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1-800-hwahui · 1 year

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always with you

member — husband!mingyu x fem!reader genre — smut. really really fluffy smut word count — 1.5k warnings — reader has a vagina and breasts, reader uses she/her pronouns, unprotected sex, fingering, creampie, reader is implied shorter than gyu, dom!mingyu, sub!reader notes — lowercase intended. welp. you ask for cavities i give you cavities. this is more sweet than the creamiest vanilla ice cream but i hope you like :) (and yes that was a pun). this is really soft sweet emotional sex i'm sorry to all the ppl who followed for filthy content sdfjgshjk - 💒

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“sweetheart? do you need something?”

you come home from work after yet another exhausting day. on top of your asshole coworkers doing their regularly scheduled asshole tasks, you’ve been under the weather from the cold you caught from the guy working next to you. and then he got to take the day off and you didn’t.

you throw your bag on the couch in a huff as mingyu comes padding into the room, his whole face lighting up the moment he sees you, just like he does every single day with you.

he’s sweet, and you know he cares about you more than anything in the world. but sometimes you just need a hug. and sometimes you need another way to release the tension.

tonight is not one of the nights you need a hug.

and when mingyu pulls you in for a hug and you let out a shaky moan when he starts rubbing your back, he knows exactly what you need from him, and he’s more than willing to offer it.

“does my darling want me to take care of her?” he murmurs, gazing down at you with a smile and so much love in his eyes you can practically see hearts floating around his head. “hmm? my sweet angel needs me to help her relax tonight?”

“please,” you breathe, leaning up to press your lips to his. he giggles softly into the kiss, wrapping his arm around you tighter and pulling you closer for better access.

his hand snakes down in the space between your bodies, carefully beginning to undo the button of your jeans.

“wait.” you grab his hand, stopping him. he brings his eyes up to meet yours, waiting, wordlessly asking what you need before he has permission to continue.

“not here,” you whisper shyly. “can we… in bed?”

the ache between your legs is growing steadily the more time you spend in mingyu’s arms, but you don’t have the energy to start something in the middle of the front doorway when, knowing mingyu, it’ll be a while before it’s finished.

he tucks a piece of your hair behind your ear, brushing your cheek with his thumb. “of course, darling. anything you want.”

you smile as he grabs your hand and leads you down the hall, somehow both gently and roughly tossing you on the bed. he doesn’t bother turning on the light, letting the darkness surround you like a thick, comforting blanket that makes you feel like a teenager again, hiding under the covers in his tiny twin bed the first time you spent the night in your boyfriend’s dorm; the thrill, the exhilaration of being each others’ firsts for everything.

and now years later, with rings on your fingers to prove you’ll never love anyone the way you love each other, the excitement hasn’t gone away. you don’t think it ever will.

he kneels at the edge of the bed, gazing up at you as his fingers deliberately slide your jeans down your legs. you lift your hips off the bed to help him, pulling your shirt over your head so you lie completely exposed beneath him.

you sit up, humming as your fingers play with the hem of his shirt, pleading eyes looking up at him until he finally cracks. he expertly pulls his shirt over his head, like he’s done it a million times before (he has), revealing an expanse of his defined chest and toned muscle.

you reach out and press your hand against his chest, feeling the warmth beneath your fingertips and the steady drum of his heartbeat.

he leans over you, delicately laying your back against the bed as he slips out of his pants, smiling, his eyes never once leaving yours.

the tip of his finger begins to trace up and down your folds slowly, barely putting pressure but still enough so he’s not teasing. on any other night he loves to tease you, spend hours laying between your legs, toying with you until you can’t do anything other than cry out his name and moan so beautifully the way you do.

you sigh, letting your eyes fall shut as his other hand travels up your hip, squeezing gently before moving up to cup your chin as he presses a long, deep kiss to your lips. you exhale through your nose, letting your tongue prod gently into his mouth. but he’s taking too long, and you rock your hips up against his hand, just enough to let him know you need more without having to say it out loud.

he grins against your mouth and slides a finger into you, curling the tip against your walls. a high-pitched moan escapes you, gasping out his name at his touch that’s brought you pleasure in so many different ways over the years.

and as he begins to scissor his fingers up and down, moving perfectly inside of you, the tension in your core begins to grow, and grow, and grow until it bursts, and with a cry you’re cumming on his fingers. you’re shaking under him as he works you through what you’ll tell him afterwards was the best orgasm of your life. which is what you tell him after every time together, but he doesn’t care. as long as you enjoy him and he gets to enjoy you, nothing else matters.

he climbs up onto the bed, lining himself up with your entrance, still spasming from the waves of pleasure washing over you. he bends down again to kiss you once more before he begins pushing into you, the warmth in your abdomen spreading as you feel inch after inch press against your sensitive walls. the sensation burns for just a second before melting into bliss, and instinctively your hands reach out for him, needing something to hold onto and finding his shoulders, his back, every part of his body within reach.

you’ll never get tired of the feeling of being full, being surrounded by him, being part of him like this. the way his hands roam your body, caressing every inch of you, making sure you know you’re his and he’s yours and you’re each other's. the way that even in the dim light, you can tell by the look in his eyes that he’s admiring every part of you like he’s seeing it for the first time. the way he always takes his time with you when you need it, or doesn’t when you don’t, somehow knowing exactly what you need him to do with you without you having to say a word.

like now, when he stays still to give you a while to adjust because he knows it’s painful for you if he starts moving right away. or when he reaches up to brush your hair out of your face because sometimes it bothers you.

you reach out to squeeze his forearm, pushing into the mattress at your waist. “mmph, gyu, baby,” you whine softly. “need you to move, baby.”

he smiles, and pulls out just enough so he can start rocking back and forth into you. he’s going slow, slower than either of you want, but you know it’s the pace the both of you need: the tender, careful love to cancel out everything that makes you feel like crap. moments like this that make everything right again, make you feel like no matter what bad things happen, you’ll always have each other.

now, as he handles you so delicately when you’re more than aware that he’s capable of much, much more, you can’t help but remember all the other times together: the awkward ones at first, the drunk ones coming home after a night out, the ones to make up for a fight neither of you meant. and now, the one to remind you that he’ll always be there for you, especially when things aren’t so great.

he starts thrusting into you faster, rougher, and when he groans out strained and whiny, that’s how you know he’s cumming. with one hand gripping your breast and the other reaching down again to roll your clit between his thick fingers, it’s not long before you’re cumming with him, thighs shaking against his legs as he pushes into you one final time.

finally you feel him spill into you, filling you up even more, claiming you like you always beg him to do when you’re in a more energetic mood.

the room is suddenly quiet; the only sound, the soft, panting breaths you both take.

his head hangs, resting against your chest as you each take a moment to recover. after a second he starts to pull out, but your hands automatically grab onto his broad shoulders and pull him back down, letting out soft murmurs, pleading with him to stay just a little longer.

