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1989xtaylorsversion · 2 years

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i don’t think that emma is horrible, but things she does is definitely questionable and wrong. like covid was just horrible but i think how she portrays her love life is what people hate, myself included and i wish she was kinda more like paige about it (when she talked about her and kappy recently) like it’s okay to leave hints and everything but also be straight up about it bc obviously of your sharing things with your following they’ll want to know and a follow up. with paige she showed some stuff while also be “secretive” but she was also straight up with her following that she will be leaving bits and pieces and won’t be commenting on anything. anyways getting sidetracked here but i came here to talk about emma and her lip fillers. i just wanted to disclaim that there’s nothing wrong if it, if you don’t like something about yourself and want to fix it it’s your body and if it’s going to make you happy do it. there were rumors of her and maggie doing it before with pics from their doctor (i didn’t know them during this time so came kinda late) but if it was really her (unlike her saying that it wasnt) i wished she would just be more honest about it, there’s nothing wrong with getting fillers or any work done but i felt like this could’ve helped some of her fans understand and know her more and have shared insecurities and to know it’s okay. she didn’t have to full on address it like she did in the recent video but she could’ve just replied to a comment and life it there.

regarding emma, i agree with what you said. maybe the reason she doesn’t share anything about her love life is because she’s constantly slut shamed and criticized for her choices regarding the people she dates. i don’t get why people have such a problem with her romantic life. even if she only dates nhl players, so what? i rlly try hard to see the problem but i can’t. if she has a type, so be it. i can see a lot of parallels between her and taylor swift when it comes to people shaming them for having a regular dating life in their early 20’s. nhl players definitely have a reputation, and even if all of them are true, those are her mistakes and her choices. it genuinely pains me to read some of the comments she gets about these hockey players. like everyone hates her for it but no one ever says anything about these players and why they have such a bad reputation. i think there r valid criticisms when it comes to emma (and many influencers in general), which i have written about, but all of this animosity regarding her dating life has always surprised me. if anything, her dating life is one the least interesting things about her. paige definitely learned her lesson about being too upfront with her dating life because she seems to withhold a lot of information now, which is good! i think that’s the best decision she made and she learned an important lesson. making mistakes is hard enough without a bunch of strangers inundating you with their own opinions. i think there’s a way for emma to leave hints about her dating life (bc she probably wants to be open with her audience) but also keep things private so people don’t know everything. i hope she can feel comfortable doing that, but i also wouldn’t blame her for keeping quiet considering the awful comments she receives.

about the lip filler, i’m glad she was so open about it. i actually liked what she had to say in the video and i appreciated her saying that she wasn’t encouraging it. she seemed to approach it in a mature way, and that was a good step. i have also seen those pics and some people have pointed it out in her comments as well. i’m not 100% sure if it is emma and maggie in those pics, but if it is i’m kinda confused and disappointed as to why she didn’t just own up to it. maybe it’s because she’s lied too much about it to backtrack but i’m sure people wouldn’t care. if anything, i’d respect her more for just being totally honest. plus, people really don’t care nowadays. but regardless, i’m glad that she owned up to the work she just got done. it was a good step and the right thing to do. regardless of the past, she’s doing the right thing now, so i’ll still give her credit for that.

#anonymous #emma macdonald #paige lorenze #this was rlly long lol but ive been meaning to get this off my chest

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holyhalliwells · 3 years

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imo, the show was often unilaterally focused on Piper, but only on what she could do for others (Piper the wife and Piper the mother) rather than who she was as a person. Piper's individual characterization was lost sometime around s5 as soon as she got pregnant, and being a mother and wife pretty much became her sole defining characteristic for the rest of the series. I would be very interested to hear what you define as Piper's mental issues/trauma, bc as you say it doesn't get said enough

this has been in my inbox forever and i’m just getting around to it so my apologies.

but okay. so. yes. i think a lot of tv shows fall into this weird place where like. all of their characters begin with these kinda vague personalities because you’re just getting to know them. and as the show goes on, you pick up more pieces and stuff . and that’s great. that’s interesting and entertaining and it takes you on a journey and all. but often what happens is many shows fall into this pit where writers either get lazy, they change, or whatever, and the actors are tired of playing the part or whatever . and like. the characters become like. caricatures of themselves. and it just gets exhausting to watch because they’re not like. real people anymore.

Piper's individual characterization

so now for the charmed thing. so from the beginning. i have loved piper. like she’s the middle sister, overlooked, quiet, reserved, pessimistic but also realistic, gentle, thoughtful, all that. we see right away that she loves to cook .. she’s so happy her family is back together. she kept in touch with phoebe behind prue’s back. but she’s loyal to the both of them. her first idea was to have a reunion dinner when phoebe came home. she’s literally so cute n she deserves a hug. but no like. as we go on, we see that she wants to be good, she wants a stable life with no more loss, she Loves Love !! like. she wants to just be happy , open her own restaurant n just cook. she’s also so shy .. definitely panicky and anxious. and she doesn’t trust herself. she’s skeptical of everything, and she’s very thoughtful when it comes to big situations. even in the early days with leo and into season 2, she mentioned a few things about like “i’ve been thinking a lot about this...” and you can see she’s good at communicating with people. she’s also got these other dimensions to her like . she is interested in lots of cuisine types, she loves to read (and is a camus fan !!) , she drives a jeep (which i wanna know how she got bc i have questions), when she found out she was a witch her first thought was just . i need to go and see if i am still a good person . and she went to church. prue was surprised to learn that piper enjoys knitting. in the early seasons (especially mid-late season 3) we saw her with her plants and all. she’s just this natural peacekeeper. but like. we literally got a crying scene in the second episode because she was so conflicted about this. and she’s such a deep and complex character that i fell in love with so fast . and like . literally my favourite fictional character to exist . genuinely holly breathed so much life into piper . anyway . so. here’s the thing.

