#i really dont kno what to tag lol

[skylandart]

I love the kiramager suits— so ✨SHINY✨

And yes, I custom did the bike because why tf not

@naraozu

#Sena Hayami #Kiramai Green #Kiramai Yellow #Tametomo Imizu #Art request #Mashin Sentai Kiramager #Sentai #Super sentai #i really dont kno what to tag lol #also like #ADORBABLE BABIES #art #my art #fanart #skylandart

[hirokiyuu]

(ripping my hair out by the handful) Sol Is Not Trapped In The Time Loop Sol Is There Because They Choose To Be

#life on earth i am begging you please get life on earth #teenexo stuff #this is my biggest adn pettiest pet peeve but every time a fic is tagged fix it abt either #a) sol leaving the time loop or #b) dys not [redacted] #i start ripping out my hair. please. please. please #the irony is besk lives au actually does hit point b eventually however. however #i dont think its a fix it for him to do it or not do it i think its just a choice he can choose to make #i really do honestly and genuinely believe its fine and morally neutral and not a bad thing #i dont think relationships need to last forever to be deep and meaningful and i think dys staying for sol for so long is already like #a sign of his love and how much he cares for them. like. i think its fine. i genuinely do think its fine that he goes #idk theres a quote from this book i really like thats smth like uhhh #your lover doesnt belong to you they are choosing to lend themself to you every day #and i think abt that w/rt dys/sol a lot its just good u kno #dys stays for sol because he loves them. he leaves because he wants to do that too #and i think the act of him staying bc he loves them is really nice! having the time together they have is nice! #idk i also dont think sol would be able to be like....... With dys long term if they didnt understand/acknowledge this at least a little? #basically. i think there are circumstances where dys wouldn't do it but i dont think those are fix-its lol #ANYWAYS clambers back off my soap box #this wasnt even what i came here to complain about #ok back to packing byeeeeeee #i was a teenage exocolonist spoilers ? #probably somewhere in there im guessing

[bitchfendi]

if i graduate its over for you motherfuckers

#if i graduate that means ill have more time to write whatever i want #like yeah writing about some ocs is fun but i would also like to write something else #if ya kno wat im sayin #ive also gotten really into splatoon but not like lore wise #im into splatoon the way dudebros are into every fps #lets see what else #i wanna draw but my mom is next to me and drawing in front of her idk me da vergüenza #ugh can it be tomorrow already i wanna smoke some zaza #im boreeed #.-. #i havent played nss in a while but im still burnt out on it #i havent played anyother game besides taiko and splatoon actually #honestly i dont know what to do after i finish school like i was thinking of going to a temp agency and finding an office job #the dream is to work for a game company but thats just a dream and i gave up on my dreams a long time ago #its funny bc my profs would talk about the publishing world n selling their stories and im like #lol im not gonna be writing books im only in the program cuz 1. i didnt do the remedial math class bc that shit costed money and #b. i wouldve been miserable in anyother program so #if you made it this far in my tag ramble congrats #you found him: 🐀

[orcelito]

Calmed down from the panicking but i 100% found blood in tally's poop and so I'm gonna have to take her to the vet asap lol

She's acting completely normal rn at least. That's the one assurance I have rn.

#speculation nation #animal illness/ #animal death/ #tagging it bc tags talk lol #really absolutely do have trauma about my cat sammy lmao #ive suspected it b4. considering how ive reacted to certain things. #but ya kno. finding blood poop is stressful no matter what #but that stomach deep Dread. the memory of the last time i found my cat's blood on the floor. #he was. very very clearly not fine at the time. yowling in pain. etc. #tally's just chilling. she doesnt even seem to be bothered by anything. #so like. hopefully it's nothing serious. but either way it needs addressed. #and im just like. i really did not need this in my life rn actually lmfaooo #negative/ #god i dont even know if i can take her tomorrow. the vet's office isnt open rn. #i dont think i need to take her to the emergency vet hospital. i took sammy there bc it was like 1 am when his stuff started haha #shes. acting fine. it should be okay. for her to not go in immediately. #just. gotta try to get her in as soon as possible...

