why am i unloveable 馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀(kill me)馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀
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I hate the way I am and yet even as I try to change that I always fall back
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you think you can hurt me?
nobody remembers my birthday, not even my best friends, and I've grown used to it because what else can i do other than pretending that being forgotten is fine and nothing new to me when i would literally throw them a surprise party and write them long ass paragraphs about how important they are to me then getting nothing in return because well i understand that people can be forgetful and maybe I'm just cursed to remember all the details about people i love like excuse me i know your favorite color is yellow and you love ducks and it's okay you don't remember my birthday i know you're busy
yeah you can actually hurt me but I'll pretend that you don't
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i hate everything about myself
i feel ill everytine i look at myself , there鈥檚 nothing i can change that鈥檒l make a difference
i don鈥檛 want to always be stuck as this i hate ir so much
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Why is he lying
Ik he doesn't love me. It's obvious he doesn't anymore.
I love him, I really do, I don't want to break up with him
Idk what to do anymore..
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me starving myself and crying all day bc i woke up and decided today is a bad day and his tone was different 馃挄馃挒馃挀馃挐馃挊馃挅馃挆馃尭馃尯馃尫馃尲
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sometimes i wonder what must it be like
to have a father you can talk to
without your breath getting stuck in your throat
or your heart pounding so hard like it'd burst
i wonder what it's like to have a father
you are not afraid of.
sometimes i wish i had a normal relationship
with the one man I'm supposed to trust in my life
instead, I'm afraid of him as am I
of any other man who comes my way
maybe this is what my life is going to be
always running away from every man I've known.
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i love having a great day and then still crying myself to sleep
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