#i just cant be here

[pumpkinstep]

tonight's emotional breakthrough/realization is:

I need to start treating myself with the same love, respect, and dedication I give my best friend.

i should always take into consideration, is this how I'd treat her? is this the amount of kindness I'd give if she were me?

I think it'd be very affective, if only I could remember to do that often

#bear barks #thinking about her always #not always always but often enough #been out of my mind lately #if i were to get anything tattooed on my body itd be #Love Selfishly #seeing that #it reminds me of us and its special to me now #it represents everything #im picking up new hobbies and learning new skills #learning how to be okay #again #i havent been facing in a while #at least mat and quinton are rotating shifts so no one gets burnt out #i just cant be here #its been difficult trying to close myself off again #but i wont get stabbed twice #im talking about my bf btw #and as for her #in my mind let me use you as an emotional crutch just a little longer #its really helped

[cthulhum]

does anyone realize how crazy it is to have the actor of a mostly headcanoned queer ship say the fans were never crazy and they were right all along after 10+ years of everyone just absolutely going nuts over the said queerbaited ship

#supernatural #dean winchester #spn #destiel #castiel #deancas #misha collins #im 20 i have been Experiencing supernatural and johnlock since i was 12 and merthur since wayy before that i have fought Wars #this is crazy #i love u hannibal i love u 911 (if u make eddie gay) #for the love of god by 'mostly headcanoned' i dont mean that it was never intentional #i am aware that they put the subtext in on purpose #they knew what they were doing #but my focus here is on the actor actually saying it because like #if its not mostly headcanoned then y was the entire cast denying it for years AND YEARS #like do yall not remember what jared and jenesn used to say #there have been many many many instances where the cast has made us feel crazy/stupid for saying anything abt destiel #im just saying TO ME its crazy that actors and creators talk so openly about these things now !!! again i was raised on merlin and sherlock #ok also im confused on the queerbaiting part #everyones saying its queer coding and not queer baiting but cant they be true at the same time ? #im not being dumb on purpose i swear im just confused #like yes dean is very much bi coded and their relationship is queer coded but if the creators deny everything #and we only get a last minute confession after 11 years #that doesnt count as queer baiting ? #someone smart explain this to me 🙏

[redsray]

Urban Legends was FOUL for showing us this panel of 'Bruce's dream version' of the Batfam. DC when i CATCH YOU

#batman urban legends 6 #dc comics #batfam #i hate it here #you cant just show me this #dont you know im unwell? #damn #bruce wayne #batman #tim drake #jason todd #dick grayson #damian wayne #stephanie brown #cassandra cain #barbara gordon #duke erasure tho where is my guy #OMG ITS KATE #why did i lowkey just not see her holy #kate kane #!!

[sophalopod]

hello

#splatoon #splatoon 3 #side order #i did this in like an hour dont look too close #i just realized some people mightve not seen the original or the meme format in general #from what i can find the original is by cooltimesonline on here but it looks like they deleted their blog or changed their url #and i cant find an active account

[mingyusbinch]

REST IN PEACE, DEAR MOONBIN (1998-2023)

#moonbin #astro #moon bin #i don't want to be here right now honestly i just wanted my last post about moonbin to be the ones where hes smiling as my last memory #it kills me to see my posts reblogged with sad messages now #and i still can't believe this news either #i've been mia anyway but now im even less inclined to go on tumblr rn #im so sorry for everyone including family/friends of bin #and himself but i cant think about that bc it will break me apart #rest in peace bin i'll miss you more than anything

[scamoosh]

hi guyz i made a quiz abt which horror trope/theme i enjoy you are!! cws are in the description so please mind them!

#quizzes #uquiz #thank u that is all #this is just bc i was bored and have been workin more on my horror ocs recently #edit: adding here im not trying 2 diagnose anyone w catholic trauma its a uquiz☠️ #if u got that and u cant relate 2 themes of guilt like . sorry ? idk what 2 tell u LOL #this quiz is abt themes/motifs/aesthetics i think r juicy im not passing any judgment abt ur character here bc idk who u are hope this helps

[arktic-blocks]

Hey y'all remember these guys?

Well I decided to update their textures and animations :3c

⁽ᵃˡˢᵒ ᴵ ᶠᶦᵍᵘʳᵉᵈ ᵒᵘᵗ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᵍᶦᶠˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʷᵉʳᵉⁿᵗ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ⁶ ᶠʳᵃᵐᵉˢ ᶦⁿ ᵗᵒᵗᵃˡ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶜʳᵘⁿᶜʰʸ ᵃˢ ʰᵉˡˡ ʲᶠᶜ⁾

#Also for those who've been here for a long time: merfolk mod isn't really gonna happen anymore boowomp #I still wanna make mods/a modpack that would INCLUDE merfolk but it's not gonna be like a standalone mod anymore... #anyways raghrhgaghrhga I wanted steve to be shiny like diamonds and I wanted alex to be a shark bc yes #Alex being a shark just fits to me I cant explain it... like... sleek and predatorial but also just kinda like water dog.... #oceanic doberman if you will #Also steve's fin shapes are supposed to mimic a diamond pickaxe :3c #// #minecraft #minecraft steve #minecraft alex #modded minecraft #merfolk