being a mother and wife pretty much became her sole defining characteristic for the rest of the series

like. piper was who i described above. and like . i kinda think . a bit. that like . the writers . especially in s4 . were like . hmm well . she’s just lost prue, she’s gonna be grieving . and like we need more for her. so. she’s been married to leo for the better part of a year, been with him for like . 3 years. so. let’s maybe consider giving them a kid but not just yet . just Content kinda stuff. so anyway they drop little hints in here and there starting in like . 4x07 i think? which . brain drain really paid the rent . fully just. holly did so well. but like. that ep was just. a neat way of looking into her mind and seeing the horrors of manipulation and gaslighting and everything . and of course holly knocked it out of the park. but at that point, they were kinda like . hmm . kids ? and they started toying with the idea, having piper and leo consider it, talk about it, they had paige and phoebe ask about it , all of that good stuff. as you do. made for some funny tv at some points. and like . i really, really Get It . when piper’s like . ahh the baby wouldn’t be safe around here !!!! like. Girl, Valid . your sister just died and like . you went on forever about how she was The Most Powerful One . The Strongest One . and yet she still died . so she’s like ??? am i next ?? and like obv it doesn’t make sense for her to jump on this train of like . i’m gonna have a kid !!!! so she’s really valid in her thought process there. and like. after having wyatt . i think the writers really . idk. couldn’t do waaay too much with her character anymore because i feel like . to an extent, anything she does will be scrutinized bc i’m not just . saying this . i rlly feel like sometimes piper’s the easiest to hate. like idk why but i loved her. but anyway. if she stays at home with wyatt and doesn’t wanna fight demons n all . then she’s selfish towards her sisters n she’s awful n prue wouldn’t have let her do that !!!! etc . but if she fought demons it’s like . uh sweetie you have a child . really ??? why put yourself in a situation that might have you ending up like patty 2.0 ... bc i could do a Whole post on how patty’s situation messed piper up the most. but anyway.

it’s the way i’m fully rambling so if you’re reading this . i love you . anyway okay . so . i think in a tv show you’ve gotta kinda check boxes. the best tv shows have characters you see yourself in . you relate to them. you hear them and understand their decisions and actions and thoughts. the things they do just makes sense 2 you. so like. with prue, anyone married to their job could relate to her. any oldest sibling could see themselves in her, you know ? she was hard-working, committed, logical, protective. and with phoebe, anyone who couldn’t “settle down” in their early 20s related 2 her, anyone who felt like the outcast of the family, the “screw-up” .. right. makes sense. she was so kind, caring, had-your-back kinda girl. we all love those. paige was like . the new kid, trying to fit in, creative, curious, and definitely a lifelong learner. and then there’s piper who was shy, resistant, really just wanted to be normal. and loved. and i think everyone could kinda identify with at least one of the sisters regardless of where you stood in your own family. so as the show went on, it’s like . they still want you to keep watching and keep being able to identify with them because it’s not like they’re humans with normal lives so they’ve already kinda lowkey got that going against them . so their more “human” and normal lives... we’ve gotta be able to identify with them to be able to invest time. so they had prue always working, having trouble balancing love and work, looking out for her family. we had phoebe kinda living her life, getting her career going, then kinda wanting a family. we had paige learning magic and being super interested and involved and then getting married. and we had piper who had her career pretty early on, got married, and had kids. like. i think the big thing is the marriage and kids. and when you’re a mother . the only mother really in the show, the show lowkey centres around you . like. for starters, the show usually is in the manor, and if you’re a mother, you’re very likely at home, esp with young kids. so i think that alone kinda was like . huh yeah . won’t see piper out waaay too much anymore i guess !!! but no like . there’s That. that’s kinda. the thing that really can’t change with the show . like. piper’s got kids now and a husband and very, very likely . her life will be centred around her home. which. listen she’s wanted that i think - the stability . she’s wanted that forever. and this is the form it came in. but i should stop rambling here and cut to the point .

Piper's mental issues/trauma

disclaimer: i’m not diagnosing her, i’m just speculating based off of my own experiences with mental health

so. okay. very early on. we saw that anxiety. like. yes . she was nervous about like a whole new life experience . or whatever we’re gonna call it when you figure out you’re a witch . but like she was Anxious . like. crying in the attic over being a bad person . needing phoebe to talk her down by telling her she’s such a caring person, she’s always doing things for other people . and then there’s the whole anxiety that comes with. my family’s falling apart because my sisters are fighting so i use really awkward methods of getting out of things . like using humour as a coping mechanism !!! which. gave us some iconic one-liners. but that’s beside the point . anyway. point is. early on, that anxiety was there. there’s an ep in season 1 where she’s literally entering a panic attack in her kitchen and phoebe’s using a menu to cool her down. like. Yikes! and then she’s just. her awkward self around everyone but that’s endearing and is just part of her personality . and i think a lot of the anxiety stemmed from childhood. we heard a few times about how prue and phoebe had boyfriends growing up, were always pretty and popular and all. phoebe was popular, too, just, in the other crowd. but nonetheless, piper faded into the background, doing well in math - well enough to go off and be a banker . and like. she sacrificed a lot for grams. she stayed in san francisco ... we all know the girl had the marks for stanford or something . like. though . still, i think she liked the stability of home and prob would’ve stayed . but in 3x17 she’s all !!! grams !!! the doctor said no caffeine !!! and when grams was taking the pic of them outside and she had an episode , piper was all !!!! shallow breaths !!! like. it was clear piper was the one taking her to the appointments and footing the bill. like. she literally became a banker just bc it had benefits n stuff. like. poor girl really thought . anyway that’s a whole spiral. but no. like she really sacrificed The Most for her family and everyone still thought she was selfish for wanting to move out . when like back then grams was literally ... sick ... and prue was out here moving out and phoebe was nowhere to be found . so. that . definitely would have added to her anxiety about even wanting to do anything for herself because she’ll be perceived as selfish in a heartbeat. even if it’s not Mean . it’s just. she’d never risk it. but there’s the anxiety. there are a few lil things here n there about how she gets nervous n stuff, she represses things (3x07 i think was where phoebe said piper represses her anger n just sucks it up n does whatever) . she literally cancelled her doctor’s appointment Twice . anyway. it still angers me. then in season 7 . patty and victor were like . oh she had night terrors that were so bad we took her to the doctor ! and i just ... honey . baby. she thought she caused the divorce. at 4? 5? she watched victor leave on her 5th birthday, watched a demon attack her, grams, and victor. prue said she didn’t cry at patty’s funeral and i’ll make a safe bet that piper did. and i think growing up without patty was strange for sure. prue had more memories and phoebe had none. and piper had fragments of this person everyone loved . and she was stuck between knowing her and not knowing her. and when patty was sent to her for her wedding day, (as well as in 1x17) . both times when patty hugged them . prue and phoebe hugged her, eyes closed n all. while piper was on the outside, eyes open . looking numb as all hell . and you know. i rlly think she was Giving Them That because phoebe didn’t get her and prue kinda . in a way. lost more of her . if that makes sense ?? and i just. patty really was like . they sent me to You. and 5 seconds later . piper’s like . they sent mom to Us !!! and it’s that idea of sacrifice and never having anything for yourself because she was never just . given anything for herself . everything in her life has been a sacrifice and as a mother, that’s perpetuated. she can assume that role with more of a purpose . like. people won’t really feel sorry for her now as the “forgotten” sister, they won’t try and coddle her or anything. and another thing. control. piper craved stability and control. i think while cooking was something she loved, it also gave her a lot of control . she could control her whole kitchen . even in season 8 .. maybe vaya con leos actually . leo mentioned how much piper craves control. and the control motif makes sense with her powers too. like. piper craved control so much that her powers allowed her to control things down to the atom. so there’s the whole anxiety and needing to control things to ease her anxiety and all. there’s That whole thing.

