#idk bro and I need to get to work

[quickhacked]

– COMMISSIONS!

the pictures say it all but tl;dr my laptop died and i had to get a replacement and now i'm a bit short on money so i'm opening up commissions :]

– QUICK FACTS.

ocs only, won't do mecha / furry / explicit content but will do humanoid fantasy races / cyberware / mild injuries or blood

i reserve the right to say no to a character when it's too far above my skill level

payment up front through ko-fi, no refunds, dm me before paying because you'll need to claim a slot first!

i need visual reference(s) to work with, using picrews for this is fine, encouraged even if you can't provide me original artwork! i refuse to use a/i art as reference so please don't send me that

– I'M INTERESTED! WHAT NOW?

please dm me on tumblr and tell me what kind of commission you're interested in (sketch / lines / colors + head / bust / half body) and for which oc, preferably already with a link to some visual refs so i can take a look :]

i'll then let you know if you've claimed a slot; if so, we can discuss details + payment and i'll get started! if all slots are full i can put you on a waiting list and i'll notify you once i've worked through my queue :]

the finished piece can in some cases already be done in a day but may take up to a full month depending on how busy i am and if my brain allows me to work, i have executive dysfunction and am in the middle of my graduation project so please be patient with me

ko-fi: ko-fi.com/nuclearvessel

– WHAT YOU'LL GET.

digital artwork of your oc :] you won't receive any physical goods!

you're allowed to post it wherever and use it for icons and such, as long as you don't take credits for the art yourself. you are not allowed to sell it or use it for n/f/t or a/i purposes

#commissions #bro i'm terrified. hello #hope the pricing is reasonable lmao idk how any of this works </3 i'm just a guy #posing and all of that is minimal it's just. your guy on a minimal background LMAO #i unfortunately do not have the time or the mental energy to do anything more complicated than that right now #i'm in the midst of graduation but i Need to get some money before july so ;-; cries in clown emoji #when you're on the waiting list i also cannot tell you for sure how long it'll be until a slot is open again #i like to work in batches so i can check my mental energy once i've worked through a batch to see if i need a break or not #so yeah. basically i am more afraid of you than you are of me LMFAO

[soldier-poet-king]

I have wanted to wear crop tops during the summer for years and years and for so many reasons never felt like I could/should but y'know? Dammit this summer I am going to enjoy the sun and wear a fuckin crop top

Every single butch out there doing the lord's work inspiring my confidence and many of them with my body shape and I can dedicate myself to strength training because it's /fun/ and I want to see what I'm capable of and I like the feeling of power and who give a shit if I am still square and broad and sasquatchy and working out literally only ever bulks me up and never slims me in the slightest

#this is not like a logical conclusion perhaps #but i have been thinking sm about bodies!!! #and how i want to like mine #and if i cant like it for the way it looks i want to like it for what it can do #and im so into butches with my body type so why cant i be into me!!! fr!!! like!!! #anyway gonna really work the upper body to offset the hips and so i can CARRY LARGE ITEMS #plus core work is already what im doing for my hip misalignment #and im okay to add weighs as long as it doesnt hurt my joint #so!!! strong girl!!! farm??? coming to you summer 2024 #I LOVE THE SUN I DONT NEED TO HIDE MY BODY FROM IT #gym bros want what i have. rarely eats meat. builds muscle fairly easily #Idk man. like its not TONED muscle. but its EFFECTIVE #god i miss being strong #i am going to start tracking what i can lift #do an 8 week bodyweight to get back in general shape #and then proper lifting my beloved #the duality of fran #anyway u heard it here folks changing your everyday bra to sports and tank bras so u dont hate urself #literally mindset changing #also genuinely enjoy the stiff feeling the day after a workout. feels good. feels organic

[send-me-a-puffalope]

why did my teachers think it was okay to give us like one single weekend to finish all of our midterm projects and study for our tests.

