was a sulking child being denied of it's needs. "That hardly seems fair..." He pouted, his voice growing thick with disappointment and something else, a hint of bitterness barely contained.
"We can't trust that you won't run again. So, I guess...We'll have to lock you up." Aizetsu pouted; as if this was distressing for him.
Sweat came beading on your forehead as you felt the world begin to spin. Your breathing quickened and a heat began to fill your body, each thrash becoming more desperate and less considered than the last. The demons words echoed around you like an accusation, violence in his resonance - treating you like some rabid animal that needed restraint. Lock you up? What kind of sick joke was this?  You didn't even know what these guys wanted from you - why the hell were you suddenly made their new fidget toy?! Karaku released your wrists with an enthusiastic chortle: "Lock her up? Now that sounds fun!" He expertly lifted you by your waist and threw you over his shoulder, your feeble kicks unable to slow the momentum of him whisking you up and carrying you away. The disorientation from the sudden manhandling made you feel dizzy as you tried in vain to twist free. 
Despite your desperate thrashing, the demon seemed to take it all in stride as if this was a part of his everyday life. His steps continued even and unhurried, his grip on you tight yet seemingly effortless. The way he held you over his shoulder gave off an odd sense of familiarity, like he had done this thousands of times before - like he didn’t have to think twice about it. What the hell could you have done in your life to deserve getting kidnapped by demons? Upper-ranked, nutcase demons at that?
"...We'd better hurry, Karaku," Aizetsu said with a tense grimace. He glanced around the dense forest anxiously - as if expecting Sekido to appear at any moment in an explosion fit of rage. "Sekido’s got quite a temper on him these days and he'll be really mad if we're not back soon."
"Mm," He hummed softly in agreement before adding a sly comment; his voice barely above a whisper. "I think we should have the luxury of taking our time with her – Sekido this – Sekido that - He's not here now, is he?" His eyes danced playfully as they searched Aizetsu 's for signs of agreement.
Aizetsu shook his head, he couldn't help the frown that tugged at his lips, "No, he isn't here, but..." He trailed off. With a devilish spark in his eyes, he cut Aizestu off before he could finish his train of thought. "But nothing. Why don't we make the most of it?" He said as a smirk curled up on one side of his face. "Let's have a little fun."
Aizetsu didn't seem very convinced, his eyes quietly assessing the situation. Karaku leaned forward, you still over his shoulders. "Come on," he drawled, with a shrug of his shoulders. "If he really wanted to get his hands on her, he would have come along." His voice was smug as the words fell from between his lips; it made no difference how serious the circumstance was - Karaku would find any way to mess around.
"I-I suppose..." Aizetsu mumbled tentatively. A brief moment of silence passed, the idle chirping of the cicadas in the background. "Wanna play catch with her? I'll toss her to you and you-" Suddenly, you startlingly interjected with an exasperated "Hello?!", disrupting their idle chatter that seemed to be ignoring your existence. Your presence had gone neglected as they spoke about playing catch and tossing you around like a mere item - one possessed rather than personable. Both demons turned their attention to you - both having no intention of taking anything that'll leave your lips seriously.
"W-What the hell do you want from me...?"  you stammered out. You had been dragged over his shoulder, your arms and legs dangling like a ragdoll for long enough.  Continuing to thrash, each kick you delivered only made him grip you tighter, even as you vainly hit his back with closed fists, he didn't budge. "How pitiful." Aizetsu muttered underneath his breath.
Karaku let out a deep, rumbling chuckle. His eyes glinted mischievously in the moonlight as he spoke: "Isn't it clear? You're our plaything now." He seemed to relish his own words as if they were a special delicacy and he went on to mumble something about how having a human around made things more interesting for everyone. He laughed again happily, savoring every moment that your encounter lasted as he knew that eventually boredom will overcome them all. Right. It would just last until they got bored of you.
"And will you stop squirming? Seriously, it's like you're trying to tickle me." 
It dawned on you. Truly, whatever you did, or said, nothing seemed to phase the demons steady pace, any resistance was futile. You had no choice but to give in and hang limply against his broad frame in silent defeat...
Karaku laughed darkly, his hand coming down hard onto your backside with a harsh smack. You gasped, mouth agape. "Good girl," he praised you before sending a pointed glance towards Aizetsu, "See? She gets it now." His words hung in the air as if challenging someone to disagree with him, you looked away in embarrassment and shame.
You felt as if you were slipping inexorably into a deep, dark abyss. A wave of humiliation and dread was washing over you; it threatened to swallow your meager remains whole. Your rights had been stripped from you in an instant and the title of 'plaything' was bestowed upon your weary shoulders by these demons - for what? Just for their temporary amusement? Were you really nothing but a docile creature now? Obediently awaiting to be forgotten when they decided that they'd had enough amusement at your expense? This couldn't be happening.
Why? Why was this happening? Your mind screamed, your thoughts frantic with terror as you were taken over his shoulder all the way back to where these sick monsters resided. The forest around you blurred past in a passing panorama and all you could do is wallow in helpless dread. Their voices were muted to mere murmurs, drowning into nothing beside the other sounds of nature - a backdrop to this nightmare that seemed never-ending; every step felt like an eternity as you treaded towards where they called home.
"So how about it? I think playing catch is a pretty good idea." 'K-Karaku...No." "Why not? I bet you, if Urogi was here he would've said yes in a heartbeat." You were doomed, thats for sure.
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okkotsuus · 1 year
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selfish saturdays (ryusei s.) !
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features: ryusei s.
contents: fluff. shidou is himself. friends to lovers. mutual pining. shidou kind of hoards the reader. shidou threatens someone. shidou half fights someone. shidou is a lil cray cray quirky. highschool au (no blue lock). mature joke (just one). strong language. kissing. kind of making out. lowk suggestive but only a bit. 1.5k words.
@tim-shii this is reason to come to the dark side
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saturdays are your favorite day of the week. one, because you don’t have school. two, because it’s the one day you can stay up without having school earlier in the day or the next day. three, because it’s the one day of the week that shidou doesn’t have practice or has to worry about practice.
truthfully, if you asked, shidou would skip practice on your whim. that was just how much he loved you. but you would never let him miss out on his livelihood on your behalf. to shidou, soccer was life. but you were what made life worth living. knowing that he can come to your house drenched in sweat and you’ll still welcome him into your warm embrace, that was what made him play harder.
shidou is selfish, he had been for his entire life. you knew this when you first met him, hiding behind your mother's leg while she talked to his own mother. the moment he laid eyes on you, you were his. he dragged you kicking and screaming from your mother and forced you to play soccer with him, he was literally five and he had you on the tightest leash known to man.
if anything, it was really you who had him wrapped around your finger. because shidou is selfish, selfish for you and soccer. wherever you wanted to go, he took you. whatever you wanted, he got you. whoever you wanted… nah, that was one spot he was especially selfish in.
anyone who got too close to you that he saw as a potential threat, he would actually growl at until they left. being so serious, he audibly growled at a random kid that looked your way on the playground once. shidou ryusei has been a cockblock since five, and he doesn’t plan on stopping anytime soon. 
when you first liked someone, the first person you told was shidou. you came to him with this sparkly look in your eyes that had him sick to his stomach.
“shidou! i like sato from class five, he told me that ’m sweet!” shidou just about stormed off to go rip the guy a new one, but you were so happy. he’s selfish, but if he did that you would never speak to him again.
“get ‘im! you ask him out tomorrow if you like him s’much~” he relished in the flustered expression that you had before you hid your face, he selfishly wishes it was for him instead.
the second you go home, he tells you to go on without him because he needs to talk to his coach. you think nothing of it and walk off, happily humming some love song he listened to while thinking of you. but you weren’t humming it for him.
his fist dents the locker next to a cowering boy’s head, sato from class six. he’s crying with snot dripping out of his nose and shidou just wishes there was a way you could see this, maybe then you wouldn’t like this loser. maybe then you’d like him instead.
“stay the fuck away from y/n, or you’ll end up like this damn locker. got it?” shidou’s leering form feels demonic as his eyes almost glow in unbridled fury. the boy can do nothing but nod and quiver. 
shidou stalks off with his hands in his pockets, going to your home to spend the time he wasted here with you.
the next day you run to shidou sobbing, blabbering, and whimpering incoherently. he already knows what happened, and seeing you like this leaves a twang in his heart that almost makes him regret it. almost.
he takes you into his arms like the hero, shushing you and cooing at you so sweetly. thankfully your face was buried so deeply into his shoulder, lest you see the smug smirk and prominent flush on his cheeks. across the room, sato stands and glares at shidou, but when those blond-lash-laden eyes flicker over to him: he’s gone, like a leaf in the wind.
ever since you have been single. you had lots of friends, and people tended to flock to you due to your kind and selfless nature. they remain only friends because once they meet shidou, they desire to stay at arms-length. and staying arms-length from him meant staying that much from you as well.
but that was the second year of middle school, now both of you are third-years. shidou sits comfortably on your bed as if it were his own. in a way, he felt it was. for one, he’s known you for about thirteen years, and he’s been lazing in your bed for ten of them. two, you were his: so by extension, your bed was also his.
the year was reaching an end, the school year would be wrapped up in the next month and a dull sense of panic was beginning to set upon the blond and pink-haired boy. his entire life has been spent by your side, he has loved you for around six years, but in just a month that could all slip away if he doesn’t finally do something about it.
shidou is selfish. he doesn’t care about the shock in your eyes when he leans over close enough that his nose brushes against yours. he doesn’t care that your heart is beating so loudly that he can hear it. he doesn’t care about the pink tongue that darts out to wet your lips with a glistening sheen of spit. all he cares about is what he wants.
and what he wants is you.
his calloused palm hooks around the back of your neck while his other uses his weight to push you onto your back. your head bounces against the pillows as he just stares down at you. in your eyes is that sparkly look he so vehemently wished would look at him all those years ago. and now, like a prayer being answered, the glimmering gaze rests upon him and solely him.
you can’t hear anything but the rapid beat of your heart, all you can feel is his breath fanning against your lips. his hands leave searing touches in their wake as they move to rest on your hip and cheek respectively.
you’ve loved shidou ryusei since he dragged you out from your comfortable hiding spot behind your mother. for the longest time, you didn’t know it. he was your first and just about only friend, so the fluttery feeling was what you assumed to be friendship. but in the last three years, you’ve befriended many; none of them gave you that sensation.
the dots connected immediately after. in a selfless haze, you didn’t make a single move, lest you act in a way that pushes the one thing that mattered in your life away. but, maybe you could allow yourself to be selfish just this once.
selfishly, you hook your arms around his neck and drag him down onto your lips. you swallow the shocked grunt that comes from him. shidou recovered quickly as if he had just been given a loose ball, he would make that play become his own and devour anything in his way.
his hand squeezes against your hip as he drags his lips against yours, taking you in on all that you are. he selfishly takes everything you give him, every sound, every motion. he takes all you are and then demands more out of you. he needs more, he needs everything you are.
shidou also happens to need air. 
he surfaces in a panting rasp, pink eyes hazy as he looks down at you. his tongue lolls out of his spit-covered lips while he takes in the look on your face.
your lips shine in their own spit-covering, like the best lip gloss he could ever buy. your chest rises and falls unevenly as you heavily intake and output air. but best of all, your eyes. they are shinier than any star or explosion he could ever imagine, and your pupils are so dilated he swears he can see himself in them.
a rumbling chuckle rises from the depths of his chest, his own face is incredibly flustered in his own way. his eyes are curled and foggy while his cheeks are painted the same shade of pink as the strands that fall messily in his face.
shidou ryusei is selfish. but so are you.
you’re selfish in the way that you drag him back down to meet him again. and you’re selfish in the way that you want his heart to be all yours, now and forever.
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neteyamyawne · 10 months
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🪷 — Re-runs
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୭ ˚. Pairing : RDA!Jake x fem!reader
୭ ˚. summary : the post
୭ ˚. Warning : PinV, edging, RDA Jake being an ignoring jackass, orgasm denial, crying, fem reader, MDNI!
୭ ˚. Note : @jakexneytiri you made me do this with your post, i couldn't help myself 😭 I love RDA Jake so much omg.
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You squirmed in his lap, your cunt Spasming around his cock as he won't let you move while he flicked through the channels on the television, you bucked your hip taking him deeper but his hand on the curve of your waist stopped you "stay still, babygirl, I'm tryna put a channel on" he says ignoring you completely, laying back on his recliner as he pressed the buttons on the remote, you groaned in annoyance, voice raspy from not being used for so long.
Your thick plush thighs pressed against his hips, sitting on top of him with his cock buried deep inside, brushing against your cervix causing shivers of delight run down your spine "ughh ah- Jake– Jake please.." you moaned for him to do something but he was immersed in his show, not moving an inch even after all your whines and pleas, he pulled you closer by his dog tag around your neck "if you want it s'bad, you gotta work for it, girl" his smirk was nothing less than a challenge as he went back to his show, while you were left a pile of mess impaled on his cock, your slick coatings his balls in a shiny layer, your labored breaths puffing out of your mouth as he watched your sweat drenched form bounce up and down on his member.
He couldn't take his eyes of you body as you breasts bounced with every thrust above him, chasing your release, rutting into his hips with all you had, mind foggy with nothing but the feeling of his dick stretching you deliciously as you continue to ride him, his smirk never leaving his lips, the palm of his hand pushing you down on him continuously "there you go, hon… fuck yourself, nice and slow" his low and rough voice making you almost fall over the edge, almost, the tip of his bulbous mushroom head hitting the spots like never before, moans and shouts tumbling out of your mouth as you fucked yourself slowly on his cock with languid moves, getting up enough to reach on the tip before sinking down again "Jake- please- i can't do this on my own" your face for scrunched up in pleasure and desperation but his eyes were guled to the television "babygirl, you can handle yourself this time, can't ya?" He says as his hands massage your hips and thighs while watching the show with the smirk getting wider on his face.
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A/n : i need more RDA Jake!!!!!! Rahhh I'm so down bad for him that it's actually pathetic 😭
Yawne : @fanboyluvr, @callmeoncette, @lu-the-ghost-reader, @brisbriskett, @saltedcoffeescotch, @ducks118, @itscheybaby, @jackiehollanderr, @elriel-4-ever, @zoetrope1997, @yeosxxx, @persefolli, @im-in-a-pansexual-panik, @teyamsbitch, @elijangwifey, @erosthefae, @murderbirbdany, @thearabloak06, @killua2dot0, @ilovechickenwings, @kylobensgirl, @darling-imobsessed, @majathepapaya, @sweetirilly.
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persephone11110 · 1 year
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Trust In Me
tom kazansky x reader
warnings: abusive relationships(not Ice/Reader), talks of injuries, blood, curse words, self victim blaming,low self esteem, derogatory words used ,suicide attemp angst w/happy ending??
