#i!! idk what this is but do with it waht u will even if that is nothing ajsfbake

[3416]

ppl genuinely mad theyre breaking up 88 and 34 are so funny as if every game i don't have to hear "another missed pass" fkljdslf or as if auston isn't self-fueled rn. like. 599188 was better than 233488 has been in this stretch of the last whole month they've got and if you don't want the second line to get eaten alive, you gotta change something man. first line's not even been that good either on the whole, it just looks insane w auston willing the whole team back into games. willy's point yesterday and a couple over this ten game stretch haven't even had much to do with his own line like lmfao.

ppl only support the whole "we have two talented right wingers so switching them when things go stale is reasonable" when its auston and mitch being split up and that's it. like it's a fairly low stakes move when everyone's played together now, so it's insane i have to read takes about mitch marner and his ~family~ pulling strings in the leafs org like that's a reasonable thing to think or that people constantly complain abt this not making ~logical~ sense when it does ? and they never complain when it's the other way... we just lost 9-3,, like that's not an accident and the leafs are rightly not happy about that. the leafs think auston can drive his own line and if you all really thought willy could, you'd be wanting that second lining firing again bc then that's TWO usable lines and not just one like we had with the lines yesterday.

#it's not even 'punishment' being put on the second line of the leafs like u just sound stupid as fuck #why would u not hope auston can spark mitch rn..... so 599188 can get back to actually DOING something on that second line bc #they havent produced at all at 5v5 w/o 88 like jesus christ #some willy fans are fucking nuts im sorry like do u actually believe in ur guy or not ??? #can he be a spark and a driver OR NOT !!! #first line also sucked ass yesterday like why are we pretending they did not when even they are not pretending that... fjlkdsxz #auston's goal was mostly luck. sick but also luck... 'almost goals' don't count for shit #logic isnt adding up with some of yall i swear to god #we all have our biases but god damn the takes im seeing all across the internet are just whiny shits who walk back what they were saying #like 12 games ago.. as if thats not a reaasonable stretch to try smth out... #they havent exactly been dominating.. the only game we actually fucking dominated was the one auston was missing from so LOL #anyway. rant over but prob not bc all of the stupid shit ppl say #like. if u like will.y... he has vastly produced more on 2nd line this season so. waht are u even saying or defending. KLFJDSL #the ppl that get the angriest at the leafs. watching the worst loss the leafs have had in a while and being like. oh whyd he change smth #LIKE FLKJDSFKLS . IDK GUYS ! GOOD QUESTION. look in the fucking mirror man

[bcneheaded]

@normaltothemax said:  🙌

×× Send a 🙌 and I’ll introduce you to an NPC related to my Muse.

🔍⏳ — The entity looms over them, clock face directed downward, arms held formally behind his back. Despite his lack of facial features, it's evident he's curious. "And WHAT manner of Other are you then, may I ask?" He is asking, currently in fact. With or without permission nor consideration of social norms-- or their general comfort. Not maliciously of course, just... in a "him" way.

He's a lot like Artemis, though a little taller, broader in the shoulders, and tends to dress... well... like an old-time human detective, minus the hat (hats don't really work for him, unfortunately). His way of speaking is almost... goofy. Fantastical, and yet still somehow posh -- again, like Artemis.

   Despite their blaring similarities, he is notably eccentric, and has an air of chaos about him despite his seemingly amiable nature.  He's a little annoying, frankly.  But all in good fun, or so he says.  He means well enough. Even when he's asking questions that could easily be considered rude. 

    The clock-headed being chuckles, then offers a sweeping bow– dramatic, yes, but sincere.  "Ah... but where are my manners? I... am... well, people call me Father Time.  Granted.. I am not THAT father time... well... at least I don't think so...hm.... but you get it! Yes? – Now, there IS something peculiar about you that I cannot quite put my finger on..." He murmurs, clockface gazing intently down at them, voice lowering in an almost eerie, yet intensely curious fashion. "...what IS it that makes you.... Unique?"

  He has no mouth nor eyes, but it can be felt, how he exudes interest, the weight of it is unexpectedly heavy on one's psyche, as though something were pressing against it. Never pushing through, never simply looking into... but pressing. Deeply inquisitive. 

The tall being takes a step 'round their much smaller form, clock face always inclined in their direction as though visibly seeking answers..  ever the detective, indeed.  "—How odd!" He chirps rather jovially as he straightens himself out, giving them some personal space.