and then we get to the infamous season 5 fearless spell . ms girl really sat in the attic just writing everything on the wall and it’s the way i screenshotted it and like . zoomed in and tried deciphering it . and like . there’s words like “stop” and i think “sister” is in there a few times, so is “loss” or “lost”. when i watch it next i’ll grab a cap because it’s . disturbing. girl was so scared . literally was writing a spell to get rid of her fears . she also writes Fear . as in. capital F . and like. yeah that’s deep but i do it too like i emphasize words with a capital letter . and like holly marie combs might just have quirky n fun writing but like ... capital F . for Fear. for real . that’s . trauma !!! and she also was having panic attacks at the beginning of season 5. let’s not forget those. which ... we should’ve gotten more of an explanation for . i hope that girl is getting help bc she was Going Through It . and in season 7 when zankou reads her diary . firstly. we Knew this girl kept a diary like . for Sure . she did. and just that little excerpt of when prue died . oops. i’d pay big money to see the rest because again i just think she’s got such a complex mind and like. i’d be so interested to read that. and i think everything re: prue is just Awful for her. like . idk if this is just something quirky i noticed but obv we know prue died in may 2001 . but at the end of 4x03, when piper goes 2 paige’s work 2 bring her muffins !! soft !!! the calendar on one of the desks reads july 2001 ... and i really just. ms girl. i Know they prob just filmed the ep in july but it honestly tracks that she’d be so awfully upset about everything and just . barely able to do anything but cook . for 2 months. like. honey. baby. i wanted 2 just cuddle her bc she was so sad. and like. she tells paige she’s having “good hours” and “not so good hours” . she’s going by the Hour . by the Hour . just. need i say more . i’m so . but no like. if anything like i could see her having like . depression where she’s high-functioning and like just . walking depression i guess ?? like . not even after prue. i think in general. like . she definitely has a melancholic temperament and a type 6 enneagram (the skeptic). that’s For Sure . but i think. just. she’s always just had time to think bc she’s always alone, reading, knitting, cooking, tending to her plants, all that. and i just . think. she has issues. and i think prue knew that. of all people. and i think her knowing that . and then dying. destroyed piper. she lost the last person that was truly a constant in her life . like they shared a roof over their heads forever. and then she was just . gone . and piper was suddenly left to pick up the pieces . and become the oldest sister . and i’m So glad she didn’t fully assume her personality. i’m glad she stayed as piper . just. she’s more cynical and snarky and defensive and cold and that’s okay. she’s hurting. she’s always gonna hurt . and i think it makes her human . she’s pessimistic and sad and has a short fuse at times . but just. again. i love her to bits and i think those issues make her more relatable for me. because while many like to say she became selfish and a negative person and just . awful to be around . i’d say the opposite . i won’t sit and apologize or justify things. also i don’t think piper’s done anything wrong . i just think she’s hurt. she’s been wronged so many times. and she’s .... scared. i think she’s scared . and in season 5 “sympathy for the demon” we learn her true biggest fear is her happiness being stolen away. and like . it’s not that she’s scared she won’t be happy. she’s scared all of the good she’s got will be taken from her . and that’s . terrifying . so . i see why she’s so snarky and bitter and tired and all . she’s terrified of things being taken from her like they have been her whole life. and as i watch the show i really like to just keep that in mind as i get further and further in because yes. she did become a mother and a wife and we saw her arguing with leo a lot and their marriage falling apart and That Whole Era . we saw how it kind of took over her life but i think it happens . i think she even said at one point . i’ve been so many things to so many people, i don’t know who i am anymore . and i think it sums her up perfectly. she doesn’t know who she is because she’s someone to everyone . she’s just. nobody to herself except this scared little girl who just wants Something . Anything . to make sense . some Stability . and her babies, her husband, and her sisters . are all she has for that idea of stability to make sense in her mind. and it was an easy hole to fall into - the Mother - but i think she jumped in. because at the Very Least . nobody could take that title away from her . regardless of how hard they tried .

#i really cannot believe i did an entire ted talk #like did anyone actually read this #if you did . wow #piper halliwell deserved better #tw: mental health #tw: depression #tw: anxiety #tw: panic attack #but no listen #she deserved so much better #holly paid rent #ask me #charmed #ramble #💌

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harryfeatgaga · 3 years

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hey paige this is probably weird but I'm sad and in pain and need to rant :)

so i have this thing called lymphadenitis where the lymph nodes in my lower stomach get inflamed sometimes and it's rlly fucking painful

like the first time it happened i literally thought it was appendicitis bc it hurt so bad so we went to the hospital and they did scans and stuff and turns out it's just the lymph node thing but they were like "yeah it can def hurt as much as appendicitis but it's not and it's not dangerous so there's literally nothing we can do :) it'll go away in a month or so :)))"

and it did go away after a few weeks but now it's coming back and it hurts so bad and I'm dead inside and the only thing keeping me happy is imagining harry taking care of you when you're not feeling well :( and bringing you a heating pad and cuddling :(

ugh im so sorry :(((( that sounds terrible

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q-gorgeous · 5 years

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my facebook bio as started in 2011 or later

i almost posted this without a read more but like this doesnt need to just be sitting in the open does it