“just… just one more minute,” you whisper, and he nods, dropping down onto his elbows to encase you in his arms.

sometimes you just need a hug. sometimes you need more.

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cupcakeslushie · 1 year

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advice for staying on top of work? life gets busy but i noticed you are very consistent with creating content (which i admire deeply) and i was curious to know what you do for motivation or how to push work out even when you don’t want to

Aw thank you! It’s always nice when someone notices something like that! I’m afraid the situation that allows me to produce at a decent pace, might not be super applicable to a lot of people. In my case, I work an actual job only part time, and help take care of my grandmother two or three days. So that affords me a lot of free time to draw/map out plots and roughs, since she just needs minimal watching. Then on my actual “days off”, I’m able to sit at my desk for like 12 hours and do nothing but draw 😅.

Now for art blocks, I would say one major thing that works for me, is just getting myself to open the canvas and work on studies. Or if I can’t even swing the energy for that—I’ll just scribble. Even if nothing comes of it that I can post, at least I was able to scratch my art brain, and sometimes I’m lucky and it’ll lead to something.

Producing a lot of art also comes from working quickly, and working quickly comes from knowing your basics well enough that you’re not wasting time, struggling with anatomy/posing/expressing the ideas you want. And something ppl might not like to admit, but knowing when to just heckin give up on an idea if it’s simply not clicking. You can always move on and come back around to it. Forcing an idea or piece that just doesn’t want to work, sometimes ends up really eating away precious hours you could’ve spent on something else. Taking little breaks when you need them is important when doing creative work.

Also, YouTube is a great source for inspiration. A lot of times I’ll throw up some form of art video on the Tv to watch in the background. I love watching videos like art blogs from Furry Little Peach, Misako Flodin, or even PearFleur where they’re just mixing paints. It’s really inspiring, seeing someone else being creative. It kinda makes you want to work too! There’s a million channels to find!

But lastly it’s really just making sure you’re happy with what you’re creating, and remembering that as nice as it would be to do it all, sometimes it’s harder for some than others. Everyone works at their own pace, and that’s okay!

Hope that was helpful, and not too nonsensical! 👍💖

#ask slushie #slushie rambles

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cupcraft · 1 year

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I just think it needs to be said that adults have to regulate themselves in online spaces in a way that is responsible for minors in fandom spaces. This will be long im sorry.

And im not specifically talking about adults with lists of DNI minors and block anyone at or under a certain age as well as make it clear their blog may not be safe for minors (ie spaces with a lot of nsfw content). Though curating an experience is a big part of being responsible of course. This post though is mostly delving into adults' behavior and how you need to be aware of your behavior.

For example, if you're an adult who purposefully curates a blog dedicated to fandom discourse, harming other people in the fandom, vagueing, and just having general toxicity about people ESPECIALLY when the targets of said harassment and toxicity are often the youngest in the fandom this is something you really need to reevaluate yourself about for a million reasons but including how this harms and serves as a poor example to younger people what a fandom space is meant to be. Like when I see minors involved in these types of toxicity, not to say they shouldn't be informed or held accountable or the ppl harmed should forgive them, but as an adult I mostly feel sad. I feel sad because I hope they're going to be okay when they're my age and look back on themselves. I hope they're safe esp when the adults around them act like this kind of behavior is normal and okay even though they've long graduated high school (even though ot wasn't okay then either for the record). Like does it not bother you that you're an adult who feels superior sending hate campaigns and ask box harassment and cyberbullying to minors on the internet because you're insecurities are that large and you've no ability to regulate them healthily? Does it not bother you that you teach young ppl in the fandom to do similarly by your actions, and affect their experience? Does the harm not bother you?

Because it should bother you. When you grow up especially in online fandom spaces you do need to be more aware of not only your words in general, but how many people may look up to you and use you as example and that you have a responsibility to be healthy online for the sake of yourself, others, and esp the youngest of the fandom.

Because it hurts to think ppl can grow up in fandom to think "oh sending kys and gore and dead animals over [insert discourse] plus potentially bigotry is normal because everyone around me does it and I want to fit in and I also fear speaking up against the adults who do this because you know the harassment".

And you might say "well cup im just gonna block all minors the end I get to harass people forever hahaha haha!" And well okay, but for another post (plus ones I've made before) there's still a million reasons this is fucked up you see but I'm just focusing on one aspect rn in this post.

And then there's the adults in fandom who all of a sudden hit my age and all they do is belittle kids and the way they act and there is all of a sudden a Certain Maturity that needs to be upheld for Everyone but Especially Adults.

So on the first point this includes adults who are like "I hate kids!!!! They are so [insert anything negative]" and it includes any comment to meta/writing/art/etc that is like not allowing a younger person in fandom to grow. Like the way I talked as 11 years on the internet was incomprehensible and frankly would've been subject to "omg kids are so cringe ew!" For sure these days, ig I was lucky my online friends were also 11 at the time. Looking at my old fandom Meta posts when I was 15, like I could imagine the way I see adults talking about takes like "oh shit I was worse!" Which is just a bag full of insecurity for me, but I also can't imagine being young in fandom and directly experiencing such critiques all the time. Like does it not bother you, once again? That you don't want to see kids in fandom grow into their creativity and co-exist safely in fandom as they do in public and experience overall and public joy? Why do you hate I mean hateee kids as an adult and why does their joy spark hate and misery in you (you might need therapy or to work that out srsly). And do the effects of your actions not bother you? What do you think you're doing other than silencing the creativity and joy in people and invoking ways to people please or for minors to Act Mature (in reality acting the way these adults want to avoid harassment ofc!) Instead of of course just experiencing joy and fun and community as they would normally.

