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#i can't wait till im done with this place
yibo-wang · 11 months
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Venting: medschool // please ignore I just don't wanna bother my friends or family with this
I dont think I've faced misery like I'm facing rn in general surgery like my consultant is the most meanest and rudest fucking bitch I've ever met. He's a grade A asshole and doesn't have the decency to talk to a student. Like ik med students are considered the most bottom tier in the hierarchy but goddamnit we're humans too.
I am literally so overworked and exhausted and it's killing me cause I haven't gotten the time to sit down and study properly cause I'm so busy with everything else. Really contemplating every decision that led me to this.
It's just that his ego is on the line rn and he's being such a man about it all.
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nomercyanywhere · 5 months
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daily life of doggy reader and nanami
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rubbing yourself on him once he comes home after a long day, and being proud of the mess you did in the living room. sure, the sight of the dirt from the large broken vase scattered on the floor made a vein bulge out from the side of his temple. but you're too cute to get yelled or scolded at :( whatever will he do to teach you a lesson.
"n'mi! i missed you!" you looked up at him while he was removing his shoes, his tired eyes meet yours, so bright and eager to know about how his day went. he lets out a heavy sigh before petting your head and rubbing your ears. he chuckles quietly before getting on one knee and scratching your chin. kento watches as your smile grew wider and tail wagged faster. "you seemed to have forgotten what i keep telling you sweetheart." your ears perked, what was it? to not make anymore messes? "dogs don't speak honey." then kissing your forehead before he got up.
clean up and time out. now for you to not make anymore messes, he has to keep you in your cage :((, and you don't like the cage, the bars are cold and you can't nuzzle against or cuddle nanami !
after finally sweeping away all the dirt and glass shards, he hears your loud whines echo throughout the hallways. like a kitten in the rain hungry for food and warmth. you look so pitiful, so tiny and cute in your little cage. lips formed to a pout and eyes all shiny from tears building up.
punishment time. bad boys gotta learn their lessons after doing things that shouldn't be done! so he'd have you lay flat on your tummy and on his lap while he gives you stinging spanks.
his right hand tugs on your tail, exposing your smooth rump while the other hits and gropes your ass, "im sorry pup, but if i wont do this then you'll continue making messes. i just need to teach you a few lesson love" it hurts, your butt hurts! even if you try to voice out your pained whines he ignores you :( but if you squirm even more then nanami'll just get angrier and spank you harder. "you're a mess everywhere., even here.." kento presses the flatsvof his fingertips on your folds and spreads them open. "such a dirty boy"
play time!! after kissing the red away from your burning ass he'll have you lay on top of him while and make it so he's face to face with your hungry pussy.
using a few of his fingers he'll spread your folds open and just watches as your hole clenches around nothing. after listening to your desperate whines and mewls he just can't resist. he'll dig 2 of his inside till the knuckles, his long fingers just reach the places you can't. "w-wuff.. mmnn..." you reach down to your pulsating clit, rubbing circles around it till your on the verge of an orgasm. "hands off pup. what an impatient little boy."
breeding and presenting.
after following him everywhere and around the house. you eventually become tired and rest in your bedroom. kento notices you've been missing for a while now,. and searches for you, he just didn't know that he'd find you humping his pillow that's now stained a very feint shade of yellow. "ahh.. wu-wuhh, nami... m'sorry." your pink wet cunt presses on side of the pillow while your tail wagged at a slow pace the moment he came in. the sight of you dirtying his pillow made him harder than ever.
he eagerly got on the bed, hungry to just bury his dick balls deep inside you
"look at you, so cute.." he holds your tail up to lift your lower half off the mattress and aligne his cock tip with your hole. his hot tip slowly sliding inside is enough to split you in half, the slick your producing doesn't help one bit. he's stretching you out! if he were to fuck you with that inhuman size he wouldn't be able to pull out. therefore, breeding you! "wait-! y-you're too big, f'you put that in i-i'll die!!" you try to crawl away from him but his free hand holds you down and prevents you from proceeding any further. "silly dog. if you relax, it won't hurt, and im certain you won't die. so calm down and loose up for me okay?"
it's already midnight, how long were you two at it? he's still inside you, still pumping you full.
your eyes slowly flutter open to the sound of bed creeks, "are you awake?" was all you heard before the thrusting stopped and he slammed his hips into yours. the familiar feeling of his hot cum getting shot inside your womb comes back to you and wakes you up. "fuck.. don't fall asleep this time okay?" nanami whispers in your ears before continuing his merciless fucking you.
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a/n: i should quit 💀 i actually might delete this omg, my fucking writing powers are gone
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randofics · 10 months
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Hey, sorry to bother you. Is there any chance you could do some more writing on the fic about being able to reach where the bots can't? Maybe them seeking out more and more chances to get help with it so they can feel them again (once again sorry to bother im not used to doing asks lol)
My first ask that I've actually finished! It took a few days, but I got it done. Hope you enjoy this anon!
Being able to reach where the bots can't Pt.2
After the men on base found out you could squeeze into Optimus's engine space and reach where they couldn't, they would call on you for assistance quite often.
Once after a battle, they were giving Optimus a thorough lookover for any serious damage when someone spotted leaking enerjon pooling underneath him. There was enough for everyone to get a bit worried. One guy spotted you walking into the hangar and yelled for you. The tone of his voice was enough for your happy face to twist with worry.
You sprinted over and bent down to look where they were pointing. Heart tightening at the sight, without hesitation, you slid underneath him to look. Finding a dripping trail of the blue fluid, you sat up on your knees and leaned against the inside of his wheel. "I need some electrical tape!" A hand tapped your side, and you grabbed the roll immediately, pulling out a long strip and tearing it off with your teeth.
Reaching up, you felt for the torn cables and hoses. Finding a matching pair, you quickly pressed the open ends together and wrapped them tightly to seal them. You did that for the other ones till you didn't see any more bleeding. Your heart racing in your chest, you leaned back against the inside of his wheel again and asked for a clean cloth. You wiped your hands clean and gently cleaned any surface of his engine that had drying enerjon.
His shocks creaked as the tension in his frame was released. The cables still hurt, but with your gentle touch, that was quickly forgotten.
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Crosshairs didn't like the feeling of things stuck in his plating, but if it meant possibly getting you to touch him in order to remove it, then he could tolerate it. Now he didn't do it on purpose it really was accidental. Nevertheless, he called you over for some assistance in removing the offending plant matter.
Once again, you leaned over into his engine space and felt around for anything out of place. Feeling the soft texture of a leaf, you touched your way down to the branch it was attached to and gave it a tug. You managed to pull it free, but the end was broken off somewhere inside the mechanics of his engine.
He was too low to the ground for you to slip underneath, so you called another person nearby to get you a set of carjacks. A minute or two later, they ran up with two heavy jacks in hand. Laying on the concrete, you felt underneath his bumper for parts of his frame you could use to lift him. Sliding the jacks into position, you cranked them both a bit at a time till his front end was up high enough for you to safely slip underneath.
Flashlight in hand, you scanned the underside of his engine for the green of leaves. Spotting one poking out, you slowly pulled it till the rest of the branch came free. "Is that all of it?"
"Yeah, that feels like all of it." With that, you slid out from underneath him tossing the branch to the side and starting to release the jacks. They slowly racked down till he was on his wheels, and you pulled them away.
He transformed and tested his movements a bit. With a grumbled thank you from him, you went on with your previous work.
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Bumblebee had a plan in motion. He'd purposefully gotten dirty so you would help clean him. He waited outside the hangar for you to arrive and honked his horn to grab your attention.
When you saw him rolling towards you, absolutely caked in mud, you had to do a double take. "What in the world did you get into bee?" You chuckle, shaking your head at his antics.
"Can you.. wash.. me?"
"You have a wash station inside bee. Why do you want me to wash you?"
A voice clearly from an old movie answered you. "It's gotten old darling"
"So you just want to change things up a bit?"
A happy whirring answered you. You sighed. "Well, I suppose I have the time. Just park by the wash station so the hose can reach you. I'll grab some stuff."
"So, do you want the water cold or hot?"
🎶"Shawty fire burnin' fire burnin'."🎶
You let out a snort at his music reference. "Ok, hot it is." You sprayed him down, trying to remove as much dried mud as possible before using the sponges. Surprisingly, you got almost everything off with the hose alone. Dunking a sponge into your bucket of warm soapy water, you splashed soap over his hood, following behind with circular motions. Scrubbing anything too stubborn with a wet cloth.
He was definitely enjoying this. Your hands all over him and the warm water running over his plating. It was over too soon, though, and you dumped the bucket in the nearby drain after giving him a thorough spray down to remove any leftover suds.
"Sorry bee, you'll have to get your undercarriage cleaned in the wash station. It's too hard for me to wash under there."
"That's alright."
He watched you walk away through a set of double doors nearby and then drove into the wash station, letting it blast his undercarriage with cool water.
You chuckled to yourself as you walked down the hallway. You knew exactly why he'd gotten so dirty, and you thought it was cute how he tried to play it off.
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Rachet had gone out with Bumblebee and Raf after Optimus suggested he take a break from the deskwork to stretch his "legs". He'd grumbled about it but relented. When he returned, there was some mud splattered on his plates that he didn't pay any mind to. When Arcee commented on it, he brushed her off, saying that he'd get cleaned up later.
You arrived at base after bee picked you up from work. And as soon as you saw the grumpy medic standing at his desk with mud on his white and rusty red paint, you rolled your eyes. Figures he'd be too engrossed in work to even shower.
Motherly instincts taking over you called his name with no response. A little louder the second time. "Rachet!" He didn't look at you, but this time, he answered. "What? I'm busy!"
"You need to wash off."
"Can't right now, there's too much to do."
"Rachet, I will spray you if I have to."
"Sorry, still too busy."
You let out an annoyed growl. Then, an idea popped into your head. You ran off to find some tools.
Slightly out of breath, you placed the buckets on the floor behind rachet and dragged an extra long hose to the same spot after hooking it to a nearby spicket. Turning on the water, you ran to the end with the spray nozzle and, without warning, sprayed him in the back. He jumped, letting out a yelp at the cold water. Whipping around, he glared down at you.