[crookedkryptonitebeliever]

i’ve noticed that you update language barrier pretty much everyday with very little time or days between every update. i was wondering how you update it so fast? do you already have most of the story finished but just adding some last minute touch ups and/or checking for grammar mistakes? or do you just do one chapter a day in a impressively short time? i’m curious since what i noticed writers tend to take some time updating their stories so it was just really new to see someone update theirs so frequently. 

I shit u not, at this point im a degenerate neet

I wake up at 1pm, have one meal until 1:30pm abd then sit in front of the computer until 2am in the morning, typing away, each chapter i try to go for 4000 words but never able to reach them most of the time, so usually its around 3500 plus

It all started with me breaking my leg 💔 before that i had a job and shit but now nyeeh i cant really do shit without breaking down crying how painful my leg is, so im doing this to cope and stuff

If u look closer theres a lot of leg and foot injury mentions recently, especially when it comes to Yandere Best Friend

I dont do touchups and grammar check, or even check for plotholes or continuity- i rely on my vague recollection of the previous part , then i publish my chapters hot out of the oven, right after add a bunch of tags, link my masterpost and previous posts , at that point my brain is fried thru n thru and thars why my author's note looks like it was written by someone on fucking molly

How i write is by checkpoints or specific sentences that I want to be added in the story- and in between each checkpoints i pump out filler chapters, these filler chapters can range anywhere from one chapter or 7 fuckin chapters

U kno that wordy translation about "she who is divine" bullcrap? That is A checkpoint, everything else past the Giant vs 2718 fight was just filler lol

Fun fact, part 11 where theres a lot of angst with 2718 is considered a filler chapter 2 me

As soon as i put out a post, i go straight back to my drafts and work on the next part

The reason why thers so many fillers is cause i try not to use timeskips all that much, the pacing between chapters are usually within a 30 hour timeframe (with the exception where reader fell into a comas cause i dont want to write the entire journey back, i thought it would be boring as hell to just describe 2718 put a foot in front of his other foot repeatedly)

The next major checkpoint is probably like lightyears away, i try to churn out as much as i can before the end of this month, where ill restart uni and wont have any time to update AT ALL, lest i fall into dormancy until i break my other leg

Language Barrier is just one long bullshit session lol

#yandere #yandere x reader #tw yandere #yandere concept #yandere male #yandere oc #male yandere

[single-malt-scotch]

i kno theres a lot of comparison for Good Season between s9 and s7 and i love them both bc they really have entirely different vibes. they cant be the same. i dont think its fair to say why one was better than the other but rather recognize what is different about them and think about the numerous things done and why they worked well, potentially thinking about what would be nice to see going forward.

s7 was interesting bc it isnt unlike s9 in having some kind of central location and then hermits spreading out from there, as well of the numerous 'events' that occurred.

i think a central area is key... not just spawning in the same place together, but spawning there and establishing something there. s9's spawn blossoming in that spot with everyone's small starter homes was lovely because it basically made a small neighborhood. it seemed natural to make a little starter base to prepare and live in before going off to build a potentially bigger base imo. my favorite thing about s9 (kind of s8 simply because of proxy voice) is the excitement and chaos of starting and everyone bumping into each other and poking fun etc and i think spawn is a key part of that! its what i look forward to most for the start of a season.

in terms of events, its something the hermits were very good at in s7 and naturally did in s9 again. events are good. they allow collabs between bigger numbers! i cant even count all the events on each season but i realize i feel there is like... a 'roleplay-ish' event and some kinda game event lol. and strangely we had two events that had to do with controlling a district/server etc (s7 mayor and s9 king). which is just coincidence. but, this kinda back and forth of funny 'lets play pretend" to some degree can be amusing to watch and i dont mind it, but its the way that its played out that matters. s7 mayor was pretty simple and didnt effect other people too hard (it was on a much smaller scale tbh), whilst ren's king arc was incredibly involved!! and that is NOT an insult (i think it was done decently in a way where ppl not involved did not have weird video situations of being confused or left out-- they could ignore it easily).

