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#i need to deep dive into this again i just dont know if im in the head space for it
the-kipsabian · 1 year
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do you ever love so much you internally combust and just cry uncontrollably
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red-dyed-sarumane · 5 months
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like i said before i genuinely dont think we're getting the fuu song any time soon i think its more likely we get more info on the past group first maybe more on the current group too but i wonder if the fuu song is going to be part of one of those groups or is going to introduce a new one. clearly theres a lot we're missing with the past & honestly if the new timeline theory is correct then that group seems pretty solid to me. theres space in places for more absolutely as in what exactly lead to the events in oumen, & between oumen & laboratory unless labo is the one getting her to do the sacrifice but thats. a theory i'll have to look into when im not so tired, & after apoptosis theres a wide variety of ways to handle the aftermath of that although i dont know if that would be given a direct perspective or just reflected on by a future group. & of course theres really space between any of the songs that from lack of context we just dont see its there (as is standard with this series). & the past group is only STARTING to come together in a whole picture theres so much left to fill in there. but the girl in shoushitsu is also clearly part of a group herself & its not in direct contact with the other groups we currently know. whoever we'll meet in fuu could be part of any of those 3 groups or even some 4th one. i can go read over the lyrics again but i'll be real with u understanding shoushitsu by itself is a task. genuinely dont know if understanding shoushitsu or ashura is worse. it all remains to be seen but i am wondering now
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munivrse · 10 months
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brat tamer jungwon 🫢🫢 in this essay i will...
cw: degradation, dumbification, dom!jungwon, one single tap to the face.
“You need to be quiet, angel.”
you couldnt help but moan out each time jungwon put his mouth on your cunt. the way he pressed slow kisses on the inside of your thighs, thumb rubbing over your clit. if we’re being honest, jungwon probably loved eating you out just as much as you loved getting ate out. his eyes would roll to the back of his head as you made a mess on his tongue.
“Won- Jungwon i cant- ah fuck- I dont think i can be quiet-”
jungwon scoffs, “You don’t want to be good for me today? let me take care of you?”
he dives back in, two fingers scissoring your opening.
you whimper out, “Jungwon its too much-”
jungwon looks up at you through his eyelashes, mouth still attached to your clit. he lets go with a bit of a pop,
“Fine. I’ll stop.”
He gets up and starts to pick up your discarded clothing.
“No- jungwon please come back.”
He drops all but one piece of clothing down to the floor. Instead of responding, he climbs on top of you, one knee fitted between your thighs, one hand caging the side of your head, the other is stuffing your panties in your mouth.
“Since you couldn’t keep your fucking mouth shut. Barking out orders like you’re the one in charge.”
His now freed hand is sliding down your body, dancing around where you need it most,
“Like you’re not here just for me to play with. ‘should be grateful i’m even toying with you tonight.”
jungwon stands back up, unbuckling his own jeans, “You take what I give you,” jungwon slides his cock between your folds, using your wetness as lube, “You know what i want to give you right now?”
you shake your head no, whimpering through your makeshift gag.
jungwon finally slides in, sheathed in your warmth and he shudders. his eyes squeeze close and he takes a deep breath before opening his eyes once more. He scans your body this time and under his gaze you feel small. his focus reaches back up to your face.
“if you’re really good for me, i’ll give you a big load, just like you deserve. you want that, baby?”
Jungwon grips at your waist as he’s pushing deep strokes into you. your eyes start to water and jungwon thinks you look prettiest like this. eyes red and sniffling from the pleasure he’s giving you. he wants to make you sob for how bad you were being earlier. he wants to rip every orgasm away from you until you’re mind fucked enough for you to only think about him and the control he has over your body.
he takes your cries as a yes and continues fucking deep into you. you try and push his hands from your waist, his cock nudging so deep into you it almost hurts-
“ah- dont fuckin’ run from it. what’d i say earlier?”
jungwon leans down and puts his mouth over yours, pulling your panties from your mouth with his teeth. he discards them to the side to give you a chance to respond but you cant, too fucked out to give a clear sentence.
jungwon grins, “that works too. repeat after me, sweet girl.”
he sweeps your hair from your face, one hand cradling your cheek, the other leaving crescent shaped indents on your waist,
“You are a good girl.”
your eyes are glassy and unfocused and jungwon can tell you arent all there, but he encourages you with a light tap to your face,
“c’mon baby, you can do it. tell me what you are.”
he stops fucking into you so that you can respond and you mumble your response but thats not good enough for jungwon. his brows furrow and the hand cradling your cheek moves to grip your neck, “Not good enough. again, y/n.”
this time you say it clearer, “i’m a good girl.”
jungwon chuckles in response and starts thrusting into you again, a little faster this time. “again.”
you repeat yourself and jungwon rewards you with a sloppy kiss.
had this dream last night and now im experiencing jungwon brain rot.
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shugar0cone · 4 months
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The angels
I was scared, I don’t know why but maybe it’s because of the beyond the point of death. I took a break holding my angelic shot gun pointing at the sky. “Darling they’re not comming yet.” Alastor my husband sat down next to me on top of the hotel. “You don’t know that.” I put my eye to the scope. This riffel represent my custom I had in the living, Alastor special requested it for me to vaggie. Alastor put down the barrel of my gun. “Darling dont freight for we are strong and those angels have no chance.” He smiled down at me. “You don’t know that.” I one again put it to my shoulder waiting. “Darling you know just as well as I do sitting their with your gun pointed at nothing won’t kill the prey, you need to walk breath enjoy it and then you’ll have a better shot.” He was right Alastor took us hunting when we were alive granted it wasn’t civil for your kind, but I wanted to fend for myself. “You’re right.” I put the gun on my back. I looked up at my husband. He still had his smile no fear, nothing was showing but deep down somthing was wrong. “Alastor.” I turned and looked at him. “Hm?” He looked at me in the eyes lovingly. “Im add somthing to my vows and you can’t take it back.” I said. He nodded. “Alastor I don’t know what’s living beyond death but know, I will love you for eternity, it doesn’t matter if I’m alive, dead, double dead or triple. I’ll love you.” I looked up at him his eyes softens. “And if I were to end up double or triple I’ll love you until all existence ends, I’d still love you.” We put our foreheads together. And held each others hands.
