#i’m sobbing actually

[wizardofsleep]

They put a raven behind Sam. They put a raven behind Sam. THEY PUT A RAVEN BEHIND SAM.

#I’m sobbing actually #critical role #cr spoilers #fcg #fresh cut grass #faithful caregiver #sam riegel

[ssahotchnerr]

his smile are you kidding 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#i’m sobbing actually #SOBBING #thomas gibson

[4ugust]

i can’t believe she actually sang “i wouldn’t marry me either, a pathological people pleaser, who only wanted you to see her”

#i’m sobbing actually #joe alwyn we were fine for a while there but you made me and mother cry so idk… #taylor swift #taylorswift13 #taylurking #you’re losing me

[sad-emo-dip-dye]

*holds them very gently*

#I’m sobbing actually #ln 6 reread #bsd beast

[ghosthunterbuck]

something about secret ingredients family recipes “it’s me” “you always help me figure things out”

#I’m sobbing actually #911 spoilers #abbie watches 911

[usignedupforthis]

just… just… he was so THEATRICAL

#i’m sobbing actually

[gwyoi]

I’m crying a lot about it actually. I just want someone who wants me. Me. Not just my body. I want someone who is proud to walk hand in hand with me.

#gwon #I’m sobbing actually

[nothing-goldstays]

Assumption: Even if things are extremely nerve wrecking and exhausting, you tend to focus on the positive things and keep a positive mindset - you are selfless and put others first but you still set healthy boundaries for yourself

🥺🥺 this is so kind and generous towards me, I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve this kindness! Thank you so much

#I’m sobbing actually #ask #game

[casiia]

simon riley sending you a picture every time he’s drinking a cup of tea to prove to you that he’s winding down :((

simon 💕

m’takin a break. don’t worry, doll.

#[ *ೃ༄ — 𝐒𝐈𝐀 𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐒. ] #THIS IS SO CUTE #IM ACTUALLY SOBBING #i’m gonna do this more #( 𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐎𝐍 𝐑𝐈𝐋𝐄�� ᡣ𐭩 ྀིྀ ) #simon riley #simon riley x reader #cod #call of duty

[fcntasmas-archive]

the last of us on hbo: here’s your first two episodes, full of the TERROR of humanity!! infected!! corrupt government!! marshal law!! senseless killing!!

us: ah

the last of us on hbo: and now for your third episode. the gut wrenching love story between two men who found each other at the end of the world and became so entangled in one another that when time finally wore them away, they left together. also on the nature of daylight plays over their last day together

us:

#actually i’m sobbing. #the last of us #the last of us hbo #tlou spoilers #me and meg: we dont want to do this anymore actually

[antoinetriplettsupremacy]

watching the rookie and oh shit. this went from fun to some fucking traumatizing shit real fucking fast.

#send help #i’m sobbing actually #if lucy dies i die #oh fuck #please don’t spoil #i’ll kill ur mother #/j #the rookie #lucy chen #season 2 episode 11 #day of death #rosalind dyer #caleb wright #or whatever the fuck his real name is #tw: swearing #pardon my french #i’m stressed asf

[pollyanna-nana]

One of the most tragic and compelling aspects of Dunmeshi, to me, is that we’ll probably never know (unless Kui tells us lol) how Delgal actually felt about Thistle. I’ve seen people say that he genuinely cared for him as a brother and his journey to the surface was to save him from his madness as much as it was his people. I’ve seen people say that he saw Thistle as nothing more than a fancy accessory or tool that ended up going astray. Others I’ve seen (and personally agree with) say that the truth lies somewhere in the middle. But honestly, I think any one of these interpretations has the potential to be correct… and that’s just heartbreaking.

After all, Delgal is dead. Like, dead-dead. The very first chapter of the manga starts with his spirit leaving this mortal coil, taking that answer with him. And…

How he talks about Thistle here… it’s interesting. He does not ask for him to be talked down, or captured or imprisoned, but instead “defeated”. Which Mithrun interprets as asking for his death… which is reasonable, because that’s likely how the vast majority of adventurers interpreted his words, too. Obviously as he was crumbling to dust he probably didn’t have the capacity to be particularly verbose or explain the complex backstory to how the kingdom ended up this way, but the effect is the same no matter how he may have felt with it. He asked for Thistle to be killed.

But… even in situations where he wasn’t under any such time limit to explain what was going on, he still seemed not to. Most glaringly:

Yaad seemingly has no idea that it was Delgal’s fault that Thistle sought the demon’s power. Obviously he couldn’t talk to him about it because Thistle was, uh, a little out there by that point, but why didn’t Delgal explain? Was he embarrassed? Mournful? Couldn’t find the words?