• Please tread lightly as this story is heavily about abuse.
Summary: Ice knew the signs of abuse, when he was a young boy he watched his mother get covered in black and blue bruises, and he’s not letting that happen to Hound. Not Again
callsign:Hound
Last Name: Miller
- navy inaccuracies
- one day im going make a happy story with Ice
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The great Hound Miller, Lieutenant Commander in the navy, the first woman in history to be indoctrinated into top gun. The first woman to graduate and successfully be the top of her class.
Hound Miller was strong, scary, cold-hearted on the oustide. The woman never broke a sweat during missions, always face death with a straight face, yet on the inside was as broken as anyone could be.
In the inside she was a woman who faced the abuse her boyfriend put her through. The bruises that covered her back as Josh spent morning, even and night punishing her for the mistakes she made.
She had developed a cold exterior as a consequence of the pain and suffering she had endured.
Who’s knows maybe she’ll get the guts to leave him. Maybe she’ll realize her worth and leave him.
But she can’t, because under all that aviation shit all she is a weak little bitch, not directly her words but Josh’s. A weak little bitch, who wouldn’t leave because she has nothing, not inch of space to claim as hers. She sure as hell no one to take her in, no one wants her, no one going to put up with her like Josh does.
But he’s right.
What strong woman can deal with almost dying everyday, but not be strong enough to leave.
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She finally got guts to leave him. What a mistake.
Hound never thought he lose it in public, where other people could see his facade crack and break.
To see were he isn’t the perfect boyfriend.
“Are you fucking dumb Y/n, did you really think you could leave me?”, venom laces his voice as he shouts at her, his facade slowly dropping.
His backhand flys across her face, she whimpers as she’s feels the stinging.
She knows better, Hound knows what to say, when to say and how to say it but she’s fucking exhausted. Has been for awhile, she’s knows love isn’t supposed to be like this, it’s not like that in poems, rom-cons, and novel.
She doesn’t care anymore, Hound is done being his broken toy, she doesn’t care if he beats her to death atleast she’s in peace.
She flinches harder than before, even though she knows whats going to happen. Hound thought she could take it, like she does all other times but this time the hit knocks her back a couple inches.
She stands there cowering under his angered gaze as the left side of her face burns. Her cold hands grab at her stinging cheek, soothing the burn.
“You think you can leave me Y/n!, who’s going take care of you?”
“Hm, what man is going to deem you worthy of his time?”
She whimpers, as he shakes her like a rattle toy.
“Stop, I’m sorry Josh” she begs him, his eyes turn dark, his hand runs up her neck, gripping it tightly.
Hound feels stupid, Why did I think I could get away?
Her throat starts to hurt, as his grip gets tighter.
He’s getting angrier.
Tears drench Hound’s eyelashes, as they fall down her cheek—damping her face as they drop.
“Please” she trys begging again, normally if she submits to him in defeat, and in weakness he stops.
Sadistic piece of shit.
She can’t see anything, the tears blurring her vision. She can’t see if this is the end of life, if this is the end of her suffering.
Josh chuckles darkly and it sends fear down Hound’s chest, she listen to his heavy breathing.
She done for, there no way she’s getting out of this relationship alive.
“I give you my home, my car, my love and you think you can leave me!” he shouts loudly into her ear.
She chokes on a sob.
“I-I’m sorry, please no”
“I’ll do whatever you want”
He starts laughing in her face. literally, “I always knew you were whore”
I’m just whore, dirty piece of meat that belongs to you.
“Answer me slut” he re-grabs her throat pressing harder than earlier.
Hound was supposed to be stronger than this. Why can’t she break out his grasp. Why didn’t she leave when he first got violent the first time.
Her airway is starting to close and she feels the neee to cough, but can’t.
She starts to choke, body starts convulsing from the lack of air.
“Look at me Y/n and allow me to remind you of who puts up with your shit”
A broken whine leaves her mouth.
I guess this is goodbye.
I guess this is me getting peace. It feels nice.
She starts to feels the darkness succumbing her, the sounds of blood rushing in her ears.
“Let go of her—”, a familiar voice she knows by heart. A man Hound hates humanly possible yet is happy he’s here. His voice just as cold as his personality
Somehow Hound felt so humiliated. But shouldn’t she feel relieved?
She’d already knew who it was by his ice tipped hair, his stone cold face. She recognized his cologne from anywhere.
Iceman Kazansky
Funny enough Hound is known for her elephant memory, yet she can’t remember what happened and how she ended up in Kazansky’s house.
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Ice never thought he’d ever see his enemy look so fragile and nervous in his life.
Bruises covered her arms, her legs and back. A mean purple bruise was forming around her neck.
He choked her, like actually tried strangling her to death.
He and Hound weren’t exactly friends, they also weren’t enemies either.
She and him don’t see eye to eye majority of the times, Hound flys like her life isn’t worth shit, and Ice flys to confident.
He may dislike her, but Ice sure as hell wasn’t leaving her die like his dad did with his mother Anya.
He was pulled out of his thoughts as concern entered his mind about her. She had been gone a long time.
He gently knocked on the door,“Hound you okay there?”
She could feel herself letting go, the water started to fill her ears.
Life left her body.
“Hound, you all right?”
She could feel herself letting go, the water starting to fill her ears.
There wasn’t any movement going on in the bathroom, there wasn’t noise either.
“Hound Miller?”
Hound started to slip underwater, the water was slowly claiming her lungs, her life.
Hound wasn’t worth anything. She doesn’t deserve the help Iceman giving her.
She could hear muffled sounds coming from the otherside of the door.
Bang.
Bang.
The door was ripped open.
“Hound!”, Ice hurriedly grabbed her body out his tub.
“Come here”, he beckoned with arms, his eyes closed out of respect. Hound slowly wrapped herself in the towel.
She was shivering in pain, her entire body was numb.
“You can open them Tom” Hound whispered to him. She was ashamed of herself, first Kazansky open his house up to her after saving her from Josh. Now she’s returning the favor by being suicidal.
Maybe Josh was right, she truly is worthless.
No man will ever love her. She’s broken, unfixiable.
Iceman slowly ran his eyes over her, inspecting the bruises that were casted all over her body.
A jagged knife scar. dragged down her lower back.
A knuckle ring imprint bruised her thighs, burns mark from cigarettes.
Stitches on her shoulder.
God he hated himself with everything, he could’ve given her the help his mother was denied.
He felt horrible, it explains everything about her.
The dark emotionless eyes, the angry tones, how she flew in the air. This woman had been going through hell for god knows how long.
Hound had been suffering and he had only added to it.
She clinged to him,like her life depended on it.
“I-Im sorry” Hound sobbed loudly into Ice’s shoulder.
“Shh, your okay— if not I’ll help you get there”, Ice promised her and he’s never the man to break his word.
“You’ll be okay”
“Oh, your shirt is soaking wet” she lifted her face from his shoulder.
Of course she’s more worried about his shirt, worried about his reaction.
“It’s fine Hound I got loads of Navy shirts, price of being the Navy’s favorite”, he joked with her.
A small smile appeared on her face, she quietly laughed.
“Funny—very funny Kazansky, me and you both know I’m the better pilot” she chuckled softly.
She plucked him gently , in return Hound earned a soft kiss on the side of her forehead.
Ice gave her his hand, and she took it willingly.
Lieutenant Commander Y/n “Hound” Miller has never has never felt safe before, but the way Kazansky held her felt safe and protective.
He made her feel safe— a man who was once her enemy is now her safe place.
Tom“Iceman” Kazansky isn’t cold, he’s warm.
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dr-goatman · 6 months
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gods, will graham and hannibal are so codependent
hannibal saw that will wasnt on time for his appointment, so he looked visibly sad and hurt, a rarity. he locked his hands together to keep from calling him, and likely to try and soothe worry. he looked a tad confused why he was feeling these things AND THEN HE DROVE A FUCKING HOUR JUST TO SEE WILL, AT THE FUCKING FBI WHATEVER ITS CALLED hannibal needs will. he may not like that he needs will at first, but that doesnt change the fact that he does.
will graham went to fucking europe to find hannibal and discover his past. on the way he broke into hannibals childhood home, got held at gunpoint by chiyoh, hannibals kinda-sister [i love her btw], kissed her, got thrown off a train by her, then walked lord knows how long, INJURED, to civilization, and then continued on to search for hannibal, finding him, then eventually getting almost killed by him [again]. BUT it was particularly brutal this time, he literally like was getting a bonesaw taken to his fucking skull, he was gonna get his brain eaten
OH YEAH BUT IT WAS LITERALLY PAINLESS!!!! HE WAS DRUGGED OUT OF HIS MIND, LIKE, MASON VERGER, WHEN DRUGGED TO EAT HIS FACE, COULD FEEL IT ALL JUST NOT STOP HIMSELF OR RLLY REACT, WILL COULDNT FEEL IT AT ALL!!!!!
anyways, yet he returned to america with hannibal, then hannibal turned himself in after a bit just cuz will said he didnt wanna know where he was, what he was doing, etc. 3 yrs, will doesnt visit him in his 'jail' cell, [he lives in a glass cage thing in a mansion, wouldnt rlly call that a jail cell], after that 3 yrs, shit goes down w dolarhyde [love him btw] and will needs hannibal, desperately. u can tell hes been thinking of him this entire time yet wont even admit it to himself.
eventually shit goes down AGAIN and hannibal and will run away together, knowing damn well dolarhyde is after them. hannibal stand in between the window and will KNOWING dolarhyde is outside, just so he would take the shot, not will. they eventually fall off a cliff in each others arms, but according to the writers or someone, apparently they aint dead, which is shown in the last scene where bedelia is missing one of her legs, shes holding a fork in self defense and there are 2 other places set at the table, her leg as a main dish, she is being fed herself, which is just like what hannibal did to that one dude, starting with the leg[s]
except now will graham is along for the ride
[this is all ignoring SO much, such as hannibal always being will's first call when he needs help, and will being hannibals 'fascination' [see: obsession] so much so that since even before we meet bedelia, [who at the time was hannibal's therapist] she knows will graham by name and has been spoken to about him.
extensively.
to the point that she KNOWS he is hannibals obsession.
bedelia LITERALLY compared will to bluebeards last wife, and said shed prefer to had been the last. shes mildly jealous but so is will, and thats ok!]
[i love bedelia, btw, shes so awesome]
also as the series progresses we see hannibal, the extremely put together and posh man, become slowly more and more undone and relaxed
at the same time, it takes will, the extremely messy, frazzled and almost careless man, and it makes him more put together, he dresses nicer, looks more cleaned up and put together
he doesnt shake like an abused puppy, he is more snippy [see: bitchy]
and hes not sweating all the fucking time im so srs, there are so many shots of him just drenched in sweat and its honestly funny, its insane how much he sweats
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sorrowandchartreuse · 3 months
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A writer's guide to describing passing out
Because i just passed out (again) and the second thing i thought of upon waking up was that glazed donut no mark save it for your art post, here is a list of what you could use when writing about characters passing out:
Beforehand:
you're going to feel really, really lightheaded. for me, that's what starts it all off. it's going to feel like when you stand up too fast, but it never goes away. your head doesn't clear
eventually, that lightheadedness feeds into a tv static sort of fuzziness. your head is whirring, almost. it's like a really drawn out buzz. you feel it in your forehead, in your jaw, in your ears.
your mouth starts to get thick, too. that tv static moves in there. your teeth start to feel fuzzy, especially the front and back ones.
by now, youre shaking and your limbs are heavy. at this point, i know to sit down, but it depends on your characters! is this regular enough of an occurance for them to know to sit? are they going to reach out to another character because they know what's going on? or are they going to reach out because they don't know what's going on? do their knees buckle and they fall while all alone?
it's all very disorienting at this point in the process. you have enough sense to form thoughts, but they're not all that coherent. words? not going to be that coherent either
During:
you can't pinpoint the exact moment you pass out. at least, i can't.
when you're passed out, there can be certain degrees to alertness. for example, i've had times where it feels like years pass but it's only a few seconds. i've had it feel almost like im in a really foggy dream. i've had times where i dont remember anything from it. most recently, i didn't remember passing out itself, but i remembered waking myself up from it. it was a very conscious struggle, where i knew i was passed out and i needed to wake up now
does your character remain somewhat alert? do they enter a dream-like haze? what's waiting for them there? i've seen faces and shapes there.
i personally can't feel when someone is touching me while i'm passed out, regardless of degree of alertness
do they know that being passed out is Just Not Right? do they wake themselves up?
Afterward:
you pee. that's just the deal. your bladder is going to release. i know this is not romantic, but like man thats just what happens.
peeing, like most things, could hold a plot point. who cleans your character up? or if they're on their own, how do they clean themselves up?
youre also drenched in sweat. just absolutely sopping in sweat. passing out loves the release of excess body fluids. its sexy like that
mention sweat on their neck, their forehead, their hair pressed down by it. do they wipe it off? do they have the strength to? if they don't, does someone else?
your face will have no color. describe this, but don't stop at the face. your character's lips will also be drained of it.
you will be wobbly. standing up, even sitting up, is going to involve a lot of shaking.
when you first talk, it won't be loud (fuzzy tongue, remember?) so it takes a couple tries to get what you want to say out. or if you do get it out right away, it surfaces extremely weak
it's important after you pass out to get fluids in you. not just water, but orange juice, cocoa, anything that will get you awake again. who gives this to your character? if there are multiple characters present when your character passes out, who won't leave their side and who runs to get something for them to drink, knowing it will help them?
your hands will shake lifting anything
it takes 3-5 minutes for me to regain color again
it takes about 5-10 minutes for me to feel normal again, but this likely depends on the person and how often passing out occurs for them
Please keep in mind this is based soley on my own experiences! also please feel free to add on! i hope this helps!
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Derek- For The Better
A/N- Here is part 2 of Maybe You Should. Sorry for the three month wait! Hope it lives up to expectations.
Original Request: can you do an imagine where the reader is a well known vocalist in  beacon hills and one night the pack goes to an underground party(you  know the umm like illegal shows something like that whatever im  sorry😂)and they see her again when their like a following a lead and  they see her there and she's like getting information(she's a hunter)  with like you know slight seduction but nothing excessive but the guy  sees the pack and he runs and reader gets really badass like woah and  can the pairing be with derek?
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    “Derek! Derek! Hey, let me go!”
    Derek turned at the sound of your familiar voice. You were sprinting up to the barricade that separated the Hale property from the rest of the world. Fire trucks and police cruisers surrounded  his house, which had been reduced to nothing but a burned out shell.
    “Ma’am, stop!” 