“DIE YOU FUCKERS!” I grabbed my pocket dagger and stabbed an exorcist. They were to cocky to un afraid of us, their move where jagged and predictable, one thing about a good murder is that they where unpredictable and organized. I pulled the blade out othe ex’s eye. “HEY ANGEL HOW MANY YOU GOT!” I yelled. Angel and I made it a comption to make us feel better. “36 what about you.” He said gunning down the angels. “Ha I got 46 I’m ahead~” I ran off to kill more until I see Adam and Alastor. Oh no.
“Aww looks like I missed the party.” I say standing with my hands on my hips. “Ah nice to-“ adam attacked Al but he dogged. “See you my love say how’s the weather down there.” He offers you his hand still diving Adams attacks. “Well, but must be some much more entertaining up here.” They got into each others arms and started to do a dance. (Cringy I know but I wanted a dance thing.) Alastors and I swayed through the attacks seamlessly. “FUCK STOP DANCING.” Adam yelled and tried to attack which Alastor dipped me down and I pointed my riffel and missed. “Missed me!” Adam says he grabbed the color or your shirt that was colored in gold and shoved you. “Y/N!” Alastor says. “Oh how you Fucked up now!” His voice became demonic i was in a trance and could not tell what was going on until I heard Alastor without his radio voice. “Shit..” with All my might i sag beside my bloody up husband. You two joked as Adam went on with his speech. “Looks like— looks like we switched places.” I said, I wanted to lighten the mood just like he did when I died in his arms. “We are not done yet my love.” Shadows engulf us as we disappeared.
“Ah, Alastor that fucking hurts.” I say. I were scratched up I mean it ain’t a war without blood right. “Darling stop being a wuss I’m pretty sure those spears hurt worse.” He said drenching his cloth again, Alastor could heal quicker then I can (lucky bastard) “ no what hurt the worst was seeing you almost die” I said. “Just by a hair though.” He said. “No more like the skin of your smile.” I said grabbing my husbands cheek and caressing it. “I love you.” I said in a soft voice. “I love you too.” You two shared a kiss until you bit down on alastors lips. “ALASTOR THAT FUCKING HURT!” I said he put to much pressure on that wound.
AN: YAY AND OMG ONE OF MY FAVE RELESES LIKE CARMILAS SONGS ALWAYS HIT! AHHHH, anyways I hoped y’all like and sorry for the dance bit I know it’s cringy but I wanted a dance thing.
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crayistic · 2 months
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FF7 Rebirth Ending Theory ahead so Spoilers!
This is your last chance..... be carful.... I'm deep diving into theory's here lol
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So i had to get this out of my brain somewhere and this is the best place I could think of. I have been wreaking my brain trying to get my head around a quite confusing ending however I think i have finally settled on what I'm going to believe. Feel free to have your own opinions or questions! All respect and love from over here. =]
I'm working of the fact that there is multiple worlds being created every time the original plan (I.e original game runs) is challenged or changed. So this would mean there is a timeliness running and every time it does its supposed to be a set story but at some point sephiroth got wind of this and challenged fate because he was sick of loosing. Doing this brought the whispers to try and stop him fucking with fate, them themselves also then impacting in someway just for being present.
So far I think we have seen 6 worlds be created. - the one we are in, playing from remake. Being our world. (World 1)
-the one created when we fought the whispers changing fate meaning zack was then saved. (Say world 2), this is the world where he goes after hojo to save cloud.
-2 other worlds are then created one going after biggs and the bomb (world 3) and one where he is outside of the church that sephiroth turns up outside of (world 4)
-one world where aerith and cloud go on their date (world 5)
-and finally one cloud creates when he manages to hit sephiroths sword away from Aerith. (World 6, the only one we dont see a differnt stamp yet)
(It's good to note here that at points where worlds are "created" there seems to be some sort of rainbow effect that happens around them. Examples, Tunnel in the train station, Aerith when she pushes cloud into the portal, zack when he falls through floors into the portal, cloud when he hits sephiroths sword)
We have confermations of atleast 5 worlds by the fact that we see atleast 5 differnt stamp dogs In differnt scenes. However it us also possible that there are more worlds. Each world destiny is to have sephiroth try to destroy it, however he is supposed to be foiled by cloud and the gang minus aerith. However if anything is different, such as tifa, barret and red being dead and aerith and cloud being unconscious then clearly they are not there to defeat him in that world resulting in it being destroyed.
(Side note... the rip in the sky im undecided on if this is a result of multiple worlds, a world that has been changed from the original or if it means the inevitable of its end. Though it would make sence if it is a change present in that world as cloud now has knowledge he didn't before and has been in or is from another world. Also maybe why the others can't see it... but again still quite unsure)
So, I believe when cloud in our world fell with aerith, she herself was saved by him taking the brunt of the fall. I think he was knocked out and then woken up or was pulled into another world were a differnt aerith was waiting for him who knew he would need her holy. We know our cloud is capable of either hearing or seeing some of the other world/s through the fact that he goes to sleep and seems to be connected for a brief moment somehow. In this world he wakes up in, aerith is there with her ribbon in her hair waiting for him. I say this because it's easy to assume he wakes up in the world (world 2) we have been flipping back and forth from as zack but I don't think it is as zack leaves with aeriths ribbon, but also the stamp dog that is present behind him when he is on the train track is a differnt stamp dog that is present when aerith and cloud are on their date after he wakes up in that world world 5). I also think its a differnt world (world 4) to the one where zack is sat outside the church as jonny walks by with again a differnt stamp plush.
When cloud is then pushed into a portal he at first he lands somewhere where he is attacked by whispers. Assuming this is trying to stop him from handing the white materia back to aerith. After the fight he is greeted by one aerith saying we'll we meet again... as if she hadn't just seen him a moment ago. She seems to keep appearing and reappearing from behind trees. I believe these are multiple aeriths from differnt worlds and the one he gives the white materia to is our (world one) aerith, as when she dies we see the materia fall and it is in fact not empty like it had been before.
