#and that can be anxiety inducing

[altschmerzes]

it's just that sometimes you're so... impossibly happy and full of so much incredible joy that you gotta post about it on the internet otherwise you may get on the roof with a bullhorn yknow.

#gav gab #FEELING VERY GOOD ABOUT MANY THINGS RN....... #I LOVE MY WIFE. MY WIFE LOVES ME. WE KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THAT MEANS AND IT BELONGS TO US. #other option is like... dropping the lonely island 'i just had sex' song into my friends' dms lsdkjfs #and they don't need me to be doing that LMAOOOO #it's not just the sex itself that's not even really the point #(though it's. very very good. and i have now learned some ALARMING stats about straight women in relationships) #(ladies if your husband/bf/partner won't take direction that is a failure on his part frankly) #it's like... idk #intimacy. trust. fun. security. safety. etc. all these things i already had with this wonderful person in my life #and being able to decide together what we want to do and what we want it to mean #building something that's just ours. a life a home a relationship etc. #for all that there's no like. blueprint for marrying someone In A Friend Way #and that can be anxiety inducing #(i felt like my heart was gonna pound out of my chest the first time i brought up maybe kissing my fiancee lskdjfs) #it also means we get to make all the rules #we get to make all of our decisions together in whatever way we want to make them and it means what we want it to #and i think that's one of the really wonderful things about like. qprs and committed platonic relationships etc #and it's something romantic relationships could benefit from too tbh #sex ment in tags

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

A new challenger approaches (slowly)

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #wen chao #jin zixuan #jiang cheng #lan wangji #tulu xuanwu #Wen Chao's turtlephobia starts now. I wonder if that's ever going to come back into play? #Slight re-ordering of events for the funny punchlines but we're close to getting back on track. #The mianmian stuff happening right after we also have a Torment Tortoise looking for blood makes this scene so chaotic. #A good kind of chaos as it is supposed to be overwhelming and anxiety inducing! #I have been sitting on the idea of the Beast being just a normal turtle with a knife for ages. Years in fact. #It's stupid as hell but that's sometimes what art is. Indulging the past you who would have loved to see the dumb thing be drawn. #Making it canon now that A-Qing's turtle (the one pd-Lan Sizhui found) is a descendant of this turtle. #Maybe she was so defensive because she has eggs she was watching over! How insensitive of these cultivators! #You can insert your own choice of boss music here - I did not grow up playing video games so I have nothing off the top of my head. #I am making a BOTW reference here so you could substitute one of those themes but I find them more melancholic than menacing.

[briefle]

cleo the Final Girl vs grian the HIDE ON THE FUCKING CUPBOARDS, HOLD YOUR BREATH, AND FUCKING HOPE Girl

#cleo looks so cool dodging and weaving and laying low #and yes she does hide. #but we can all agree after the increadibly anxiety inducing ladder-up grian's version of hiding gets just a tad less stressful #secret life #secret life spoilers #zombiecleo #grian

[tesco-finest-aromantics]

i feel like the queer community lost when we started policing labels and making sure everyone used the Correct™ labels instead of letting a person decide what feels right for them

#caique posts #inspired by a post a trans guy made asking if it was okay for him to keep identifying as a lesbian even though he’s now a man #and all the comments telling him no because lesbians can’t be men #and also all the other posts of people asking if they’re ''allowed'' to use certain labels #why do you need permission? #who are you even asking permission from? #we’re not cops #do whatever you want forvever #also inspired by an article in a zine in the 80s/90s of two FtMs in a T4T relationship #one of them described the relationship as being between a butch and his sissy boy #i cannot ever imagine anyone calling themselves that nowadays #because of ''only lesbians can be butches'' and ''sissy is offensive'' discourse #i’m sure there are people out there who would want to describe their relationship like that but don’t feel they’re ''allowed'' to #anyway lots of baby queers are tying themselves in knots trying to figure themselves out #and they’re more concerned with using the Correct™ label instead of the one they feel most comfortable with #yeah i just don’t like it #knowing you’re queer should be a liberating feeling #instead of something anxiety-inducing because you’re worried if you’re using labels wrong

[rengokussy]

Spent a couple of weeks embroidering my beloved Erwin Smith. Very proud with how he turned out!