And that brings me to my last pt of the effects of you hit [adult age] and must Act Mature and not Care About Cringe Fandoms or Watch Cartoons and do anything that would indicate you god forbid Don't Have a Real Job. This is the reality for growing up in fandom its finite once you're 19 no more Cringe of course /s! Because I've been subject to this take before as a criticism, and I've seen essays about how adults who watch Bluey are destroying the world forever, and I can take it because I go to therapy and I'm secure in my own maturity where it matters and joy where it matters. But imagine how younger people in the fandom feel. Like you're basically telling kids "btw once you're at Adult Age you must stop having fun forever and you must have a Real Job (or Education) and stop enjoying Immature things like fandom (even though I am in fandom btw im not a hypocrite saying this) or you're a freak immature adult who will never grow up". Like wow.

Like the conservative and near unnuanced take of to be Mature you need a real job (whatever that means) and to only watch adult shows in a normal manner (again whatever that means) aside, like you're really telling kids to grow up and be insecure. I'm serious! Like of course as you grow up it's important to mature no duh, but with real maturity means realizing there are times to be serious and there are times to enjoy things. Maturity doesn't mean I can never watch bluey god forbid else I have a not real job or become media illiterate as a consequence (esp when actually marketing wise a lot of kids shows are meant to also be entertaining for adults watching with their kids... and lo and behold your media literacy doesn't go away magically the moment the show starts). Like you really want younger ppl in fandom to be miserable and grow up miserable and create a cycle of miserable lest they become Cringe Adults that watch a harmless cartoon and enjoy it.

I'm never good at ending rants like this but conclusion. Get a grip on yourself and insecurities and be really careful how you foster fandom community for yourself but also to those that grow up in these spaces too.

As always add on/send asks/correct me/add nuance/etc. ❤️

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inchidentally · 1 month

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ouuhh that's not…

I swear I read it three times and looked through their blog hoping they were joking alfhaslfkh nope

BUT I do not want anyone to engage with this so I'm hiding the link - not just because it's ridiculous but because the best way to confine rpf ship drama is to leave it alone. (edit: so I lied abt this asofgsalfga I did reply to one person but only bc they put it in the main tags) I don't rly like blocking but I also don't want to have to create a million filtered tagged posts on my dash - and tbh I don't think anyone I've blocked will care anyway. this way I can still see carlando content for fun but none of the fandom nonsense.

I'm mostly posting this bc up til now I rly wanted to set aside the behavior of the fandom to continue enjoying carlando content but I just can't be bothered anymore. between the larrying and the rampant, disgusting casual misogyny - and ofc the competing with which friendship or fake ship blorbo 1 and 2 are "happier" with asgfjsalfglja. and it's not just this latest thing I get sent tweets and posts abt whole agendas to "prove" that Lando isn't "happy" with Oscar/Martin/insert man who is currently considered threatening to their concepts of Lando's relationships. some ppl even friendzone Max F and Lando and pretend Carlos means more to Lando than him so there's no limits to the insanity.

so for me atp there just isn't enough about carlando to make it worth constantly being reminded that the way too many of it's fans truly believe that these are two men are either as close to each other as they are to their real, acknowledged close friends and/or in a secret gay relationship, that their girlfriend(s) are cold-hearted PR plants/escorts rigged by an evil all-controlling PR department and once the blorbos are freed of homophobic forces (oh god Carlos' old tweets tiktokboom) they can finally have the kind of toxic heteronormative version of a queer relationship that is right with the universe.

like, rpf is only meant to be for fun and more important it is meant to be kept away from anyone involved/the general public !! but when ppl's delu results in the actual women these men choose as their partners being at best aggressively cropped out of pictures and videos* and at worst stalked, harassed, their families and employers harassed, abuse and slander left in comments sections on popular social media and team pages - yea carlando laughing together sometimes and slowed down bro hugging isn't enough lol

it’s also slightly the fact that if you picked a bunch of Lando’s reactions to Carlos and Daniel and no one knew context clues then no one would be able to tell which one he’s reacting to. Carlos/Daniel teases Lando, Lando shriek laughs and goes red, James Corden style gay innuendo, slightly tense undercurrent of men wanting to one up each other with jokes, iterations of bromance that are half sincere and half for the cameras, hashtag hashtag. Lando goes to Daniel's ranch on a whim, dando is special. Lando goes to Carlos' sister's huge society wedding, carlando is special. Lando's family likes Lando which makes carlando special. Lando and Daniel share mutual friends outside of racing which makes dando special. like, it's the same dynamic just rotated around at different times. I enjoy both ships to a certain degree but I'm kind of mystified at ppl choosing to see them as super deep and meaningful and worth fighting over.

side note g o d do I fully embrace that ppl who do these ship competitions and larrying nonsense have ZERO interest in landoscar bc we love Lily and support Lando in his many probable conquests - and bc the Lando and Oscar dynamic isn't a big bromance for the cameras and has no fake gay for fangirl consumption.

like yes pls absolutely consider landoscar inferior to carlando if it means they stay away from inventing conspiracy theories and saying they "just have a bad feeling" about Lily and start attributing everything Lando has achieved to his teammate instead of himself.

also I could be SO incredibly mean using charlos vs carlando and the difference between PR and the public trying to tear one apart but it persisting vs PR and the public being a major factor in the other persisting at all. or the fact that charlos does everything ppl want carlando to do. but there's no point spending more time on people who think that two adult men - who've both said they're as much rivals as friends and the bromance is more what the public sees - are laughing in metrically different and lesser degrees of happiness with their new teammates vs a former teammate.

like, as long as I can now not be exposed to those opinions then they have a perfect right to express them. god knows I'm not saying my blogs is worth a damn but at least I don't trash anyone's gf or try to stunt on other rpf ships for no reason

tl;dr I'm p much done trying to make carlando worthwhile for me to rb or post about. I enjoy seeing it on my dash for myself but that's it! no one will be affected by this change lafhlsahf

*I know there are a few ppl out there who do this bc they have a no-private life policy on their blogs and that's np. they aren't die hard carlando fans tho.