it is just wild to see the progression of work done between these events these ppl created. honestly no matter the ups and downs of the king arc i cannot applaud ren enough for everything he did, it was insane. this is to say-- i wouldnt doubt a pattern potentially coming through-- playing pretend in a way thats a bit more than just a prank war, and obviously making silly games. games are really The staple of the server and the way people get together to have fun. my only wish would be to not have another mayor/king/etc arc lol. i dont think thatll be an issue.

i think what stands out for both season are the things some hermits make that arent mini games or just a little play pretend, but the long going events that get people involved for a longer period-- s7's button, tag, head games, decked out or the base trade. s9's decked out, tcg, mumbo's new button, ren's quests, etc... and i imagine they will all come up with new things again. s9 at least to me felt like it lacked some of that but its probably more because the ones that did come up lasted a long time inbetween giving hermits more time to work on their builds. but they all came in waves that felt fitting. let a thing happen for a while, it slows down, people spend time more specifically working on their base. rinse repeat. i guess in some ways it felt 'organized' but i can see how it maybe didnt work for some people-- some didnt like watching tcg and when it was the main focus, some people didnt watch. same goes with decked out.

and of course, across both seasons, its always a toss up on how "complete" is feels. and my prespective is less of who completes what, but instead how the season potentially affected their ability to work on their stuff. of course there are all kinds of irl things that affect them too so i cant judge this as if i know everything. s9 felt kind of linear? again, in the sense of how larger scale events were spaced out. and i feel like ppl were given good spans of time to work on their stuff. really, it just seemed like irl things is what slowed some people down towards the end, especially when the pauses between things like tcg and decked out were spent dealing with irl, and then returning because of those events. at least from my perspective, s7 felt a bit more chaotic in terms of this pacing due to the randomness of events and the fact they would often take them away from their bases. i dont actually feel like anyone worked less on their bases in s7 than s9, but the big things that happened were not at all paced the same way as they were in s9 (it sometimes made me feel like they werent making much progress at all even though they were lol).

it is interesting taking a look at these two seasons because i think they had a lot of the same stuff, but both went about it differently. i think these two seasons define the hermits very well-- the kinds of stuff they do, the stuff they enjoy, and what they tend to keep doing. assuming s10 doesnt get some kind s8 treatment i can only see this one going forward just as well as the previous. and i hope as well to see some very interesting new ideas from after the insane massive works like tcg and decked out 2.

#it is interesting to see the contrast of the center of the server #s7 was so focused on markets like. so so much #bc the market was the 'spawn' #on the other hand market wasnt a massive focused for a majority of s9 because it wasnt the center #instead it was spawn where there were mostly homes and whatnot #i just think that alone is interesting #but ironically it was s9 that ended up starting with so much focus on money that they fucked up the ecenomy

[mourningmoth]

Get to know you better

got a tag from @dru-reblogs-stuff :3

Relationship Status: me and bf are v happy :3 we've actually talked about the concept of being married and planned 2 buy rings, we're both just sorta apprehensive about certain aspects of the institution

Favorite Color(s): uuuuh ill be real For Once abt this question: i like a Lot of colours lol. i dress in black almost exclusively at this point just bc i like it and its comfortable, so thats def a top pick. i am also very fond of deep greens, dark reds/maroons, burgundy, and dusty purples. in artwork, ive been very into bright and saturated colours lately, like gold and cyan

Favorite Food: this is like a rly difficult question lmao so im gonna list some general categories of food i guess? i really love seafood, and id probably put sushi rly high up on the list. also am very fond of super spicy food and soups/stews. i rly like greek, mexican, japanese, and chinese food also, as well as american food (i like eat a burjer)

