#idk ignore me it’s late

[sangosheart]

Just some late night thoughts but I miss the earlier depictions of Sango when she is first introduced to the Inu gang. She’s wary of them, guarded, but still has this edge about her. She is literally fresh from her grave and ready to fight Inuyasha even if her body is literally moments away from collapsing. And even after finding out the truth, she still wants to prove herself as a distinguished fighter (like the water god fight)

And then once she gets comfortable with the group she’s almost shoved into this role where she only worries about kohaku and miroku. Not only is that troublesome but I also hate the fact that it’s male characters that her identity revolves around

I wish they could’ve explored her character and trauma more. Sango might be quiet, sometimes shy and a badass but there’s also this ruthlessness that seems to be forgotten in the series. Sango should’ve gotten more bloody, she should’ve gotten the warrior treatment she deserves

#idk ignore me it’s late #sango #inuyasha #miroku #kohaku #shp

[tshortik]

Cryptic visions of space and time...

#essek #essek thelyss #critical role #mighty nein #caleb widogast #this works on its own but it's actually part of a bigger fancomic idea i have #but i still have to figure out if i even want to invest so much time into something like that lmao.. prob not #i already made a concept document for fun and its way too long.. unfortunately i rly like it #i rly believe in the idea tbh i just dont know if its physically possible because i work fulltime LMAO #its a lot of fun tho #here i am 3 years late idk why the essek thoughts bubble out NOW ignore me

[rollercoasterwords]

can we get a james pov of atyd please?

sure dude let me just whip that up for u real quick it's not like the sirius pov took 6 months and hundreds of hours to write + it's not like i'm in the middle of another longass wip + it's not like i work a full time job + have other things to do with my time. you have come to the right place because i am a content-creation machine for anonymous internet strangers and all you have to do is insert a request to get the fic you want! this makes me feel great because i love knowing that others recognize that i am naught but a writing machine for their pleasure and certainly not a human being with limited time writing fic for their own personal enjoyment; clearly as a content-creation machine my first priority should be serving the wants of every stranger on the internet who says "but i'm just asking because i like your writing so much!!!" because tacking on a compliment will definitely ensure that i do not feel disrespected at all by such interactions.

😐

#in all seriousness i know. u likely don't intend to be rude #but this is rude. and it makes me feel like i am seen as a content creation machine #and not a human being #who has said MANY times on this blog that i am not and will not write for an audience #idk whats in the water lately but im sick of messages like this so. usually ignore but needed 2 snap @ someone lol #CEASE with this silliness please #ask

[lucienne-thee-librarian]

Tw: lesbophobia, bullying, petty bitching about the Mean Girls remake and a subset of OG movie fans:

I Know. I KNOW its a me thing. But I saw a post that broke containment about the new Mean Girls movie how OMG REGINA CANONICALLY SINGS ABOUT GETTING GIRLS IN THE END SONG and my first response was "oh god, really?"

Look, I was never wild about the whole "Regina George was secretly closeted and that's why she picked on Janis to distract from her own feelings and save herself" fan theory but at least it was JUST a fan theory. And I know the original movie ending where it turns out Janis isn't even really gay, she was Lebanese and Regina got confused, and see she dances with a boy at the end, it's all okay she wasn't ACTUALLY a dyke!!!! - yeah I rolled my eyes too. Yeah, that was dumb and a coward's move, but idk. At least the movie itself, even if it copped out at the end by not risking having two of the protagonists be ACTUALLY gay in a teen movie...at least it seems aware that homophobic bullying is bad??

The original movie, whatever else you can say about it, or how it handled that issue or any others...at least tried to take that shit seriously. Janis was an outcast years after middle school who flinches at the idea of Damian telling anyone new about what Regina said about her for fear any new friends would abandon her immediately over it. Even Regina herself (blithely, callously, of course, but it's meant to be that) admits that the bullying Janis got as a result of Regina spreading those rumors about her made Janis break down, cut her hair and have to leave school temporarily over the rumors. Regina said that. Herself. With no remorse but she said it. The movie is a comedy, but it doesn't shy away from how brutal bullying of all forms can be. That's kind of the whole point of the goddamn movie.