#( asks ) #( ft. Father Time ) #normaltothemax #i!! idk what this is but do with it waht u will even if that is nothing ajsfbake #a lil blurb ig!! to show how he is jdebwkf fucking weird and skullduggery pleasant vibe

[arinmoss]

women and femmes is like. what the fuck r u talking about lol.

like ppl will be talking about shit that effects me but postulate it as something that effects only women and femmes, two things i am not lolol

#its like even the video essay girlies i like say this kind of stuff #women and femmes or women and nonbinary #or women and femme presenting #like that doesnt mean anything what the fuck r u talking about lolol #maybeee women and people percieved as women #or sometimes people with marginalized gender identities maybe depending on the topic but like idk #its just something i still being used even by well meaning people #and it sucks when the converstions their having are important and good but like #idk idk man #women and nonbinary people is like the fucking funniest to me #but also i remmeber someone was talking about how woman and femmes would techincally include men cause men can be femme presenting #and like u know the girlies who say shit like women and femmes arent talking about men lol #idk i just think people should like think a little bit more before saying things and using words they dont understand lmao #like u wouldnt men and masc presenting people cause thats fucking stupid #masc presenting would include women whether u like it or not and masc women arent exactly treated the same as cis men #same with femme men and cis women lol #masc women and femme men are treated like shit for their mascunalnity and femininity but cis ppl do not fucking care about that #whatever anyways theres a lot you can say about htis shit but im kind of stupid and bad with words and idk waht the fuckim talking about #anymore just wanted to rant a lil #anyways its just like afun reminder people dont respect nonbinary people or people who arent what they think a man or woman should be

[holllandtrash]

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aston martin admin and lance are friends (we think?) until lance gets into a cycling accident and then no one knows what to think in this au, lance did not get into an accident at the start of the season, i wouldn't let the loml be injured twice, even in a smau

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yourusername don't be fooled, i bring my laptop with me everywhere

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astonmartinf1 see what you can accomplish when you stop stalking admin? 💚💚

lancestroll stalking is a harsh word, you're the one who invites me to hang out paddocksleuth do we sense some flirting in the comments??? rearwingf1 here for this paddock love story

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yourusername woahh sorry idk how that last pic ended up in there chloestroll L O L

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lance_stroll absolutely gutted to be missing the Spanish Grand Prix but I will be watching and cheering on astonmartinf1 from home. Thank you to my medical team who has made this rehabilitation process smooth and optimistic.

huge thank you to friends and family for their incredible support during this time and a special shout out to the girl who refused to leave the hospital room the entire time I was admitted💚

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1 - the day we became more than friends, the end of the season celebration last year that i wasn't even going to attend but thank god i did because you finally made a move after i spent the last 8 months winking at you from across the garage

2 - the day you told me you loved me for the first time, also the day i realized you are most definitely going to be the person i spend the rest of my life with

3 - and yesterday, seeing you smile for the first time in a week, after an accident that has forced you to slow down and take a (temporary) step back from the world around you. yesterday was a reminder that I fell in love with your strength, resilience and determination. you are the most passionate and dedicated man that i know and i am blessed to have you at my side💚 i love you, you'll be back behind the wheel before you know it

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[ganondoodle]

Dude I love how you make gods feel like *gods*. One thing I think a lot of people have trouble with is making their deities feel like either A. Non-characters that are just forces of nature, like a hurricane, or B. making them *too* much like regular characters, negating the impression of how powerful they're supposed to be.

In every part of that first Demise vs Hylia fight, it felt like something that would be both awe-inspiring and terrifying to witness, and when you mentioned in that other post how Demise would use his true form to escape a mountain, it gave me mental images of a massive volcano, but simultaneously all the *rage* that would be involved. Like I don't know the context but. Oh boy is Demise probably not going to be happy about getting stuck in a mountain

I just!! It is very early rn and Idk if I'm making a lot of sense but you are *so good at this*

I'll be honest, at first i wondered if this ask was actually meant for me or perhaps got to the wrong person ( i got teary eyed reading this ... multiple times qoq)

ANd yes i agree that often gods tend to be either too distant or too much like a normal character, personally im not a fan of the latter xD

the deities in destiny are supposed to be like a middle ground, the three golden gods are very 'other' while the deities are supposed to be a mix of mortals and gods, not half-gods since they more god than mortal but still with a connection to the world (thats almost the entire reason the gods made them like that, bc the gods themselves cannot walk the worlds they created on their own; the deities are essentially their hand to control the world - which isnt working to well as we see gnvfjdknkdfn)

anyway, waht i mean is ... Thank you??!! i, sometimes get so lost in self doubt and how others do similar concepts just wayyy better and like .. idk how to express how this lil ask makes me feel (positively!!!), i always hope i can convey at least a fraction of what i feel writing my stories, which is hard with no movement and no sound, just art, to hear that i am actually somewhat succeeding at it is kinda .. idk, baffling?? i am no good with words myself ;O;

the scene you mentioned is from chapter 3, and i got so motivated by this ask that i had to .. attempt to draw a lil concept of that scene in it, even tho i know its really rough and i hope will get it done better once i get to that chapter .. but its something? ;u;

#ganondoodles answers #zelda #art #its super late and i still gotta do sth for work #but i #had to try and get this doodle out #althought it fails to convey the sheer scale of it i think #i tried #its ok for a 1am attempt drawn in an hour i think #i was told im good at a thing i worry about not being good enough!!!