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#I’ve never once posted fanart before so this is kinda anxiety inducing #I’m working on a Levi manga panel embroidery project rn that just needs a few finishing touches before I can post him too #my younger brother is encouraging me to share my art #embroidery by Claire #erwin smith #erwin smith fanart #snk #aot #attack on titan #commander husband #my post #my art #fanart #aot fanart #attack on titan fanart #embroidery

[taikanyohou]

BOUNPREM + FILMOGRAPHY (2019- ).

“Everyday for the past three years, I always knew that tomorrow, there would be Between Us. When the camera turned off (after filming the last scene for Between Us), I felt my heart linger in that moment. I don’t know what the goal will be now tomorrow. More than having to wait, is the fear that there’s nothing now to wait for. So, what am I waiting for? My ultimate goal for the last three years has always been Between Us.”

#bounprem #boun noppanut #prem warut #asianlgbtqdramas #asiandramasource #* #faiza gifs #i just really wanted to make this bc .... like. between us is a passion project ... yeah. but thats LITERALLY what these have been striving #towards ever since their debut. and im SO happy it could come to life! #and in between that they got to grow SO much with the different roles they played that weren't team and win #BUT. team and win is HOME for them. #and if THEY BOTH found it THIS HARD to say bye to them I .. NO lets not even GO THERE. #but also! THEY'RE GOING TO GET SO MANY MORE CHANCES TO BE SO MANY OTHER CHARACTERS! #it can be so anxiety inducing not knowing 'what not?' BUT! THEY'LL BE OKAY! #anyway! like i say! they're truly SOULMATES in EVERY SENSE of the word and i cant WAIT to see whats next for them!!!!!!! #as individual projects AND couple projects!

[coline7373]

Errr.... The exercice was two folds: drawing something in less than five hours and trying to do a rainy environnement. Guess which one I failed at?

This is why their faces look weird. I wasn't meant to spend time on it. Because the point was to sketch fast to work on the rain. Have mercy on me. Don't look too closely.

#I will go back to mustache cody now #I just needed to do something else first #whenever one of my fanart get suddenly and inexplicably popular I get super nervous #im so sure the next one is going to disapoint i NEED to work on something i know won't look particularly good #just so i can work on the next next one without pressure #the pressure is 100% self induced #anxiety is thy name #that's me #codywan #cody fanart #codywan fanart #commander cody #obi wan kenobi #fanart #my fanart #star wars #sw fanart #tcw fanart #the clone wars

[a-lilypad]

hmmmm how depressing can i make the start of a smut fic…..

#writing smut is still new for me #i have one singular oneshot to my name #so i’m interested to experiment with different ways of writing it #and different tropes and circumstances #i really want to write bartylus but im much more comfy with jeggy #and kind of want to like #stay in my comfort zone as much as i can #writing generally is still rather anxiety inducing for me #hopefully i can become more comfortable soon #jegulus #regulus black #james potter #starchaser #marauders #marauders era #james x regulus

[maxsix]

After Coachella, it’s going to be impossible to see Ateez in concert. Mostly because they’ll only tour America forever but also because every ticket will cost $1000+ like it did with BTS in the end. Oh Icarus, we’re feeling the heat now.

Not to get political and philosophical and spiritual but like, I hate capitalism. It’s a cancer that kills art. Every time. I strongly oppose anything that only a rich privileged section of society can participate in.

#I’ve resigned to the fact I’ll never seen them on tour #i remember the absolute blood baths of ticket buying #it is traumatic and anxiety inducing #I’m sure someone will protest and go BUT ACTUALLY THEIR TICKETS COST $100 #or that you can just watch yt for free #and love them for free #Carol stop being obtuse #kpop is a money driven industry

[raysounds]

The only song that plays in the Rayman 2 GBA Pre-alpha.

#Music #Prototype #Alpha #Rayman 3 GBA #Frolicking through a colourful forest while this aggressively plays on loop is somewhat anxiety inducing #I can see why when they showed this to a focus group they quickly dummied this out XD

[storm-of-feathers]

you’re actually not required to be good at your hobbies. 