But idk if the fans of this theory haven't experienced that much bullying themselves or its just a coping mechanism I can't relate to...that theory of "oh Regina's a closet case homophobe poor thing" just completely (to me) softens the whole thing, these fans do it to by making Regina in a sense, another victim. They may not intend it that way, but in the few times I've seen a Mean Girls post and my nostalgia got me scrolling a bit I've stumbled on this. Seen it in various places online and it always made me want to hiss like a wet cat because it's always like "omg poor Regina comphet sucks <333" and. Hork. Im sorry, hork.

Sorry, but I spent too much time BEING on the receiving end of that shit in middle school, getting called names and treated like an actual disease up until I moved to high school with mostly a whole new set of people over the fact someone spread rumors I was a lesbian, to feel anything but frustration over that. Yeah. I was Janis. I'll admit I can't be "objective" here. I never did any of the shit she does in Mean Girls in revenge, I never had the power or inclination, it wasn't a former friend who started it, but yeah I'm biased because that character was me. I know what it was like to be her because I lived it. And yeah, it kind of sucked!!! Did get better, but yeah. Was what it was.

It's a big part of why I've never liked the trope in popular culture that the loudest homophobic bullies are actually closet cases. It's not that "right wing politician caught soliciting blowjobs" has never been a headline but come on. Most of the people who trash queer people do it because they just hate us. Its trivializing of homophobic harassment to act like that's 1) a good explanation for most cases 2) much less an excuse and that's how it can be used. It'd be one thing if a self-hating person's mindset was like. Actually explored with depth and nuance as part of a story. But otherwise, nah. Miss my formerly lowkey traumatized teenage ass with that dismissive cliched shit.

So even the idea that the movie might be lending any kind of weight to that theory about Regina, however subtle or subtextual, that is??? Yeah funny lol, such iconic, very Representation. Fucking bite me. My lesbian ass is tuning right the fuck out. I'm not paying movie ticket prices to see this, if I'm gonna basically get the sort of person who would've made my life hell as a preteen and tween get turned into One Of Us with the expectation that's going to make me freak out with joy. Even if allegedly they did actually make Janis a lesbian (which, good for them if they did).

Of course, it could just be fans blowing something out of proportion but. Like y'all are not making me want to see this movie MORE and I was at best lukewarm on it having never seen the musical and being lowkey burnt out on the idea of yet another remake.

#idk if these girls are just that detached from the reality of what it's like to bullied period or what. Must be nice #ignore me i'm just stressed and strung out for a variety of reasons I'm trying to distract myself #from a health scare im having lately and trying to get answers for by any means necessary #if that includes whinging about something petty #to partly let steam off about bigger things and also cheer myself up #in case anyone else agrees and wants to bitch with me so be it. kvetching is good for the soul sometimes #tho to be clear this fan theory and that trope has always genuinely annoyed me

[apeachtree]

oontsy boontsy partially complete Chappell doodle for tn because this look from her san diego show has been haunting me (also the lashes remind me of magenta from trhps and it’s been on my mind lately teehee)

(ref image under the cut wahoo (I KNOW HOW TO USE THOSE NOW 🥳))

(from the insta post I linked teehee)

#also took liberties w the left side of the paper bc the ref image 🕺 was partially obscured #also made her hair a lil bigger because the fit gave me 80s rockstar vibes and also because I’m not great w curly hair WHOOP #chappell roan #IGNORE THE BELT AND CHOKER PLEASE BTW I WAS NOT EXCITED ABT GIVING THEM ANY EFFORT #drawing metal has always and will always b the death of me #ok that’s all slaypussyqueens im gonna lay down in the mud #i draw things (sometimes) #starting an art tag bc??? idk I’ve been doodling it tf up lately

[goldensunset]

surprise art attack!!! here’s @deityofhearts ‘s cashmere, everyone’s favorite whimsical tiefling