You were shoving past a couple of Beacon Hills Sheriff’s deputies, too quick for their pudgy, fumbling hands to grab. Acrid smoke filled the air, making you gag, but you never stopped running.
    Derek had been standing in his front yard, staring in horror as the Coroner began to carry the bodies of his family members, covered in white sheets. They had run out of body bags a while ago.
    “Derek!”
    You suddenly crashed into him, throwing your arms around his broad shoulders. “God, I thought you were-”
    You yelped as he shoved you off, sending you crashing onto the leaf-covered yard. 
    “Derek-” you began, scrambling to your feet. 
    Before you could finish, he was grabbing you by the throat and shoving you up against a nearby tree. 
    “I know you did this!” he screamed in your face. “I know you helped them!”
    “No! I didn’t-”
    “Stay away from me or I’ll kill you! I swear to god, I’ll kill you!”
    Derek sat up in bed with a start. He was drenched in sweat, and he had kicked his covers off in his sleep. They sat on the cold floor of the loft in a jumbled heap, looking sad and forlorn as the first rays of morning light shined onto them.
    He sighed, burying his face in his hands. Derek couldn’t get you out of his head. 
    Since the night at the underground show, thoughts of your reunion had plagued him. You had always been able to hide your feelings behind a hunter’s bravado, but you forgot that Derek knew you better than anyone. 
    It wasn’t just the circles under your eyes that you hid with concealer, or the urgency in your voice when you confronted Lydia that made him think something was seriously wrong. What set off alarm bells inside Derek’s head were your final words before disappearing that night.
    Maybe you should hate me. 
    Admitting guilt had never come easily to you. It was something you would never have done unless you had to. Unless you felt like you wouldn’t have another chance to say it.
    Your words had an air of finality to them, one that sent Derek’s stomach working itself into knots. Something was missing when it came to this whole situation with Kate. He was sure you held that missing piece, but he didn’t know if you would survive long enough for him to figure it out. 
    Yes, you had been reckless in the past, but he had almost watched you launch yourself off of a balcony and onto a werewolf three times your size. That wasn’t just reckless. It was suicidal.
    “She’s spiraling, Dude,” Stiles had told him in the parking lot. “She put a knife up to my freaking throat!”
    They were all crowded around Stiles’ jeep, going over how their plan had failed and what their next steps would be.
    Lydia, who normally disagreed when anyone said something negative about you, was uncharacteristically silent. Her lips were pressed together in a grim line. 
    “Maybe we can reach out,” Scott suggested. “Maybe she’ll tell us what she knows. ”
    Derek shook his head. “She doesn’t trust us.”
    “But she might trust you.”
    Derek glanced over at Lydia. He raised his eyebrows. 
    “Are you serious?”
    As it turned out, she was. 
    That was why Derek was now walking up the stairs of your apartment building, following the directions Lydia has given him. She was the only one you trusted with the location of your home.
    “She’s going to kill me for doing this,” the redhead had muttered to him.
    Derek reached up, knocking softly on the door of your apartment. He tapped his foot nervously, but he could hear you moving inside your apartment. 
    The sound of a television was playing softly in the background, and the fabric of your jeans began to slide across your leather couch. You were getting up.
When you heard the knock on your door, you walked over to peer out of the peephole. When you saw that it was Derek, you bristled. How the hell had he gotten your address?
For a second you considered not opening the door, but you knew he could hear you. It would be stupid to ignore him.
    Derek waited for what seemed like ages. He stood on the other side of the door, listening to your racing heartbeat. You took so long to open it that he began to turn away, sure you weren’t going to. 
    Then the lock clicked and the two of you were standing face to face. 
    “I’m going to kill Lydia,” you stated.
     “It’s not her fault,” he lied. “I insisted.”
    You crossed your arms over your chest. “What do you want?”
    “To talk,” he told you.
    You frowned. “What? Are you here to scold me again?”
    “No. I just…I just wanted to see if you’re okay. Can I come in?”
    You thought about it for a moment, glancing down at the brown paper bag in his hands. “What’s that?”
    “Wine.”
     “I’m listening.”
    “You still like rosé, don’t you?”
    “Maybe.”
    The smug look on Derek’s face was almost enough to make you slam the door right then, but there was something in his eyes that made you pause. 
    He did look worried. He might have been grinning at you, but his green eyes were stormy. Stress lines were forming at the corners. 
You could tell he was just as afraid for you as you were, even though he had no idea what was going on.
“Fine. Come in.”
    —-
    An hour later, you and Derek were sprawled out on your sofa, finishing off the bottle of wine. You were situated at one end with your legs extended next to his. He was leaning back against the opposite arm of the sofa, studying you intently.
    It reminded you of the countless nights the two of you had spent on the Hale’s basement couch before the fire. You and Derek would stay up until 4am, sitting just like that while you talked for hours or watched horror movies. 
By sunrise, Talia would usually find the two of you asleep on the cushions with the blank, fuzzy screen of a finished VHS tape still on the TV.
    The memory made you smile fondly, until Derek broke the silence.
“I owe you an apology,” he began. 
    You waved him off. “Don’t worry about it. You’re right. It was stupid.”
    Derek frowned. “I’m not talking about the underground show.”
    You leaned back against the end of the sofa, setting your wine glass down onto the nearby end table. “What are you talking about then?”
    He took a deep breath. “I blamed you for the fire. I pushed you away. You didn’t deserve that.”
    “We were kids,” you reminded him softly. “You had just lost your entire family.”
    “So did you.”
    A lump began to form in the back of your throat. You blinked hard, attempting to stop the tears that were threatening to spill. 
    “I left you with the Argents,” he continued. “I left you with Kate.”
    You shook your head. “Derek, they would have killed you. That was why I told you to stay away and-and then the fire…”
    You broke off, unable to bring yourself to even speak the words.
    “I should have fought harder for you…and for that I’m sorry.”
    “You don’t need to apologize.”
    You tried to say it confidently, but the tears were coming down now. There was a slight tremor in your voice as you spoke. 
    Derek moved closer, grabbing both of your hands in his own. “I do. I need to. And I need you to know that I’m going to fight for you.”
    “Derek,” you whispered. “I’m not the same person anymore.”
    “Neither am I. Just let me in,” he pleaded. “I want to help. Whatever is going on with Kate, whatever you’re afraid of, it doesn’t matter.”
    You shook your head and reached up to wipe your eyes. “You don’t understand-”
    “I know she killed your parents too. I know exactly how you feel, but you can’t keep running away from the people who are still here.”
    “I-”  You took a deep, shaky breath. Could you really come clean and tell Derek the truth about that night? 
 “I don’t want to talk about Kate.”
    “Okay,” he agreed. “We don’t have to.”
    He watched as the tension melted from your shoulders. Any questions he had about Kate weren’t going to be answered tonight.
    He let go of your hands and leaned back. “Can I ask you something?”
    “As long as it’s not about me and Kate.”
“You know, I’ve never seen you with a...you’ve never had…”
Derek paused for a bit, unsure how to broach the question.
    You let out a disbelieving laugh, wiping the stray tears from your face. “Are you asking me why I’ve never dated anyone?”
    Derek went red. “I just…I haven’t seen you with anyone in, like, ten years.”
     “Dating is kind of hard when your whole life is a secret, don’t you think?”
    He nodded. “Yeah. I get that, but some people already know.”
    “Which reminds me,” you said with a smile. “What happened to Braeden?”
    “Nothing. I mean, she was a great fighter, a great person, but…”
    “But what? She wasn’t good enough for the big, bad Derek Hale?”
    Your voice was teasing, but Derek wasn’t smiling back at you. In fact, he looked pretty grim.
    “No,” he said softly. “She wasn’t you.”
    The words slipped out before he could stop them. The minute he spoke, he realized he had made a mistake. You were staring at him in absolute shock, but now he had told the truth, and he had to keep going.
    “It’s always going to be you,” he admitted. “No matter what I’ve done, who I’ve been with…I’m always going to love you.”
    “Derek, all I’ve ever done is hurt you.”
    “That isn’t true. Y/n, I love you and I know you still love me.”
    You couldn’t deny it. You had loved Derek since you were fifteen, and you always would.
    “Please,” he begged. “Just stop running from me.”
     His green eyes were desperate and pleading. When you looked into them, you caught a glimpse of the Derek you had fallen in love with those years ago. The one who would have done anything, even died for you, if it meant keeping you safe. 
     Maybe it was time to let him try.
     “Okay. I’m done running.”
     You moved forward, closing the distance between the two of you. His lips met yours, and for the first time in ten years, you kissed him back. One of his arms came around your waist and pulled you closer, up and into his lap. 
     You clung to him, to the warmth emanating from his chest. You had ached for Derek for so long, ever since he had ended your relationship. It hadn’t mattered that he had forgiven you years ago. You never let yourself give in to those feelings until now.
 Your love for Derek was something you had kept locked away and hidden with the darkest parts of yourself. Now, as you faced what might possibly be the end of your life, you realized you couldn’t keep it from him any longer.
    “Wait. I need to show you something.”
    Derek followed you as you pulled away and rose from the couch. His brow furrowed in confusion, but he walked behind you as you headed toward your bedroom. 
    “I swear to god,” you told him, as you opened the door. “I’m not crazy.”
    “I know you’re n-”
    Derek froze. His words caught in his throat as you revealed the inside of your room. One entire wall was covered in newspaper clippings, looseleaf note pages and printed out photos. Almost all of them had been scrawled on with sharpie, and some of the items were connected with red string tacked to each piece. 
    You walked over and grabbed a single piece of paper, tearing it from where it was stuck to the wall. You offered it to Derek silently, and he gently took it from your hand. 
    He recognized Kate’s handwriting instantly. His stomach churned as he began to think of the love notes she used to write him, all those years ago when he had fallen for her manipulation.
    The note was short, but the four words scrawled on the paper were enough to make the hair on his arms stand up. 
    “‘I’m coming for you,’” he read aloud.
This was why you had been so desperate to find Kate. You had wanted to get to her before she could find you.
    “I should have told you,” you said softly. “I just…I didn’t want you to get hurt, Derek. I couldn’t live with myself if something happened to you.”
    Derek had a deep frown etched onto his face. He shook his head and then stepped forward to envelope you in his arms. 
    You stood there for a moment, stunned, but leaned into him nonetheless. 
    “God, Y/n, how do you think I would feel?”
    You didn’t say anything. Instead, you just buried your face into his warm shoulder. He reached up, running a comforting hand down your hair.
    “She’s killing hunters, isn’t she?” he asked. “Everyone from her past.”
    “I think so,” you whispered. “And I’m pretty sure I’m next.”
    He reached up, cupping your face in his hands. “She’s not going to touch you, Y/n. I promise.”
    You nodded, not sure what else to say.��
    “Do you trust me?” he asked softly.
    You took a deep breath. 
    Your relationship with Derek had become so twisted and broken. After the death of your parents and the fire, you had known things could never be the same between the two of you. For years, you weren’t sure if you could even be allies.
     Now, you were beginning to realize that, despite the rift between you, Derek had never stopped fighting for you. 
     “If there’s anyone I can trust,” you began. “It’s you.”
      Derek nodded. He began to turn away, but that was when you grabbed his hand. 
      He smiled against your lips as you tugged him closer. He couldn’t remember the last time he had been this happy. 
     Derek walked you backwards until you hit the edge of your bed. Your duvet began to brush against the back of your thighs. That was when he reached down and scooped you up, wrapping your legs around his waist. 
      He laid you onto the bed and you tugged him down by his shirt, attempting to close the distance between you. You had been apart for too long. You needed him close, and Derek was happy to oblige.
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      A few hours later, Derek awoke and rolled onto his side, feeling the cool fabric of your sheets brush against his chin. He groggily reached out for you, but his fingers only found empty covers. The space where you had been sleeping still felt warm, as if you had only gotten up moments ago. 
     A twinge of unease crept down his spine, but, for a moment, he assured himself that  you must have gotten up for a glass of water. That was when the coppery smell of blood wafted toward him. 
     Derek lept from the bed, throwing open the door with a bang. He followed the scent of your blood, only to find you in the living room. You weren’t alone.
     “Hi, Handsome.”
     In the moonlight shining from the window, Derek could see Kate standing there, holding a clawed hand to your throat. 
      Her blonde curls shimmered in the light. Kate looked like she always had, beautiful and blood-hungry. 
      She was grinning at him, revealing her sharp canines. She held a shotgun in her other hand, already stained red with your blood.
     There was a large gash on your head, no doubt the way Kate had subdued you. Blood was still dripping down your face, trickling onto your neck. 
     “Let her go,” Derek snarled. 
     Kate burst into laughter. “Seriously? Could you be any more cliche, Derek?”
     He let out a low growl. Kate rolled her eyes.
      “Let her go, or what?” she asked smugly. “In case you didn’t notice, I’ve got all the leverage here.”
     Derek met your eyes. They were filled with tears. 
     “What do you want?”
     “No, no, no,” she mused. “This is between me and Y/n.”
     She let out a sharp laugh and tightened her grip on your throat. Derek winced as you let out a pained, choking sound.
     “Would you believe that this little bitch has been trying to hunt me down?” she asked Derek. “She was going to try and kill me! After everything I did for her!”
     “Fuck you,” you managed to choke. 
     Kate let out an enraged snarl. In seconds, she was tossing you onto the floor. You hit the cold, wooden floor with a violent thump. 
     Then, Kate was pressing the muzzle of the shotgun up to the side of your head. 
     “Kate, no!” Derek shouted. “If you kill her, everything you taught her means nothing!”
     The Blonde paused. She glanced back at Derek with suspicion. “You’re just trying to stop me from blowing her pretty little head off.”
     “I don’t want you to kill her. You’re right. But you don’t want to kill her either. Everything that you did, everything you taught her…it made her who she is. I can tell that you’re proud of her.”
     You glanced up cautiously. Kate was gazing down at you, past the barrel of the gun. 
     She was wearing an expression that was so foreign, you felt like you had been transported into an alternate reality. Derek was right. As fucked up as it was, Kate was proud of you.
     “She’s the one thing you did right, isn’t she?” Derek continued. “If you kill her, that all goes to waste.”
     “I made you,” she said softly. “And you were going to try to kill me.”
     “I-I was,” you admitted. “But only because that’s what you taught me.”
     Kate laughed. “You’re right about that, Kiddo. See, you like to think that we have nothing in common. But we’re the same…more than he knows.”
     She nodded over her shoulder at Derek. “Or does he know?”
    You were silent. Derek watched as the color drained from your face. Kate let out a sharp peal of laughter. You flinched at the sound.
    “You are exactly like me,” she mused. “So what? You’ve been lying to him all these years?”
    “What are you talking about?”
    Derek glanced between the two of you. Kate’s expression was gleeful. You looked horrified.
