#i hope i get to see this q-q

[adifferentworldfromyesterdays]

im not over sea of dreams hi by e i am unalived

crying tangleds so simple

but also ariels boat and aladdins carpet q-q

#HAVE U SEEN THE LOVE MEDLEY PART #SURE THE BARGES R FAT BUT OMG IT WORKS LIKE WTF #epcot wished it could be this im sorry #TDR #believe sea of dreams #i hope i get to see this q-q

[becauseplot]

after the little "i didn't kill it"/"but you lived" moment etoiles and phil had earlier when etoiles had to make a quick getaway from the mob beefed-up by the code monster, i can't stop rotating phil and etoile's warrior & survivalist friendship in my brain. like wowow that's an interesting dynamic.

to etoiles, success is killing the monster; to phil, success is simply surviving it.

they both love fucking around and finding out but because of their natures, they're different about it. etoiles goes out looking for a challenge because he NEEDS that enrichment while phil, who loves to explore, is just as happy to stay home if he knows it will be safer. etoiles is always after the best gear and the next big strat while phil is content to stick to and refine what he knows, even if better options might be out there.

they never butt heads about it, though! in fact, they level out really nicely! phil never would have made that improved, modded axe "CODEBREAKER" (which was essential in his fight against the chayanne-imposter code) without etoiles encouraging (bullying) him to make it, and etoiles was there, ready and able and eager, to support phil during the fight itself. etoiles gets the reassurance of "but you lived" from phil when he's forced to flee from a fight for the first time, like, ever, and etoiles can always depend on phil to be vigilant whenever he's around---a serious advantage in a world full of dangers, because even the strongest warriors don't have eyes on the backs of their heads.

basically, they compliment each other. they help each other succeed. they've got each other's backs. the warrior and the survivalist.

#dont mind me im just rambling #they r so friends and the dynamic is sososososoososo interesting like!!! woahahhah!!!!! #i hope we get to see more moments like these #also if this post is a little blerggg blame it on the fact that i am sososo eepy rn #qsmp philza #q!philza #qsmp etoiles #q!etoiles #codebreakers

[aesthetic-gem]

the intense narrative foiling between the death of q!tubbo and the death of q!badboyhalo.

q!tubbo’s death felt like it happened so suddenly. many of those around him didn’t even believe it was real. one second he was playing around and then for a brief instant he begged for his life and then he was gone.

q!bbh’s death felt very slow. that he himself was stretching it out for as long as possible. there was time for him to prepare and for others to realize. to have the terrible feeling of grieving someone while they’re still alive.

and that’s not to say that q!tubbo’s death was random and out of nowhere because it wasn’t. similar to q!bbh, you could see his slow path to self destruction for months. but once again, those two were foils to one another.

q!tubbo was not one to hide it. the way he would say that he wouldn’t shower or change his clothes for brief periods of time. that he would willingly let himself get hurt without a care in the world. the thought that no one would take him seriously about things and he had said that thought out loud before. he spent his last moments gambling his own life away.

q!bbh would always try to hide it. although the evidence was clearly on his face and back, he would deny deny deny until those last final days. and even then it was only to those he trusted. he let himself get hurt by the soul vultures in his own home away from everyone else. he spent his last moments alone, panicking over old memories that still hurt him.

in the end, their commonality lays in that the kids were always the first ones to realize something was wrong. that they could see that the decline was slow but meaningful to them. the two soulhunters, bound together by fighting so fiercely to protect those who were not even their own, although it led to their deaths. the realm of the living waits for their returns and misses them in the shape of eggs

#i love soulhunters solely bc (and i will repeat this for the millionth time) they are so the same and different at the same time #those two couldn’t even stop being different enough where they died within days of each other /j #but jokes aside #they are creating such beautiful personal narratives for their characters and i have come to love how they intersect #those two might not always get along but i hope they see how they always have each others backs regardless #if any tubbling wants to correct me on anything ily #tubblings have been so lovely to the ghosties recently so this one goes out to your cubito too 👉👈 #appreciate you coach #qsmp #q!badboyhalo #q!bbh #badboyhalo #q!tubbo #tubbo #soulhunters #qsmp analysis #qsmp character analysis