He then returns to our world (world 1) Ok so now stay with me here... I think at this point this cloud is actually two clouds in one, from world one and world 4. If you remember Marlene saying to zack that he has to make cloud better. She talks about how he trys to save her but doesn't make it in time to zack has to make him better so he can wake up and save aerith. So with this, we then see the scene where aerith is about to die and side by side we see two differnt fates play out. One where he doesn't save her and one where he does. Again we also see the rainbow effect when he knocked sephiroths sword away. We don't see just one outcome, we see them overlap as if they are happening at the same time. This is why I think there could be the presence of two clouds. With aerith being saved this created a new world (world 6).
We know it's possible to have people jump worlds as seen by zack for sure after he fights with cloud back to back. Possibly with aerith also where she was given the white materia. We know there is a theory of worlds merging and coming apart from things sephiroth says aswell as zack the last time we see him. I think the aerith that comes to help cloud fight sephiroth is our aeriths spirit (as she fades away at the end similar to the life force of the plannet) and I think the aerith we see at the end is in fact the one that was saved when cloud deflected the sword. Its possible he can see her because the line between worlds is thin for him after being through the portal and so on. The same with when aerith touches red and he seems to be able to feel her presence. Maybe the reason cloud can see the rip in the sky is also something to do with the lines between worlds being blured for him and why the others can't see it.
It's also possible that is wasn't two clouds and that it was just one, that created another world by saving aerith.. but it makes more sence to me that there would be two as how could one cloud create two possibilities. Unless what was happening was... and again stay with me haha
Maybe our cloud isn't the only cloud we see. We assume it is because we play as him but what if we are just seeing two worlds at once crossing over eachother that is happening at the same time. I'm not sure... but i do think it's in the ball park of either or theory's I have.
Obviously there are holes here and there in every theory because square enix have made is impossibly complicated lol however I still love it and I'm loving the changes and possibilities.
I do think the third game will be focusing on stoping sephiroth and whatever he has planned while joining all of the worlds together again. I do think they plan on having atleast aerith survive somehow this time, I'm hoping for zack to. Either way, I have absolutely loved playing final fantasy VII rebirth, the story, characters, side missions, music, visuals... all of it was fantastic and I can not wait for the end installment. I know there is alot of og fans (me being one of the og fans also) that are disappointed that its not a direct remake but I can say I am not one of them. I think the way that have done this is so clever to also make sure the original was cannon and did also happen and I'm also excited when im playing and see something that is new or different. It gives me something to look forward to with also anxiety of not actually knowing what the outcome will be now.
Anyway, time for me to continue with my post game blues after my 100 hour plus game play! If you read all of my rambles, thanks for sticking around and I hope you have had an awesome day/night.
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acaciapines · 11 days
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obviously if you’re busy leave this alone but: your tag essay has made me VERY intrigued about Dess and Azzy’s relationship in this AU. Tell me about it?
(also, did you see they did an announcement about Starship Iris season 3? It’s finally gonna happen!)
okay IM HERE TO TALK LOL i will NEVER not talk about this au <3 uhhh under a cut bc. really i should just expect these get super long.
big important note up top: all of this is in! early stages! things are not fully formed and researched yet so please keep that in mind as you read this. ideas might change and will get deeper as i do more work for this au, but since rn im focusing on owl house most of these are my ideas i've had without time to do deeper dives into them.
okay so with asriel i've always sort of written him as this guy who like...has an idea of what is 'normal' in his head, ie, what society wants from people, and what it doesnt want, and he has tried his hardest his entire life to always fit into this box. (think about i know im not well--this is why he's always seen kris as a human. being nonhuman is abnormal and gets you punished in society. to an extent this is also how he views dess being aromantic.)
i think a lot of this comes from fear--asriel IS for sure contorting himself and actively harming himself to stay inside this narrow box of 'normal' (think of this as another sort of prophecy--these are all touching on the same themes). and he applies this same mentality to other people BECAUSE of this fear, because he doesnt want his loved ones to be hurt, to be punished, ostracized, etc by society--which are i wanna be clear VERY MUCH THINGS THAT HAPPEN--but in doing this he sort of just hurts the people he loves. because instead of being someone who rejects these boxes hes like. no we gotta be good and fit into the boxes and then everything will be okay.
so when it comes to dess, dess has always very much Done Her Own Thing, consequences be damned. partly this is who she is, partly this is hashtag undiagnosed and untreated mental illness, the onset of which happens around when shes 18 and everything is going down with the bunker (which is NOT helping at ALL). and so when dess comes back from the bunker asriel does very much go 'oh. shes delusional.' and proceed to be No Help At All.
and like, the thing is dess IS very much having a psychotic break. this bit is very much still in deep research (sidenote: anybody in my audience who has experience w/ these things. feel free to hit me up/dm me lol i'd love to talk through some of my ideas as a sort of preliminary sensitivity read, but of course only do this if you are up to it, no pressure lol bc again we're in early stages) but she has schizoaffective + bipolar disorder. dark worlds dont help with this, asriel SUPER doesnt help with this (he doesnt know her actual disorder--neither of them do, this is the onset of things. but tbf even if he did he Would Not Help asriel is essentially doing everything wrong here.) and what dess needs is literally one single person in her corner but the person who is supposed to be in her corner (azzy) is basically being like 'you are making this up' and shes like im NOT, and everything is all mixed together, terrible, bad, awful, and eventually everything culminates and. we know what happens.
(side note but this is why she and chara work real well together actually--chara gets her when asriel doesnt!!)
asriel never actually like. tells anybody about this though. in his head after its assumed dess and kris have died he sort of just. is like well this proves it. i cant let anybody else i care about go that far EVER AGAIN, because if i was a better friend i would've noticed and i wouldve stopped it and made dess "normal." (yes asriel sucks here. the focus is on the kids but. he's getting an arc. i do promise he will get better but. that doesnt really fix what he's done in the past.)
and all of this is like. it fucking sucks for the people around asriel. in hurting himself he's hurting his loved ones--it pushes dess away, and that relationship is never going to be the same. even when asriel realizes how he fucked up i dont think dess really forgives him. because if asriel had just believed her, or at least even if he didnt actually took her seriously and tried to help, shes like. things wouldve gone differently. and asriel knows this too.
and then when it comes to NOELLE, well. asriel's always been very overprotective of her. terrified the world is going to hurt her. and so when noelle starts experiencing things, things she cant tell if theyre real or not...
she doesnt tell him. she doesnt tell anybody. she keeps it all to herself, and this means its a hell of a lot easier for the player/red soul to manipulate her. and nobody finds out until its too late.