#slight vent #i have 3 projects and 3 tests #i’m halfway through my lit/history project and halfway through my psych project #and maybe a quarter done with my programming project #which is fucking insane btw cause how tf am i supposed to code a whole video game in like 3 days on top of everything else 😭😭😭 #and some things he hasn’t taught us and just thinks that we should just be able to figure out like HELLO???/?/// #I DONT HAVE TIME TO TEACH MYSELF NEW CODE #ITS THE MIDTERM/FINAL FOR THE CLASS?????? #and once the weekend starts i’ll have no one to trouble shoot my stuff and fix my bugs so literally i’ll be hopeless so 😭😭😭 #my calc teacher JUST finished teaching us everything we need for the midterm TODAY. THE MIDTERM IS ON WEDNESDAY. BRO. #my physics teacher doesn’t let us copy down any of our idk test questions or take our old assessments home to study #*old #so we get to look em over for like 20 mins and hand em back. which doesn’t exact fucking help me when i’m studying for the midterm. #WITH NO STUDY GUIDE. #my teachers even said that this years midterms are worse than previous years cause they’re all in a row instead of split by a weekend #we’ve had 2 delayed openings and 1 early dismissal this week which means we have less time to work on our midterm projects in class 😭😭😭😭 #i’m so overwhelmed i’m gonna explode #by the time i finish these projects i’m not gonna have anymore energy/time to study for my tests. WHICH IS THE HARD SHIT BTW.

[elegyofthemoon]

can someone remind me to write up my thoughts about gallagher and the enigmata later or at least compile them somewhere i want to share it but also my Goodness i am sleepy as heck today and i have work tonight 😔

#and its a saturday so its gonna be busy asldfjkasdlkah #im just. im so sleepy man #and i have to wake up early too for work tomorrow so i just. Im going to Die between today and tomorrow count on it #but at least on monday-wednesday ill make myself catch up on sleep #love the work but on the downside MY SLEEP..... #i forgot if i said it here. idk where i was posting bro #but the other day i 100% the theme park and am close to 100% dewlight pavilion so i'll be nearly caught up with all information #that + still need to read #but im also nearly caught up with all the reading in penacony too so thats super fun and exciting !! #but because of that i have thoughts askjdfalh #most of it is towards gallagher and the past of penacony and the watchmaker but. you know alskdjfalskjh #avil plays hsr #hsr 2.1 spoilers #just in case o7 #i will say though #its wild i havent run into any information regarding the dreammaster at all really #the one who adopted sunday and robin #who is the dreammaster? why does the dreammaster and watchmaker have beef with each other? whats going on? #where did the shift come from between the watchmaker being the father of penacony to the family being in charge #since the family and the watchmaker are kinda against each other #(shakes the game) I WILL KNOW YOUR SECRETS SOON ENOUGH. AS SOON AS I AM MORE AWAKE ITS OVER FOR YOU. #i wish i had someone to ramble about ideas with and like bounce off of #WE CAN SOLVE THE MYSTERIES OF PENACONY! TOGETHER! #and then probably get our asses killed too by getting to close to the legacy 😔✌🏼 itd be the way of the truth

[terrorbirb]

I'm bored at work so I'm seeing if I should report my old company for violating labor standards.

#totes bro #im so close but it is so obvious it would be me because i used to complain about this all the time #they dont inform their immigrant workers of their rights and so they dont like understand how their timecard works #and thr company advises them to take the least expensive insurance policy because they 'are healthy and don't need it' #but i know one couple wants fertility treatments but couldnt afford it because of that #they dont have the required posters #they also knowingly continue osha violations which i held a meeting over and was told this doesnt apply to us #which uhm it says it does on the Web site so i disagree #all of this is like why i left and what caused me to leave #and literally lying to me and another guy that we would get promotions for the work we did #and then they hired someone else to do the job making our promotions unnecessary and they were like hmmmm sorry #idk they like got a ton worse and i think the president got more reactionary which caused this #not sure how many of these count but thats not for me to decide anyway #oh and cleanliness standards but i actually fixed a lot of those..... fulfilling the role that promotion role that was promised #my coworkers here are like 'absolutely report the hell out of that place' because we do code violations lol #every time i say something they go 'that could be a violation :)' #they paid someone on a salary basis when they were under the salary pay and therefore should have gotten overtime