[royalarchivist]

Fit: Wow… this is fun. Oh, this is my element. Surviving… killing people… talking sht… this brings me back. Ok, ok, ok… FitMC from 2b2t, just like the old days... But anyways—

#FitMC #QSMP #Purgatory #Fit #Praying someone does a sick animation of him with his audio #Fit is so cool I hope we get some new character development and lore from him during this arc #I'm curious to see whether anything will change since Pac is on a different team. Hmmmm #Q #November 4 2023

[piecanl]

Something about qTubbo not just going on a silent killing spree, but making sure it's equal and fair to his opponents sends chills down my spine.

This feeling of seeing someone devolve from hopeless diplomacy to mindless slaughter in just one day and STILL seeing remnants of that fairness yesterday's person so desperately hoped for just. Haunts me

This whole time he could've went for every single kill, could've struck and maimed, could've been showered in a bloodbath day after day

But he chose to farm impossible resources instead, nerfing his whole team to make everything fair.

It haunts me.

It makes me think about what put Tubbo in that ice prison in the first place, just how much is he capable of?

If pushed far enough what would he do?

I mean we saw a glimpse of the lengths he'd go to with Quackity, and even THEN he didn't lay a single finger on the duck.

He could've killed him over and over and over and overandoverandoverandover, but he didn't. He phycologically fucked with his mind.

Just who is Tubbo really?

An engineer, the youngest of the server, kind, slightly naive to a fault, trusting, selfless.

A better question might be "who WAS Tubbo".

#tubbo #qsmp #qtubbo #q tubbo #qsmp tubbo #team soulfire #maybe #not sure for that tag #I REAAAAALLY hope we get an exploration of qTubbo's past at some point #either in a big qsmp ice prison lore drop or by Tubbo himself #personally I'm a big fan of the son of Sparklez and Iskall from VH and a dragon hybrid headcanon #but that's probably never gonna be even CLOSE to canon #so I need am exploration of it so bad #also also people before kept overlooking Tubbo #thinking if him as anything as a threat #but after this event I hope they slightly shuffle away from him in discomfort #avoid eye contact #feel a chill down their spine anytime they see him log on #a sigh of relief as he logs off... #he's a wolf in sheep's clothing #but the wolf chose out of it's own volution to declaw itself and hand it's fur and skin to the hunters #the wolf never wanted to fight #it just wanted to survive.

[zeb-z]

Foolish taking the time to consider the power in his hands, thinking over what the consequences will be and who he’s going to accuse. Remembering what Cellbit had said to him in Purgatory - we are not fish - and believing he understood what that implies. Talking briefly with Bad, who’s willing to take the fall. Leaving it up to chaos, returning to the room in Cellbit’s castle and flipping a coin. Saying it wouldn’t have mattered if he had used a coin or marbles or any other method, “destiny arrives all the same.” The coin landing face up, cementing Cellbit’s fate.

The Ordem Paranormal: Calamidade music in the background as he looks at the coin and deliberates: Escolha Errada - Wrong Choice.

#every family needs a bit of drama around the holidays ammirite? #today was fucking crazy for foolish lore I cannot recommend watching the vod if you didn’t catch it #because holy shit man. holy shit. the talk with bad. the monologuing in his office. the chaos room and coin flip. the musiccccccccc #I suppose we’ll see if this is the right move - or if the song choice will really come back around as tragic foreshadowing #the ‘we are all fish’ bit. I’m hoping Cellbit is truly understanding it. that he’s planned on getting caught because he’s certainly been #announcing himself and his kills. but like. we’ll see #mcyt #qsmp #q!foolish #q!cellbit #z speaks

[xuxudio]

the irresistible allure of a man slowly dying while losing all his memories

mild nudity below cut to show off his back

#qsmp #bbh #badboyhalo #paper #sketch #wip #q!bbh #qsmp bbh #nudity #ive been meaning to sketch out this man's injuries for WEEKS #wanna color this one digitally so badddd i miss my art programs damn #hoping i dont get deleted for showing a morsel of demon ass #we see what happens #injury #particularly happy to show his hair slowly growing longer again #and ive decided to draw the base of his tail thicker for how long i draw it. needs more muscle to hold that thang

[squiremaximus]

Once the operation on Portland begins, children will be airlifted away from three school sites. It will result in an evacuation of possibly 10% of the children in the city, before the area is gassed and its population is liquidated.