    “Tell him,” Kate ordered, leveling the gun at you once more.
    Your voice came out in a broken whisper. “I can’t.”
     “Then I’ll shoot you, and I can tell him after you’ve bled out on the floor.”
     When you didn’t say anything, her finger moved toward the trigger. “Suit yourself.”
     “Stop!” Derek ordered. “Y/n, just tell me. Whatever it is, I won’t care.”
     “I wouldn’t make promises you can’t keep, Derek.”
    “Kate, please,” you begged.
    “Tell him!” she snarled, slamming the butt of the gun into your face once more.
    You collapsed onto the floor with a cry of pain. Kate had hit you so hard that white bursts were exploding across your vision.
    Derek had to fight to hold himself back. If he made one wrong move, Kate would kill you without a second thought. He watched, practically trembling with rage as you pushed yourself up on shaky hands. A bruise was already beginning to form across your cheek.
    “Last chance,” Kate told you. She pointed the shotgun at you once more. “Tell him you’ve been lying to him.”
    “Fine,” you whispered. 
    You looked up at Derek, and when you spoke, your voice was thick with shame. “Kate didn’t kill my parents. I did.”
    The stunned look on his face only confirmed that you had been right to keep it from him. 
“What?” he asked. “But you always said-”
    “She lied!” Kate snarled. “And she told you I did it? No. She killed them on the full moon. Not me.”
    “I didn’t want to-”
    “But you still pulled that trigger,” Kate cut in. “That’s why you’re just like me, Y/n.”
    “You locked me in the distillery with them!” you screamed.  “They were going to tear me apart!”
    Derek watched as the tears streamed down your face, leaving streaks in the blood that was already beginning to dry on your skin.
    “You did exactly what you were trained for,” Kate snarled. “Hunt and kill…and that’s all you’ll ever be able to do. Just like me.”
    “You’re right,” you whispered shakily. “I am just like you.”
    Kate smirked. “See? I told y-”
    Before she could react, you swept your leg into hers, knocking her off balance. 
     Kate roared as she fell onto her back, fumbling with the shotgun. When she managed to get to her knees and point the gun toward you, you were ready. 
     You shoved the barrel away just in time. As Kate pulled the trigger, the bullet sailed toward your living room window and shattered the glass. 
     Derek took the opportunity to lunge toward Kate, but she quickly ripped the gun from your grasp. She backed away from you and racked the shotgun. 
     You screamed as the bullet hit Derek in the chest, creating a large, bloody hole in his shirt. He let out a painful, ear-splitting howl, but then his knees hit the hardwood floor. A few moments later, so did the rest of him. 
     Kate began to pull more shotgun shells from her pocket, but you tackled her to the ground before she could load the gun. It spilled from her hands and clattered onto the floor, but she didn’t stop.
     “You stupid little bitch,” she snarled.
She yanked you up by your hair, shoving you into the wall behind you. The plaster cracked at the force.
Kate was pinning you by the throat. You scratched and clawed at her arms, but she was so much stronger than you. A scream was working its way up your throat, but you couldn’t breathe enough air to let it out.
This was the moment you had been terrified of. This was the moment Kate promised would come. 
She grinned at you, and you could tell she knew it too. That was when she thrust her claws into your stomach.
The pain was sharp and immediate. A strangled gasp escaped from your lips. Your fingers slipped from her hand on your throat, instinctively clutching at your abdomen.
“No!” Derek shouted. 
“Say hi to mommy and daddy for me,” she spat, before yanking her claws away. 
You fell to your knees, clutching your bleeding stomach. 
Then, the world suddenly tilted. You found yourself lying on your side with your cheek pressed against the wooden floor. Through blurry vision, you could see Kate climb out of the broken window.
The coppery taste of blood began to well up in your mouth as she disappeared into the night.
“No, no, no!”
Derek was suddenly leaning over you, pressing down onto the wounds Kate had left. Your vision went white with the pain, and you were pretty sure you screamed, but everything was hazy. 
Derek was breathing heavily, barely able to hold himself up as he held pressure to your wounds.
“Y-you,” you gasped weakly. “You’re hurt.”
Derek shook his head. “I’m healing. But you…”
“D-Derek-“
“Scott and the others are coming. They heard me howl.”
The look on his face was still stricken. 
“Not fast enough, huh?”
“I don’t know. I-I don’t know.”
You swallowed, gagging bitterly for a moment on the blood in your mouth. “I’m sorry for…for lying…for everything.”
“No.” His green eyes were welling with tears. “No. No you don’t have to apologize. I never should have believed Kate. I never should have let you go.”
“I pushed you away.” You reached up, grasping one of his hands, which was now wet with your own blood. “I’m…I’m most sorry for that.”
Your grip on his hand began to grow limp, and Derek could tell you were fading. 
“No!” he cried. “No, Y/n, come on. Stay awake. Please. Please!”
This was Derek’s worst nightmare, repeating itself all over again. The thought of losing someone else he loved, losing you, was unthinkable. 
You looked back up at him, but it was a struggle to fight the darkness creeping at the edge of your vision. Soon, the sound of his desperate voice began to fade too.
“Y/n, come on, please. I can’t lose you. I can’t…I can’t…”
His face began to blur, along with the other dark shapes that had entered your vision. You were just barely able to recognize a familiar pair of brown eyes before white hot pain spread through your arm and up your body.
Then, there was nothing.
—--
    You woke to the sound of birds chirping. The incessant chattering was sharp in your ears, almost painful.
When you opened your eyes, you could see bright sunlight shining through a row of large, square windows. You flinched away from its intensity, rolling over onto an unfamiliar mattress. 
You yanked on the fluffy gray comforter wrapped around you, pulling it over your head in an attempt to block the light and sound out. Once you were enveloped in the darkness, you tried to orient yourself.
The last thing you remembered was being attacked in your apartment, but you definitely weren’t there anymore. That was when you felt the bed dip. 
A warm hand came down to rest on your shoulder. “Y/n? What’s wrong?”
“The light,” you whispered. “It hurts.”
“Ah.”
 You felt the bed shift and,suddenly, the covers by your feet were being carefully lifted up. 
He wriggled under the comforter until he had crawled up beside you in the bed. His warm fingers came to rest on your cheek. 
“Hey, look at me.”
You opened your eyes. Derek was studying you carefully. “Do you know what’s happening?”
You thought back to the night before, when Kate had nearly killed you. Your hand came up to touch your abdomen. There should have been pain where Kate’s claws stabbed through you, but there was only smooth, bare skin.
When you pulled up the oversized T-shirt Derek had dressed you in, you saw that the wound had completely healed. 
“Scott bit me,” you realized. 
Derek nodded solemnly. “I’m sorry. I know he would have given you the choice, but…”
“There wasn’t one.”
“Yeah.”
“She would have killed me, Derek. You guys did what you had to do.”
“I’m still sorry.”
You shook your head. “I’m the one who should be sorry. I should have told you about my parents.”
Derek shook his head. “No. Don’t apologize.”
“But-”
“It wasn’t you. It was Kate. Nothing you told me changes the way I see you.”
He stroked his thumb down your cheek, swiping away the tears that were beginning to fall. “Nothing could ever make me stop loving you. You have to know that.”
“What if I hurt you?” you ask. “What if I can’t control myself on the full moon?”
“You’ll be able to eventually. It takes practice and patience.”
“I’m not very patient,” you muttered. 
Derek smiled. “Trust me, I know.”
You looked up, playfully smacking him in the chest. He caught your wrist, and pulled you closer. His other arm snaked around your waist, tugging you against him until your lips met his.
You felt surprisingly giddy, even though you were terrified at the thought of what would come next. You weren’t sure how you would handle becoming a werewolf, or what that would mean for your relationship with Derek. 
Yet again, the life you knew had been ripped away from you in a single night.  While the idea frightened you, you had a feeling that, this time, it was for the better.
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Chapter 11 of Memories Reforged (Din Djarin x F!Reader)
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Summary: After your previous failed job, you and the Mandalorian have to find a way to repair your reputation with the guild A/N: Long time no see friends! Thank you all for being so patient during my *checks notes* OVER A YEAR LONG HIATUS? I posted a personal update if you want to know more, but im happy to be back and writing again! and im glad i got this out before the season 3 premier! I hope y'all enjoy!
You shoot awake, eyes wide and drenched in a cold sweat, heart racing as the lingering images of your nightmare slowly give way to the familiar cockpit around you. It’s like deja vu. The familiar low whirring sound of the engine, soft beeping from the control panel, and smearing starlight through the cockpit allowing you to relax and calm your breathing. How strange it feels to know that all of this could have been so different, yet you're still here. It feels like it’s been months, years even, despite truthfully only being a day and some change…but here you are. Back on the Mandalorian’s ship, back in hyperspace, waking up in the copilot's chair, as if you weren’t planning on never returning just days ago.
You sigh and run a hand over your face to wipe away some of the remaining sweat. As you lean back to acclimate to being awake, you glance over to your helmet resting on the dashboard. The blur of hyperspace illuminating its visor, and twinkling particularly bright along the seam of a crack through the corner of it. Each glint of passing stars an achingly familiar reminder of the cause. 
“Morning.” You mutter to it, as if he could still somehow hear you, and quiet enough that no one else could. Almost like a secret, you muse to yourself. 
You shake your head to rid yourself of the ridiculous thought and lean forward to pluck a few bounty pucks off the top of the nav comp. You shuffle through them and click one to life, reading through the information with a sigh. Nearly on cue you hear the familiar footfalls of your newest comrade, followed by the sound of the cockpit doors sliding open as the Mandalorian enters. 
“Kid still sleeping?” You ask as he makes his way through.
“Yeah. Anything good?” He returns as he settles into his seat. 
“Well, let’s see…” You shuffle through the set of pucks in your hand, holding them up as you list them off, “Missing person, another missing person, chump change for a bail jumper, and would you look at that!” you flick one to life and hold it out in your palm for him to see, “A teenage runaway with a misdemeanor from the mid rim!” 
The Mandalorian stares at it for a moment in what you can only guess is frustrated disbelief, before turning away with a sigh. 
“Karga is really fucking us over.” You toss the pucks back to where you grabbed them from and lean back into your seat. 
“We’re lucky he gave us any at all.” 
“We would have been better with nothing at all.” You retort, “They’re scattered across multiple sectors, they aren’t even worth enough to cover the fuel.” 
“Well, unless you have any other ideas, we have to bring our reputation back up somehow or we’ll never get a decent job again.” 
“That’s bantha shit!” You shout, drawing his gaze back to you, “One job shouldn’t have screwed us over that much. We turned her in! How many other hunters had her puck before us and couldn’t even get close? I know it wasn’t perfect, but we still did the job for fucks sake!” You groan in frustration before sinking into your seat defeated.
“There’s nothing we can do about it.” He reminds you, grabbing one of the pucks randomly to check the coordinates and put them into the nav comp.
You roll your eyes, bitterly crossing your arms. It’s true, there was nothing you could do other than get these jobs done as quickly as possible and hope you get some better ones soon…
Unless…
You quickly sit up straight and lean over the edge of your seat, shoving the Mandalorian’s hand out of the way and altering the ship’s route yourself.
“What are you doing?” He asks, irritated by your sudden brashness. 
“We’re going to Carajam.” you reply nearly absentmindedly, brushing him off entirely as you continue to input the exact coordinates you have memorized by this point. 
“Carajam? That’s halfway across the galaxy!” He grabs your wrist to stop you.
“You think I don’t know that?” You lock eyes with his visor, refusing to back down as you try to tug your wrist back.
“So then why would we go there?” He asks darkly and leans in slightly, probably as an attempt to intimidate you. And while you can admit he’s intimidating, he doesn’t intimidate you in the slightest.
You give him a sly quirk of a smile, “To give a little visit to an old friend of mine.”
He tilts his helm in question, so you clarify, “I get double the commission rate on guild bounties. Remember?” 
It takes him a moment to figure out what you’re talking about, to remember your initial exchange when you first agreed to work together back on Jakku and split the reward for the bomber. You see the realization hit him all at once and he only gives a small hum of acknowledgement before releasing your wrist and opting to silently reroute the ship’s course himself.
“I’m glad we’re in agreement.” You state smugly, before leaning back into your seat, suddenly much more comfortable with that victory hanging over you.
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Unfortunately, Carajam being halfway across the galaxy wasn’t exactly an exaggeration on his part. So it’s not too long before you end up needing to take a pit stop along the way for fuel. Your first stop is on some smaller planet in the mid rim you never bothered to get the name of. It’s quaint, but the capital city you stopped in was well developed, a bustling city surrounded by lush green, a frequent running train passing overhead and far above the treeline to more remote areas. You definitely appreciated the balance between the latest developments while still maintaining the natural landscape. 
“Fuel’s going to take a few hours.” The Mandalorian steps beside you, interrupting your admiration, “We should try to find some work while we’re here.” He follows your line of sight and peers out at the expansive treeline and sky train above. Watching silently beside you. 
“Not sure there’s going to be much work here.” You reply, not breaking your gaze, “seems peaceful.” 
“It’s usually the peaceful ones I find the most trouble in.” He argues, and you chuckle in agreement, finally breaking your gaze and turning to him instead.
“Guess we better get to work then.” 
He turns back to you and nods, “Let’s split up, I’ll take the kid and start along the city’s perimeter.” 
“Center stage, you got it.” You give him a little salute and waste no time turning on your heel towards the heart of the city, “Comm me if you get anything good!” 
Walking through the city reminded you a lot of your time back on your home planet. You lived in a smaller “pit-stop” town, but when you were a kid your dad would take you to the capital city sometimes to get parts for the shop, or for a little day trip. It used to be the most exciting part of your boring everyday life. You remember how fascinating it was that things were so different despite being only a day’s trip away by train, and fantasizing how different things could be on different planets. 
Funny enough, here you are, years later, several parsecs from your home planet, thinking how similar things are back home. 
It’s easy to lose yourself in the buzz of city life. Reminisce about a simpler time, before the armor, before bounty hunting, before Ko’van even. A time when you simply ached to see the stars and explore the galaxy to see it for what it was. It’s that exact nostalgia that leads you into a local Caf shop. Nothing reminded you of home quite like freshly ground and roasted Caf. 
A bell rings when you make your way inside, alerting the servers bustling about to welcome you in. Everything was different, yet so familiar. From the sound of grinding beans, to the sharp whistle of steaming milk, and the delicious aroma in the air, if you closed your eyes you almost could pretend you were getting ready to get behind the bar and make some drinks yourself. It was definitely busier than your little take out window back home. Plenty of patrons filled the establishment, idly sipping their drinks and absorbing the calm atmosphere, a sight you would have been envious of had things worked out a little differently for you. 
When you approach the counter, a beautiful young local girl startles and quickly puts down the filters she was prepping, wide eyed and nervous from your presence alone. 
