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drakinq · 6 months

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11/13/23

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Sunday I’m always exhausted. After a long day of activities and ending it with dance, it’s so hard for me to want to do anything but CRASH. My yawns are out of control, I’m sweaty and cold from all the dancing and hungry. That’s how I feel right after training on Sundays. I’m glad I’m having a fulfilling day but I’d like to see me end my night properly by doing a couple things to wind down. Tonight I tried my hardest, I told myself I was gonna have coffee at Dennys and set up my day for tomorrow, journal and finish any work I didn’t get to this week. But after being tired, sweaty and overall just not feeling the best, I decided to try to find some food and go home. After driving around for an hour I just decided to pick up a pack of Ramen and call it night. I had no more energy. I’m proud of myself cause normally I just get in the door and crash but I actually showered and doing my best to make a good journal post so I can start tomorrow morning better.

I made it to Church this morning and Devon Franklin was giving the sermon today. It was a really good sermon about procrastination and actually doing the work you’re calling requires, making the sacrifices for what’s not nurturing your growth and trusting God with the seeds we’ve planted. I’m happy I started going back to Church regularly as it just fills the rest of my day with so much peace. Eventually I want to start going with other people but for right now I think me and God could use this close intimate time. He is really instilling a new reprogrammed mind into me.

The Room on Sundays always brings out my best dancing. Jared Jenkins was our teacher and I got called for select groups. This is the first time I’ve been called out in front of KO so I’m so happy someone is seeing my growth. I struggled in the next class but I think got it more together at the end, I’m hoping me and Shi can work on it but we will see. KO told me he’s gonna be on my ass cause he wants results. Meaning he sees the growth and wants me to make my dream happen. Im so happy he’s rocking with me and believes in my dancing. I wish I had more one on one time with him but so does everybody.

10:23 AM-

Today marks 3 days no weed. I’m not struggling as bad as I thought. Every-time I get the urge I just distract myself or smoke a cigarette which makes me not want to smoke at all. I want to see how long I can last for but I’m realizing I like this sober feeling, I feel less tired and more present. If I do implement it back in my life it will only be at night for relaxing or the weekends to have a laugh. Other than that, I’m glad I’m limiting my usage.

Because I went to sleep so late, I woke up late and with so much to do I decided to skip the gym and get to work. I want to make it out of the house by 1 but we will see. I know I need to make a majority of today focused on dance, creating and reviewing and training. Tomorrow I work but I can focus more on other things. Not smoking during the day has kept me productive so I want to keep it like that, I still struggle with endless scrolling but I plan on nipping that in the bud this week.

Not much else to say. I feel really connected with God and his plan for me so I’m excited to execute. My worries aren’t as consuming and I’ve been making it a point to say I’m going to get an established through this plan. I don’t have much else on my mind this morning, so here is a rundown of today.

I’m about to grub down this chipotle cause I barely ate yesterday and then put some gas in the tank. I need to pick up some cleaner so I can go over cleaning the house and then get ready for the day. I need to make a new flyer for Saturdays class and find somewhere I can print and post them. Shi and I are suppose to session but I also want to session on my own for a little as well. I need to finish creating the dance and review Jared’s dance from last night, maybe go over Kolanie’s as well.

I’m so excited when I start thinking about my youth program. Being able to mentor girls and starting it from the ground up with my own rules and lesson plans. I’m so excited the journey I get to go on with them.

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stormy333 · 4 years

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Day TEN! (Double Digits)

Hey Loves! Guess what?!?!? Today we hit double digits with the blog challenge! Wowza that's wild!

So like how's your September going? We're ten days in and still here right? Anyways I hope your September is treating you well now let's get into today's topic of the challenge.

Daily Routine

Fun fact I actually have three different kinds of routines one for Sunday, one for the days I work and one for the days I am off.

We'll start with Sunday

Sunday we (me and my parents) go to church at about 10:00 am and luckily we live about 5-10 minutes up the road from the church we go to soooo I sleep in until about 9 and then get dressed and make my bed while I get dressed. Then I take my morning medication, then we're ready to go.

Church usually lets out between noon and one. So it's time to take my mid-afternoon dose of my four time a day medication. My family and I sometimes go out on Sunday's and sometimes we stay in and sometimes I stay home while my parents go out on the bike for a bit BUT either way Sundays we always have family time. We're mostly "early birds" around here, mostly because of my dad's job, he has to leave early. When my parents head to their room around about 7 begin the final steps of my night:

Feed the cats

Making sure my bedroom is tidied up (laundry put away, catbox cleaned, floor swept if it needs it, anything like that)

After that's all done it's time to take my nightly medications and the final dose of the four times a day medication

Finally it's time for my devotions and my prayer journal

Now for the Day's I Work

Typically the days I work go the same as the rest of the days through the week just slightly different. I get my start at 5:30-5:45, I get up, get dressed and make my bed, while making sure that I have all of my stuff together for the day (I always do a double check the morning of). Then it's time to leave and head to work at like 6-6:30, occasionally we go to get iced coffee before work. As soon as I get to my Aunts house at about 7-7:15 my work day begins. Starting with breakfast, then helping getting my cousin ready for the day, starting his computer up so it can be booted up for classes. At 8 class starts and the school day begins. Around 10:15 it's lunch and recess time, now mind you all through him working on school I'm there listening to help him if need be, but I work on a blog and read. At lunch I take the dogs outside and make sure that they have food and water then get back to the kiddo. 11:30 we're back in class and I'm back writing or reading. By 2:30-2:35 school lets out and we get to go swimming as long as he's had a good day of course. Around 3-3:35 we head in and get changed into warm clothes and turn on a show and I get my stuff together to go home. Finally my work day ends when my Aunt comes home from work around 4-4:30.

When I get home my parents and I usually watch a show or two while we eat dinner. Then it's nightly routine time.

Feed the cats

Making sure my bedroom is tidied up (laundry put away, catbox cleaned, floor swept if it needs it, anything like that)

After that's all done it's time to take my nightly medications and the final dose of the four times a day medication

Finally it's time for my devotions and my prayer journal

Now for a regular day

Again like a typical day it has all the fields, well maybe not all of them, but most of them. Take my medication throughout the day like I'm supposed to, talk to my best friend throughout the day randomly, talk to my mom randomly, and write for the blog. Now heres the difference, on these days I don't have an alarm, so no set time to get up though I usually am up by 8:30-9, let the dogs out, get the cats food and water, get breakfast and watch some tv, then I go and make my bed (if I feel up to it), typically I try to get a shower while no one is home and that usually goes hand in hand with getting my room cleaned and laundry done. Then I sometimes lay down for a bit, and once my parents are home my night goes the same as the rest.

Feed the cats

Making sure my bedroom is tidied up (laundry put away, catbox cleaned, floor swept if it needs it, anything like that)

After that's all done it's time to take my nightly medications and the final dose of the four times a day medication

Finally it's time for my devotions and my prayer journal

Sorry Loves I know this one is kinda boring but it's how I do things. Anyway stay tuned for the rest of the challenge, maybe even subscribe? Who knows what adventures await us!

Until next time Loves💙

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lone-wolf-no-more · 1 year

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Is Life Really This Complicated?

Saturday, February 18th, 2023

Day 7. Really should be taking note of that every day, regardless.

Got out of the house with my sibling. Took an Uber to the plaza down the street. We both were a bit at a loss at what steps to take next, pertaining to...what’s coming. All the same, it was good to be out of the house yet again, with them. The natural foods store down has a small cafe spot with tables, and we sat there for a short while just talking. Man, did I need that. And did it feel very surreal being in a public place surrounded by other actual people. Isolation is a biatch, and really screws with your head.

Also watched the first DRVN podcast. Some really good insights on sleep quality, and the lack thereof.

The two things that stood out to me where that cool (versus cold) showers help to down regulate your body temperature and prepare you for sleep. The other is that you want to take your mind out of the thinking (in my case, “problem solving” would be appropriate) state, both during the day, and before you sleep. So, definitely don’t do focused mindfulness before sleep. Zone out, and if thoughts come, just let them float by.

I have a major problem with thoughts coming up at night and waking me up, and it’s apparently largely because my mind needs more time during the day to just do nothing (or at least recharge through being silent) to process those, instead of trying to do it while I’m supposed to be in “rest and digest mode”.

Well, I need to be asleep very soon. I’m getting up around 8:15 tomorrow to go with my sibling to church. Regardless, I’m tired of being here all the time, and it’ll get me out of the house more.

Even considering the present circumstances, I know I’m going to struggle with having the courage to just call a spade a spade and tell people who are complete strangers to me what I’m dealing with here. But really, I don’t have anything to lose. If I really do get kicked out in less than four days time, I’m not likely to see them again.

Once again super grateful for my sibling. I know fully well, that at the end of the day, my bigger problem is that I’ve been doing so much on my own, and I need that to stop. How exactly to address that problem, I still can’t say I have the answer. People say, “Community is the answer.” Well, what community? Who do I turn to? Who would understand the mental and physical struggles I have and see them for what they are, versus labeling me as a bum and somebody who just isn’t trying hard enough?

I mean, I know that when I leave here (whether on my own terms or not), that won’t change that I don’t really have the connections I want to make the things happen that need to happen. Namely, the confidence that I don’t need to have everything together 100% on my own for things to be okay.

The thing that frustrates and confuses me is that if “putting myself out there” more was the answer, I would have the help and progress I needed right now. So, am I just not meeting the right people? Or do I still have some sort of mental blinders on that just make everything more difficult for me?

I know that over time mindfulness, combined with affirmations (which I’m still sticking to, by the way) is slowly helping me deal with the PTSD and the negative memories from the past.

Yes, a lot of the problem stems from my health issues, which are like a proverbial ball and chain. So, is the answer just being around more people who sympathize with that, so that I don’t feel like I’m doing it all myself? Or is the problem that I’m not being strong enough and intuitive enough to be able to navigate the world, even when things aren’t as they should be?

Because of the biggest roadblocks I’ve dealt with for as long as I can remember is this: “Why is it always so hard to find people just willing to let me stay with them for a time when things go down”, and attached to that, “Why does it always seem so hard for me to find and master the necessary skills to simply make a dollar. Never mind be rich, but just make enough to stay alive on my own?” I’ve struggled with that second question for years, even before my accident. I would always have these small, short-term jobs, over long periods of time, but nothing substantial.

So was the problem me, or was the problem my support system? I have no idea….Okay, this highlights another issue. I need to start journaling earlier in the evening and get this stuff out of my system then. This in itself felt like mentally pushing a boulder up a large hill.

Todaloo.

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teacupcollector · 3 years

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Rebel - Chapter 2

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Summary- (Y/N) Is a Matt Murdocks 14 year old daughter who is just entering high school and is really struggling. She doesn't have a regular life having a blind father. He can't help with homework, Can't give her a have a ride to school, He can't see how often her face falls when she lies to him. Of course she has her Uncle Foggy and Aunt Karen but (Y/N) feels like to much of a burden until the one and only Frank Castle comes into her life and seems to be more of a father figure then Matt ever was.

Your (E/C) eyes slowly open to the sun peeking through the curtains. The sound of cars and people going about their day is heard. You look over at your alarm clock to it reading 8:20 AM. 'Oh no... I slept in!' You suddenly sit straight up throwing the comforter off of you and dash to the open living and kitchen area, your eyes darting around.

Your father Matt Murdock is no where to be seen and you let out a sigh. "Of course he is gone..." You grumble as you go into the bathroom and look in the mirror. Your (H/L) dark brown hair is sticking in all different directions, your eyes have bags under them, and you feel like death. You were never a morning person but you dealt with it for the slight chance you could get a few seconds to spend with your old man but of course he always seems to escape you. You pick up your tooth brush and run water on it then put tooth paste on it and run water over that. (There is no other way of brushing your teeth if you don't do exactly that you are a monster.) You had this routine. You would make breakfast, Then you would brush your teeth, take a shower, hang around in your room with the towel wrapped around you until you felt like getting dressed, then you would brush your hair and get ready for school. Since it is the weekend however you didn't feel the need to make breakfast. 'If dad stayed true to his word we might actually have donuts for breakfast.' The lazy train has just pulled into the station as you threw on your favorite pair of clean pjs and walked out to the living room and sat on the couch. You sit there for a good few minutes until you feel to antsy to stay still and stand up again. You glance over at the small round table seeing the empty plate from last nights food your dad ate. You decide to pick it up and begin washing dishes... Which lead to sweeping... And then organizing... Which lead to cleaning the whole place.