#inchreplies #wank adjacent #<- tag to block to avoid seeing these in future!#why do ppl want to constantly push things that get proven wrong #like just enjoy your ship and stop trying to edge it closer to them dating irl by competing w other ships it isn't happening #for reference

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hexitca · 4 months

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Rant about Puritan fandom culture!

Well I typed it on twitter but then I had more to say so tumblr it is!

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WARNING: Long as fuck

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I know I basically said the author of Heartstopper "brought it on themselves" but yea they kinda did.

You can disagree with BL/Yaoi you can hate the shipping discourse or shipping in fandom in general but you cant frame it in a "i hate [that] bc it's sinful/fetishistic and I'M ABOVE THAT BC I'M WHOLESOME AND BETTER THAN THOSE DISGUSTING SHIPPERS"

bc that's gonna bite you in the ass...as it is doing now. The fucking image of their character's google history is so tame and normal, esp in LGBTQ+ spaces! Yet they are being called a pedo? Crazy. In the end, you only hurt yourself!

I never bothered with HS bc i just wasnt interested in it but thats just my preference. It's sad to see ppl, esp young ppl, turn on a series of LGBTQ+ representation just bc of the author's past (or current? idk) stance on the BL/Yaoi or MLM or whatever genre just bc their stance wavered a bit in a simple comic image. Something that is so fucking normal also! but they will grow up and realized how limiting it is to restrict themselves just to appear pure within a group.

Yet the artists/writers/creators are traumatized by the witchhunt. I know I said the author brought it on themselves for supporting anti but damn I don't want them being accused of being a pedo! Or ANYTHING! NO ONE DESERVES THAT. I dont know anything about the author other than surface knowledge but at the end of the day, all this online shit, doesnt matter. It doesnt! Me saying that is ironic bc im typing this post up right now!

but it's something we care about! I care about fandom spaces, I care that creators are getting attack for something as mild as this even if they invited these ppl into their circle. We're human and we change our views a million times a fucking day. I could agree with one thing and disagree with it another. That's why anti discourse pisses me the hell off! It's just a bunch of bullies looking to make themselves feel better by shaming others! I don't respect that type of behavior. And I hate that they just run around saying shit like "kys" over a two characters fucking?!? It amazes me beyond words.

Fandom has never been without its discourse. But the puritan bullshit is not even fandom discourse, it's just straight up bullying and harassment. It doesnt take much to tailor your fandom spaces to your preferences, i should know ive been in fandom spaces since I was fucking 13 years old. I didn't explore nsfw/porn/anything until I wanted to when I was 18. That is MY personal experience. I never put that on anyone else BUT MYSELF. If I saw nsfw and didnt want to see it I blocked the person. Not make a fucking witch hunt out of it. You are in charge of keeping YOURSELF in check not some person who shared nsfw art/fanfic. How fucking hard is it to turn the "don't show me nsfw" toggle on??? Bc it's not about that. Y'all just wanna be mad and be above someone so why not ppl minding their own business.

And guess what? There ARE ppl who are bad and support nsfw art/writing. They fucking suck. They are outliers and deserve to be called out when they get exposed. But many times, ppl always go "see i told you all the ppl in THAT fandom were pedos/freaks/etc" hmmm sounds like when conservatives go "see...that queer person turned out to be bad, SO all queer ppl are bad" DO YOU GET IT?? It never works out with that line of thinking. You are harming innocent ppl minding their own business. You are harming yourselves when you grow the fuck up and realize that "OH actually...I am curious about sex" and have ppl who you thought were your friends eat your face. PLS wake the fuck up.

If you're an anti:

I hope you recover from that

go fuck yourself

if you're offended by me saying "go fuck yourself", pls take that as a sign to log off the internet and go touch grass. As someone who has done that many of times, it's very refreshing.

#fandom #fandom culture #fandom discourse #purity culture #i might go touch some grass for the rest of the week/weekend holy shit #this is why i try not to be on twitter a lot bc tumblr im at least in my own spaces with minor breaches of stupidity #twitter it just throws it in on my tl and i get fucking triggered and angry #ill be taking a long break from twitter holy shit

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joelsgreys · 6 months

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Hoping you didn't block my asks, I've sent a few that you haven't answered but I'm sure it's just that you've got a million in your inbox right now.

Hope you're doing okay Vee! I'm sorry ppl gave you such a hard time, and I admire you being able to move on from it and realize that you are not in the wrong 💕

i didn’t, i’m only blocking the hate asks lmao. i have like 50+ messages in my inbox and i’m trying to get to all of them but believe me, i appreciate every single one of the kind asks and even if i don’t get the chance to answer them ALL publicly, they’re with me in my inbox—and my heart (wow that was cheesy) 🥹🤍

#vee answers #pinning this so you all know #how much i love each and every single one of you #even if i don’t get to your ask #i hold it close to me #y’all have saved me from drowning fr #you’re like cute arm floaties #and i love you all sm

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otrtbs · 10 months

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i'm so good nat!!

i hope that the cheese and wine contribute to The Vibes™ bc that sounds heavenly (esp in scotland).

As for people being mean, ik it seems to be an epidemic i'm afraid. i feel like i see a million asks by writers asking when a new update will be, tho idk if there is anything else that isn't swag money that's going on because i'm like, pretty out of the loop.

anyways i hope you're doing good too <3

yayay!! so glad to hear you're doing well!! <33

the wine and cheese are contributing to the vibes. i went to the farmers market and i let the nice lady running the stand pick the cheese for me (It's a goatsmilk cheese w herbs and stuff and she was like "it tastes like pizza" and i was like,,, "ummmm" and she was like "no! not like that! trust me!" and i did and it slaps and it doesn't taste like pizza askjfhsskgjhds) then i went home and i took a nap and the vibes are just UP today!