[mrpsychokiller]

he.....is.....MY.... MEOW MEOW!!!!!!!!!! *my telekinesis throws all the furniture into the walls*

[chefbeepo]

And perceptor sees all this and goes:

#poor percy #surrounded by heartbroken idiots with insane ideas of coping #and brainstorm is talking to percy like #“Chromedome cant ever just get over it hes sooooo dramatic and Nautica doesnt get the concept of equivalent exchange 🙄 sad i have to be the #voice of reason around here!“ #and percy is just there like: #“...” #“and your method of course had no flaws”

[sualne]

Mr 0 and Miss All Sunday investigate.

(timeline)

#one piece #nico robin #sir crocodile #monkey d luffy #crocodad au #my art #my comic #described in alt text #ive finished it!! :'DD this comic was about how no matter the universe luffy just cant read. i love how easily it is to read luffy as bein #neurodivergent/having (at least one) learning disability. so i wanted to put it here in the au. its important to me. also. quietly #establishing a few things for later. meheh

[fishbloc]

from this post

#do i main tag this . ok yolo this is tumblr we are all crazy here -> #3rd life smp #3rd life #grian #mumbo jumbo #goodtimeswithscar #acnh #desertduo #烤鱼 #i cant stop laughing at this video MUMBO IS JUST THEREEEE 😭😭😭😭 #anyway shoutout to makkz and j i love you guys 🫶 #desert duo

[delicourse]

lesbian pride moment 😳🌸

#jolyne cujoh #hermes costello #stone ocean #jjba #jojo's bizzare adventure #deliart #jolymes #i didnt make it in time for pride month. its 3 in the morning #but some for some time zones im just in time<3 #focus here was GREEN i just wanted to work with lots of green colors #bc i never do and i need to improve at that #we ended up with neons tho still sorry #also the background was fully rendered so much details n stuff but u cant see it hehe bc i blurred it #that was what most of my time was spent on . btw #anyway. hope u all enjoy the dresses lol #might go back and fix some stuff tho bc i drew this in like 3 days from lineart onward #so i havent been able to rest my eyes inbetween. so ill probably find something i wanna fix later

[archivebottles]

"You don't need to worry about me. I can take care of myself now."

#signalis #elster #isa itou #blood / #i hope i didnt overdo it with the grime... #i cant really sit on this as much as id like to bc im so busy right now but i needed to get this out of my system as fast as possible #ive been thinking about this scene a lot recently and i do just wanna say #you have no idea if you last words will really be your last words to someone..so if you can show someone you care about them while theyre #still here ok?

[p4nishers]

crowley, drunk off his ass: and i was yk just some fucked up soul born in cold and rain but he was my fucking sunlight or whatever

hozier, frantically writing on a napkin: HHHMMMM TELL ME MORE

#hozier is INSANELY azicrow coded and i am going feral over the implications that crowley heard the lines 'if the heavens ever did speak she #the last true mouthpiece' LIKE EXCUSE ME????????? #'u called me angel for the first time my heart leapt from me' and crowley cries himself to sleep #'heaven is not fit to house a love like u and i' and crowley projectile vomits onto the floor #'it cant be unlearned i have known the warmth of your doorways' 'i slithered here from eden just to hide outside ur door' 'though i burn how #could i fall when i am lifted by every word u say to me' and his ass is GONE he has EXPLODED #good omens #inefabble husbands #good omens s2 #good omens season 2 #azicrow #hozier #crowley #aziraphale

[koipepo]

That omake of little Kabru not being able to show off his howetown sweets because of Misril gets to me a lot so...

Here's a happier Kabru (and Lairu)

#kabru #lairu #labru #laios #dungeon meshi #my art #my fanart #fanart #idk why i resort to fluffy fanart even tho i keep thinking and seeing gag/hornt lairu stuff #kabru is just so.. fascinating and actually endlessly tragic #i kinda like that ryoko kui doesnt try to over-explain or dramatize her characters that have tragic backstories. it makes her world that- #-much more believable and realistic. that being said i will devour more kabru stories from her #i kinda cant stop thinking abt kabru (and to an extent lairu) #ik in Lairu/Labru fanart Kabru is usually depicted as humorously in denial guy #but i see it everywhere and it made me think more of their more understanding phase in the epilogue #maybe laios is ooc here but i think he will also warm up to human connection now that he actually has people he cares abt around him #(and maybe because kabru is teaching him tips and trick to be a Normal Guy lmao) #im also not very good at humor so theres only so much i can do with gag lairu 😂

[deimosatellite]

thriller bark . .

#mentally im still here #imagine the horror zoro was feeling as he saw sanji trying to die in his place. LMAO.. #at that point zoro went ''i cant lose my crew and i CANT lose sanji" #they make me insane #zosan #my art #doodles #idk if i'll ever color/render this i just have been feral again #one piece #one piece spoilers #roronoa zoro #vinsmoke sanji #blackleg sanji