Song Stuck in My Head: Pop/Stars by KDA, I KNO leave me aloooone

Last thing you Googled: lollll i searched "WoW ebyssian" because i named a flight rising dragon that, thinking i was being cool and original, when in fact i just forgot the wow character existed. oops

Time: 7:11 pm pst, i havent eaten dinner yet. oops. i will also take much longer to finish this lmao

Dream Trip: i dont have a singular dream trip so much as a desire to travel in general bc id be nice to go new places. i have never been outside of the usa, except for the occasions i was on sovereign tribe land contained within the usa. i would like to visit ireland, finland, japan, greece, and egypt :3 maybe australia also

Last Thing You Read: the king diamond abigail comic

Last Book You Enjoyed Reading: genuinely do not remember what i read previous to the abigail comic lmao

Favorite Thing to Cook/Bake: i rly like making spice bread and my cheesey chicken chili :3

Favorite Craft to do in Your Freetime: i used to do some physical crafts (like needle felting), but most of my free time is spent doing computer hobbies lately! i like 2 make digital art, pixel art, and starbound mods

Most Niche Dislike: honestly cannot rly come up with this one. i dont like citrus fruits except limes i guess. lemons in certain circumstances

Opinion on Circuses: fine as long as the animal cruelty parts are avoided lmao, but ive never actually been to one

Do You Have Any Sense of Direction: bruh i could not navigate myself out of a wet paper sack irl. ask me for directions in vivec city from morrowind tho and i can set u the fuck up

Tagging back: neh

#tag meme #the dreamer is awake #thank u!! #:3

[tears-0f-the-lynx]

xX read me! Xx

yandere blog is @loversick

dont ask me if im ok + try to reassure me or the likes /nm i just wanna exist<3 ily all mwah /p

if you kno me from elsewhere, no you dont. pls dni !

first, if you ever want to vent to me, ask! i may not be able to help/give advice, but im more than happy to lend an ear!

xX tw's Xx

X guns (wow big surprise)

X drug abuse (i joke abt using drugs but do not!)

X self harm + suicide that good shit

X homelessness

X family issues

X csa + sa

X child neglect + abuse

X ed stuff

X ptsd

X dysphoria + dysmorphia

X dereality/liminal spaces

they are not regularly tagged

xX dni Xx

X your common sense stuff. dont be a bitch

X id prefer if you were over 18, but i really dont care atp

X anti-recovery/endorse or encourage mental illnesses and their symptoms

X ddlg/cgl + variants or endorse age play yall are fucking nasty.

X romanticize irl murderers or ykno

xX abt acct Xx

X obviously i let shit out here. i come here to be less upbeat; it gets tiring sometimes, so sorry if i sound rude. thats not what i intend

X i talk a lot about banana fish, but this is obviously not bfish blog. i use the series and particularly ash lynx to project my trauma. as if he wasnt traumatized enough

X honestly a good amount of posts are just things i dont want on main lol but its also kinda a diary so oops i overshare shrugging emoji

X check tags to see if something is ok to rb or not

X some nsfw things may come up, but not straight up porn

X recovery/positivity posts are rare, but we all need them :]

X my own nonsense is under #worthless cries

X i tend to go here if im regressed, so babytalk sometimes comes up. i like to delete it when im big again, though

xX what is tagged Xx

any blood/sensitive visuals will never be significantly graphic. will be updated as other things appear. this just a forewarning!