#the walking dead #the walking dead: the ones who live #twdedit #towledit #tusercj #.gif #towl #towl spoilers #absolutely one of the most chilling scenes in the entirety of the twdu #the casual almost bored inflection of the presenter as he explains the massacre of an entire city. #i mean we've seen the aftermath of it already but there's just something so harrowing about actually seeing the frontliners prepping for it #moments like this really reminded me of just how much untapped potential there was with a CRM pov and how towl could've benefitted so much #from one. #i get why we didn't get it. but. man. one of the coolest plots in the twdu #i really hope they just aren't over i want to see more #q

[the-crimson]

So many people have already talked about and analyzed the layers to Tina and bbh’s conversation last night because it was so damn insightful into both bbh and Tina but I wanna talk about something else. I’ve mentioned before that bbh’s body langue is so purposeful and tells us so much about him and the conversation from last night is a perfect case study of it.

Find the stream here and go to the 5 hour mark. That’s when their conversation really begins and it ends around the 6 hour mark. This is all conjecture and may just be me grasping at straws but Bbh’s use of body language has always captivated me so let’s jump into it.

There is a pattern of when bbh chooses to crouch, crouch walk, stand still, jump around/place blocks, cool sit, and ground sit and we see all of this during the conversation. These are all patterns he displays when testing/manipulating someone and can be seen in other streams as well, not just this one.

Crouching in Minecraft is usually a submissive or friendly gesture. You are making urself smaller to appear less threatening or crouching to get closer to someone. Like a cat showing you it’s belly. But it is also used for stealth. When bbh is talking to someone and he’s crouching at them or walking around them while crouching, he is studying them. He is observing them like a tiger stalking it’s prey.

Through out the Tina/bbh conversation, bbh would crouch walk around her when he tells her things to test her reaction and wit. What does it mean to be okay? Bbh is actively committing self harm and hurting those around him. Talking about how he knows Foolish but Foolish also know him. There are so many examples during this conversation where bbh will tell Tina something or ask her a question and it feels like he is watching her like a vulture because of his crouch walk. Sometimes he paces back and forth and others he is actively circling her. It creates such an unexpected tension to these conversations because it feels like he’s on the hunt (which he is) and creates an aura of unease in the person he’s talking to.

Then there are moments where bbh sits (ground sit so the one where their knees pull up) beside Tina and puts them both on equal footing. He’s no longer on the hunt and lulls her into a false sense of vulnerability. We see this during their conversation after Bad admits he’s torturing himself. Bad listens to Tina talk about how no one trusts her and she feels like an outsider and he explains that everyone here is so close because of the trauma they’ve experienced. They have a sincere moment sitting together before bbh propositions Tina to burn the forest to save the trees. He does the exact same thing later in the conversation where he sits close to her and asks about her opinions on cucurucho and explains how there’s three cucuruchos and eventually propositions her to give Foolish fake evidence to get someone arrested. The ground sit emits vulnerability and bbh uses it to lower the other person’s guard so they will be more open to his plans.

It’s very interesting when bbh stands still or close to it. He did so several times during this conversation and they were all moments when he was stating something without room for Tina to disagree. When he declared they were on the same page after the burning the forest conversation, when he told her to get close to Foolish/learn his plan, and when he said Tubbo would only become more determined if he got imprisoned, and when he said only one person was going to die. These statements were not questions and they all took Tina off balance. Part of that is the way he spoke but the other part is the stillness in his posture. Bbh is almost always moving or using an emote so when he stands still (or close to it) it’s unnerving and adds an intensity/focus to what he’s saying.

