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merakiui · 1 year

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Maybe this is me realizing the effects of childbirth but with how much the fish mafia just loves breeding I wonder how they'll react to their darling being insecure with their new stretch marks. Even better! What if this was SK!Jade orz orz I think they wouldn't care but I'd like to believe Floyd doesn't wake up everyday and just boisterously dotes on them to fuck with you 😭

Floyd absolutely dotes on them!!! He thinks your stretch marks are so cute! You look even more soft and squeezable! He will remind you of how cute you are every single day, all with a bright, genuine smile! You’re perfect as you are. He loves you no matter what. <3

Azul likes to kiss each stretch mark. He knows very well how certain features can cause for self-consciousness, but he thinks you are absolutely beautiful. He treasures every mark on your body. What you might think is ugly or an insecurity is what Azul calls perfection. He adores every inch of you.

Sk!Jade will trace each mark with his finger, mapping out every path against your skin, all while telling you that for each mark you have you are ten times beautiful. As always, he’s dangerously charming. He’ll make you trace them with him, sometimes even holding your hand and guiding it along the marks while he assures you that you’re the prettiest in his world. And you know this is true because anyone else who may have been pretty in his eyes have wound up in his next meal and so they’re no longer part of any world.

#twisted chit chat #serial killer jade #i think it’s also important to note that as much as the trio like breeding (it’s in their nature as mers!!)#they are probably all very big fans of having sex with their darling when darling is pregnant <3 #this goes for savanaclaw too #and diasomnia of course!!! malleus is not exempt from the breeding kink diagnosis >:D #i need to discuss ruggie who accidentally gets his darling pregnant #and neither have the funds for raising or supporting a child #so they’re both trying to figure out what to do because it was one night and they’re not even together #but the more ruggie thinks of you and the fact that he can be a father… the more he starts to fall for you!!!!#he realizes he can just mooch off of leona if he’s truly desperate and wants to stay home to support you <3 #too many ruggie thoughts orz he’s one of my favorites yet i never talk about him #i must change this… orz

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pervpebble · 1 year

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follow up to my last mermaid xb post! some much needed relief~

[solo, masterbation, oviposition, non human genitalia]

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realboutfatalfury · 1 year

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agghhh feel so bad in lots of ways argh

#thinking about moving which i'm excited about but i just remembered changes make me stressed a bit oooguhg #also i feel like i can't draw at all probably due to the stress but it calms me down so idk! ahghgh #also my little sister is just being such a huge ass at the moment augh why must she be a huge ass.#and the headache. oooooh the headache.........#i've just been reading soul eater to calm down a bit but idk i feel like it isn't helping. orz...

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secondary-colorentimy · 9 months

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Based on that drawing of leona with the chaos emerald

do the chaos emeralds just transform them into overblots like some magical girl/miraculous thing

haha to put it simply yeah i guess it is a lot like a magical girl transformation but i can elaborate a little more:

when sonic goes super he uses all 7 chaos emeralds this super form takes his powers and increases them. it also changes his appearance going from blue to a yellow/gold. the difference in the boys is that they are already powerful as is (in ways that i have not yet decided how to explain yet in the au ((their magic loll!!))

overblots do not require all 7 chaos emeralds to achieve. just one is enough due to their ability to harness their “magic” and “unique magic” (quotations because im still working this 🙏) i suppose its more of a magical transformation in the sense that their outfits change with the super form

overblots are more inspired by different types of sonics super transformations, namely dark sonic from sonic x which is a super he achieved by the aid of fake chaos emeralds and his intense anger, and fleetway super sonic which is a much more uncontrolled, and psychotic version of his super form. sonics ability to keep control over his body and mind is whats key to maintaining his super form, whereas an overblot is caused by inexperience with chaos energy and an intense amount of negative emotions. having control is the key! (overblots are also inspired by scourge’s super form in the way that he becomes weaker after leaving the form and must rest until back to normal)

unlike sonics super form, because they only require one emerald, the duration of an overblot form is limited. if one were to use more than one emerald, an overblot form could last longer

i wrote so much overblot lore but it didnt save the first time so just had to rewrite this all ORZ

#ask #twst x sonic #au #twst #twisted wonderland #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #fleetway sonic #riddle rosehearts #I WROTE SO MUCH BEFORE AND IT DIDNT SAVE #ITS NOT AS MUCH AS I WROTE BEFORE BUT ITS THE GIST #guys be honest can u tell how much i think about this 🙁

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vocalyrics · 28 days

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Afterpain - Translyrics

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dont point out the way i reached for the rhymes in this one orz

If I was never born in the first place,

If I simply vanished someday;

I heard it all,

I found out,

I've realized now

That no one wants me around.