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infiniteko · 26 days
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Do u think aliens exist? I saw this profile on twitter and i thought maybe aliens were spreading non dualism to make us go crazy or spiral out of control 😭😭😭
You promise your not some malevolent alien???
Im only 13 and shifting realities has ruined my life and taken away my innocence. I just keep going down rabbit hole after rabbit hole. Im insatiable right now. I just wanna know whats real. 😭😭
Literally from "no concepts," to loa, to shifting, astral projection, alien, conspiracy theories, demons, alchemy, angels, folk spiritual practices, witchcraft....ever since I was 11 and came across shiftok I dove deep into all these esoteric studies
And while "no concepts" feels the best, when you chnaged your pfp I got scared 😭😭😭 because it happened when I came across this community of people that think aliens are gonna come for disclosure and theyre not sure if theyre good or bad, but that humanity needs to know. It was such a stupid synchronicity...maybe i dreamed up this way...because im so scared of all this crazy esoteric knowledge i know now. All my friends think im crazy, but they also think its cool, but also dont have the mental fortitude to dive as deeply as i did 😭😭😭 im all alone
Theres these beings that esoteric people on 4chan talk about, theyre called mantids and they can control your brains😭😭😭 theyre partially aliens
Idk what to believe, but again, i even tried witchcraft and spell work, and astrology. EVERYTHING over these past two years to find out the truth of reality. I have over a terabyte of files worth of esoteric knowledge. And i still don't know!!! I wish i never came across tiktok and did this deep dive into the unknown. I wish I had just been a normal middle schooler
I wish i just found loa and non dualism first
Do you have any advice? I know, I think u might be an alien. But ur probs not lol.
My parents and grandparents cant even help...all they care about is work and keeping our lives organized. My mom and dad told me im just going down rabbit holes for no reason. My family laughs that im into all this esoteric stuff. I actually think they think its a cool quirk in the family. So shallow😭😭😭😭😭😭 im too young for this mental illness
But its too late, I know too much...
Any other no concepts people, please say anything to this post
Ur guys words have been the thing that makes the most sense. But this awakening/noticing is intense and nobody around me is going through this 💔❤️‍🩹😭🫶🏻
jesus christ???????
1. Anon with all due respect, your first question.. if you know i'm an AV/" " account, where does the belief in aliens fit in?
2. In a slightly concerning tone, don't you see how out of touch all of this sounds?
3. At your young age of 13 you might want to stay away from social media for a bit because.. this does not sound healthy anymore😬 over a terabyte of files worth esoteric knowledge.. jesus christ
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sleepless-rants · 3 months
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hi sleepless.!!!!! I was wondering if you had any theories on surtalogi & vedrfolnir’e identities? since going off etymology , we can only assume they’re from or connected khaneri’ah in some way,, 💜
OK OK heres a not so intellectual brainstorming (key word: BRAINSTORMING. THIS IS PURELY BRAINSTORMING so if you see me say something then contradict it in the same sentence dont be surprised). So about surtalogi
The actual norse mythology surtalogi is a flaming sword surtr used in the ragnarok which he will use to fight the gods and the flame from said sword will eventually burn down the whole world. Which has lead a lot of people to believe he might be dainsleif (yknow since they're both swords) but I personally dont think that that is the case for a few reasons:
1- skirk refers to surtalogi in the same light as rhinedottir, so we can assume he does something like her.
2- in some sources surtalogi is the fire itself not the sword so its kinda hit or miss
3- surtalogi is waist deep in abyssal power which we know dain is not the most fond of.
4: dainsleif and surtalogi are two seperate swords?? so this for me is kinda like saying durin and dvalin are the same because they're both dwarves in norse mythology.
Again I havent deep dived into this theory so let me know if im missing some additional information but I feel like trying to attach him to a pure blood khaenriahn we already know seems kinda easy (yes the "we need more khaenriah characters agenda")
Where I think we should really be looking to try to figure out surtalogi's identity isn't surtalogi itself but surtr. NOW, NOW LET ME COOK.
Surtr was a fire giant who ruled muspelheim (the fire realm in norse mythology) and lead the fire giants in a battle against the gods during ragnorok, eventually ending the world with his fire. Now surtr is also one of the primordial giants.
what do we associate dragons with? Fire. Battle with the gods? Dragon sovereigns. Primordial giants? Again, dragon sovereigns. It seems so perfect except this would be contradicting my own theory of irmin and nibelung being the same since irmin=odin and surtr is way older than odin. Also another thing: hoyo usually likes to name dragons after dwarves in norse mythology. In fact nibelung himself is a dwarf. Would it be symbolism for them to also use a giant for his refrence or would it be disqualifying this possibility?
Also its worth keeping in mind that in mythology, at the end of ragnarok surtr successfully defeated all the gods and burned down the world, which obviously did not happen with the sovereigns.
HOWEVER. the whole theme of burning down the old world to let a new, better world be born from the ashes very much reminds me of fatui shit, and more importantly PYRO ABYSS LECTOR VOICELINES.