[pensocks]

i really don't normally do these things but i've been starting to feel just a teensy bit guilty about not being the sappy type lol and i got this urge at 1 am this morning while in a coffee-driven all-nighter and decided fuck it (this is a repeating factor in decisions i make. send help.)

so here's a small lil list of amazing people i'm genuinely overjoyed to be friends or even just moots with <3

yes im copying brookie bite me /silly

stuff under cut cuz this is gonna be long lol

@mischiefburns - my darling husband first of course !! <3 half joking marriage aside i'd say you're one of my closest friends - even if we've only known each other for just a few months. you're just the right amount of gentle and still know when to put your foot (er, claw-bug-thing) down, and i admire that about you. you know when to stop when boundaries are set up and to not push those, and you're not afraid to enforce your own, something i constantly fail to do (• ▽ •;) i love how open you are about yourself and how caring you care <3 ilysm !! mmmmwah :3 (im trying to get better at regretevator i promise)

@bluginkgo - first things first if you disagree with anything here i will punt you. (/silly /hj) you're so endearing, and your little emoticons never fail to make me smile. the message you sent me the other week really helped a lot, and your reaction spamming when i post art really does help with my motivation !! you're one of the most wholesome people i've ever met, and when your discord pfp changes to your sona with a bandaged leg i get worried for you. i love seeing your discussions in the nuzi server or your art popping up on my dash because HOLY SHIT YOU'RE GIFTED I TELL YOU !!!! like your nuzi fankid exploded my final 0.3 braincells i have left in the absolute best way but i'll save that speech for another time <3

@noridoorman - HIIIII MOM >:3 (i hope this tag is ok!! lmk if it's not <3) you're literally the second person i thought of when writing the idea down for this fhsfeesfigr. i love hanging out with you in VC and watching your stream or you drawing or listening to you and doomed voice ace attorney and you threatening to throw certain people (brookie and blu specifically) out windows or grab them by the scruff is literally the highlight of my day and never fails to make me laugh. you're so kind and funny and i'm sorry i can't share your love of k-pop 😔 (/silly) TRYING TO CATCH UP ON CINNAMON SCENT TOO BUT THE ADHD IS LIKE NUH UH </33

@brookiedaaroacecookie - im claiming you and miko as my siblings we can be triplets (/hj /nf) BUT SERIOUSLY THO i view you as my younger sibling and i love hanging out with you <3 you officiating mischief and mine's (GRR OFC IT WAS REAL /silly) wedding will forever be a memory i'll keep and tell to my grandkids in sixty something years or something like that idfk. i still have your little tag thing screenshotted and i'm sorry i can't tell the difference between french toast and grilled cheese </3 (/silly) also whats keats and why do you always laugh at it or was that an autocorrect thing /silly but also /gq

@spinnydraws - DFUHERFGRGIE I KNOW WE'VE ONLY BEEN MOOTS FOR LIKE. A WEEK AND A HALF OR SOMETHING IDK. BUT. HEAR ME OUT. already i view you as a friend and i'm extremely grateful to be moots with you! you're extremely funny and kind, and when you like or reblog my art i ascend to heaven. everytime i see your art i explode all over again even if i've already exploded not five minutes ago. AND WHY ARE YOU LITERALLY SO N. LITERALLY. WAHT. (/vpos) BUT LIKE. honestly you're a big comfort of mine already (i have a problem of wanting to be besties with literally every n kinnie out there. uzi kintype noises.) and i'd love to get to know you more !! <3

@nuzilicious - i refuse to give up trying to make you undislike me. until then all u get is ur awesome and im extremely thankful u havent blocked and banned me!!!!!! /silly /j

@uzibrainrot - omg what do i even say. you're so wholesome and so goofy and i loved roleplaying md with you on roblox even if it was just for a bit and if you wanna do it again sometime i'd absolutely love to!!!! i know we don't interact much but when we do it's awesome !! i promise the art trade is almost done i promise promise promise shhdshjdshfh. ALSO WHEN YOU WANNA WORK ON THAT VOLL CRACKFIC TOGETHER LMK!!! :DDD!!

i would @ andy but idk his tumblr so um. andy if you see this, you're not only one of the kindest most woke and most funny beings on this planet (i've never seen a cishet guy do a colon three it's literally so funny HELP /lhj /gen), but also a mind-blowingly awesome mc player !! :DD

ok i must disappear into the void to take care of my cramps (ew) so im gonna die now but ily all sm and hope you're all doing MORE than great !!! :DD!!!!! (/p /gen) explodes and dies in the grand canyon. or something. idk i need to stop exploding.

