#i’m kinda SO over tumblr

[whiteprairieroses]

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#i’m kinda SO over tumblr #it’s the last social media i have #and like i enjoy browsing my dashboard but the popular section and the for you section are so awful #and half my og mutuals are gone anyway #and i don’t like sharing on here anymore cause honestly i got nasty anons just for venting about my personal life on my personal blog #i think i’m gonna delete #i’ll re-evaluate tomorrow but i just don’t really see a point in sticking around #i hate the internet and i don’t want to be on it at all #and tumblr includes that #even tho there are some genuine people on here who i will miss i just think i need to commit to irl fully #i’ve been enjoying real life way too much to tolerate the shit i see here on a daily basis #i’m planning my wedding working on my house saving money listening to old records watching my favourite movies from when i was a kid #i just don’t want to come on here and read discourse between two 13 year olds in a cringy fandom #like all the power to the individuals who have been able to curate their feed just so but i just don’t care to filter out the bull shit #which is literally what all social media is #filtering out the bullshit ads and trends and ‘fake news’ and i’m so sick of the information over load #so anyways i probably won’t deactivate my account but if this post is 3 months old and i haven’t posted since it’s because i deleted the app #so goodbye and thank you and i love you and goodnight 💓🌟💕 #txt

[lavender-rroses]

gay blindness

#tumblr gets this first bc i’m nervous #now time to yap #this playthrough kinda annoyed me at times just cause of the commentary but i’m lazy so i finished it #anyways i wanted to challenge myself to make an animatic #(sort of) #and dgs/tgaa is all i’ve been able to think abt lately #i just love the cast sm #prob more than the mainline games tbh #i’ve been kinda circling the aa fandom for a while #but the sheer number of games was kinda overwhelming #so ig having tgaa be just two made it easier #ok yap over #the great ace attorney #dai gyakuten saiban #ace attorney #ryunosuke naruhodo #susato mikotoba #barok van zieks #kazuma asogi #masked disciple #baroryuu #asoryuu #??? i guess #lavrose art #fanart #animatic #art #update my friend told me this was 2019 fandom animatic vibes #and like. yes #i’m making up for lost time fr

[roostertuftart]

Can we stop W the “if you have a different opinion on sp you clearly haven’t watched the show” bit. it’s. Very annoying

#I get that there’s like. some young TikTok fans who rly haven’t seen it #and putting aside that that’s not inherently bad #bruh like. pretty much everyone on Tumblr has seen the whole thing #there are dozens of meta writers here with absurdly different opinions who have all seen the show through and through multiple times #and came to different conclusions #and we can and should debate that but this take that anyone who isn’t like #in agreement on things that even Matt and trey are inconsistent on… like. #can u stop that actually it’s genuinely just kinda toxic in a community we can ALL agree needs to be less so #South Park fandom #South Park meta #it’s so weirdly like. uppity too. some of u sound like those annoying rick and morty fans who got memed on in 2018 #I get it we all have opinions on the show we all think we the right ones actually but PLEASE be decent about it at least in the presence #of ppl who don’t agree with you. it’s a cartoon. you’re not moving ppl over by being an asshole about your disagreements #we can debate and be chill and nice to each other about it #god Ik I’m going on about this but I’m just sick of genersl toxicity in the community and this is the one I’m seeing recently

[sprucewoodmpreg]

im gonna have to sit on it bc of recency bias but to be real with you i think cleo’s ep7 might be one of my favourite life series episodes ever. it felt like a mix of the best parts of both the earlier and later seasons

#ITS A LITTLE BIT AWESOME. JUST A LITTLE #i’m stuck at work and i can’t pay attention to anything. doing a shift right after eps dropped was a bad idea 😭 #im biased as hell but it had both like. that server-wide war stuff i missed from 3L #as well as that fear aspect that has been kinda. reduced over time. the cave scene w scott and bigb was so awesome #ok mobile tumblr is awful it won’t let me read this post OR the tags so whatever

[mandyyvibes]

#this is kinda silly goofy #i’m so nervous and my outfit is the only thing i can exert control over #so im uh #making a tumblr poll about it?