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So if nothing else we can say for certain that surtalogi is very much khaenri'ahn ideology. Its just very intresting how the character is specifically THE FIRE THAT BURNS THE WORLD not the WEILDER OF IT. maybe he had a hand in the catacalysm? IDK I NEED TO ORGANIZE MY THOUGHTS
Key points to keep in mind: 1) pay attention to surtr not surtalogi 2) surtalogi is the weapon not the culprit
NOW vedrfolnir. We literally only have a name. No i dont mean in genshin in mythology itself as well. There is barely anything. All we know is that vedrfolnir is a hawk who sits between the eyes of an eagle perched on top of yggdrasil (who is also unnamed btw)
One particular thing though is that the translations of the name often have something to do with wind. Immidietly I wanna associate this with istaroth which would kinda make sense since vedrfolnir is on top of yggdrasil (irminsul) and istaroth is the god of time irminsul records all events in time past present AND future since the fruits are irminsul contain people's fates etc etc
But then would hoyo really namedrop a primordial shade in the same sentence with two abyss power abusing sinners? Seems somewhat unlikely even with the sinshades theories+ the timeline doesnt add up+ its like two diffrent lore topics entirely. It doesnt help that theres literally nothing about the eagle either so if I have some scrambles thoughts for surtalogi for vedrfolnir I literally have no idea. But I do think two keypoints (only points i mean) to keep in mind are 1) irminsul association 2) wind themed name
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superchat · 8 months
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monogatari be like fan service/lolicon discourse event 70 dead 1400 injured
bro dont worry, shinobu looks like a child but shes actually 800 years old plus like so much wiser than araragi, plus he doesnt even see her as sexual (very high bar) so its okay to show her naked, cuz araragi doesnt get turned on by it (very high bar)
karen gets a lot of ass shots and they almost fuck cuz araragi is starting to see her as her own woman, not just his younger sibling (very..weird bar?) its just Good character writing okay?
araragi randomely strips tsukihi and gropes her and kisses her cuz shes not blood related but he doesnt get turned on by it (very high bar) this shows that family goes beyond blood, which is a very beautiful concept
bro there was no other way to depict these ideas and philosophies and relationships. theres no other way to show how blood isnt inherently family, you have to show the protag molesting his younger sister and going "haha i didnt feel anything from that. thats how i know you're my sister" its so kino its so good, peak writing nisioisin you son of a bitch you did it again, this is high art. this is elevated art bro. theres no other way to dive into the depths of humanity, it has to be monogatari
bro you know its just fiction right? unlike you, i can tell reality from fiction. you need help if you cant tell the difference. im an intellectual by the way. oh haha i love that garfield meme "you are not immune to propaganda" so true haha, but no one thinks about that. i do though. cuz im smart and think about deep things
im such an intellectual for enjoying this series, cuz at the end of the day, thats whats important right?
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tf2shipswag · 1 year
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ok so first and foremost i dont agree with ppl being mean and insulting you because thats not how you get people to listen to what you have to say so i am sorry about the prev ppl immediately going to attack you but im not going to sit here and minimize their anger because its not baseless and they are well within their right to feel that way. im coming here to try and at least offer my view as a lesbian, which i doubt will do anything but its worth a shot i guess.
i dont agree with the implication that 'bi/mspec lesbian' labels are not harmful when they are fundamentally lesbophobic, biphobic, and transphobic from the talking points ive seen, and hurt us. implying that lesbians can feel attraction to men is the same rhetoric homophobes push onto us in real life to try and imply our sexuality is a phase and can be cured. "you just need to give men a chance." yk things of that nature. im not going to dive deep into the biphohia of it because i do not live the experience of a bisexual and i dont want to talk over bisexuals but i think it speaks for itself when people are so adverse to the label. you must ask yourself why are you so afraid to identify as bisexual? lesbianism has always included nonbinary, trans, gnc, and intersex people. and if its 'too restrictive' then it does not apply to you. lesbians do not and will not ever be attracted to men, i know its hard to believe but yes! people who arent attracted to men exist! we exist! i feel people are so angry and emotionally charged is because we are tired. tired of facing lesbophobia from outside and within the community. sorry for the long ask i tried to keep it short and concise. all i can say is please listen to actual lesbians.
hi, thank you for not being an ass an providing an actual argument, i very much appreciate that /gen. there genuinely is a horrid amount of lesbophobia, biphobia, and transphobia within the community. i know that there are a lot of arguments that the mspec label contributes to such. i just cannot get over the fact we are having fights like this within a community that is actively being attacked so heavily as a whole, especially right now.
your argument's reminiscent of the idea that the pan label is biphobic. genuinely, some people just identify with one label more than another, and sometimes people feel best defined by a combination of labels. even if the difference between the definition of bi and pan is miniscule to you, it might be big enough of a difference to someone else for it to matter.
it's not about "fear" of identifying as a certain label, sometimes it just doesn't. feel. right. once again! i could identify with bi, pan, omni, whatever label! but it's just not me. this has been said before, but nothing about identity is simple. feeling like we need to separate each other all into our own little boxes is incredibly isolating. the point of having this community to begin with, is so we all know that we're not alone.
everyone's just trying to live their lives. you genuinely seem like you have good intentions and god, i KNOW that this argument's tiring, and i can't imagine what it's like to deal with all the other arguments targeted against lesbians in particular, and i won't act like i'll ever understand the struggle with lesbophobic arguments, since i'm not a lesbian.
but people outside of the community are taking advantage of this argument even existing in order to make life worse for us as a whole, regardless of whatever label you choose to use. whether you're bi, a lesbian, or a bi lesbian, doesn't matter to the people passing bills against our rights and healthcare and protection. any difference to them is equally wrong. i'd rather stand against that idea as a whole than go along with it to suit whatever i'm trying to convey.
i just don't want to cause people to struggle to be themselves and live their lives simultaneously. majority of us have that same goal. even if we don't agree with each other along the way, at the end of the day, we all just want to feel safe and happy.
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So I have question that I think you may have an answer to since you have knowledge about how PR works. Some are thinking this is PR because he hasn't been seen with a gf in so long and it doesnt look good. But does the GP even care whether he is single or not? Im honestly very curious about this. Like I know I've never watched anything based on the lead actors personal life whether they are single, married, dating around and the same goes with the people around me. I dont think the GP dives deep into an actor's life to make decisions on whether they are going to consume the actors content even if he is playing a romantic lead unless it is something serious like Armie Hammer. The only people actually caring about his relationship status we're probably his stans and I doubt they really cared if he was single. They would watch his movies regardless. And if his team was trying to get more attention from the GP and less from the fandom, I dont see how they thought this would help. Like yes it would get him attention but again a lot of regular movie goers dont care about that.
I dont think anyone was questioning his lack of a steady relationship, people we're actually loving on him. He had a good image with people, I didnt even see the media questioning him not having a gf for a few years. He was being showered with praise and love. He was the dog loving, internet boyfriend, standing against Trump guy and now he killed it all for a maybe PR relationship that he didnt even seem to need.