a cheese covered popsicle bird,sittin in a tree, fartin for its life. hairy cheese snorin for some crab feelin lik it's green.(u kno wat dat means.) dont choke urself.......u may be full of candy. I will be watching the sky's movement........ do not freak me out sky. O_O if only the britsh irishman could confuse the lolipop out of ur daisies so that they could red ur blue cheese I love to sing, read, draw, and be with my friends. I dont like people butting in my business, MANY popular people, bullies,mor anyone who thinks they can do whatever they want. I seem to be bad at keeping friends looking at the point that i have lost quite a few :P well my bio from like two years ago sucks lets update it shall we? wull im [QUISHAWEASLEY] as facebook tells you and i like to sing read and draw and stuff i draw pictures/paint stuff for friends or contests on instagram i read for twelve hours straight once xD and i wanna be on the voice or something but i still needa get better and dat and ye [NOT FRIEND] is mah bae bbf bby fer lyfe [DINGUS] is mah ultra bae cuz ye and murt is panda idk lol wull bye then lol xP Well look were back here again So i am usually called [NAME]/[NAME]/quisha. Whatever one you prefer I am still doin choir and music and stuff and i am also still doin art. I got accepted into miad so im excited about that My favorite medium to use is crayon because not many people use crayon and i appreciate the way it looks I also rlly enjoy ed edd n eddy because i am a child stuck in the 2000s I am a supporter of all rights and people and i will slice anyone who dares deny someone that and ye Well howdy ho neighbor back to updating this gosh darned thing. Im also known as quishaweasley Right now i am in my first year at miad almost done with my first semester. I declared my major and plan on going into illustration. Ive met some kool people there that i enjoy alot so shoutout to paige, gavin, cameron, tala, kylie and anyone else i chat with alot. I still like singing and everything but i no longer have to opportunity to perform with a choir since im not in high school anymore. Crayola and crayons are still the best thing ever and its my go to medium. Ive also been getting into 4d things at school. I still also rlly enjoy ed edd n eddy and i want to animate in that style The past couple of months have been rough because [DINGUS] stepped out of the picture but who needs the lard anyways. Im looking forward to the things i get to do in the future with the people who care about me so x1x1x-x1x4x-x1x7x x:x]x well if im not back for this dumb ritual then i wont say hidey ho yo i go by either [NAME] or quisha, depending on how you met me. im a week from being done with my third semester of college, and its goin gud. along with majoring in illustration im thinking of minoring in digital media production or whatever its called. i still use crayons every once in awhile when i can and my program of choice is illustrator. my shows that are like best are ed, edd, n eddy, danny phantom, and gravity falls. funfact, when i finished watching gravity falls i was like "nah it had a satisfactory ending to it and it was good. i dont need to read fanfiction or watch it millions of times or anything" and guess what happened i got sucked deep into the depths of that fandom and who knows when ill escape also minecraft is gr8. shoutout to gerby who im pretty sure is my best friend. u da bomb hidey hey im back again idk why im doing this its only been a semester since the last one alots changed since then i guess? idk. i still go by either [NAME] or quisha but ive picked up a new nickname "gorgi" because of this whole thing that was the best ever i dont use crayons as much anymore but ive finally figured out how to paint in photoshop and thats become my go to instead of illustrator i still like ed edd n eddy and gravity falls but danny phantom hooked me up, reeled me in, and tied me up and im stuck in the phandom now shout out to laz my bestie lexxie the most coolest been feeling better than i have in a long time after the whole phandom event thing that happened in february so thats cool shoutout to them ok im done this is blp

#gorgi #catch me #shouting out into the void of my bio #catch me telling laz shes cool #somewhere she can never deny it #is this interesting #do u see how cringe i was in middle school #did u see the way i typed #i thought that was faster to type out than words

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dolansmith · 5 years

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Thoughts on the “Trisha Drama”

I’m going to preface this with my previous thoughts of both sides. I didn’t know who Trisha was until after I found out about the vlog squad about a year ago. I didn’t mind her, i thought she brought out an interesting perspective to the group. Then I thought she was literally off her rocker.

I loved the vlog squad bc I found them in a really difficult time in my life and they kept me from getting too deep into a depression. While I saw some of their mistakes, I saw the best in them all and hoped for change or at least some kind of accountability.

This is gonna be really long and idk if anyone is even gonna read this/care lol but Im just so frustrated with a lot of the people that are into the vs. Like after really looking into everything that happened, I felt kind of ashamed to be backing the vs bc they’re doing some fucked up stuff tbh.

So lets do a basic rundown of mistakes made.

Mistakes in their public relationship: -Trisha: made sexual jokes about jason’s friends, started arguments about her insecurities instead of starting a conversation. -Jason: made sexual jokes about girl’s a decade younger than trisha (and 2 and a half decades younger than him), would complain about having to go do things trisha liked doing and would pout the whole time (i.e. disneyland and a couple of the hamilton viewings), would egg on trishas insecurities, literally dumped her on a daily basis and call her crazy when she voiced said insecurities and then would basically get back together within an hour and practically give everyone whiplash, also talked about her weight and eating habits CONSTANTLY (fucking dick) -David: inputted himself in their relationship, recorded their fights and encouraged their toxic behavior to both his friends and his audience

Mistakes in the “official” breakup: -Trisha: talking about jason’s ex and kids, comparing david to ted bundy (a lil wild but tbh not that big of a deal bc no one actually believed thats what she meant but anyway), the brandon thing (we’ll come back to this) -Jason: continuing to make jokes about fucking a 19/20 year old despite his gf saying she didn’t like it, not putting an end to David “pressuring him” to making said jokes, the brandon thing -David: ignoring his “friend” when she said not to put something in his vlog, putting his image and career first

Mistakes after: -Trisha: constantly going on rants about david and Jason. -Jason: staying in contact with trisha secretly. (ill get back to this too) -David: putting his image above all else.

Now we’re going to get into some uncomfortable hot takes. I’m gonna get a whole lotta hate from stans but tbh idc anymore

The Brandon Thing (I’ve done some digging since her video exploding at Jeff):

-Brandon began a relationship with a high schooler. She was underage the first time they had sex. There’s receipts and timelines set up. I’d recommend Petty Paige’s Youtube video on it for specifics. -Lot’s of vs fans say she only brought it up when her and Jason ended so that meant she didn’t really care, but I’d like to point out that she has stated (on more than one occasion) that she voiced her thoughts on this multiple times to the group in Private and no one cared. Y’all are always going on about how she should say whatever she has to say in private but when she does and is ignored, what then? Just a thought. -Let’s also bring the rest of the vs up in this. How come none of them ever said anything? They’re the ones still out here tolerating him. Pretty hypocritical. I’m not gonna aim anything at the girls bc none of them have Brandon in their videos but the guys? Jeff, Jason, David, Todd and I think Scott too, have all had Brandon in at least one video. They’re out here talking shit about Trisha amongst each other but are friends with a predator? Lmao Okay, cool.

Jason Keeping in Contact for months:

-This was dumb. -As someone who has suffered from mental health issues and has been in a mental hospital and suffered from attachment AND abandonment issues, Trisha would’ve been better off had Jason ended things and kept them that way. Instead, he ended their public relationship and friendship. He kept her a secret from even his “friends” and then dragged on their “friendship” for months. For what? He should’ve just given her her things and closure and kept it pushing. -On that, why did he keep her belongings for so long and refuse to give it back until she said something public about it? He ignored her calls and texts about her very expensive things for weeks. Then she made a video calling him out on it, and she got her stuff back. -I’m seeing a pattern here, aren’t you?

