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lareinenoir · 5 years

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∆Take it all Back ∆

Loki x Female! Reader

Request : Hi, I’m new at this (don’t even know if this is how you do it) but I was wondering if you could write some angst where reader is loki’s wife during Ragnarok, I don’t know the plot could be up to you. Please and thank you very much.

Summary: Loki is now the king of Asgard. All he seems to care about is the throne and the love connection just isn't there anymore.

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"Loki we have to talk about this." You say folding your arms as he continued walking around the room. "We can't ignore this forever."

"Y/N, its the fact that I'm trying not to think about it and you bringing it up is driving me mad!" He shouted and I take in a sharp breath. "I can't think about it, Y/N."

"Fine then don't and watch it fester in your heart and when we get into another argument you are going to remind yourself of that pain all over again," I say back sucking in my cheeks. "And you know what...I'm not even sorry I did it."

His eyes turn to me and a snarl leaves his throat. Loki's eyes burned a hole in mine and that was the first time I actually felt something from him in a while.

Loki shakes his head and said to me, "How dare you! You aren't sorry? Really!"

"I was lonely!" I shout back poking my fingers at his chest. "I forget sometimes why the hell I married you in the first place Loki." I say bitterly. "All you do is sit on your arse and pretend to be someone you are not. You don't lay with me and give me any type of pleasure. The last time you touched me was the night you kinged yourself! So FORGIVE me for finding the idea of Thor touching me more pleasing!"

Loki quickly grabbed my throat and my back was against the wall. Loki didn't squeeze but I wanted him to rough me up a bit. I couldn't help but feel my opening pulse with excitement. I took in a breath and felt my lips curve into a smile.

"Watch your tongue, woman." He hissed as I lick my lower lip. "I'll make you regret your words."

I leaned into his forehead and whispered, "I dare you." A smirk playing on your face

I wanted him to take off my clothes and bend me over that bed face first. I want to feel him touch me, touch my body like he used to. I am tired of feeling numb.

He didn't. He let me go and I fixed the sleeve of my dress that was falling. Loki was walking away and I scoffed. "Enjoy your theater Loki." I tell him, leaning on the wall.

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I had walked in on the last bits of the play and watched my husband sit in his chair laughing it up with the guards and women. Those pretty, young women. I felt my fist ball up as one of then touches his shirt.

"Touch my hus-King again, girl." I say to her in the ear "And I'll have you thrown off the rainbow bridge."

Loki must've heard me because he looked up for a brief second watching the girl scurry off.

Just as I was about to speak, I see Thor walk in with his knee bent down to Odin.

"Oh, shit." Loki mumbles

He then announced loudly,

"My son! Thor has returned! Greetings my boy."

I fold my arms and watch him carefully. Would Thor believe this was his father?

The internal shock I had was, was Loki going to get caught?

What happens now that Thor is back?

His brother interrupts my thoughts saying,

"It's an interesting play. What's it called?"

He spent more time on it then I thought. His ego was getting the better of him and it annoyed me very much.

"The Tragedy of Loki of Asgard. The people wanted to commemorate him."

Pshaw! Yeah right. Loki wanted to commemorate himself and I sat there and watched. Watched him forget all about me.

Thor then replied a bit questioning,

"Indeed they should."

They both stare at the statue of Loki. Sometimes I'd sit there in front of it and rant to him. That statue Loki seemed to be a better listener than the real one.

"I like that statue. A lot better looking than he was when he was alive, though." He jokes and I crack a smile. "A little less weasely. Less greasy maybe."

I have never met Thor. Right now standing a couple feet away, he was indeed very handsome.

His humor...Loki never told me he was funny.

I feel Thor look to me and I quit laughing and look to the ground. "And who might you be?" He asks me and I swallow

" Y/N. A uh...um" I feel Loki staring at me. I couldn't exactly say wife to Odin. That would be so awkward. "Odin's advisor." I smile bowing to him

"Ah," he chuckled taking my hand and laying a neat kiss in my fingers. "Lady Y/N. Its a pleasure to meet you. Why you are very...beautiful."