You were wiping down the coffee table when you hear the front door open. "(Y/N) I'm home!" Matt calls out from the front door. The smell of the beloved baked goods in his hand wafting through the air. "Hey daddio! Whatcha got there?" You say peeking your head around the corner to see your dad placing his cane against the wall with this left hand and holding the donuts in his right as he guides himself into the main living space. "Oh nothing really... Just the best breakfast ever!" He says holding up the box of donuts which you snatch out of his hand and make a mad dash over to the couch and set the delectable donuts down on the newly cleaned coffee table. "Thank you Thank you Thank you!" You say in excitement. "Oh come on (Y/N)... You dare steal from a blind man leave some for me." He says making his way over to the couch sitting next to you. "Fine, fine you can have some but the glazed and Strawberry filled ones are mine!" You says picking one up and taking a bite out of it savoring every bite. Matt chuckles. "Alright fine." He says as he starts eating his own.

There is a small silence as you both finish your first donut. "So how is school going?" Your dad asks. "Its okay nothing to special going on... How is work?" You ask. "Work is work... you know how it is." He says taking a bite out of another donut. You scoff "Yeah totally." You grumble glaring down at the donuts as you take another one and shove it in your mouth. Matt tips his head to the side slightly looking in your general direction. "Everything okay sweetpea?" He asks sounding very concerned at your tone. "Yeah everything is fine." You say as some crumbs fall from your mouth. "Just didn't get much sleep last night..." What you said wasn't a full lie, you didn't get to much sleep last night. "How is Uncle Foggy?" You asks changing the subject. "Did you guys crack any cases?" There is a smirk on your lips. "Foggy is fine (Y/N). And no we don't "Crack" cases." He says with a laugh. "Oh you know what I mean did you win any? Do you have any new ones? Give me the dets man!" You says scooting closer to him out of excitement. " (Y/N) you know I can't give you that type of information. Its classified. Client privacy." She sighs "Well you must have won something because you were out so late. You were probably with Aunt Karen and Uncle Foggy at Josie's partying it up." You say shutting the box of donuts seeming to have had your fill. " (Y/N) we don't party. That isn't our style you know that." Your dad seems to be getting antsy at all of the remarks you have been making. "No actually I wouldn't know because I'm not exactly allowed to be out of the apartment at night and I'm not allowed at Josie's either. You get to have all the fun." You say with a slightly annoyed tone. "What is that suppose to mean (Y/N)? What I do for work isn't fun." He says sternly. "Uh huh yeah okay..." You stand up.

"What's up with this attitude all of the sudden?" Matt asks. "Nothing is up... I'm on my period!" You say maybe if you say something like that it will change the subject. "Okay okay okay I didn't need to know that... Look I'm sorry. I know you're stressed and so am I. How about you ask one of your friends to hang out and blow off some steam and then maybe later we can go for a walk in the park and go to that deli shop that you like so much or maybe the diner that we use to go to on Sundays after church. Would you like that?" He asks. "Yeah... That would be nice... Thanks dad." You say turning to him and he stands up. "Any time sweetpea" He give a small smile and opens his arms for a hug. You hug him. "I love you dad... And thanks for the donuts" You say with a smile. "Is that an "I love you dad" because of the donuts? Or what?" He asks with a laugh which in turn causes you to laugh as well. " Well you being my sweet treat supplier is a plus maybe you can add that to the "Awesome Dad" resume." You say letting go of him and he ruffles your hair. " Alright I will keep that in mind. You go ahead and call your friends and then tell me where you will be hanging out and for how long. If you still want to go out to eat I want you back by 1:30. What time is it now?" He asks. You quickly run to your room and grab your phone. "Its 10:45!" You shout from your room. "That's plenty of time to hang out with your friends. I hope you have fun! Now go call your friends!" He calls out and he grabs the donuts from the table and sets them on the counter.

You dial your best friend Jenifer's number and on the second ring she answers. "Hey (Y/N)! Whats up!" Your friend sounds excited. " Nothing much. I was wondering if you would like to hang out. Maybe we can bring Abigail and we can go hang out in that ice cream shop or maybe go and hang out at the bridge like we use to or we can just walk around!" You say excited. "yeah that would be awesome! Where do you want to meet?" You look up slightly thinking "How about my street corner." You ask. "Alrighty I will see you there!" Jenifer says. "Alright bye!" You hang up then start getting dressed.

#matt murdock #matt murdock x daughter reader #father matt murdock #father daughter fluff #foggy nelson #karen page #eventual angst #daredevil #frank castle #platonic frank castle #platonic frank castle x reader #the punisher #eventual fluff #fluff

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rebelwrites · 3 years

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Chapter Twenty Three: I Will Do It

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“I will do it” Brooke said before Xavier could speak.

“Like hell you are” Xavier shouted “I nearly lost you again and over my dead body and I letting that happen again”

“Calm the fuck down” Brooke roared asa she stood up, folding her arms over her chest looking Xavier dead in the eyes “I know you aren’t going to like this but I need this. I need to stand in front of the bastard who robbed so much of my life. I need to be the one who ends this bastard's life. So you are either with me or not. But whatever you choice I am doing this”

Xavier looked around the table to both Alex and Craig smirking at how Brooke took control and put him in his place. And honestly so was Xavier.

Over the next hour the plan was put together. Nothing was going to happen until Brooke could ride again as everyone agreed this was the safest and quickest way for her to get away if things went south. And it meant for the next two weeks Brooke could rest up making sure she was mentally ready as well as physically ready.

“Now that the plan is decided, there is some other business we need to address” Alex grinned as he looked over to Brooke, his eyes landing on the gauze covering the fresh ink on her shoulder.

“It is my understanding that we officially have a new old lady in the club” Craig beamed as he looked at his daughter. “I know you guys haven’t had the easiest starts but I couldn’t be prouder of you both and I know damn well together you will be a force to be reckoned with”

Another half an hour went by as they discussed general plans and issues around the club, Xavier glanced down as he felt Brooke’s breathing get shallower to find she had fallen asleep in his arms. Looking up at his dad he nodded.

“And I think with that church is over” He smiled tapping the table with his hand not wanting to wake Brooke.

Xavier adjusted his grip on Brooke as he stood, carrying her through the house. As she started to stir he stopped.

“Shh it’s okay baby go back to sleep I've got you” He whispered kissing the top of her head.

Lilly stood there grinning as she watched her son.

“How is she doing?” She asked as she brushed some hair out of Brooke’s face.

“Okay I think. But i think her pain meds are wearing off” he sighed at the thought of her in pain.

“I thought they would be, so I’ve put her meds on your desk along with some food for you both” She smiled kissing her son's cheek.

“Thanks mom” Xavier smiled as he made his was upstairs.

He kicked the bedroom door open, making his way over to the bed, as gently as he could he placed Brooke down. But she still woke.

“How you feeling bumble?” He asked as he kicked his boots off.

“Like i’ve been hit by a truck” She groaned running her hand over her face.

“You are due some more meds now, I could tell they were starting to wear off by the faces you were pulling” he whispered as he passed her the plate of food and the tablets she needed to take. “Eat up then we can take a nap”

As soon as the tablets kicked in Brooke snuggled up to Xavier resting her head on his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart.

“I love you” She whispered as she slowly drifted off to sleep.

“I love you too” Xavier whispered kissing the top of her head “More than you will ever know”

Brooke woke up to the sun shining through the gap in the curtains and the sound of the shower running. She forgot how comfy this bed was, it was like floating on a cloud. Slowly she rolled out of bed, she grabbed her meds before heading into the bathroom.

“Morning sexy” Brook smirked as she watched Xavier stand under the water. Letting it run down his body, making her bite her bottom lip. She couldn’t help it as she stripped out of her pyjamas, she was in desperate need of a shower and what better way than having a shower with her man.

“You weren’t supposed to be awake yet” Xavier smiled as Brooke wrapped her arms around his waist, resting her cheek against his back. As Brooke rang her fingers down his chest making him shiver. “What do you think you are doing?

“Urm showering, what does it look like” She grinned moving her hand lower.

“Well someone is in a playful mood” He growled spinning her around pinning her against the wall.

“It’s amazing what a good night's sleep and pain killers does for you” Brooke giggled.

“When was this last changed?” Xavier whispered tracing around the bandage.

“They did it yesterday morning” she smiled “so don’t need to do it for a couple more days”

“Good” he nodded as he dipped his head, slowly kissing her neck, making her melt into his body.

After a steamy makeout session, they both climbed out of the shower, wrapping a fluffy towel around her body. She couldn’t stop smiling. She was back home, the place she belonged.

Xavier watched as Brooke ran her fingers through her hair, as she got ready for the day.

They both knew life would be good for the next two weeks would be good.

#rebel writes original #can love save a life?

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stressed-crow · 3 years

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i didnt exactly get tagged, but @lieberts said the “whoever wants to do it” thing (like 4 moths ago but i just found it in my likes) so here i goooo

also i tag @krchov @cowardlylearningtobebrave @feathereddamsel @gruntie and @luwucifer-s but like, only very vaguely. feel free not to~

1. MUSIC TAG MEME

Rules: Post your first twenty songs in a playlist on shuffle

Mama (My Chemical Romance)

Stigma (BTS)

Man Who Sold The World (Nirvana)

End of Spring (ONEWE)

Love Maze (BTS)

I’m so afraid (Holland)

Dear my friend (agustd)

O-O-H Child (The Five Stairsteps)

Go Go (BTS)

Time is Running out (The Muse)

Movement (Hozier)

Les Passants (Zaz)

The Witching Hour (ODJBOX)

Feelings (Hayley Kiyoko)

0X1=LOVESONG (txt)

YAYAYA (Stray Kids)

Empire (Of Mice and Men)

Problems (Mother Mother)

Question (Stray Kids)

Kill Your Heroes (AWOLNATION)

(i do not take any criticism on my music taste, least of all a costructive one)

2. Rules: MAKE A NEW POST, bold what applies to you and tag whoever you want to get to know better.

APPEARANCE

I’m an I-need-to-pull-the-driver-seat-all-the-way-in kind of a person // i wear glasses or contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i wear makeup // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how I look // I prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backward

HOBBIES & TALENTS

i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own (if it was like... chill wildreness. i mean i can get a fire going and shit like that i cant fistfight a bear or whatever) // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

RELATIONSHIPS

i am in a relationship // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long-distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

AESTHETIC

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sunrise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colors // i find mystery in the ocean (i dont like it tho the sea scares me) // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

MISC

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least one dog // i have a cat ---------

3. THIS OR THAT TAG GAME (1)

4. THIS OR THAT TAG GAME (2)

indoor plants or gardens // cloud-watching or star-gazing // water or fire // paperback or hardcover // running or hiking // sleeping with socks or without socks // fruit or vegetables // hanging plants or succulents // dark wood or light wood // handwritten or typed // instagram or pinterest (i dont do either) // braids or pigtails // books or movies // oceans or meadows // forests or fields // sweet or salty // ice cream or chocolate // hoodies or sweaters // long hair or short hair // piercings or tattoos (new!! both!!) // summer or winter (both suck) // boots or sneakers // cars or motorcycles // curls or straight hair // castles or cottages // sunny days or storms // reptiles or birds // disney or nickelodeon (am european) // strawberries or watermelon (im using this opportunity to pick the other one yes) // essays or posters // phones or laptops // glass or stone // dark or light // photos or paintings // circuses or theaters // reading or writing // dogs or cats // poetry or novels // monsters or ghosts // thrift shops or libraries // fiction or non-fiction

5. Post one picture from my camera roll (no new downloads) to sum up my personality! u get two bcs they are v good

6. 30 QUESTIONS TAG GAME

RULES: Answer 30 questions and tag others

Name/Nickname: lucy

Gender: female

Star Sign: leo

Height: 170 cm

Time: 22:04

Birthday: july 1 IS WHAT I WROTE INITIALLY bcs i cant fucking read and thought it just said “date” lol anyway its 11th of August

Favorite Bands: bts, stray kids :)

Favorite Solo Artists: sunmi, taemin :) and hozier i cant betray him

Song stuck in my head: la la la la vie en rose

Last Movie: def some horror movie but i forget which lol

Last Show: probably the untamed lmaooo did not even finnish it

When did I create this blog: december 2013 apparently

What do I post: kpop babey

Last thing googled: i gotta fact check lots of shit for work so probs smting sports related (but make no mistake i dont know a single thing abt sports)

Other blogs: what for i dump everything here

Do I get asks: no

Why I chose my url: self-explanatory

Following: 100

Followers: ???