The Jeff Thing (did some digging on him too...by digging i mean google):

-This one makes my blood boil for several reasons. ESPECIALLY AFTER TODAYS VIDEO. It rlly put everything into perspective omg. -The starbucks story that Trisha told was the same everywhere: ‘I saw Jeff at Starbucks and said hey. He ignored me and was such a pussy he left his order at the counter after having paid.’ His masculinity is SO FRAGILE that he twisted it into ‘I’m not gonna be fake with someone who fucked over my friend. Can’t fuck them up either tho lol’ and ‘i’m not gonna make shit easy on you, i’m gonna make them feel weird’. What a baby lmfao -His assault joke rubbed me the wrong way. I know Jeff’s schtick is the whole “I was in jail for a few months and I was a drug dealer I’m big and scary” blah blah blah. Listen, I’ve met men that have been in jail longer (he was in for only 4 months he once said I think) and had worse upbringings than he did and HAD to do some of the shit Jeff was doing (which lemme remind yall, was on his own accord). The men that I know that have lived similar and worse lifestyles than Jeff, would never and I REPEAT NEVER, make a joke about assaulting a Woman over “fucking my friend over”, when the situation was what it was. Which was: an exposé, basically. That’s some petty shit, it’s for the birds. (Also, Todd and Jay’s jokes about the assault joke? Ain’t it. They were just as bad as Jeff’s original joke.) -Do y’all know what Jeff’s been to jail for? He tried to assault someone that worked at a 7-Eleven after he and his dumbass friends were fucking around in the store and got yelled at and ended up assaulting a woman walking by. -He also talked about her mental health issues. Maybe he wasn’t talking about her specifically, but it was REAL specific. He said that it was crazy that a “psychopath” that’s been in a mental hospital still had a platform on youtube. That they shouldn’t have one. Trisha made a really good point of, “some could say the same about your time in jail.” Because they could. And mental health can be managed. So can your outrageous anger issues, Jeff. This was really ignorant on his part. -I also want to remind everyone about the time he said he didn’t understand how men could be sexually harassed. That all you had to do was say no. -He says he likes to “make things awkward” and make everything a joke when really he’s just being ignorant and doesn’t want to get real hate when he gets inevitably called out

Trisha’s “Dirt”:

-Trisha doesn’t know anything that the rest of us don’t. We’re just all IGNORING it. Why? Bc David’s charming and Todd and Jeff are pretty? Ridiculous. This is the last vlog squad post i’m going to make because I’m done. So the following is going to be a rundown on the “dirt” on them that made me come to the decision that I wouldn’t be supporting them anymore. I’ll also put my own thoughts and comments underneath in case y’all are curious. Staying silent about these situations is the same as complacency. -Brandon Calvillo: Covered this but to reiterate, he dated a high schooler and slept with her/dated her knowing her age. He then lied about it in a video to cover his tracks. *I am well aware that she was months from being 18. This doesn’t make it okay. What does a 26 year old have in common with a 17 year old? And just because this is the first girl we know about, doesn’t mean she’s the first at all or even the last. -Durte Dom: He was accused of assault at vidcon. *This hasn’t been confirmed. But it also hasn’t even been discussed. This girl is getting hate from vs stans and the vs have stayed silent. I can understand not wanting to show attention to people who make accusations for clout, but assault is serious and should at the Very Least be acknowledged privately or legally bc it could be considered slander. Don’t let your fans (or your friend’s fans) do your dirty work. -Jeff Wittek: He has major anger issues. Makes jokes about assaulting women after actually having assaulted one in the past (accidentally but doesnt take away from what he did) and has made jokes about sexual harassment against men not being viable *tbh he has a “pretty white boy complex”. Meaning he knows that he can say and do what he wants and most people will let it slide bc he’s a pretty white boy. No education needed. -Jason Nash: Is friend’s with a predator, is quite possibly setting an awful example to his kids, namely his daughter. *Listen. I’m a feminist, a woman should be able to decide what to do with her body after she turns 18. But being groomed and hit on by grown ass men when you’re barely legal, ain’t it. If you want to and feel ready, there’s nothing anyone can do to stop it BUT 9.9 times out of 10, that fucks a woman up in the future. One day, she is going to see her dad hitting on a 19/20 year old Tana and see that her dad’s 26 year old best friend dated a 17/18 year old and lied about specifics and might think that’s normal and how men should treat her. I won’t support that shit.

And as for all the other member’s of the vs, they either don’t care enough about what their friends or friends’ friends are doing, or they’re not bothering to even consider it’s happening and that isn’t cool either.

Be better.

As for Trisha, she’s had her own faults and fuckups, no doubt about it. I’m not a big fan of her content but i FELT for her. Her name has been dragged through the mud because of this more than anything else and it doesn’t sit right with me when her only real fuckup in THIS situation was bringing the ex and kids into it the way she did. Everything else either could have been avoided or she had a right to say to the public since they put everything about the relationship out in the open as much as she did. If Jason and David had reached out and admitted their own mistakes and asked her to stop talking about them online the way she was, she probably would’ve chilled out. What happened, what they and their fans (us) have done has been nothing short of traumatizing, no doubt. The way these 30 year old boys (Jeff, Todd, Scott and Jay) are reacting to her? They’re the real joke if we’re being honest.

Note: I’d also like to say that if you do still support them and have differing views than I do, I’ll respect you and your views no matter what. Everyones entitled to their opinion and thoughts. These are just mine.

#trisha paytas #vlog squad #jeff wittek #david dobrik #jason nash #durte dom #brandon calvillo #scott sire #most of these men are manipulative af #as much as i love zane matt and heath #they dont speak up either #neither do any of the women which is borderline heartbreaking #rant #I did my best to make everything clear but if theres any confusions or questions or if you just wanna have a discussion about it lmk #Discontinuing Speak Now.

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RIEEEEEE HIHIHI BABE HOW ARE THE VIBES TODAY??? I AM CURRENTLY BEING RLLY LAZY RN HELPSODJEJB I NEED TO GET UP AND DO SMTH 💀💀

also since your ask box says to give u a hug i’m giving u the biggest one rn <333

HELLO HELLO PAIGE MY DAY IS TORTURE I HAVE A RLLY BAD HEADACHE :') BUT OTHER THAN THAT I THINK ITS FINE 👍 AND I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND HOW U FEEL BC I ALWAYS LAZE ARD T__T

*graciously accepts hug with great enthusiasm* THANK U SM I RLLY NEEDED ONE RN <3333

#inbox.msg #🌷.paige #also very sorry i replied so late :')#i lob u <33

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kadywicker · 6 years

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spoilery pros/cons list under the cut!

cons first

my biggest issue w/this movie was finn and poes plots. while they do get abt the same amount of screentime as rey smth just feels... very empty. poes plot is esp ooc and finns just... idk how to describe it other than empty? it left a lot to be desired

the humor was weird??? like? sw is humorous yes but... it was very different. not in a good way. like yeah i snorted with the whole “i’m holding for hux” thing from poe bc i hate hux and that was a big mood but it felt very off for the film/universe. as did luke throwing the lightsaber. and some other moments i dont rlly remember

kylo ren shirtless scene was literally awful and as a lesbian i wanted to kms

holdo was??? so fuckin pointless oh my fuck literally every time she was on screen i just literally did not care

yoda being there what the fuc gk

kylo being a fucking dumbass and not wondering how luke got a lightsaber when he literally just broke the thing in half but ig it’s p in character for kylo ren to not think for once in his life

the times that finn/poe were put in harmful situations played for laughs. like.... yes, the same happened to rey too but it has much different vibes when its moc being targeted. intentional or not it was a bad call and just made me incredibly uncomfortable

paige dying :(

pros !