X blood (#tw blood)

X nsfw (#tw nsft + #tw nsfw)

X suicide visuals (#tw suicide visual)

X religion (#tw religion + #tw religious imagery)

[spaghettiandart]

*casually raises the dead*

#the most normal thing to do in response to thinking that dying is a sin is to raise the dead #the second most normal thing to do when the dead are walking around is to freak out bc they are naked #what are they putting in the water in moralton #moral orel #uhhh i think i need to tag for gore? bc of the zomb :) #// gore #// death #i guess #orel #orel puppington #doughy #fanart #my art #moral orel has me in a vice grip #honestly i would read a fic centered around orel doughy and the necronomicon #even if a lot of the earlier episodes dont really adhere to the canon of the newer ones i mean its still pretty neat #necromancer!orel for the win lol #i dont kno how to draw kids but i am trying my best <3

[skylandart]

@naraozublogs needs some cheering up, and I'm here with all my equipment

Two smol rambles, one: Sena's an absolute ANGEL, and you can't change my mind, and two: Tametomo's hair are a DELIGHT

#Posting kinda early today #look at him gettin all red #Sena Hayami #Kiramai Green #Kiramai Yellow #Tametomo Imizu #Art request #yumeshirayukiblogs #Mashin Sentai Kiramager #Sentai #Super sentai #Angel!Sena #i really dont kno what to tag lol #but THEY ARE CUTE SAY IM WRONG I DARE YOU #also like #ADORBABLE BABIES #i REALLY wanna watch Kiramager now #art #my art #fanart #skylandart

[hirokiyuu]

oh i finished the entire scholomance trilogy in the past three days and here are my thoughts (below cut for spoilers)

el. el. el. el. i love you el. el. baby girl. my favorite type of character. i love you

me when a girl is angry and trying and intrinsically Not Good and yet Doing Good Anwyas and also so so so fucking angry: h

i liked orion most in the first book i wont lie to you. i thought thats where he and el were most compelling as a duo wwwww i wish they'd gotten more focus? dev? in the second it wouldve sold me harder on [redacted] at the end u kno

honestly there was more htan one moment where id be reading and the flow was soooo astol/at which. u kno. makes sense. but id be like. oh yeah ive definitely read your got fic before u kno GLKSHDGKSHGD

most noticeable during most of hte orion/el stuff for me wwwww

everything abt the maw mouths was so fucked up and so good and all the concepts in this story were so sexy. a school that kills 75% of kids so that it doesnt have to be 90%. so so good so fun.

i really liked in general the stuff abt balance + the lesser evil discussion and i LOVED the magic system. so fun. intention + flow + balance + belief all coming together like that to make things Real is so good

ok i made it this far w/o doing a bullet point abt it but i think el/liesel. i. i dont have anything else to say but when they were sleeping together in the third book i was like. oh my god

of course i like liesel i like ruthless girls willign to do Anythign. sooooo tasty (chef finger kiss)

my ideal post book 3 fic is 'el on her journey around the world and she and orion are like semi-open rship and she bumps into liesel and accidentaly (lol) sleeps w/her again only they do have some feelings there and somehow it snowballs and then somehow liesel ends up tagging along during the summer w/her and orion and they fall into a weird hinge poly sort of but not quite situation esp bc she's also still definitely fucking alfie too' u kno. this is my ideal

ok i got that out of my system. i like liu a lot too the whole thing w/her in book 3 i was just like. h. liu.......... liu...........

honestly all the charas were really good...... all the main cast was very (chef finger kiss) i liked chloe and liu and aadhya all a lot obvs. girls. liesel...........

orion in general is such a fun character lol. i do wonder if h'ell just be functionally immortal tho u kno. or if not what happens when he dies. you kno

el + her mom were also so good duo. i really liked el+ her fam in general tbh but her mom's everything coming from her constant refusal to put any darkness into the world. soooo good so so good. so fun

book 1 was probably my favorite just bc it was a lot more of the rship dev i really liked if that makes sense. i like when characters are close and can rely on each other obvs but i do like seeing them get there and thats what book 1's focus was on the most so i enjoyed it a lot wwwww idk if i can rank them tho i enjoyed all of them. probably its like 1 > 2=3 for me wwwww

overall just tasty tasty books i looooved el sm shes so good. gorl

#personal #scholomance spoilers in here

[me-her-and-la-lune]

going to re-read maximum ride (cry for help)

