#i wish to study him

[cespool]

Lou is out here collecting DMs like infinity stones damn

#I WISH I WAS HIM NGL #dimension 20 #d20 #brennan lee mulligan #aabria iyengar #brian murphy #matthew mercer #matt mercer #this took more time than it should have ngl #i should be studying for my finals akjhfkdhf #IT TOOK ME. 6 HOURS TO REALIZE I DIDNT EVEN TAG THE MAN HIMSELF THIS IS EMBARRASSING #lou wilson

[guiiay]

quanxi

#the heart's for u <3 #(if ur a man no its not sorry its for me instead) #ANYWAYS thats it. quanxi. the whole post what more can i say #i wont her. like i said i couldnt draw gpm!quanxi just Once like her in a suit just does things to me i guess #tumblr folks get to see this first because i love u #yes i know what i was doing with the hand #quanxi #quanxi csm #chainsaw man #csm #art tag #fanart #first post of 2023 and its of a lesbian so true tama as it should be #chainsaw man art #OH YEAH this is very much a leyendecker study #i wish i was him rendering this was so. void noises but enjoy! im so talkative sorry

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

there is something so so so Appealing about angry/irritated Barnaby. it scratches an itch in my brain. somethin somethin comic relief characters getting to break their mold and be outwardly unhappy

#plus it just looks... Nice on him yk yk #i sat down to do a lil character study and Next Thing I Knew barns was ready to Throw Down #still tweaking how i draw him... still not fully satisfied #except for the center scribble #theres a reason its on its own. its my fav of the bunch #and also the happiest ive been with a scribble in a While! #everybody hold on im shifting into barnaby mode #kidding kidding. maybe. we'll see how i feel tomorrow #scribble salad #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #barnaby b beagle #i like how i keep cycling through which neighbor im Focusing on #lately its been howdy but all this laughingstock is making me 👀 @ barnaby #still patiently waiting for my brain to seize poppy in its white-knuckle grip #please. please. i do not control the Motivation but god i wish i did #still. anyway. angy barnaby. fuck yeah. hes great. #i think i saw that one uhhhh drawing of clown's of barns looking mildly annoyed #and thats probably what made me go Oh I Love This. This Is Incredible. I Think About This Every Day. #he deserves to be upset. as a Treat #all comic relief characters should have a free 'choose violence' ticket

[red-cicada]

herbert studies..thingy..i didnt feel like finishing...

ive been unhappy with my style latley so I'm trying some new things. let me know what yall think.

gona do some master studies soon :)

side note, sorry to all the reanimator fans but Herbert west is my babygirl now <3

#joking but fr i need him #reanimator fanart #reanimator 1985 #bride of reanimator #reanimator #herbert west #art study #wish me luck in my attempt to change my art style

[suspencerrrr]

I love that thing of when I’m listening to Pod Watcher and Shane says “Did y’all do this as a kid, I did this and it’s a completely normal thing to do,” and it’s followed by a description of the most psychotic human behavior one could ever imagine

#pod watcher #shane madej #watcher #I wish someone would study him on a psychological level because Jesus Christ

[littlespoonevan]

nicholas galitzine's filmography is really just like 'i refuse to be typecast unless i get to play nobility and/or kiss a man' and you know what good for him

#on the one hand his roles are so vastly different but on the other......i'm sensing a theme skdjfha #wish his two biggest projects of the year hadn't come out during the strikes #(or y'know that the strikes didn't have to happen at all) #so he could've done some of those superlong podcast interviews i need to study him like a bug #nicholas galitzine #mine

[shaxza]

#dahlia hawthorne #ace attorney #phoenix wright #dahlia x phoenix #alexa play dark red by steve lacy #my art #since i dont want to make a dedicated post let me use my notes to vent about how much i love dahlia conceptually and how much i wish AA + #writers weren't sexist #dahlia was given the shittiest set of cards when she was a kid and she was a victim of grooming by that terry loser #she is CONSTANTLY objectified and sexualised and i think her design as a skinny young looking individual makes it even more distasteful #but i think it works if the writers could have done something with that #what i love about dahlia and phoenix's relationship is the contrast - phoenix needs to see people as innocent before jumping to help them v #dahlia who has if you think about it is innocent to a degree given how fucked up her childhood was #dahlia could have been a great case study into compassion for phoenix as she has hurt him directly but in his role as a lawyer he has to se #past certain flaws so justice can be served #and it can PUSH his understanding of what is “guilty” #yes dahlia killed people but also i choose to believe her worldview was severely warped by her enviornment and she's a product of it #or if they wanted to make her a villain and stick with it i think as a rival ro phoenix she should have been a cautionary tale #of what happens when you never learn to move beyond the shitty hand youve been dealt with and live non judgementally #anyways ^_^

