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happy-shitting · 26 days

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do you ever look at someone and just know? your whole body is drawn to them and it’s fucking magnetic and addicting and you can’t look away from them. and your whole body feels hot and sweaty and about to burst when you see them and talk and joke with them? but you do look away, because you’re supposed to be committed to someone else and you deprive yourself from the truth because why the fuck would you get what you want? that does not happen in this timeline. eventually you decide to live more honestly, cut the excess weight and continue on and keep repeating yourself hot priest’s words, “it’ll pass” but then it just doesn’t

#text #i need to put this somewhere #a shout into the wind #someone hear me #i need this to be heard but not known #it’ll pass #fleabag

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yellowistheraddest · 17 days

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first exam is tomorrow and honestly i need some divine intervention

#the material is fine to memorise and stuff but its an 3ssay 3xam and honestly its really fucking hard to come up with anything decent #that doesnt make me sound like a 5 year old whos just vomitting out what they heard in class #i only need a 62 to pass so as long as i dont fumble it i should be fine but i have been known to surprise myself with my incredible luck #at least theres a week until the next one so i will probably be more ready for that one #personal #delete later #also brainrot is going crazy rn just like everytime i have exams

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lovereadandwrite · 4 months

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happy bday to the sassiest & boldest smol boy🩵💙🖤

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cas-coding · 1 year

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cas: dean, i need to warn you, i ran out of my meds yesterday so i may be a little… eccentric.

dean: oh i’m sure you’re over exaggerating! it’ll be fine, sweetheart.

[several hours later]

cas: and i just don’t understand why the jedi don’t allow them to fall in love? it’s not a systemic problem, anakin was just taken into the program too late. obi-wan could totally have a wife - or a husband, that would be so cool, but the movies are not from a great time frame for representation - wait, isn’t obi-wan canonically bisexual or did i stumble upon fake news again?

dean, absolutely enthralled: i’m going to be so honest, i don’t know, but let’s say i commit enough credit card fraud for us to afford to film prequels. will you be the time-period inaccurate husband to my obi-wan?

sam, not amused: cas, when your meds are back in stock, can you grab some for dean too?

#they bounce off each other #they are married #cas is the autism to deans adhd #also i heard obiwan was bi from a friend but this friend is not known for being honest so #is he bi.#i need to know for personal reasons.#incorrect spn quotes #spn #dean winchester #castiel #supernatural #incorrect supernatural quotes #sam winchester #destiel #deancas

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minty-bunni · 1 month

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Liking Astarion is an incredibly slippery slope into simping for Drizzt Do'Urden

#astarion #drizzt do'urden #forgotten realms #dnd #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate #i mean I have known of his existence for 11 years but I never looked beyond fr character who is a good surface drow until now #liking astarion lead to looking into neil newbon #which lead to becoming a huge fan of neil newbon #which led to me deciding I should look into the drizzt novels to see what that was all about since I only heard casual mentions of him befo #since neil made some comments about drizzt #and now I'm sitting here a few weeks and hundreds of dollars into tjis new obsession #because I needed all the books IMMEDIATELY #and now I need everything else he shows up in

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caluupin · 28 days

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Father!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

#caluuart #genshin impact #genshin #art #arlecchino #god she's just so. cool. pretty. ethereal. badass.#also I LOVE HER STORY QUEST SO MUCH!! I think it's definitely one of the best story quests in the game tbh.#wait uh arlecchino story quest spoilers below:#for one; the quest really gives even more depth to arlecchino's character. like yeah the whole thing is well. messed up.#it's an orphanage that raises orphans to be child soldiers after all. But it's also like. It's more.... humane? nicer? for the fatui anyway #which does bring me to the next thing. you know how arlecchino's like “if you're gonna leave the HotH you need to fight for it with ur life #I genuinely think that she's gonna just. straight up kill them. although it's not unlikely at all it turns out that (most of the time?) she #-just gives them a one trip to memory loss and set them free. which i do know it's kinda like death in genshin's lore but still.#I just find that pretty interesting.#also the cutscene where clervie says goodbye n stuff. It makes me cry EVERY TIME. ARGHHHH TRAGIC CHILDHOOD DOOMED YURI MY BELOVED :(((#clervie makes me so sad man. the fact that she just. accepts death. she really just let peruere kill her huh. crucabena when I fucking get #the hopelessness getting to her at that point. all attempts of freedom failed until that day..... GOD. and clervie finally getting closure-#-in the story quest as a spirit... I just..... man.........#on a lighter note :)#I got obsessed with a bloodborne OST LMAO. the uhh the lugwig boss theme. esp the sec phase one. it's SO GOOD. I first heard abt it in a-#-vid analyzing the ost musically. At the time i was like. woah. cool. what a cool sounding track. fast foward to like. a day before 4.6 #I'm watching a genshin theory video and I heard the music in the bg. I recognized it but I couldn't remember where I heard it from #UNTIL I REMEMBERED. and looked it up. And I have not known peace since. good music.#anw I've been rambling too much so yeah. gn my dear fellows!!