There were a few instances where bbh sat (cool sit the emote with a leg out) across from Tina and each was very interesting in different ways. The first was when Tina was exclaiming that she felt like Foolish used her and that he doesn’t trust her anymore than anyone else. The second is when Tina confessed to voting something other than banning mines and begged him not to resend his trust and bbh explained the whole furniture fiasco, and asks her what she thought he should have done in that situation. The last was the very end of their conversation where he assures her that he doesn’t hold her voting for pink Wednesday against her but assured her that he will know if she tells anyone about his secrets - essentially threatens her to her face not to tell anyone.

Unlike the ground sit, bbh uses the cool sit when he reassures her and challenges her in the same breath. Cool sit exhibits confidence and that is the key that glues all of these instances together. He explains the great furniture theft and his own history with stealing and asks her what he should have done. He assures her that he trusts her because if she tells anyone, she knows he’ll bring hell down upon her. He listens to her and reassures her and threatens her all with the confidence that she’s already too caught in his web to back out now.

The moments where bbh jumps around a lot and places/breaks blocks are also super interesting. He declares that someone (most likely him) is going to be dead by the end of this(he was both jumping and standing still that’s why it gets two mentions lol). One of the times when he talks about how he knows Foolish. He builds the wall while talking about his relationship with the Fed’s. Places more glass while saying that he knows Tina, that she wants to be trusted and liked for who she is. He places dirt blocks when he says that he knows she just wants to be appreciated (and that he relates). These are all times when bbh gets agitated and fidgets via jumping or placing blocks - all moments where he’s being the most candid and genuine he’s ever been. Specifically about other people and his relationships with them. We know bbh is allergic to telling the truth or admitting affection so these kinds of admissions are rare and cause a break in his carefully defined exterior. He acts similarly when challenged by others (the conversation where Etoiles makes bbh admit that Etoiles has been right about him all along comes to mind).

These are my observations from the Tina/bbh convo and there are of course moments that don’t follow these patterns exactly but there is a pattern and it spreads beyond this single conversation. These patterns generally can be seen anytime bbh is manipulating or testing someone and I’ve picked up on many of them from previous streams and interactions. This conversation was just such a succinct example I had to analyze it.

There is a whole other essay to be made about the distinction between bbh’s body language when he’s with others vs alone and when he’s manipulating someone vs hanging out and when he’s indulging in delusions vs soberness but idk if I have the brain to research and write those rn. Maybe I’ll write them in the future depending on how this analysis is received XD anyway thanks for reading I hope it was coherent :3

#qsmp #crimson speaks #q!badboyhalo #finished just in time for bbh to stream soon #perfect #now I nap until I get notification #XD #this was fun #might do it again #comparing scenes would be fun #because there is such a different #difference* #idk #we’ll see #hope u like my ramblings #:D

[starlostseungmin]

seungmin bubble update!

#i hope you get some rest :(( #it's good to see you with black hair again #have a safe flight love #see you soon #🐶💭 : seungmin bbl update #q: drinking coffee with seungmin #my love seungmin 🐶 #🩰. — けい

[arctic-bookclub]

both q!fit and q!tubbo keep explaining away q!phil's absence in ways that dismiss any possible alarm, tubbo with meta (phil playing hardcore) and q!fit thinks he's on a vacation again and keeps calling him lazy,, i knew q!phil was going to have to escape on his own regardless of if anyone noticed his absence or not because there's no way for anyone to even guess where he is, but now he'll be escaping alone only to come back to no one worried about him and calling him lazy for being away for so long