#the point of your hobbies is joy. you dont HAVE to be trying to constantly improve #1) youll improve naturally as you practice #2) the purpose is Joy not Consumption. stop letting capitalism ruin you. #from the drafts bc i keep thinkin ab this concept #i relistened to that one ginjaninja video where they talk ab it and like #im still thinking ab it just bc i can really relate to the way they talk about how doing art for a job sort of ruined their joy for it #its ANXIETY INDUCING to be constantly critical of your own work like whats the weakest element how do i improve #you dont. have to do that. #do art for fun. do life for fun.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Master manipulator vs Master manipulator

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #xue yang #a-qing #The scenes with XY and A-Qing are so delightfully tense and anxiety inducing #They are both so deep in the mind games with each other. Convinced they have the leg up when in reality they do not know the full scope #Also is is just me or do XY and A-Qing give off the vibe of internet nemeses? #A-Qing coming in hard with 'Oh you think blind people cant do XYZ? Get canceled idiot' #Meanwhile XY is the kind to purposefully use leet speak in descriptive text to antagonize the screen reader population. #a teen girl and a 4-channer who found his way to tumblr would be awful to watch fight irl but the vibes are equivalent. #Meanwhile XXC is going on a nice little walk to pick grass. I love him so much actually. #through writing these notes I have also gone down the rabbit hole of trying to pinpoint Xue Yang's age. Hello? Is it actually not known? #The best resources I could find put him as 1-3 years younger then xxc and song lan #So? early twenties? late teens? Someone who has absorbed more mdzs knowledge...Please help #Oh no I'm even deeper in the rabbit hole now. What do you mean the ages are mostly just relative? #What do you mean cultivators can age differently (usually slower in xianxia) #Oh no oh no wwx doesn't have a golden core. I was too accurate in my homestuck AU re: lifespans. I want to go back. #(I love angst and am now marinating this thought in my little thinking chamber)

[bookwyrminspiration]

Do you like babel. I have the book but I haven’t started yet

oh I adore babel. I talk about it so much and am constantly reccing it to people--in fact, I did so just yesterday after quoting it in class discussion!

With a complex, diverse main cast and a heavy focus on language--as an art, as a field of study, as a tool of oppression by colonial empires--it creates such a captivating world and worldview. Following the 4 main characters throughout their college schooling and seeing them try to reconcile and come to terms with their circumstances and their losses and their supposed helplessness is such an emotional journey, and its one many can see themselves in.

You'll find a lot of people who've lost/struggle with their heritage language(s) echoing the characters' sentiments and experiences, though the relations can and do go beyond that.

I'm trying not to spoil anything, but if you'd like a more official summary/sales pitch or would like to talk about it more I am always delighted to discuss babel :)

#babel rf kuang #quil's queries #sunsplatteredfeathers #i wrote an essay on babel earlier this semester #which was a segue into writing an essay on how fandom spaces can contribute to and reinforce linguistic identities #especially for non-english languages #because of the informality of fandom being less anxiety-inducing to participate in #which can help overcome the mental block of 'my [language] isn't good enough' #because fandom doesn't have the requirement of being perfect and perfectly formal #anyway #LOVE babel #please read! #and if you do i'd love to hear all about it!

[housewifebuck]

funny how it was still buck who got the shooting trauma, eddie wasn't even bothered by a hostage situation, he only panics because of women

AHAHHAHAAHAHAHSJSHDKSJDKSJDSJDKDU

#Eddie was like yeah yeah whatever I’ve been shot before who cares #then he thinks about marrying a woman for two seconds and winds up in the hospital #it always makes me laugh so hard in that scene in 502 when Eddie tells Buck it was a panic attack #and he’s like well you just got shot by a sniper that can be pretty anxiety inducing #and Eddie’s just like 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 fohhhh it was NOT that. it was my girlfriend #asks #anonymous

[katyspersonal]

After carefully observing which kind of BB fans just mysteriously stop posting ever again or deactivate without anyone knowing why, I've figured it is always the most based Mic0lash fans :т He is abducting his most deserving devotees!!!!!!! If you are a Mico fan AND cool, either stop liking Mico (impossible) or become cringe to avoid his interest hgbgjvbn

#fandomry rambles #honestly hardly a joking matter since the *pattern* is actually anxiety inducing #but dumb jokes only 3.5 people can catch on is how I cope with fear lol #sorry something just makes me feel very very cold recently #I recently even had a dream about one of those mico fans that vanished for- #-no reason (and was my good friend and mutual) coming back on Tumblr #like in the dream I remember typing out 'oh my god you are alive' which was.. weird #woke up feeling like crawling in a trash can and never leaving

[queerestqueertoeverqueer]

drenched in sweat, visibly shaking, covered in blood yeah i just got off the phone with the bank

#there is no need. NO NEED. for it to be so anxiety inducing #“can you tell me your sort code and account number” sorry i seem to have lost the ability to read numbers in the last 2 minutes??