Average hours of sleep: about 8 hours

Instruments: none

What am I wearing: pink pajama shorts with kitties, black shirt torn beyond decent wearability and this dark green... jacket,,, hoodie...thing.

Dream job: village witch

Dream trip: me @ japan:

(i was supposed to go study there starting winter 2020 :) im abt to lose my fucking mind :) so yeah you get a dead meme for this) also new zealand, iceland, and going back to sweden sometime

Favorite food: pizza bithc its versatile, also cereal coz im a child

Nationality: czech (rip)

Favorite song: black swan (bts), levanter (skz), take me to church (hozier), noir (sunmi) (those are from the top of my head current favs theres way more but here u go)

Last book read: MIMOZEMŠŤANÉ V ČECHÁCH (= aliens in czechia) by idk, some married couple thats probs wanted whatever xfiles had but low budget, its pure nonsense, best read of this year, dont regret a single second

Top three fictional universes I’d like to live in: magnus archives bich i dont give a fuck; middle earth to blaze it with hobbits; i wanna be one of those lil shaky-head-tree-things in mononokehime

#personal #yeet yoot #tag game

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khanyienongogo · 3 years

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Chapter 2

Me: "Oh my gosh." I said shakily. I was overwhelmed. Seeing a man's chest for the first time...I didn't know that a man could have this many abs. The other thing that was overwhelming me of course, was the fact that he was stitching himself up. I mean who does that? Isn't it painful? At least at the hospital he would've been sedated or something, and I may not be a doctor but I know that the needle needs to be sterilized first before it could puncture through skin otherwise you could get infected...right? The other thing that was starting to get clearer in my head was that this man didn't want to go to the hospital because maybe he didn't want to be answering questions about the incident that led to him getting stabbed. This meant that he either didn't want to attract attention to the person or people who did this to him or it could be that he was hiding something. Both of those reasons made me nervous...terrified actually...because I didn't know where it put me in all of this. Was I in danger from the person or people who attacked him, or was I in danger from the man standing in front of me half naked? A chill ran down my spine. Busisiwe you can be gullible sometimes, you should've minded your own damn business...look at you now...this man could kill you...and it would be so easy for him to kill you since he was such a giant with all those muscles and...abs. Seriously Busi?! Stop thinking about his abs or packs...whatever! You are in danger!

If you didn't know, I was having an inner debate with myself...I do that sometimes...well...okay I do that a lot but please don't judge. See? Issues! ..."who are you?" I finally asked taking a step back. I didn't like the way he was looking at me. His eyes showed no emotion whatsoever...they were blank. Seriously the guy looked scary even though you could see that he was holding back pain. You could see from the way he was gritting his teeth and the beads of sweat that were coating his forehead..."look...I helped you and you look...fine...to say the least. So I will just go okay?" I said taking a few steps back. His eyes were still on me...no emotion was reflected on them. He didn't move. But he did stand a little straighter. Oh my gosh! He was going to kill me. Run for you life Busi!

Him: "Don't leave. Stay. It is dark outside...danger for you." He said. Actually it was more like he growled at me. And why did he speak like this? It was like he didn't want to speak...or was it because he was in pain? Focus Busi. He said you're in danger.

Me: "Am I in danger? Is it because I helped you? Will the guys that attacked you come back for me? Look please...I was just trying to help...I'm a nice person...I've never harmed anyone before. I volunteer at church even though it has been a long time since I've prayed but I believe in God. I've never said anything bad about another person..." I paused..."okay that is a lie, I have said something bad about this girl in high school but it was one time, and only because she was being mean-."

Him: "Would you just shut the fuck up please!" He shouted frustratedly. I did what he asked..."goddamn woman! You talk too much." He stated. This guy was not nice...really people. Yes, I know I talk a lot but that only happens when I'm nervous or scared...so shoot me!

Me: "You're not nice." I told him weakly.

Him: "Yes I'm not nice. But you talk to much so talk less...okay?" Oh my gosh! He was so frustrating? I could really feel my face start to burn up in embarrassment and anger. Yes I was angry people. I folded my arms and glared at him.

Me: "Look here mister. Don't forget that not long ago you were on the street ground hurt and dying-."

Him: "I wasn't dying." He grunted. This guy!

Me: "Well it looked like you were dying to me. But that is beside the point. What I'm trying to point out is that when you were on the street ground hurt, I helped you okay? So stop being rude." I told him heatedly. He grunted and huffed annoyed.

Him: "Okay woman. I will stop being rude...happy now?"

Me: "My name is not woman, it is Busisiwe but you can call me Busi for short." I informed him cheekily. I was being brave on the outside but what I was actually scared on the inside. He huffed again in annoyance.

Him: "Whatever. I don't care. Just don't leave...not safe." He spoke in that weird and annoying way again. I really couldn't deal with this guy people.

Me: "Not safe from the people that stabbed you?" I asked shakily. The bravado I had just seconds ago was gone.

Him: "Nobody is going to hurt you." He vowed. I blinked. I didn't expect that. I mean you guys should've seen the way he said it. He really meant it..."I just mean...that it is dark outside...and it is not safe for a woman to be walking around...so you will sleep here and tomorrow morning I'll take you home...okay?" Oh my gosh! That was the longest I have heard him say anything since we've been here. Wait...did he just say that I'm going to be sleeping here? As in here...in his apartment? In his bed? What? No! He is crazy!

Me: "I'm not sleeping here!" I exclaimed.

Him: "Yes you are." He growled at me. He actually growled people. I couldn't believe this guy. Is it possible that I saved a lunatic?

Me: "Look, I have to go home. I will not sleep here." I said slowly. He bared his teeth at me.

Him: "Don't talk to me like that. I'm not stupid. You will sleep here, then in the morning I will take you home. End of story." He said with a final voice. And let me tell you, that voice was scary. I was in trouble people.

Me: "I don't understand why I have to sleep here though. I can take a cab, and a cab is safe. It will drop me off in front of my apartment building. And besides tomorrow I have classes in the morning so sleeping here won't be a possibility." I said satisfied with my answer. I mean I stated valid points.

Him: "You sleep here...end of story." He said glaring at me. I was lost for words..."I will finish stitching myself up, then I'll make you food. I'm sure you're hungry. Okay?" Was he being serious? Of course it is not okay!

Me: "No. it is not okay. Look I didn't sign up for this. I wouldn't have helped you if I knew you were this crazy. All I wanted to do was to get home take a long hot bath and then sleep. In that order. So please-."

Him: "I see no problem; you can take a bath and sleep here. When I'm finished stitching myself you can take a bath or shower...your choice. There are clean towels here so problem solved." He said shrugging. I threw my hands up in the air in frustration. Unbelievable!

Me: "You're crazy!" I exclaimed. He just shrugged..."and weird too."

Him: "I've been called worse so..." He shrugged again. I hated those shrugs... "and you talk too much, so shut up and sit your ass down, and let me finish this." He said pointing to his wound.

Me: "Do you know how crazy this situation is right? We're strangers! We don't know each other, strangers don't sleep at each other's places. And if you think we're going to sleep on the same bed, you've got another thing coming-."

Him: "Just calm the fuck down okay? You'll take the bed and I'll crash on the couch...happy?" I huffed..."and my name is Zanoxolo. So there, we're not strangers anymore."

Me: "That doesn't mean we stop being strangers." I pointed out.

Zano: "Fuck me! She's a pain in my ass." He muttered to himself. I'm sure I wasn't supposed to hear him but I did because his voice was so deep. I'm sure he was one of those guys who couldn't whisper even though they wanted to.

Me: "Excuse me?! I'm the pain in your ass?! I just want to go home-."

Zano: "Jeez woman! Are you still on about that? I told you that you're not going home tonight so sit your ass down now." He commanded in that scary voice of his. And you know what stupid old me did? I sat down.

Okay don't blame me people. I was scared...the guy was scary. You guys should come and be in my shoes and see what you would've done if that scary voice was directed at you..."and if you sneak off whilst I'm still busy here, I will hunt down your big ass and find you. And you wouldn't like what I'd do to you once I do find you." I shrunk down on the couch after he delivered that threat. I believed him people. He was serious. I could see it in his eyes. I really wouldn't like what he would do to my big ass when he found me if I sneaked off. I wasn't going to entertain the fact that he called my ass big...it was not the time. I was in deep shit people. I should've took the cab home from the restaurant...I shouldn't have walked. If I made it out here alive, I vowed that I would never walk home from the restaurant ever again. I didn't want a repeat of this. No thank you..."are we clear woman?" I nodded my head quickly. I'm pretty sure my eyes were wide in fear. He grunted..."give me your phone." He demanded. I took my phone out of my jean pocket with shaky fingers and he grabbed it out of my hands. He had such big hands. He could kill me with those hands. A chill ran through my body..."just in case you think of doing something stupid." He stated..."I've never talked so much in my life. Pain in my ass." He muttered to himself going back in the bathroom. He closed the door behind him and I released a shaky breath. He was such a mean ugly jerk bastard!...............

#love story #writers #writerslife #southafrica #romance #honesty #affection

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surveys-at-your-service · 3 years

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Survey #410

“oh baby, baby, does she take a piece of lime for the drink that i’ma buy her, do you know just what she likes?