#qsmp #qsmp philza #philza #tubbo lacks the q! in that one spot for a reason because cc!tubbo is a chronic metagamer (light hearted) #my hopes rely on forever or cellbit noticing now but my hopes aren't high #only way for cellbit to notice is if fit or tubbo comment on phil's absence #but that is getting unlikely because they both have their own ideas on why he is away #and neither of those ideas are a cause for concern for them so there's no reason for them to mention him unless there's something #that's hinting at his absence #forever i hold a bit more hope for because he Wants to see phil again so that he can thank him #so he has a reason to ask about phil #cellbit's only reason to ask about phil is if he wants access to the vault so we'll see #but even with forever: the only people he can ask about phil who know he's gone are tubbo and fit #i wonder if they'd dismiss any concerns he has like they are currently internally doing themselves? #another problem: timezones #in order for anyone to notice and Care about q!phil's absence #they have to go through an uphill battle of asking and questioning and expecting the worst #i feel like the highest bets on anyone noticing and worrying is etoiles actually #his timezone overlaps with tubbo and fit enough to be able to ask #he expects the worst #he knows phil enough to know this is unusual #unless he also goes the vacation excuse #i feared the likely chance no one would Care (they notice but brush it off) about q!phil's absence but god. it hurts to be correct #it's only wednesday but i have low hopes #earliest they'll start ringing the alarm bells is next week i think #unless it's already too late #shey rambles #anyway i am: unwell #i hope he stays locked up on friday solely because i'm touching grass then and don't want to miss lore hehehoho #best thing about any character phil plays is how subtle they are and how fun it is to pick up on that subtlety

[qeyond]

First kiss <3

#qeyond sucks #birthdaymassacre #beyond birthday #naomi misora #misora massacre #puts them in my mouth and shakes my head like a dog #GOD I LOVE THEM #played with a line filter and OH MY GOD? love it? hope yall like it too >:3c #okay okay okay but the color gradients!!! i see naomi as a purple and B is red of course #and i really wanted them to both be their own colors and have B's red bleeeeeed into naomi and like slowly take over her purple #UGH god #now why does B even have his eyes open in the last you ask? is it cuz hes just a lil weird guy? well kinda #more so its disbelief that a) someone he admires so much is actually giving him real human affection #and b) well i mean hes reminded every single second of everyday that everyone around him is gonna die so hes making sure shes real and #also not going to fucking die by kissing him or something because for real this guy believes hes just cursed and not human #he gets close to ppl and they die horribly ... cough A cough... #anyway enjoy these as you want either way <3 #death note #art #q art

[royalarchivist]

Quackity: Ladies and gentlemen, a Purgatory creator has tried to make it out of hell.

[Notices Mike's translation bubble]

Quackity: "His boyfriend" he says. "I don't even know where I'm going, my boyfriend." Mike, I didn't know we knew each other that way.

#Mikethelink #Quackity #Purgatory 2 #Purgatory #December 22 2023 #PFTTTT #This is one of those times where I desperately hope Mine sees a clip of this because I think she'd get a good laugh out of it #Q

[zeb-z]

It's always so intriguing to watch Foolish from another perspective during lore, because it usually really is just guesswork to his thoughts and motives. Even during the moments he's being entirely honest, he can be hard to pin down.

Watching Foolish there's no question as to how much he knows, or how much he cares. It's always more than you think. You get to watch him choose to play a happy go lucky idiot, and then join in the act in chat. Watching him break down that act today was fun.

First with Fit, his joyful positive attitude starting to crack after looking through Leo's photos. His moment to gather himself before talking, his trailing off and voice cracks when asked if he's okay, only to change the subject immediately.

Then with Bad, talking about their months on the island and just what trust means. Considering how to weed out a federation puppet, going over theories with each other after just having told one another that the best way to find the rat is to give theories out one at a time to find the leak.

I’ll have to watch Fit's perspective of today later, but I know with Bad, the mood change was obvious - and yet somehow, he managed to get away with much more than he let on.

Still, it’s obvious he’s starting to crack, with Leo being gone, with Bad clearly deteriorating - you can’t pretend to be happy and carefree for forever, when the stress is this high.