#THIS IS ALL BOTH /P AND /GEN BTW !!!!!! <33333 #FOR ALL MY MOOTS: GENERALLY IF I BOMBARD U WITH TAGS AND INTERACTIONS AND EXPLOSIONS #THEN I THINK UR AWESOME AND WANNA BE FRIENDS #UM ALSO IF ANY MOOTS WHO DONT KNOW MY DISCORD AND WANNA KNOW U CAN ASK !!!!! :DD #OR JUST TUMBLR DMS OR ASKS OR @S N STUFF IF U WANT !! #<33 #ILY MOOTS !! <3 /p /gen #anywho um #crow caws #explodes and dies for realsies this time or smth idfk

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

vent post, .. putting it under readmore cus its long.

sooo yeah, basically, idk waht to do with my life, and i feel like a burden in the sense that i cant provide for myself rn. i never talk about my living situation but i am almost 29 yrs old, unemployed and having to be supported by my friends cus my family is too poor to help me in any way. like i have to live with my friend’s parents which somehow feels even more pathetic than living w my own parents.. i mean ofc i am very grateful to them for helping me but the guilt racks up more n more each day. when i was 14 my mom told me, ok you’re old enough to work now so you have to get a job if you want literally anything for yourself that isn’t the bare essentials. u want anything other than canned soup for dinner? thats on u. so i got a job, at 14!!! i think back now and im like what the fuck. i was a child... but alas. i worked and worked, i was almost never unemployed my whole life after age 14, except for during 2020 pandemic, and these past few months.

work, work, work, i worked so many piece of shit jobs, i never went to school or anything, there were a few good jobs here n there but they’d always end up getting sabotaged by one of my bipolar episodes. a lot of times, when i was rly desperate, i wld resort to escorting, which i just fucking hated and have been put in a lot of compromising situations and ugh. yeah, what im GETTING at is, ive literally never had security in my life, ive never had resources, the past 15 or so years have been lived in survival mode, and 6 months ago i finally fucking crashed and burned. like, no, i fucking refuse to work anymore, im suicidal all the time, ive never been able to heal from anything that’s happend to me, i dont care if i die broke and alone, i just cant work these demeaning ass jobs anymore. im very grateful to my friedns who have been helping me not die since then, i try rly hard to live frugally, i only eat what i rly need, rarely treat myslef, etc etc.

but now its like, where do i go from here? i know i need to start thinking about generating income again and it makes me so fucking sick. all i can rly do is commissions, but i hate putting a price on art, its only fun to me when im doing it for free. i dont want it to stop being fun. i dont want it to be about money. im scared to try i guess. i definitely dont want to work another stupid job but i also just sit in the house all day and it feels unhealthy. i dont want to meet people, i dont want coworkers, hate putting myself out there cus i cant relate to anyone. hate watching them in real time slowly realize that theres something seriously wrong with me, its embarrassing. i just need something to do.. i dont have a car or anything, i dont even know how to drive because i always figured id be too poor to afford a car. and so far ive been correct about that.

i guess this post is pretty embarrassing too but oh well.. i figure at least on here some ppl can relate.. like fuck i cant even get a therapist to respond to me. everyone just keeps begging me to get therapy as if it will save me. im really lonely w all my feelings and memories. i feel like im in purgatory and all i can do is keep drawing pictures for ppl to enjoy and trying to post things that are uplifting so i can at least make someone elses day a little brighter. but i wish i had a plan or an answer or a real goal. i reallty really really want to be nothing.

[fisheito]

WOOOUUGHGHHHHH HI ITS ME. THE ANON WHO SENT YOU SO MANY WORDS ABOUT BABY YAK AND THE AAAARRRRTTTTT!!!!!!! THE ART!!!!!!! oh my god the big baby cheeks the silly gulp GRANDPAS FACE!!!!!!! WAAAIIILLLSSS!!!!!! god i am bouncing off the walls, i have been poking at a longfic of the Baby Yakumo Acquisition that essentially would be the album full of from mostly snake to less snake more human but i am very easily distracted LOL. i almost sent you some in the initial enthusiasm burst but it was 1) pretty decently body horror heavy and I am not about to just send someone i don't know potentially squicky and/or triggering asks and 2) absolutely got tired and distracted and then forgot completely to do anything lmao. BUT BUT BUT!!!!! WAUGHH!!!!!! absolutely absolutely floored you did art, zooming with inspiration that i will try and unleash upon The Word Document ;w; also i know it's a little bit of many hoops to jump through w me being anon all the time, i'm mega shy and really appreciate the interaction and the sillies and THE WHOLE BEAUTIFUL ART......... going to get it printed as wallpaper and spend the rest of my life staring at the egg wall

truly, a very Considerate Etiquette nod to you for being mindful of what an internet stranger may be squicked by but 1) LUCKILY, I'M INTO THAT SHIT i meannN. i do not know what counts as body HORROR? like, waht would it take to horrify me? the body is already quite freaky in its mundane operations. what's a lil contortion and species mixing and differing structural anatomy between yokai :^).............