"Why that she is." I hear Loki scoff terribly under his breath and I give him a sharp look.

Wow. Beautiful...I haven't been called that in a long while. I wasn't sure if I still was.

Thor continued,

"You know what this is?" He raised the skull by the chains

Odin answer quite hastily and shocked.

"The skull of Surtur? That's a formidable weapon."

He takes it off his back and Odin watches him hand it over.

Thor approaches a guard to give it to him

"Do me a favor. Lock this in a vault so it doesn't turn into a giant monster and destroy the whole planet."

"So, its back to midgard for you is it?" Asks Odin.

I wasn't sure if I wanted Thor to go. No because he seemed like someone I could talk to about anything and Yes...well isn't it obvious? If he stayed, Loki would soon get caught.

Thor starts YO-YOing Mjolnir, and turns back to Odin.

"Nope! I've been having this reoccurring dream lately." He says, throwing his hammer back and forth. "Every night I see Asgard fall into ruins."

That's just a silly dream... Signs of an overactive imagination" says Loki.

I can hear it in his voice at how nervous he is now and I feel myself hold my breath. I give Loki a look and we both read each others mind.

I think hes into us. Onto Loki that is!

"Possibly... but then I decide to go out there and investigate and what do I find? But the nine realms completely in chaos!" He says and I know Thor is trying to remain calm. I suck in a sharp breath as he continued. "Enemies of Asgard assembling, plotting our demise, all while you, Odin, the protector of those nine realms are sitting here in your bathrobe eating grapes."

Oh yeah...he knows. Best to come out now, maybe he'll have mercy on us.

"Thor." I say and take in a breath. "I-"

"Well," Loki eyes me with a glare and I quickly cower away. Why...I don't know. "Its best to respect

"Well, it is best to respect our neighbors freedom." Said Loki in a shaky voice trying to avoid the eyes of his brother.

Thor threw mjolnir and it returned to his hand.

"Of course, the freedom to be massacred."

I could feel Loki's emotions getting quite frazzled.

" Yes, besides, I have been rather busy myself." He chuckles and motions with his hands.

"Watching theatre." Replied Thor in disbelief

"Board meetings, and security, council meetings..."

Thor rolled his eyes and let out a brief sigh as if he was getting tired.

"You really going to make me do it?"

What was he going to do?

"Do what?" Asks Loki

Thor Spins Mjolnir and then hurls it off into the distance, and grabs Odin by the back if the neck. My body tenses up and I see the worry in Loki's eyes.

Odin's royal attendants gasp in shock and I do so as well. My hand covers my mouth and I say a silent prayer. I snap at the guards to get their attention to stop this. The Einherjar bodyguards rush at Thor but he kicks them away

"Thor..." I speak reaching out my hand to grab Loki

He payed no attention to me

"You know that nothing will stop mjolnir as it returns to my hand."

"Thor what are you doing!" I say shaking my head

Mjolnir stops mid-air and starts rocketing back, directly at Loki!

"Not even your face." He mutters in Loki's ear. Thor wouldn't dare! Thats his brother! My husband. This wasn't apart of the plan. It wasn't supposed to go like this

"You've gone quite mad. You'll be executed for this."

Mjolnir approaches at a terrifying speed as Loki struggles. I begin to close my eyes because if Loki did not comply, if he didnt yield...

"Then I'll see you on the other side...brother."

"Yield!" I shout and my voice cracks

The jig is up. A shimmering illusion dissipates, revealing: the face of my husband.

"Alright, I yield!"

Thor drops Loki to the ground and catches Mjolnir. Loki looks to Thor with his hands up defensively. I run to him and my hands wrap around him taking in his scent.