#ive already re-read the twilight books. i just finished the hush hush series. the only book series left in my adolescence hyperfixation #stage is maximum ride. there is something deeply wrong with me where i cant focus on other things except these books #i blame my career situation rn. everything is changing again and im overwhelmed and emotional and its time to cling onto the books that #would help me when i was younger. #also. btw. i know no one cares but i havent read the full hush hush series probably since finale came out #and like. the second book fucking makes me miserable LOL #i used to just skip to the parts that i enjoyed but i wanted to read it all the way through and i hated it so much. it was good but it #sucks** **its good in the way that i cherish it from middle school. its YA fiction. i love them but thats about it #anyway. lots of stuff going on. ill be fine but like. if no one got me i know nora and patch got me u kno #ALSO i used to be able to read books SO MUCH FASTER it took me like seven hours to get through finale. i used to be able to read that book #like. within four and a half/five hours #anyway. i stayed up until like four am last night reading silence and woke up at nine this morning and my brain wouldnt let me sleep #like it demanded i read finale. like ok brain were almost 26 we really dont have to be doing this #anyway! may or may not start reading maximum ride tomorrow. at least that series goes on for like eight or nine books or something #i have not read this series since the final book came out. lets see what it does to my mental state LOL! #okay anyway. sry. im just going through it and i dont wanna bother my friends with it bc like. theyre going through worse things than i am #oh tags we're really in it now #i just have felt weird for months and its coming to a head now and manifesting itself in me reading my middle school books. its weird #like. can i finish killing eve pls? can i finish the multiple shows and games i have on my plate? can i read NEW BOOKS? #the answer??? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! im stuck to re-read YA bc its familar and comforting and somehow the stories still make my heart squeeze #I'M CRING oh sorry for yelling im cringeposting sry

[pepprs]

Being vulnerable is rarely easy because it gives someone else more potential to hurt you. but it is a step towards closeness as it builds trust and openness. You must want to be closer to this person! There’s nothing wrong with that, in fact it is so brave and honorable! you are trying to be known. I hope it works out and you feel more inner peace about it💗

anon reading me for filth moodboard i literally was abt to make a second post abt this exact thing and Here U Are 😔😔😔 RHIS IS RLY SWEET THOUGH THANK U

#asks #purrs #reminder #also ok but jeres my question. is it Really brave and honorable to try to be known and make urself vulnerable? or is it just selfish? #im too much of a coward to actually. ask that question 2 Those Who Are Implicated In My Vulnerability but. god i feel like its selfish!!!!!! #and thats what i cant shake. like i kno vulnerability and authenticity builds trust and there is so much value to sharing stories and #yet i recognize i have this deep erratic dangerous unhinged impulse to like! oversharw abt my life to anyone who will listen. and Boy Do I #Have People Around Me Who Have Shown Me Time And Timr Again Thst They Will Listen exfept rheres always. something u know? theres always some #barrier or caveat or signal that there can only b so much. plus the constant incessant ‘what do you want tess?! what do u want?!’ in my #m*ms voice that is constantly playing on loop in my head evrry time i like do smth like this. idk im just making a big mess of it like it #doesnt even matter but i just worry like that im putting too much of myself in the wron places and burdening ppl who dont need to b burdened #w my bull’s shit! i rly just um 😔 worry everyone secretly yhings i need a therapist which is Right but i just. am so fuck’t up and DESPERATE #to be known as my full self and hungry! famished! for every opportunity i get to like. be a fucking freak and talk abt my traumas that arent #evem real traumas and all thst. idk. i am fucking crazy but i am free 😔 and i sjoildnt even b thinking abt all of this as much as i am cuz #im only a student and i cant like. god. idk. but i WANT and! god. im vague abt all of it on purpose cuz it would b so easy for. me to be um. #idk. but i really am going absolutely fucking bonkers like YES the mortifying ordeal of being known but! LOVE LOVE LOVE! AUGGGGGHHHHHHHH #sorry 4 the tag rant i am his tear rick’le 🤪 #also KFHSHFKSHDJ hwres the second post i guess LOL