2) we tired out here. absolutely understandable. i will always support creators creatin' at their own wild whims

gotta say !!the way you wrote all those yaku snippets felt like . what my brain wants to see. BUT, written more concisely?? as in... if i tried to write out what u did, i feel like my words end up full of fillers and ermahuummmmms so idk i liked the way u formed ur words even tho they were in Casualish Ask mode. can't imagine how powerful they'd be in Edited Fic form 🤔

#perfect timing! let's drop anon's excellent little brainworms for yakuday #i am very glad u saw the comic... and that u enjoy it enough to look at it on the Egg Wall..... #oh nonsy u must take some credit.for the drawing would not have existed... without the words......... #it's ok to be shy u can stay anon forever #any time i get an anon i suspect it's one of my mutuals sneaking around me #my brain just cannot comprehend the possibility that there are more than 4 people paying attention to me at any moment #i also wonder if it's like.... some sort of tumblr anon etiquette that i never learnt #like. if you ask things in anon mode #does it give MORE serotonin to the recipient? bc then they'll think there are even MORE ppl interested in them! UNNAMED PPL! FACELESS PPL!! #well anyway as much as i would love to read a lil collection of embarrassing babkumo stories #no pressure upon ye. do what u will #tho if u continue to drop random image conjurings into my ask. i would most certainly not complain 👀👀👀👀 #asks #nu carnival yakumo

[girlwithfish]

Body image appearance discussion. tw for eds and dysmorphia and shit. and self harm and also sex tmi shit. idek. im contemplative bear w me

like basically i never was pretty as a kid or growing up. like idk i guess conventionally attractive people or if ur just "objectively" pretty ppl comment on that a lot if ur a girl like family members but i never really was complimented like that. if anything ppl just tore my appearance down in my family unintentionally or intentionally and i was bullied for my features as a kid and ppl commented on my nose a lot soooooooooo. i feel my really low self esteem just falls back into the whole like trauma of feeling like i shouldnt even exist bc of how i was raised and guilt instilled in u and all of the feelings of alienation socially and bc of my appearance and ethnicity and just who i was. i wasnt really pretty as a teenager either and when i was 18 and started actually exploring sexuality more idk i still felt like im not really pretty and its why i like never believe anyone who compliments me and i dont really get complimented on appearance much anyway so. and also the disordered eating borderline anorexia phase i had when i was 12-14 where i would like take ice baths and restrict and write my goal weight it was kind of fucked up ngl like i didnt rly damage myself physically like i didnt lose much weight but ik the mindset was very damaging and i just like did not feel good bc i had no energy bc i was starving myself LMAOOO anyway that definitely still carries w me even now even tho im better w it but still very much struggle w eating but thats more a depression dysfunctional thing i guess. and when i started getting more sexual i guess like i equate sex and love a lot sometimes i even feel like i cant be pretty but at least im somewaht attractive body wise and im good at fucking like is that crazy idk like sexual validation makes me feel loved and i dont feel like i am actually pretty or pleasant looking or nice looking so the most i can have is like my body is ok . and when i was a kid i used to want to cut my vagina lips off lmaoo cuz i iddnt know what outies were lmfao and shit and ive been having intrusive thoughts like that lately just bc im like really depressed and not having any sex and my relationship is not intimate anymore and i havent even masturbated bc ive been too depresse and i also think masturbating as a girl is kinda annoying like i wanna be in BED not like do it in the bathroom bc i have a big ass rabbit vibe that looks like an alien gun. like if u have a dick u can just jack off in the bathroom or something and its quiet yk???? but like w a vibe its ANNOYING. like i need to be completely alone and i live w someone so like thatsh ard. if i had a dick i would jack one off in the bathroom LMAO. im sexually frustrated and shit and feel like if im not sexual at all im just like ugly and something idk. But also not evne in the mood for sex bc im soooooo depressed. and also im very physical in romantic relationships but not w anyone else idk what thats all about. My mentality has always been if theyre being physically affectionate w me theres no way or little chance they can be mad at me. also i really hate porn and od not like watching it i havent really in yrs cuz i just didnt care for it after i started having long term partner sex cuz im crazy like that like i dont evendesire looking at other ppl when im in a relationship. yk. and i kinda disagree w porn just cuz ive seen waht it does to straight men and u hear so many stories. and it makes me uncomfortable to see ppl have sex i realized. i only like seeing myself have sex LMAOO. im like sexual but in a private way. and i have a weird relationship to sex and my body and shit. idek. its cuz im like ed core also not white also unconventional looking and idk was a late blooemr sexually a little so. IDEK. but yeah im trying to have a healtheir relationship to how i view myself but its fucking hard

[rinakuna]

idk how to change, i'm too weak to do anything. i want attention and i want privicy, i always say sorry but no one apologise to me, i feel numb and useless, idk how to be intresting, idk why other peaple don't like me, i want to be better than this. school is killing me and i'm always alone, my family can't understand me and i blame myselfe, i want to give up but iìm a couard. if i die no one will even notice or care, and i know this for sure. i always ask myselfe if someone ever even cared a little about me or if i was by myselfe all this time. i cut myselfe and i try to starve but nothing changes. the cuts heal and i eat. i lost intrest in school and in myselfe. i know that all of this is just because i want some attention and someone to love me but it's still useless, like me. i will still be ugly and alone, i can't change anything, idk waht to do and this may even annoy some of u. i'm sorry for taking ur time if ur reading this and i'm sorry if i'm annoing you. i just don't know what to do. i need help but i would never be able to say all this in irl, i feel like if i do i'll seem stupid and a pick me. i just want to be loved by someone. i want to be pratty, smart and tough but i'm the opposite.i'm really sorry if ur reading this. idk why i'm even writing this. sorry for the bourden i'm giving.