[reinerist]

i don’t think ill be making any more gifs once my queue and drafts get empty which i doubt will happen anytime soon lmao it’s honestly been really stressful and mentally draining to try and keep up w all these shows only for almost every single one of my edits to only get 50-100 likes

#mytxt #personal #i know my gifs aren’t anything special and people aren’t obligated to reblog or even like them if they don’t want to #but it kinda sucks bc of all the time and effort i put into it #and with almost 20k followers too #the ratio makes me feel like my stuff is the problem esp when i see someone repost a gif and get 20 to 100k notes when the blog has existed #for like a few days #god i miss the old tumblr #back when people would actually interact w each other and support each other #anyway vent over #also i have like 1k posts saved up so it’s not like i’m leaving right away

[orpheus-lovett-thenardier]

Sweeney Todd has the major advantage of having a landlady that’s madly in love with him.

I first went down this rabbit hole of thought a few years ago. My updated version is that Nellie doesn’t make him pay rent. She just doesn’t care. She already wants him to live with her, so why make him pay?

Back when I first thought of this tho, my joke was that they’re both extremely broke, so she maybe tries to get him to pay rent a little bit, but he’s got, like, no money, so he’s just like, “Sorry, can’t.” And she just lets it slide, ‘cause what is she gonna do, evict the love of her life?

He gets away with this all the time.

The other joke I made is that he very easily could use this whole thing to his advantage. Not in a “toying with her feelings” way, just in a “my landlady’s in love with me, what’s she gonna do” way. One day, he just buys her flowers and is like, “Do you except barters?” And of course she accepts because she loves flowers and she loves him, and even if it was to get out of paying rent, she thinks it’s sweet, and they both know deep down that she was never going to make him pay anyway.

#this isn’t to say that he never helps with her financial struggles he just does so in other ways #like unaliving his customers lol #maybe i shouldn’t say lol after that whoops #he lives in her house and her mind rent free #this whole thing made me come up with the phrases too cute to pay rent & too cute to be evicted #i want both on a t shirt #broadway #theatre #musical theatre #musicals #sweeney todd #sweeney todd the demon barber of fleet street #mrs lovett #nellie lovett #this kinda turned into an actual headcanon instead of just a little joke #whoops #sweeney todd and mrs lovett #sweeney todd and nellie lovett #i told myself i wasn’t gonna use tumblr much ‘cause the over-s3xualization of literally everything is getting on my nerves #but i’m still a nerd who likes to post

[astrophysician]

nearing the end | we were always unified

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CAN YOU BELIEVE THESE ARE THE FIRST DIGITAL DRAWINGS OF MY BOY

HE’S GROWN SO MUCH AAAAA. HE HAS A BOYFRIEND NOW??

#artists on tumblr #sketchbook #sorcerer #dnd character #air genasi #astrophysician #my art #kipengel #zephyr #kite #kinda want to make an evolution post for him #fuck man. i can’t get over it. it’s been three years since i made him #and soon his story will be ending #i’m gonna cry so many times

[delicateimage]

Hey girlies update time… I’ve been sent to a clinic for my weight and it’s been really stressful and my life is kinda falling apart lol there’s defiantly good aspects to it but ughhh I’m like :( bc my diets had to change so much and I feel so unproductive now and I’m really scared about gaining weight but they’d said I’d like die or whatever if I didn’t which um. I genuinely feel so disgusting heavy and sick and disgusting and DISGUSTIGN eww and my disordered eating brain is coming back in full force after silently controlling me for like nearly years at this point and it’s all so much. the hardest thing about this is that I don’t want to gain weight at all and particularly I don’t really even care to live anymore. I’m scared everyday I’ll fall deeper and deeper back into disordered eating I’ll get lonelier and lonelier I’ll get fatter and fatter I’ll lose everything I’ve ever built for myself… ugh this is a mess but ong.