as far as things not being swag money, idk i've just seen a lot of tiktoks being super negative recently "am i the only one who didn't like [insert fic here]?" or "how did you all read [insert fic here]? it was so bad." a lot of stuff like that has been cropping up. or people will make tiktok videos praising a fic and then people will be in comments complaining about the fic anad ripping into it and the creator of the original video will like the comments??? like that couldn't be me. i would either delete the entire video or the comments ripping into a fanfiction. yk, like a decent person would. also just some of my writer friends are getting harrassed on the dash recently by rude anons. ppl just being very demanding of fic writers to update or include certain tropes or demanding they take their fic in a different direction. also some comments on ao3 are out of POCKET! i can only speak for myself on this one but ppl coming into my ao3 telling me 'i skipped the last chapter because it was boring.' or 'this is dragging out' like ??? okay???? why would u tell me that. just go away 😭

but yeah i've noticed it happening to a lot of fic authors recently, like no one is safe from people just generally being rude about fanfic that authors uploaded for free and expected .0003 ppl to read? which are just my personal gripes but i do wonder where all these people came from. and when they'll be quiet 😭😭 i feel like people forget that fanfic authors are in the fandom and in the same circles?? and they will read and see what you say about their fics?? like it doesn't just hide in a tiktok comment section. long story short i've been blocking ppl left and right on here, on ao3, on tiktok (even tho it's my personal account lmfaooo. there is no room for meanies in my little fandom garden!)

#asks #sorry 2 vent for a minute #but dw this place is so lovely for the most part and the gems of people here are everything 2 me and far outweigh the bad!!

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golbrocklovely · 3 months

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hiii im drunk hello well not rly drunk just yet but i will be in like 29 minutes

Anyway

snc asking for volunteers looool babes you get millions of views, own property, fly first class, and colbt admitted to spending 10k in one month on clothes. id happily mod for them bc im not in the fandom just happily observing but pay me fellazzz AND give me a hoodie every merch drop thanksss

Im not on xplrclub but dude it sounds so frustrating it sounds like its full of children. likw how embarrassing to dicuss someones peepee and then what if they pipe in and go uhhhh excuse me??? bro EMBARRASSINGGF and gross

- aussie anon

hey aussie anon, i hope you had fun drunk haha

the one thing i have to say tho, even tho i agree with your whole ask, is that snc don't actually fly first class most times, at least from what they have told us. they said the only time they really do that is if they are travelling overseas on a long flight. so for australia… they probably will lol

the only way i would mod for free is if they let me be on the site for free. comp the money i would be spending on there and maybe i would be okay with watching an insufferable chat full of ppl i blocked on twitter and insta.

look old xplrclub had it's issue, mostly bc the app would crash all the time, it couldn't handle having ppl spam in chat during livestreams, and it would just be kinda laggy overall. also, my main gripe, there was no tagging system so if you wanted to see a video, even from a month ago, you would have to scroll and scroll to find it. now times that by the fact they've been on there since 2021. so a lot of videos are basically lost to the test of time lol

but this one… it's definitely better. it has a tagging system. the members feed where ppl can post stuff is kinda nice (but also deeply concerning how many ppl trauma dump and then beg snc to say hi to them in the same sentence) and the content itself is good. but this chat is just not necessary and will cause so many more issues later down the line, i just know it.

and the chat talking about snc's dicks like that is very concerning. look, i get it, we're all human, and sometimes that means having sexual conversations. you wanna do that in dms with another friend of yours, go right ahead. but doing it in a PUBLIC CHAT where SNC CAN SEE YOU is…. very odd behavior. i think some forget that snc see what they post.

or it probably ties back to all of these ppl thinking "well i pay $19 a month, i can talk about whatever" / so many ppl thinking they own snc in some way, shape, or form so there should be no issue for them to objectify them and sexualize them. these fans don't see them as ppl, just characters in a tv show. so that's why they can talk about them any way they want to.

#ask #personal #sam and colby

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struggle-but-its-all-ocean-floor · 6 months

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okay since this question keeps popping at the end of every ask I'll say why they chose jk

Jungkook fits the image US ppl likes like jb a badboy kind of image and jk fits that and jm doesn't

jk has no accent when he speaks English so it's easy and the his pronounciation might not be the BEST but it's a bit better than jm's so it helps

They want someone who will take what they're giving atm like a full English album the way they want or the songs they have given and out of the two jk is the one who currently has no problem with taking the readymade songs and jm won't

jm will Never be ready or want to release an Full English album jk had no problem with that

jm wanted to portray his story by his writing and involvement with songs so he would have not accepted a given album without any input but maybe jk was having a artists block so he was okay taking the offer

Thing is jm will simply not take an offer where he's getting handed an album and he's not putting anything with his art cause as far as i have seen he loves giving his inputs in his all solos so idt he would have just let someone else dictate his album. Idk how to explain this point without sounding rude to jk which i don't want to be but i have limited English so maybe it will sound rude if i use those words but hope you get what I'm saying.

And yes jm has always been more popular in the US Since the beginning while as jk got popular over the time. And yes all of jm's songs from BTS's album have more sales and more streams than jk's (except euphoria which has more Streams). Jm has most streamed and sold out units in the US out of all the members. Yes 'filter' is more streamed and sold song than 'my time'. The data is there on their sols fbs you can check so yes music wise jm has always been popular there and fans wise too cause like jk who's most fans are in the sea countries jm's most fans are from US. Jm actually is first member to have 3 solo songs(Lie, Filter, Serendipity) to sell 500k units in the US.

Things must have changed a little with jk performing at world cup and then with seven all the perfomances he did in the US. You said something like layover also did good without any US promo then no his songs were out of US chart on the 2nd or 3rd day something. Maybe it has re-entered later and all but his title song debuting at #56(idk the exact number) on BB hot 100 would tell you that.

Now jm actually would have beat Taylor in sales and would have got that BBMAS award if only Geffen had moved when fans were tagging them to restock it cause jm already had biggest sales of that week in the US. He needed just some thousands in order to him to get that most sold song beating Taylor but nahhh Geffen would not move a single finger for that. That screams sabotage. And no there's no explanation for geffen's behaviour. You said that seven has high chance of something so Maybe that's why Geffen restocked seven again and again but then how come jm is the only k-pop soloist who's nominated in the main category of sales with other white artists? Because he has the highest sales so tell me what potential they didn't see in LC that they were seeing in seven even tho seven sold less than LC?