#fypage #sh #just some vent #me #i'm sorry #vent #depression #i might and it #thx for reading<3

[snaileo]

Top 5 batshit characters you’ve encountered

in Nooooo particular order...hmmm i really gotta think about this cuz i feel there are Easy ones i could list. but then again this isnt objective, nor do i need to dig deep for this to be a nice list. 1. Umataro Tenma

Of course I feel the first i should mention is Umataro Tenma. like I can't start this list off any other way, this man recreated his own son in the form of a robot and then abandoned him when his senses came to him ( but they left as soon as they showed bc man was back on his bullshit next day) like truly. Batshit King. and thats only his most well know Shit. like this one time he deliberately went back in time, i dont even remember what for, i think it was steal the not Yet Awake atom, and his younger self SEES HIM and LIGHTS HIM UP. theyre BOTH batshit young and old

like. i feel like we dont talk about how tenma was strapped enough.

2. Terry Silver

The next batshit queen on my mind recently is none other than Terry Silver. It Is Very Normal And Well Adjusted Behavior to terrorize a teenager, torturing him physically and emotionally, all because your Bestie, Your Cinnamon Fucking Apple, told you to. You know. Very Normal Behavior for people in their idk. 40s. Dude is a coked up billionaire and he wanted to play the part of Humble Down to earth man so well that he bought a beat up truck, all just to fuck with daniel.

And Oh Totally normal to go through extensive therapy, turning your life around and overcoming it all, only for it all to be undone because?? Oh?? My Wrongdoings CAnnot BE UNDONE??? BY SAYING IM SORRY???" like the moment he realized daniel wasnt gonna accept his sorry ass excuse it was Over. 30 years of therapy down the toilet.

3. Diva

Here's a more tragic one. The me from 6 years ago would kill me right now for even posting her face because I use to be SUCH a stickler for spoilers regarding her but idc right now

ANYWAY shes for real batshit and shes one of those characters who you can be sympathetic towards, the tragedy of knowing how she got to be this way but god you deserve everything coming to you. There are many things she does as truly batshit but an often forgotten one is stealing the shoes of a man she just killed. And she's later shown putting them on, before continuing her killing spree and doing something that altered the trajectory of the story forever

she also has an operatic voice, which her singing alone is an omen for bad things to come

4. The Monarch

This is a more recent one as rock had showed me The Venture Brothers and i hate this man. I hate him and i love him. I don't have much to say other than i want to bully him I genuinely want to bully him

hes just so pathetic. he didnt want rusty getting therapy because he couldnt shit on his day , because well...he was in therapy and theres rules, so he killed his therapist so he'd be free. to. Shit on his day like i dont kno waht to tell you.

5.Hannibal

this one may feel cheap but understand that like. him being batshit is the greatest thing ever .and hes def one of my favs in terms of being batshit. he made the show such a wild ride and like Cookie I am Looking at you we WILL watch Hannibal (tv show) idk wanna say anything else for spoilers but yeah theres some batshit characters for u

#long post #honorable mention goes to all the women from Black Lagoon

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

When you get this you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) <3

oh boy uhhh really forcing the self love on me ig

5 things i like about myself:

my eyes? i have like a cool design thing going on in my irises which idk how it happened but it’s a nice slay

my empathy <3 even though it can be hard sometimes (bc our world is constantly full of injustice and people getting hurt) and it’s lowkey a trauma response i love that i can sense peoples mood shifts and am able to notice when people are quiet or sad or drawn back or whatever even though i’m not the best at knowing how to comfort them (we’re working on it 😭) (why am i fucking mike wheeler except to literally everyone not just will byers i’m literally in my mike wheeler kin era what is happening @booksandpaperss this is your fault) but i like being able to help a bit and the silent pain in me likes being able to ease it in others 💀 and also empathy is cool and good and more humans should learn how to do it <3

i love my texting style ig???? idk i just think it’s really funny i do a lot of wEiRd cApiTALizAtiOnS and ‘waht’ and slayful emojis and also it’s a bit easier/less anxiety inducing for me to have a text conversation rather than an in person one where there’s eye contact and awkward pauses and i don’t have as much time to think of what to say and have to censor a lot more and etc so texting is nice bc im more able to be myself ig??? also beyond just my natural texting style i also adapt to the style of the person i’m texting and i just love being able to like figure out how they communicate and meet them with the same energy this post is literally revealing sm abt me u guys idk if i should post this 💀💀💀

i like my ability to write?? and analyze literature idk i just really enjoy writing like literary analysis papers and discussing books and reading good books and ranting about them to people and watching analysis videos and pausing movies and podcasts so i can just go off to my empty room about my thoughts and god i’m such a humanities gay why am i going into STEM-

i like my ability to make dumb jokes LMFAO i think in an attempt to mask when i was younger i observed and replicated what other people seemed to find funny and combined with being a gifted kid i was able to figure out intelligent humour and edit down the chaotic shit in my head and deliver lines at like the right times and in the right way and adapt them to the person i’m with and it helps me to be a humorous person irl and like cover up the inability to socialize with jokes 😃😃 but seriously i do love making people laugh and smile it literally makes my heart grow like the fucking grinch on christmas <3

sorry i wrote so much and treated this prompt like a fucking therapist 😭😭😭 this was nice though time to force self love onto my mutuals hehehhehehe