[infizero]

ok after listening to the english version of the death note musical....... unpopular opinion i think but i actually prefer the japanese version? dont get me wrong, with some of the songs i do think i might like the eng version more but..... idk i like the lyrics of the japanese version a lot more? and obviously i only know them via a translation but i know for a fact that the entire focus of certain songs are different between versions.

like in the english version of the game begins, L is talking about his strategy to track down kira. but in the japanese version, he's more so talking TO kira directly and saying that he's going to take him down from his "god" status to hell. or mortals and fools, which had a wholeee different vibe in the japanese version being called like a cruel dream. and uhhhh am i insane or was rem's song before she dies an entirely different song? cause in english it was like a sort of generic love song that was pretty chill considering the context, while in the japanese version it was this superrr melancholic and striking ballad she sang while floating around misa.

idk but i really do think i prefer the japanese version. but the og english version is good too!!! i really liked hurricane and the way it ends in particular

#in ''the way it ends'' btw light saying to L ''i've always stayed a step ahead; but you were with me all the way'' almost made me cry WHATTT #WHO MADE HIM FUCKING SAY THATTTTT THATS SUCH AN INSANE LYRIC #but anyway yeah i think i prefer the jp version a good amount #another thing was um. and this might be a stupid thing to be weird about but. L's actor was too passionate for my tastes #<- that sounds insane but if you know anime L you know what i mean right. like hes pretty reserved #and i felt in the japanese production i watched L's actor there was still a great performer and singer like putting work into those songs #while still keeping that air of L being more reserved and like. flat almost? i feel like the guy playing L in the eng version was too much #like ''im BELTTTINGGGGGG HOW IM GONNA FUCKING CATCCHHHH KIRA!!!!!!!!!!'' like bro calm down...... #ITS A GOOD PERFORMANCE it just doesnt read as L to me. and like thats fine whatever its an adaptation #but also in the japanese version they still did that adaptation while making L feel more like himself. so idk man #but anyway I WANNA SEE THIS NEW LONDON PRODUCTION SOOOOOOOO BAD #IVE SEEN PHOTOS AND IT LOOKS SO GOOD THE SET IS SOOOOOO COOL LOOKING OML #i need to see this musical live at SOME point in my life. pleaseeee can we get a north america production after this #serena.txt #death note posting

[majimassqueaktoy]

Honestly I do think Majima looks very handsome in like k2 and stuff where he's pretty fit but peak Majima in my mind is when he's Skinny and kinda sweaty and real sallow looking

#there was some pic i had I think from 3 or 5 and he was shirtless and his arms were up and they were pretty tiny compared to #how the rest of the dudes in this series are depicted #idk i like that #i like lanky long majima #that picture of him with mirei and katsuya is hilarious #but i like how legitimately beanpole he looked #see tho he was peak muscley when he was on his kiryu shit tho #so its funny to think he was actually getting some protein shakes and proper work outs in #amd once kiryu left bro went 🤷‍♂️ #i can bash most anyone without needing to work out so im back to Not Doing That #really its just the new engine #the older games were more inspired with how he looked #not to say i dont like new engine majima bc i do hes super pretty but well you know

[gworlinterrupted]

guys real talk how do u actually break up with ur phone

#have been thinkign abt this a lot #i hate my relationship with my phone #mostly social media but also like. idk it makes me feel isolated in social settings cause i always wanna look at it #i was looking into that brick app/device but its fuckin $50 and also i wanna kill tech bros with hammer #i wld go full flip phone but i truly cant get anywhere without gps and i also need access to my work scheduling app #if anyone has practical advice lmk #maybe just not taking it with me all the time idk #thinking abt getting an ipod for the gym and for walking around so i can still have music