Do you put candy canes on your Christmas tree? Ye. Have you ever written/drawn/painted random stuff on your bedroom wall? No. What do you currently hear? A slowed w/ reverb version of "If U Seek Amy" by Britney Spears. Yes, I have a serious thing for these edits of childhood songs, ha ha. Actually, no shame, I still love Britney lmao. What's your favorite flavor of Doritos? Cool Ranch. Do you like bagels? Yep. Do you ever worry about what the world will be like when you have kids? I ain't having any of those, so I don't have to worry about that. Have you ever seen a hippo in person? At a zoo, yes. Are you any good at HTML? Noooo. When was the last time you did something you knew was wrong? Recently, because I'm awful about downloading things illegally. What was the last thing you downloaded on your computer? A picture. Do you ever cry just to get your way? Hi, I'm 25. I at least have SOME adult traits. Have you ever been to any professional sports games? Yes. What's the most boring sport to watch? The only sport I enjoy watching is dance, so. I think golf has to take the cake for the absolute worst, though. Do you like lip rings on the opposite sex? UGH I just love lip rings on anybody. Do you have good or bad vision? Literally awful. Have you ever parked in a handicapped spot when you weren't supposed to? Hell no. That is so fucking inconsiderate and lazy. Have you ever been to a different country? No. When was the last time you finger-painted? Nooo idea. Probably not since I was a little kid. Do you say car-mel or car-A-mel? "Care-uh-mel." When you get out of the shower, do you use one or two towels? One. Are you uncomfortable with changing clothes in front of others? Absolutely yes. Hell, I don't think I ever really changed in front of Jason back in the day, so that says something about how self-conscious I was with a FIT body. Never mind this catastrophe I own now. Which is worse: Runny nose or stuffy nose? Both suck, but stuffy drives me absolutely INSANE. Who's been the most influential person in your life? My mom. Do you have any tan lines? Ha, yeah, no. How many different schools have you gone to? Six. Do you know how to slow dance? I mean, yes? It's not complicated. Have you ever taken The Impossible Quiz? (If not, you should Google it. :D) No, and I'll never waste my time doing that shit. I've watched people play and beat it, but it seems like such frustrating, pointless madness with zero rhyme or reason behind it. Has someone that you liked told you that you are a waste of their time? No. Who is the last person you were in a car with? Mom. In the next 6 months, what are you looking forward to most? Ummmm Christmas, maybe? That's always exciting. Is there anyone who hates you? Probably. Who were you with the last time you went out for food? Mom. If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care? Eh... I guess if it was for medicinal purposes, I would be okay with it. I'm not keen on dating a smoker of anything. Do you want to start over with anyone? Just Jason, at least sometimes. It'd be really, really nice if we could be friends again and just forget about who we were all those years ago, but I genuinely doubt my ability to be "just friends" with him. Even though I haven't spoken to this dude in over FOUR YEARS, and I'm sure he's changed a lot, just like I have. We might not even be compatible anymore. As much as I may want it, I think it's probably for the better we remain unassociated. Do you eat the crust of your sandwiches? It's what I eat first. Are you completely over your last relationship? Not "completely," no. I still love her, but I'm in a headspace of accepting that now is not the right time with unfit conditions. What hoodie did you wear last? My Pikachu one, which is the one I pretty much always wear. Do you listen to Incubus? Probably surprisingly, no. I don't know if I've even heard a song. Do you wear flip-flops during the winter? More like always. Do you like the smell of Axe? If you don't use an obnoxious amount, yeah. What do you think of feminists? Absolutely necessary as pilots for change. HOWEVER, I do believe some can take the concept waaaay too far. Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence? Dad, probably. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? Oh my god, GUYS. It was my niece's birthday last month, and she did the CUTEST shit. She used to be very, very opposed to getting even slightly dirty (I mean like a speck of dirt on her would make her cry), and this kid decided to just C H O M P into her cupcake and get the frosting ALL over her face. She had two and got so messy, and that angel was just laughing hysterically about it. That girl is such a damn gift. Safe to say she was bouncing off the walls that night. Did you hug one of your parents today? No. Do you tan in the nude? I don't tan, period. Have you ever put a lot of thought and effort into a gift for somebody, only for them to act like it didn’t really matter to them? Oh god, no. That would really, really hurt, because I genuinely do try to be very thoughtful with my gifts. Do you follow the ‘five second rule’ when you drop food on the ground? NOOOOOOO. It's just a bullshit myth. I am NOT eating food that's been on the floor for a millisecond. If you had to describe yourself using a colour, which colour would you be? Maybe like... navy blue? Kinda dark and somber, but also has a calmness to it. Have you ever had to use another person’s toothbrush before? What were the circumstances? I WOULD FUCKING NEVER. Omg that is so gross. Have you ever crashed a car? No. Do you have a garden? Does it have flowers, vegetables, or both? No. Where do you want to raise your kids? I don't want kids, but if I did, absolutely surrounded by nature and animals. Have you ever been to Cracker Barrel? Yeah, I love it there. Damn, now I want some, lol. Have you ever seen a ghost? I sure as fuck saw something. As soon as you find out you are pregnant, who will you first tell? Who says I'm ever going to BE pregnant? 'Cuz it sure isn't in my plans. But hypothetically, the dad. Have you ever won a game of Minesweeper? Like ever? I've never played it. Who is your best guy friend(s)? Girt. I really should chat with him soon, it's been too long. If you had a tiny scar on your face, would you get it removed or just keep it? I'd keep it. Make me look more badass. ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ What is your hair naturally like? Brown and kinda-sorta wavy. Have you ever stared at a stranger and they said something to you about it? No; I don't stare at people. Is your father very protective of you? I wouldn't say "very protective," no. What would you do if your hero died? ffffffUCK THIS QUESTION HOW ABOUT NO HE'S NOT ALLOWED THAT'S VERY ILLEGAL Where was your first date at with your current lover? I don't have one currently. Are you friendly in the morning, or are you barely awake? Depends on how much sleep I got, but I'm generally in my best mood in the morning. Did your parents force you to go to church? Mom did. What made you pick up the last book you started reading? It was the next book in the series I'm reading, Wings of Fire. When was the last time you went somewhere for the first time? Hm. I dunno. Hypothetically and generally speaking, how would you go about breaking up with someone? Is there anything you would make sure to say, or perhaps not say? I mean it would really depend on WHY I was breaking up with them, but I guess in most situations I'd try to meet them face-to-face and explain why I wanted to cut things off. I think it'd be important for them to hear my tone of voice, and I think physically meeting somewhere would show that I care enough for them to cut time out of my day to see them and try to hurt them as least as possible, given the situation. What do you find particularly offensive? Would you say you’re easy or difficult to offend? DO NOT in even a minor way ridicule mental illness or belittle victims as "weak" or pull the "it's just in their head" bullshit. The misuse of the term "retard(ed)" also genuinely offends me. I wouldn't say I'm easy to offend, either. What was the last chore you completed? Changing my cat's litter. When was the last time someone saw you naked? It's been a loooong time, and it would've only been my mom when I was like, going into a shower or something. If you could bring someone back from the dead and spend an hour with them, who would it be and what would you do/say? Probably Steve Irwin. I'd go on and on about how his family has carried his legacy so brilliantly, and show him aaaaaall the public pictures of Bindi and Grace, especially. God, that man would be so proud of them all. What is the greatest lost you’ve endured? My first "real" boyfriend. How would you describe your current mood? A mix of tired and anxious. I don't feel like going to bed yet, and the storm we've got passing through has me nervous about tornadoes 'n shit. Do you ever drink or get high alone? I've had some light drinks alone. What is the “worst” drug you’ve done? Are there any you will never try, or any you want to try? I've never done any illicit drugs, and I don't want to. What is the most personal thing you’re willing to reveal? Probably that I've had a pilonidal cyst. It's awkward to explain, but I'll share it anyway if there's a good reason to/I'm asked or something. What made you stop talking to the last person you cut out of your life? Her just being the most toxic, drama-filled person with the biggest victim complex of any human I've ever met. Who was the last person to yell at you? Did you yell back? Mom, and my voice was raised. Where do you like to be kissed? This depends on how serious we are. Can go from just the cheek to a lot of places. Which season is your least favorite and why? Summer, because it's too goddamn hot and humid. Who, if anyone, do you compare yourself to most? Probably my little sister. She's on such a successful path, and then there's like... me lmao. Do you have a night-light in your bedroom? If so, what does it look like? No. What is your favorite breakfast food? How often do you get to eat it? Cinnamon rollssssss. I have 'em very rarely, though. I'll eat too many of them, which I definitely don't need. What is your favorite thing about autumn? What about your least favorite thing? AHHHHHH EVERYTHING. I love Halloween and the decorations that come with it, the changing leaves, the crisp air... just all of it. :') Who was the last person you asked for help? Mom, I'm sure.

#survey #surveys #random questions #lyrics: ''if u seek amy'' by britney spears

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florbelles · 4 years

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lyra and john for the ship ask?

thank you lovely! 💕

GENERAL

how long will they last? as long as some part of either of them exists tbh

how quickly did/will they fall in love? when i say they have no chill and lyra moved into the ranch after living in hope county for two weeks i mean it

how was their first kiss? john’s nose bled, next question

WEDDING

who proposed? technically john. sort of. ( i’m sorry for this long answer but i haven’t really discussed it so ) lyra had already joined the project, lived with john, begun her training with jacob, and had taken up the rudimentary form of what would eventually become her role as the judge. it had only been a few months, but joseph believed he recognized her from his visions and wanted to bring her into the family Officially; at this point john and lyra were already 100% in it and he was straight up like if she’s going to become a seed it’s going to be through me, because, well, john. lyra just looked at him when he came to her with it and said “what of it? are you not my husband? am i not your wife?” and that was that; lyra doesn’t live by half-measures, she was married in every way that mattered to her the second she stepped across that threshold with her bags. ( well. shaggy carried the bags. but you get it. )

who is the best man/men? no one, but if you listened carefully you could hear shaggy sobbing outside the church. is he happy for them or crushed by the revelation he’s really stuck with both of them forever now? who can say!

who is the bride’s maid(s)? no one; faith was Not pleased when she heard lyra had gone and married her brother without telling her ( but it would have been her, if they’d had attendees. )

who did the most planning? there wasn’t much, but john ( and joseph, i suppose, since he officiated. )

who stressed the most? the only one who had any amount of stress was john.

how fancy was the ceremony? back of a pickup truck | 2 | 3 ( i’ve been informed inflation adjustment was necessary by virtue of lyra’s aura ) | 4 | normal church wedding | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Kate and William wish they were this big.

who was specifically not invited to the wedding? everyone, with the exception of joseph by necessity; while the significance of the two most extra drama fiends to ever step into the valley having the most understated ceremony in existence could be elaborated on with sentimentality — they can come as they are with each other, etc etc — it was partly a tactical move; lyra couldn’t fairly well maintain her cover with the locals if she publicly married john seed in an elaborate ceremony. they intend to have one officially in the new eden with all of the family and faithful; they never get that chance.

SEX

who is on top? either/or tbh

who is the one to instigate things? either/or

how healthy is their sex life? barely touch themselves let alone each other | 2 | 3 | 4 | once a couple weeks, nothing overboard | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | they are humping each other on the couch right now

how kinky are they? straight missionary with the lights off | 2 | 3 | 4 | might try some butt stuff and toys | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | don’t go into the sex dungeon without a horse’s head ( no horse head necessary in the sex dungeon. just kidding. they don’t have a sex dungeon they just hook up in the normal torture one )

how long do they normally last? before everything went to hell, as long as they want ( rip, get the ice packs ); after the reaping begins, as long as they have

do they make sure each person gets an equal amount of orgasms? okay listen i’m going to be brutally honest, they fuck a lot, they’re not counting but they’re not complaining

how rough are they in bed? softer than a butterfly on the back of a bunny | 2 | 3 | 4 | the bed’s shaking and squeaking every time | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | their dirty talk is so vulgar it’d make dwayne johnson blush. also, the wall’s so weak it could collapse the next time they do it. ( their walls are premium )

how much cuddling/snuggling do they do? no touching after sex | 2 | 3 | 4 | a little spooning at night, or on the couch, but not in public | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | they snuggle and kiss more often than a teen couple on their fifth date to a pillow factory. ( lyra is actually the biggest offender but she blames his needy ass. also if she knows you know this she’ll commit homicide. this is not hyperbole )

CHILDREN

how many children will they have naturally? none. ( in aus they do; one in the cult wins verse because lyra’s iud expired but she was not willing to sacrifice her sex life, and fairbrookseed have three; the twins via wes and a younger son via john. )

how many children will they adopt? three at the beginning of the reaping — boomer, peaches & cheeseburger. ( john unwilling. )

who gets stuck with the most diapers? not applicable, but hypothetically shaggy

who is the stricter parent? it would have been john

who stops the kid(s) from doing dangerous stunts after school? it would have been john; lyra would have taught them the dangerous stunts they’re doing after school

who remembers to pack the lunch(es)? it would have been shaggy

who is the more loved parent? the furbabies love lyra more. obviously.

who is more likely to attend the pta meetings? it wOULD HAVE BEEN JOHN

who cried the most at graduation? same answer; lyra would have waited until they got home and then cried in the shower for an hour

who is more likely to bail the child(ren) out of trouble with the law? either/both, but in practice probably john

COOKING

who does the most cooking? neither/shaggy; lyra if you count her Attempts when she staggers in at 3am after hunting sinners or gathering intel at the spread eagle

who is the most picky in their food choice? john; lyra behaves like she is but in fact thinks it will be a shame when casey’s non-testicle related recipes are lost when he burns in the collapse

who does the grocery shopping? neither; lyra’s the most likely to bring things back from town, but it’s usually liquor she swiped from the bar ( so that mary may can’t sell it, of course! )

how often do they bake desserts? they don’t bake

are they more of a meat lover or a salad eater? whatever shaggy puts in front of them; it’s probably meat and it’s probably unfortunate

who is more likely to surprise the other(s) with an anniversary dinner? john, but he’s only responsible for the theatrics; everything was 100% still prepared by the flock

who is more likely to suggest going out? for the truly exceptional hope county cuisine, served in businesses they definitely didn’t try to get shut down, in which they are most definitely both still welcome and could appear together without blowing her cover and/or getting shot on sight? neither. in a “let’s physically go out by the fire pit” sense, lyra.

who is more likely to burn the house down accidentally while cooking? honestly, both of them, because in the event they were cooking one of them probably decided to be distracting~ while they waited~ and oh no they forgot about it oh no everything’s on fire oh no shaggy put it out oh no shaggy how could you let this happen

CHORES

who cleans the room? shaggy

who is really against chores? both to an extent, but especially lyra

who cleans up after the pets? neither, but since john philosophically opposes their presence in the first place and tries to ship them off to jacob every tuesday, it sure as hell ain’t him

who is more likely to sweep everything under the rug? if, inexplicably, they’re sweeping, it’s lyra, both proverbially and literally

who stresses the most when guests are coming over? if the guest is joseph ( or even jacob ), JOHN. otherwise they’re unconcerned.

who found a dollar between the couch cushions while cleaning? a dollar? one (1) dollar? john keeps literal stacks of thousands of dollars in cash just sitting around. the answer is hopefully not the resistance.