[hobbithabits]

Am I gonna be able to find a fanfic of Data and Bashir sexing nasty style or am I just gonna have to make it myself

#man these bad boys can fit so much ‘I wanna be normal so bad’ #Julian should study ALL of Data’s abilities if you know what I mean #aside from crude sex jokes #I think it’s really sweet that Julian noticed those things #Julian wants to be normal so bad he catalogs what’s normal about everyone else #Julian simultaneously humanizes data while still viewing him as someone who is different #wish my pookies had more screen time together💔 #julian bashir #data soong #star trek ds9 #star trek tng #star trek

[angrylesbianstereotype]

As an unapologetic Jesse Pinkman apologist I can’t begin to tell you how utterly uninterested I am in fan work that excuses his actions by characterizing his parents as explicitly abusive or neglectful, especially because so much of his character arc centers around not only taking responsibility for his actions but developing a sense of agency. If anything, I’m interested in Jesse’s relationship with his parents as yet another subtle dig at the myth of the “American Dream” by Breaking Bad’s creators. Jesse’s parents are a “nice”, normal, suburban white couple, the pillars of the foundation for American propaganda. They clearly care about him, but based on their treatment of both their sons, it’s relatively obvious that they care more about keeping up appearances than they do the welfare of their children, who effectively act as status symbols. This is why they write Jesse off quicker than some viewers would have liked (although it should be noted we don’t know the whole story there), and why Jake is so weighed down with extracurriculars when we meet him. They provided Jesse with all the physical necessities afforded to children who grow up well-rounded, well-behaved and on good terms with their parents, but in their conditional love they left him without a support system, and with dangerously low self-esteem due to equating academic success with self-worth. And while Jesse’s mother demonstrates a clear reluctance to cut him off entirely, his father seems somewhat less conflicted, showing disinterest in Jesse’s sobriety and treating his infrequent reappearances as an intrusion on their lives. Jesse has a good heart, but starts the series selfish and without any real comprehension of consequences, not surprising for someone raised by “nice” people who weren’t really all that compassionate. Jesse doesn’t gravitate toward Walter because Walter acts abusively towards him but because Walt can give him the academic and parental validation he hinges his self-worth on, and because Walt, like his father, prioritizes the projected image of himself as a wholesome family man over actually being there for his family, or for Jesse.

In this essay I will-

#i wish i could study him professionally #then i could have academic validation too </3 #jesse pinkman #diane pinkman #adam pinkman #jake pinkman #breaking bad #brba #brainrot #touch grass post #beware of editing

[homoeroticgrappling]

It is important to me that people see the way Chuck is handling being off injured and not in the Best Friends tag match

#I adore him and wish to study him under a microscope #AEW #Best Friends #Chuck Taylor #Trent?

[lgbtlunaverse]

Life as a JGY stan is so hard because sometimes I want to make posts about the ways his very justified paranoia turns against him sometimes, rare moments where I think being more trusting or vulnerable would have helped but he felt like it couldnt, or talk about how his brutal survival instinct intersects with society's existing bigotries in a such a way that most of his violence is actually aimed at people lower on the ladder than him, with people like Jin Guangshan being the exception not the rule. Because he's a fascinating character and these parts of him are interesting!

But when I do that I have to live in perpetual fear of the moment that it escapes its target audience and someone takes it to go "Yeah he's a monster who fucked over everyone and is incapable of love! I wish he was killed earlier and his death was a thousand times more painful 🤪"

I mean, take my last example. Due to existing hierarchies it is, at any point, easier and safer for jgy to harm people less powerful than him instead of more powerful than him, even if the more powerful are the ones threatening his safety in the first place. Even knowing how it harms him and while working against it, Jin Guangyao is not immune to internalizing the mindset of the world he lives in. Even when killing Jin Guangshan- one man- it ends up costing the lives of 20 sex workers. You think I can bring up the sex workers in this fucking fandom? You think that will go over peacefully? The well has been so thoroughly poisoned here it feels like any conversation around morality automatically turns into a courtroom to determine a sentence for this fictional fucking character who's already dead.