There's no deeper reason that it was me,

It was just really unlucky;

I heard it all,

I found out,

I've realized now

That no one wants me around.

Hey, why is it that

You never ever ever stop hurting me so much all the time?

My heart really feels like it's gone dry.

The sorry spells that I hid behind

Must already be past their prime.

But even so, I

Guess that if things got this bad then I must be the one who's to blame,

Maybe it's fine if this doesn't change.

I just want to feel alive someway,

Is continuing to breathe okay?

Hey, please tell me.

An “I'm sorry” won't reach anyone's ears now, (but I hope that someday it will)

An “I'm sorry” won't reach anyone's ears now.

I want yesterday's memories all gone,

I hope tomorrow doesn't come.

I was feeling so miserable and so alone,

Someone help me, anyone.

Hey, if you really

Want to make me out to be the real bad guy in the end, then

If you ignore me, I won't complain.

After all, I'm used to taking pain,

I'll just have to taste it again.

But even though

I've erased it from my mind inside my dreams it's still so vivid,

I think I'm almost at my limit.

Just one more time before our goodbye;

Oh, but I'm just kidding, nevermind.

Please forget it.

Come on, let's go meet inside of all the pain,

You and I both in my special place;

Postmortem make-up covering my heart,

The way to solve it hidden away.

A suicide note as a counter-attack,

The stabbing words the little devil says,

“But I really do like you.”

(x2)

Hey, why is it that

You never ever ever stop hurting me so much all the time?

My heart really feels like it's gone dry.

The sorry spells that I hid behind

Must already be past their prime.

But even so, I

Guess that if things got this bad then I must be the one who's to blame,

Maybe it's fine if this doesn't change.

I just want to feel alive someway,

Is continuing to breathe okay?

Hey, please tell me.

An “I'm sorry” won't reach anyone's ears now, (but I hope that someday it will)

An “I'm sorry” won't reach anyone's ears now.

An “I'm sorry” can't reach anyone's ears now, (but I hope that someday it will)

An “I'm sorry” can't reach anyone's ears now.

If I was never born in the first place,

If I simply vanished someday;

I heard it all,

I found out,

I've realized now

That no one wants me around.

#translyrics #milgram #afterpain #muu kusunoki #deco*27 #Youtube

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zhongrin · 1 month

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Popped real quick out of indefinite hiatus just because I saw the change from "neutral about Neuvillette" to "am i aCTUALLY GETTING BRAINWASHED ABOUT LIKING HIM NAUUUUGHH??" and let me tell you Miss Rin, it's only a matter of time before you could accept that fact 😔 but really, what's another doting husband among your protective and possibly possessive harem? (You now have to make sure Monsieur Neuvillette and Zhongli won't be hostile towards each other 👁️)

Plus, not surprisingly, Neuvillette does fit a lot of your criteria (basing this on the type of men you're into). He's gorgeous, not a loner but has that solemn-like, beautifully mysterious vibe, a dragon, a person of power (have you noticed your harem consists of men with power), no doubt gentle with children or those of child-like innocence...

It's not so bad with the Monsieur, give him a chance 🙏🏻🙏🏻 Maybe you could even get with a slowburn, 200k fic love story with him because have you seen the potential he has .. gosh, don't get me started HAGDHSH I'm a little bit insane on how much potential Focalors and Neuvillette had (in both romantic and platonic sense, BOTH suits them!!!)

crying sobbing es PLEASE NOT YOU TOO (˚ TT⌓TT )

"what's another doting husband among your protective and possibly possessive harem?" -> you almost got me with this one. i almost caved. shame on me. i. i mean. yes but. but. but. i dunno I FEEL GUILTY FOR SOME REASON orz (i am not confident i can do that hauhsdlfjskd what can a mortal girl do when two dragons are hissing and snarling at each other and doing their own equivalent of frillnecks raising their frills to intimidate its enemies??????)

