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im hunted i rebelled and i did all of it for u i do everything u ask i always come when u call ill find some way to redeem myself to u ill go with u i wont hurt dean u have to choose castiel us or them were family we need u i need u the most powerful instrument in the history of the universes is in pieces and for what again ? oh thats right to save dean winchester but that was ur goal right ? i mean u draped urself in the flag of heaven but ultimately it was all about saving one human right ? i know how u see urself dean u see urself the same way ur enemies see u ure angry ure destructive ure broken ure daddys blunt instrument u think that hate and anger thats what drives u thats who u r its not !! and everyone who knows u sees it everything u have ever done u have done for love ure the most caring man on earth ure the most selfless loving human being i will ever know

#supernatural #dean winchester #spn #destiel #castiel #deancas #supernatural brainrotting real hard rn #ok im on ch3 of 91w byeee

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started 91w i have read the first 2 chapters. i like 👍👍👍👍

#ok i dont just like I LOVE IT YESYES #supernatural #dean winchester #spn #destiel #castiel #deancas #spn fanfic #91 whiskey #91w #deans so stupid (affectionate) #i need angst like soooo much angst please #also i need more fic recs like those that r so popular the entire fandom has read them like i dont wanna feel excluded yk #but no omegaverse <3

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the ache of nostalgia

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restless wanderer destiel

#supernatural #dean winchester #spn #destiel #castiel #deancas #spn fanfic #restless wanderer #one of my Internalized Homophobia Songs #im gonna commit #Spotify

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the way that dean is like. literally, canonically, HEAVILY implied to be into men but is still not considered canon bi at the same time. they wrote scenes for years knowing what it was implying. they had it in mind while writing the scenes that it was gay. ben edlund said that dean’s reaction to aaron flirting with him in 8x13 implied dean is bi. they wrote in the script that dean and benny broke up. they wrote gay scenes between dean and cas intentionally time and time again throughout the years. misha said that both him and jensen are aware of the gay subtext while filming and have discussions about it all the way back in season 8. they paralleled dean and cas to cain and his WIFE intentionally. they paralleled them with MULTIPLE canon romances time and time again. they wrote in that dean and crowley had an orgy. they wrote dean giving cas a mixtape with the full knowledge that it would come across as gay. in an episode that charlie lost her girlfriend and sam lost his girlfriend, they had it end with dean losing cas. jensen has said that dean’s feelings for cas are up to our interpretation so he’s literally just schrodinger’s bi character right now. it’s insane that they could get away with writing all of this into the show and yet we still can’t say he’s “canonically” into men and people will still call us delusional for thinking dean isn’t straight. it’s insane. it’s fucking insane.

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#i feel like this has been done before but i dont remember where ? idk im sorry if someone else did it first 🙏🙏 #supernatural #dean winchester #spn #destiel #castiel #deancas #web weaving #quotes

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this man right here, officer

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yes i did start watching 911 because of the Dean Winchester Coded character but holy fuck this show is sooo great what the fuckkk

#dean winchester #911 show #911 abc #911 fox #911 #evan buckley #buck

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does anyone realize how crazy it is to have the actor of a mostly headcanoned queer ship say the fans were never crazy and they were right all along after 10+ years of everyone just absolutely going nuts over the said queerbaited ship

#supernatural #dean winchester #spn #destiel #castiel #deancas #misha collins #im 20 i have been Experiencing supernatural and johnlock since i was 12 and merthur since wayy before that i have fought Wars #this is crazy #i love u hannibal i love u 911 (if u make eddie gay)

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this post hasn't left my mind since i've first saw it

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"You know, we know what it is, what’s going on. We don’t talk about it. The actors don’t, Jensen and I don’t. But we’re all perfectly aware of how the relationship is, the writers are completely aware of how it’s being written. It may be unspoken but that doesn’t mean it’s not there or not true."

~Misha Collins

"Ok, we know what the subtext is, bury it a little bit. [...] Mainly because all the other aspects of that story tell us that. Show us that, actually. That's the whole thing. Show us, not tell us.” 

~Ben Edlund

THEY WERE ALL PERFECTLY AWARE OF WHAT THEY WERE DOING. AND HOW THIS RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN. AND DEAN AND CAS' RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN AS A LOVE STORY.

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Children's Letters to God

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clark reupload

edit: forgot the sweater comic

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In light of recent Misha and Bedlund madness comments

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ill keep writing about surviving because i don't know what else there is

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