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poisonouspastels · 4 months

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I need to talk about Minecraft AU for a sec and how the difference between our world and their world makes for some of the most humorous but also interesting differences in how people act about certain subjects.

Like the trans thing right. Steve and Rana are both trans I've talked about that before. And neither of them are on hormone replacement or anything (there is an in universe explanation as to why Steve has a beard though I promise I can talk about that if anyone wants) but like that's fine bc it literally Doesn't Matter to them or anyone else. Like as spawned players they already don't have any pre-existing gender roles or ideas of what something "should" be so gender and presentation is what they make of it and there's no real solid idea in anyone's mind about how a "boy" or "girl" behaves or looks like. These are labels that exist but they barely mean anything. It also helps that any preexisting culture that WOULD have ideas of this was almost entirely destroyed like 5000 years ago (thanks Groda) so it matters even less than it already did.

And its funny bc the only two people alive from that era, White Eyes and Groda also just don't care. Groda maybe asks why Rana's voice sounds deeper once and nearly gets torn apart by Alex bc of it (Rana isn't offended or anything she just has a defensive girlfriend), bc she doesn't really understand because she never experienced anything like this first hand but very quickly comes to understand it and accept it. And on the other hand White Eyes is just like "I've seen weirder things than this" which yeah. Yeah honestly I think the person who was previously one with the undead would not care about gender in the grand scheme of things.

And then u have Kai which I've joked before that they may as well have been spawned in nonbinary. They rlly just said "I'm not really anything" and everyone was like yeah makes sense I vibe with it. Good for u.

Steve and Rana are both fairly open about having been the opposite genders previously (because that's how they view their experiences and that's valid!) and don't really shy away from the subject but also never really have much reason to talk about it since there's rarely a need to. In the modern day pretty much everyone who met them had met them post-transition. Even Alex had met them just before Steve started growing in his beard. The only people who ever knew them as Adam and Eve were Efe and Sunny but they never really thought it was weird or anything. Like the weirdest part to them was Steve saying he got his epiphany from seeing some guy in the distance on a foggy day who looked vaguely like him but that's its own subject manner that they aren't going to pry on.

Also Steve did DIY top "surgery" previously with a sword but we aren't going to talk about how messy that was for everyone involved.

#minecraft #minecraft au mastertag #apologies for my trans ramblings. how i get to approach these subject matters in the AU is just fun #and i needed to get some thoughts out #unrelated fun fact that i think most people here dont know: Steve and Alex were actually the first two to be in a committed relationship #not Steve and Rana like most would (rightfully) expect #this is because despite the fact that the two have literally know eachother for their entire lives #they're both really bad at being honest with themselves.#for years it was 'i like this person but i dont know how to tell them'#to 'well maybe i only FEEL like i like them because i dont know anyone else that well'#to 'well maybe they dont feel the same and it'd be weird to bring it up now'#you've heard of slow burn now get ready for what those two had going on #Alex when integrated into the household and months had passed actually had enough confidence to ask #here's the funny part though. she had assumed that Steve and Rana WERE dating already (and was cool with it obviously)#they were not.#so u can imagine how funny it is for Steve to hear 'Your girlfriend is pretty' out of Alex's mouth bc of that #She's more shocked that they're NOT dating already they live in the same house they've known eachother for literally their entire existence #they are like so stupidly affectionate with eachother to boot #'And you've known her for how long??' 'I mean... about 10 years?' 'DUDE.'#its actually agonizing but on the bright side it is what got the polycule started eventually #I would not be surprised if Sunny and Efe placed bets on if/when it would eventually happen

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jel-jel-jel · 2 days

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Salmon Run glitch where I somehow respawned alive

#JEL's splatoon clips #splatoon #i dont feel like ive ever heard of this happening????? hdbdbd is this known #my “this way” spam was a reflexive “help” callout but i didnt need it!!#going through my clips to clear out my switch a lil so be ready for more lol

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secondjulia · 7 months

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Lord Morpheus' Curls: A short film

Happy holiday, friends! Have you had the opportunity to appreciate Tom Sturridge with curls yet?