#mdzs #meng yao #jin guangyao #complaining and whining about fandom #does fandom even know you can talk about morality in a way that's not adding up good person vs bad person tally points? #i think it's really fucking interesting how jgy is the person who's saved the most common people in the setting with the watchtowers #a politically unpopular move! this was a passion project he made becuase he wanted to help people! #and yet he's not afraid to take advantage of every bit of social capital he painstakingly gains to harm those below him either #i wish! that i could talk about that! #i also haaaate the 'incapable of love' thing on principle #morality is a choice! people don't need to FEEL love or empathy to not harm others #to use it as shorthand for 'evil' is reductive and fucking annoying #people hurt people they love all the time! #fandom does this in a similar way to nmj also. 'oh he can't empathise with other people' NOT THE PROBLEM. HE HAS A VERY DIFFERENT PROBLEM #what characters feel is very important to me from a 'studying blorbo' perspective but not in a debate about whether they're a good person

[tabithatwo]

do you think shauna learned that cells turn over completely in seven years thing in high school biology and latched onto it and had an existential crisis meltdown of nuclear proportions when it was coming up on seven years since she’d consumed jackie because none of the cells in her body were born out of the energy she got from jackie’s flesh anymore?

#or am I the only one who thinks like this l o l #I WISH this was shitposting #I’m so serious tho lmao like #I think shauna would think about this #I think she’d study it. like she’d say okay that’s just an untrue fun fact right #but then like once you get down to the detail and the complexity she wouldn’t know if she was MORE jackie or LESS jackie #she’s sitting in the LITERAL CLOSET that she loves to sit in for environmental storytelling purposes crying about cell turnover #jeff comes home and she’s holding a medical journal in shaking hands asking about heart cells #through sobs she asks if only 40% of your heart renews in a lifetime was any of that at the RIGHT time #jeff says what…what Right time you’re scaring me a little #shauna rolls her eyes and kicks him out of his own bedroom so she can cry under better conditions (without him) #she calls taissa for the first time in two years but she of course can’t bring herself to ask so it’s just an awkward call all around #this is both funny to me and breaking my heart like I’m so emotionally dysregulated about this I’m not sure if I’m kidding or serious!! #much like yellowjackets showtime!!! #yellowjackets #shauna shipman #jackie taylor #jackie x shauna #taissa turner #shauna x jackie

[dustykneed]

i think theyre incredibly silly !! but also from a character design/shape language perspective the triumvirate is so terrific i keep nerding out whenever someone makes them Shaped as god intended.

on the other hand my last midterms are tmr and i need something to keep me occupied after so by all means if yall have anything (if its tos spones mckirk or mcspirk rest assured that i WILL do it 100% bc im totally so sane abt then you see) youd like to see me scribble out in notes app feel free to send in an ask etc! ill do my best lmao

#spones #mckirk #star trek #leonard mccoy #spock #tos #star trek tos #triumvirate #is kirk shirtless or was i just too lazy to fill in his shirt?? youll never know ;) #but theres a reason why bones is Particularly inclined to be grumpy about it lmao #but also the one with the whales-era spones has my heart in a vice grip #god i have chem and math tomorrow wish me luck #did i study? NOPE #but i just love them so much your honor #jim kirk #HOW DID I FORGET HIM #cant believe this #its more of a tragedy than my grade in math

[jadeleechisagoodboy]

Sorry I haven’t posted any art or writing in awhile, here’s an unfinished picture to fill the void

#idk why I made him look so solemn. he’s probably just studying or something #also I wish I could say I haven’t posted art in a while because I’ve been busy #but the truth is I just hate rendering so I almost never finish pictures #twisted wonderland #twst #disney twisted wonderland #disney twst #jade leech #twst jade #twst fanart #twisted wonderland fanart

[mayxo-hxh]

I personally think that Kikyo would absolutely be thrilled that Illumi found himself a man he wants to marry as strong, handsome and fit to be Zoldyck as Hisoka.

Hisoka is strong enough to be considered an equal to a zoldyck, which means strength is no problem for him. And I don't know about you but the way he assassinated that terradin man that was threatening to reveal illumis identity at the end of the election arc? CHEFS. KISS. THATS A WHOLE ZOLDYCK WIFE RIGHT THERE. And Hisoka is a certain type of fucked up enough to be a Zoldyck, even if he is... mmm.. self aware. Even if he himself thinks zoldycks are a special kind of fucked up. He'd fit.