i cackled at the 'dragon' part lmaooooo but yes, i know... i am aware... i do tend to go 🥺 when i see men with those traits in position of power... like. i mean. come on. the charisma and skills someone must have to manage to triumph others to be in that position? and despite that, they're not flaunting it around or misusing it? hot.

plus, i'm a follower through and through (i think i've had enough of being in the 'leader' position when i was younger). i like being led. i like having clear guidelines. i like following instructions. i like getting the approval stamp of someone who's more experienced in the field. i can gush and froth about this for hours on end hsdljfksldjf

and hhhhh yes men who are gentle with children and animals.... i don't think this needs any explanation, it's just so <3 <3 <3

es i've been having thoughts™️ since last year it's already a 300k slowburn fic at this rate, it's ridiculous orz i've held back for so long thinking 'eh it'll pass' but his banner is rerunning soon and the thoughts™️ are slowly coming back and people are fueling it i am weAK sobsob

#rin answers #rin is having tea with: es 💚#rin selfships

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mintytealfox · 5 months

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So it looks like Hunter Norton gets some deduction quests. How we feeling about them?

I AM LIKE SO EXCITEDDDDDD!!! I hope they threw in some good little nuggets of info in there 👀 I am soooooo excited to unlock it ALL AAAHHH

The titles have me 👀 already lol

Shrewd 'Each step requires long-term planning'

Lonely 'The loneliness of separation must be endured on the climb up'

Sophisticated 'wear a mask for the sake of survival'

Willful 'Those who persist will encounter more opportunities'

Gloomy 'The other side of Kindness and affability'

Greedy 'Merely retaking what the heavens owe'

Arrogant 'Only by being bolder can you challenge destiny'

Hypocrite 'Important moments must be witnessed by companions'

Ruthless 'Exploding from deep within like an ignited explosive'

Numb 'Forget them and stay away from the dark underground'

GOLLY GEEZ ITS ALREADY SO DARN SAD WHAT THE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭

Here are my initial quick thoughts that may change after unlocking everything and even just pondering more:

we start off strong with 'shrewd' slamming down the fact that he has sharp wit, intelligent, and can clock people pretty quick 👀 Then with the follow up it makes me think he truly did put together a brilliant plan, that he had been working a long while on, and that would be hard pressed to fall apart. That plan was practically fool proof and likely guarantee that he gets away with it as well 👀 LONELY makes me want to FRIGGIN CRYYYY BROOO. Bro has been lonely for so darn long and he couldn't even find comradery with his coworkers or anyone 😭 Then with Benny being shady as hell, this makes me think that Norton didn't get overly attached in the end and was likely using Benny as much as Benny was using him. He really has the vibe of 'just deal with it, all will change one day' and it makes me so sad orz SOPHISICATED, GOSH, THE BOI!! He really has been wearing a mask for a LONG AF TIME! 'FOR THE SAKE OF SURVIVAL' MAKES ME COLLAPSE INTO A PUDDLE OF SADNESS!! Bro is doing everything he can to survive! Including leaving his true self locked up INSIDE GOSH DAMN WILLFUL, This manz has willpower of steel fr fr. Once he puts his mind to something he is friggin going for it my gosh 😭He believes he can break the chains with all of his being and I just -soobsss- GLOOMY, Bro is giving all the kindness and affability only to be left with nothing orz iimmmm the dude is so tragic I could scream GREEDY, BRO IS BOLD AS HELL LOOOOOOOOLL ARROGANT, I REST MY CASE LOOOOL HYPOCRITE, dude should become an actor cause he has been putting on the show of a lifetime fr. 'look, i am taking care of this crusty old maaaan, no way am I giving him the taste of his own medicine and using him. He has been the best teacher' RAAHHH RUTHLESS, NO KIDDING LOL Once he was ready to go he was READY AH Numb, orz bro completely lost himself after everything 😭 and I think if he lets himself feel for even a second he would just crumple up in despair and he can't let himself do that -SOBSSSSS-