Well, there's a level at which relationships/relationship status are used to sell a celeb's image and projects in general. It's the more "human interest" side of the PR that gets pumped out more to outlets that focus on the minivan majority and casual tabloid peruser in the grocery store check out aisle. This is a very broad GP appeal that is just kind of background noise. But even background noise can affect choices, and we may not always realize it. So, yeah, having glanced at a quick soundbite on ET about an actor's new relationship while you were doing the dishes might make you subliminally choose a movie later that night on your streaming service. You never know. That's why broad based PR is still done. It's all an avenue of selling a product, in this case the product being a person.
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rreskk · 1 year
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Heyyy! Do you know that fanfic you made, the voicemail one? Could you possibly do something similar... Could you make a trevor x reader fanfic where they are sexting, but Trevor is wearing a leather jacket (leather kink...???) and they send pictures which escalates to calling and masturbating together? IK IF THIS IS TOO MUCH BUT I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYONE DO THIS WITH TREVOR AND I'M DYING COS OF ITTTT
---A/N: omg this is such a hot idea im crying
Summary: You haven't heard from him in weeks until he returns to you... With some unfinished pictures.
TW: Sexting, smut.
Your phone buzzed from the pillow beside you. An attachment link from Trevor, one of your contacts. Knowing him for a couple of months through mutual friends, you’d experience a few flirty exchanges; nothing serious, so you’d expect a picture of a dead animal or other gruesome findings. When your thumb pressed open, your brain was fogged out and your mouth dropped open.
He sent a picture of his crotch area. Underwear exposed and the bulging boner he was having from under it. His jeans were loose and wrapped around his thigh. There was no caption, just this photo.
‘I think you sent this to the wrong person’ You quickly typed.
The status turned from ‘delivered’ to ‘seen’ within a second. You grew anxious.
‘?? I have? No I dont think so ;)’ Trevor responded.
You felt a lump in your throat. Maybe you’ve been risky before and invited him over for one night, but that was weeks ago. You automatically thought he was a one time server.
‘Want more?’ He soon typed after you failed to reply.
You didn’t even have to answer as the next attachment photo was a mirror shot. Trevor stood there, hand holding his large boner, jeans gone and shirt nowhere to be found… Instead, he wore a black leather jacket that sat around his exposed chest so attractively. He was smirking widely in this photo, staring at his phone while the shot was being taken. The feelings you were developing as you deep dived into this fantasy… Your lower stomach tingled and grew oddly warm.
‘I wanna see you now’ Another message came through.
Obeying his wish, you went shirtless and lied down on the bed, taking a picture of your breasts (knowing how feral he’d get when seeing them). Your finger pressed ‘send’ and, as expected, it was viewed right away. Biting your lip, he began typing back again.
‘Fck, so sexy. I’m so horny for u rn’ Trevor answered.
Your cheeks grew red and your surroundings began blurring. You had gotten so needy and aroused after his mirror shot. Your fingers weakly tapped the bright phone screen.
‘More mirror pics’ You begged. Your tone was obvious, even through texting.
‘u want more, sugar? Hmmmmmm, now ur talking’
Trevor took no less than a minute. Another picture came through. A picture that entrapped you in a world of lust and wetness.
Trevor’s angle had completely changed since the mirror. He was stood in his room, phone directing at his penis from his head height. The Birdseye view of his toned muscle lines and abs that peeked through the opened leather jacket, the lining ending with his throbbing cock that was erected. His veiny and red hands was groping the erection, pre-cum already exposing from the tip.
You stared at his nudes, one of your hands trailing from your breasts to underneath your panties. You observed his picture while imagining ungodly things. You dreamed of being fucked by Trevor, wearing nothing but the leather jacket. You wanted his masculine and dirty hands to suffocate your airway while he destroys your insides. You needed to feel the friction of his leather jacket against your sensitive skin. Unknowingly, you began circulating a finger across your pussy, gasping for air at the thought of your fantasy. Then Trevor’s notification interrupted your mindless wonders.
‘u better not be touching urself. Not until I tell u to, sugar’
You were desperate for him. His demanding orders. You could almost hear him.
‘Send a body shot. I need to see more of u’ He typed again.
With the opportunity of taking pictures of you masturbating, you sent him 2. One of your finger and pussy, another of your breasts and chest. Your stomach ached for him. Growing excited and dangerous, you were desperate to see his reaction of you touching yourself, especially when he ordered you not to.
Trevor viewed both and spent several seconds absent from the chat. You whimpered. A few moments later, his contact picture showed up. It was a phone call. Your heartbeat increased 10x faster.
You pressed ‘accept’.
“You have NO idea what you just did to me.” Trevor heavily breathed, “If you are going to fuck yourself, baby, I need to hear. Don’t fuck around with me like that.”
You whined loudly and he laughed.
“So needy for my cock, aren’t you?” He teased.
“Fuck, Trevor… Please.”
“Please what, sugar?”
“I wanna hear you too.” You whispered lowly.
The line muffled as Trevor could be heard moving around, thumping from one sound to another. You took this time to carry on rubbing your pounding sex.
“You wanna hear me, huh, baby?” He soon whispered, “You wanna hear how horny I am for you?”
“Yes.” You begged.
“Louder.”
“Fuck- PLEASE!” Pleading and moaning throughout the thrush of heat and sweat.
Trevor groaned at your whines, “So good, baby…”
You could hear his hand clamp tightly around his cock, shifting up and down, the skin slapping together. His breathing was erratic and hyper.
“Fuck, baby.”
You pathetically pictured Trevor’s fingers exploiting your clit, rubbing and burning the desperation. You forced two of your fingers in and moaned, unable to think clearly due to your corrupted headspace.
“Trevor,” You panted.
He increased his speed. His phone was struggling to pick up every sound as he was rapid. Yet, it picked out one sound that destroyed you. As Trevor would whimper then and there, the background noise of his leather jacket rustling and rubbing together, the silver chained zips hitting a hard surface as he masturbates. You exploded with horrendous horniness.
“FUCK, TREVOR-“
Your climax evolved the second you heard the sound of his whines and his leather clothing. The awakening of your momentary arousal died down, breathing for air like you were drowning in the ocean.