MISC

who takes the longer showers/baths? john ( but lyra usually joins. )

who takes the dog out for a walk? shaggy, boomer has almost taken his leg off on fifty separate occasions. ( it’s lyra. )

how often do they decorate the room/house for the holidays? canonically they never have the opportunity, really, but lyra probably would have decorated for the winter holidays. some mistletoe on the antlers, a garland on that sinner corpse hanging out by the porch. beautiful.

what are their goals for the relationship? to make it to new eden, tbh. they found unconditional love in each other when that was an impossibility for them for most of their lives; they just want to keep what they have and prove themselves worthy.

who is most likely to sleep till noon? JOHN. lyra’s up before dawn every day ( and drags him out of bed to watch the sunrise with her; he’s very excited for the apocalypse. )

who plays the most pranks? pranks? lyra, but not the funny sort, it’s like...whoops, sorry, i forgot to mention i was roasting sinners out back, the grounds will smell like burning flesh for a bit! did you bring home any flayed skin today? <3 ( i jest, it’s more to the effect of “the sinners were terribly dull today so to amuse myself i told them i heard rumors about the judge and the reason they didn’t know you had a wife is because you kept her locked in a sex dungeon. also, adelaide wants you to spank her. how went the confessions?” )

#answered #x: from eden #oc: lyra fairbanks #asks: lyra

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lovemesomesurveys · 4 years

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800 questions part 2

51) What’s your favorite zoo animal? Giraffes.

52) What’s your favorite sport? None.

53) What’s your favorite food? Boneless garlic parm and lemon pepper wings from Wingstop, ramen, chicken tenders, spaghetti and meatballs, scrambled eggs with shredded cheese (with green onions and spinach is even better, or smothered in country gravy), and beans, rice, and cheese burrito with cilantro, guac, and sour cream from this local Mexican restaurant with their gravy and cheese dip to dip it in.

54) What’s your favorite pizza topping? White sauce, feta and ricotta cheese, garlic, spinach, and crumbled meatballs with pesto sauce drizzled on top.

55) What’s your favorite film? I have many.

56) What’s your favorite song? I have way too many.

57) What’s your favorite alcoholic drink? None.

58) What’s your favorite non-alcoholic drink? Coffee and Starbucks Doubleshot coffee energy drink (the white chocolate flavor).

59) What’s your favorite TV program? I have a lot of those, too.

60) What’s your favorite boyband? I don’t really have a particular favorite boyband at the moment.

61) What’s your favorite girl group? I don’t have a particular favorite girl group at the moment either.

62) What would be your ideal partner? Someone patient, understanding, kind, loving, trustworthy, funny...

63) Do you want children? Nope.

64) Do you want a church wedding? I don’t want any wedding.

65) Are you religious? Yes.

66) Do you like reality TV programs? I do.

67) Do you like TV talent shows? I like The Voice.

68) If you were gay who would your life partner be? How am I supposed to know who I would end up with in a hypothetical scenario? I don’t even know that now.

69) If you could go back in time to change one thing what would it be? There’s a lot of things I’d like to do differently that would make a big difference for my ongoing, current situation.

70) How many hats do you own? Not sure exactly, but I have a few beanies and baseball caps.

71) Are you any good at pool? I’ve never played.

72) What’s the highest you've ever jumped into the water from? I’ve never jumped into the water; I can’t swim.

73) Have you ever been admitted to hospital? Yeah, several times.

74) Have you ever had any brushes with the law? No.

75) Have you ever been on TV? A couple times after my accident I was on the local news. I was just a baby, so I have no recollection of it. My grandparents actually have a recording of one of the news segments, though, so I have seen it.

76) Have you ever met any celebrities? I’ve met Jamie Lee Curtis and Drake Bell.

77) Have you ever been to Legoland? Nope.

78) Have you ever done something heroic? No. I’m no hero.

79) Have you ever played a practical joke on anyone? Nothing major, just playful stuff when I was a kid.

80) Have you ever been the recipient of a practical joke? Yeah.

81) What would be your best achievement to date? I don’t know... :/

82) Do you prefer baths or showers? Showers. I haven’t taken a bath since I was a kid.

83) Do you prefer towel drying, blow drying or natural drying your hair? I let it air dry.

84) Have you ever built a snowman? No.

85) Have you ever been sledging? No.

86) Have you ever flown a kite? I think I have before when I was a kid.

87) What color socks are you wearing? White.

88) If you could live anywhere, where would that be? I’d love to live somewhere with actual falls and winters and it’s not miserably, unbearably hot most of the year.

89) Have you ever been famous? Uh, no, and that’s perfectly fine. I have no desire for that whatsoever.

90) Would you like to be a big celebrity? Nooo.

91) Would you ever go on Big Brother? No.

92) How big is your TV? A 42-inch, I think.

93) What is your most essential appliance? My Keurig, ha. I gotta have my coffee, it’s a must.

94) What type of music do you like? I like variety.

95) Have you ever been skinny-dipping? Noooo.

96) How many Pillows do you sleep with? I only actually use 2, but I have 10 on my bed lol. I like throw/decorative pillows. Three of them are Halloween pillows.

97) What position do you often sleep in? My left side.

98) What do you wear to bed? Leggings and oversized graphic tee.

99) How big is your house? It’s pretty small for us. It’s a 2-bedroom with 4 adults and a doggo.

100) Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets? Sunsets.

#personal #text #survey #surveys #800 questions survey #51-100

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stardancerluv · 4 years

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One Night, Ten Years

Part 2

Summary: What happens after a passionate few hours with Curt Wild.

Warning: fingering

“Y/N, wake up.” Blinking, you gasped and moved back as Nancy, face was all you saw.

“How...” you tried to form logical thoughts but sleep held onto you. “How did you get in here?” You hissed, Curt’s arm tightened around your middle, as you felt him stirring behind you.

“I’ll tell you later but we have to get going.”

Something about tonight made you forget all about what had been important like curfews and obligations. You had felt like your own person, for once someone else was not pushing you as they saw fit.

Desperately, you tried to grasp onto that but you couldn’t. It all fell through your fingers like grains of sand.

“Fine alright, meet me by the food table I need to get dressed.”

“Ok, hurry.”

Once she was gone and the door closed, you turned gently to face Curt. You opened your mouth to speak but he spoke first.

“You gotta go.” He said, his eyes opening slowly. His blue eyes still sleep filled.

“I do.”

He blinked, the raised himself on his elbow. “Simple, don’t. Stay with me and party till I have to leave town.” He pulled you close.

“I want to.” He kissed you then, easily you melted under him. Before you knew it, he was deliciously hanging over you. “Curt, you are making this hard one me.”

He smirked, “That’s the whole idea.”

You closed your eyes. “Why can’t things be different?”

“They can be. Join me in my rocker roller life.” He began kissing your jaw then he moved onto your throat and finally your shoulder.

“We’d get tired of each other.”

“There’s too much I want to show you.” His eyes were lit with mischief.

You made a soft sound. “Damn my life.” You sighed. “All of Camberly will be a buzz if I go off with you.”

Damn, if his smug look didn’t get your heart racing.

“Fuck, Camberly.”

You closed your eyes again. “I have to go.” Opening, your eyes, you saw an air of resignation fill his, something about that you didn’t want. “You could come rescue me so this isn’t goodbye.”

He raised an eyebrow. “How much longer will you be here?”

“I leave Tuesday morning.”

You smiled. “Great! Look, I have no school till Tuesday. If you come there, I can make up some kind of excuse.”

He raised an eyebrow with a happy smile splashed across his face. “Yeah?”

You nodded. “Yeah.”

“Is Camberly a small town?”

“Tiny.”

Rolling, out of bed you shivered as you began pulling on your clothes.

“This is better than late night tv.”

You flushed, you looking over at Curt, the sheet sat low on his hips. He beckoned to you. Crawling over to him, now you were the one who hung over him. “Yes?”

“I want to kiss you before you leave.”

“I’d like that.” You leaned in, your lips meet.

He gasped, breaking the kiss. “Baby...” He breathed. You drifted your hand over the sheet till you reached him.

“We can finish this when we see each other again.”

*****

The bus dipped and wobbled through the night. Looking, out the window you let your mind wander. Nancy, grabbed your arm and leaned in. “Are you going to finally tell me how you ended up in bed with Curt Wild?” You finally looked away from the window.

“Will you cover for me on Sunday?” You slid your friend a look.

“Yes...yes..not tell me.”

*****

“Wow! That is amazing.”

You only had told her bits of what happened, a girl needed secrets you mused walking through the quiet streets.

“So tell me about you and Ricky?”

You could see that a blush darkened her cheeks. “One minute we were talking and the next we were kissing.” She looked over at you and grabbed your arm. “He is such a good kisser.”

You smiled. “Good.”

*****

Carefully, you gave Nancy a boost, “I got you...I got you.” You whispered. Moments, later she opened then climbed into her room. You sighed with relief against the side of the house.

“Y/N, get over here.” You heard her hiss into the night.

You came running over. Without, disturbing her parents you both changed and settled into her bedroom. In no time, Nancy was soundly asleep above you in her bed.

You crept over to bathroom. Closing the door, you turned on the light you looked at your reflection.

Deep down, you felt different. Eyeing, your reflection you tried to see if there any noticeable difference.

You really hoped he showed up tomorrow. You and Nancy, would have to play your cards right. After breakfast getting your school books would help with that greatly.

The rule of the house was nothing, had to be worked on until after church. You needed to show that this was super important.

*****

“Nancy, I will be right there.” Seeing your mother, you stopped. “Hi mother!” You ran upstairs. You grabbed you backpack while there you stuffed in some must needed items. She stopped you on the way downstairs.

“Sweetheart, what are you doing here?”

“Last night,” Your heart raced, lying wasn’t exactly something you enjoyed or did often to you mother. “Nancy, got working on an immense school project. We stayed up late working on it..well the best we could. So that’s why I’m here. I need my school books to get more done.”

“This is a long weekend, you were having a sleep over.”

“Yeah, but now we have a head start!” You added.

“You have worked too hard. Your eyes are bloodshot.” She looked you in the end. Which made nervousness uncoil in your stomach. “Go have fun. And then maybe after church start working again.”

“Ok, mother.”

“See, I told you!” Nancy added, “I knew your mother would want you to take a break before church.”

“I want us to get this done.” You added.

*****

You were all a flutter, as you changed into your dress for church. The shower did nothing to calm your nerveds. You stuffed your bags. If he didn’t then you would never have to worry about lying to your mother ever again. Most likely, you’d never see him again. If he did come, it would be a short time. It would be amazing. Either way all of this would be short lived.

Seeing him or not seeing him, you were torn. Whether you saw him or didn’t see him, you were afraid. You never felt like this for anyone.

After church, the two of you convinced Nancy’s parents to let you two go for some tea. You had told him, that sometimes after church, you got a spot of tea. There were only two possible places in Camberly where you could be.

You relaxed as you settled into your seat that looked out on the main street of Camberly. You tried to relax the best you could. Would, Curt show up and snatch you away.

Nancy, cut right through your relaxation once the waitress was gone. “What are you gonna do if he shows up? And what will you two do?”

“I don’t know.” Her question was hit you like a punch, you could only shrug. Distantly, you expected him to not show. You wouldn’t tell her that.

“You can’t just stay in bed naked.”

You blushed, is that what it would be like? Did you care if was? “Why not?” It came out more whiney that you had expected. The two of you giggled and were giggling when the waitress brought out your tea pot.

“Girls from Camberly don’t do that sort of thing.”

“I am sure we will do other things.” You paused. “Nancy what can we do in Camberly. I can’t exactly walk around with him. People know me.”

She sighed. “I didn’t think of that....Oh...please just don’t start any drugs.” She admonished.

You gave her a look.

“Y/N, we both know his reputation.” She took your hand. “I don’t want you to go down a rabbit hole you can’t climb back out of.”

“I know what I’m doing.”

You watched your friend as if she was in slow motion, her eyes grew large and her mouth dropped open. A breath later coolish hands covered your eyes, “Guess who baby?”

Your heart shot to the top of your head and felt as if it burst into millions of pieces.

You jumped up and turning, a huge smile splashed across your face. You leapt right into his arms. He held you tightly. “I was hoping you’d find me.” You whispered again his throat.

“I’d find you anywhere.” He whispered back.

When you pulled back, you finally took him all in. “Curt?” Now your mouth dropped open.

He had a baseball cap on, so incredibly American you thought. Were those jeans and an olive green jacket. He looked good, very respectable but the furthest thing from the rock and roller you had just rolled out of bed from. He still looked good.

He grimaced and shrugged, as he still held onto you. “From what you said, I decided I’d play it low-key.”

“Thank you!”

He gestured to you. “And look at you. A proper English girl in her Sunday best.” You did in fact look probably just as different as he did.

You gave him a sheepish smile. “It is.” Turning, in his arms, you looked at Nancy. “Let’s go call my mother.” You kissed his cheek. “I will be right back.” You pointed to your tea cup and cookies. “Enjoy some of that, we’ll be right back.”

“There’s a flower in your tea.” He made a face.

“Oh! You can eat those.” You giggled and ran off.

*****

“Mother, umm Nancy and I working really hard.” Twirling the cord around your finger, you finally asked the big question. “We were wondering, can I stay one more night?”