#norton campbell #identity v #idv prospector #idv #idv norton #identity v norton #identity v prospector #idv norton campbell #ask #asks #idv fools gold #idv fool's gold #minty answers #minty speaks #aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #THIS MAAAAAAAANNNNN #IS BREAKING MEEEE #LOOOOL

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melon-cream-enmu · 17 hours

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This was just supposed to be a few sentences but it spiraled oh gods orz cw Pluto likes the reader, humps her in the woods while they're hiding from some goons, Sebastian tells the reader to reward Pluto for dealing with the men and it's insinuated that he knows what's up between the two, reader fucks Pluto, Pluto has a knot. Reader has fem pronouns and a vagina ok thats all

Black butler Pluto thoughts Uh Oh!

He starts paying a lot of attention to you, a phantomhive maid, wanting you to play with him, feed him, pet him bathe him...sleep with him, curled up at the foot of your bed. You've told Sebastian a handful of times that you think Pluto needs something more, better enrichment maybe? He's not liking being kept on manor grounds. And Sebastian just brushes off your concerns, saying he'll deal with it with a smirk on his lips.

Your chores start changing, more and more chores pertaining to Pluto show up until he's basically all you see.

You huff, trying not to stumble as he runs faster. Sebastian said if he's going to be let outside the grounds of the Phantomhive Manor, he must be in his human form...and on a leash. You are strictly to stay within the woods surrounding the estate, which technically is still the young masters property, but it's letting Pluto have more space.

"Pluto be careful! You're going to make me fall!" He stands instead, picks you up, and starts running. You hold on for dear life as trees rush by and small creatures scurry away.

He slows to a stop and sets you down at a tree with overgrown berry bushes beside it. He pushes you to sit and lays his head on your lap with a big happy huff. Fine, you can sit and relax for a bit. You brush your fingers through his hair, picking out leaves and branches. You scritch his ears and he pants happily.

You stare off into the distance over the top of the bushes and absentmindedly bring your hand down to scratch under his chin. You think you hear something but keep petting him, lightly scratching with your nails down his chest, to his stomach. You can feel him shake as his leg kicks. You keep staring over the bushes until you see a silhouette. Your eyes widen,

Sebastian is going to kill you if he finds out someone spotted a Phantomhive maid out in the woods with her hands on the body of a naked man. Then, a gun fires.

You scurry onto your hands and knees while Pluto sits up. You pull his leash clumsily. "Pluto get down!" You whisper. The men walk close enough that you can hear them, though they aren't being quiet.

"Idiot! Get a hold o' yer gun! If we get found out before we kill the brat the boss'll have our heads!"

Shit, you don't have anything on you, they're headed for the manor. Pluto shifts beside you. Sebastian and the others are still there, so it's fine, but you were hired for this and you can do nothing!

"Now...where are we going?" You've got to be joking, they're stupid?! "Uh...I don't know. Where's the map." There's the distant sound of fumbling, and behind you Pluto shifts. You pay him no mind. He leans on your back and you feel his breath on your ear. The men in the distance groan. "How are we supposed to read this now?! The inks all smudged!"

"Pluto what are you doing?!" He pushes against you and you almost become unsteady. You look up at him and his cheeks are flushed. He shifts between your legs and pushes against you again and you freeze. He's...aroused, and...and humping you. Is it because you were petting him? Because of how you're kneeling? Did you do something? You slap your hand over your mouth when a whimper arises.

"Just go this way, we'll figure it out." The men retreat in a direction away from you and when you're sure they're gone you scramble into the bushes and stumble out the other side. You look over them at Pluto who looks...confused. You look away quickly. "Let's go Pluto, we should get back before they do."

And you do. You, at least. By the time you pass the treeline, Pluto is furry and monstrous and snarling. He nudges you towards the manor before turning and watching the woods. You take the hint and rush inside.

You hurry down corridors in search of-you knock into him. "Sebastian!" "(Y/n)..." "There's two men in the woods, they're coming here. They're trying to, they went the wrong way but Pluto's outside watching the treeline, so I think they've figured out." He looks at your face then your disheveled uniform. "I see...did something happen while out on your walk?" His tone makes you anxious. There's no way he could know. You look down.