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭 #so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-] #unrelated

[astrxealis]

hi guys please wish me luck for my college entrance exam tomorrow for one of my dream schools xoxo

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #LET'S GOOO MGA PAREH 💙🦅💙🦅💙🦅💙🦅 #i'm so chill for some reason even if ik i will never forgive myself if i don't get in. anyway. manifesting!!! i will pass with flying colors #IT'S REAL DAMN STRESSFUL FOR ME bcs i am aiming for honors courses which means i have to be top 15%... i am top 15% (and higher) in my batch #in school anyway but... urgh... #so. yeah. give me all your best wishes thankyousomuchxoxo AHHEHEHWHSHFJAH sobbing (but fr. if you do. i really appreciate it!!) #i believe in myself :] mostly. the time limit scares me and math and abstract reasoning bcs 5 minutes for 30 items but yeah. okay. #i am Smart ..... bro i literally got perfect on my physics exam and got 100 in statistics (i am really proud of these in particular) #my extracurriculars are good !! all my math scores are insane (cue a math nerd) and science (science nerd) english (god. no explanation #needed) honestly every subject is slay and so is my essay-making but ERGH. honors course... top 15%... #i will try to be chill! honestly i am already lol the nerves aren't getting to me somehow. gl to me and all that i know and do not know. #both here and irl :3 also to fellow ph kids (who are most likely younger than me if they aren't older and yk not worrying abt cets anymore #LMFAO) err idk if . okay idk what i was going to say LMFAO anyway i'm busy af and idk if i'm good with teaching others #but if you ever want any tips from me (honestly i don't really have tips. i do what i do and just make it. but there's a lot involved there) #feel free to come to me for anything ^_^ anything at all tbh. doesn't have to be acads idk i like helping others in general. BUT IT DEPENDS. #but yeah just hmu whatever i will have you know i am genuinely a smart & responsible kid and i am proud of that bcs my family is amazing w #smarts but also the Hard Work is there so :3 !! english is my forte science is my forte math is my forte. also socsci and whatever tbh. #i'm probably insane but i genuinely love all those topics and what we learn in school FISHFK so yeah !!! okay i shut up now #will do my best... zzz... and then i will work on myself. to be better than i already am and even better than i could possibly be. ya. fun! #the mga pareh is a joke btw i like imitating filipino kids like that. like yooo mga pareh let's goooooo wahee!!!!!

[ruler-of-the-universe-boy]

Me when im planning something big but it has this guy

#samgladiator #yhs sam #yandere high school #yandere highschool #yhs #when you delay the Yhs Reanimated project for around a year #how? idk #im lying yes i do i get procrastinated so hard that once i finally get back into it the project dreads in #i have a problem but have no way of solving it so im very sorry to the people who actually did their part I should’ve put a big red sign #saying ‘this will take years but not for you but for me’ #but i have gotten things together i just need. to do them. #im not the best person to do this stuff #yall don’t understand how many project ideas i have chilling in the corner but i keep making new ones #like fun fact i keep all my comic ideas in a doc and the list somehow keeps getting longer. then i have a lot of animation/animatic ideas #bro cant leave the yhs fandom till they do everything they planned so im staying here till its 20th anniversary/hj #this was about the yhs reanimated.. back to that so yeah im trying very hard to do work on it because i gotta do a lot of the parts

[weird-unlimited-ramblings]

Ok so we’re probably gonna get some Foster Family drama, so a couple things could happen the next episode and I want to place some theories on what may happen.