“Did you relax and have fun before church?”

“Yes, mother.”

“And you will have more fun at some point. This is a three day weekend after-all.”

“I promise.” Nancy, gave you a look when you said that and she you had to bit back a giggle that wanted to bubble to the surface.

“Alright, but sweetie sometimes you work too hard.”

“I do.”

“Ok, good. I will miss you but I suppose your father and I go and play some bingo or bridge or something.”

“Thank you, Mother. Thank you, Y/L/N.” Nancy piped in.

“Bye, Mother.” You hung up then and the two of you broke into happy giggles and you hugged your friend tight.

“Thank you, Nancy!” You hugged your friend tight.

*****

Excitement beat heavily in your stomach, as you watched him, toss your bags into the boot of the car.

“Thank you, again Nancy. I owe you.” You gave your friend another tight hug.

*****

“This is so quaint.” You said after walking into the room. Compared to the night before, this was tiny. You turned toward Curt, “Curt are you...” Tossing, his baseball cap aside, he pulled you close.

He nuzzled your throat, you giggled lightly. “Hi baby.” He smiled at you. Some of his chestnut strands fell into his face.

Butterflies were flapping throughout your body. “Hello.” You wrapped your arms around him.

“I’m glad I could find you.”

“I am too.”

“We have lots of time on our hands now.”

“We do.”

“Baby, you intrigue me.”

You flushed. “I’m not terribly exciting.”

“Try me. I’d like to know more then that you drink tea with flowers in them.” He chuckled.

“Alright but let’s get comfortable.”

He smirked. “See, I already like how you think.”

Going over to the bed, you slipped out of your heals, then laid down but instantly made a face.

“Baby, what’s the matter?”

“This bed, is horrible.

He laid down beside you, then he made a face. “Oh, this is horrible.”

“I will take care of this.”

****

Over the course of the almost hour long car ride to London conversation flowed easily between the two of you. Not even realizing it, a level of relaxation fell over you, since you both knew alot more about each other. He didn’t feel so far away. A level of determination filled your heart, you needed to go out there and grab life. Not just be a good Camberly girl. This would be your first steps toward that.

When you entered the place, Curt took your hand. Looking, over at him and you shared a smile.

“Mr. and Mrs. Wildwind?” Inquired, the very tall man behind the check-in desk. Once in front of him, you noticed that his hair was rather oily and his thin mustache had some kind of wax in it.

Curt, gave him a winning smile. “That is us.”

“We just got off the phone with your assistant. The room is ready. We hope to exceed your expectations.”

“I’ve heard good.” Curt, squeezed your hand.

“Will you need both keys or just the one?”

Curt looked over at you. “Darling, you need a key?”

“You can hang onto the key, I don’t need one.”

“Very well.” He retrieving the keys and turning, on a heel he handed the key to Curt. He placed the extra other key in his pocket.

He took your bags. “Right up, here.” The man, smiled for the first time since the two of arrived. Curt ushered you to follow the tall, bird like man.

“You have your own bath. We serve dinner at seven sharp, cocktails end at midnight. Breakfast promptly starts at eight am.” You and Curt shared looks as he spoke. “There is no obligation to join us for any of those.” He gave Curt a smile that made a hot flush fill your cheeks. “We all know how newlyweds are.” He smiled. “And here we are.” He unlocked the door with flourish. He put the bags at the end of the bed. “The bathroom, is right here. Need anything, ring down.”

“Wow,” Curt tossed his baseball cap again. “That guy was interesting.” He started laughing.

“Yes, he was!” You giggled. “I am not waiting!” You slipped out of your shoes and practically hopped on to the bed.

“How is it?”

You looked over at Curt and smiled. “Come over here and see.”

He pulled off his boots, shed his coat and coming over to you, he jumped onto the bed as well.

“This is much better, Mrs. Wildwin.”

“It is, Mr. Wildwin.”

“Baby, this dress.” The way he looked at you, made you tremble.

“Yes?”

You squealed, as he pulled you so you were astride him. “I’ve been wanting to do this all morning.”

A soft ache began in you, as you looked down at him. You moved a little to get comfortable. “Oh? Have you?” You smiled down at him.

He nodded as he rested his hands on your thighs.

“Was that before or after you found out I wear a uniform at school?”

“After.” A smirk curled his lips. “Tell me, baby. Did you talk to your friend about what we did?” His hands gently moved up and down your thighs.

“Curt,” You, whimpered. “You are making it very hard for me to think.

He snickered.

“Few things, a girl has to keep her secrets.”

“You didn’t tell her how you got me hard on stage?”

You flushed. “No.”

“Tell me what you told her.”

You flushed again. “I told her how, we kissed and you fingered me.” His hands stopped high up your thighs.”

“Oh did you?”

You nodded. You could feel yourself getting excited. You didn’t know if it was his hands or simply recounting last night.

A light began burn in his blue eyes. “Would like me to finger you again?”

You nodded. “Yes.” Your voice becoming breathy, trembling as your desire bulit.

His hands went upward, forcing a gasp to break your lips as you felt his thumbs rubbing aganist your panties. You couldn’t stop yourself from moving with his fingers. “Does that feel good baby? You managed, to say yes. “I need to you take off those panties off.”

You swallowd finding your voice. “Ok.” Sliding off of him, you reached under the skirt of your dress and pulled down your panties.

As you did, you saw him shed one of his shirts. Now clad in jeans and a t-shirt you were able to see more of his solid frame as he reclined there. You went to reach the zipper of your dress and he stopped you.

“You pull the darker side of me, baby. I want to finger you under your Sunday best.” You bit your bottom lip at his words. They stoked the thudding between your legs. “So get back up here.”

*****

You moaned and moved over his fingers with abandon. “You’re so wet baby.”

You shook, you had became incoherent. “Yes...yes...” you panted, you arched hard against his fingers. Then moaning something that was his name you shook hard against his fingers and came.

As you crumbled on top of him. You saw him lick his fingers. “I don’t think I could ever tire of watching you cum baby.” Breathlessly, you looked at him and gave him a soft smile. “And..” he made a soft sound, I am going to have to taste more of you.” He gave you a devilish smile.

As you settled a little further down on him so you could lay your head on his chest is when you felt him. You gasped, he was incredibly hard against his jeans. Feeling it broke through the foggy after glow of cumming.

“Oh Curt,” you struggled to find your voice. “You are so hard.”

“I am.” He said simply.

“I want to make you cum too.” Merely, saying those words shook you, making you ache.

His blue eyes slid to yours and a smirk curled his lips, “well then, lets see what we can have you do about that.”

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important-metaphors · 4 years

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50 questions you’ve never been asked

Thank you so much for the tag @marauders-groupie <3

What is the color of your hairbrush? Black. It’s one of those Tangle Angel brushes and it was gifted to my mom after having attended a Cosmetics Conference.

Name a food you never eat? I’ll agree with Lana about sushi and sort-of-uncooked food and I’ll add okra because I hate the texture.

Are you typically too warm or too cold? Too cold when I’m sleepy or uncomfortable but when I’m not, I can adjust.

What were you doing 45 minutes ago? Drinking coffee and preparing for going back to work (ie reading papers).

What is your favorite candy bar? Kinder Bueno, by far.

Have you ever been to a professional sports event? No.

What is the last thing you said out loud? I was probably making incoherent comments on something from the papers.

What is your favorite ice cream? Back in my hometown, I loved the simplest flavors because of the special ice-cream texture and taste I could find only in this particular patisserie (chocolate, cookie, vanilla). Now I just keep trying different flavors anywhere I go.

What was the last thing you had to drink? Coffee and water.

Do you like your wallet? Yes, it’s beige and pretty practical.

What was the last thing you ate? Toast with turkey and cheese.

Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? I haven’t bought new clothes since before Christmas, I think.

The last sporting event you watched? I haven’t watched one since forever and I don’t have a TV at the moment.

What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? I learned about popcorn flavors during my internship in Germany (apparently many people eat sweet pop corn??!), but I was never tempted enough to give up my salty popcorn. Also, a general personal rule is: salty over sweet.

Who is the last person you sent a text message to? A friend.

Ever go camping? All the time, during summer! I never did it with my family, but ever since I started studying, the idea of road-tripping and staying to as many (magical) places as possible was too temping to pass. Frankly, it’s still a bit hard for me, so I have a 3-6 day limit, depending on the shower availability.

Do you take vitamins? I am supposed to take iron supplements, but I constantly neglect that.

Do you go to church every Sunday? No.

Do you have a tan? Not yet. But I hope the answer will be different in a month or so ;)

Do you prefer Chinese food or pizza? Pizza.

Do you drink your soda with a straw? Not really.

What color socks do you usually wear? Unicolor socks (red, purple, white, black) or with patterns (dotted, striped, glittery Calzedonia socks).

Do you ever drive above the speed limit? I don’t drive.

What terrifies you? Too early in the day for these types of thoughts.

Look to your left, what do you see? A bookcase.

What chore do you hate? Cleaning the kitchen, because we cook a lot and it’s messy.

What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? Probably that I just realized it’s Australian and not British.

What’s your favorite soda? I don’t have a favorite type and I only buy sodas for homemade mojitos.

Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive-thrus? I don’t think we have drive-thrus here? I usually also don’t eat fast food but if I do, it’s takeaway souvlaki from a place owned by someone who has a butcher’s shop.

Who’s the last person you talked to? My parents, on the phone.

Favorite cut of beef? (well done) beef tenderloin, for sure.

Last song you listened to? Son Lux - Flickers. It has a creepy vibe that helps me get in the mood for (specific) fic writing.

Last book you read? Crime and Punishment by Dostoyevsky.

Favorite day of the week? Friday or Saturday.

Can you say the alphabet backwards? No way.

How do you like your coffee? One teaspoon of sugar and with some milk (usually fresh). I can only drink Greek coffee (brewed, like the Turkish one) without milk.

Favorite pair of shoes? A cute pair of black, anatomic sandals. I’m so glad everyone’s wearing comfortable shoes now and I’m not the only weirdo.

The time you normally go to sleep? 1-2 am usually. 3-5 am in quarantine.

The time you normally get up? 8 am usually. 11 am in quarantine.

What do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? Sunsets.

How many blankets on your bed? One.

Describe your kitchen plates: White with light and dark green patterns on the side.

Do you have a favorite alcoholic beverage? Tsikoudia/raki (which is apparently very similar to rakija made from grapes, from what I’ve checked). Or most types of wine. Or rum.

Do you play cards? No.

What color is your car? I don’t have one.

Can you change a tire? No.

Your favorite province? Crete, always Crete. There’s such a great beauty to living in an island that’s not really an island and having both the sea and the mountains at your feet. Nature is an amazing opportunity to connect with people, even strangers!! Even if I decide there’s not much for me to do here academic-wise, Crete will always have this special place in my heart :’)

Favorite job you’ve ever had? I love being part of a lab and having my own project to work on, but I’m afraid I haven’t seen the worst of science yet lol. I aso loved tutoring, so I might go back to it at some point in the future.

How did you get your biggest scar? I don’t have that many scars, and they’re all small. I noticed my wounds only became scars if I added alcohol instead of Betadine (because Betadine wasn’t available). So that might be a hack about not getting scars (?)

What did you do today that made someone else happy? I played a great board game with some friends last night (Lords of Waterdeep) and we laughed a lot -- we all had some part in that!

Tagging: @natassakar, @bellarkesgodson, @goddess-clarke + anyone else who hasn’t done this yet/wants to!! Have fun :)

#tag games #personal #thanks for reading the whole thing #this was fun!#and I had fun reading your answers Lana

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kendrixtermina · 4 years

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for the ship thing thoughts on claumitri and ingrid/dorothea?

ingrid/dorothea?

General:

Rate the Ship - Awful | Ew | No pics pls | I’m not comfortable | Alright | I like it! | Got Pics? | Let’s do it! | Why is this not getting more attention?! | The OTP to rule all other OTPs - IDK why everyone wants Ingrid to be sapphic when she’s the one (1) character who explicitly says that she’s not sapphic. Or at least, shoots down Dorothea’s flirting in the B support. I think there’s value in having a non traditionally girly character who’s still hetero, many girls who want bfs get told that they will never get one if they don’t act stereotypical and that sucks. Or you could even read her as aspec given that she’s not too interested in pairing up or being attractive, and that the Glenn thing was arranged. She can still admire him and be sad he died without necessarily having the hots for him after all they probably grew up together. Also I don’t really see the particular appeal of those 2 characters together, they don’t have that much in common and Dorothea has a bajillion better options including sapphic ones.