I always see people make silva and kikyo disagree with illumi marrying hisoka but i soooo heavily disagree. Like what is there NOT to be proud of in Illumi's marriage choice. There is not a single other character IN THE ENTIRE ANIME fit to be Zoldyck than Hisoka Morow and I will fight people on that.

Something a lot of people also don't realize is that the Zoldycks are not a family that discriminates in the slightest (this is a whole discussion on its own but examples are how Kikyo is from meteor city, the butlers are taken from anywhere as long as they have the skill to work and one of the people who attacked kukuroo mountain to hunt the zoldycks now works for them instead. The zoldycks didnt hesitate to hire that mf they fr dont gaf lmfao)

there are soooooooo many misconceptions about the zoldycks in general and i think thats what aids the whole "the zoldycks would HATE hisoka" thing but like. nah. they wouldnt.

I also think about how Kikyo found Silva at such a young age. I bet she was constantly nagging Illumi and asking when he'd get a partner himself. Now he's got it, Millukiiii ITS YOOOURRR TURRNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!

#some people would say “oh theyll hate him when they meet him!” but why though. #“the way he dresses!” ?? so what. have u seen the way the zoldycks dress lmfao. their son is literally twinning with that magician #“he'll make it weird” Ya Allah no he fucking wont 💀 people base this off a very fanon characterization of hisoka. #Like no he wont moan out of nowhere because theyre a powerful family he already knows that buddy. #hes kept it in multiple times before in a muted reaction please stop making it seem like hes a man with no self control i beg lmfao #Surprise surprise Hisoka acts weird on purpose when he puts on a show because thats how he wants to be percieved #but hes very self aware and knows whats considered weird and disrepectful and certainly wont fuck it all up for him and illumi for 0 reason #me when i finally get to marry the love of my life and i fuck it up because i decide itd be quirky and the fans want me to #hisoka is a much more calmer and quiet person when hes not purposely being weird and thats what people dont want to accept #anyways rant over #whewwww thats a rant and a half lmfao #I wish hisoka as a character was given more analysis and study than the 3 scenes that make him popular #anyways. rant TRULY over. here are the normal tags #hisoillu #hisoka x illumi #illumi #illumi zoldyck #hisoka #hisoka morow #hisoka zoldyck #hunter x hunter #hxh #my post #i feel like if i mentioned how hisoka has adhd on here id get thrown pitchforks at. #let alone the fact that hes very asexual coded #i dont really feel safe on this website at all to discuss any of this yet lmao #people literally laugh when you say hes shy when its literally??? a canon fact stated by hisoka himself?? and backed up by many scenes???? #but i dont think i ever will feel safe here tbh. i just have to. do it. and fuck it whatever happens or whoever laughs at me. #just like ive done on twitter for years until ive finally created a complete safe space for myself #secret rant at the end because maybe nobody will look here

[laidenbreecatchall]

Did some Cora doodles today. I kept wanting to draw him but kept telling myself I couldn't cause I haven't actually met him in the show yet, but I caved today, and hot damn is he fun to draw. I love his design a lot.

Also I the last one was a quick height comparison initially between me (5'5) and him (9'7 1/2") and then realized there was a space between where I could draw a big eyed Law. (Also I didn't look up Cora's height before hand and thought it was just 9ft so he should be a bit taller, damn!) (Also also also the thing over laws face is a feather I drew prior to drawing him)

(full page below)

Full sketch in the middle was my first one ever and I was like "damn... He's so easy to draw" then upper right, upper left, bottom left, bottom middle, bottom right, and middle left.

#one piece #art #trafalgar law #my art #ryeart #donquixote corazon #donquixote rosinante #trafalgar d water law #bic pen doodles #doodles #one piece fan art #i wish i could lasso tool the first one cause his eyes are wrong but oh well this is reality #traditional drawing #i love ball point pens #i did this all with a bic pen no under sketch btw #my favorite way to draw of all time #i love how softly the ink comes out of those bad boys #also im watching one piece finally today and im in punk hazard #nothing makes me quite as delighted as Law absolutely Baffled by the strawhats #im feel like im doing and intensive character study when i watch just cause i adore him so #i must know how his brain works 👁️👁️ #what are your motivations Law??? are you truely Chaotic Neutral??? True Neutral??? Good 👀👀👀👀👀??? idk about the last one well find out #i need my mind Law to be ACCURATE in his motivations OKAY?!? #How am i supposed to day dream to the highest capacity if im making up shit too much #i need a grounding point in my head fan fics MAYBE one day I'll write #i love character analysis AP english did something to me back in the day. that was my SHIT and i continue it with love