i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo
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I need to point out the fact that the shipping side of this fandom has committed hate crimes (against me)
So like- we had solidaribeans, we had magical mountain, we had boat boys. We all know this, Joel gets bitches real BUT
Were the Fuck is my Gribeans content huh?? /lh
Like???? Something something Joel and Grian being the only ones they could trust in the end of LL, running away from the rest of the server together, dying inches from each other..
Joel killing Grian twice and Grian still following him, their plans or revenge. Getting revenge on people who did nothing to them because the other wanted blood.. something something
On 100Hrs Joel being there when he died, when he was revived, when Scar died. Something something them both needing constants in their lives and using each other to fill it
NOT TO MENTION THE ‘LETS MAKE OUT SCENE’ COME ON GUYS
This is frankly disappointing and my day is ruined /lh
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Reblog with a description of your relationship/dynamic with your f/o and I'll assign you both a Weezer song that I think fits y'all the best!
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let me preface this by clarifying i am not anti therapy in any way whatsoever and in fact encourage people to get therapy if they can and even go the extra step to help friends find the right type of therapy that may help them
ok now that that's out of the way.
therapy is bullshit man you go to a therapist saying "hey. i wanna kill myself. can you help me stop wanting to kill myself somehow?" and they go "sure! first step, stop wanting to kill yourself" and you say "well i can't. that's why i came to you. bc i don't know. how to stop wanting to kill myself" and they'll say "that's a shame. i can't help you if you want to kill yourself. that'll be 125$ please"
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Quick little experiment because I’m curious about something
All angelkin or possibly divinitykin out there, do you have tinnitus/noticeably frequently hear ringing in your ears? (In case you’re not aware, it’s abnormal to hear ringing at all unless coming from an actual source)
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Cringetober day 1: Heterochromia
NNNNOT ME FORGETTING ITS OCTOBER FIRST WHAY!!!! A knee ways decided to draw some of my OCs with heterochromia for today ahaha. This one took way too long for some reason augh
!! Reminder that I won't be doing all days, only a select few !!
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me when i can't decide what to draw so i do a bit of everything (VERY rough sketches under the cut)
a peek into my drawing process fhdkdl just blocking out the bottom one, and actually going into forms and proper posing for the top right, and top left has had me struggling all evening and i still have to mess with it a bit more ( ╥ω╥ )
i realized tonight that most of the flustering I've had going on in drawings has been juno flustering guz which is so funny bc i am the easiest person in the world to fluster so why haven't i drawn more of that,,, i think maybe i just wanna make that boy blush DBDJDKL
also it seems Too Obvious maybe to draw him flustering me,,, makes it a little more interesting to have big bad guz.ma being the one who's flustered (≖ᴗ≖๑)
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