“Shit, fuck! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!” Trevor wailed.
His animistic growls was interrupted when the line grew quiet and calm. He returned to the phone, gulping at the speciality of his orgasm.
“Can I come over?” He simply asked, out of breathe.
You smiled willingly.
“Please do.”
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reilleclan-blog · 2 days
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I don't mind sounding corny right now but I genuinely just want ppl to live and be able to change all the time whether whatever gender, sexual orientation, no matter how different or similar we are. This is for me and for my friends that will or won't see this. I don't want ppl to ever think they aren't enough and I know how it feels to be told that but u are enough when u are with me. Talking to me being u being urself. (At times I genuinely struggle with understanding why anyone would care for me when anyone could replace me but ig it's b/c it's me that no one could be me. Or u)
I want u 2 live I want u to live so badly. I care so much I want u happy idc if we are together, stopped being friends, idc if ur man cheated on u, idc i want u to keep breathing I need to know u can. And should be able to b/c u deserve to live. I'm telling this to myself as well b/c I want to believe I want to hope for something anything at all. Ik shit is hard now but I want u to kick the shit out of ur problems and conquer and even love urself cause that can be the biggest challenge of them all. U are enough u aren't perfect no one is u are human. We are human we all deserve to live.
This vessel of mine helps me stay here and be here with u. I want to be here with u and everyone how simple the world would be if we could exist together. I was thinking how "I'm so sorry that u have to have a body" talks about how having a body can be terrible at times(at least that's what I interpret from the song, dont hate me cause I didn't deep dive the song) but I also just think about how much ur body wants to care for u or us the most.
Ig im saying appreciate urself and ur body. At the end of it all u still have urself so respect and protect urself. Whatever u see fit. Again idc if we are together, apart, I'm dead or ur living just please don't let go. Tell me there's something to hope for. I'm tired of losing ppl.
I've dealt with abuse, friends sh, my own self sh, friends having breakups, feeling like shit everyday, please hold on. Don't fear change but only what u turn into. As cyberpunk 2077 has taught me lul
Some ppl are probably like "wtf are u talking about" and idk I just wanted to make a love letter to myself and ppl I care for. A love letter to the world that I want things to be ok. And yes it will take time ALOT of time but things will change. Sigh idk.
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Also first thing I typed is paraphrased from Rick and Morty but I'm sure they ain't the first to say that. And don't judge me for watching Rick and Morty I got into the show before knowing What Justin did. Another thing if this doesn't resonate with u kindly scroll. A lot of yall need to start using that very free option. I'm just journaling online ty
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something that’s been on my mind a lot lately is T and if, when, and how long i should/could take it for. im not really in a hurry for it because im still trying to process how it would change me. and the thing is, i know i can get a low-T prescription, and I know i can stop it whenever i feel like it. but the big picture is what stops me in my tracks…
like, the reasons i want to take T are overwhelmingly erotic and sexual. which is cool, and i know that’s a big reason why most transmasc ppl take T in the first place. i see sexy transmen who have been on T for years and love how masculine their bodies have become, and often i yearn to look like them too. but being that i dont fully consider myself a man, i worry that it would be distressing to one day look so much like a man that no one would idk… recognize me?
again this is sort of irrational bc again i have control over when and how long i could take T for but idk, it’s so frustrating. i feel like i get ahead of myself and mentally think “hell yea, one day im gonna look like a sexy man. that’s so hot!! i cant wait to have the sex ive always dreamed of” but then i remind myself most of my family knows me as a woman and in some ways/instances i like being seen as a woman and i just. dont know how worth it is to just “dive in too deep” irt medical transition when i value my connections with people as a Woman so to speak
a smaller dilemma is whether or not i want to try T out before or after top surgery (which i still need to like, find a way to get a consultation with a surgeon who i feel will give me the kind of results i want… disgruntled sigh). but regardless i know top surgery will change my relationship to my body tenfold and it’s like… will i still want T after surgery? how far do i want to go with this whole thing?
just. gah. i feel like if my dysphoria was more straight forward i feel like i could make decisions abt transition more easily. but i dont know how much femininity i want to “sacrifice” so that im more sexually fulfilled… atp it just feels like i have this ultra masculine fantasy version of myself in my head and it’s scary to try and go after that.
but at the same time i read all this of writing over and worry im inhibiting myself too much! like im just scared of being Too Trans so that it becomes A Thing and i have to come out to everyone, And im also scared of waiting unnecessarily long to do the things i wanna do just because im concerned that like, idk, extended family is going to be weird and upset abt it. which shouldnt stop me because this is my life and i get to decide what to do with it. but it still distresses me…
truly i know the answer to all of this is that i have more control over my hormonal changes than i think i do, and that transition can stop and restart several times thru out ur life and thats ok, and the people who truly love you will try their best to acknowledge and accept u as u are. but this knowledge wont stop me from overthinking all of this, will it?? 🙃
basically, i pretty much know what i want, but im scared i have unrealistic expectations and that it would be more dysphoria inducing to attempt to more vigorously transition (read: take T long enough to look and sound super different) than to otherwise not. god
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teddybeartoji · 5 months
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hey mickey!! bringing u some flowers in these trying winter times 🌻💐🌷🌹🌸 i hope ur doing super duper well!!!
i also wanted to ask if u have any recs for like. movie review channels? :’3 or maybe more like movie deep-dives/analyses? i watch prettymuchit a bunch but their videos r more reactions than reviews (IF U DONT ALREADY WATCH THEM I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THEM THOOO they r soso funny)… if u have any at all i’d love to hear them!! i figure thats a pretty good starting point for my filmbro arc pshdjhd
sending u all the love n hugs <33 i WILL get to ur movie and soundtrack recs btw im mentally getting into the cinema headspace 💯💯
my sweet sweet angel ari!! thank you for the flowers<33333
beware! beware! ask mickey about movies and they'll go insane!!!! this ALSO this got very long but we are past apologizing (i'm squinting my eyes at u bc u need to remember that) HERE WE GOOOOO
i will apologize for not having a movie review recommendation for you though:(((((((((((( i literally get all that i need from my letterboxd mutuals (i trust them with my life) i have found the people who have the same taste as me and i know that when the majority of them like a movie - i will like it. a "real film critic" could say that it's shit but when the people of letterboxd say it's five stars i fucking know it's five stars ok
i haven't been on a movie review channel/person search in a while but last i was i realized that so many of them are rather technical and that's boring..... so i really do trust letterboxd more. of course, there are a lot of just one-liners (i literally do that too) but there are people who write long and deep reviews and those feel so much more personal and give more insights than the ones i've seen floating around the internet.