"Hey, I tried to warn you. Now transform so I can get all that dry mud off you." He rolled his optics, letting out a grumble of annoyance. Relenting, he transformed, and you smiled in satisfaction.
"Just be quick about it." You got to work spraying him down and sudsing him up. You had to sit on your knees on his tire to reach the center of his hood. Your chest pressing into him as you reached for the awkward spot. Internally, he was freaking out about it.
This definitely felt nicer than the wash station, though, and eventually, he was relaxing on his shocks, enjoying your thorough cleaning.
Once you'd finished his chassis and tires, you put on some swimming goggles and slid under his side. He'd been so entranced by your touch on his panels that he hadn't even noticed you slip underneath him. When he felt your touch on his undercarriage, he jolted forward an inch in surprise.
"Woah, Rachet!"
"Sorry, I didn't realize you were under there." He tried to speak as normal as possible, but you noticed the slight crack in his voice. Gently, you started scrubbing the cables and other parts that made up his undercarriage. You immediately took note of how tense he'd become and listened to any sounds he made.
He kept as quiet as possible, but he was definitely feeling things he hadn't in a few centuries. Luckily, no one was in the main room of the base at the moment. Even so, he didn't want you or anyone else to hear the noises his body was trying to produce.
You could, every once in a while, make out stifled grunts and groans, which made you grin mischievously. Eventually, though, you had completely cleaned every inch of his undercarriage that your small hands and the cloth you used would allow. So reluctantly, you slid out from under him soaked with soap and grime all over.
You stretched, removing the goggles and ringing out some water from the bottom of your shirt. "Woo! Now I need a shower." He transforms, looking himself over for a moment. "Ahem, thank you, y/n." He held his fisted servo over his mouth, looking anywhere but at you. "I could tell you enjoyed yourself." He looked at you wide optics, and you grinned up at him, giving a wink and walking away to take a shower of your own.
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"𝑭𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆" 𝑬𝒕𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒙 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓
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A/N: This is part two of the Anti-Love Ettore one-shot.
Summary: Ettore mistakes a suggestion of yours as a sign that you're distancing yourself. It only gets worse when he spots you with some guy he's never seen before.
TW: Smut, Oral Sex (f receiving), fingering, tiddy sucking, lactation kink (with no lactation) p in v, creampie, bondage, vibrator play, violence
Word Count: 3k (I think this is the longest fic I've ever done lol)
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I can't remember who made the X Banner. If you know please tell me.
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Your head was lying on his chest as you lazily drew shapes on his forearm over his tattoo. His hands gently rubbed your lower back as you both just lay there not needing to say any words. Just enjoying the moment.
Ettore had become fond of these moments. How calm they were. It was a big difference to how chaotic his life had always been. With you, there was only peace.
"Ettore?" As your voice reaches his ears he blinks back to reality and looks down at you. "Did you hear what I said?" He shakes his head while still rubbing your lower back.
"You should try BDSM. I think it would suit you. It would also keep you out of trouble." Ettore had heard of BDSM before but the costs alone to build a playroom was more than he had.
But that wasn't what was running through his mind right now. Why were you telling him this? He has no use for some random submissive girl when he has you. Were you getting tired of him? Did you find someone else?
You babbled on for a while about how you could help him start. Ettore didn't say a word the entire time. His brain bounced between different theories as to why you were all of a sudden interested in finding him a new fuck buddy.
Only when you moved to sit on top of him, straddling him, did he snap out of his thoughts. He looked up at you and held on to your waist.
"You ok?" He nodded. You knew he was a man of few words and expressed how he felt in other ways. His hips bucked upwards as he felt the heat radiating from your body just above his cock. It slowly hardened as Ettore thought of fucking any ideas you had of leaving him out of you.
Before he could initiate anything you kissed his cheek and got off of him saying you had to go.
To you, he was just being his normal self. You never would have imagined the turmoil going on in his head, the plans that were brewing. If only he had been honest from then about his feelings.
It could have saved you both some pain.
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A day had gone by since you introduced the BDSM idea to Ettore. You had gone off to do God knows what. He assumed you were stealing stuff as you typically did in your spare time. He had calmed down slightly but his brain was still racked with thoughts of why you had brought it all up in the first place.
He managed to tell himself there was no cause for worry. That was until he tried to call you to hook up and you didn't answer. It only got worse when he texted you telling you to come over and you replied with "Can't. Im busy.".
Busy? Busy doing what? With who?
He paced around his apartment. Wondering if he should call you again. He chewed on his nails till they were too short to chew anymore. No matter how many deep breaths he took he couldn't calm himself. He had to know what you were doing.
In a matter of minutes Ettore was dressed and at the mall in a grey sweat suit with a black jacket. He had his hood up as he stalked around the local mall looking for you. He was there for about 30 minutes before he spotted you quickly walking out of a store.
A smile rose on his face when he saw you pull something out of your pocket with a smile.
See Ettore? She's just doing her typical shit.
The smile only dropped when he watched you turn around and wait for a boy to run out of the store after you. He was being chased by a security guard. You took his hand and began running as you both were in a fit of giggles.
The sight made his blood boil. He felt hot in his own skin and just wanted to crawl out. The guard gave up on chasing you both and returned to the store. Ettore began walking in the direction you both went. He needed answers. Who was this guy? Why were you holding his hand? Is he who you decided to spend your time with instead of being fucked by him?
He picked up the pace until he caught sight of the two of you heading towards one of the exits. it led towards the loading dock and was pretty much an abandoned side of the mall that barely anyone shopped in. He did his best to stay out of sight but with every step he just wanted to finally reach the two of you.
And when he finally does it changes your relationship forever. You barely have time to react as the man you are next to gets grabbed backwards by his hoodie and face-slammed into a brick wall. You scream as you see Ettore get on top of him and punch him repeatedly.
The man your with weakly tries to protect his head as Ettore continues to hit him in the head.
"Ettore stop! Get off of him!" You try to pull him off but that only redirects his anger. He stands up and shoves you. You stumble back and fall to the ground your hands scraping against the tough concrete. Ettore, driven by anger, pulls back his fist as if he is about to punch you.
And thats when he sees it.
The terror in your eyes. The tears that fall down your cheek.
The same look he saw in the eyes of the women he killed.
Seeing that look in your eyes. Your eyes... hurt him. Without knowing it you were the air he breathed. To know he had made you fear him, terrified him. He lowered his arm and ran off saying nothing else.
He doesn't remember much about what happened that night. He wakes up to his apartment trashed and can only assume his emotions got the better of him. He had sent you more messages than he could count and called you countless times. You ignored every call and message.
He didn't know where you lived considering you only ever hooked up at his place.
He had to get you to forgive him. He couldn't continue without you. He couldn't breathe without you.
He told himself that this wasn't love. That this was just fear of losing what you offered. Your wonderful pussy. The amazing sex. Thats all he's scared of losing, not you. He could care less about you.
It took him almost a week before he found out where you lived. He knew what bars you liked to hang out and started asking around. You were smart not to go out knowing he would be looking for you but eventually, you needed groceries. You stepped out to do some shopping wearing a more discreet outfit than you would usually wear.
Ettore watched from across the street as you pulled up your hood and walked towards the bus stop. He knew you would be gone a while and would give him time to do what he needed to.
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You returned from shopping and carried in your grocery bags struggling a bit as the plastics pinched your fingers.
It's only when you step inside your apartment and place them on the table do you feel how the tense air. Your apartment feels different than before. You grabbed a knife from the kitchen and slowly walked towards your bedroom.
As you pushed open the door everything looked the same. You relaxed and took a deep breath.
Im just on edge. I need to relax.
"Drop it." You immediately tense as you hear his voice. You do as he says and drop the knife to the ground. "Turn around." Your heart beats in your chest, you're not scared of him, you never are, but you're scared of the confrontation. You turn around and face him.
"Ettore." He simply stares at you. When you first lay your eyes on him you notice his appearance. He doesn't look...well. His skin was pale and had dark bags under his eyes.
"You've ignored all of my calls and all my messages." He slowly takes a step forward and you respond with a step back.
"What was I supposed to say-"
"Hello, good morning, how are you? Fuck baby I don't know just talk to me-" He takes another step closer and you raise your hand.
"You beat my friend for no reason. Then you pushed-" He closes the gap between the two of you and pulls you against him.
"I didn't mean to...I...Im sorry." Ettore was not one to say im sorry. "Im sorry that I hurt you." He leaned down and kissed up your next stopping at your ear. "But im not sorry for beating that fucker up. He was touching you." He resumed kissing you while backing you up against the wall.
"He was just a friend." You want to be mad at him for what he did. You want to yell at him for being so violent but you can't.
"You ditched fucking me to hang out with him. You kept talking about this BDSM shit. You were planning on leaving me for him. I won't let you. I can't let you."
It all falls into place in your mind. He thought you were abandoning him. The realization made you smile and effectively softened your resolve. He was just scared to lose you, and this was his fucked up way of saying it.
You push him back slightly so you can see his face. Your hand runs over his cheek and he nuzzles into your hand.
"I wasn't leaving. I just thought maybe you'd like it more if...if you weren't just fucking me all the time..."
Deep down you had started to worry that over time Ettore could eventually become bored of you and even deeper down you slowly developed feelings for him. You knew he would never want a real relationship, and even if he did it wouldn't resemble the ones you see in movies. The ones you yearned for as a girl.
"I don't want no one else but you." He takes a deep breath and opens his mouth to say something but pauses every time. He leans down and kisses you cradling your face. It's softer than any kiss has ever given you. "And I don't want you to be anyone else's but mine."
You knew this was his way of saying it without saying it. He wants you to be his and he wants to be yours. Ettore watches as a smile creeps on your face and he knows you understood what he meant. He pulls you back into the kiss while walking you backwards into your room.
You end up falling on the bed and he crawls on top of you already pulling at your clothes. He undresses you while kissing every bit of newly exposed skin until you're fully naked in front of him.
He's still fully undressed and the idea makes you feel vulnerable. He has seen your body hundreds of times but you still press your legs together while your arms cover your tits.