[pjsk-writin]

HIIIIIII

Idrk waht to tlak about so like tiem to tell you my favroite pjsk charaxters and why 😍😍 u dont have to resd rhis i just wnana send smth in 😭 ALSO 33 REQS?… ik so many people have said it slready BUT BE XAREFUL WITH THE REQS

anywyas

Leo/need

TBH I LIKE SAKI… im biased i love the tenmas IDK SOMETHING ABOUT HER TRYING EVERYTHING SHE CAN BUT LIKE RHE TH E TRAUMA FROM HOSPITAL AND 😞😞😞😞😞😞i lvoeher also nsnf event ☹️ okah yeah thats mt reasoning

moremore jump!!!!!

I LIKE ALL OF THEM but i also drc either?? I LIKE MINORI and airi OH MY GOD MINORI IS SO CUTE AND SHES SO DETERMINED BUT IALSO FEEL BAD FOR HER BC OF HER BAD LUCK minori is just so skrunkly airi is so ljke sarcastic?? idrk how to explain airi is just airi and i lcoe her for that

vbs

KOHANE AND TOYA MY BELOVEDS idont rlly have a reasoning but i like how kohane is like gaining coursge and learning to find herself and whst she eanrs and smth about that is so admirable she just like me AND TOYA IS JUST 🫶🫶🫶 him sticking up to his dad in the nocturne interlude event probably did it for me IDK HOW TO EPXLAINHEKP

wonderlands x showtime

oh my god take a wild guess

that is ckrrect 😱😱 (ithink)

tsukasa I LCOEHIM AND HOW HES WRITTEN him and mafuyu are two sides of the same coin istg prepare for a rant. i love this man

THE WAY HES WRITTEN MAKES ME SO HAPPY IDK THE WAY HES ALL ENERGETIC loud? not rlly?? idk??? the way he represses what he doesnt want to remember and covering it up to the point he genuinelt forgets it AND HOW HIM REMEMBERING MADE HIM LIKE not rlly get emotional but get emotional 😞😞 UGH IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN on this stage of dazzling lights event IF YOU HAVENT READ IT PLEASE READ KT IM BEGGING YOU its so good ANYWYAS YEAH TEUKASA hes so 🫶🫶 somebody get him a therapist

niigo 25

kanade kandadekandnekande kande kanade I LOCE LOVE LOVEEEE kanade IDK WHY shes just amazing and her ahhhhHhhHhHhH

Idk how to epxlain okay thats all 😍

gice me ur opinion on pjsk characters groupsnbro idk 😭😭 okaythanks for lsiteninf to my rant ALSO BE CAREFUL W THE REQUESTS ive tried to run an xreader account and couldnt even finish more than 3 reqs how do you do it… ANYWAYS YEAH TAKE XARE OF YOURSLEF BYEEE

WEHEH I'll definitely be careful dw !!! and IVE AKWAYS WANTED TO DO THIS so here's my rambles on my fave pjsk charas per group YIPPEE

Leo/Need : SAKI SAKI SAKI I LOVE SAKI SM 😍😍 SHES SO SILLY im always impartial to the Tenmas but god i relate to her....SHIHO TOO my silly transmasc just like me in middle school fr

More More Jump! : HARUKA MY LOVE shes literally so wonderful and just like me in overworking oops! but I also am that unnormal abt penguins plus I just love her blue its so good

Vivid BAD Squad : AN AND AKITO an was the reason I started playing and she remains one of my faves to this day !! she's so awesome....and ofc the ginger god I can't believe I'm a ginger liker 😒😒/J but still

Wonderlands x Showtime : RUIIIIII AND NENEEEEE i love emu and tsukasa sm but seriously. silly ourple guy always has my heart <3 AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON NENE I LOVE HER AND HER STORY SM

Niigo : MIZUKI OBVI they're just like me fr I love them so everything abt them is literally so wonderful like <33 AMD MAFUYU TOOO transmasc maf plus idk. also just like me fr i wanna be that jackpot sad girl

#mod amia !

[gavinsmg24]

Princess! Im responding!! Spirit and mad max! First off that triggered some nostalgia. Not anything clear to fully remember but I know I watched that on the roll out tvs back in elementary I’m pretty sure. Hehe. It’s cute you watched! And mad max fury road! Yesss. I know how much you love! Furiosa! Hehe my cutie 🙈. I’m happy you watched! I’d love to sit and watch with you!

Hehe your so sweet. I’ll come back to it but the wet teeth brushing hands while semi drunk getting ready for bed. Fitting in time for daddy 🥺 you don’t have to go that far but I love it!!