How long will they last? - As long as it takes Ingrid to say she’s not interested

How quickly did/will they fall in love? - I kind of see why Dorothea might think she’s hot or mistakenly assume she’s into girls as the whole tomboyish look is something ppl sometimes do to communicate that, and she probably finds something relatable about their experiences re: slimy jerks. She does indisputably kick butt and have pretty hair

How was their first kiss? - I’ve had the experience before where the other person gives it a nice, proper try but you can tell they’re not really into it

For the rest of this meme I will not be a spoilsport and entertain the thought/ try to think about what it would be like if they DID get together. It’s certainly inconceivable to read it that way, perhaps Ingrid simply wasn’t ready yet at that time/ or it was an internalized thing.

Wedding:

Who proposed? - I’m certain Dorothea explicitly tried that on screen in the paralogue XD

Who is the best man/men? - Ingrid might try bringing Sylvain, Felix or Dimitri if we’re in a timeline where he lived.

Who is the braid’s maid(s)? - Petra or Bernie

Who did the most planning? - Dorothea

Who stressed the most? - Ingrid

How fancy was the ceremony? -Back of a pickup truck | 2 | 3 | 4 | Normal Church Wedding | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Kate and William wish they were this big. Neither would be much for ostentatiousness but I think Dorothea would want a bit of romantic florish

Who was specifically not invited to the wedding? - Their jerkish ex suitors, even if they are important nobles of [winning faction]

Sex:

Who is on top? - Definitely Ingrid

Who is the one to instigate things? - Dorothea

How healthy is their sex life? -Barely touch themselves let alone each other | 2 | 3 | 4 | Once a couple weeks, nothing overboard | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They are humping each other on the couch right now

How kinky are they? -Straight missionary with the lights off | 2 | 3 | 4 | Might try some butt stuff and toys | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Don’t go into the sex dungeon without a horse’s head - I can’t see Ingrid being very kinky, but Dorothea might ease her into it.

How long do they normally last? - a while

Do they make sure each person gets an equal amount of orgasms? - Very much so

How rough are they in bed? -Softer than a butterfly on the back of a bunny | 2 | 3 | 4 | The bed’s shaking and squeaking every time | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Their dirty talk is so vulgar it’d make Dwayne Johnson blush. Also, the wall’s so weak it could collapse the next time they do it.

How much cuddling/snuggling do they do? -No touching after sex | 2 | 3 | 4 | A little spooning at night, or on the couch, but not in public | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They snuggle and kiss more often than a teen couple on their fifth date to a pillow factory. Dorothea really wants to have a relationship so once she gets one she’s gonna want PDA, Ingrid will probably be more stiff and proper - but I can see how a situation where she explores this/eases into it might be interesting to read. It’s not like Ingrid is completely unromantic given all her lofty ideas about honor and how she likes these high fantasy-eque books. It’s somewhere in there

Children:

How many children will they have naturally? - Would probably not have babies.

How many children will they adopt? - Dorothea canonically looks after oprphans at least in Silver Snow so now entirely unlikely like two or three

Who gets stuck with the most diapers? - Ingrid being the responsible one

Who is the stricter parent? - Ingrid

Who stops the kid(s) from doing dangerous stunts after school? - Ingrid

Who remembers to pack the lunch(es)? - Dorothea

Who is the more loved parent? - Dorothea

Who is more likely to attend the PTA meetings? Ingrid

Who cried the most at graduation? - Dorothea

Who is more likely to bail the child(ren) out of trouble with the law? - Dorothea

Cooking:

Who does the most cooking? - Ingrid

Who is the most picky in their food choice? - Neither

Who does the grocery shopping? - Ingrid.

How often do they bake desserts? - Often enough. Gotta appreciate how so many people in this game heartily enjoy their nom stuff, even the girls. I think Lorenz is the only one noted as not having much of an appetite.

Are they more of a meat lover or a salad eater? - This is Ingrid we’re talking about. We’re not partying until there’s a roasted stuffed pugket involved

Who is more likely to surprise the other(s) with an anniversary dinner? - Hm. On the one hand Dorothea’s the romantic on the other hand Ingrid takes her obligations & loyalty seriously. But I think Dorothea would be the sort to really enjoy being the surprise-ee so let’s say Ingrid

Who is more likely to suggest going out? - Dorothea

Who is more likely to burn the house down accidently while cooking? - Neither.

Chores:

Who cleans the room? - Both

Who is really against chores? - Neither.

Who cleans up after the pets? - Ingrid, mostly cause it’s her pets (Horses & pegasi chiefly)

Who is more likely to sweep everything under the rug? - Dorothea

Who stresses the most when guests are coming over? - Dorothea

Who found a dollar between the couch cushions while cleaning? - Ingrid. She has a jar where she collects all the spare change

Misc:

Who takes the longer showers/baths? - Dorothea

Who takes the dog out for a walk? - Both, though probably Ingrid more often cause she likes the outdoors

How often do they decorate the room/house for the holidays? - Dorothea strikes me as the decorating kind so regular

What are their goals for the relationship? - Probably to find their freedom together and also help the poor. I suppose that is something they might have in common

Who is most likely to sleep till noon? - Ingrid

Who plays the most pranks? - Dorothea

claumitri

General:

Rate the Ship - Awful | Ew | No pics pls | I’m not comfortable | Alright | I like it! | Got Pics? | Let’s do it! | Why is this not getting more attention?! | The OTP to rule all other OTPs - Sure why not? There’s nothing in particular that makes me think “Wow those would go super well together” but also nothing to the contrary. I’ve seen good fic for it. I guess they’re just the two dudes who get the most characterization and also sorta get along/interact, so there’s a lot to work with.

How long will they last? - Hm. Dimitri would strike me as someone would like to be serious and longterm about things. They would need to work out the politics first but there’s no reason why they couldn’t last

How quickly did/will they fall in love? - I’d say it wouldn’t take them that long to get started, but somewhat longer to really get to a deep level. Largely because Claude is quick to build surface friendships but slower to really show his real feelings, but also Dimitri wouldn’t necessarily realize that he’s holding something back or press the issue. It helps that they are both just likeable people tho. Dimitri is not going to pass up a chance for a heart-to heart talk. If he got through to that hidden more idealistic side of Claude I think they’d click and get something lasting going. They would definitely always have disagreements about their methods and are fairly different in how they deal with their feelings, but they both have the will to work with ppl with different opinions and build bridges.

How was their first kiss? - Claude probably quipped something about how it was surprisingly passionate. Dimitri turned into a tomato that same instant.

Wedding:

Who proposed? - Dimitri

Who is the best man/men? - Dedue and either Nader or Byleth.

Who is the braid’s maid(s)? - Not applicable. But if it were, probably Hilda and Mercedes or Flayn.

Who did the most planning? - Claude. He likes them feasts.

Who stressed the most? - Dimitri. Thankfully Claude is chill enough for both of them and knows to distract him

How fancy was the ceremony? -Back of a pickup truck | 2 | 3 | 4 | Normal Church Wedding | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Kate and William wish they were this big.

Who was specifically not invited to the wedding? - Lorenz’ and Sylvain’s jerk fathers. They might be important nobles but they’re jerks. Edelgard, Arundel and Rufus would already be dead in the AM timeline but if they weren’t they wouldn’t be invited anyways. Claude seems like might actually counteract Dimitri’s tendency to take bad treatment out of politeness. Felix might say that he won’t come but then show up anyways.Or there would be some conspiracy to kidnap him and make sure he comes. Lysithea came up with the plan and recruited Ingrid, Hilda and Sylvain to help her.

Sex:

Who is on top? - Hm. I could see either doing it. Perhaps Claude would suggest that they switch it up for novelty. But Dimitri is definitely the little spoon, despite his actual size XD

Who is the one to instigate things? - Claude

How healthy is their sex life? -Barely touch themselves let alone each other | 2 | 3 | 4 | Once a couple weeks, nothing overboard | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They are humping each other on the couch right now

How kinky are they? -Straight missionary with the lights off | 2 | 3 | 4 | Might try some butt stuff and toys | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Don’t go into the sex dungeon without a horse’s head - The discussion would be absolutely hilarious cause Dimitri’s easily embarassed and Claude is a bit of a troll. But he wouldn’t go overboard or make Mitya uncomfortable Claude generally knows when to stop the gremlin act see that one scene with Flayn

How long do they normally last? - average but it would be pretty intense

Do they make sure each person gets an equal amount of orgasms? - Not necessarily I can get either getting a kick out of just being the one administering the pleasure.

How rough are they in bed? -Softer than a butterfly on the back of a bunny | 2 | 3 | 4 | The bed’s shaking and squeaking every time | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Their dirty talk is so vulgar it’d make Dwayne Johnson blush. - You’ve got one person with super strength and one with super toughness/regeneration. There is potential here.

How much cuddling/snuggling do they do? -No touching after sex | 2 | 3 | 4 | A little spooning at night, or on the couch, but not in public | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They snuggle and kiss more often than a teen couple on their fifth date to a pillow factory. Methinks Dimitri would be pretty affectionate while Claude’s certainly flirty but the genuinely vulnerable/emotional stuff would have to be in private behind closed doors

Children:

How many children will they have naturally? - Perhaps Claude found some magic mpreg magic right next to where he got the magic cure for Lysithea…

How many children will they adopt? - No jokes aside Dimitri strikes me as the sort to want kids and also to make a point to choose to adopt. The people of Fodlan better get ready to get some adopted Almyran or Duscurian war orphan as their next king. Dimitri would just proudly stand by his adopted kid and Claude would handle the political fallout.

Who gets stuck with the most diapers? - Dimitri

Who is the stricter parent? - Dimitri

Who stops the kid(s) from doing dangerous stunts after school? - Certainly not Claude

Who remembers to pack the lunch(es)? - Dimitri

Who is the more loved parent? - Both but in different ways. Dimitri is the affectionate parent who comforts the kids when they’re upset, and Claude is the designated fun parent that you can openly talk about everything with.

Who is more likely to attend the PTA meetings? - Dimitri

Who cried the most at graduation? - Dimitri cried so much

Who is more likely to bail the child(ren) out of trouble with the law? - Claude

Cooking:

Who does the most cooking? - Claude

Who is the most picky in their food choice? - Claude

Who does the grocery shopping? - Claude

How often do they bake desserts? - Probably not that often

Are they more of a meat lover or a salad eater? - Claude certainly likes a good serving of nom stuff. And Dimitri’s huge, probably needs some fuel to keep functioning

Who is more likely to surprise the other(s) with an anniversary dinner? - Claude strikes me as the surprise plans sort

Who is more likely to suggest going out? - Claude

Who is more likely to burn the house down accidently while cooking? - Dimitri

Chores:

Who cleans the room? - Not Claude. Dimitri tries but he’s clumsy

Who is really against chores? - It’d not that Claude’s against it perse he just gets distracted thinking about stiff

Who cleans up after the pets? - Claude

Who is more likely to sweep everything under the rug? - Claude

Who stresses the most when guests are coming over? - Dimitri

Who found a dollar between the couch cushions while cleaning? - Dimitri

Misc:

Who takes the longer showers/baths? - Claude

Who takes the dog out for a walk? - They do it together. Both like walking out in nature.

How often do they decorate the room/house for the holidays? - Dimitri isn’t much for decoration and Claude forgets about the holidays half the time

What are their goals for the relationship? - Just to be happy. Dimitri would want to have some separation between that and the politics - but it’s certainly helpful for the peace between the countries if the Kings are an item and they both care alot about promoting peace perhaps in slightly different but potentially complementary ways.

Who is most likely to sleep till noon? - Claude

Who plays the most pranks? - Claude

#fe3h #three houses #fire emblem: three houses #claude von riegan #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #ingrid brandl galatea #dorothea arnault

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dredshirtroberts · 4 years

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I’m gonna ramble because i took a shower and feel less like i’m dissociating. I mean I still am but it is less.

Things have been. Not Good. recently.

So, with the whole coming out to my family thing there have been...hiccups. It was anticipated and frankly I think I’m lucky it’s going as well as it is, in that they’re not angry with me.

Doesn’t make it hurt less when they ignore my gender but you know, it’s tricky since i’m not like...good at appearing male in the way they would recognize. We’ll...deconstruct wordchoices in a minute.

It’s fine, I realized things were going to be tricky, it’s still incredibly new to all of us, and frankly, again, it could be worse.

A family friend passed away last weekend. He was very old, had some very bad health problems and he had only been given a few months to live at best back in March. They did a vow renewal the other week, he and his wife, and he died peacefully in his sleep from only complications due to his illness and not from other contributing factors.