From Effie Gray (2014).

#Tom Tuesday #tom sturridge #effie gray #Ok but imagine it's the 1800s and HOB walks out for some reason and it's Dream that runs after him knowing that #Death was right — he should've LISTENED. But he never heard those little clues Hob dropped about how much it hurt to be left every century #after five minutes and how Hob kept enduring this mortifying ordeal of being known because he knew Dream needed to be known too and #Hob hoped that one day after he'd flayed himself & his life again and again and again for Dream's interest that one day Dream would #open up just the tiniest bit & calling him lonely was just trying to wriggle open that door just a crack but Dream would never allow it #the pretty aloof lord as cold as ever and Hob just... left. After five minutes. Meeting done. Bye. Guess you don't need me. And #Dream feels the pain of watching him walk away and knows that Hob was right — and he runs after his human...#Dreamling #I mean this turned into a dreamling thing sorry #Effie Gray was good though #Pretty film #frustrating 1800s stuff

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crabussy · 10 days

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ROBBY MY LOVE MY DEAR. CONGRATS ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ 💜💜💜💜

THANKYOU!!!! I AM BEYOND ELATED TO FINALLY BE FREE. my school was from ages THREE TO EIGHTEEN. THREEEEE. no longer do I have to trip over toddlers to get to class or try and complete an essay while small children shriek outside… the only kid I’ll be around is my lovely baby cousin who I am so excited to see ^_^ he is the sweetest

#also autism + school system absolute worst combination known to man. thank grop I am free #’but rob!!! what about university!!!!’ well in uni they actually treat you like a person I’ve heard #also my uni is REALLY good with accomodations for any disability :3 #they ask you in your application form if you’ll need accomodations and apparently they’re really great about it!!!#VERY EXCITED. FAVOURITE CITY IN THE WORLD HERE I COME #ask tag #fren tag

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dreampearls · 4 months

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colleis personality functionally being left to the ether because her webtoon iteration is at such fundamental odds with her game iteration that any attempts to temper between the two just range so dramatically

#each collei is a beautiful macrocosmic specimen to be analyzed in its own right #i do think the best and most canon-adherent way to reconcile between the two though is to recognize her emulation of amber #in both personality and appearance #as pretty much an explicitly canon thing if albeit exclusive to the game #& while i think it was meant to be a like. cute moeblob marketing strat and not a genuine extension of how she might develop #post black fire incident #it does tie really well into the webtoon establishing collei's fundamental lack of self identity & her pathological need to assume a Role #as per lee @haidengjie's dissertation: shes always either the unclean or the plague or the villain. shes never just collei #the last time she was seen as purely just Collei was also the last time she ever heard her mothers voice....#and ever since she has been denied the opportunity to exist even as a person w basic human rights #shes never been allowed to be simply just a child let alone herself #amber befriending collei for who she is & demonstrating she sees her more than just some street rat (who had KILLED TWO DIPLOMATIC ENVOYS #NONETHELESS) & insisting she would never abandon her #just changed. everything. for the first time there was no role to play no stage no script #the curtains fell... god i still love that scene Collei is just trying so hard to play the villain and amber obstinately refuses to let her #insisting that they are both friends and equals and wholeheartedly believing in collei's capacity for good and kindness #ITS SOOO INTERESTING BECAUSE OF COURSE AS SOON AS COLLEI LEARNS SHE DOESNT HAVE TO PLAY A ROLE #SHE'LL STILL SCRAMBLE NONETHELESS FOR A NEW ONE BECAUSE ITS ALL SHES EVER KNOWN #SO OF COURSE SHE WOULD TAKE UP THE ROLE OF AMBER!!!!!!! *WALKSINTO A LARGE PIT #god im still upset about windblume though they contextualized her amber roleplay as a coping mechanism #not for her identity issues or general ptsd but instead this like. palatable relatable version of social anxiety #which dont get me wrong i do adore and relate to that aspect of colleis character a lot but its coming from a framework that completely #disregards her personality from her source material and it really just feels like a flanderization to appear more marketable #Okay i have homeowrk to do byebye