[bumpthis]

U okay bud :(

djksksksks i mean ://

#nooooope 😭😭 #but what can i do anymore #like i #i would kms in a heartbeat but jckdkdmddm #cant waste 100+ dollars 💀 unless i want my parents to pull my corpse outta tje grave and kill me all over again u kno mfmfmdmdmdn lmao #😭😭 it doesnt matter anymore #i dont care i just really do not care abt it anymore #im just tired of dealing with my life and my self and the ppl around me #i made a whole Break Down Post on my main but im gonna delete it cause i nsmkxkxkss #i just reread it and wow i sound depressing and whiney and no one wants to read that lol 🤣🤣🔫 #anyway. #i just gotta get theougj likendkskskss idfk... 4 more days . #then tmg . #THEN. i wont feel so bad if a car hits me lol mdmdmdmdkkd #neg #ask to tag #anon #answered

[inbtswethrrust]

hiiii~

ok so im going INSANE searching for one of my favorites yoonmin fics ever but i just don't remember the name.

they go to university together and happen to start a class music together, yoongi is like not friendly at all and jimin kinda thinks he hates him but hoseok is there and he's yoongi's friend so they talk a bit !! jimin and yoongi get paired to do a big project together (a song i think) and at first yoongi wants to do everything by himself but jimin gets kinda mad and says they should do it together etc etc i remember them seeing each other at a party idk what else to say i really hope you know which fic im talking about 😭😭

i'm sorry, i really can't seem to connect anything to fics ive read, and i dont find it by searching... anybody kno what this is?

(+) UPDATE

okay the anon found the fic, which im assuming this is the same anon cus u never specified but it only applies to this one so yeah lol, anyways here it is:

"I found the fic I was talking about, in case anyone wants to read it, it's really nice~ https://archiveofourown.org/works/13129182" - Anon

oh i’m tryin’ i’m tryin’ (not to think about you)

oh and this is embarrassing because yeah, ive definitely read this, even though it was a while ago. couldnt find any relevant tags tho,,, oh well good thing is here it is!

#ask #anon #yoonmin #found fic #college au #enemies to lovers #ish #not really #but yeah #oh i’m tryin’ i’m tryin’ (not to think about you)

[seeingteacupsindragons]

Hi hi! This isnt an ask but I hope to idk like make you feel a bit better.

No, I dont think you did anything wrong! It just that maybe people thought you had change fandom and interest ya kno. So I guess its sad but very common to just silently leave.

In my case, I love all the jeweler richard post. Thats actually the main reason why I followed you. But I dislike Yuumori and I even mute the word and the ship. It just so happen you like Yuumori and the ship. So of course I wont be interested.

So people just change interest all the time! So you did nothing wrong and in fact I think you still doing as good as when I first follow you. Im more of a lurker so you wont know me and I cant promise that I can send any interesting asks (bc im a basic person sorry lol) but if it makes you feel better, Im really am fond of you. I follow you from twitter, join the jeweler richard discord group that you link, and until tumblr.

So yeah. In my opinion, you are just fine! Maybe there will be other fandoms that we share same interest in the future 🌺 but for now, know that theres a lurker that still come back to your old Jeweler Richard posts (wait that sound a bit creepy but I swear I meant well! 😘)

I hope you are in good health!

I mean, that's why I try to be good at tagging things nowadays. I know not everyone is interesting in all the things I am, so I try to make things at least...filterable.

The last couple times I accidentally ran into this, though, were actually YuuMori people, so it's not like a thing I don't talk about anymore? IDK. This morning one of these people liked a couple of my newer posts and I was wondering what was up with them and found a post insulting YuuMori for...uh, well, the usual things that it's not actually doing wrong.

So maybe they did just get bored of me, but I'm confused why they're interacting with my stuff, and what I did wrong, and just...yeah.

I don't know. Social media has been exhausting lately and I've been feeling rather maudlin lately in general.