“Were you ready to order?” She nervously asks, putting on her best customer service smile despite her palatable fear. 
“Actually, I’m not from around here, I was wondering if I could ask you a few questions?” You try to come off as friendly with a slight tilt of your helmet–but with the way her complexion visibly lightens, and the audible gulp that follows…you’re pretty positive your intentions aren’t coming across. 
“Uhm…” Her voice quivers and she quickly looks around for any available coworkers to save her from the situation, but when she sees no one she turns back to you with a weary smile, “Let me…um…get my manager for you. Go ahead and take a seat, I’ll get a drink started for you while you wait!” She tries to diffuse a nonexistent conflict. 
You try to tell her it’s okay! That you don’t need a drink. you can go somewhere else! But in her haste she ignores you and you end up deciding to take the seat anyways, not wanting to be rude after you nearly made her cry already just from walking in and existing in the same space as her. You don’t even drink caf anymore.
What a mistake.
Of course she would react like that. You let yourself get carried away in your memories that you forgot the reality of the present. The reality of what you seem like to other people. Trouble. 
You’re mentally cursing yourself alone at a seat at the bar when, what you assume the manager, walks up to you with two drinks in hand. 
“Excuse me,” She grabs your attention, “I heard you had a couple questions? Mind if I sit?” You readily offer the seat next to you, and she takes it, setting one of the drinks in front of you, cupping hers gently and holding it close, “Sorry for the girl at the register. She’s new and we don’t get many visitors…quite like you.” She picks her words carefully to make friendly conversation without offending you. A practice you used to know all too well. 
“It’s not a problem, I should have known better really.” You feel the need to apologize, your own insecurity about not belonging here, eating away at you the longer you sit, “i’m visiting on business and caf shops always remind me of home so I decided to stop in.” 
“Well, welcome home!” She jokes with a warm laugh, “That’s what caf is all about isn’t it? We made you the current house special, all of our syrups are made in house so it probably won’t taste like anything you’ve had back home, but I hope you enjoy it.” She takes a sip from her own cup, before addressing the obvious, “So, you mentioned you were here on business. What can I help you with?” 
“I’m looking for work.” You state plainly. Not on purpose really, you’re just so caught off guard, out of your element. She was right, that IS what caf is all about, It really did feel like home. Every word out of her mouth you can practically taste out of your own. It’s like looking into a mirror–but more like a mirror to some alternate reality where you stayed in your small town instead of running away with a Mandalorian bounty hunter…if that makes any sense at all.
“What kind of work? With armor like that I think it’s safe to assume you aren’t going to be putting on an apron anytime soon.” Her lighthearted joke earns her a chuckle from you. If only she knew.
“No, no. I’m looking to see if you’ve heard of anything strange or unusual going on in town. Any upticks in crime? Unusual characters?” 
She takes a moment to think with a hum as she takes another sip from her cup, unfazed by what most would probably assume to be an odd question, “No strange characters other than you…but actually now that you mention it. I did hear some gossip from some customers that some kids went missing playing near the forest’s edge some days ago.” 
Bingo.
“Missing kids?” 
“Yeah, sorry I don’t know the details, like I said it’s customer gossip–but I guess some kids were hanging out by the forest edge and none of them came home. The locals are chalking it up to some–I don't know–creature I guess,” She waves the thought away, dismissing it, “I don’t buy it, but I do hope they can get found and brought home safe and sound.” 
A creature? Now this was interesting. You aren’t really sure if it’s the kind of lead you’re looking for, but it’s a lead so you’ll take it. 
“Is that the kind of work you’re looking for?” She interrupts your thoughts.
“Honestly,” You start with a chuckle, “I’m not sure, but I’m happy to investigate.” You give her a kind smile she can’t see. Honestly you surprise yourself with how comfortable you’ve gotten in her presence. You don’t even know her name. You’ve only sat down with her less than 5 minutes and yet you feel the same comfort from her that you would feel with a life long friend. 
“Well that’s great to hear, hopefully we can get those kids home safe and sound. If anyone is capable, it would be a Mandalorian for sure.” She flashes you the most charming smile and you feel your heart skip a beat in the worst way possible.
“Oh. Well, I’ll definitely do my best, but I’m no Mandalorian.” you confess.
“Oh!” She looks embarrassed, “I’m sorry, I just thought–with the armor–” 
“No, you’re right it is! It’s just—” You struggle to try and find a way to remedy the situation, you don’t want her to be embarrassed at all, there's no way she could have known. 
But how could you ever explain everything to her? Why would you? The illusion of comfort quickly fades away and all warm feelings of home quickly sour on your tongue. 
“It’s complicated…” You finally breathe out in defeat, but that seems to settle her worry. 
“Well, I wish you luck finding those kids, Mandalorian or otherwise.” She gives you one last parting smile before she stands from her seat, drink in hand, “I need to get back to work, but I’m glad I was able to help.” 
And just like that she's gone. 
You glance at the coffee cup she left in front of you. 
The bar counter seems too big, too clean, next to it. The void of the counter dwarfing it. Isolating it from reality. 
It hasn’t been long enough for it to lose its warmth, but for some reason you still expect it to be cold when you finally pick it up and leave the caf shop. 
You don’t even like caf.
You decide to fill your comrade in on your lead as you start your trek back through the city, but it startles you when his voice crackles through before you even reach the toggle.
“I’ve got a lead.” His gruff voice cuts through the static, monotone and straight to the point.
“Funny enough me too. Mine’s a bit odd though not sure if it’s for us. What’s yours?” 
“Mine too. Kids went missing in the forest, some kind of creature.” 
You pause for a minute. Guess this was your kind of job then. 
“Interesting. I got the same thing.” 
“What?” 
“Yeah. Creature and everything…Hope you like camping, tin man.” You chuckle.
“I’ll meet you at the ship.” And the comm line cuts. 
What a buzz kill.
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When You finally make it back to the ship the Mandalorian is already rummaging inside the weapons locker preparing to gear up for the trip. The child sitting on the floor not too far off, sticking his head into an empty pouch, little fingers covered in crumbs from a previous snack. It’s gross, but in a charming kind of way. 
“What kind of creature do you think it is?” You ask, watching the child wiggle around in the pouch.
“Don’t know.” He replies plainly. Boring.
“Maybe a Nexu?” You shrug.
“Don’t think those are native here.” 
“Well, Rancor aren’t native to Naboo and we saw how that turned out.” Your smirk is obvious despite your helmet.
The Mandalorian halts his movements and slowly turns to look at you in what you can only guess to be displeasure. 
“What?” You feign innocence with a knowing tilt of your helmet. He only shakes his head in exasperation from your antics and goes back to the weapons locker, sorting through ammunition. 
“What’s that?” He asks, without turning back to you. 
“What’s what?” 
“In your hand.” 
“Oh!” You hold up your disposable cup of caf to yourself completely forgetting you still had it, “It’s caf. You can have it if you want, though it’s probably cold now…” 
You aren’t exactly sure why that statement sends a slight pang of guilt through your belly, but it does. You lower the cup and wrap both hands around it as if a phantom of the warmth could seep into your grasp despite the heat long gone from its contents.
The Mandalorian notices your shift in tone and pauses what he’s doing again, but when he turns to face you this time it’s gentler, nearly laced with concern if you didn't know any better. He leans his back against the side of the locker and tilts his helmet, as if investigating you for a moment.
“Don’t want it?”
“No. I hate caf.” The words come out too sharp, too bitter, “They wouldn’t let me leave without it though.” You add on lightheartedly, trying to correct your tone. The Mandalorian clearly doesn’t buy it, he watches you silently as you set the cold cup down on a crate and saunter over to your own supplies to rummage through your own things and pack for the trip. 
You try to ignore the feeling of his lingering stare, it’s clear he wants to press the issue further, investigate your sudden change in tune, but he won’t. You know he won’t, and he knows you know that. So instead he lets it awkwardly hang in the air, hoping you’ll open up on your own accord, but that's definitely not happening.
“How many nights do you think we’ll be out for?” But he doesn’t reply, and you can still feel the irritating presence of his visor burning into the back of yours. You let out an irritated huff and turn to glare at him over your shoulder. 
“What’s your deal?” 
He still doesn’t answer, just stares at you, and you can feel the irritation starting to bubble up in your gut. 
“What?!” You snap at him when he still doesn't answer, “I already told you that you can have it. Get a damn straw if you’re worried about your helmet.” 
He doesn’t say anything. Just sighs and decides to leave it, turning back to his own packing when you angrily turn back to finish yours.
“And choke on it.” you mutter to yourself quiet enough he can’t hear you. 
You only finish packing the bare essentials when you hear footsteps approaching the ship from the open ramp. By the time you get up to investigate, the Mandlorian has already made his way to the ramp entrance. You join him by his side and peer down as two local officers approach. 
You and the Mandalorian quickly exchange glaces before looking back at the two officers. Not good. There were a million reasons for the both of you to be arrested just for standing on this ship alone, no way this could be good. You do your best to play it cool. 
And by play it cool, you mean stand there and not say a word. 
“High suns to you!” one of the officers greets you with a short wave, “Lookin’ for two Mandalorians.” 
The both of you simply stand there. 
“Guess we found ‘em.” The first officer mutters to the second with an exchange of a small glance before the second speaks up. 
“The Major requested we escort you to his office.” 
“What for?” The Mandalorian besides you shortly replies. 
“He’s got a job proposal for you.” 
“What kind of job?” It’s your turn now to give a curt response. 
“Best you both come on down to hear it for yourself.” You and the Mandalorian turn to exchange a look once more. A sort of unspoken conversation. To run, or to cooperate?
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“I’d like to start by humbly thanking you both for agreeing to meet with me” 
The Mandalorian and you stand out like a sore thumb in the mayor's office. It was a combination of the lack of professional, near corporate style dress, and the clear lack of wealth you two possessed in comparison to the far-too-large and extravagant office. The two of you were dwarfed in size standing in front of a desk large enough to threaten the empire, the tiniest of chess pieces positioned in the middle of a rug that looks as new as it did straight from manufacturing, and near insignificant compared to the view provided by floor to ceiling transparisteel, perfectly crafted without a single seem. 
Though, looking over to your comrade and the way the view nearly reflects in his freshly polished beskar…maybe you stuck out moreso than him. 
“What’s the job?” He dryly asks back, not bothering to return the pleasantries the mayor has offered, and the mayor visibly swallows in return. 
“There’s been an incident.” He pauses and looks between the two of you, but when the both of you only offer silent helmeted stares in return he clears his throat and continues, “Children. Children have gone missing, along the forest’s edge.” 
“We’re aware.” You respond far too fast. Your own slightly more polite way of telling him to get on with it. You don’t have all day. The more time he spends yapping about stuff you already know the longer he’s keeping you out of the field, and if there's one thing you’ve learned in your short time bounty hunting, it’s that time is everything. 
“One of them was my niece.” He spits out, nearly shaking as he tries to contain all his bottled emotions. When you and the Mandalorian offer him nothing but the same unmoving blank stare he quickly shifts his gaze away from the both of you, breathing to compose himself before he continues, “This…creature has been plaguing my city for months. I’ve sent out hunter after hunter, but they always come back empty handed.” 
“What kind of creature is it, exactly?” The mayor pauses and looks back at the Mandalorian with a glint of fear in his eyes, “I’ve only seen it once. It was dark. I’ve never seen anything like it before. It was large, had sharp teeth, glowing red eyes…” He squeezes his eyes shut and shudders at the memory, “It was the most horrible thing. Something of a nightmare.” 
“Sharp teeth and glowing red eyes huh?” You can’t help the way the sarcasm oozes from your lips. This guy can’t be serious.
“Please! I know how it sounds, no one believes me!” he shoots up from his seat in desperation, “It’s true! I swear to you, I saw it with my own eyes! Everyone think I’m crazy, but now it’s got my niece and–” 
“Alright alright…” You cut him off, you almost feel bad for the guy, even if this sounds like he had a night with one too many shots of spotchka “How much are you offering? We don’t work for free.”
“I’ll give you twenty thousand credits if you bring me back my niece unharmed.” He pauses and looks between you both as if considering you, “I’ll double it if you can bring the beast to me.” 
“Double?!” you nearly choke. “Prove I’m not as crazy as everyone thinks, and yes. I’ll double it. Forty thousand credits.” The Mayor settles back down into his seat with the offer, folding his hands together in front of him, narrowing his gaze to show the both of you just how serious he was.
You and the mandalorian turn to each other at the same time, and without missing a beat you simultaneously reply,
“It’s a deal.” 
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The mayor hadn’t given you guys much to go off of, he gave you some loose directions to where the kids were last seen, and whatever clues previous hunters had gathered before giving up, which truthfully, wasn’t a lot. 
For now you and the Mandalorian walk through the forest, the kid fast asleep in his pram floating behind you, as you look for anything you can use as a lead. Footprints, any items from the kids, signs of a struggle, at this point even a broken branch would tell you more than whatever information you got. 
“Sharp teeth and glowing red eyes,” You silently chuckle to yourself. 
“What’s so funny?” The Mandalorian questions without looking at you, instead intently scanning the treeline. 
“Oh come on, be real for a second, you don’t actually believe there's some kind of big scary creature out here, do you?”
“I don’t really think it matters.” He deadpans, and you frown.
“You’re a real buzzkill, you know that?” 
He doesn’t reply. Just continues scanning his surroundings and back to the ground for tracks. 
“Oh, I see what's going on,” you frown turns into a devilish grin behind your helmet and you trot ahead a few steps to meet the Mandalorian at his side, leaning over into his line of sight, “You’re scared aren’t you?” 
He purposely ignores your presence, looking right past you past you, “Scared of what?” 
“Oh you’re terrified!” You stand fully in front of him, completely blocking him off so there's no escape from your annoyances, “Terrified, a big scary beast, with glowing red eyes is going to abduct us in the night!” 
He pauses and turns to you fully, giving you that annoyed blank-visor stare you were hoping for, then he sighs. 
“Would you focus on the mission?” 
You chuckle as you turn away and stretch your arms over your head, “I could do this mission with my eyes closed. There’s no creature. The kids are probably out here camping in the woods somewhere as a prank to make the mayor seem crazier than he already does.” 
“Then why haven’t you found them yet?” 
You quickly drop your arms and turn back to him defensively, “Because I’m stuck with your shiny ass. If it wasn’t for you I would have those kids found and turned in by nightfall.”
He scoffs.
“What?” You snap back at him. 
“I think it’s the opposite. If I wasn’t stuck babysitting you and the kid I’d have those kids found in less than that, instead you’re too busy goofing off and making our job harder than it needs to be.” 
“Fine. Let’s split up.” 