You said jm's LC also got TTh so why are ppl complaing about seven's tth...cause jm's title song which is LC korean version has spend 0 days on TTh and his English version spent some 20 days on TTh now you get the difference? One title track not getting a playlist vrs other members getting one. And it's not just about the TTh it's also about the placement on TTh. People with less stream were there on TTh while LC despite having more no of streams didn't get TTh and not only TTh but there's data people posts where you can see shark difference between playlist reach of jm and all other members cause he had less playlist reach till now. The difference is ass big. Jm had some 0.4m radio while jk had some millions radio reach (you might think it's because of the English album so be it). There's too many other things and ways in which jm got sabotaged but this will go wayy too long so yeah let's not go into that.

You said "do you really think jm would have able to pull seven and get those numbers?" Thing is we don't want jm to sing seven cause 1) seven is not my type of song so i wouldn't want jm to sing it 2) it's not suitable to jm 3) jm himself won't accept it. Just as jm was nervous jk was also nervous in plenty of his solo perfomances. Yes vocal wise jk is currently best in BTS but if jm was supposed to perform anywhere with his own song he could pull off anywhere cause you're talking about the member who has the most iconic performances in BTS. Now you must think jk has most iconic perfomces as world cup and the recent one and other festivals but thing is the EVENTS where he performed are iconic but i not the perfomce itself (i did liked the time square one and Jimmy Fallon one). Yes jm get's nervous but so does jk. Now you watch jk's break dance on "Today" and tell me jm wouldn't have done better than that?

Point if the company is capable of doing so much for a solo why are they so incapable of doing basic things for jm?? Idk if you were there or not but literally even the smallest thing during face was getting asked from the comapny from fans by trending tags while that's not the case for others. The 9 days promo of face is another discussion.

Jm did great in US with just one Jimmy Fallon performance. He's just recently re-entered US Spotify with 314k streams whithout any playlist after these many months while other songs are pulling less numbers than that with playlists and all. No one would be able to do that but jm can cause he is that popular there.

i know jk is popular and in demand but that 50% off on album, many versions to buy, tens of remixes screams desperation. with golden and seven they removed all the Things armys were proud of over BTS. every single thing armys dragged other artists for those all the things were given to golden.

You said jm was not being sabotagged intentional but it was not beacuse the comapny hate him it's because he wasn't supposed to be the first one to get that#1. They have a point to prove to west and to show how the investors what hybe America is capable of through jk so of course jm would get sabotaged cause he's coming in the way of that plan. If these last some months didn't tell you that then my one post could never i know that but it is what it is no matter who believes it and who don't.

I thought at first you were going to "support me", but, nope. You wrote:

"Jungkook fits the image US ppl likes like jb a badboy kind of image and jk fits that and jm doesn't

jk has no accent when he speaks English so it's easy and the his pronounciation might not be the BEST but it's a bit better than jm's so it helps

jm will Never be ready or want to release an Full English album jk had no problem with that

JK fits the bad boy image, sure, a bit, he has tattoos, piercings, a more muscular body, etc. He's hot in a way the US is used to. I know some people think JM is too "feminine" or whatever.

That's not true. Jimin's English is actually better than JK's, and I think his accent is better too. Maybe in songs Jungkook's accent is less noticeable. The biggest difference is that Jungkook knows how to sing in English - how to adapt his singing to the language - better. And his voice fits Western pop better.

And here the underhanded comments begin. So, your argument is, that if Jimin was less of an artist and willing to just take what was handed to him (which he did for, you know, Angel pt. 1), then he would've been the preferred choice for Golden and JK's other collabs because he's more popular in the US? Proof?? As far as we know, they chose Jk specifically?

Proof?! Never? I don't think he'd be comfortable, and can't see him do it anytime soon, but I can definitely see him releasing a couple of English singles.

Jimin started Face because the members encouraged him to heal through music. Jungkook wasn't even sure about writing an album and there's nothing he wants to say right now, so he accepted to release an English album and challenge himself in a new way, while delivering fans the album they were waiting for. However, Jimin is working on music now. And you're once more implying they chose JK simply because Jimin wasn't available - again, proof??

Jimin only has writing credits on Lie among his solo BTS songs. He gave his input on choreo, and probably styling and themes. Jungkook has writing credits on Begin and My Time. He also participated in the performance and/or styling decisions behind Dreamers, Seven, 3D, SNTY, and all of Golden. Saying Jungkook didn't give any input on Golden, like Jimin hasn't recorded With You and Angel Pt. 1 without any input of his own, even if they're only collabs... I think Jimin is very much capable of accepting a song that is given to him, and Jungkook very much chose his songs. No one "dictated" Golden. Jungkook has agency. He knew what he was doing. He chose every track.

Listen, I won't fully get into everything else you wrote. It's too much work and I don't care enough to comment. My main take away is that you're making a ridiculous amount of assumptions. Like:

I mean, I'm not sure how you know he would've beat Taylor, but as for Seven, it's because of the tracking period?? Seven only came out in July. Sales aren't just physical sales, right? Streams count? Seven sold less than LC? I'm not sure about that, but you keep comparing two songs that were released months apart as if they came out at the same time?

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#ask #bts #jungkook #jimin #text #save jikook from this discourse

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hi! my feelings about r//nance is im just not into it, mostly bc i just Dont See it, like i just Don't, but also bc of reasons like ppl making the whole thing so Uncomplicated when it absolutely Would be Complicated as Fuck! and acting like it has any basis in canon, like i do like s//eddie, and ik some ppl do it for s//eddie too, but i personally don't think there's really any real basis for it in canon, i just think they'd be interesting (but that's another topic).