shockingly bc i think im the first person to say this, luke’s characterization. the main complaints have been: a) regretted not killing vader b) considered/tried to kill kylo c) too cynical. now as someone whos a certified Luke Stan im gonna debunk these bc every one of those is down to misinterpretation or misquoting of scenes. a) he never said he regretted saving his father. in fact, he still has his kyber crystal from his saber hanging on a necklace in his hut. the conversation went like this. “the jedi have done awful things etc etc they created vader” “and you saved him” luke is not the one listing saving him as a mistake of the jedi. it’s rey countering that luke saving him was smth good the jedi did. and luke DOESN’T disagree. his only argument is that he regrets that it made him a “legend” which in turn lead to him being blinded to how dark kylo had gotten. which is honestly perfectly in character for luke. only he would feel bad for smth like that and beat himself up over it bc as usual hes a sunshine boy b) also didnt happen. when we see the scene from kylos pov, he mistells rey the story to make it seem like luke was some evil vengeful master. nope. he literally ignited his lightsaber for like 2 seconds bc he saw how many ppl kylo was going to kill before he realized what he was doing and went to turn off his saber but kylo had already seen. it’s also made clear later that while hes sorry abt what happened (which, cmon, this is luke. him feeling bad abt shit isnt an indication that its villainized. he apologized to an alien that didnt like him in anh) that he knows he was right and that kylo doesnt have good in him anymore. kylo was still the one who destroyed the order. rey was never mad at luke for trying to kill kylo simply for the sake that she felt “bad” for kylo. she was pissed that, from the distorted version kylo showed her, it seemed as if he’d “created” kylo who’d killed so many ppl. c) okay yes hes cynical. but he doesnt stay that way. look. what have we seen from luke in the ot? we’ve seen him feel guilty over goddamn everything always and try and be a self sacrificing dumbass every second bc of that (i mean this in a very fond way i love my son). so when he blames himself for this shit, he tries to hide himself away so he doesnt fuck things up. we cant forget that while luke was a softhearted, emotional hero, he also had a lot of moments where he was cynical or annoyed (all of anh, dagobah, points in rotj). still, he overcomes that and realizes that he CAN still help and that the jedi are still needed. he talks about hope and is his same sweet self to leia and everyone else in the resistance. he also does have his sweet moments with rey.

moving on tho. holy shit the blatant parallels they drew with luke & leia and rey & kylo more than ever convinced me that they’re either siblings or cousins. him leading her into an answer of her parents being nobodies when shes already told him thats her biggest fear definitely isnt a concrete answer. like. they literally create the same scenes between rey & kylo and luke & leia. the weird ass hand scene thats been floating around also happens between luke and leia via the force. luke and leia communicate via the force more than once in the same way rey and kylo do. rey leaves in nearly the exact same manner to go to kylo as luke did when leaving dagobah to save leia. rey and leia also feel luke die via the force and they both see him in the same way rey & kylo and luke & leia have been seeing each other. if this were just a bond by snoke, that bond wouldnt exist between rey & luke & leia as well. i’m just saying y’all. luke was told his entire life growing up that his parents were nobodies and it’s stated outright in anh and yet look @ where we are now lads

rose was such a sweetie?? i didn’t love her introduction for reasons i’m sure youve all read by now but the rest of the movie she was a rlly good character and that hope sw is always about.

finn is called a hero who knows right from wrong and fights for whats right. finn is also given so many hero moments in the movie that got everyone in the theater cheering. he kills phasma. also, although dj does try and sell the whole “the rebels are just as bad as the first order” bullshit, finn calls him on it and fully proves just how bullshit that is. it’s definitely not the message of the movie.

finn and reys reunion oh gm yg od. that was so SWEET. she buried her face in his neck and he nuzzled her hair and they were both smiling and clinging to each other it was real blessed. rey also keeps asking abt finn and finn keeps asking abt her and honestly i feel god in this chilis tonight

the only good thing kyle did in this movie was force throw hux against a wall and knock him out bc hes annoying and i might hate kyle but god what a big goddamn mood

kylos irredeemable and stated to be so by the end and u kno what? thank fucking god

yes luke dying sucked and as a luke stan im gonna live in denial forever but if theres any way luke skywalker would go out itd be sacrificing himself for everyone he loves so

#james.txt #prev calrissians #tlj spoilers #and a lot of em

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asking-jude · 7 years

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bleedingfeathers said:

hi jude lately i have been having insecurity issues and i think i need some help to get myself back on track… you know like being myself again i guess. before i didnt rlly care too much abt what others thought of me but something rlly bad happened to me then that emotionally damaged me and i think that could be the main reason why, idk tho. and whenever i catch myself being insecure i just tell myself im being shallow bc i have more things to worry abt but that doesnt rlly help. i dont like rap or mainstream pop music, i dont have a lot of IG followers, sometimes i dont get into “trendy stuff” but that’s what everyone seems to like and do and i honestly think that makes me lame in the eyes of anyone. I know this is rlly shallow like i said, thats the one word i dont like describing or associating myself with. i just cant help thinking abt myself in this light. and also there is this girl who i have difficult feelings towards bc of the vibe she gives off (arrogance and it just rlly feels negative to me) and everytime i see or my mind drifts to her i think of all my shortcomings and that she is better than me. she hasnt rlly done anything bad (except that she subtly cursed at my lil bro who is 7) but i know i should stand my ground whenever she is around bc she is the type of person who can ruin my day just by her presence. sometimes i think bad abt her too much just to make myself better but im trying to be judgmental in general.

I was actually hesitating to tell you this bc i dont normally do this kind of thing due to the judgment of other’s and i believed that i can get through this on my own but i just want to try that maybe asking for help sometimes dont hurt.

and i rlly appreciate what you have done for us (the ppl who ask for help) bc it makes us believe that there are ppl who rlly give no judgment and just wanted to lift others up. it feels safe here, thank you.

asking-jude said:

It seems you have suffered an emotional trauma so significant that a form of social anxiety has blossomed within you. Social anxiety can become a crippling disorder if left untreated, warping our perspectives and destroying our lives. Therefore, I would highly suggest you seek out a therapist if this anxiety worsens. Approach the individual that manages your healthcare (unless you are that person) and inform them of your possible social anxiety. Tell them how this is affecting you and emphasize that you would like professional treatment. Hopefully, they will oblige.