He and his wife were pretty much a second set of parents for me and my sister while we were growing up, and my parents were the same for their girls. We were all roughly the same age-ish, and we went to the same church, mom worked for them for a while, the wife helped me go through the classes I needed to in order to get confirmed in the Episcopal church at 14ish or whenever it was. We had standing days during the year we’d all get together and hang out, sometimes up at their property on The Mountain.

They’re also very much like my parents and extremely right-wing and with all the accompanying baggage that goes along with that.

still sucks. Like...it hurts a lot that he’s gone because he was one of those figures in my life I just kinda assumed would always be there.

The visitation was last night - the funeral was tonight. I only went to the visitation and had no plans on going to the funeral which I am glad I decided to do because I...am not good to be around people.

After the visitation, we celebrated my sister’s birthday because why must the world stop? Also it totally sucks that this is all happening the weekend of her birthday and like, she should get to celebrate a little.

That i had to have my birthday over the internet when the whole pandemic was less of a big deal hurts only a little. I didn’t get fancy food, or fun drinks, or socialization with my family longer than a couple hours - the week my radio got stolen out of my fucking car from the parking lot of the apartment building.

I did do some fun things don’t get me wrong but it’s like...they said when the quarantine time was over we’d do something for my birthday properly and sure quarantine shouldn’t be over and frankly nothing should be open but they haven’t cared *since* my birthday. So that sucks.

I had to deal with getting misgendered all night. It’s not technically deadnaming me if I haven’t told them to call me another name and frankly I don’t think that’ll go over well anyway so I’m just...putting it off really.

we get back to mom and dad’s and my aunt and her husband come over and I’ve also come out to them, and the first thing my aunt does when she sees my hair is give me a backhanded compliment about how it’s a “bold look”.

She didn’t say anything nicer than that about it.

She didn’t say anything else about it at all.

Fine, whatever, okay, it’s hair, I like it, other people have said it looks good but like... “Bold look”...I know she doesn’t like it. I know most of my family doesn’t like it because I should be a beautiful pretty little girl for them, with long hair and makeup and trying to be a proper grownup woman and if I look too much like a boy I’ll never find a husband who will turn me back around from my weird late-in-the-game tomboy phase or whatever the fuck they think.

My sister then proceeded to tell me that she and my parents don’t agree with my gender. Not that they don’t support me! They support me so much! But their opinion is different from mine on it, but also that shouldn’t hurt me even though holy fuck it absolutely does. I tried to clarify - I thought i understood what she was trying to say, and when I clarified she was like “no, that’s not what I mean I mean that we love *you* and who *you* are but we have a different opinion on this stuff” and I’m like...

So you don’t think I should exist? And you don’t get why that hurts?

Her response was “That’s not fair” not “you’re wrong” but “That’s not fair” which means I got it right on the head of the nail and she’s mad that I’m upset about it.

I eventually decided this wasn’t something I wanted to do, told her I get it, she’s allowed to have her “opinions” about whether or not my gender identity is fucking real, changed the subject and proceeded to just get...really drunk.

Thankfully any emotions I might have felt about it were perceived as being about the death of our friend but like...

I knew this weekend wasn’t about me and my shit and that was fine, it’s fine. I can be an incredibly self-centered person sometimes and I’m trying very hard not to take shit personally but it was like...hit after hit after hit and i’d been feeling really good about myself and how i was able to present and it was like...none of it mattered. The more I put into trying to look more like a guy the more my family ignored it and more forcefully misgendered me to the point where I don’t actually know how much was them just not caring about it/paying attention and how much was deliberate.

So...it sucked. sucked a lot.

Woke up this morning with a bad hangover, drove home, napped for four hours, ate some food, and proceeded to dissociate for the next ... i guess seven? hours? idk.

And like...nothing I work on in my free time means anything. I was trying to share some of my hobby accomplishments but it’s like...sometimes they get brushed off in such a way that I feel like I’m supposed to have grown out of it all and they’re just waiting for me to be an adult now and stop having fun.

so...this weekend sucked. a lot. it still sucks. i have some very good friends in my life right now and they’ve been very helpful at keeping the bad things at bay for the past week or so but like...i don’t talk about this shit. I’ve told 2 people this was going on this weekend and I didn’t bring it up more outside of that. I haven’t gone into detail about how it went. But I need to process it and it’s easier when it’s not sitting in my head.

I’m still dissociating. It’s gotten worse as I’ve written this which is a fun thing to realize is happening as you’re writing. I won’t remember I’ve written this in all likelihood since that’s how this tends to go.

I’m going back to reading for a bit. I might try sleeping at some point. But the fic I’m reading just got to the happy ending part and so I might as well try to force some seratonin in that way. All else fails, I’ll scroll through my tried-and-true favorites and see if that makes it better.

or I’ll just. idk...

I cried yesterday for the first time in a few weeks - like properly with tears n shit and i couldn’t even let myself have it because I had to be, like, not crying or a mess because there were people around and it wasn’t...i would be bringing things down and making shit about me when it’s not about me and it just fucking hurts inside you guys. I just hurt and I didn’t realize it would keep hurting like that.

fuck it i might cry now, idk yet. might help. should probably get some water before it happens. don’t wanna be caught dehydrated and needing water after a crying jag. doesn’t help much.

#this is...not a happy post #please know that going into it #it is not necessary this be read #i'm processing some shit from this weekend and it's...a lot harder than i thought it would be #this isn't even a fraction of what's happening in my head #but dissociation is stealing a lot of it from me #and i'm probably gonna go cry now.

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nostalgiaispeace · 4 years

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1811.

Have you ever had a computer virus before? yeah

Are you dependent upon anyone? yes

Are there any book characters you’d like to portray? sure.

Who did you last text? my sis

Is there anything on your bed right now? blankets and pillows

When was the last time you went to the grocery store? last week i think What way would you like to die when it’s your time? idk

What are you most afraid of in the world? losing people i love

Have you ever been caving? i’ve been in a cave

Do you do well in math related things? no

What is your favorite fruit? blueberrise

If you had to choose, which sibling would you live with? my sister

Do you have any tattoos? yeah

Are you planning on getting any in the near future? No.

When was your last date? valentines day

When did you get Facebook? 2008

Are any of your family members in jail? no

What was your first pet’s name? Ginger

Are you good when it comes to computer issues? i’m alright

Are there any people at your job who absolutely hates you? -

What was the last book you read? Catching Fire

Have you ever read any books in one day? yes

What was the last thing you bought? dvds

What are your plans for tomorrow? nothing

Is there any jewelry you wear constantly? yes

Are your fingernails painted at the moment? no

Do you prefer cool, warm or neutral colors? warm

Have you ever taken art classes? no

What’s the most boring movie you’ve ever seen? idk

Do you know how to work a cash register? yes

Fact or fiction novels? both

Have you ever suffered from depression? yes

Do you think you’re a clingy person? no

Do you enjoy kisses on the cheek? sure

Have you ever been in a physical fight before? no

How often would you say you disagree with your parents? often i’m sure

What color shirt did you wear yesterday? black

Do you have a job? If so, do you like it? no

Have you ever been called a slut before? yeah

What’s something you’ve been craving? mexican food

Have you ever slept with your window open? yes

Can you play violin? no

What was the last desert you had? chooclate

Have you ever had a wild animal as a pet? no

Do you know anyone you talk to on Facebook but won’t talk to in person? yes

What color are your mother’s eyes? hazel

Do you have a best friend? If so, how long have you been best friends? yes. one since we were 13 and one since 2010

Do you cry easily? yes

Have you ever been into a court room? yes

How many necklaces would you say you own? a few

Do you plan on being strict towards your children? yes

Do you own any tie-dye shirts? yes

What would you say is your favorite day of the week? i don’t have one

Do you ever wear lipstick? no

Do you own a pool? no

Do you have a Tumblr account? obviously

Would you say you’re overweight? i’m average

How many colors are in your hair? one

Do you flirt with a lot of people? no

How many bank accounts do you have? 1

Have you ever been falsely accused of starting drama? Probably.

How old are you? 29

Do you attend church regularly? i wish

Have you ever found a song that describes your whole life? probably

What time did you wake up this morning? 10am

What time do you plan on waking up tomorrow morning? i’m sleeping in

What kind of car do you drive? a chevy cruze

What kind of car would you like to have? 1967 chevy impala

Have you ever been to Dairy Queen? If so, what’s your favorite thing to eat from there? yeah. a burger

How old did you turn on your last birthday? 29

Ever felt like falling apart? yes

Have you ever been in an ambulance? yes

Do you tend to worry a lot? yes

How old were you when you lost your first tooth? 7 i think

Do you remember your first time on the internet? yes

Which website do you email from? yahoo

Do you enjoy receiving souvenirs? yes

Do you get angry with people easily? lately yes

Do a lot of people dislike you or is it the other way around? people dislike me i’m sure

Have you ever had the flu? yes

What about strep throat? no

What would you say is the worst kind of emotional pain? um all kinda

Have you ever been to a psychologist? yes

What’s the worst part about school? waking up early

Do you normally have a lot of homework, if you’re still in school? -

When was your last vacation? idk

Would you ever consider going on a cruise? idk

What did you last buy from the store? food

Would you say you enjoy being single or in a relationship more? i mean i like being married so

Do you try to stay busy a lot? i suppose

What’s your favorite quote? "i am fucking crazy but i am free”

Do you lie a lot? no

Do you still act childish most of the time? probably

Did you ever enjoy gym class? no

What is your biggest insecurity? everything

Have you ever painted a room alone? no

Speaking of which, when did you last paint your room? when i was a teen

What does your favorite jacket / hoodie look like? it’s grey and my husbands lol

What’s for dinner tonight? we had mexican

Do you ever drink alcohol? yes

Have you ever had a terrible hangover? yes

Do you ever get migraines? no

Do you know how to garden? yeah

What was the last thing you plugged into an outlet? charger i’m sure

Do people consider you to be a funny person? i think so

Do you have any bad habits? well yeah

Do you like children? If not, why is this? yes

What is your favorite snack? string cheese

Do you own any gaming systems? yes

How old were your parents when they had you? my mom was 29. i think my dad was 25

Is there a big age difference between you and the person you like? just 5 years

Do you trashtalk people a lot? yeah lol

What is the most amusing thing on the internet, in your opinion? "woke” teens

Does the future excite you or scare you? scares me

Have you ever been to Disney World? If so, how many times have you been? no

Do you try to spend a lot of time with family? no

How often do you shower? i try to every day

What would you say is your favorite genre of music? metal

Do you need to clean your bedroom? yeah

What do you plan on doing with the rest of your life? idk

Do you enjoy Chinese food? yeah

Do you smile a lot? not really

What is your favorite movie from the nineties? Titanic

Which decade were you born in? 90s

Are you good at giving advice to people? >> I don’t know, I don’t usually do it.

How many huge secrets do you have? a few

How many people know these secrets? a few

How many times a day do you brush your teeth? twice

Do you ever floss? yes

Have you ever been in a long-term relationship? yes

Ever considered suicide? If so, did you try to commit suicide? yes and yes but you shouldn’t ask people this.

Is there anyone out there who makes you feel completely useless? yes

Do you like texting or calling people more? depends

What’s your favorite band? flyleaf

Do you have a lot of friends? no

Have you ever painted something and been impressed by it? no

Would you rather go out to eat or stay in? either is fine

When did you last babysit, if ever? when i was a teen

Do you have any younger siblings? yes

Have you ever thought of someone as useless? idk

Have you ever considered bleaching your hair? yes

Do you drink vitamin water? no

Do you ever straighten your hair? yeah

What’s the best way to end a conversation? idk

Are there any old movies you absolutely love? yes

Have you ever had a Big Mac before? yes

Do you think you attract the opposite sex at a reasonable rate? no

Where is your favorite place to travel? idk

What is your goal for the next few months? stay alive

Can you count to ten in another language other than your own? no

Do you own a lot of shoes? no

What is your favorite season and why? spring because the weather

Does photography interest you at all? naw

Have you ever played on a sports team before? If you have, what was that sport and when? yes when i was a kid i played baseball

Have you ever filed a lawsuit on someone? no

Do you think you’re a good singer? yes

Would you rather wear jeans or sweatpants? sweats

Do you think you have a good sense of style? no

Do you enjoy reading often? yes

Have you ever had a deadly illness? no

Ever had food-poisoning before? yes

Where did you last eat dinner at? my house

Have you ever shot a gun before? yes

#me #survey

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