#it’s hard because I don’t want to sound like I’m bragging like HEYYYY I GOT HOSPITALOZED FOR BEING A SKINNY QUEEN YASS but omg I can’t #this is so sickening I feel so fat and disgusting there were two days where I could feel like I could eat the calorie count they gave me but #now I feel like a FAT FUCKING BEKUGA WHALE I feel like I gained 40 pounds in a day I feel so hulking and disgusting I’m eating so much ew #the self harming intentions came back because I lost my only form of control over my autonomy. I feel like there’s no other way for people #to hear me other than harming myself and depriving myself #I feel like such a waste #it’s like tomorrow I want to go back restrict restrict restrict restrict eat 5 calories exercise for an hour #but I just can’t. #I don’t have anyone to talk to because no one understands. #I feel so lost #the one thing I enjoyed about the diet change is the snack kinda… it gives me motivation to keep going. #everything is so stressful though and I don’t know how to encapsulate everything AT ALL ugh #I’m so tired and I just want to fall over and die already but… idk #I want to restrict really badly. I want to purge and fast again. I want to become anorexic. I was at to scream out and cry and say that I’m #hurting and I’m weak and I can’t take it anymore #ugh #omg I haven’t made a huge tumblr rant in months omg I haven’t USED tumblr really in months omg #my ED loves tumblr like girl hey

[cuteniaarts]

Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:

Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #lok malina #still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now #and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that #don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before #to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021 #because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing #but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence #anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he #*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character #for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop #I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like #I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her #if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet #okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself #lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer #about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long #this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh #I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out #*surprising #less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know #anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous #her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this #and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning #I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭 #I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb #okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary: #she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

[lesbiansanemi]

Things to make me lie down and contemplate everything. 400 ppl liking my writing enough that they want a notification when there’s something new

#one person in the comments of last sunrise also said I was their favorite renkaza writer #I. I. LIKE MAN I DUNNO #I am literally always under the assumption that people like. tolerate my creator endeavors #like maybe they’re not bad but they’re not GOOD and they’re kind of mildly annoying to everyone around me #(we can thank my family for mercilessly mocking every interest I ever had as a kid for that one) #I have had ONE person irl who has always responded v positively and passionately when I talk about my projects #(hiiiiii Lee ily for this) #and it’s like. oh. oh wow. this kinda stuff is always like whiplash to me because of it #it shocks me when ppl comment or oh my god when they ask me QUESTIONS about fics #like they WANT me to talk more about them #I’m too anxiety ridden to really even talk about them on MY dumb tumblr account cuz I worry about being annoying #because me being excited about working on something = annoying in my brain #(and like it’s never anyone else I see literally ANY other person posting about their art or ideas or processes and I’m like OMG AWESOME) #(it’s literally just me that this applies to 😭😭😭) #so yeah. ppl ask about fics. people say they’re excited about them. ppl even say they THOUGHT about them #and it baffles and confuses me and blows my mind #anyways. the point is. Ty ily I can’t believe you all like anything I made #but I’m trying to get better about getting over this mindset #and seeing physical proof in numbers that it really is ridiculous definitely helps #kaz rambles

[druid-boy-punk]

my phone hasn’t been charging recently (like it’s when a charger cord gets spotty but it’s my phone and not the cord) and when we got it checked they didn’t fix it

said that it was too old (it’s like 5 years old??? when was that old?????)

god i hate apple

i wanna switch to android but with me still leeching off my parents they insist on getting apple shit :((((((

other phone users is all phone brands shitty or is apple just jerkwads??