He tilts his helmet at you intrigued. 
“We’ll split the job 70/30. Whoever finds the kids the fastest gets the highest cut.”
He goes to speak but you cut him off.
“And! I’ll take the kid. That way when I win, you’ll have no excuse.” 
“Deal.” 
He doesn’t miss a beat. This means business. You had no choice but to win. 
You quickly grab the kids pram and rush off.
“Good luck, Shiny!” You give him a quick wave before fully running off. 
You were surprisingly very confident. This seemed like such an easy job to you. Find the kids, get them to confess there's no creature, and boom! The credits were yours. Not to mention that up until this point, any job leading up to this one, the Mandalorian was seriously getting in your way. You’ll admit you had gotten in his way too, but for the most part you’re confident that without him, you can get this done in no time. 
Though now that you think about it, you really have no idea what his skill level is as a hunter. On Corellia his bounty wandered into the ship by chance, you completely fumbled the mission on Coruscant. You remember him being a relatively skilled fighter back on Utrost, but it was your plan and you ended up saving his ass from getting butchered in the end anyway.
Then again…he did save you on Canto Bight when the job turned sour, and he managed to track down and save you from Eldon–
No. You shake your head. Doesn’t matter. No matter how skilled he was as a hunter you’re confident enough you can still beat him. You figure the kids will probably stick to some form of water, a river, or a lake, or some kind of landmark they could easily find their way back home with, but unknown enough to outsiders that they could evade foreign hunters. So you start there. 
It’s not too long before you stumble across a small creek. Just big enough that it won’t dry it up for a while, but small enough to seem inconspicuous. You start following it deeper into the forest when the kid starts fussing. Great. Maybe if you ignore him for a couple minutes he’ll go back to sleep. You love the kid, you can’t lie, you’ve grown pretty fond of him over your time traveling with him, but right now you were busy and couldn’t afford a distraction. 
You barely make it two steps when his meek whimpers turn into full blown wails. 
“Okay okay! Hey it’s okay! Shh!” You quickly rush over to him and scoop him out of the pram rocking him, and bouncing, anything to keep him quiet, you don’t want to alarm the kids if they’re close and lose your lead. 
But he cries harder, and wiggles, clearly not appreciative of your smothering embrace. 
“Oh kid, please be quiet.” You beg, “We can play in a bit I’ve got work to do.” 
You strain to contain him in your arms as he fights you more, writhing desperately against your embrace, until before you know it, he’s slipped out entirely and plops right onto the floor besides your feet. He sits there for a moment, wide-eyed, and you’re worried he hurt himself and you’ve only got a few short moments before he begins to let out a screeching wail. 
You quickly bend down to comfort him, but before you move an inch, the little menace quickly regains his senses and jumps up taking off in a full blown sprint. You quickly rush after him. How is it even possible something with such tiny legs can move so fast?
Why did you agree to take him again? to prove something? what a mistake you should have let the Mandalorian take him. this kid was going to cost you the job and worst of all? your pride. The Mandalorian cannot win, and worse you cannot lose his kid. 
It’s not too long before the kid trips over his own robes and does a little tumble right into the creek. You’re quick to scoop him up, but not quite quick enough. Almost immediately he starts crying. A full blown sob. Classic tantrum. 
You sigh, accepting defeat. Poor guy probably just misses his dad and ended up soaked and bruised trying to find him. You give him a reassuring couple pats as he wheezes in a deep breath between choked sobs. You take a seat down on the forest floor besides the creek, subconsciously hoping the sound of running water will help calm him. 
You rock him softly and continue to gently pat his back as he helplessly cries in your arms. Well, if any kids were hiding out around here, they’re definitely long gone. You sigh again. You can picture it now, the Mandalorian silently bragging the entire way to Carajam. Only in a way he could, not muttering a word, and completely expressionless with his helmet, but the way he would carry himself alone could tell you, a quick glance that says, “See? I told you so.” 
A tilt that would say, “I’m better than you.” 
You groan at the thought. The thought of him with your credits in his hands all because you agreed to watch his stupid kid. 
You strain to reach up and toggle the infrared on your visor. Best to keep an eye out in case anyone else is out here. You’ve learned that there's no such thing as safe in this galaxy, and in return, no harm in being too careful. At least with the infrared it will be easy to spot someone, hopefully, before they spot you. It flickers far more than usual, occasionally flicking out completely before flicking back on. Your display hasn’t really been the same since the beating it took when Eldon crash landed in Felucia. You lazily scan the environment, ignoring it the best you can, as you continue to comfort the child. It’s when you glance over to where he fell that you have to double take. 
Something on the ground catches your attention, you quickly get up, holding the child tight in your arms and move to investigate something you missed, now illuminated with the infrared. 
Tracks. 
But not from kids. In fact, you’re not quite sure what they're from. Your visor doesn’t auto ID them, and you don’t think you’ve seen anything quite like it. You look ahead a couple feet and there's more. Crystal clear tracks. They were shallow, but they were there, they didn’t seem that old either. How did you miss these earlier? You decide it doesn't matter, and decide to follow them anyway. The farther you follow them, the clearer they get. Straying away from the creek and deep into the woods. 
As the space between the trees gets thinner, you notice some scratches high up on the trunks of them, embedded deep into the wood. Higher up than you were in height, and now you’re confused. You can’t figure out what could have possibly done this, no animal you can think of is that tall, or has prints like that. 
Before you can figure it out, the sound of your name crackling through the comm makes you jump. 
“Come in! Do you copy?” The Mandalorian’s voice echos through and there's a sense of urgency in his voice that you don’t think you’ve heard from him before. 
“I copy. What’s up? Did you find something?” You try to reply over the sobbing child in your arms.  
“The kid–Is the Kid okay?” You don’t think you’ve ever heard him so panicked before.
“What? Yeah–yeah! He's fine–he just tripped. Is everything okay? What’s going on?” “What are your coordinates? We need to meet back up immediately!”  ***
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Rainy day: umbrella ☔
Mayoi Ayase x reader. Just cute fluff.
⭑・゚゚・*:༅。.。༅:*゚:*:✼✿ 
It's the season of rain fall once more. Luckily you brought your umbrella with you today.
"ahm... Where's the colorless umbrella here?"
You spoke too soon. Someone have stolen your umbrella!
"eh... Which one?" Mao who's looking through the set of umbrella at the entrance look at you as his helping you out to find your item.
"obviously the cute one." You said proudly which cause him to sweat drop. "Ahaha... That doesn't describe well enough to find it... There's many cute one here." He scratched the back of his head as he awkwardly chuckle.
"what do you mean I'm not describing it well enough?... My umbrella is the cutest! I design it--- HEY! THAT'S MY UMBRELLA!! THIEF STOP RIGHT THERE!!!" As your explaining you saw familiar colorless umbrella out in the open in the rain. Putting down your stuff to mao hands. You ready yourself.
"Hey don't run--" not even mao can stop you from zooming into the rain.
"I guess, mc going to be absent for school and work tomorrow..." Mao sigh as he watch you run to the person who's holding your umbrella in the middle of the field. Since it's raining so badly, he cannot see who it was.
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"ah... I'm so stupid. I forget I left my key at the field... " Mayoi tearfully mumble as he search for his key under the rain. He was going to go out without umbrella but Shinobi says he clearly have one and shove the cute colorless umbrella ( that have a white chibi face of his and his name hand written in white water proof paint in the inside) to his hand while his ninja club president grab his and his going to help him out search in the other side of the field.
"I'm bothering, chieftain too..." He walk hopelessly under the purring rain. "HEY YOU!!" he almost jump out of his skin when he heard someone scream. "Y-yes?!" He answer back. Soon someone grab hold of him, who seems to run under the purring rain to his side.
"m-mc..?!" He ask worriedly as realize who it was. Drenched like a poor kitten in the rain, it was you who look at him but your eyes widen when you realize who stolen your umbrella.
"So it's Mayoi? You should have told me that your going to borrow my umbrella." You no longer felt anger as you realize it was mayoi who use your umbrella without authorize. But then blush start to appear in your face as you realize he saw the design you drawn and painted at the umbrella.
"E-eh... O-oh... Is the umbrella yours? I'm sorry! I dont mean to use it!" He quickly sum it all together and apologize loudly as the rain pour out louder. "It's fine!" You say feeling a bit cold.
"W-wait--... So this umbrella is yours... Did it mean you brought something with someone like me as a design in it..?" He felt warm all of sudden. He felt embarrassed on his own set of thoughts that you went far to buy one. But maybe it's not what he think...
"Silly mayoi. I don't buy it--" now he felt his heart break.
"--I made it! I hand paint it!' you says with a beaming smile. "Isn't it cute? Like you!" You felt so proud of your work.
"r-really...?" He felt his heart skip a beat as he even forget the two you are under the rain. I-im not cute through..."he can feel his cheeks warming up.
"ehh. Right! Cute is understatement! Your very handsome and beautiful! I really like you!" Somehow maybe your slowly out of your mind you confess to him. You felt dizzy.
"!!???" Mayoi suddenly don't know what to say. "Y-you like me???" Ah he felt his mind is making this all up! But if this is a hopeless daydream he wish he won't snap out of it.
You dizzily hugs him. "L-love you..." You repeated before your knock out cold. With a cold.
"m-mc..?! Oh no! your burning up!" He already forget the key as he hurried to carry you back to the building. Mao who's readying the big comfy blanket at the entrance saw mayoi run to the entrance holding the sick you can't even express how comedic it was. But since he ready himself before hand he give the two the warm cover to dry up.
Mayoi thank him before he brought you to the infirmary. He did put back the umbrella back to the corner with the rest.
"oh. So this what you mean by cute." Mao who watch you two left his view can't help but curious at the umbrella you said is the cutest.
He look at the colorless umbrella with many doodle and drawing of mayoi and almost unreadable calligraphy of his name. With the words "with this umbrella, it felt like mayoi smiling face is like sun under the rain."
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scrabble-scribbles · 2 years
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Slasher Camp AU
just a small fic for my slasher camp au. techically spoilers? but im not gonna do a multichap fic so not really
fic below the cut
They stumbled through the woods, Nancy’s arm around Robin’s waist to keep her standing upright. Robin’s breath was coming out in short, pained gasps, her own arm wrapped around the stab wound in her stomach. Her shirt was drenched with blood, getting onto Nancy’s too.
“Almost there,” Nancy said, and Robin grunted to show she had heard. “Just hold on, Rob.”
The fucker had come out of nowhere when they were coming back from the lake, jumping down from a tree. Both of them had run, looking for anything to use as a weapon, and Robin had gotten one hit in, swinging a tree branch for his leg. Then she had been knocked to the ground, a knife buried in her side seconds later.
Nancy had managed to knock him off, grabbing Robin’s arm and forcing her up. They’d gotten far enough away the killer had either given up, or was waiting to ambush them again. 
“Nancy, I can’t,” Robin gasped out, and now Nancy was practically dragging her through the woods. 
“You have to,” she hissed out. Robin was fucking heavy. “He’s still out here.”
Robin’s legs buckled under her, and Nancy was barely able to keep her from cracking her head on a rock. 
“Fuck, Robin,” she said, crouching by her side. She pulled Robin’s shirt up to check on her injury. It was worse than she thought it was.
Blood was still spilling from the jagged cut, nearly two inches wide, just under her ribcage. The killer must have twisted the knife when he stabbed her, because parts of the injury were torn in a way a simple stab wound couldn’t do.
“That bad, huh?” Robin said weakly, eyes staring right at Nancy. Somehow, she still had that stupid sarcastic grin on her face.
“Hold on,” she said, taking Robin’s hands in her own and pressing them to the stab wound. Robin’s breath hissed out when she touched it. “Keep pressure on that, ok?”
“Aye, aye, Captain,” she said, pressing down harder on her side.
Nancy dug through her backpack, now insanely glad she had brought it. There was an extra shirt inside, a few small towels, two water canteens that were completely full, and a bottle of vodka Eddie had gotten her.
“Just in case,” she remembered him saying as he slid the bottle into her bag.
She would’ve hugged him if he was here now.
Picking the shirt out, she ripped it into long strips for bandages, then took one of the towels and a water canteen. 
The bleeding had slowed a small amount, enough that Nancy could take Robin’s hands away. They were coated red.
“Hold still,” she said. “And be quiet.”
She poured the water over Robin’s wound, moving quick to wipe away the dirt, grime, and blood. Robin’s stomach tensed as she fought to stay quiet, a low groan escaping. 
Once the stab wound was sufficiently clean, she uncorked the vodka. Robin’s eyes landed on it, and she chuckled.
“Drinking now, Wheeler?” she asked, and Nancy took a stick from the ground, and shoved it between Robin’s teeth. Probably disgusting, but they didn’t have any other options.
“Shut up,” she said, dropping the cork into the bag. “Bite down. This is going to hurt like a bitch.”
Something in Robin’s eyes changed, something she didn’t have the time to decipher, but the blonde nodded, jaw clenching around the wood.
Nancy lowered the bottle, lining up with the still-bleeding stab, and nodded to Robin.
Robin shut her eyes, and Nancy tipped the bottle.
Robin’s entire body convulsed, going taught as a bowstring, the instant the alcohol touched the torn flesh. A low whine came from her throat, the sound thin and reedy. Nancy’s face flushed, and she pulled the bottle away, corking it.
Robin’s eyes were shut, her chest and stomach heaving as she breathed through the pain. Sweat dripped down her temple, Nancy’s eyes following it like it was something precious.
When the blonde finally slumped onto the ground, she shook herself, face reddening at her reaction.
The clean towel was pressed to RObin’s side, and the injured girl let out a hoarse cry. Tears slipped out of her eyes, trailing down her cheeks.
“I’m almost done, Rob, I promise,” Nancy said, and helped Robin sit up so she could tie the bandages.
Her fingers moved quickly to keep herself from hurting Robin more, tightening the bandage and tying it behind Robin’s back. 
“All done,” she said, for some reason her fingers moving down to the small of Robin’s back. She didn’t miss the way the blonde shivered at the touch.
Neither of them said anything for a few seconds, Robin just sitting there while Nancy’s fingertips traced over her back.
It was surprisingly intimate, and made Nancy’s skin prickle each time she moved. Robin was still breathing heavily, and Nancy’s eyes were drawn to her shoulders, the bare skin peeking through the oversized shirt almost taunting her.
Her fingers brushed over Robin’s spine, and the blonde shivered.
“Nancy,” she whispered, and her voice was hoarse. From what, she couldn’t tell. 
Nancy pulled her hand back, cheeks flushing as she registered what she’d been doing. She got to her feet, shoving things into her bag. 
“We have to get back,” she said, refusing to look at Robin. “Before he finds us. And you need to rest.”
Robin got up, pulling her shirt down to cover herself, wincing as she did. 