He gently pushes a knee in between your legs opening them back up as his hands uncross your arms.
"You're beautiful." He rolls one of your nipples in his fingers while he suckles the other imagining again what it would feel like for milk to flow into his throat. The thought made him painfully hard.
He stands up for a moment and walks away before coming back. You sit up and watch as he undresses slowly before walking over to your dresser.
"I was doing some snooping earlier..." He looks over at you and smirks as his hands rest on the first drawer. You already know what it is he found and can't help but smile. He opens the drawer and pulls out your vibrator and a pair of handcuffs. He looks at you with one eyebrow raised. "Care to share why you have these."
You can't shake the smirk off of your face as he walks over.
"Move up." You do as he says and move up higher on the bed. Ettore returns above you and grabs your wrists positioning them above your head. He threads the handcuffs through one of the gaps of your headboard then locks each wrist. "You gonna be a good girl for me yeah?"
You nod as he kisses his way down in between your legs. He places a soft kiss on your clit before sucking on it gently. He looks up and watches as your mouth hangs open and your head is thrown back.
He moves on to fucking you with his tongue holding you tight as you try to squirm away. Ettore adds pushes in a finger and pumps it in and out of you at a relentless pace. His finger easily brushes that sweet spot and has your back arching off the bed.
You want to touch him and try to pull your hands but are only reminded that you're bound by the tightness of the cuffs.
He can feel you clenching around his finger and all he could do is smile against your pussy. As you cum Ettore praises you saying you did so well but he doesn't stop he asks you to cum again around his fingers and brings the vibrator to your clit as he adds another inside of you.
He doesn't stop fucking you with his fingers and the vibrator as he comes up and takes one of your nipples in his mouth while watching you. Your legs shake as you give him another orgasm, shivers running up your spine. He removes the vibrator and his fingers kiss your jaw.
"You did so good." He slides himself through your folds gathering your wetness on his tip. Instinctively you try to move away from being overstimulated but he holds you in one place. His eyebrows are knit together and his mouth hangs open as he finally pushes himself inside. "Relax for me, baby." Although it's only been a week since you've last fucked you're back to being tight from the lack of his cock keeping you stretched.
You both groan when he finally bottoms out. The hairs on the base of his cock brush against your clit only making you whimper more from the contact.
Ettore sits up and grabs onto your waist holding on as leverage so he can fuck you. He watches as a white ring forms around the base of his cock and how easily he slides into you now that you soaked. the only sounds heard are your whimpers and the wet smack of his hips against your ass.
"Fuck- please Ettore." He doesn't know what your begging for but stares at your face in pride as it's screwed with pleasure. He knows no one else could make you feel this way and it only inflates his ego more.
"Does it feel good baby?" He reaches back for the vibrator and brings it down onto your clit again. At this point, tears have formed in your eyes from how fucking good this all feels.
"It's always so good." You whimper arching your hips so he slides in deeper. He can feel your pussy spazzing around him. "Fuck fuck fuck." You draw in a short breath as another orgasm washes over you. You feel heavy and spent as Ettore removes the vibrator and comes up and kisses your neck and chest.
"One more. You can give me one more." He reaches over on your nightstand and grabs the key for the handcuffs. He unlocks the cuffs and turns you over so you're lying on top of him. "Please. Please ride me." Despite how tired your body feels from the three orgasms he has drawn out from you, you sit up and look down at him.
You lift your hips slightly and reach in between you two grabbing his cock. Ettore moans as your hands wrap around him while you line yourself up. His moan only gets louder as you sink down fully on his length.
He holds on to your tits as you bounce up and down his cock rolling both nipples in between his fingers. You do your best to set a pace you know will have him cumming in a minute but you're still so tired. Ettore notices and places both hands on your hips lifting you up and down and helping you to fuck yourself on his cock.
"Fuck!" He throws his head back as he feels the tip of his cock hit your cervix. "I love you so much." The words were out of his mouth before he could control them. And though you're not sure if he means them or if they hold the same meaning for you as they do him but it only fuels you more.
You meet his thrusts and feel him throbbing inside of you. His face is screwed in what looks more like pain than pleasure as he begs you to make him cum.
"I can't cum if you don't. Please." He circles your clit once more and tells you how much he needs it. How much he needs to feel you cumming around him, how that will tell him you love him too.
You finally do cum and fall against his chest as he keeps holding on to your hips fucking up into you, his balls slapping against your ass and the vulgar noises of your bodies connecting filling your ears before he pushes you down as far as he can forcing you there. You feel him cum deep inside you moaning loudly as 'thank you' flows repeatedly from his lips like a prayer.
He eases up slightly as he rolls over and pins you down not taking himself out of you. Your breathing evens out as he kisses you gently. A drastic contrast to how ruthlessly he just fucked you.
"I meant it. Every word." Your heart flutters at his confession. He kisses you deeply.
He knows he can't let you go. But he also knows you won't stay without that confession. Even if it was hard for him to say it he was glad he did.
You both lay there wrapped in each other's embraces. Scared but excited to see where this will take you.
Nothing could go wrong now...
....Right?
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A/N: Hope you guys enjoyed this! I still have an ideal 2 additional chapters planned out. The next one is shorter but still good!
Gen Taglist: @valeskafics @thought--bubble @dixie-elocin
"Fuck Love" Taglist: @hi-eleonora @scarletbedlam @fan-goddess @qyburnsghost
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Flirting with death.
Pairing: Male Wednesday addams x reader
Warnings: Sword fighting with real dangerous swords, Flirting, Kissing, Blood kink? Kinda yandere Wednesday. Mi Alma: my soul.
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The world seemed to fade as you stared into his coal eyes, a tiny lift of his corner lip reserved for you alone. The room is silent as if holding its breath, walls watching impatiently for the fight to begin. He was ready and so were you.
A creak above and your swords clashed together. "it's disgustingly cute that you think you have a chance." Wednesday tilted his head slowly, a faint teasing undertone in his normal deadpanned voice. "Aw you think im cute." you purred, using all your strength and pushing him back before lunging at him, aiming for his stomach, like you thought he merely stepped to the side, avoiding your thrust all together.
"Is that all you got Mi Alma?" he asked, walking back to give you time to attack him. You grunted softly "Not quite." and pulled out your blade from the wall it got stuck in. You advanced once more this met with a parry, and this continued for a while, till sweat slowly trailed off your body, Wednesday was unfazed, of course. "Done so soon?" Wednesday taunted, emotionlessly, positioning his sword up and placing one arm behind his back. "Nah, where's the fun in that." you wiped the sweat off of your forehead and got up from your kneeling position. "Pity." he hummed, and unexpectedly striking, missing your neck by a hair, you gasped as you parried his stabs and swings, each one getting stronger.
You had to think of something! His sword swung at your legs when your idea struck you. Jumping and landing on his sword below you. "Touché." You smirked at his stuck form as you pointed your sword in his face. Pride bloomed in your chest for the first time, you won but that feeling withered away as a big smile graced your boyfriend's lips, he only smiled that way when he was about to torture someone. Suddenly he yanked his weapon out from under your feet, knocking you and your blade down, the hard barely carpeted floor met your butt, and a wave of pain shot throughout your body, "Get up, Mi Alma." Wednesday order, and you slowly obeyed, the cold metal of the sword laid flat against your cheek as you stood up. With a flick of his wrist, his blade sliced a bit of your cheek, so fast you barely had time to hiss in pain. The weapon dropped to the floor beside your feet as Wednesday, stepped closer to you gracefully and wiped the small flow of blood away, "Wednesday?" you questioned softly, his ebony eyes focused on your wound, unreadable like always. "Red is an exquisite color on you." He muttered, spreading your blood upon your lips like lipstick before he kissed you, with a passion you hadn't known that he had. The overwhelming taste of iron and a little bit of faded mint made you cringe yet you allowed his pink muscle to swirl around yours, locked in a battle of their own. When you pulled away, a tinted pink string of saliva connected you to Wednesday before it snapped as he smiled again, "I can't wait to cover you in red, Mi Alma."
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abiiors · 8 months
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A FIC ABOUT TAKING CARE OF ROSS OH PLEASEEEE GIVE ME THE HURT/COMFORT AWHILE BACK I REQUESTED ABOUT COMFORTING /HIM/ INSTEAD OF THE OTHER WAY AROUND (and you wrote it and it was amazing) ITS MY FAVORITE TROPE
SORRY FOR YELLING IM JUST EXCITED!
it's quite short but it's sweet <3
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you watch ross with a frown on your face. which is not how it usually goes—usually, you watch him absolutely enamoured or with a huge grin on your face. or sometimes, when you’re busy belting out the lyrics and shredding an air-guitar, you don’t even watch him at all. but today, (rather, in the last few days) the frown has been making a more and more frequent appearance. 
you know he’s been in pain and you know how much he keeps minimising it with frequent reassurances of “i’m fine,” and “you're worried over nothing.” and sure maybe you are, but you don’t like the way he keeps shaking his hand and scruntching his face in pain after every song. especially now that they’re done with most of the set with only two more songs left. 
so you sit backstage, restlessly tapping your foot and waiting for him to come back. 
fifteen more minutes, and you hear the tell-tale sounds the cheers and whoops and laughter—matty’s giggle the loudest among them all but ross is laughing along too. 
he looks perfectly fine when he comes into view. exactly like he does every day except for the hint of a blue tap peeking out from under his sleeve. well this is new—you didn’t know he had to put it on. 
“did you enjoy it love?” he asks, placing a kiss on your head and immediately makes his way to his bag. 
you mumble a non-commital yes and watch him dig through it until he finds the familiar pack of ibuprofen and looks around in search of some water. 
“ross…” you sigh, holding out a bottle of water which he takes gratefully and swallows down two pills. 
he’s oblivious to you watching him—from the way he can’t open the cap of the bottle on the first try to how he constantly flexes and unflexes his hand, almost subconsciously at this point while he jokes around with polly about something. 
so when you get a minute with him alone, you pull him aside. 
“you’re hiding it from me.” your tone is slightly accusatory which makes him frown in confusion. 