#shitpost #shit post #kinda #apple sucks #phone problems #i’m not getting a new phone tho dw #i’d rather kneel over and die than admit defeat and let apple win #also i just don’t need a new phone #ignoring the charging problem i haven’t been updating my phone so it’s actually running pretty smoothly #still regret accidentally updating tumblr and my photo quality went to shit

[calamitydaze]

long tag ramble below u have been warned

#ok i feel like i should say Something before i start being active again #but i dont want it to be a Statement which is why i’m putting it in the tags #(also bc i procrastinated doing this for weeks so i know this is a very stale topic by now #but i also haven’t been on tumblr literally at all so this is 100% my organic authentic opinion lmao) #so read if you gaf and ignore if you don’t #anyway: george def could’ve done more to ensure she was comfortable #and as someone who has also gotten in over my head with older men and regretted it #her hurt is valid and i’m deeply sorry she feels the way she does about that night #but with that said i see no reason to believe george Should have known how she really felt #or that he deliberately took advantage of either her youth/inexperience or her discomfort #and that’s the most important thing for me— he fucked up and misread a situation but that doesn’t make him an evil person #and i hope they can both move on and grow and heal #as for my future in the fandom: i honestly dunno how active i’ll be going forward #i was already becoming pretty disconnected so this might’ve just sped up the process? i’m tired of being put through the wringer #but i also don’t really have a fandom to replace this so i might just continue casually participating in the way i have been #either way rest assured i will never become a rabid anti. that shits embarrassing #i got HORRIBLE drolo rsd the other day when tommy’s mom needed clout and vagued him so like if nothing else. droloisms are forever #also as a last thing— this feels kinda silly and self centered to say but i will anyway #sorry for not opening up my blog as a forum for discussion again the way i did with the drituation #i know i helped a lot of people sort out their feelings and that was (and is) really really important to me #but it also tanked my mental health (mostly as a result of the fallout and not the act itself but still) #plus my life irl was pretty stressful at the time when everything was first going down #so i just didn’t feel up to putting myself through that again #but i’m sorry if anyone wanted to discuss w me but wasn’t able to #anyway. i think that’s all i have to say! #i don’t want to turn this into a capital D discussion but as always my askbox and dms are open #love you all tons! i hope you’re having a good day 🫂🫶 #bella talks

[cosmicallytiki]

It’s funny how I used to be super reluctant to leave tumblr back around like 2017-2019 and then the pandemic hit and for some reason I just was always on Twitter more. Now I’m facing the same problem in reverse. Granted I didn’t post or reblog all that much at times because I was in a very different mindset because of conventions and wanting most of my social media to be portfolio-esque, but boy did I spend hours scrolling back then.

#my thoughts #tiki talks #I will say the increase of weird ads here was a reason for a shift over. #don’t get me wrong some of these ads are hilarious #but then there are a lot that are just like spam/malware like that just gave me weird vibes #especially when there was a time all my ads were in several different languages across the board and I had no idea what was happening #I had just dealt with some shit elsewhere that I just said ‘nope. fuck this.’ and uninstalled tumblr on a few devices. #I was definitely overreacting but I was just not in the headspace to potentially deal with more shit & I struggled to come back since #tbh I genuinely might try ad free tumblr. it’s kinda dumb to pay for a social media but I’m so tired of these spammy ads.

[fizzle-faz]

Doodle I made of my beloved boygirlfriend while watching Fringe

#That shows kinda fucked but in a good way #This may be how I leave it or maybe just the sketch? #I’m not sure #ive been trying to let myself just make messy art and not obsess over useless shit #Also Tumblr ate the image quality per usual #You know the drill #tap it so that it doesn’t look AS horrendous #It’s not good but it’s not dogshit #So I call that a win #fizzle scribbles

[mikesbasementbeets]

my first gifset to get 1k+ notes and it's not even for stranger things. it's not even on my main (side) blog. what am i even doing here

#beets posts #not this again but it's so funny like. [redacted] followers here compared to 0 over there and a gifset here gets dirt #is anyone actually out there? can anyone see this? hello? #feeling kinda disconnected from st/byIer tumblr rn tbh. how's everyone doing? anything new happening? [i shout into the void] #not that it Matters like i make gifsets because i like them and like being able to make whatever gifs i want and just like. have them. #it's cool i like it which is why i made a(nother) side blog to post my non-st gifs just for me. and it's just funny that with a new blog #with zero followers like the third gifset i posted got 700 notes in A Day which is i think more than even my top gifset here has Now. #i'm not even upset about it it literally is just. so funny. to me #anyway i’m at work rn bye