“Yeah,” she said, voice still hoarse, but there was something new to her tone. “Yeah, let’s go.”
Nancy led them through the forest, back to camp. 
She felt Robin’s eyes staring holes into the back of her head the entire way.
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Things had gotten even worse when they got back. 
Somehow, the local authorities had gotten the idea that there had been a highly toxic chemical spill, and had quarantined the area. 
No one in. No one out.
Nancy checked her shotgun again, the pistol and revolver already on her nightstand, ready to be fired at any given point.
The door creaked open, and she tensed, before she saw Robin coming in, hands filled with random items. 
“I got some actual medical supplies,” she said, already talking fast. “Bandages, anti-bacterial stuff because you know that creep doesn’t bother cleaning his weapons and infections are bad enough when you can go to a hospital and we’re all stuck here so we should probably-“
“Robin!” Nancy snapped, immediately regretting it when she saw the hurt look on Robin’s face.
Robin’s mouth snapped closed, face going blank. “Right, sorry, I shouldn’t have bothered you,” she said. “I’ll just, I can go.”
Just before she was about to leave, something stopped her. She looked down, seeing Nancy’s hands wrapped around her wrist.
“No, don’t,” Nancy said. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have snapped at you. You didn’t do anything wrong.”
Robin closed the cabin door, making sure to lock it, and let Nancy lead her to her bed.
Nancy took the medical supplies from her, setting them on the nightstand next to her guns. 
“I shouldn’t have yelled at you,” she said as she wiped her hands off with a clean rag. “I’m just stressed, and I took it out on you. I’m sorry.”
Robin’s eyes stared up at her, something in them she couldn’t read, and she nodded.
“It’s ok, Nance,” she said softly. “I understand.”
God, how was she so good?
“Take your shirt off,” Nancy said, and Robin blushed from the tips of her ears all the way down her neck.
“What?” She squeaked, and Nancy shook her head.
“You brought actual medical supplies,” she said, gesturing to the pile of stuff. “I don’t want your side getting infected.”
Robin seemed to relax at that, the blush still making her ears turn an adorable red, but she stopped looking like Nancy had just said she was going to jump her.
She was still wearing the filthy, torn shirt from their escape in the woods, the blood now dried to a dark brown color. As she was lifting her arms, a soft gasp escaped her lips, face twisting in pain.
Nancy stepped closer without even thinking about it. “Here,” she said, taking the fabric from Robin’s fingers. “Let me.”
Robin just nodded, allowing Nancy to pull the shirt off, leaving her in her spots bra. the scraps of Nancy’s shirt holding the towel to her stomach were filthy, both from dirt and blood.
“Hold still,” she said, untying them. Robin’s breath hissed out when she undid them and pulled the towel away, eyes snapping shut from the pain. “Sorry.”
“Is all good,” she mumbled out. “At least I’m not dead.”
Nancy smiled. “True,” she said. “I’m glad you’re alive.”
She cleaned the stab wound quickly, smearing antibacterial cream onto it before covering it with a thick gauze pad and wrapping it. She tied the bandages off, tucking the ends under the other layers. 
When she was almost done, just tucking in the tail ends, her eyes traced over Robin’s bare shoulders and back. Her face went red, but she couldn’t look away.
Her freckles continued down her back, scattered everywhere Nancy could see. She was surprisingly muscled for her build, each breath Robin took making Nancy lose hers.
“Nance?” Robin asked, and she shook herself, blushing harder. “Everything ok?”
“Yeah, all good,” Nancy said, hopping off the bed to throw away the bloody fabric and towel.
When she came back, she genuinely thought she was going to die.
Robin had pulled her bra and pants off, her completely naked back on full display. Her eyes raked over every inch of skin, mouth hanging open.
She was wearing boxers, worn out enough that the elastic was loose around her hips, low enough to make Nancy combust.
Her suitcase was open on her bed, and she pulled out a gigantic tee, pulling it over her head.
When she turned around, Nancy ducked behind the doorframe, somehow blushing even harder. 
The sound of someone flopping onto a bed came, and she peeked out to see Robin face-down in her bed.
“Rob?” She asked, and the other girl shushed her.
“Too tired,” she mumbled, burying her face in Nancy’s pillow. “Sleeping.”
“You’re in my bed,” she reminded her. 
“Not gonna bite,” Robin said, and Nancy’s eyes widened. “C’mon.”
She pulled the covers back, just enough for them both to get under, and crawled into bed next to her. Robin huffed, a strand of hair falling down on her nose. Nancy tucked it behind her ear, and the other girl’s eyes cracked open.
“Night, Nance,” she said, after a few seconds of staring. Her eyes closed, and she sighed into the pillow.
Nancy’s throat closed up. “Night, Rob.”
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Chapter 9 "A Coffee Date" (Head-Shots | Sniper x Reader)
A/n: Fun fact, I found my art after scrolling through various pieces of fanart.
I fell asleep after enjoying the warmth of Sniper’s camper. The next morning I woke up to the smell of pancakes and bacon being cooked. There was a visible cloudy stream of the smell tickling my nose. 
I lifted up my sleepy head. I very tiredly saw that Mundy was flipping them over in his tiny kitchen. All night, he let me sleep in his bed while he slept in a sleeping bag on the ground. I rubbed my eyes, rising from my thin blanket.
“What time is it?” I asked, yawning. 
“It’s noon-ish,” Mundy replied, looking at his watch. I groaned, dropping back down onto the mattress. I pulled back on the blanket and curled under it.
“It’s too early,” I whined.
Twelve in the afternoon is too early to be up. People need their sleep.
Agreed. I just want to stay lazy forever.
Mundy pulled back the blanket and held before me a stack of pancakes with bacon on the side. “Come on down and you can eat,” he said. I groaned. “It’ll get cold.”
“Fine.” I rolled off the bed and landed on my feet. I followed Mundy outside where he set up a table. The drinks and utensils were already set down. I sat down and he placed the stack of pancakes on the table. He handed me my fork. “Thanks,” I said. He sat down and we began to eat.
A few moments later, Scout and Soldier came jogging up to us. “Hey Scout,” I said with a mouthful of pancakes. 
“Hey,” he said, panting hard. He was drenched in sweat. “What’s up?” he asked.
“Nothing much,” I replied. “How about you Solly? Everything good?”
“It’s all good, maggots!” he exclaimed, patting Mundy on the back. He nearly choked on his food because of Soldier’s harsh pats. I chuckled, taking a sip from my drink. “Well, we gotta get going,” Soldier said. “Need to get this run in, then we’re off to do push ups.”
“Help me,” Scout whispered.
“No can do, mate,” Mundy replied. Scout groaned and ran off, following Soldier. I quietly chuckled. “So Sheila,” he said, “wanna go out for a cup of coffee?” he asked.
“Do we have a ceasefire today?” I asked, perking up a bit. “I could go for a cup of Joe. Will it be at that cafe we met at?”
“It’s the only one in town,” he replied. “We’ll leave after breakfast.”
So after breakfast we left. It was a two hour drive from the base to Teufort. It was busy today, for a small town. We drove past the motel I almost ended up going to. The train station was near. It was a feeling of nostalgia. Just like my first day here, the line for the coffee was short. Mundy led me outside to the same spot where we met. It was even around the same time!
“So, Mundy, what’s the special occasion?” I asked. He rested his face on his cheek, stirring the coffee stirrer. 
“Oi just wanted to take you somewhere nice,” he replied. “It’s not really a special occasion.”
“Uh huh.” I took a sip of my drink. “Ooh, that’s hot,” I said. I placed my drink on the table. “You know, this is actually quite relaxing.”
“Really?” Mundy inquired, tucking his arm under him. 
“It’s great to get away from all the fighting,” I said. He chuckled.
“You’ve only been fighting for a day,” he said. “Can’t be stressed out already.”
“That Spy has been on my nerves ever since I joined RED,” I replied. “He’s so…just… I can’t…  ugh.” I groaned. “I hate him with all my heart." Mundy nodded in agreement.
“Oi hate him too, that bloody bloke,” he said, taking my hand. “Oi won’t let him get close ever again. Just uh, try to keep calm when mentioning him.” I scoffed.
“Fine, I’ll watch myself,” I said, trying to calm myself down. I took another sip of my coffee. So did Mundy. 
“Oh, we should get going,” he said, looking at his watch. “Oi promised Scout Oi’d play a quick round a baseball with ‘im.” 
“You play baseball?” I asked, standing up. 
This is unheard of!
Yeah! He doesn’t seem to be the kind of guy to play baseball!
Mundy smiled and rolled his eyes. 
“Oi only know how to pitch,” he said. He tipped his hat, grabbing our drinks. “Now, let’s get going.”
Another two hours later and we were back home. Scout was in the front yard, er, front of the base, taking swings with his metal bat. I jumped out of the van and disposed of the empty cups. 
No, I did not litter. There was a trashcan nearby. 
“Heya, ya two lovebirds,” Scout said. “Back so soon?” 
“Okay, first of all, don’t call us lovebirds,” Mundy said, getting out of the van. “And secondly, we were gone for two hours.”
“Whatever,” Scout said, rolling his eyes. “Now can you please hurry up? I wanna play some ball before the sun sets.”
“Oi’m coming so quit your whining,” Mundy called back. I chuckled, folding my arms across my chest. He rubbed the back of his neck, standing in front of me. “Well, Oi guess this is where we part ways,” he said. 
“We live in the same base, you know,” I replied, flicking his hat. “Don’t be late for dinner.”
“Oi won’t,” he said. Mundy leaned down and kissed my cheek.
“C’mon man!” Scout exclaimed. “Sun’s going down!” He groaned. 
“Can it be dinner already?” he asked, walking off. I chuckled, shaking my head. I said hi to the other guys as I walked back to my room. It was oddly peaceful.
TOO peaceful if you ask me.
Maybe today is a calm day?
Hmm, perhaps. But don’t let your guard down.
I won’t.
I laid on my bed, tucking my arms under my head. The coffee left a good feeling in me. 
Unfortunately the peace didn’t last long.
“Hello cherie.” Before I could scream or do anything, a handkerchief was put on my face. It was drenched in chloroform and I inhaled all of it, passing out. 
So much for peace and quiet.
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bump1nthen1ght · 3 years
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Late Night Favor (Shadow Monster x Reader)
Genre: Fluff, Urban Fantasy
Warnings: Explicit content up ahead (18+ ONLY), Oral, Fingering
Word Count: 4000 Words
Summary: A couple of small good deeds leaves you with a late night visitor, looking to repay a debt.
Request: "You unknowingly rescue a shadow monster and bring it home with you, after a couple days of lurking in the shadows of your home and recuperating it shows you just how thankful it is." I had this idea forever ago but was never able to execute it. My opening idea was that a few kids are shining flashlights at something, tormenting it, and you swoop in to save it and chase the kids away. You thought they were hurting a cat or something, but find nothing and head home.
What do you think? Would you like to take it on? I'd be honored if you would 😊
A/N: *Throws this into the street to appease for the fact I haven’t updated Out of the Woods in THREE MONTHS IM SORRY*
It was the perfect weather for a lazy day inside. The pitter patter of the rain on your window had almost lulled you back to sleep during breakfast, and the thunder had provided great ambiance for reading. You hadn’t bothered changing out of your pajamas and we’re enjoying a soap opera binge on the coach when the peace was disturbed.
At first it was just the sound of clattering trash cans, not uncommon from the alley outside your window. But then it was followed by the raucous laughter of teenagers, rocks being thrown against the concrete, and a sharp hissing.
You hoist yourself up and off the couch, meandering toward the balcony, expecting to see a bunch of kids fucking around; Maybe using the cover of the fire escape to hide from the rain and smoke some weed.
Ah, memories.
But instead, you see a huddled group of boys pointing a flashlight into the pile of garbage right by the dumpster. One of them picks up a pebble and throws it into the light beam, causing another hiss and a jerk of movement. The boys laugh even louder, the one on the right nudging the one with the flashlight.
“Dude, do it again!”
Flashlight agrees, quickly moving the light into another corner as the one on the left throws a rock in the opposite direction. A shape of pitch black hisses again, deterred by the rock and scared by the brightness. Your brow furrows.
“Hey!”
The boys jump, looking in all directions.
“What are you three doing down there?” They finally look up at you, messy-haired and bleary-eyed. They shrug and ignore you, one even throwing another rock, bigger than before. There’s a sad yelp as it collides with the blackness.
You grit your teeth, grabbing your jacket off a nearby shelf and yell again.
“Fuck off! Leave the poor thing alone!”
They all laugh insufferably, the way most stuck up teenagers do.
“Or what?”
You shrug on your raincoat, picking up the baseball bat you keep strategically placed by your couch.
“Or I’ll come down and make you, jackass!”
You kick open your  fire escape, slippers already damp, and start marching down the staircases. The boys get the message and run away, still jeering and laughing. Seems you weren’t as intimidating as you’d like.
You shuffle down the fire escape, slowing down as you approach the poor creature. You lower your back and peak under the dumpster.
“It's okay, little guy, I won’t hurt ya.” You set down your bat and crouch, kissing your lips as you hold out your free hand. All you see is a hint of glowing eyes, nervously peering out, before the dark shape disappears completely, hidden by the shadow of the dumpster. You’re tempted to sit down and wait for it, hoping to check if the poor stray was injured, but the wet concrete looks unappealing. The bottom of your sweats are already drenched.
You stand up, sigh, and go back up the fire escape. You unlatch the dusty pet door on your sliding glass balcony and make sure to leave a hot thing of milk and some water just outside. You ponder going out to get cat food, but the well-timed weather report tells you to stay off the streets. Slumping back down on the couch, you keep on eye on your fire escape, hoping that whatever it was, it’s okay.
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The next day is sunny, the rain clearing away any air pollution and leaving blue skies to shine down through your window, waking you up extra early. As you sit down with a cup of coffee, switching on the news before starting work, you notice the empty bowls on your balcony.
You set down the mug, walking over to the door and checking the bowls. Seems that little stray had needed the refreshment, as both were licked clean.
You refill them, making sure to add  cat food to your grocery list.
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After a long day of work, you’re feeling particularly domestic and decide to bake some cookies. Your brain is sore after staring at a screen for eight hours straight, a simple task like this is the perfect thing to keep it from melting completely.
You open up your window, letting the cool night air into your kitchen as you check  on your baking cookies. Wiping flour off your pants, you turn on the radio and throw a glance to your living room.
You had set up a tiny blanket pallet right next to your pet door, the weatherman’s warning of another thunderstorm tonight having you worried for your stray. Hopefully a full belly of milk will convince them that your house is safe enough to find shelter in.