“hiding? babe, what…”
“your arm. you’re hiding the fact that it hurts to play!” you poke his arm lightly, just a graze of your finger against his wrist but ross looks away guiltily.
“i am not hiding!” he grumbles but his shoulders slump a little as he gazes at the ground. the guilt in his eyes is evident, but he's not ready to admit it fully just yet. "i just don't want you to worry, that's all. it's no big deal, honestly."
you can't help but roll your eyes at his stubbornness. "ross, you're in pain. you're wincing and fidgeting on stage. it's obvious to me, and i'm sure it's noticeable to the fans too. you’ve got a tape wrapped around it. do you honestly expect me to believe it’s because you’re “not in pain”?”
he lets out another sigh, rubbing his temple as if trying to chase away a growing headache. "i know, love. but i’m handling it, okay? i can’t exactly take a break though, can i?”
that softens you a bit—enough that you step forward and cradle his face between your hands. “i know it’s a lot at the moment… but can you let me take care of you at least? icing it can help, right?”
he nods and you make a mental note to google all the ways to lessen his pain because yes, unfortunately taking a break is not an option. 
so till then, it’s ice packs, and tapes and ibuprofen. 
“something warm helps too,” he volunteers, cheekily pulling you closer. “a bath when we get back to the hotel?”
you roll your eyes at him again, trying and failing to suppress your smile. “anything else, babe? a sexy nurse costume to go with your treatment?”
“i mean if you’re offering–ow!” he laughs at your attempts to smack his chest. 
despite the pain, you’re glad to see him back in high spirits again and finally willing to accept being taken care of. it’s not ideal—the injury, the schedule. anything really. but at least now you can properly devise a plan. 
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141lover-xoxo · 17 days
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STRANDED
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TW: Grammar mistakes, NFSW
paring : Gaz x reader
summary : Gaz was on his way back from work when his car suddenly breaks down, and calls you for help..
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This week has been very.. calming. It’s a little concerning. Despite the car not turning on suddenly throughout the week, it’s been nice. You were ready to prepare dinner when your refrigerator was completely empty, Great.. You had just gotten home from work and was in no mood to go to the store, so why not get takeout?
You plopped yourself on the couch as you put on your show you've been missing, and you picked up your phone until Gaz had texted you..
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you sigh as you get up from the couch, grabbing the tools from the garage, and making you way yo Gaz
…..
You pull up behind his car, getting out with the tools,
“What happened?” you questioned, kissing his lips, walking with him to the broken down car
“I was driving back from work as usual and toward a few miles from here the car started shaking and so I pulled over and right as I did, smoke was steaming out of the hood..” he said, his hand behind his neck, a little embarrassed
“I knew this car was old” she said, leaning over to check it
You quickly checked what as wrong and started working on it, as you were asking questions, he was too busy admiring your ass in your Nike shorts,
“When did you get those shorts?” he said, basically drooling
“Not too long ago? Why?” she questioned,
“Its nothing..” he mumbled,
You soon figured out why he wasn't answering you questions, so decided to tease him and bend extra forward, slightly waving your butt as he stared like a hungry dog.
By the time you were done, his boner had grown and was quite obvious, but he tried to act cool, trying his best to hide it.
“Well, that should do the trick,” you said, wiping the oil and grease off your hands
“So I'll see you at home?” you decide to tease him by seeming like to rush home
“Wait.. There's one more thing you gotta fix..” he mumbled, moving your hand towards his aching bulge
“Isnt that something that can wait till we get home?” you asked, “accidently” rubbing your hand on his bulge
“No baby it can't..” he whined, pulling you closer,
“Plus we should make sure the car is working..” he said, and despite your protests, he pushed you in the backseat, roughly placing his lips on yours, kissing you like you were the only source to keep him alive,
“And you think you could get away wearing those tight ass shorts?” he growled, and you respond with a moan, knowing damn well you wore those on purpose
“Gaz.. Please.” you said, getting impatient as it was his turn to tease,
“Oh no, you won't get it that easily y/n..” he said, going at an aching slow pace
“Please just fuck me..” you gasped, as his fingers rubbed against you clothes cunt
He quickly took you shorts off, you aching core ready to be filled by his big cock, he took off your panties as he stumbled to take his belt off and pants, before putting your hand on his
“Relax baby, im not going anywhere” you giggled, helping him with his belt,
“ How can I when your driving me crazy love..” he grunted, finally letting his aching cock free, using your wetness as lube,
“Fuck baby.. Your so wet..” he groaned, holding on into you hips
….
“You wanted me to fuck you in the truck hm? You wanted me to take your from back here?” he grunted pounding into your cunt,
“Yes! Yes yes please!” you moaned, gripping to his arms for support.
“You gonna came f’me princess? You gonna be a good girl?” he said, as you legs were shaking and you were squealing and gasping.
“yes yes.. I love you so much..” you babbled, as you were so close
“Im gonna.. Fuck! Im gonna come!” you said, as a finaly loud moan escaped your mouth as you came down from your high, Gaz following not to long after.
“Fuck.. Baby that was amazing..” he gasped for breath, plopping himself on you as you wrapped your arms around his neck,
“So does the car work fine?” you said, your fingers running through his hair
“Defently..” he mumbled
PROOFREAD, SORRY FOR GRAMMAR MISTAKES😭
guys first time writing smut kind nervous🥺
Anyways I hope you enjoys and PLEASE LEAVE REQ🙏🙏
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Title: Regret
Pairing: Ben Chilwell X Reader
Content: angst, fluff
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You and ben have been a couple for about 4 years now. Both of you really love and understand each other, moreover for the past 1 year, you two can not be separated from each other because you have moved to Ben's house and that what makes you two more and more in love.
The season chelsea have been through was not really good. The club end up in 12th place in pl rank and there are lots of rumour of his teammates gonna go to another clubs, that's the reason why Ben always get home angry and not in the mood for the past 1 month. Like today, the traning session went well but the match wasn't. Chelsea lost 2 points against Liverpool, you've watched the game at home because youre working and got into some of accident when you were buying coffe at the supermarket across the office till your left palm wounded but u said to Ben that u just feeling a bit sick so you can't make it to the pitch. So you just waiting for Benji to reach home in the livingroom.
Not long after that, you heard your boyfriend opened the door and having such a disappointed and tired look in his face.
"Hei benjii, are u okay love?" while hiding ur left hand
"Yea i'm fine" he didn't even give you kisses when you welcome him.
He directly went to the kitchen and open the fridge "Why the hell there is no food in here? You didn't cook?" he asked
"No im sorry, i didn't cook because im feeling unwell and i just wanted to got home directly on my way home"
"Oh yea right" hearing him just responding u like that is kinda hurt but u dont want to make him more stressed out, so you just ignore it
"Should i cook for you? or we just order some food? what do you want?"
"No need, ill order it later by myself" while putting his dirty clothes in the basket
"Eum how are you today? any stories?" you asked wanted to know more about his day
"You still asking me? you saw me lost right, fucking lost and here you are still asking me about how am i, dont play dumb Y/N you already know how terrible i am now, if you want some attention the answer is not now"
this is the first time he snapped at you, his whole face turning red
Your heart was aching but again u just hold it
"Can u chill out? I just want to know more about my boyfriend's day. Is that so wrong?" holding up your tears
"Yes its so fucking wrong, youve already saw me lost today and u still asking me about my day, and always asking me the same annoying questions when i get home" he answered
"Oh so im the one who is wrong here huh?" you replied
"Yeah because you always so chatty about many things, this and that and also annoying"
You continued, "well maybe your decision to asked me move out with you was wrong then huh?"
"Kinda regret it indeed" he said it cold and went upstairs to your shared room
You frozen for a second hearing what he said, u just went blanking and dont know what to do. Your heart is aching so much, the questions youve always asked him that you consider it as an act of caring but ur boyfriend seemed didn't really happy about it. You always have his back and support all of the things he does but seems it is not enough for him.
You decided to put your jacket on and take your car's key. You told your security at home to open the gate and said to him that you just wanted to go to the supermarket.
After ben done showering, he went downstairs to check up on you because he felt guilty about the argument earlier but you weren't in the living room so he tried to find you in the guest bedroom but u also weren't there, he tried to call your name
"Y/N.... Y/N, are u here babe?" all around the house but he didnt find you
Then he heard some knock on the door, he thought it was you but it turned your best friend, Camilla.
" Omg you camilla, i thought it was Y/N"
"What shes not home? where is she ben?"
"Shes home when i arrived then after i showered shes gone"
"You should find her, her car missing i thought u used it but youre here and her hand wounded because of this morning accident, she really need a rest, im so worried rn"
"What? what accident? she didnt tell me anything? oh my lord, i messed up real bad, fuck it"
"Dont you say youve had some argument earlier ben?" camilla narrowed her eyes
"Yes yes we had it okay, and it was kinda really bad camilla, she must gone because of it, ,im so stupid, ill go find her rn"
"Damn it you chilwell, find my friend rn or you dead with me!"
They both go out to the security guard and asked about you, its almost midnight and you havent even come back home. Ben really worried about you and getting more stressed out. He called you so many tjmes but seems you have blocked his contact, then he called all of his friends and bodyguard acquaintances to find you. He also went to all of your favorite places but still he didn't find you. He drove his car with tears coming down on his cheek, he really regret what he have done to you, you didn't deserve to be treated like that. You are his princess, best friend, and also partner in everything, how could he be so mean, how could he let anger overwhelm him.
Its 3.30 am, hes still on the road till he got a call from a guy name Franky his bodyguard acquaintances, he said he found u because u use your credit card to stay in a hotel. Ben directly went to that hotel and asking your room number to the receptionist, glad that he knew ben and knew that you are his girlfriend so he let him to have the spare key.
Ben already there, in front of room 305 your room. He got in and found the silent and dark room. He turned on the light and saw you slept peacefully on the king size bed. He saw your puffy face and traces of tears that still wet on your cheeks. He checked your wounded palm too, looking at you like this made him really felt terrible rn.
Benji checked your silent phone and found so many missed calls from him, camilla, and others. Benji sent text to camilla first to tell her that youre okay. After that he just lay beside and hugging you till he fell asleep.