Your apron is covered in splotches of blue and purple. "Oh, yes! I fell into a berry bush, it's fine, I'm fine!" You hurry off to your quarters, wishing to end all conversation there.

It's night soon. The others and winding down for the night and you've just finished getting the berry stains out of your apron. You squeeze it once more, watching the small droplets of water fall to the grass. You toss it over the clothesline and pin it down.

You place the last pin on the line and smooth the cloth. Your shadow, illuminated by the moon behind you, morphs as the wind shifts the line. When it settles, theres a much taller shadow beside you. You don't even have time to be scared when their hand lands on your shoulder and you feel them lower themself to your height.

"Pluto did very well today, reward him a little extra won't you? It would mean more coming from you than from anyone else. He's already waiting outside your room." You can hear the smile on Sebastian's lips as he speaks. You try not to shiver, and by the time you can think of an answer, he's already left.

He knows...he has to. You hide your face in your hands, ready to die of embarrassment.

Pluto turns his head when you approach, barking in greeting. "Shh! The others are sleeping!" He smiles and let's out a small quiet bark instead, his tail wagging behind him. Your lips purse. You don't know if this is a good idea, but...

You open the door to your room at he enters before you. You close the door behind you and exhale. Pluto watches you with a smile as you go around your room, gathering your night clothes. You set them down and undo the buttons on your dress and hold it your chest as it falls. You rub the back of your leg with your foot nervously. You drop your dress and remove the rest of your clothes, but don't grab your night clothes.

Pluto looks up from where he kneels on the ground, wanting up onto the bed. "Down." He looks confused but lies down on the floor anyway. You get on your bed, choosing not to lay under the sheets. Laying on your side, you bite your lip, wondering if you want to do this. Your hand slips between your thighs. You're already wet, thinking about earlier today, and when Sebastian mentioned 'rewarding' Pluto. He said nothing else but you shiver as you remember his tone. It was suggestive, insanely so. And it got you thinking about this.

You slip a finger inside and keep your voice down and begin to finger yourself. By the time you add a second finger you've made up your mind. You stop and get on your knees, lowering your upper body onto the bed. "Pluto?"

He perks up immediately, sitting up straight and looking at you with a smile. He looks from your face down your body and the smile falls to parted lips. He doesn't move, so you wiggle your hips a little, and that seems to do it. He hurries up and gets on your bed behind you, just like he was earlier.

He humps you clumsily, failing to achieve anything besides sliding his hardening cock against your lips. You hesitate, not that it matters, you're not going to back out now. "Pluto, hold on..." He does, looking you in the eye with that happy smile. You reach between your legs and hold his cock, guiding it to your entrance. His eyes close and he pants happily, so you stroke his length a bit, then push back until he's almost inside.

You keep your hand there and take a deep breath. "Ok Pluto, gentle..." He is, he's slow as he pushes his hips forward and his tip enters you. He stays slow as he pushes deeper, whining at the feeling. You whimper at the stretch and moan quietly when he settles. You bring you hand near your chest and grab the sheets tightly. "o...ok Pluto..., go ahead"

And he does. You quickly hide your face in your pillow to hopefully muffle your sounds as he...fucks you like an animal, to be crass yet honest. "Oh god...!" It's loud, the sounds happening inside your room. You pray to whoever will listen that it's not so loud that it wakes the others, or worse, travels to the end of the halls to Sebastian's room. You'd simply die if you discovered he knew you were doing this.

It's not that you shouldn't be, or that you would rather not be doing this, but that being heard engaging in such an act is embarrassing. Someone like Bard, or Mey-Rin aren't going and seeking out 'company' like this, and you certainly aren't going to each other for it. You dread being seen as some desperate tramp who doesn't even have the decency to leave the manor for this.

Pluto's thrusts change, they slow in pace but increase in intensity and it feels like a pressure being pressed at your entrance. After a moment you understand that it definitely is a pressure, and he's trying to push inside. It's painful but you don't want him to stop. Whimpering with tears beginning to well in your eyes you shift your legs wider and try to relax. Pluto seems to appreciate the attempt, panting harder and whining deep in his throat.