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tytoalbias · 5 months

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FOX AND THE BIRD SWEEEEPPPPPP

Imagine making an album so good it makes me get into a tangentially related anime

#heard fox and the bird #got into ok goodnight #learned the singer started on the soundtrack for rwby #heard 2 songs from the soundtrack and immediately knew i needed to watch just for the music #ive known rwby existed basically since its inception but this is what finally pushed me to start watching lol #asks

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jdsmineralwater · 9 months

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okay okay but

i dont want to ever have to let you go

suddenly the sunlight, bright and warm

suddenly im holding the world in my arms

#back on my hadestown shit #i need an orpheus to sing this with #clark cuts the instrumental in his video and i heard it while my playlist was on shuffle today and almost cried its STUNNING #hadestown #hadestown musical #orpheus and eurydice #all ive ever known hadestown #hadestown lyrics #jdsmineralwater

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lesbianlenas · 24 days

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u know i just had an article pop up abt a movie w martin freeman & jenna ortega where they are in a teacher/student relationship and the article was martin freeman being like ppl shouldn’t complain abt the age gap it’s fine and he is 52 and she is 21 (31 yr gap) and the movie depicts a clearly toxic dynamic given the power imbalance between a teacher and student as well as between a young girl and a well over middle aged man and so many of the comments were like who cares abt age gaps?? and if the genders were reversed no one would care!!! and there are so many things that bother me abt this situation but i dont see how ppl cannot see the inherent predatory nature of a relationship like that between someone who has been an adult for 3 yrs vs someone who has been an adult for 34 yrs. and i don’t just mean the movie i think everyone excluding jenna involved in that movie is sick. how is martin freeman personally comfortable kissing and i’m assuming having sex scenes w since the movie was R rated (checked and there is at least a scene where they undress while making out presumably to have sex after) w a girl that is so much younger than him? like yeah of course he doesn’t see the issue if he was ok taking the role in the first place. and i feel so bad for jenna bc i feel like no one is looking out for her if they are putting her in movies like this. she is not an up and coming actress who needed to take this role (which would have been just as bad btw) she could have simply not been in this movie. no one is protecting her from these types of roles and that is so sad tbh. there is also just no need for these types of movies like what is the point? there is nothing to it besides normalizing these age gaps that are predatory to young women and girls and feeding into male fantasies of having sex w a girl barely overage when they are 30 yrs older than them. AND it encourages men to harass young women under the impression that they will find them attractive no matter how much ppl insist it won’t bc the male ego is stronger than anything in this world. they can pretend all they want oh it’s fine bc she’s an adult! but a girl being just above the age of legal adulthood does not make her being in a relationship w man 30 yrs older than her not predatory. and if the movie is not abt how disgusting it is (it isn’t) then there is no need to be making the movie. i think martin freeman should be taken out back for being in this movie on god. disgusting! also just ftr if the genders were reversed ppl WOULD care actually. esp bc there is no young woman to sexualize. hate that argument more than anything.

#michelle speaks #i have known that abt martin freeman since 2012 so this is unsurprising to me #i think i heard abt this movie before but i don’t think i knew it was w him or the details abt it…..unreal tho #but i’m fr like jenna get behind me…..i need to protect her clearly no one else is 😔#also idc if she was like no i want to do this! someone needs to be like girl don’t.

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ya-know-nothing-yet · 2 years

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It fell on him, the obligation to continue the creation of destructive yet, obedient creatures. The ends justified the means, and if the means meant falling apart at the seams, then so be it. And so, his father’s puppets regularly fell apart without ever owning a dream. And he wondered, how could his father ever control their strings, when he too, had no control of his own? The boy’s heart never hardened while observing his father work but then... Then he saw his uncle go. He saw him go, he saw him go, he saw him go, and the boy's gentle heart went cold.