In the morning you awake and realized youre not home, but u felt someones arm hugging u from behind, u wanted to shout out at first but then u recognize the hand and also the tattooes. ITS MR CHILWELL.
You try to get up and let go his grip slowly, but Benji noticed.
"Hi baby" u just silent at his raspy voice, youre mad at him but also missing him sm at the same time.
"Hey i know you awake love, come here, let me see your face"
You try to hold ur body but u cant, he managed to turn your body to face his. His face looked so calm now not like last night. He smiled at you for a awhile.
He suddenly kiss your lips and u wipe it
"Huftt i know u must be really mad at me rn, im sorryy babe, i messed up"
"Oh you call me babe now?"
"Sorry sorryy Y/N, babe, i really regret what i did to you last night, im sorry, i let my emotion took control of me" he pleaded
"Yea" that was all u said, tried to get up from his tight hands around you
"No no youre not going anywhere" he said
"Huftt... i dont know Ben, im really dissappointed at you right now. The way u treated me last night make me feel like u dont love me anymore. You really know it well that i dont like when people raised their voice on me especially the people i love, you" u said it in tears
"Baby i know, i know you we've been together for 4 years. I really know it well, im sorry that i treated you like youre somekind of punching bag to me. It was just the effect of bad season and the rumour about my teammates, i just really stress and dont know what to do. Instead i let out my anger and bad mood all to you, while all u did for me was just supporting and taking care of me. Im sorry that i called you annoying i didnt mean it. You always such a loving and caring person especially to me , i really lucky to have you in my life. Im the one whos being a dick all the time since the bad season coming for chels" he said it all in tears also
You touched, you know u shouldnt go easy to him after he breaking ur heart like that. But you love him and you know frpm the deep down of your heart that he really didnt mean it. He even put so much effort to find you. You sighs and continue
"I know, you just stressed out but im here as your partner to comfort you, taking care you, hearing you, and loving you okay not a place for you to let out your anger out. I just wanted to support you Ben in every obstacles on your life, dont get it wrong. And ya maybe sorry if im being too much chatty in your house too, ill try reduce it"
"Love noo, its our house not my house. Its ours not only mine, and no youre not chatty im sorry you just wanted to take care of me and please do it for me" he smiled wiping off your tears
"I really regret my act last night, give me one chance to make us better" he continued
"Um noo" you answered
"Baby what do you mean no" he afraid of the possibility of breaking up and losing you
"Are you not gonna forgive and give me a chance?" he panicking
"I do give you a chance but i cant forgive you yet" you said "It was just too much for me, you know it right?"
"Okay okayy, im glad to hear that thank you sweet" he kissed you
"How do i make it up then baby?"
"With a rope and handcuffs maybe?"
"Oh you want to have playtime? thats easy babe. We just need to get home first"
"Yea playtime but this time im not the one whos being tied and hancuffed"
"You mean me?? hell no" benji refused it
"Okay then no sleeping with me for the next 1 week" you threathen
"Noooo, okay okay babyyy im down for it, youre the dom for tonight's playtime" he smiled
"Yayyy and can i ask one more thing again?"
you pleaded with puppy eyes
"Anything for my baby"
"Can you accompany me to watch barbie and going shopping for barbie related things?"
"Yes you can love, its easier than to be a sub for a playtime" he carresed your cheek
"Now can you forgive me now? I need an official statement from you"
"Yeaa kindaaa"
"I take it as a yes princess, and dont ever you call me Ben again, its terrifying"
You indeed never call him by his real name its always Benji, love, baby, babe, etc, because if you call him by his real name he knows it well that he has messed up real bad with you and he didnt like that also.
"And btw why u didnt tell me about thi" ben asked pointing to your wounded hand
"Dont want u to be worried to much at me while youre on the pitch" you smiled innocently
"Love u have to tell me okay, im sorry i didnt even paying attention to it"
"Its okay, im okay now"
"Have you bring it to the doctor?"
"Yes i have, yesterday and she said its totally okay, i just need to treat it well and change my bandages"
"Hmm i see, lets get home right now and take care your wound okay, you also owe me a story of this little accident"
"I will tell u in car, lets get out pf here right now benjii, im hungryy"
"Lets goo, but kiss me first and say i love you baby"
"Why?? u always like it when i call you Benji"
" I like it but baby is more special to me, also just want to make sure you really forgive me :)"
"I forgive you Mr.Ben Chilwell" you kissed him in a passionate kiss, quite long kiss the you two pull out
"And i really love you baby, thats the reason why i cant stay mad at you" rub your nose against his
"But promise me you will never do that again?"
"Promise princess, i will make you happy, im sorry about yesterday alright love? I really regret it, i love you so much"
You two once again pull in for a kiss and then checked out from the hotel and going home.
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he4rts4alexis · 10 months
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KENNY MCCORMICK X CRAIG NOW SMUT SMUT SMUT!!❗❗❗❗
Idk know what to call this
So I'mma call it threesome
Pairing: Craig tucker x Fem reader x Kenny Mcormick
Warnings, profanity and smut
Minors dni pls
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Im walking to the sauna with my boyfriend Craig, In my black sexy bikini. "It's hot in here" he says "I know probably because you are here" that was bad. Really bad. We were on a school trip with class and our other friends were in their room. "Finally Some time for ourselves" he sucks the base of my neck, kissing it further down my shoulders. Should we do this here? Won't we get caught? "Shh baby. I don't care, as long as you stay quiet" he smirks peeling of my bikini top.
he sucks my nipple making me grab his hair tight. Fuck.. he swirls his tongue around it. Massaging my other breast. He slides his hands down with the curve of my waist. Getting closer with his hands to the place where I need him the most. Pulling at my bottoms. Im naked in the sauna. He kisses me with lust, biting my lip. When i hear footsteps.
Fuck fuck no. The doors open and Kenny is standing in the door opening. "Oh fuck, my bad" he slips his hands for his eyes. "Can I join?" Sure, I bite my lip. he throws his shirt off in the corner of the sauna, "hell yes" He starts to walk towards me grabbing my neck tight kissing me hungry.
I'm feeling my boyfriends tongue at my clit, making me gasp. He circles around my clit and then dives inside me. Ohh fuckk.. i moan.
Kenny starts sucking my breasts and the stimulation of them both is too much. I feel the orgasm building in my stomach. I throw my head back. Oh my.. I'm breathing heavy laying down. Thinking that was it. Kenny Flips me over till Im on my hands and knees.
He pulls his pants down, and slaps my ass before he slides two fingers inside me. "You're so wet, fucking hell" he puts his tip at my entrance is teasing me with it. "Fuck please" I wanted to beg a second time before he cuts me off by slamming into me. Not waiting for me to adjust to his size. And he was big. Shittt. He started with slow strokes. Picking up his pace. His hands grabbing my hips. I look at Craig sitting in the other corner, jerking off on the sight of my tits bouncing.
He trusts in faster. I moan, "mmm ken" "yes say my name" he slaps my ass, biting his lip. I come for the second time, clenching around him. "Mmm yess like that, fuck" he trustes one last time. "My turn" Craig comes walking my way "on your knees." I bend down looking up at him. And grab the base of his cock. I swirl my tongue around the tip, then sucking further into my mouth. He grabs my hair. "Fuck fuck." I take him deep into my mouth and massage his balls. He groans as he comes after a few seconds, Kenny already looks ready again.
The lust in his eyes makes his eyes grow dark, hes hot sorry Craig. He sits down and man spreads. "Ride me" you don't have to tell me twice. I get up to him. Adjusting my legs at both sides of his hips, pressing my ass back, kissing him hungry. He grabs my ass "you're so hot" he sighs slapping it, I move closer to his cock, and grab it. Pushing the tip in, and I sit down lower. I start to move with my hips back and forward. Slowly but when I'm hearing His moans i go faster. "You're so hot when you're riding me like that. Fuck" he mutters I feel my orgasm building again. I lean forward. Kissing him, he comes hard. Groaning and moaning my name.
I get off him, "nah, your not done. " he groans. Standing in between my legs he lays me down pulling my legs over his shoulders diving his tongue inside me, I arch my back, wanting more friction. He licks my clit. shit shit that man is good with his tongue. He grabs my breasts massaging them. I come arching my back moaning desperately. "My turn, my Craig says" "please, I'm to sensitive right now." I cried out. "I'll make it up with morning sex" "okay" I smirk. "Can't wait" I kiss him, and bite his lip. He walks away. Kenny says "when is our next time huh" He looks at me " soon. I smirk kissing him grabbing his cock again. "I thought you wanted to stop?" With him yeah. I'm not done with
you yet.
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Y'all what the hell did I just write😦 that's enough smut for me today
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In the dark
Warnings:Fluff,curse words, mentions of death(very small)
Pairings: Peter Parker X fem!reader
Summary: You just wanted a sandwich, but the night took a complete turn and you ended up being stuck in the dark with a certain stranger.
Peter heard the thump followed by him throwing his bag on the concrete floor. He got out of his suit and wore the change of clothes he had in the bag. Pulling down his hoodie he felt his stomach grumble. Gosh he was hungry.
He walked through the streets of the city. The moon shined over the buildings. He could hear the distant city life buzzing, away from this part of Queens.
Peter was always fond of quiet walks but sometimes he dreamt of having these walks with another person. Though those wouldn't be quiet since he'll obviously bore them with his random facts but he didn't care.
He reached one of his favourite places in queens: Delmar's.
The bell rung as he walked in,"Hey Mr Delmar, how are you? And i can't forget you, murph" he said scratching behind the cat's ears.
"Oh just the same kid. Want the regular? "
"Yeah and can you press th-"
"The pickles really flat. I know"Delmar teased.
Peter smiled embarrassingly and started looking around.
Y/N POV:
I looked through the menu again for the nth time. This is hard.
"Look kid you gotta choose something, I got other people to attend to. " The man behind the counter said.
"I know I'm sorry everything seems so good. It's hard to decide, Mr delmar" You said as you read his name tag.
You heard the bell ring as you looked at the menu again. "Hey Mr Delmar, how are you? And i can't forget you, murph" You heard a boy say. You glanced at him and saw him pet the owners cat. The cat purred bringing a smile on your face.The brown curly haired boy started talking with Mr Delmar again. He looked about your age and was pretty cute.