#as a doozer it’s so fun to watch the moment before he chooses chaos and silliness. the moment he decides to play dumb #because you can tell. you see he’s calculating then he grins and wipes the thoughts from behind his eyes. and he gets away with it #I hope this makes sense I’m so eepy #today was a big day for lore and qFoolish enjoyers. he’s dropping acts and getting serious and even then there’s more layers #idk it’s just so interesting #and even after talking with bad! when he takes a photo of etoiles in the fed base for later evidence. #makes another photo to burn in case the others confront him about it again. the moment he sneaks away he’s sly and serious. then he rejoins #and he’s giggly and part of the group #it’s just fun it’s so fun I love foosh I’m excited to see what’s next #AND IM EXCITED FOR TOMORROW ORDEM PARANORMAL LETS FUCKING GO #mcyt #qsmp #q!foolish #foolish gamers #bbh #fitmc #z speaks

[inkyclive]

Joshua supremacy 😭😭😭 I’m so soft for him. Just let me be his little princess. He can make all the rules idc

omg he’s so gorgeous and like the thing about him—at least in my opinion/my own personal interpretation—is that while he is genuinely so sweet (almost sickly so at times!) and so kindhearted and so so tender, he is also so used to being served and so used to being the Boss, the undying’s precious phoenix prince, the king of everything, and it comes out in these tiny little wisps and hints in certain interactions; a vaguely bratty comment, a gentle yet vehement assertion, a soft chuckle beneath a gloved hand……..

all of this is to say, i think he’d fucking love to have a partner who lives to serve him and be his precious lil doll (to the point where he may even feel guilty about how much he loves it, because he knows it isn’t necessarily right, but he just can’t help but feel this way about you <3). he wouldn’t push it on you, and he wouldn’t hold you back from doing things you wanted to, either, if he deems them good or beneficial for you—he’d definitely encourage you to do things if they were things you wanted to do/made you happy—but oh, to have a baby who’s syrupy sweet and devotedly doting and hangs on his every word; to have a precious lil princess who gazes up at him as if he’s painted the entire night sky by hand, speckled the stars across the atmosphere and carved out the moon himself; to have a soft sweetheart who clings to him in every way possible, hands curled around his fingers or wrists or biceps when he takes you for a walk in the gardens or when you sit down for a meal (always beside him, never across from him, protocol be damned), who snuggles in his lap or straddles his thighs and nuzzles their sugar-sweet lips against his neck or collarbone or jaw, who obediently never leaves his side unless it is absolutely necessary <33333 that sounds like a perfect dream, a paradise, to him <3

#i’m in love i’m in LOVEEEEEE #i’m writing a small piece of prose for him right now that’s mostly angsty but does focus on his bratty bossy tendencies hehehehehehe #i am also writing something i promised myself i wouldn’t write for this blog HAHAHA and in Clari Tradition i kind of want it to be the very #first piece i post but it’s also getting quite long so we’ll have to see #anyway i blame jote for like;;;;; half of this behaviour #joshua could murder an entire village in cold blood just because ‘he felt like it’ and girlie would be like ‘excellent job your grace’ #pls gtfo outta here~ #this post is me beginning my yandere joshua campaign HAHAHAHA #hope ur having an awesome day anon!! <3 #stay safe n drink water okay!!! #inky.bb #inky.joshua #clari gets mail #shOULD I PUT THIS IN THE TAGS??????? #maybe :o #joshua rosfield x reader #omg (^q^)

[defiledtomb]

selene what's got you smiling so sweetly? (is it the hunter, covered in blood?) ๏˽๏

#ouroboros-if #interactive fiction #sene/selene #posting on tumblr nowadays like im golfing off a highrise roof #punting a post into the fray hand on my eyebrows to shield from the sun watching if it lands well #obligatory napoleon dynamite style fistpump if it does #anyway hi 🫣 im still scuttling around like crecher but im making so much progress on ouro stuff #been really enjoying S' character portraits and incorporating more hints of Oakwerths architecture into their design #thinking of adding some porcelain caps to their horns #happy to share some sneak peeks if you forgive me for not being very social :] #i have 722 asks right now! seven hundred and twenty two. that is a dizzying nr and i honestly don't even know where to start #hopefully it gets neater once the ouro blog is up. pffft a girl can hope #i cannot thank you enough for your kind words and evocative q's #(everytime something new comes in it feels like seeing the first spring flowers) it really fuels me #i am working on the not so secret secret project for a while longer #who would've thunk i'd be more productive when not spending so much time on social media. honestly its a mystery #i hope you are doing well ✨ #*skedaddles back offline*