You bite the pillow in anticipation, and you couldn't have done it a moment sooner, because as your teeth clench the fabric, Pluto's knot pops into you wetly, firmly. Oh,

It's hot and filling; his cum flooding inside you. You try and tug away but it's not budging. You...really hope whatever he is isn't compatible with humans...

Pluto's face in smushed into your breasts when you wake up the next morning. The sun is just peeking over the horizon, you have to get up.

"Pluto" nudge "Pluto..." nudge. His eyes open and look at you from your chest. He doesn't look happy. "Pluto I have work to do." He wraps his arms around your waist tighter. His nails dig into your fat. "Pluto, let go. We have to work!" He growls but let's go, pushing you down with a pout. He opens his mouth and you think he's going to lay a slobbery kiss on your face, so you shut your eyes and scrunch your face. A thud and crash next door pulls Pluto's attention away and you use the opportunity to push him up and off to the side. He drops to your bed with a huff and a glare, but his tail wags anyway.

It's Mey-Rin's room. You throw on your night dress and step outside, but someone's already there.

Sebastian.

Mey-Rin stumbles through a sentence then closes her door. You can't duck back into yours fast enough, and Sebastian turns to you, but doesn't look at you. He looks at your door. You turn.

Pluto is halfway out your door, curious as to what's happening. You turn back to Sebastian who looks at you with a smirk. You turn back to your room once more and shove Pluto back inside and slam the door. You look nervously back at Sebastian.

Neither of you say a word, you don't have to. He knows. You know he knows. You hope the others don't. "Get dressed, make sure Pluto is presentable. And," he adjusts the strap of your night dress, "make sure that is covered." You're too scared to look, you just nod and fumble for the doorknob and escape into the privacy of your room.

When your heart stops racing, you cautiously look at your shoulder.

Bruised teeth marks. BRUISED TEETH MARKS.

"Pluto!"

#cream filled #cream fem #cream afab #cream butler #haha oops this really was not supposed to be this long #at all #oh gods #agaahahahahahaha

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thanathiccalabs · 2 months

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Penakluk Kematian / Thanatologist (Reprise)

Thanatologist (Reprise) from Pathologic the Musical: Indonesian Version/Cover/Translation/Translyrics

Original/English Title: Thanatologist (Reprise) Indonesian Title: Penakluk Kematian (Conqueror of Death) English Lyrics, Music: @pathologic-the-musical Indonesian Lyrics, Vocals, Audio Editing: @thanathiccalabs (me), formerly known as @thanathicca Version: 1 (may not be final)

(it/its pronouns, please, and thank you.)

Happy weekend, folks! I recorded another hit by "Sang Sarjana" ("the Bachelor", though "sarjana" has the archaic meaning of an intellectual/educated person in general). In which Thanatica is destroyed and the Bachelor gets a new, desperate resolve to defeat the Plague.

Here's my cover of the original "Thanatologist", if you want to listen to it before the reprise.

Lyrics and translator's notes under the cut.

Indonesian Lyrics

"Thanatologist (Reprise)"

Penakluk kematian Binasa demi kemenangan Keangkuhanku Membutakanku dari pengorbanan

Penakluk kematian Mempertaruhkan s’gala-galanya Namun insan dunia Takkan bebas dari penjara masa

Penakluk kematian ‘Kan mencapai cita-cita gila Hidup tanpa mati Vaksin! Akhir hawar ini Tentu ada di depan mata-

Demi Thanatica!

Recording Notes

You know, my first version of this recording had so much reverb it's unreal. I reduced it for the final version.

Also, regarding the voice acting... gosh, I feel like I couldn't replicate the original's emotional Bachelor. My apologies, Mr Dankovsky and Mx Director of the Musical, I cannot do you justice orz

Translation Notes

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Original

Indonesian Lyrics

Literal Translation

My Notes

Penakluk Kematian... 2! Electric Boogaloo!

Unlike the original "Thanatologist, which was done from scratch with a lot of thinking and researching, translating this one is more straightforward, because I already had a "template".

For a thanatologist… Nothing can be won until it’s lost. But, in spite of my pride, I was never prepared for the cost.