However, a shift in perspective can also work as a great medicine to cure social anxiety. While it is never easy being different, it is these differences that make you your beautiful self. You do not need to follow trends or act differently to find friends and validation. If you act like yourself, your true friends will surface. Embrace the person you are today and never stop loving yourself.

As far as this girl you are having difficulties with is concerned, I would suggest removing her from your social circles. It is not wise to have such a toxic person in your life. Be sure she is not on your social media and try your best to avoid thinking about her when possible. If you do see her from time to time, just remember to be cordial and polite. Be a kind stranger, not a perfect friend.

If you want a video that tackles all these subjects on social anxiety intimately, follow this link: https://youtu.be/HoiOxyEm3qI

Stay strong~!

Paige “Jude” Gilmar

#ask #advice #help #support #counseling #free therapy #therapy #social anxiety #anxiety #panic disorder #panic attack #submission

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bangtan-bookclub · 7 years

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All the Admins in this network are so amazing! How can we learn more about each of you?

Oh my gosh this is so incredibly sweet! We decided that we’d say a little bit about ourselves here, but if you have anything in particular that you’d like to know, feel free to ask!

@ohsuga | founder

hello~ i’m not really sure where to begin with this, but my name is Paige. i’m a 19 year old college student? ahh i live in pennsylvania and i’m hoping to study abroad in SK next semester.

as far as petty information goes… i’m a gemini. i’ll probably eat pizza/pasta until i die. i’m the most inconsistent writer you’ll ever meet. i have a huge heart for fanfic and i literally scour until the wee hours of the morning hunting for that Good Shit.

i’m probably the silliest of the admins (although i can’t beat bens nyquil night) and i crack a lot of bad jokes. i’ve been told i’m not approachable? but i love talking to people like a bunch. i’m also 129% in love with every single member of the net and want to send them all cookies and mixtapes.

idk man this net is my second family even though i’m the middle child admin, but i love each of them to bits. i already said that but… :’)

P.S. i’ve met sam and she does bite

P.P.S. i’m meeting ben soon. biting TBD

@triptaech | admin

i’m v bad with self-introductions but hi i’m sam, a 20 year-old psych student in new york, originally from indonesia. i write both reader-inserts (clickety click the link above) and mxm on my ao3!

i love petting puppers, cleaning off my bank account on food and bts, and also procrastinating my hundreds of wips. i tend to be awkz at first but if you get me going, i’m never going to shut up so pls come talk to me

i’m the backstage crew of the net in terms of reblogging your fics, maintaining the library, and keeping shit clean. i lurk around the chats a lot and you’ll find me popping by at the strangest times.

(i promise i don’t bite, i just make rlly shit jokes)

@daeguk | admin

paige has already set me up for failure by mentioning nyquil night, but that’s fine. we can still work with this. hello, i’m ben, your 18 year old admin who lives on top of a mountain in remote colorado. (i’m suffering. there’s no oxygen here.)

i write mxm on ao3, but u will easily see half of it is wips because for someone with as little expectations of myself as possible, i have no self-control whatsoever :-) i love giving bts all my money and slaving my life away teaching piano lessons to children, and yoongi and dogs and all my friends.

i’m the bitter admin, but that’s because i’m the designated chat moderator for the net and we have a lot of people, but it’s all fun. you will find me answering asks if they come by in the middle of the night on the thirteenth sunday in ordinary time…but i’ll give you the best responses.

#answered #admin about #Anonymous

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phillje · 7 years

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thank you guys for 1k??? like whoa ??? anyway i love you guys so much so i thought i’d do my first ff

the original goat cult™ gc: sam @macaronidan ⭐️ autumn @philling-trashy ⭐️ julie @sorcererphil ⭐️ ali @shibes-howell ⭐️ mj @horizontalshift ⭐️ thomas @sakura-howell ⭐️sushi @snowflakephan ⭐️ & im so sorry if i forgot anyone else im so bad

general awesome friends/people i rlly like/rlly active people on my blog !!

emily @phansterdam ⭐️ emer @pugjumper ⭐️ idris @jesuscrotch ⭐️ hannah @philledwithpuns ⭐️ ariatna @lovelylilaclester ⭐️ ky @pansexualphil ⭐️ lucy @acephan ⭐️ alex @philtea ⭐️ camille @sweetpeachlester ⭐️ ivy @cloudyphilip ⭐️ isabella @phanamored ⭐️ ori @sleepyhowelter ⭐️ paige @roseyboys ⭐️ liza @dansforeheadcurl ⭐️ kj @lestersboy ⭐️ daniel @nutellalester ⭐️ michelle @lesterdreams ⭐️ sarah @plantpotphil ⭐️ jana @gloaminghowell ⭐️ milo @miloisqueer ⭐️ sky @validdan ⭐️ libbie @pvloggery ⭐️ wallace @starmadephan ⭐️ katia @dandromedas ⭐️ elly @beautyboyphil ⭐️ zainah @daintyhowell ⭐️ mary @glasshowell ⭐️

feel free to throw a truck at me if you think i forgot you,, just message me & i’ll add you i have the worst memory

#1000 followers #1k #1k followers #ff #follow forever

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icarusblood-archive · 7 years

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knowing your partner well makes writing together a lot easier. tag this with the people you enjoy roleplaying with but want to get to know better.

TAGGED BY: @endingdays TAGGING: Anyone who hasn’t done this!!! bc i think most people have been tagged/done it??

name: kait. age: 19, 20 in like 19 days. preferred pronouns: she/her. sexuality: heterosexual. zodiac sign: pisces.

THREE FACTS:

i pole dance for fitness.

i actually really enjoy cooking and am not that bad at it???????

dogs over ppl always

EXPERIENCE:

how long (months/years?): ummmmmm i made my first rp blog in 2011 so 6 years? how’d you start: tumblr. platforms you’ve used: kik, tumblr and skype. worst experience: ummmm the hunger games fandom as a whole lmao best experience: meeTING SO MANY PEOPLE I LOVE IT

MUSE PREFERENCES:

female or male: honestly it used to be males, but i think it’s even now original or canon: i love original characters, but canon ones are what i usually reach for favourite face: hmmmmmmm, im rlly rlly in love with domini.c sherwood atm least favourite face: j-law lmao multi or single: single

WRITING PREFERENCES:

fluff, angst or smut: i suck @ writing fluff so 100% angst. smut is like... i’m not against it but i prefer not to write it on dash. and i only ever write it with people i have strong ooc connections with idek. but as far as nsfw/smut headcanons go, i feel like it’s a whole other bowl of fish. like i’m comfortable exploring those plots or memes: both! i love both spontaneous things and not knowing where it is headed but i also really enjoy having a thread that has been plotted out. idk it honestly just depends on what mood i am long or short replies: longer best time to write: this differentiates. sometimes i have muse at 6:45am and other times it’s right on night time. I don’t have like a specified time of the day where i feel like my writing capabilities are the best are you like your muse: ummmm okay lets break this down, muse by muse. seth, i’m not really like at all. except for our love of animals and music. paige, i share similarities with the most. i feel as though our sense of humour is very similar and our potty mouths are the same. except i have made some better decisions in life. if ya know what i mean. summer, i want to be more like summer rae, lmao.