But the afternoon is beautiful, not too cold and not too hot, only the slight tang of metal in the air hinting to rain. With a ding from the oven, you take out the cookies and set them on a cooling tray on your window. The smell of cinnamon and sugar wafts over you as you take a sip of your tea, staring out into the city streets. Small puddles still speckle the pavement, catching the headlights of nearby cars and flashy billboards.
A quick sound, something hitting your balcony door, that jerks you out of your reverie. You set down your mug and slowly peek out from your kitchen, wondering if you should’ve grabbed  a kitchen knife. But it’s just your pet door, flapping back and forth in front of two, now empty, bowls. Aww, seems your stray took a step inside. Too bad you missed it.
The gurgle of your stomach convinces you to take a crack at the cookies. If they were too hot, you could just wash them down with a nice glass of milk anyway. Maybe even put on a sitcom while you snack.
You lightly tap the top cookie; Warm, but not unbearable. Steam rises as you break it open, blowing in the middle and taking a tiny bite.
Fuck, good job _____.
They’re perfectly done, just soft enough to melt in your mouth. You grab two more, holding them in between your fingers as you hold the other half in your mouth. Maybe you could bring the batch into work tomorrow, give your coworkers a nice surprise. That is if you didn't have 10 tonight. But 20 should be just enough-
Huh, that’s weird. There's only 19, including the one still dangling out of your mouth.
You could’ve sworn you baked 20.
Well whatever. Your coworkers can handle not coming back for seconds tomorrow.
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“Ow! Fuck!”
You bite your lip, trying not to yell out more curse words as you rub your stubbed toe. You limp to your kitchen, fumbling for the light switch to avoid another incident. All you had wanted was a midnight sweet snack, was that so difficult? You’d thought you could navigate your apartment pretty easily in the dark, but the pain in your foot says otherwise.
The light flickers as you finally find the switch, reminding you that you’re going to need to change the bulb sometime soon. But that's a problem for another day; Right now, it’s cookie time.
You don’t bother pouring yourself a glass or getting a plate, devouring the treat in three bites and throwing back a quick swig of milk. It’s almost midnight, not like anyone’s watching-
Oh, wait.
You slowly close the fridge door, trying to make as little noise as possible so as not to wake the little stray curled up, asleep. The little ball of black was snuggled into the pallet, tossing and turning. A flash of lightning cracks outside your apartment, washing your living room with light. The ball jerks in shock, the thunder afterwards only frightening it more, forcing it to curl up even tighter.  
You take small and light steps towards the tiny bed, not wanting to approach the scared beast too quickly. The room is lit up again by another lightning strike and the little stray forces it’s body backwards and away from the window. You crouch down real low, the small bits of light helping your eyes adjust to the layout.
“How are you doing, little guy?” You whisper, mostly to yourself, tapping your fingers against your carpet. Part of you wants to pet it, but think it might be better not to. No need to startle it. “Is the lightning scary? You can come to my room if you want, I’ll protect ya.”
Midst the black, you see two little eyes, little blips of light that open with another flash of lightning. But they aren’t yellow, nor are they slitted, nor are they anything remotely animal.
They're like the headlights of a car, blinding white with no definition at all. Not even pupils. You're startled, eye’s widening as the creature lifts it’s head. A long smile runs across their face, full of razor sharp teeth.
“Oh my, that sounds delightful.” They purr, and you find yourself losing your footing and falling back on your ass. Your fingers dig into the carpet as their body slowly begins to unfurl out of a ball and stretch into a massive form, as if their whole size had been hidden away somewhere else; Like it had been literally in the shadows.
You scramble backwards, breath picking up as the creature stretches it’s long limbs, colorless eyes still locked onto you as it stands up and up. It rolls back its shoulders as it sits on its haunches, its form still towering over you even when crouched. You notice the shades of huge antlers sticking out from the side of their head, only adding to their intimidating height.
The creature still has that terrifying smile, all canines and no molars, it’s unblinking eyes still staring deep into your soul.
You’ve heard people do weird things in times of high stress, of strong emotions, good and bad. Like the wires in your brains get crossed when trying to find the right response.
“Uh, do you want a cookie?”
You think you get that now.
The creature chuckles, a soft timbre that echoes unnaturally.
“No, dearie, I have already indulged in your confections. You see,” They creature leans forward, falling to its knees to crawl towards you. If it weren’t for the overwhelming fear constricting your heart, you’d almost think it was seductive, “You’ve done so much for me these past days, I think it’d be only fair if I helped you indulge in a far-” The creature’s face looms over yours, their arms caging your sides as they lick their lips, “-sweeter treat, yes?”
Your eyes search their face, trying to find signs of trickery or malice, maybe even some demonic sense of humor.
As if I’d even know what that looks like.
“Are you-” You catch a breath, now noticing the fine musculature of their shoulders, and the definition of their arms, “Are you propositioning me, like, for sex?”
The creature laughs again, their eyes crinkling up as they throw their head back. But when they look back down at you, you can almost feel the lust radiating off their gaze, details be damned.
“Yes, lovely, I am.”
You take your eyes off their face, a little too overwhelmed to stare directly into their blistering expression. Not to mention the blinding light which has begun to put red spots into your vision.
Instead, your eyes fall upon their thick thighs, the small tail waving behind them, and how unnervingly sexy you find the way their claws are digging up your rug.
You slowly move your head, catching the creature’s eyes.
“I-uh-I guess? Yeah, yeah I guess that sounds good. Um, what was your name?”
The creature smirks, a single claw tipped finger tilting up your chin, as they whisper,
“Nocter.”
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Well, this is definitely the weirdest way I’ve gotten someone into bed.
Nocter’s antlers brush against your stucco-ceiling as it pushes you down on the bed, their shining white eyes staring deep into yours. Their lack of pupils is almost unsettling, but when they run their claws down your chest and pinch your nipples, you find it hard to care. You bite your lip, fighting back an embarrassing whimper as they trace one finger around the bud, pebbling the skin.
“Aww, has it been a while, sweetling?” You roll your eyes, but let out another squeak as they flick their thumb across your other nipple, the palm of their hand pressing against your ribcage.
“M-maybe.” You mutter, digging your finger into your bed sheets as their hands dance across your skin. One pulls up the bottom of your pajama shirt as it nudges one of their legs in between your thighs, pushing their knee up against your crotch.
“Don’t worry,” They push the fabric up to your neck, laying a kiss on the center of your stomach, then your chest, and then your jugular. When they plant one on your jaw, they lean in real close, “I’ll make sure to treat you right.”
Nocter’s long tongue splays against your jaw, licking a stripe up your cheek as one of their hands moves from your chest to the waistband of your shorts. They slip a couple fingers underneath, lightly petting the area right above your crotch. They’re such a tease, and you love it.
Nocter pecks the side of your face, over and over, while their hand moves further and further down your body at an agonizing pace. Their hot breath sends goosebumps down your neck, washing over your face as they exhale with every kiss. You catch them off guard when you turn your head toward them, catching their lips-mid peck and eagerly sticking your tongue outward. They purr with delight, their thin almost-lips quickly devouring you.
A long string of saliva connects the two of you as you detach, taking the time to shimmy out of your shirt. You pull them closer, your hands digging into their shoulder muscles and fingers just brushing over the long ridges on their back. They chuckle once again, pulling their fingers out your shorts and merely digging their palm into the fabric of your crotch.
“Eager, huh?”
“Shut up,” You mumble in between kisses, “This is for me, isn’t it?”
“Ohoho,” kiss, “Someone’s showing their feisty side a little early.” kiss, “What happened to my benevolent, saintly saviour?” kiss.
You pull away from their lips, quickly latching onto the crux of their neck and taking a nip. “S’not fair.” You say, taking a deep whiff of their skin as you suck and bite. They smell like brimstone and a bonfire, not quite what you 're expecting, but not unpleasant. “You can’t tease me like that and not-” Your cut off as the pad of one Nocters fingers presses up against your entrance, the fabric only amplifying the sensation as they begin to tease it.
“Deliver?” Nocter finishes, sinfully smug. You throw them a glare. “I’m a good guest, scout’s honor.”
You roll your eyes right before they lock you into another kiss, rubbing the pads of their fingers up and down your crotch. They use their hand to push you backwards, sinking deeper into the mattress as they situate their knees under your thighs. One they pull back from the kiss, your face and lips thoroughly debauched, your legs are splayed up on their pelvis and they easily slip off your bottoms. Nocter takes a whiff of your underwear, the crotch now slightly damp, giving you a wink before they throw it over their shoulder.
You jerk your hips slightly upward, and Nocter tuts.
“Patience, sweetling.” They roll a hand down your abdomen, fingers splaying onto your stomach, nails just teasing the skin. With a kiss to your inside calf, Nocters hand ghosts across your entrance. You can’t help biting your lip, the heat and their touch sending your mind into a frenzy.
They continue a path of kisses down your leg, now pressing their finger right up against your hole. They only pause to suck on their index and middle fingers, coating them with a heavy and blue-tinted saliva. Once they’ve reached the middle of your thigh, nipping at the apex, they sink into you.
Nocter’s fingers are long, articulated and move with sure movements. They start off slow, scissoring you open, simpering as you dig your nails into your bed sheets. The pads of their fingers push against your walls, just grazing sensitive spots as they make a slow ‘come hither’ motion. Your hips jerk forward, humping into their palm. They smirk against your skin, nipping another love bite as they retract their fingers until only the tip remains. You catch your breath, holding it until they sink back into you, shoving their fingers forward with far more force.
You whimper as their fingers pull back, only to follow with quicker thrusts. Nocter’s aim is pin-point in finding the most pleasurable spots inside you, the feeling only amplified by the pinpricks of their teeth into the fat of your thigh. The tip of their tongue licks hot trails of spit tantalizingly close to your hole, which clenches around their bony fingers. The slick sound of your juices, the skin of their palm slapping against yours, is downright pornographic.
Your legs try to clamp around their shoulders, the overwhelming stimuli triggering an instant reaction, but Nocter pins your right leg down to your bed easily, never losing focus on fingering you. The tips of their claws trace the inside of your leg, the hard edge of their wrist digging into fat.  Your fingers reach to grip around something, anything to keep you grounded as the knot in your stomach grows tighter and tighter. They find their way around Nocter’s left wrist; You’re almost afraid you’ll leave bruises, before remembering how sturdy every part of their body seems to be.
You let out a whimper as the crests of an orgasm seem to overwhelm you, nearly gasping as Nocter quickly removes their fingers. In any other state of mind you might have made a comment, look down and wonder why they’ve stopped. But the heat in your belly compels you to grip their wrist tight and to throw your hips upwards. With a desperate breath, you plead,
“P-please! Please, don’t stop.”
Nocter doesn’t chuckle, doesn’t make a sly remark about your neediness or your lewd movements. They lean forward, giving another kiss right below your navel, and pet your wrist.
“Of course, dearie.”
With a wink, they lean down a lick a long stripe up your hole, giving one last kiss to your leg before plunging their tongue inside.
You didn’t think it was possible for them to reach even deeper inside you with their tongue than their fingers, but the sparks which fly in your core say otherwise. The ridges of Nocters tongue brush against your walls as they flick the appendage back and forth, the tip pressing forward with controlled motions. It doesn’t thrash back and forward haphazardly, but reaches for those sensitive spots and plays with them.
“Oh, f-fuck!” You yelp, feeling an icy-cold liquid run down your ass. From the sound of smacking lips and muffled moans, it must be Nocter’s saliva. They let out a groan, pushing their jaw forward as their eyes clenched shut. The hand on your leg pinches skin as it tightens up, the other pressing your hips down, but the pressure they apply is phantom at best. Nocter seems to revel in your pleading humps for more, meeting each movement with a thrust of their jaw, the base of their tongue stretching you open.
The two of you keep that rhythm for what feels like an eternity, but is probably only a couple of minutes. Sweat drips down your chest and off of your belly, your legs muscles on fire as you continue to push upward and into Nocter’s face. You start feeling that impending wave begin to crest again, with your limbs shaking and your throat hoarse.
“Nocter, I’m gonna cum. I’m gonna-I’m so close!”
This time, Nocter doesn’t let up on their pace, reaching one hand down to deliver a hard slap on your ass and forcing a yelp out of you. Your speech devolves into slurred curses and your hands move to touch them, to find some grasp in reality. Nocter continues to suck and tongue-fuck your hole as your thighs clench around their head. Your humps are tiny and weak, your lower half barely holding itself up.
The knot gets tighter, a firecracker fuse about to blow in your abdomen. In the heat of the moment, your hands find their way to Nocter’s scalp and grab onto the base of their antlers. Their moan rumbles through you, right before you yank their head forward, their tongue hitting the deepest part of you as you shutter and-
“I’m cumming!”
Another moan vibrates against your hole as your body shudders and jolts, your hips still pressed firmly against Nocter’s face. But in the next moment, a heavy weight falls over your body, slumping you down onto the bed. Your chest heaves, eye’s fuzzy as Nocter’s tongue ‘pop’s out of you.
Your gaze wanders over your stucco ceiling, droplets of sweat rolling down your neck as you try and catch your breath. You can feel Nocter’s large hands rolling a massage into your thighs, their own heavy breathing brushing over your crotch.
A fuzzy shape of pure black comes into your vision as Nocter hovers over you, their body hovering just an inch above yours. They give you a small peck on the cheek.
“Feel good?” They whisper.
All you can do is nod, your shaky hands wandering over their back. There’s no sign of sweat on their skin, but you can feel the heat running off of it as they nuzzle into your neck.
As your fingers dance over the ride of their back, you can hear the rumble of a low purr coming from their chest, but they stay hovering over your body. You press your hands into their back, applying weak pressure to encourage them to relax.
“It seems I’ve repaid my debt.” Nocter murmurs into your ear, pushing themselves up onto their hands, pulling even farther from you as their eye’s look around your room. You keep your hands wrapped around their waist, stopping them from fully getting up. They look back to you, white eyes slightly widening.
“Would you-” You take another deep breath, “Want to stay? For the night?”
Nocter stares at you, the black void of their face almost unreadable. But when they run a claw down the side of your face, it burns with affection and longing.
“Would you want that?”
Your room is nearly pitch black, only the lights of the street peeking in between your curtains. Nocter’s body seems to absorb all light near it, their hot body like a heating pad. But their eyes are so bright, so full, so mesmerizing; Like a full moon on the dark city sky.
“Yes, I would.”
Nocter’s nods, their expression barely changing, but you think you can see a hint of a smile amidst all the black. They let their body relax, pressing their chest against yours as they sink into the sheets and nuzzle back into your neck.
You can smell the sweat coating your body and feel the way you stick to the sheets. Frankly, the both of you kind of smell.
But it doesn’t stop you from snuggling into Nocter’s body, eye’s heavy as you peacefully fall into sleep.
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