#pose taken directly from the kikuomiku4 album cover bc i’ve been listening to UFO on repeat for idk how many days now #finally gave me the inspiration i needed to do something like this it’s like both sad and super whimsical #actually tbh it gives me more wishful vibes now that i think about it but 1. idk what wishful looks like and 2. cashmere design my beloved #kikuo just in general has a lot of whimsysad and/or fundark which is why i love him #tbh ufo has quickly shot up to one of my fave songs it’s the iconic accordion and the tempo being unstable in places #uh anyway ignore me being a kikuo nerd again #wahhh this was fun to work on it has consumed me these past three days #jumping up and down hehehehehe #glad i finally cut to the ‘it’s done *collapses*’ stage of the arting process bc i’ve been having trouble finishing pieces lately #man i WISH i could come up with poses this good on my own. idc i’m still proud of this #my art #ok yeah i just got the time total. 12 hours #i knew it would be a long time but i didn’t think that long #tbh a lot of that was spent inefficiently bc i kept having to resize the image up when i realized the pixels were too crunchy #and when you make an image bigger the lines get blurry so then you have to redo them. yeah i had to do that TWICE. like a dummy. #12 hours used to be like par for the course for me but i’ve finally gotten faster. or maybe i’ve just stopped doing as many full figures #lol

[sleepycentric]

lizzie in secret life bc her base is literally amazing like what

i like to imagine this is what she wore to match her pumpkin aesthetic but it could honestly use more pink

also spent way too much time on those pumpkins..

#idk what this is i sort of blacked out halfway through sketching and woke up with this ok #ldshadowlady #ldshadowlady fanart #lizzie ldshadowlady #ldshadowlady secret life #might draw more of her in this series its so fun #sleepyartt #happy halloween (late) #tbh im not a fan with her clothing design and the colors but its like 12am so im working with what ive got #the pumpkins dont look like pumpkins or is it just me #pls ignore the weird cropping

[gracies-mcyt-alt-blog]

like,, we knew this season would be different with the clock ticking down the whole time and death not only impending from murders and misclicks but also the slow march of time itself

but the actual desperation when Jimmy was running out of time...

like he was dying and no one, not even himself, was killing him

that was just an emotion Ive never witnessed in this series! you see packs of people hunting down others for lives/time, sure, but never group panic over an impending death that is no one’s doing

like Joel going “what time are you on??” “oh my gosh oh my gosh” and Jimmy going “I need Scott now! I need to find Scott” and Bdubs going “kill ME kill me kill me”

he was dying and everyone was panicking and trying to save him, which you really dont see in the life series unless there is also someone panicking and trying to kill them

idk that just got me

it was kind of the same with Grian telling Joel to kill him for time, but I think it was the fact that Bdubs isn’t technically Jimmy’s ally, and neither is Scott really so it felt more like a whole community panic rather than just trying to keep your ally alive

#limited life #limited life smp #trafficblr #traffic smp #mcyt #idk ignore me its late lmao

[animalsandskyyy]

I will forever stand by the thought that simply “being online” and consuming or even posting content, takes a completely different amount of energy than messaging or interacting with others online does.

but that’s something I had to train myself to acknowledge and learn. because it used to hurt and make me overthink when i’d message someone and they wouldn’t respond, but would still be active or posting. like I wouldn’t say that to them, but it overtook my thoughts.

then somehow I just stopped and realized- maybe they’re just tired. or maybe they’re scrolling on the phone in their 5 minutes of free time. maybe they’re in the middle of 3 conversations and are trying their best. maybe they’re in the middle of making a post and didn’t see your message. maybe they’re deep into searching a topic and can’t be distracted. or maybe they just don’t want to talk to you rn, and that’s perfectly okay and valid.

all that to say- it can still hurt sometimes, but giving people grace and thinking the best of them and their intentions, and sincerely hoping they do the same for you, makes life so much more enjoyable, and I highly recommend ♡

#is this a good take? Idk but it been in my mind A LOT lately #this was created by me having a really hard time messaging people back in a timely manner lately lol #but having energy to scroll and having to draft any posts I want to reblog #because I can’t reblog anything when I have unanswered messages because I feel bad and don’t want people to feel ignored. #hence my habit of ‘send message’ then going to my drafts and posting like 5 things lmao #because being ignored absolutely sucks #but it’s also fair and valid and sometimes social interaction is hard and takes too much brain energy #also I realized I really like thinking the best of people and their intentions (but in a safe and not naive way ofc) #and try not to take shit as personally- because everybody has shit happening in their life that’s consuming their energy #anyways that’s all #this will either go totally viral or make people mad at me idk #thank you and goodbye #also I have to respond to like 3 people before posting this lmao #grace is dramatic #grace is feeling unnecessarily insightful #online #online friends #social battery #social interaction #low energy #friends #long distance friendship #messaging #text #text post #personal text #shitpost #emotions #rambles #Tumblr