#kait. txt.#this was fun

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puckbunnies101 · 4 years

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y r u so obsessed w paige. get over yourself please. i follow her on ig and i rlly like what she posts & her aesthetic. yea she may come off as a little bitchy in her utube vids but whatever. by answering more and more questions u add unecessary drama. if u dnt know the girl personally, y talk bad on her name. its a really big reflection on you as a person. are you that insecure that you have to hide behind a screen? and the only way you feel better about yourself is if u put other people down?

Do you think I care? I was one of her biggest supporters until she showed she wasn’t worthy of it. Again, if you don’t like it, GTFO.

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nxtbroke-justbent-blog · 7 years

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Yay someone asked me, here's the answers!!💗✨

1.Who was the last person you held hands with? My cat 2. Are you outgoing or shy? Outgoing once you get to know  3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? My cat bc I'm currently not at home ;( 4. Are you easy to get along with? I'd say so 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? No 6. What kind of people are you attracted to? Friendly people 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? Probably not  8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? The actor who plays captain America bc dang he cute 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Depends 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Julia 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? Telling someone where they can buy a pop-socket hahaha 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Psycho pt.2 , We Are Sick , Candour , December , & , Dimelo 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? Depends  14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Yes 15. What good thing happened this summer? Got tan  16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yes 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Yes 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? No that was like 12 years ago LOL 19. Do you like bubble baths? Yes 20. Do you like your neighbors? No 21. What are you bad habits? Biting my lip bc they get rlly chapped  22. Where would you like to travel? Australia 23. Do you have trust issues? To a certain extent  24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Makeup 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? My hips 26. What do you do when you wake up? Go on my phone/brush my teeth 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Darker 28. Who are you most comfortable around? My homies 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? No :/ 30. Do you ever want to get married? If i find the right boi  31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? Yes 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Ryan Reynolds and Evan Peters  33. Spell your name with your chin. PSicj (it's supposed to say Paige lol my bad) 34. Do you play sports? What sports? I used to do cheerleading  35. Would you rather live without TV or music? Without tv 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yes 37. What do you say during awkward silences? Ask the person a question  38. Describe your dream girl/guy? Tbh brown eyes got me weak, but boy u have to have a good personality bc looks aren't everything! 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Forever 21 40. What do you want to do after high school? College 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? That I'm very bored 43. Do you smile at strangers? Yes 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?bottom of the ocean 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? Coffee 46. What are you paranoid about? People dying tbh  47. Have you ever been high?eh 48. Have you ever been drunk?eh  49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? Not really 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?black 51. Ever wished you were someone else? Not really 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? Wish my face was more symmetrical lol 53. Favourite makeup brand? ABH/Too Faced/Tarte/Urban Decay I can't choose 54. Favourite store? Forever 21  55. Favourite blog? Any makeup blog 56. Favourite colour? Blue 57. Favourite food? Popcorn 58. Last thing you ate? Waffle 59. First thing you ate this morning? Drank coffee 60. Ever won a competition? For what? Cheerleading when I was little 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? Nope but I've had detensions 62. Been arrested? For what? No I'm a child of god 63. Ever been in love? No 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? I mean to be technical I was like 5 years old  65. Are you hungry right now? No 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? Everyone is a homie 67. Facebook or Twitter? Twitter 68. Twitter or Tumblr? Twitter 69. Are you watching tv right now? No 70. Names of your bestfriends? Julia 71. Craving something? What? No 72. What colour are your towels? Every color idk 72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 4 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? I have 2 beanie babies that I got when I was born  75. Favourite animal? Penguin  76. What colour is your underwear? Blue 77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla 78. Favourite ice cream flavour? Coffee 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? Blue 80. What colour pants? Black 81. Favourite tv show? Currently Shameless 82. Favourite movie? The Goonies 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? The first one, nothing can beat it 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? 21 jump street boy!! 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? Damien 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? The baby turtles 87. First person you talked to today? Julia 88. Last person you talked to today? Julia 89. Name a person you hate? Fake people tbh 90. Name a person you love? My grandpa 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? No  92. In a fight with someone? No 93. How many sweatpants do you have? Like 3 pairs  94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? A lot 95. Last movie you watched? Horton Hears a Who LOL 96. Favourite actress? Bex Taylor-Klaus 97. Favourite actor? Mark Whalburg  98. Do you tan a lot? Only in summer time  99. Have any pets? A cat and some fish 100. How are you feeling? Gr8 101. Do you type fast? Yes 102. Do you regret anything from your past? Not talking to my family enough 103. Can you spell well? I'd like to think so 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? Yes 105. Ever been to a bonfire party? Nah 106. Ever broken someone’s heart? Don't think so  107. Have you ever been on a horse? Yes 108. What should you be doing? Idk 109. Is something irritating you right now? No 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? Probably 111. Do you have trust issues? Not so much anymore  112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? My cat 113. What was your childhood nickname? Munchkin 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Yes 115. Do you play the Wii? Not anymore 116. Are you listening to music right now? No 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? NO 118. Do you like Chinese food? YES 119. Favourite book? A Fault In Ours Stars tbh or Divergent  120. Are you afraid of the dark? I prefer sleeping w lamp bc sometimes I hallucinate in the complete dark so I try to avoid that  121. Are you mean? No 122. Is cheating ever okay? NO 123. Can you keep white shoes clean? For the first month  124. Do you believe in love at first sight? No 125. Do you believe in true love? Yes 126. Are you currently bored? No 127. What makes you happy? Doing things I like to do  128. Would you change your name? No 129. What your zodiac sign? Aries 130. Do you like subway? Heck ya  131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Nothing  132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Julia 133. Favourite lyrics right now? "They always say it's clear to see how parts of you shine through in me" Neck Deep is a good band 134. Can you count to one million? Yes 135. Dumbest lie you ever told? Can't remember 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? Closed 137. How tall are you? 5'5" 138. Curly or Straight hair? Wavy 139. Brunette or Blonde? Blonde 140. Summer or Winter? I prefer fall 141. Night or Day? Day 142. Favourite month? March/October 143. Are you a vegetarian? No 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? All of the above 145. Tea or Coffee? Definitely coffee 146. Was today a good day? So far  147. Mars or Snickers? Neither 148. What’s your favourite quote? Idk 149. Do you believe in ghosts? Ya 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line "another form of wild art in the streets even more ephemeral then chalk art is the traditional Chinese technique of writing with water"

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