Penakluk kematian Binasa demi kemenangan Keangkuhanku Membutakanku dari pengorbanan

A conqueror of death Perishes for victory My pride/arrogance Blinds me to the sacrifices (that must be made)

The word "binasa" literally means broken into pieces, completely destroyed - like a people smited by god, or a land ruined by a natural disaster. Dramatically violent, like the Bachelor himself.

For a thanatologist, everything is always on the line. In the end, we don’t change; we just rattle the cages of time!

Penakluk kematian Mempertaruhkan s’gala-galanya Namun insan dunia Takkan bebas dari penjara masa

A conqueror of death Puts everything on the line But humanity Will never be free from the prison of time

The words "insan" and "masa" have slightly religious undertones. Like translations for holy books. Which to me references the Powers That Be - or the Almighty, for the Indonesian version.

For a thanatologist, the road could never not have been insane. But a life without death… A vaccine! (Panacea!) (Miracle!) An end to this plague surely lies in the distance to claim-

Penakluk kematian ‘Kan mencapai cita-cita gila Hidup tanpa mati Vaksin! Akhir hawar ini Tentu ada di depan mata-

A conqueror of death Will achieve the craziest goals A life without death Vaccine! The end of this plague Is surely right in front of our eyes

"The craziest goals" is just an escalation of "the grandest dreams" from the original "Penakluk Kematian".

I used "hawar" for "plague" instead of the more common "wabah", because it's 1) fancy, and 2) easier to sing (in my opinion xD)

Also, yes, I know the word "Vaccine" was really quiet in the song. I actually overshot it, sang it way too loud (sounded like I was yelling "fuck" orz), so I made it quieter during the editing sessions.

In Thanatica's name!

Demi Thanatica!

In Thanatica's name!

Thank you for reading until the end! Stay tuned for Burakh - and feel free to let me know what you think! :D

#pathologic #daniil dankovsky #the bachelor #the bachelor pathologic #pathologic musical #pathologic the musical #audio #music #cover #translation #translyrics #writing #lyrics #thanatologist reprise #thanathiccart

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pcktknife · 10 months

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I'm gonna send this in anon cause I wanna clarify a bit and I didn't mean to strike a cord (sorry about that) The problem inherent to turf war is that is extremely sensitive to the flaws of the game by virtue of its nature. To put simply, turf war is bad cause splatoon 3 is whack, and hasn't done anything to combat camping because they don't wanna change the mode that has been unchanged for almost 8 years now. Add on top of that a competitive event in which you fight for your blorbo that, for two days, locks players of all skill levels into three variations of it (in which one is only solo queue and the other is only available for half of the event) and you suddenly have the most extreme mode breaking scenario. Fuck spawn camping and fuck turf war for making it a viable thing, now I must sleep cause it is 5 30am orz

oh u didnt upset me if anything im more upset with the game i probably couldve made that clearer. but yeah i agree. id say its a whole lot of things outside of that too tho. like im not the first to say and i wont be the last but the Maps. the Maaaaps. alot of them feel (and im pretty sure are) smaller with less ways of getting around which ends up with everyone backed into one spot. and this age of players are an aggressive bunch too i wish everyone'd just chill out for a lil bit

#'this age of players' i guess it could be that alot of us grew up but im sure its not just the vets playing like that i mean id hope not #sorry if i came off as angry towards u ^^'#asks #anon

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caelanglang · 1 year

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hii i’m going to feel a bit stupid if this wasn’t you so sorry in advance but did you by any chance make like a comic about chuuya making a crab dish for dazai? he’s stuck in the hospital and kouyou tells chuuya to get him smth to eat and the title was like itadakimasu? if it was you i can’t find it on your blog for some reason but if it wasn’t i’m so sorry for bothering you hhsjshdf just based on my memory of this the art style was similar to yours (or was yours lol)

Hello anon! pls don't feel that way! You're right, it's me *cue dramatic music* I'm joking I swear I'm funny It really warms my heart that you reached out to me and recognized my style :,3 I also have no idea why my blog's search is not working properly T-T sometimes, I'd have a hard time finding and editing my own works too,,, but here's the link to it if you want to check it out again :D https://www.tumblr.com/caelanglang/711578344566718464