But also lowkey i think one of the main reasons i don't see it w/ r//nance, is that in s3 when nancy & robin interact for the first time, robin has The Biggest masking face ever, idk she just looks like she's autistic masking to hell & back, she looks like how i feel when im trying to be "a real person" all polite and friendly to someone i don't know, trying and hoping i remember all the things to say. idk it just Does Not vibe. lol

also when robin & nancy meet for the first time robin literally says "hi, I'm robin, i work with steve" isn't that at least a little bit of a sign that the first thing that connects them Is Steve, so like, idk, he might be relevant to them as characters??? like, a little, maybe???

hey!!

i will never understand taking a complex ship and diluting it down, because i love complicated relationships. like, within stranger things, steve, tommy and carol are one of the dynamics i find most interesting! because it’s complex. if you reduced any of those characters down to nothing, they aren’t even those characters anymore. they’re just wearing their faces. and obviously i don’t like r//nance, but if i did, i wouldn’t try to make it something it isn’t just so everyone involved can be perfectly happy.

and i think it’s so weird when they like, fight to the death to try and prove it has a basis in canon. like you said, i like steddie. i don’t think it would ever happen in a million years. one of my guilty pleasure ships in stranger things is steve and kali, which has no chance of happening, but a ship doesn’t have to be close to canon in order for me to enjoy, you know? and i can admit that, though i guess others can’t.

there does seem to be a growing trend where people treat fanon ships as though it’s morally wrong to ship them because they aren’t canon. so i guess maybe r//nancers are over correcting, and sprinting in the opposite direction to try and say that they can ship it, and fighting anyone that doesn’t ship it because they feel like they have to defend it, but it’s just like… people will always have different opinions. about everything, just live and let live. block people whose opinions you hate, block out tags to avoid posts etc.

and yeah, i totally get you, even in s4, robin just looks like she’s trying so hard to appease nancy and nothing is working. it just looks like the most awkward situation in existence.

that is honestly such a good point!! especially considering robin and nancy are in the same year at school, but until robin has a connection to steve, she wasn’t relevant to nancy at all. like, steve really is the glue between those two characters, and any attempt to remove him just doesn’t work

#robin buckley #nancy wheeler #stranger things #anti ronance #asks #etherealkieren

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heich0e · 9 months

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if you've sent in an ask lately that i didn't respond to, it may be answered under the cut! i'll be dividing these posts up by general subject matter so no one has to scroll for too long to find any asks they may have sent. feel free to block the tag #liv got mail if you don't like seeing posts like this. i'm sorry to have kept you waiting, and p.s. i love you very much <3

part four: fic stuff, etc. ✉

✉ Anonymous asked: liv no one writes suna like you how am i supposed to go on when you hate him (affectionately)

u should try hating on him too it's very liberating and he's an easy target <3

✉ Anonymous asked: not a day goes by when I don't think about pollute I deeply thank you for making it 🩷😔🙏

ahhhh yes... polluted.... my gang-num opus.... thank u for enjoying one of the nastiest things i have ever written we are in this together now!!

✉ @just-jordie-things asked: hello here like everyone else to make sure you get so much love for your mini series with megumi 🤗🤭 (and also i just binged the rest of your work too 😭 😂) i love your writing style it’s so addicting i feel so involved in your stories. and i just loooove how you write megumi !! excellent work i hope you had fun with it!! have a great day/night 🫶

HI JORDIE!! u are SO KIND!! i am so happy you enjoyed the series (and hopefully whatever else you read!!) and i really really really REALLLLY appreciate you taking a moment to share these sweet words w me. sending u love and endless gratitude!! <3

✉ Anonymous asked: Hey Liv, just wanted to reach out to you

Hopefully you don't feel overwhelmed or something like that regarding your last series and everything that came along with it (also your last asks were... Let's say bizarre), so I just wanted to remind you that while I think you're an amazing writer and love what you post, I do not simply follow you for the content you put out: in fact I've become more an more interested in your persona, I think you're hilarious and witty and kind and I find myself looking forward to even you reblogging art and your keysmashes in the tags

Thank you for being so special Liv!!♥️🤩

this really ought to have gone in the love letter section because it's so incredibly sweet of you to say. u might have questionable taste in girlbloggers but omg your heart is so beautiful and kind :') thank YOU for making me FEEL so special, and for taking the time out of your life to do so. i adore u more than i could ever say and i am sending u roughly 92 MILLION kisses. love u so big.

✉ Anonymous asked: hi liv! whenever u see this i just wanted to say that im sorry u felt like u couldnt continue posting smth u created and had fun making onto ur little corner of the internet that we all have the privilege of sharing w u 🖤 it rlly does hurt when smth we make and are excited to share with others isnt met w the same kind of enthusiasm. even tho it's understandable why some ppl weren't huge fans of ur mini megumi series, im sure it was still a bit hurtful. i just wanted to say that everything you create, no matter who likes or dislikes it, is beautiful and deserving of love and recognition for the effort, time and emotions you put into making it. i hope ur break is relaxing and lovely, and i cant wait to continue supporting u and ur creativity when u get back 🖤🖤🖤

thank u little guy. i appreciate you and these words very very much <3

✉ Anonymous asked: just read the Megumi drabble series and saw your prev asks answering the continuation of it, and let me just say that (a) i LOVED the series it's absolutely adorable and also angsty and (b) i completely understand if you decide not to continue!!!! i just wanted to show some support ❤️❤️ your writing's incredible ❤️❤️ regardless of if it'll continue or not, it was an amazing read!

thank you for reading and enjoying it!! you are so sweet!! sending u a big tight squeeze

✉ Anonymous asked: LOVE YOUR LATEST MEGUMI FIC!!! I know it’s easier said than done but I hope you become more comfortable with posting whatever you want in you little corner of the internet!!!

ahhhhhh i hope so too!! and i am so grateful you enjoyed it!! thank you friend <3

✉ Anonymous asked: I loved the recent series of veterinarian Megumi and his son so much, I loved your writing. I understand you're not going to continue, but I appreciate you writing it anyway.💓

and i appreciate u reading it!!!! and enjoying it!! it means so much to me!! blowing u a big kiss rn

✉ Anonymous asked: hi hi Liv ❤️ I just wanted to say I respect your choice to not post more of your oopsy baby series to prevent others from becoming uncomfortable, and I just hope it doesn’t diminish your own joy for writing and creating.

I think it’s totally fair to acknowledge that you hadn’t included a warning or anything about the kid (almost definitely) being Megumi and reader’s, cuz that happens sometimes! Things slip through! But at the same time people don’t have to keep reading if they get to a point they’re not enjoying it.