FOR MOVIE ANALYSIS my favourite channel is lessons from the screenplay!!!!!! i've been watching his videos for ever ever and ever and i love them so much!!1! he has taught me so much, especially when i was just getting more into films!!! so i went to my little playlist of videos and i picked up some about my all time favourite films!!
inglourious basterds - the elements of suspense; my god, do i love this movie....... this is a yearly watch for me, i've memorized the lines and all. the performances are great, the soundtrack is amazing, it's so fucking funny??? and i'm now also realizing how much of a filmbro i'm actually coming off as but do i care? not at all. i love this movie.
annihilation - the art of self-destruction; okay i mentioned this already but i'm doing it again!!!!!!! it's such a fucking experience i really actually hope you'll watch it one day (and that you'll tell me your thoughts) this is also like a life-changer of a movie in my opinion, i often just randomly start thinking about it; the visuals, the insanity of it aaaaahhhh.
nightcrawler - empathy for the antihero; overall this movie is sooo engrossing?? like mesmerizing but not necessarily in a good way lmao.
now i'll link some various ones (but still about my favourite movies/directors so u can get to know me better hehehhe) some of these do have spoilers but vid will give a warning if u don't wanna see that!!
how david fincher hijacks your eyes
when the director reallyyyy respects the audience…
hereditary | what the script teaches us
pirates of the carribean | accidentally genius
movie stunt coordinator breaks down 'atomic blonde' fight scene; i love this movie bc how she uses the things around her to fight, makes it so much more interesting that just fist fist knife knife
searching for disco elysium
what games are like for someone who doesn't play games; this one was a bit of a life changer for me, it seems like such a small little thing to talk about but it's so important it made me look at things and games so much more differently it's so cool he has two more on the same topic i think too!
i really tried to not go overboard but i just............. can't help it so here are a few more recs...........................
blade runner 2049 (2017) - a film about a replicant/an android detective who finds out that another replicant had a child many years ago (replicants cannot have children) and he's now convinced that he is said child this is sci-fi with some action and blood but it's not scary plus points for the insane visuals and the soundtrack 9/10 minus point for it being kind of slow paced?
the nice guys (2016) - a film about two private detectives; one of them is almost cool and the other one is so pathetic i love him so much this is a comedy so 10/10
the man from uncle (2015) - a film about spies spying on each other, it's so fun (the soundtrack is good but we knew that already didn't we smh) 9/10 minus point for armie hammer the cannibal
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hymn-of-muse · 10 months
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I hope this writing event gets you back into the swing of things, boo to writer's block!
I would love to see a platonic Akko x fem!reader story if possible. Maybe reader is feeling sad until Akko comes to cheer her up? It's no problem if you can't, I appreciate your time and I hope you have a lot of fun writing ���
(its not that i have writers block, im doing a lot of original writing on my other blog and on quotev. but thank you!)
Smile For Me!
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Akko + Fem!Reader, written in 2nd person.
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A whole week of tests and not a single one got a good passing score. potions over boiled or went bad, spells went awry, the whole week felt like one big mess.
your grades were feeling the hurt from it too. how were you supposed to graduate as a talented witch if you couldnt get these things right?
in all of your moping about your test scores and grades, you felt a finger poke your cheek.
"Heyy! Y/N, whats with the long face? Why do you seem so sad? huh?" Akko asked, leaning over the arm of the bench you sat on in the courtyard.
"Oh, hey Akko. It's nothing." you sighed, smoothing out your uniform skirt before dropping your hands back in your lap.
"Sure doesn't seem like nothing, you have this deep frown on your face, and i dont like seeing my friends sad, so spill it!" She insisted, sitting in the empty spot next to you with a plop.
"Its just...all my tests this week so far have been either complete failures or just barely passing! at this rate my grades are going to nose dive!" You expressed, your shoulders dropping in disappointment as you talked.
"you too huh? i mean im sure you still did better than me, i made a potion blow up and still cant properly ride a broom like everyone else. its not that big of a deal though! we can always ask to try again and do better next time or do something else to make up for it! right?" Akko offered with an encouraging smile.
"hm..yeah i guess so. but im still not doing so great with magic, what if im not meant to be a witch?" The minute the words come out, Akko jumps to her feet with a determined expression.
"Nuh uh! i dont wanna hear any talk like that, youre a totally cool witch and youre gonna be one of the coolest graduates of this school, i just know it! so dont talk like that okay?" She huffed out, fists clenched at her sides and cheeks puffed out.
"i dont know about that, Akko, i can barely pull off a levitation spell let alone make a successful potion. i dont have any specific talent or anything. Sucy has her thing with potions and mushrooms, Lote can talk to spirits and fairies, Amanda's super cool on a broom, youre inspiring like Chariot! i cant do stuff like that..."
Akko listened to you express your sorrows and thought for a minute. "but theres still a lot you can do. you always know what books we need and where we can find them, youre really good at coming up with ideas and putting everyone's talents together, you could probably outsmart Diana with history facts! but you dont need to be good at everything in school and have amazing grades to be a good witch." She took your hand and continued.
"we'll practice and get better together! okay?" Akko gave you a bright hopeful smile. "Come on, stop frowning already! Smile for me, okay? here!" Akko's eyes lit up with an idea and she took out her wand, focusing on intent before casting a spell and uttering the words. with a poof of smoke she had bunny ears, a cute pink nose and small buck teeth. "Tada! no wait-awe bunny ears again? i was hoping at least for cat ears this time!"
Akko's antics made you giggle. "No i like it, it looks good on you!"
Akko looked at you with a smile again, letting go of one of her bunny ears. She was glad she got you to laugh and smile again.
"Thanks for cheering me up, Akko, youre the best."
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