[beanghostprincess]

Sparkling nights

For @sanusoweek || Day 3: Firsts (pretend this was posted on time) (yes. I am again late)

Relationship: Sanji/Usopp

Rating: General Audiences

Tags: First kiss / Not Actually Unrequited love / Denial of Feelings / Internalized Homophobia / Mutual Pining / Unresolved Romantic Tension ("but there is a kiss!!" you'll see what I mean dw) / Romantic Angst / Post-Alabasta / Bittersweet

Words: 8,972

Summary:

“You want to kiss somebody.” He speaks calmly. Rationally. And it is not like he doesn’t care. He cares. He does. Sanji can see it in his eyes when he turns his head around, too, ignoring the ashes falling on the deck beside him. Usopp looks at him with so much care it almost makes him want to stay here forever. “If you can’t kiss a girl because it needs to mean something and yet you feel like you are missing out, just kiss me.” Usopp doesn’t even know.

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#IGNORE I AM LATE I AM NOT LATE OKA- #okay yes i am late but honestly who cares the important thing is. that i posted another sanuso fic #i was thinking. wow. sanji should be in love with usopp from the beginning. because me too #so this ended up happening he is down bad #this one is bittersweet btw #also usopp is also pining and i think it's obvious but maybe not???? but it IS mutual pining #okay bye gonna write day 4 and see if i have time tomorrow for day 5 without my hands falling off from writing idk #also mentioned namivivi and sanuso yayyyy #i just like these idiots being teenagers for once and having like. teenager worries #except that sanji is still heavily traumatized no matter how you look at it #one piece #black leg sanji #usopp #sanuso #sanuso week

[m1keville]

Real questions

#five nights at freddy's #michael afton #me #my art #Idk #sobbing #Ignore the uneven lines I made this late at night and I was lazy

[the-kipsabian]

hey can you do me a favor, can you like this post if you see it on the dash?

#specifically on the dash #idk im trying to figure out if yall are just ignoring me or if tumblr is hiding my posts on dash... #cause idk. ive been feeling incredibly excluded lately. i know im not in a great head space or posting a lot but still #i might just be overthinking this. i just wanna prove to myself that im not insane #sorry. im going to bed im exhausted good night #night is an absolute mess on main

[fishyartist]

some quick doodles, basic idea so far's that johnny+kitty were in a bike accident, 13 survived but kitty didnt. theyre seperated bcause of this for years and theyre bitter+edgy about it but after the portal open and events occur theyre able to reconnect because love wins! <3

#danny phantom #also i like the idea of johnny being in a wheelchair being already part of his character rather then just some oooo look a BAD timeline.... #idk i just have Issues w that part of TUE but ANYWAYS ill talk about that later if i feel like it #not sure if its a spinal injury from the crash or if he already had that disability beforehand #latter seems more interesting 2 me atm but i need to think mor eon it #also im ignoring the dating teenagers shit from both of them. because yeah uh. that shit fucking sucks. #i have some ideas for tying this in w/ other stuff ive got floating around and also what to do w shadow #but those ideas r all loose+need more thought #theyre both like late 30s/early 40s or so here (deciding if i want kitty to visibly age #leaning towards yes on that but thats not reflected in the doodle)

[chocmuffinsscones]

Idk why but I feel that this scene is so underappreciated that I barely see anyone talking about it. Like, this is the first time I've seen Bakugou talked so much in a situation, and he's really analyzing and reacting to things as fast as he can. To the point that on my first read I had to do a double take to recognize it -- that huge wall of texts in the 1st panel!👀

And people said Bakugou's muttering in the latest chapter is sudden. I bet he has always been like that, aware of his surroundings and calculating the best route of action. And if he mutters, it must meant that the situation was really dire that there's no time to involve others into it.

Bakugou's always analytic on the inside. He's always like Deku, and we only see that side of him when he literally loses control of the situation.

#Bnha 385 #bnha #bnha bakugo katsuki #bakugou katsuki #Bkdk #bnha meta #my hero acedamia #Bakugou Katsuki character development is just ✨ #He got me thinking a lot lately idk why lol #But he's always made me think a lot lmao #I mean he's such an intriguing and interesting ball of frustration that you just couldn't ignore him #But maybe that's just me lol #Bnha rant