1. We get Hermie backstory stuff. If not in this episode then most likely in the hell arc (I would hope.) My assumption is that Jodie either A) doesn’t recognize Hermie for whatever reason. B) Hermie said bitch. C) Jodie doesn’t know Hermie exist ( I imagine Scam never flat out told but kept doing those things where they like but a piece of bread and are like “haha bun in the oven” and Jodie was like “oh your such a prankster”. Scams still doing it to this day and Jodie’s like “hun, get a new joke please.” D. It took Anthony less then a minute to forget about Hermie.

2. Maybe confirmation on if Barry or Bill are alive. With his weird time stuff is they could be alive on earth, just suffering. Along with that if any season 1 NPCs are dead their is a chance we either see them or find out.

3. Scam likely could make an appearance.

4. JODIES A FUCKING ANCHOR, I’ve had 2 weeks to prepare, I’m not. I don’t remember what anchors in hell, I don’t know if we got confirmation. I think the general assumption is betrayal. I kinda hope it’s Glenn related cause I wanna see Glenn. But I assume it will most likely be Scam Likely or FBI related.

#dungeons and daddies #dndads #dndaddies #scam likely #jodie foster dndads #hermie the unworthy #hermie unworthy #taylor swift dndads #glenn close dndads #I also wanna hear how Mark Likely has been doing #also I think everyone needs to pay attention to 1 C #Jodie: YOU HAD A BABY #Scam: FINALLY oh I need to call mark #scam (on the phone with mark): I told you it wouldn’t take twenty years #maybe I think I’m funnier than I actually am #idk #I hope Taylor gets his body back. #like I love the head bros but Willy could totally kill Taylor by stabbing his body through the heart #just saying #I think that’s how the knife works right?

[chuu-huahua]

hi guys have some RANDOM SOUKOKU HEADCANNONS because i’m procrastinating my holiday homework lol (like i genuinely can’t bring myself to do it so i’ll just uh, cram it all before school actually starts)

contrary to popular belief, dazai is actually the good cook between the two of them :) chuuya burned down the entire kitchen once when he tried to make rice, so dazai removed his kitchen-entering privileges. dazai can actually cook well, he just enjoys seeing the shocked/scared faces of the people he serves his food to when he makes it nasty

dazai replaced their couch with a foldable couch bed because whenever he makes chuuya mad, he gets sent to sleep on the couch, and their old one was uncomfortable and not big enough for his lanky ass legs

chuuya once thought dazai was a burglar when he was drunk and smacked him in the face with a frying pan, which broke dazai’s nose. he (chuuya) cried while apologising when he sobered up

they have movie marathon nights, except they speedrun movies separately and fight to see how many more movies they can watch than the other before the clock strikes 7:00am and dazai has to go to work

when dazai did the “that’s what i love about you!” thing to chuuya when they were younger, chuuya actually wanted to punch dazai because he was so flustered. he actually went back to his room to punch his pillow and scream into it about how much he liked dazai back and how he messed up his response

chuuya likes it when dazai drives, because it’s so adrenaline inducing and it’s funny to see the looks on civilian’s faces when they speed pass them and almost crash into the lamp post

dazai’s home wallpaper is a picture of chuuya drooling in his sleep, and chuuya’s one is of dazai screaming and running away from a dog

i feel like they would both be really good at styling hair and doing makeup from kouyou’s lessons and all the infiltration missions they have to go on... although, i can picture chuuya trying to pry a bite of lipstick out of dazai’s mouth because he read the contents and tried to commit suicide by eating it lol

they have a built in wine cellar in their house (inspo from my aunt’s house lol. she has a fucking wine cellar in there stock full of expensive alcohol and there’s even a catalogue) and it’s super super cold. they have two silly fuzzy pairs of slippers, one is crab designed and the other is slug designed lol

yes ig that’s all for now :D

#lei writes! ଘ(|lI.‸.) #i genuinely can't bring myself to do my work idk why #and exams are on the second week of the term aksjdhajdhka #and hcl oral??! :((( #ahhh this school is killing me but i don't wanna transfer #i worked so hard to get in here and i'm like #suffering more than my friends in other schools for some reason #like i get that we don't need to take o levels like the other schools but like?? #why is our curriculum so fucked up?? #why is our teaching system so messy?? #bro the teachers aren't even actually teaching anymore tbh they just give us the work to figure out on our own #ahhhh anyways i need to get back to studying or smth #bungou stray dogs #bsd #soukoku #dazai x chuuya #dazai #chuuya