“So you done selecting yet?” Delmar said looking annoyed.
“Uh yeah just a minute.”You said embarrassed.
Peter POV:
I looked around the place, watching the people go by on the street through the window, looking at the other closed shops , looked at the beauty in front of me. Woah she’s beautiful. Ok she’s the one I’m gonna have my quiet not quiet walks with. I can already see it.
The girl looked at me and smiled sheepishly. “Sorry , I know I’m taking a long time, I just can’t decide what to pick.”
“Oh number five’s pretty good.” I suggested not knowing where the confidence came from.
“Ok well can I get a number five Mr Delmar, recommended by this kind stranger”She said and looked at me smiling.
I chuckled embarrassingly “And I-“ I was cut off by a weird beeping noise and soon the lights went out.
“Oh señor, the generators turning old. You kids be alright eh? I’ll be back in five.”Mr Delmar sighed.
Peter waited patiently for a minute before he heard you sigh.
“Uh hey stranger , do you have your phone on you, mine’s battery just ran out?.”
“Uh nope, i mean im sorry no I don’t have a phone. Left it back at home”I stammered.
“Ok guess we are stuck in the dark.”
“Hey do you guys see a red dot . There’s a lever under it you just have to flick that till I’m fixing this guy over here”Mr Delmar yelled from the back.
“Do you see a red light?”I asked.
“No but I do see a weird thing in the corner, it’s staring at me , it’s creeping me out”the girl said. I tried to look closely and concentrated on her features.
“Ok all we have to do, is stick together. I mean going through a small shop in the dark can’t be that bad right?”I nervously chuckled.
“Your making it sound bad, stranger.”
“Ok where are you?”I asked and put my hands forward.
“In front of you.”
Something brushed my shoulder.”You’re mixing your prepositions you’re beside me.”
“No I’m right here”A small hand wrapped around my outstretched arms.”See?”
“Then what touched me?”
“It’s that thing from the corner , it’s stalking us”she whined.
“We should start moving , if we wanna survive.”I said and started moving forward with her.
“I mean I don’t mind dieing among packets of potato chips.” she said.
“This is serious, can I know your name by the way?” I asked and took the situationship between us to a next level.
“Oh so that’s serious” she replied sarcastically. “It’s Y/-Aaaah. Something touched me! Something touched me!”she screamed and backed into me.
“What? What?What touched you?” “Something”
“Well there’s nothing there.”I freaked out.
“I’m telling you someone or something is following us.”
“You wait here, I’ll go see what touched you” I said bravely.
“You can’t leave me alone! You’re the one who told us to stick together.”she reasoned.
“That’s a good point, but I’m only going two steps in front of you.”
“Ok but please be safe”She said concerned.
Her worrying about me made my heart flutter. She sounded pretty cute when she’s scared. Is that weird? That’s probably weird.But what can I say I love her voice.
By now my eyes had adjusted to the dark but I still couldn’t make out the objects.I stretched my hands again and started walking slowly back to the place where she freaked out.
“I still didn’t get your name.” I said trying to calm her down.
“Name after, first what touched me!”
“Right,Right I’m checking”I said in defence.
Ok Peter calm down, why aren’t your Peter tingles working, they should be working, this is their purpose. During all my rambling I didn’t realise I walked into something. I felt all around it and chuckled.
“The thing that touched you was a pile of boxes.” I said amused.
“Are you fucking kidding me I freaked out because of a bunch of a boxes.I wanna fucking get out of here.Ok Y/N calm down 1….2…3”
“Your name’s Y/N, that’s a pretty name.”
Y/N POV:
I felt myself blush at that. I walked back to him and held his hand.
“Ok , you’re tall can you see a red light.?”I asked.
“I’m not taller than the aisles.”
“Well maybe we should walk alongside them, we won’t get lost then.” “That’s a good point.C’mon” he said.
We both walked alongside the aisles in a pattern , front , left, front, right. I have a feeling we are going to get nowhere at this pace. I tugged the strangers sleeves and whispered “Maybe we should walk alongside the walls.”
“You’re seriously telling me this right now.” ”Well you could’ve also come up with that idea, but I did, so give me some credit dude”I argued.
“Ok, I’m sorry, I’m just kind of frustrated and wanna get out of here.”
“It’s ok, I’m the same.”
During this whole ordeal I forgot how close I was to him, I could hear his breath, I could feel my heart hammering and felt my stomach grumble. Shit, I want that number five so badly.
“You should seriously get your Sandwich after this.”
“How did you know I was hungry?”
“I heard your stomach grumble Y/N.” he chuckled.
I slapped his chest lightly at that.
“Who knew flicking a lever was gonna be this hard?” I mumbled.
“Well at least we’re together and not alo-“Wait did you hear that?” You cut him off.
“I thought that was your stomach”
“No that was a growl, a very clear growl matter of factly”
“Oh fuck.”he said.
“Yeah oh fuck is right.” I said.
“To calm you down or to scare you, I got two news, good news and bad news. Which one first?”
“Uh bad news, I guess”
“I saw something move.”
“Shut up stranger please.” I whined, scared out of my fucking mind.“What’s the good news?”
“I see the red light.” He said.
“ Wait really!” I gasped. “Then why aren’t we moving?”I asked excitedly.
There was no response from him.
“Stranger?”
“Uh nothing let’s go.”
We both jogged towards it and even though I saw something move in my peripheral view, I kept going.
Finally we reached the wall and flicked the lever.The light turned green.
“Well?, why aren’t the lights turning on?”I asked nervously. I do not want to stay in this fucking place anymore.
“I have no idea.”
“Please, don’t tell me we have to go fix the generator now” I whined and slid down the wall. I pulled my knees towards my face and tried to breathe deeply.
“We spent so long here and I keep seeing things and hearing things”I rambled.
“Uh Y/N?”
“Yes stranger?” I asked frustrated.
“The lights are on” he chuckled.
I looked up so fast I was scared that I was gonna get a whiplash. Wait the light are on. The lights are on.I jumped to my feet and hugged the boy tightly.
“I can’t believe we did it and we are alive! Ok maybe that’s too dramatic but that was scary.”I said with my arms around his neck and his around my waist.
“I’m Peter by the way, Peter Parker.”
“Oh I like stranger more, just kidding.I’m gonna call you Parker from now on”I teased him and chuckled.
I looked around the the store and saw how small it actually was.
“Wait it’s only been 20 minutes! That felt like hours” I heard Peter say.
After getting our sandwiches and welcoming Delmar we both walked out of the store.
“Hey can I get your number?” Peter asked.
“My phone doesn’t work and you don’t have it, do you have a pen?” I asked.
“I forgot about that”he said after giving me a pen.
“Here, text me.” I smiled at him
“Cool, is your house nearby?”
“It’s just a bit far.”
“Ok then I’ll walk with you.”Peter said smiling at you.
You chuckled and walked for a few minutes.
“Wait what was that thing that was moving?” Peter asked after a beat of silence.
“Well it could have been a ghost, but logically I think it was Murph.”
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thatbitcheryextras · 2 months
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I would love to hear what your daily routine is: hobbies, skincare, interest, workout routines, what a day typically looks like for you, etc
typically my days are dictated by whatever "major" activity I have happening, say, classes, physical work, event, gathering, etc since usually they they have very different times, requirements, etc so general planning wouldn't work. If we take morning and evening routines they look a lot like
Wake up
Bible study (usually podcast as I drink my water, make my bed, open windows etc )
Pray, journal, check & update my to do list.
Take a walk / stretch / workout / [has to be outside my appt & as much as possible under the sun]
Shower & dress
Whatever activity waits [if no official activity then I'll probably watch a movie or read a book or meal prep or study or lazy around or whatever fits my fancy aka adhd. I'm pretty disorganized on days not centered around a major activity & I'm not capable of rest hehe)
I take my first calories / meal after 1 pm.
Night routine looks a lot like [roughly]
(Have my last calories before 9pm, usually. Ideally 8 but 9-10 works)
Listen to *usually Christian or neuroscience or psychology* podcast as I clean around (bc despite choosing my next day outfits I will leave my closet in a mess, one way or the other)
Finish up any leftover work from the day (usually work or study or project)
Update next day's to do list.
If it's past 2am, sleep. If not, pass time(books *fictional only* movies usually series etc) till its around 2am because I'm a raging insomniac that can't sleep for more than 4 hours :)
Hobbies:
Im indoorsy as they come. Reading. I'm a novel × Manga girl. Actual Manga nerd. Anime. Rarely movie / series. Usually on my free time I'm on kindle hooked on some thriller / mindf*ck book. Thats if it's raining or I'm in uni or work. If I can be outside I'll be bowling or swimming. My friends and communities take up most of my free time so probably at church or stuffed in one of our apartments doing whatever. On weekends I have dance classes , sign language and German. Now that I think of it I never have free time haha. Unless in a car or my place.
Skincare? Cleanser , toner , moisturizer (+SPF50, during day). That's it. Make up? Tattooed my eyeliner so I just rock with the lip gloss. I have great features idk what to say. Hair? Always in braids. Always. Always. Me and my ponytail against the world. I've been wearing the same bracelet, earrings and rings for probably a year now, only take them off for cleaning. And for events. Minimalism + I'm not really a fashion girlie. :). I get my nails done every month, it's ALWAYS black henna. & yes natural nails bc I'm God's favorite with the body + features he gave me.
Workout, I move, a lot. I don't have a workout routine between taking the stairs, walking to work and school & everywhere dance classes and ADHD level fidgeting I manage to stay fit.
Im a pretty boring person it seems :(.
Simplicity + minimalism + introvercy.