#SHE WAS ON FIRE #kankuro #naruto #naruto fanart #i love him 😭 such an underrated character. his character design? *chef's kiss* literally. his nose and face paint is everything to me.#anyone remember that second naruto movie where he encases the bat girl inside his puppet and the slicing is heard? chilling. brutal.#i love the goof but it's hard to forget he can actually be quite... gruesome. then again... these are sand villagers we're talking about.#(was talking about it in my other dress-up game blog how the sand sibs remind me of my headcanoned north sibs and well...#those northerners don't have chill either. alas: here i am. dragged back into this fandom once more. gladly though. gladly)#jj rambles #ok ill shut up now #(ok damn. i just remembered that kankuro wouldn't have known his mother that well nor miss her. he was probably only 2. ok damn #so now i have to replace her in the caption with their uncle 😭 damn. i don't think any of them got to fully know her. they were so young #when she died 😭 did they even have anyone to really love them? im sorry i need a moment 🚶‍♂️)

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rivalkieran · 10 months

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i would love to read all your lacktwo thoughts :)

anon you have no idea what kind of pandoras box youre opening when you say ALL of them. … but since you ASKED,

lacktwo is such. an interesting character to me. not because he’s particularly well written (infact I believe the opposite) (COUGH who said that) but because he’s surrounded by so many Implications that bw2… does not get into. at all. like all of the reveals and info drops about lacktwo feel like they were only put there in order to get a shocked reaction from the reader and then they like.. expect us to just Move On from that bombshell. I guess.

like its crazy how lacktwos backstory is shown to us by like. lacktwo traumadumping it onto whitwo. and I wouldnt Mind backstories being shown this way IF LACKTWOS BACKSTORY WASNT FUCKING BATSHIT INSANE? like in his retelling lacktwo says that 1. he was orphaned as an infant (implying his parents died) 2. he was protected by interpol In A Crime Scene (which. was probably the one his parents died in why would he be there otherwise) 3. he was taken in by interpol (as an infant) and trained under them (AS AN INFANT?) and continues to work for them to this day 4. interpol’s main method of teaching him how emotions work was a manual. on emotions? A MANUAL? and 5. his entire moral code was molded by someone in interpol. that moral code happening to exactly align with interpol’s mission. peculiar..

and then after he drops 5 consecutive bombs it is Never. brought up again. Not once! WHAT? WHY? you cant just SAY this guy is BASICALLY a child soldier who interpol has honed into a perfect asset for their own purposes and NOT FUCKING TALK ABOUT IT???

oh and dont get me Started on the implications of magician’s direct involvement with interpol. during the beginning of the arc magician is established as a contact that lacktwo has outside of interpol, who works with him in exchange for lacktwo giving him a backdoor into interpols database or whatever. sure! that seems reasonable enough… but then at the very end of the arc. magician is revealed not only to be directly working with interpol but IS A MEMBER OF INTERPOL? atleast thats what the codename heavily implies! now. why does magician need a backdoor from lacktwo IF HE WOULD ALREADY HAVE ACCESS TO IT and WHY IS HE LYING TO LACKTWO (and looker) ABOUT NOT BEING AFFILIATED WITH INTERPOL. FOR WHAT REASON? even the ONE contact lacktwo seems to have that isnt under interpol IS ACTUALLY UNDER INTERPOL. WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? WH

and magicians meeting with the head of interpol does not make them look ANY less suspicious. why would Any morally upstanding organization feel the need to experiment (and they say EXPERIMENT) on one of their assets by Fake Firing them to see if they would continue on with their assigned mission despite no longer being affiliated anymore. For What Reason.

and then guess what! since that revealed at the end of the arc WE DONT GET INTO THAT. and guess what!!! WE HAVE NEVER SEEN THEM AGAIN. well we see lacktwo (as colress) very very briefly in alola but we are just left Completely hanging on that plot thread . what are they planning with him?? GET HIM OUT OF THERE

#solis.txt #spe #asks #dexholder lacktwo #oops this turned into an Interpol Is Extremely Shady For What Reason rant #but like. yeah. what. huh. hello?#there are SO many signs pointing to lacktwos relation with interpol being..#well. Morally Questionable. would be the simplest way to put it #and also capturing small children and molding them for your own purposes… where have I heard THAT one before #theyve only gotten away with it because they got to lack So early and with just the right circumstances that #he Doesnt have anywhere to go back to. and he Doesnt even feel the need to #because interpol is genuinely all he has known. I feel sick

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