I think I speak for a lot of people when I say I just want you to be happy in your space, so whatever way you choose to achieve that is of course the best choice for you ❤️❤️

hi hi FRIEND!! thank you for such sweet words and for being so understanding and kind. LOVE UUUUUU

✉ Anonymous asked: just wanna compliment you cause its honestly so impressive that you managed to write and outline multiple stories in the past two weeks. you never fail to amaze me with your creativity keep up with the amazing stuff and take care of yourself :)

i feel so SO lucky to have an outlet to dump all my silly little ideas into when they strike, and to have people (like you!!) who are there to enjoy them along with me!! hope you're well sweet thing!!

✉ Anonymous asked: PLEASE GOD YOUR WRITING IS IMMACULATE. LIKE DOWNRIGHT SWEEPING ME OFF MY FEET IN HAPPINESS WHEN I SEE YOU POST IMMACULATE.

write whatever makes you comfortable, parenthood or not because after all, YOU are the one who is writing it and everyone has their own responsibility to scroll if they dont like your comment. anyway, sending lots of love, YOU DESERVE IT ALL!!

WAHHH u are so kind!! sending u a big squish and so much love right back <3 and thank you for such a lovely bit of reassurance i appreciate u!!

[one last note: there were some other asks about the mini megumi series that i wasn't sure if i should include. i never want to post or share anything that someone might interpret as targeted, or alienating, or sensitizing in any way—and i'm ready to move on and not rehash any old wounds. i know they all came from a very kind place, and i am so truly and sincerely appreciative of anyone who reached out to check on me, or support me, or tell me that they enjoyed the series. love u always and tremendously, liv. xx]

#liv got mail #PHEW WE MADE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!

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eemoo1o-animoo · 1 year

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Went to the Kuro tag for the first time in forever, saw your live blogging of the book of the Atlantic, liked your takes, went to your profile, liked your takes there, followed you

Currently looking for ppl to talk about black butler with so >~>

Your blog says you got opinions about claude and Sebastian, never considered that ship before; wanna tell me about it?

*wheezy fucking WHEEZE*

Aww, got me blushing I see. (It’s also a relief to see my blog back in the tags after the fortnight long shadowban lol definitely not scarred by that).

Relatively new to the fandom (I’d say since mid-July this year but I genuinely can’t tell you for certain, but I’ve known of the anime since the day I added it to my Netflix list after over-hearing someone talk about it and then just never watched it, and so eventually it got removed from Netflix anyway so), but I finally got into it because of an amv of an awesome cover where on the original video (of the cover) people were saying they found it because of a Black Butler amv. Of course, I did the opposite, lmao.

I’m not a manga reader, although I would like to be, and I do/have spoil(ed) myself for most of the lore from the wiki and talk of the manga stuff. Just thought I’d get that out of the way.

It’s interesting how s2 isn’t apart of the manga, because it is an interesting concept (more demons), and I just think that that Sebastian deserves another demon to be petty and to twirl around with, you know?

Lmao, the “live reactions” are relatively spontaneous. I just watch something and I’m like “oh my god oh my god, so like” and on one of my posts I speculated (never reading the manga but knowing of R!Ciel) and someone commented “Yeah, that’s exactly what happened”. And I’m like “haha, well fuck me I am the messiah”.

And thanks for the follow! I really appreciated that! (Again, it’s a baby blog only made in like, early October maybe after I realised I was spamming my main with too much Kuro, so I’m always so glad that someone finds interest in it.)

Feel free to talk/ask anytime, also.

As for Claudebastian… well, for one, I try tagging my posts as concisely as I can, so for the whole “shipping timeline” I suppose you could search for #claudebastian on my profile. (Is that link working? I don’t think it is.) Or #seblaude, because they’re tagged with both.

I also do character playlists for Kuro (an incomplete list, because I couldn’t do anything during the shadowban). Plus, fanfiction. My AO3 is linked in my bio, and the majority of that pseud’s works are Claudebastian.

I suppose the main things to know about me and Claudebastian is:

I first hate-shipped Clannah(?) because I resented them both.

By episode five, Bedewed Butler, (an episode I only remember the name and number of because I had to type it out like a million times when I made a bunch of GIFs for the episode, all under #my gifs and #they’re gay your honour) I started to ship them.

I made a headcanon list regarding them so I could work past the week of writer’s block I had for my second one shot (which I’m still writing and hope to get out later today if I’m so lucky).

My first Claudebastian fic that I made is the one mentioned on top, aka. an unfinished one shot trilogy that I made before even finishing season two and labelled His Mate, Loving (The Claudebastian Collection), because I wholeheartedly expected it to be my one and only Claudebastian work.

I was wrong.

My second published work for Claudebastian (third for Kuro as a whole) is Dear Claude, something which I tried leaving as a fic with an ambiguous relationship/feelings, but it was kinda hard to write that way.

I intend on writing a platonic Grellebastian friendship fic (bit of angst, one sided Grelliam, Grelltaker as the end goal maybe, possibly, who knows) which you can probably find under #grelle fic.

That fic is currently back in action, so to speak, after I’ve watched BoA.

Which is infuriating because I hesitated to watch season three in fear of killing the Claudebastian mood (it did not, probably because of William being there lol), and same goes for Book of Murder, but then I went into Book of Atlantic so I could make GIFs for an up and coming Grelle vs The Undertaker character analysis, but came out with the inspo for Claudebastian slipping away (and after such a good week/maybe two weeks of writing little and often for that one shot).

Kind of re-contemplating the toxic Clauannah marriage (again). Fuck my life.

The theme is kind of a reference to my reactions to season two (and Claudebastian) clogging up my main and resulting in the creation of the blog. Plus I ship them.

Sorry if this doesn’t serve as much of a reply to your questions, but I tried. Feel free to ask again when you’re able!

TL;DR — I’m a rambling idiot.

#black butler #kuroshitsuji #answered asks #asks #answering an ask #sebastian michaelis #kuroshitsuji ii #black butler ii #claude faustus #claudebastian #claude x sebastian #sebastian x claude #seblaude #kuroshitsuji iii #black butler iii #book of murder #book of atlantic #long ask

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