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machathecat · 16 days
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OK NO ONE CARES ABOUT THIS BUT IM FINALLY GOING TO RAMBLE ABOUT MY OCS SUJSJQJQBA
Warning this is going to be chaotic as fuck
First the characters themselves
((all lineart made with this picrew, I only colored it. Also ofc they got clothes in canon but I'm too lazy to edit it so y'all r gonna have to wait till I finally get the fucking energy to draw them))
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Here's Moia! He/they, 15 at the start of the story, transmasc n asexual. He's pretty far from having a good life, they're father is an asshole, they got no friends at school, his life is shit and he's very probably depressed. Only thing really keeping him going is their best friend Eden (he/she/it, white bunny with a bunch of brown splotches) one day he was walking to school and got hit with a car n got send to a liminal space world (call me cringe if you want idgaf) called the Ethereal Plane, he met a friend there and he's living a life 100x better than on earth. They miss their best friend tho
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And speaking of his new friend here's Richard! 40/45 year old, he's been stuck in the Ethereal Plane since MAAANY YEARS and lost track of time, He/him, bisexual. (Also he's supposed to be way more chubby than in the pic but I didn't though of editing it at first rip) He got cool grandpa vibes n is basically a father figure to Moia. He knows a lot about the place and guide them through the weird lands n shit. They're a cool duo
So a bit more about the Ethereal Plane itself, it's literally just those aesthetic liminal spaces pictures
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That basically
It doesn't really make sense how a place lead to another, you could open the emergency door of a market and find yourself in the middle of a never ending grassland. Sometimes you walk in a open space, zone out and when you go back to reality your in a completely different place (note that if someone fully conscious of their environment is watching you, you can't get teleported while daydreaming n shit)
A very phew creatures live there, some species from earth managed to noclip to this world a few years ago and have evolved to survive in some parts of it. For example, you can find two headed bunny pretty much everywhere. Some creature are dangerous, but they live in very specific part of the Ethereal Plane , generally in packs.
This world had a permanent feeling of peace, it's hard to describe but you know that emotion when you see a liminal space pic that hit you hard and you just feel calm for a second like if nothing else mattered? That's this feeling but constantly. It's pretty pleading actually
I don't really wanna spoil much about the plot, y'all just gonna have to wait till I post a drawing here and there until you can fullfil every pieces of the puzzle in 2/3 years ig lmao. Just know if it was a tv show, the first ep would show how crappy Moia life is, the second the first day he spend in the Plane, rest of the first season just him n Richard having cool adventures there without much plot just 95 showing characters personality and shit. It would have a season 2 that I think would be the last but I'm not done thinking about every details yet for that sooo y'all gonna have to wait and see
ALSO SORRY FOR PUTTING THIS AT THE END LMFAO BUT the name of whatever this is is "a cat who got lost in the backrooms" (technically a reference to a childhood book but I doubt anyone will get it rip)
Ok now have fun hearing me only talking about those random guys I made in my head for either the next few hours or next few months idfk byeee
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HEYYY GUUUYSSS!!!
What's upppp??? Here I just couple of photos from today!! Hope y'all enjoy!
Things for school that I've done today:
- history of art (starting all over to revise for my exam)
- computer science (just did assignments)
- started to edit my advertisment for my film class (I need to start it all over but now I have my mind set on what I want and need so that's fine)
So if you want you can read all about today but it's a lot 💀 like a LOT. I really wanted to describe this day sorry 🙏🙏🙏
So today was the first day of finals in my country, the good thing is that I'm not participating in this I still have two years till then. 🥳🥳
I've decided yesterday that this Tuesday will be ONLY for me and be my kinda rest day, I would be just chilling going through the city buy something to eat and drink. Well... My plan kinda shattered.
For starters I wasn't alone, my dad happened to be in the city and we went to dinner together. I'm not a big fan of crowded and obligated places especially when I eat. Long story short we talked a lot, I mean for sure more than normally. This made me super hopeful, I don't want to vent here by any means because I just feel uncomfortable with it but It was a really needed experience.
I thought at first that I'm gonna just go back to my place and study but i decided to push my limits. I went to the mall by myself and walked to the gallery to see if there are this McDonald's plushies AND GUYS HOW HAPPY IM THAT I DID THAT. So if you don't know McDonald's have now collaboration with hello kitty and some anime I forgot the name of it 💀 and now they have in stock super cute plushies!!!!
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I really wanted this yellow dog because just look at him he is super cute! Or this black penguin. I went to 6 McDonald's to searching for this fricking dog because I wanted him the most but than when I was ready to give up miracle happened.. I saw it. The mf penguin. Words won't and can't describe how happy I felt. I immediately went to buy this happy meal. And now I got him. My very own penguin 😭🙏🐧
I started to binge watching this series called World's Strictest parents on YouTube I really recommend it if you are interested! I love seeing these kids change or I can look at things from their perspective (ngl I almost cried during one episode) Also I looked up songs that will be on Eurovision, my favourite for now is "La noia" by Italian artist Angelina Mango. I can't wait to see who wins and what score Poland will get! I think this year we have a good song to show off but we will see how it goes.
I'm not gonna talk about my studies because it's boring and I just studied while being super sleepy, tired and bored as hell. History of art IS interesting but I don't really like remembering the names of people and things. It's super hard for me and it's only going to be worse. Why these names are so hard 😭😭 and why I can't get into my head any Italian artist 💀
And guys the last thing is that I found the CUTEST BAG (that I can afford at least) at first I wanted to buy it from joom but then I found the exact same bag on AliExpress and it's slightly cheeper. One time I shopped from AliExpress and I was quite surprised that the quality was actually good. I hope it would be the case with that one! I will try to order it tomorrow 🙏 "we're getting what's in my bag" with that one boys 😈
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everytime i listen to picture me better by weyes blood i can't help but think of young vets buck and bucky. my heart hurt everytime i think of those boys. you've written them so perfectly. <3
what are some songs you associate with either of them?
heyy sorry it took me so long to get to this (and everything else in my box)- it’s finals szn at my law school and my brain is gonna be at like- total capacity till next thursday at 5pm central time. buttttt. i am big music as a story mood setter person so lotsss of thoughts. gonna focus on young vets au here, but i can make another similar post for show canon if ppl like this? im biggg into oldies music so that would actually be fun to me!
disclaimer: re: the young vets au the “veterans” part of the story takes place starting in august 2021 after the us pulled out of afghanistan. If you see a song and think “but wait that didn't come out until this year so they couldn't listen to that in 2022/2023” simply work with me here and don’t think that <3 LOL.
bucky
biggg zach bryan person and i think in general really likes that specific niche of “new age” country music. gets *irritated* by the hardcore conservative military country music lmfao, those vets that go hard in the sand for songs like courtesy of the red white and blue? not his people. that song gives him hives. also a big fleetwood mac guy, just scratches an itch on his brain. likes florence + the machine too.
east side of sorrow - zach bryan
i lost friends in the august heat / at night it was God I'd always meet / i said, "Lord, won't you bring me home? / i've got women in the west i wanna hold
oklahoma smokeshow - zach bryan
there's so much whiskey in his coke it'll make her nose bend / but she swears that his love is a damn God send / she's known God since she was a child
el dorado - zach bryan
you used to say you'd settle down / but that kind girl from school in town /she was gone before you got back home
to El Dorado, hell if I know if you're still alive /there's a note in the glovebox in your drive / El Dorado, hell if they know the difference in a hero / and a man i wish was still by my side
burn, burn, burn - zach bryan
i wanna be a child climbin' trees somewhere / breathin' in the fresh outside air / before I knew this life was unkind
you should probably leave - chris stapleton
sun on your skin, 6 am /and i been watchin' you sleep / and honey, i'm so afraid you're gonna wake up and say / that you should probably leave
me against the mountain - ian munsick
it’s me against the mountain / most days the mountain wins / but i’ll meet you tonight my love or i’ll meet my end / either way an angel’s waitin when i fought this fight
painkillers - rainbow kitten surprise
living just comes with a bit of heartache / heartache comes with a bit of young faith / faith stays young till your heart get broken / hope grows up to become someday / i never hurt no one and no one will ever hurt me / i believe i believe i believe i believe
motorcycle - colter wall
well, i figure i'll buy me a motorcycle / wrap her pretty little frame around a telephone pole / ride her off a mountain like old arlo
physco - jack kittel
don't hand me johnny's pup, mama / 'cause i might squeeze him too tight / i'm having crazy dreams again, mama
go your own way - fleetwood mac
if i could / baby, i’d give you my world / open up / everything's waiting for you
third eye - florence + the machine
i'm the same / i'm the same / i'm trying to change
astrovan - mt. joy
he said son you're famous in heaven / maybe you're famous in heaven / maybe there is no heaven / maybe we're all along together now / but i don't wanna see those tears again / you know Jesus drives an astrovan
gold dust woman - fleetwood mac
take your silver spoon, dig your grave / heartless challenge / pick your path and i'll pray
all these things that i’ve done - the killers
i got soul / but i'm not a solider
between me and you - brandon flowers
the first time that i saw your face / time stood still / i found my place / now i'm watching it tear out of my arm
gale
listens to zach bryan for bucky but his country music niche is more on the tyler childers side of things. likes older music too bc it’s what his mom would play around the house and he finds it comforting. i think he likes pop music more than bucky does lol, bucky ribs him a lil about some of it but he finds it endearing. the taste they share the most i think is the fleetwood mac and the killers/brandon flowers stuff.
follow you to virgie - tyler childers
back when all us boys were tryin' / to make sense of all these string / i can see her in the corner / singing along to all our crazy dreams
coal - tyler childers
so sometimes, i imagine that I'm getting pretty close to hell / and in my darkest hour, i cry out to the Lord / he says, "keep on a-mining, boy, 'cause that's why you were born
nose on the grindstone - tyler childers
well daddy, i've been tryin', i just can't catch a break / there's too much in this world that i can't seem to shake / but i remember your words, lord, they bring me the chills / keep your nose on the grindstone and out of the pills
folsom prison blues - johnny cash
i bet there's rich folks eatin' from a fancy dinning car /they're prob'ly drinkin' coffee and smoking big cigars / well i know i had it comin' i know i can't be free / but those people keep a movin' and that's what tortures me
old rugged cross - alan jackson (i’ve made a woowoo post about this before/bucky being gale’s cross to carry but. in my mind he listens to this on the drive home when bucky’s in the hospital. has to pull over to cry a lil. sweet boy.)
