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farfaras · 3 months

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i was scrolling through tiktok when i got renee rapp's new song w megan, me and my cousin instinctively just started singing along, then froze, then gave each other side eye. scrolled past it and haven't mentioned it. the life of ur closeted local queer girl. everything makes me paranoid.

#maam how do you know this song #i need answers #but i dont want them bc then id have to give them too #shes one of the few ppl on my instagram that follow renee too #this whole cousin friend group is closeted i swear #but it feels like we're too scared bc of our #EXTREMELY religious family #anyway vent over #renee rapp #megan thee stallion #mean girls #mean girls 2024

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reinerist · 9 months

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i don’t think ill be making any more gifs once my queue and drafts get empty which i doubt will happen anytime soon lmao it’s honestly been really stressful and mentally draining to try and keep up w all these shows only for almost every single one of my edits to only get 50-100 likes

#mytxt #personal #i know my gifs aren’t anything special and people aren’t obligated to reblog or even like them if they don’t want to #but it kinda sucks bc of all the time and effort i put into it #and with almost 20k followers too #the ratio makes me feel like my stuff is the problem esp when i see someone repost a gif and get 20 to 100k notes when the blog has existed #for like a few days #god i miss the old tumblr #back when people would actually interact w each other and support each other #anyway vent over #also i have like 1k posts saved up so it’s not like i’m leaving right away

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izvmimi · 2 months

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sigh

it's funny when i have a bad day or bad week cuz like i'm always like i'm fine, then i actually tell someone everything that's on my plate and while doing so, depersonalize a bit, and i'm like damn sucks to be her but like... i am her

#it's also hilarious cuz i don't feel like i have the right to be upset either cuz it's never like Calamity #i'm always relatively fine in the long run #it's just like a lot of Expectations and i'm stressed #but like no one has died so it's like do i Really have the right to be upset #but then i AM upset #and like no one seems to care because i'm fine!#but am i fine.#i AM #anyway vent over #mimi speaks

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nametakensff · 10 months

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#staying with friends all weekend #great to see them but already.....so.....socially burnt out and it's just been one night 😵‍💫#trying to strike a balance between socialising and spending hours alone is a constant struggle #like i wfh alone and even then in the evening afterwards i'm like please.....i need my space #anyway vent over #nttalks

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peony-pearl · 1 year

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I want to be home so I can keep drawing

#I want to improve so bad #but its only because I feel so shit about my art #but even when I draw polished stuff I struggle for interaction with multiple pieces #buy I myself am bad with interaction I suppose #I have wonderful mutuals so I shouldn't feel greedy for interaction but like #it hurts sometimes #but I can't force interaction with people #but I just wish I knew what I was doing wrong #but it may not even be something wrong people just have different tastes and I understand that #anyway vent over #all I can do is keep doing my own thing #I know I draw a lot of niche-y stuff and ocs and a majority of my stuff is on the scribbly side so yeah

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chaosphil · 4 months

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been trying to do this edit/compilation for ages now and not getting anywhere, it’s not complex but my brain just won’t work

anyone that actually edits or makes any kind of art your willpower and patience is incredible and i love u

#gotta force myself to let it go but i can’t #but i can’t focus #it’s been like a week of this #anyway vent over #if u see this hope you have a good day

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avinox · 2 years

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A few weeks ago one of my players confronted me basically saying I'm not doing my job as a Storyteller right and that he had to "change his character's entire personality" (he still acts the same) and that I shouldn't have allowed what we call Scum (characters that actively don't want to help their companions and only talk shit about them) if they couldn't have a space in the narrative and blamed me because I "read his backstory" (he only said he manipulated people into doing what he wanted to survive and also I specifically stated in the summary that I DON'T, and I NEVER allow these types of characters). There was no way for me to know what his character was gonna be like in-game but I am taking the blame for this.

He also said that my world "seems empty", that he wants things to happen at once in a game that by its own nature is slow and where you have to build your own connections (he basically wanted to stablish a friendship with an NPC that's not one to trust people on a whim and in a scene that was my boyfriend's moment to shine (he also accused us of wanting to steal the spotlight in one other scene in another game when we don't even like that sort of thing)).

He never responds to texts on the groupchat, not even my own when I ask everyone their plans and what they want to do and what they want for them to happen, he (and another player who joined in at this point) expected everything to happen to him passively, when these sort of things are part of the game's mechanics.

I just wanna vent at this point, I've been thinking about this for some time and he left me feeling like I'm a shit DM, but everyone else at the table is telling me I'm doing a great job and can't wait to play again.

I'm a little less concerned that this is a personal problem because he also said the exact same thing to another DM, who had previously kicked him out of his game for undervalueing his efforts. It seems his characters never seem to fit the narrative quite like everyone else's, and also share that whole "looking down at you and insulting you" thing.

#also if your character is a master manipulator why don't you go and do that instead of spreading shit in the party???#i forgot the word in english #like badmouthing everyone #bro weren't you smart af??? why is it so easy to see where you're going??? why don't you scheme???#isn't your party the thing you should be protecting (at least for now) so that they protect you back???#also the other day in the other DM's game he had introduced a really cool puzzle with mirrors and stuff. i loved it. these 2 didn't #and they (specially this guy) began saying the puzzle was shit because he just didn't like it #like dude. why can't you show respect. the puzzle is amazing btw #not everything is bonk bonk bonk you know??? i like enrichment in my enclosure #anyway vent over #i don't expect to do any sessions for the time being and it's been like a month since the last one #i have to do it for the players who care but this guy has left me feeling like an ABSOLUTE SHIT DM #and since I'm an OCD perfectionist it's worse

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themisterhip · 10 months

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The sillys 🧛😝✨

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snowonthebeachftlana · 2 years

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can people please stop tagging completely unrelated lyric/aesthetic edits with 'haylor' some of us are blocking the tag but still want to see edits of taylor's music

#it's not even like. style and ootw edits it's completely unrelated songs??#a while back someone tagged a last kiss edit with haylor like babes.........#stop tagging random shit 😭#am i also salty because i tried to follow the pll and call the midwife tags #only to have tumblr shove the same three irrelevant mistagged posts in my face on a permanent cycle?#perhaps #anyway vent over #sabtext

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cemeterything · 10 months

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minor incovenience: happens

the urge to say "this is my fault because i'm a bad person and you're being punished for being associated with me. you should take out your frustration on me for this thing that is definitely within my personal ability to control.":