[rotzaprachim]

a wild flavor of tumblr user is a certain kind of white American self id’d leftist or commie who reblogs and posts things about I just think all liberals and centrists should DIE (*guillotine* meme) and then posts things needing to be nicer to demographics that vote 80% Republican and are very systemically involved in the structural and practical oppression of people of color and the whole US hegemony like brooo I get having a seriously messy relationship with your own cultural background but who are you talking about? Guillotining everyone at mawmaw’s thanksgiving?

#My mom was bitter about white middle American farmers and like it made me kind of ….. #but also they do fucking vote 70-80% Republican and horrifically abuse the millions of undocumented laborers who run the system #But I see this kind of thing with a lot of white working class American groups #It’s not an argument against empathy we any group we all need more empathy #It’s that a) I think white Americans who got into leftism by themselves often end up #In this violence-centric ideas of reform that are still intensely conservative and culturally Christian #Like bro you just want to kill everyone to make a better shiny world of good people bro #And b) they have exceedingly little empathy with why people from any other background might have family or complex relationships #To conservative ideology #The white leftist culturally xtian relationship to many diasporic groups etc #Idk it’s interesting…… #Also like I’m not letting anyone off the hook but uh some of the language that gets pulled up in these talks #Can be a weird reflection of Fox News rhetoric #The Real WorkinG Class (from predominantly white and rural areas) #Versus the Coastal *Liberals* and *urban people* at fault for income inequality #Or the death of American working class leftism or something #Like blaming that specifically on California and New York and or some of the areas with the highest proportions of people of color and Jews #It’s just like hmmmmm sussssss to me

[ruffgem]

im literally incapable of setting small goals so i get sad when i dont accomplish them. theyre insane shit like "fully craft 12 songs as a self-taught musician playing every single instrument and recording entirely by yourself AND do it all within the span of three weeks." like BRO??? did I know I can just make one or two. its ok. hold my hands....

#but the problem is i get 75 percent done with one song and then im like already over it im like ok time for the next one #like bro....... CHILL #OR i'll like pour my life blood sweat and tears into some shit and then listen to it back and be like #mmm... derivative. mediocre. Simply Lackluster #what do I want from me!!!!! #its about the joy of creation. Bitch #thats literally my life philosophy why am i forgetting her when i need her most #tomorrow im locking myself in my room and im only allowed to work on one garagebandTM project file until its DONE #to the fullest extent that a DIY garageband song recorded on my laptop can be done #IDK IDK im used to going big or going home i dont know how to be normal when i had an assignment to make a comic i made it 100 pages #SELF INFLICTED #i have to turn normal now

[ninawolv3rina]

I want to be writing so bad rn i don’t understand why I’m not lol

#is this burnout #I’m big in the ‘i can’t afford to be burnt out’ stage rn lmao #and also??? I’m not burnt out i just need to get back into it #i know once i start up it’ll be fine i just need to get into it #ughhhhh i hate being an artist i hate creating #my shit #‘oh Nina this sure sounds a lot like burnout’ how about you shut up!!! /j #i have a lot going on i need creating to be an escape i think i might need to put off work on Friend to let myself rest…. and i hate that #i just want to love it and i know that to love that story i need to pause and wait until I’m healthy again #and in the meantime give myself grace that all i want to write is horror even it’s ‘unproductive’ #idk man there’s stuff happening in my life that just sucks and i want it to be over but it’s not going to be over for at least another week #idk #shit sucks bro #vent