Also just a random extra but this was a really timely inbox bc I was just planning part two for that comic xD (in which Dazai's search for the mysterious restaurant-that-sells-the-best-crab-congee-in-the-world and Chuuya's crisis entitled I-must-never-let-that-bastard-find-out-that-it-was-me-or-the-maid-jokes-will-never-stop, aaaaaannnd how Chuuya made up a fake restaurant with a single burner phone, a voice changing device, and a menu written on a tissue paper—) I'm sorry I'll stop rambling orz the brainrot was really strong and this was just so timely hhhhh thank you for dropping by! i really appreciate it! <3

#im rambling #no i was giggling myself to sleep last night planning the comic and now this shows up its a sign I must pursue this brainrot I mean calling #idk how fix my tumblr search im sorry for the trouble T-T #if someone know's how pls let me know im a big boomer on things like these....#inbox

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merakiui · 1 month

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more sk thoughts!!! i think a sk!ruggie is formidable! terrifying!!!! his um makes him too powerful because he could just make it seem like a suicide. making the victim pick up a knife while he holds a stick and moves it accordingly. no one would ever suspect him, and there’s never any evidence that points to him either. so scary…

but also his um in general is just so !!!!!! so much potential. you’re at his mercy, unable to act by yourself because his magic has you spreading yourself for him or working yourself open on your fingers. uuwaaaa and (unwilling + one-sided) mutual masturbation with the help of his um!!!!! everything he does to his body, you have to do as well. undressing and touching yourself in certain areas while he basks in the sight with a sly smile!!!!!!

#meraki mumbles #n/sfw #rugs i’m sorry i never write for you orz i must change this

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arisewanekosuki · 11 months

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Dreamer in Teyvat -Night 1- (3/?)

You approach Teleport Waypoint. You hold your breath and slowly reach to the structure. You put your hand on it, you expected its surface to be cold but it was warm. Looking at it you notice that- Nothing have changed. You put your other hand on it and nothing. You didn't hear any sound, it didn't light up in any way, nothing. It doesn't work because you don’t have a map? Or it just won’t work for you? Or maybe it did work but without unlocking another one you won't know for now. If you find another Teleport Waypoint, it won’t hurt to check it. You approach the end of the cliff. You are amazed by the view. You can see Sangonomiya Shrine, also you're able to see Statue of Seven on other end of the island. This is incredible, you can feel the wind, you can hear the sound of waterfalls and some birds. You can even touch those bubbles that fly around, it’s fun to poke them.

On your right there is teleport, but this one won’t help you too much, the other one that this teleport is connected to, is not far away on your left side. Behind the teleport there is this place where this terrible puzzle was, but it seems the puzzle is already solved. You pass teleport to get closer to the small ruins. There you can see many books, bag, shield and backpack. There is no weapon sadly. Checking bag and backpack you only find like 100 mora. You’re probably won’t be able to buy too much with that. You wonder, if it’s really okay to take those things but you don’t see any campfire, nor anything to suggest that someone is coming here at all. Well, at least you got something to put things in, that you'll gather in your travels! There is no reason to go back to the beach or try the new shield against slimes, so with excitement step, you go back to the path that will lead you to the Bourou Village.

There is bridge, it looks sturdy enough to let you cross it. At the end of the bridge you see one of Sangonomiya Samurai. You put foot on the bridge, to make sure it won't break when you try cross it. You can see the Samurai watching your every move. Holding onto line you slowly cross the bridge. When you finally approach the Samurai, he loudly say -“ Halt! All passers-by must allow themselves to be inspected! Where are you from? Where are you going? Answer me honestly!” You wonder, how many times he had said this. You can tell the truth, that you’re not from here, telling everything how you have been chosen by some God…Gods to travel across Teyvat. You can also just say that you’re a traveler and you wanted to see the beauty of Watatsumi Island. You can lie about being friend of Traveler and Paimon. You can also don’t say anything and just ignore him.

I just realized I can't edit the posts with polls oops… well I should have guessed I won't be able to do that orz If you want to see the previous ones or next one just check Masterlist!

#Genshin Impact x Reader #Genshin x Reader #Genshin Impact x You #Dreamer in Teyvat #Genshin Impact Platonic #My stuff #Kokomi x Reader #Gorou x Reader #Heizou x Reader #Beidou x Reader #Kazuha x Reader

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