I’m happy for you! First pay check in a bit 🥰. Start getting a lil stash to the side for rainy day funds or splurge on yourself!💘

It’s not pessimistic or dramatic. Your feelings matter! Just bcuz you feel down all the time doesn’t always mean it’s you! I’m so proud. Like even tho you’re thinking of the meh you’re still coming up with positives! Like! Ahhh! That’s good! It’s good to like. Give your mental stability some support crutches! Like instead of only thinking of bads your finding goods too! I’m. Proud! Hmph tk relationship and money stuff.. hmph idk if the money means you need to make it or he’s not making as much or. Grr anyways. Please be safe! But. Happy your mood going towards better🥰 mwah! A kiss for how happy your making meee!

Don’t. You. Dare! Feel guilty! Not responding to me!? You’re so fucking sweet! Day 1 this was just to see if you were alive and well! Now! You come to me when you want hehe. Now! I do love it. So much I hate to say it! But I do think of you before my own desires so! If you ever need a break. Or just to rant and not even read or acknowledge my posts that’s ok! You can rant. I canr respond. And in a week you could read for the week. Or longer! I love when you think of me and talk to me. But also I’ve said. It’s a blessing! Bottom line. I shouldnt even get you.. but I do! And for as long as I make you happy, you want to, and your saftey is secure. I’ll always be here to read and respond and also talk and see your responses. If you want!

Hehe I love you. You knew I wouldnt mind 😘

Babygirl do I love your responses. Yes! But I love you being able to take care of what you need to! So! Only come and respond when you can / want to! Take a week off of responses and see if it helps! Or don’t but just saying! I wont be upset!

Salads at work yummy! And leftover chicken to take! You’re such an adult🙈 you always were it just makes me happy you doing your thing!

Your rants and thoughts will be heard! I listen and love! Mwah! Oh! And yeah it may be bad to drink to cope with recent things but idk. We all need something. Not really. Like we have weed but I’ll drink occasionally too I know you mean in a worse way. Like. Shots until woozie? But also. It’s okay! Just. Do daddy a favor and try to not go too overboard! Maybe that last shot you want you don’t need!? But that’s not me telling u waht to do. Just be wary! I love you! Nothing you’ve said makes me upset or think less of you. I still find you smart sexy amazing and cool! 🙈🥰

[ierogenvy]

x

#dont mind me #personal #there was a tiktok meme asking about where is ur bully now compared to u #and like. the only thing i had i consider a bully was my exbff from middle school that was probably my first crush #and like. shes fine. shes hot. she put out an album. she seems to have good friends that arent from our high school #and it makes me nostalgic to look at her instagram and know that if she had never done anything to me we would probably still be best friend #shes the kind of person i would become freinds with in class #and i miss her? the relationship we couldve had and maintained ? but it went into the shitter bc she decided to tell (many) eople that i was #having anonymous sex w people out of state in 6th grade. all behind my back. at first i had given her permission #but i didnt know what shw was going to do when i told her i wanted to be popular. i didnt even conceive that shed do that to me #my parents made me stop being in contact w her and i left the gifted class bc she was in it. in 7th grade i talked to her a few times. #but after that i literallly did not talk to her until high school graduation. she was behind me and i told her her hat was acting up #like she was in the theatre club at our hs and i always wanted to do theater but my shyness + she was there kept me out #i never had a class with her again either #which idk if the administration knew about waht happened or if thats just how it played out #and i still rmr all this stuff about her. abot the stuff we talked about ! and for what ! #i dont need to know her birthday. or the username from her old stardoll account. or exactly how to spell her name bc so many people would ge #get it wrong. why am i upset about this now its been close to ten years #probably bc if nothing bad had ever happened i wouldbe had the same best friend for 12 years insted of feeling like i have to make a brand #new friend every school year. we probably met in 3rf grade but we became friends in 4th grade #well thats enough. goodnight every1 #and just a note this isnt even about comparing where we are in life its missing a person thats been out of #my life longer than they were ever really in it bc i can see them flourishing and i know we couldve been really good friends #if things had turned out differently

[midwestgender]

watching minecraft youtubers with a majority fanbase of 10-14 year olds when ur a full adult boils ur brain <3 

#i love dream n george but everyone shipping them is like LOL WAHT #its literally just dan and phil but this time we dont even know what one of them looks like LOL #also watching their streams and shit like #dream specifically did this parkour vid and everyone in the chat is trying to help him #LIKE BRO HE DOESNT NEED HELP!!! #he doesnt want it like u can 100% tell hes annoyed when he accidentally reads a hint in chat or someone tries to distract him in game #also yall will literally come at these 20 year olds like 'you helped me stop being suicidal <3' HUH ? #WHAT? #like nah thats not shit u can put on someone lmao!!! #like yall need to think abt how u make people feel when you do shit like this #idk i know it comes of them being 10-14 but still even i wasnt that annoying at that age #i shipped larry when i was 9 and then got over it lmao! #like please leave them alone and recognzie they are real people #i should not be this pressed over minecraft youtubers but i just wish i could enjoy their streams without every other donation being like #SAY YOU LOVE EACHOTHER!!! KISS!!! UR IN LOVEEEE #like lmao ur ruining it for others and probably for them