Skurge arrives a little late and out of breath. While trying to catch his breath he attempts to speaks,

"Behold! Thor..Odinson-"

"You had one job!" Said Loki pushing me off him and I try my best not to show how much it hurt. " Just the one." His hands in his hip giving him a very stone cold look and his lips in a tight line.

"Where's Odin?" Asks Thor with a scoff

Completely ignoring him Loki said, "You just couldn't stay away, could you? Everything was fine without you. Asgard was prospering" he points to the crowd of people around them. "You've ruined everything. Ask them." He demanded for his brother

Those who aren't freaked out are becoming gradually angrier, eyes on both of us.

Thor walked up on Loki, who backs up onto the chaise lounge.

"Where's father?" Thor asked again "Did you kill him?"

Loki answered shaking his head.

You had what you wanted, you had the independence you asked for!" Loki sounded bitter as he falls to the couch behind him.

Thor pressrd Mjolnir onto Loki's chest. He gave him an angry look and I balled my fists up. I didn't know how much more I could take of this.

"Ow-ow-ow! Alright! I know exactly

where he is."

"Get off of him!" I shout and find my fist at Thor's face. Taking a breath as he looked at me I go off. "YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO HURT HIM! THAT WASN'T APART OF THEN PLAN! YOU COULD HAVE KILLED HIM!"

"He's alive and well m'lady. That was my understanding of the deal" He answers and I take in another breath as Loki stands to his feet.

"Plan?" He asks "what plan? Thor what is she talking about?"

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I was dragged by the sleeve of my dress into our room then practically thrown in there.

"Loki?" I ask and I feel myself begging as he paced back and forth and I try and get him to tall to me. "Loki, please. Talk to me."

"Talk!" He shouts "I can't trust you Y/N! You brought Thor here! Why!"

"Why?" I repeat a bit taken back. "Are you really that stupid Loki? You don't care about me! You don't care about me anymore!"

"Women don't patronize me!" He shouts "We planned to rule Asgard together!"

"Together my love." I say taking a hold of his hand. "It was my plan for you to fake your death, get Thor out of Asgard, for us to rule it together. You are missing that part." Loki doesn't speak as I try and keep the tears in. "It seems that you are the only bone getting something out of this Loki. All I've gotten is to live here and thats it. I've watched your attention go from me to that throne."

He scoffed and snatchrd his hand away from me. "I can't trust you."

"What?"

"Your betrayal is far to great Y/N. You are my wife, who I pledged my love too. I gave you everything, Y/N. I gave you a palace and you betray me? How dare you."

Biting my lip and shake my head as tears escape my eyes. My hand goes up and I feel it against his cheek with a loud 'smack' "HOW DARE I? HOW DARE YOU!" My fingers points to his chest. "BEING THE KING OF ASGARD WAS AN IDEA IN YOUR HEAD UNTIL I CAME UP WITH THE PLAN. YOU OWE ME LOKI!" I spat pushing him with most my strength. "You don't love me...and I was stupid enough to believe you did. Because whats in there," my hand goes to his heart. "is nothing but hate. You could never love anyone but yourself. I was so stupid to marry you."

I wipe my tears and sniff. A smile appears on my face as i see his own tears streaming down his eyes. "I thought bringing Thor here would make it better but no. Its shown me that I don't have to deal with your crap!" My hand goes to the ring in my finger and I slide it off.

He looks up and takes in a breath as I take his hand and place the ring in it. "Really?" He asks not even looking at me. "You're giving this back?"

I don't answer but hear him get angry, "Fine! As the midgardians say, 'Fuck you!' When I come back I don't want see you. I don't want look at your face!"

I walked out the room and did my best to keep my breathing steady. Man did feel good! I told him finally!

Just as I was heading for the corridor I felt my body being pushed between a couple of columns in the hall and I smiled when I saw his face.

"You told him?" He asks me "You gave it back? The ring?"

"Aye." I nodded seeing the smile on his face. "Its just you and me now."

I stood on my tiptoes and kissed his lips. The lips of Thor as he held me tight in his arms.

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