to the old rugged cross i will ever be true / it's shame and reproach gladly bear
where we’ll never grow old - johnny cash
when our work here is done / and our life's crown is won / and out troubles and trials are o'er / all our sorrows will end / and our voices will blend / with the loved ones who've gone on before
(sittin on’) the dock of the bay - otis redding
sittin' here resting my bones / and this loneliness won't leave me alone / it's two thousand miles i roamed / just to make this dock my home
wouldn’t it be nice - the beach boys
oh we could be married / and then we'd be happy / woudn't it be nice?
the chain - fleetwood mac
listen to the wind blow, down comes the night / running in the shadows / damn your love / damn your lies
romeo and juliet - the killers
i can't do the talk like the talk on the TV / and i can't do a love song like the way it's meant to be / i can't do everything but i'd do anything for you / i can't do anything except be in love with you
xo - beyonce
in the darkest night hour (in the darkest night hour) / i'll search through the crowd (i'll search through the crowd) / your face is all that i see / i'll give you everything
if i ain't got you - alicia keys
said nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing / if i ain't got you with me, baby
sweet escape - gwen stefani
come on let's bounce / counting on you to turn me around / instead of clowning around / let's look for some common ground
come on over baby - christina aguilera
now baby don't be shy / you better cross the line / i'm gonna love you right / all i want is you
the clock was tickin’ - brandon flowers
jackie flips the pages and she dreams little dreams / a cottage in the country built with real wood beams / there's a baby in the bedroom, he's starting to scream / she holds him though he probably won't remember it
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LOUIS LEAKS! | Louis Tomlinson lyrics for The Way I Do, All Along and Lucky
The parts with (?) It’s because I’m not sure so if you wanna help correct it, I appreciate!
All Along - Louis Tomlinson
(FIRST VERSE)
We stay up till 6 just watching shit TV in bed
Late night drive to tesco’s to buy cigarettes and bread
I remember clearly how i turned to you and said
I wish I met you later
I wish I met you later
(PRE CHORUS)
We were younger (?) and so naive (so naive)
But in my head thats how it had to be
(CHORUS)
And now im home
I’ve been all over the world and I was wrong
and im smoking in my bed all own my own
And I cant wait till you’re awake so i can call
And tell you it was you all along (oh oh oh oh)
And tell you it was you all along (oh oh oh oh)
(SECOND VERSE)
We saw Ed in Manchester
I held you while he played
Everytime I hear his songs it takes me to that place
Even after all we’ve done I had the nerve to say
I wish I met you later
I wish I met you later
(PRE CHORUS)
We were younger (?) and so naive (so naive)
But in my head thats how it had to be
(CHORUS)
And now im home
I’ve been all over the world and I was wrong
and im smoking in my bed all own my own
And I cant wait till you’re awake so i can call
And tell you it was you all along (oh oh oh oh)
And tell you it was you all along (oh oh oh oh)
The way i do - Louis Tomlinson
(FIRST VERSE)
If I go out
Or stay in
Its all i ever do
All night long
On a drive home
Every mile is deja-vu
(PRE-CHORUS)
More than a habit
More than just once in a while
I gotta have it
Nothing can get me this high
That’s something better (?)
Didn’t know I was the type
But in the silence
(CHORUS)
Girl you got me like (OH OH OH OH OH OH OH)
I‘m never not thinking ‘bout you (UUUUUU)
Its all I ever do
I know that i can’t get us back
But i want to, yes I do
Can’t stop myself or relax
Just what I need, yeah
So well i need you
The way I do (the way I do)
(SECOND VERSE)
It’s not one thing, it's everything
A million memories
Can’t fight this, or deny it
I want you next to me
(PRE-CHORUS)
I want more than habits
More than just once in a while
I gotta have it
Nothing can get me this high
Thats something better
Didn’t know I was the type
But in the quiet
(CHORUS)
Girl you got me like(OH OH OH OH OH OH OH)
Im never not thinking ‘bout you (UUUUUU)
Its all I ever do
I know that I can’t get us back
But i want to, yes I do
Can't stop myself or relax
Just what I need yeah
So well I need you
The way I do (the way I do)
(OH OH OH OH OH OH OH)
Im never not thinking ‘bout you (UUUUUU)
Its all I ever do
Don’t know (?) that I cant get us back
But i want to, yes I do
Can't stop myself or relax
Just what I need yeah
So well I need you
The way I do (the way I do)
Lucky (possibly Lucky Again) - Louis Tomlinson
You give and give until it’s gone away(?)
Just tell yourself you gotta know the day(?)
You’ve lived that life you just don’t see it yet
I see how hard you want to be yourself
(PRE-CHORUS)
If you believe that guy is superman
They're selling tickets to the cinema
Whatever gets you through the darkest night
Just find the light out
In the madness
Hold tight
(CHORUS)
Cause I’m a hard man to lose
But I figured it out
Then made my way back
To a life I would choose
We were lucky once
Could be lucky again
Now I’m a hard man to find
But you figured it out
And I love you for that
Look back on a time
I was lucky once
I could be lucky again
(I could be lucky again)
(SECOND VERSE)
Before the world’d got you serious
Before the time had got we from us (?)
I meet you at your favorite subway stop
We grab some food and (?)
(PRE-CHORUS)
If you believe that guys is superman
They’re selling tickets to the cinema
Whatever gets you through the darkest night
Just find the light out
In the madness
Hold tight
(CHORUS)
Cause I’m a hard man to lose
But I figured it out
Then made my way back
To a life I would choose
We were lucky once
Could be lucky again
(I could be lucky again)
Now I’m a hard man to find
But you figured it out
And I love you for that
Look back on a time
I was lucky once
I could be lucky again
(Hard to lose hard to lose hard to lose, I could be lucky again)
(Hard to lose hard to lose hard to lose, I could be lucky again)
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seiwas · 5 months
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hi sel!! #3, 23, & 24 for the end of year fanfic asks please!!
noos!! aaah thank you for sending 🥺
send me any number from this fanfic writer ask game!
#3 favorite line/scene you wrote this year
omg a favourite line is impossible bc i sadly forget what i write the moment i hit post 🥲 but i will say!! one of my fave scenes to write was the car scene from this megumi fic 🥺 mostly because it's personal to me!!
And you think, with your music playing over the comfortable silence you’ve built, being in his passenger seat one too many times—this feels nice.  Any other day and you’d hate traffic as much as the next person, but not right now.  Megumi’s eyelashes are long, pretty, stretching on for miles—and you wonder if this drive with him can extend to the length of them, if you can stay in this traffic jam a little longer just to be in this moment with him.  “Sorry, are you cold?” Megumi asks, interrupting your stare.
i always try to include 1-2 lines that feel ~satisfying bc i think my sentence constructions are really simple!! so to add some kind of dynamic to it i guess!!
#23 fics you wanted to write but didn’t
omg my wip list grows by the day noos 🥺 i wanted to write my ex!bakugo fic this year but am so intimidated by him that i struggle to start even tho i have everything in place alr 😭
there's also an escort!reader x nanami idea that i have but will probably never write 🥹 it's a skill gap on my end i think sfbsdhfsj idt i'm a good enough writer to give justice to that kind of concept!!
also wanted to write more for my iwa series this yr but figured i'd wait till next year when the hq hype comes back!!! (am gonna re-edit everything!! might reformat it too)
#24 favorite fic some unforgettable fics you read this year
noos... you opened a dam with this question... how can i possibly just choose one... are you kidding me... i can't choose one... so i'm putting everything under the cut... gonna give myself 5 per fandom 😭 (you can tell im very partial to friends to lovers 😭😭😭)
also!! there are a lot of fics in my tbr that i haven't gotten to yet!! and everything i reblog is pretty much a fic i recommend 🥹
hq!!
over the course of 24 hours by prettyiwa (iwaizumi hajime x reader) [10k. friends to lovers.] my favourite iwaizumi fic ever 🥹 i reread it once a year hence why it's here
an observer of longing by shibaraki (iwaizumi hajime x reader) [18k. friends to lovers.] took me like 4 hours to read this bc i wanted to savour it. and was lying down in bed, staring up at the ceiling crying when i was done 🥺
miya atsumu and the chronic lovesick disease by fushisagi (miya atsumu x reader) [12k. friends to lovers.] the thematic consistency in this is so good & i still think abt this to this day!!
long shots by ahtsumu (miya osamu x reader) [5k. TA!atsumu.] solidified me reading for osamu—he's soooo attractive here.
seasons by mintmatcha (hanamaki takahiro x reader) [6k. friends to lovers.] fully roped me in being a makki fucker 😭
jjk
half agony, half hope by seravphs (gojo satoru x reader) [ongoing series. knight!gojo.] superb. that's really all i can say about this. the want and tension is gripping.
wormwood by linkcities (gojo satoru x reader) [25k. friends to lovers.] heartwrenching and achey. so so good. 🥲
oh my destiny, how far you have sprung now by twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat (gojo satoru gen fic) [5k. canon divergence.] such an interesting look into something i don't normally see written on gojo. written beautifully too!
(though we may) fall apart by stellamancer (gojo satoru x reader) [4k. canon compliant ish.] amazing buildup & the tension is insane too. 🤧
keeping up with the fushigojos by augustinewrites (gojo satoru x reader)
[ongoing series. found family.] sooo cute and feel-good. their lil family lives in my mind rent free!! 🥹
bnha
i like to call myself wound but i will answer to knife by kirketeer (bakugo katsuki x reader) [59k. enemies to friends to lovers.] i reread this once a year oh my god it's one of my fave fics ever.
you had only to look at me by willowser (bakugo katsuki x reader) [7k. friends to lovers.] reread this recently and was tearing up by the end omg.
all the times i told you by gardenofnoah (bakugo katsuki x reader) [8k. established relationship.] the most teeeendeeer bakugo i've ever seen and i tear up every time i read this.
love to love you by shibaraki (midoriya izuku x reader) [2k. established relationship.] another one that's super soft. such a raw tenderness to this 🥺
nitroglycerine by alrightberries (bakugo katsuki x reader) [1k. fwb to idiots to lovers.] the dialogue here is amazing and there's so much in the unsaid i am gnawing my fist.
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