Delgal was scared of dying. He wanted prosperity at any cost, and how could Thistle possibly refuse? Did he even realize that what he was the one who pushed his own brother— One who basically helped raise him despite being a child himself, and in many ways is still a child— down this path? Or was it like watching an overzealous employee misinterpret directions?

The way Yaad describes things here makes it sound like Thistle simply dug too deep in his studies and fell into madness, but we know that’s not true. Delgal didn’t “suggest” he learn magic, he wanted a mage who could help himself and his people defy death, which he admits to Thistle openly:

So, why? Why not tell his grandson, at least, the truth of the matter? Did he worry it might make the remaining residents more likely to upset Thistle, and therefore suffer the consequences? Did he just not care? For what it’s worth though, Yaad does suspect the truth from Delgal’s behavior.

He “always blamed himself” for his descent into the dark arts. This is just Yaad’s observation, and that’s without knowing that it was quite literally Delgal’s fault Thistle went down this path. So, why? Why was it all kept a secret?

Of course, this made things ripe for the winged lion to manipulate to its advantage. Clearly despite knowing he’d pushed him into using it, Delgal still thought the lion was a force of good that was misused by Thistle as a result of his madness. His face in that last panel is particularly haunting. He looks terrible, gaunt and pale with overgrown hair and missing teeth. Had he gone mad, with grief and sorrow, as well?

Could he no longer see Thistle the way he did when they were younger? No one can ask him, because he died long before the story even began.

To go back to the original question, well, how did Delgal see Thistle? None of the previous points make a definitive answer any clearer, and I think that’s just brilliant. And so, so tragic.

#polly speaks #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon #thistle dungeon meshi #Delgal #yaad #the winged lion #thistle posting #dungeon meta #This has been stewing in my head for a while #I just. sobs. I both hate and love Delgal bc it’s so ambiguous how much he actually cared about Thistle #he definitely wronged him in any case but the severity is up in the air. and more importantly Thistle will never know either which is part #of what drove him to go so far to prove he was worthy of his family’s love and affection #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #ok I’m normal. I’m normal #I’m so normal #(lying) #(sorry)

[festering-bacteria]

Confucius in my regular style + some other doodles

ALSO THE NEW EPISODES BROUGHT ME SO MUCH ANGUISH OH MY GODDD

#art #clone high #clone high confucius #topher bus #clone high abe #clone high jfk #clone high joan #clone high frida kahlo #tophabe #joanfk #jfkonfucius #clone high spoilers #clone high season 2 #THE NEW EPISODES RUINED MY LIFE #im so upset but at least Confucius is still silly #if they make Confucius do something shitty and ruin him for me I will sob so hard #ALSO Frida slay I need to draw her more #I’ve also hopped on the tophabe bandwagon they are silly #I’m actually very mad at jfk and I do not like him rn he BETTER make it up to Joan next episodes or I will lose my mind

[pachimation]

this man is just doing his best to keep it together rn

#genshin impact #my art #kaveh #i Want to grind and gnahs kaveh between my teeth i love him so much #congrats to kaveh for being the most beautiful man in teyvat actually #(i swear if i get baizhu before him i will sob and cry and curl up into a little ball. that is a Threat) #also so sorry for disappearing for like a month *jazz hands* finals #i love my major i just hate how fucked the group project system we have goin on is #i’m gonna be buried in that fucking studio at this rate

[doctorsiren]

Felt like some simple painting today

#doctorsiren #ace attorney #miles edgeworth #phoenix wright #ace attorney fanart #art #digital art #my art #fanart #procreate #I meant to make Edgeworth built a little different but I just went with what I ended up with bc I wanted to get to the fun colours already #I’m sobbing the Phoenix at the bottom #imposter fr #actually it sort of reminds me of an AU my brother and I thought of #where Phoenix gets disbarred wrongly but then just embraces the conman life and Trucy is a little congirl #he’s like ‘welp they already think I am anyways 🙃’ #I know tumblr will decimate the quality :’)

[exy-shmexy]

I commissioned the absolutely lovely @anthemisarts to draw King, Sir, Neil and Andrew from my fic Paw and Order and when I tell you I kept having to pick up my jaw from the floor whenever Sira sent me updates, I wish I was kidding because LOOK HOW INCREDIBLE THEY LOOK!!!

Thank you again my dear Sira for bringing these two to life so perfectly, I will never stop looking at them (especially Neil’s eyelashes, he is so pretty and foR WHAT???) thank you for being an angel whom I will cherish every single day I love youuu 🧡 GO WORK WITH HER EVERYONE

You can read my very silly cat café AU here

#you don’t understand the WHEEZE I had to fight when I saw the poster behind Andrew #it is SO FUNNY YOU GENIUS #I love them so much I’m actually sobbing #they are beautiful ;-; #andrew minyard #neil josten #aftg #all for the game #andreil #aftg art #aftg fic