#health stuff tmi

[soldier-poet-king]

I need to move out not just because my brain is going insane but also because I need complete control over my food again....I didnt start having all this stomach pain and constant acid reflux etc etc etc until I moved back in at the beginning of covid and my diet changed to whatever my mother decides. When I was on my own I ate way less meat/more veg and a more "traditional" Mediterranean food pyramid and I felt SO much better

Everyone wants to blame coffee or wine but my consumption of those hasn't changed so??? Like MAYBE it's partially age but also....I'm not that old and this is a p significant shift in a 2 yr period

#if i started cooking all my own meals and buying my own groceries i think my mother would be upset #mostly bc everytime i try she says oh just make me a list and she'll buy it #but shes OVERLY frugal and buys cheap and bulk and on sale #and im much more focus on small quantities of good shit #like it makes sense shes a SAHM of several kids and im a single person #but yall my GI tract is CONSTANTLY SUFFERING #and idk how to live with this near constant esophageal and sternum pain and bloating #that doesn't seem to be linked to any specific trigger food #i even had allergy testing done! nada of the main allergen foods #maybe i start meal planning again AND doing my own shoping #sure my bills will increase bc rn im a mooch #but im so desperate to not....be in pain.... #problem is my mother DOESN'T meal plan ahead of time so its hard for me to coordinate #i create WEEKLY schedules and i stick with them #i am a chreachure of habit and meticulous scheduling and lists #it makes my life easier and my stomach in less agony #franposting #health stuff tmi #sort of. im just. CHEST/STERNUM/DIAPHRAGM/ESOPHAGUS HURTY #my tums and gavascon consumption has increased exponentially #I NEVER USED TO NEED EITHER. EVER.

[lavampira]

moping about my voice a little bit don’t mind me

I finally found out that my vocal cords aren’t permanently fucked up like I was afraid of but I do have to rehab my voice because the covid/pneumonia combo forever ago caused dysphonia and that’s why I periodically can’t talk. lol. so anyway glad I can work on strengthening my voice again but still just like. man. fucking sucks that it’s because of that and sucks that I can barely verbally communicate if at all atm

#tmi health stuff too ig idk #the life and times

[goldkirk]

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#TMI incoming so keep scrolling unless you willingly choose to hear about health stuff #emetophobia #late morning today #drew a bath to try to help my ever-increasing muscle pain from the past several days #started easing that a smidge #and then threw up bile and undigested pieces of three types of vegetables #from over 12 hours before #love this for me. love this. #shh katie #health #haven’t thrown up in months and now this out of nowhere #didn’t even get to wash my hair. and I’m feeling discomfort again #ALREADY. hasn’t even been thirty minutes #I hate this day I hate this day I hate this day #thank goodness I took a sick day from work

[gravityofsouls]

As a trans man in a stable gay relationship, with a histerectomy, and positive to piv as well as anal let me give you one very important tip: all the probiotics. Pussy probiotics too.

When ur partner always finishes inside you the flora and pH of things is gonna be thrown off balance and to prevent issues and smells keeping clean alone isn't enough. You're gonna need some good probios.

To me personally a 10 days cycle of probios is enough to get things fixed up so I buy the monthly supply and then reuse them every time the need comes up. You can keep going longer though, it doesn't hurt.

Of course proper hygiene before and after sex is very important and I'm a big advocate for pH neutral intimate soaps and bidets but it just isn't always enough, (and if you douche behind, and please don't do it too often, it can actually be damaging if you don't heal your flora), get you some good pussy probios to keep it healthy and some probios for ur guts too to keep safe and regular.

#sex health #trans health #trans #sex ed #health #tmi #gay health #cause the stuff about douching and probios for your guts goes for cis gay men too

[tsukidrama]

okay so like as im typing this out i feel lowkey pathetic as fuck but i just easily had the worst day of my entire life and i lowkey need somebody anybody who wasn't with me to tell me "im glad you're okay and u didn't deserve all of that"

i frew up....... for 16 hours nonstop 🤪 literally nonstop!!!! i am not exaggerating even a little bit!!!! it was constant and i have never been so scared that i was gonna die. can you even fucking die from throwing up? probably not but once you hit a certain point it really really really feels like it.

it was so bad that we had to call my mom. and still with both her and mars tending to me like i was a baby, literally doing everything for me from getting me water to changing the tempature or fixing my blankets, it didn't help even a little bit.

it started at 6pm. at 6am i was about to start slamming my head against the wall until i passed out so mama took me to urgent care. we got there as soon as they opened.

walked in there and broke down like i haven't broken down ever before in my life just begging for the pain to stop

this story actually has one of the happiest endings as far as my medical fiascos typically go. the doctor who came into see me was an actual literal angel on earth. i wanna buy him a card or flowers or some shit. a lot of the time i don't get a lot of sympathy with this condition (on account of me being "too young" for my IBS to be as severe as it is) but this fuckin man not only prescribed me some really good medicine but he actually stayed in the exam room with me for probably 45 minutes, specifically just calming me down and comforting me. and it worked. the meds were a big part of course but it was honestly the best therapy i've gotten in years. i have been in an out of hospitals/urgent cares/emergency clinics more than i can count. the medical bills i rack up are horrifying. and i swear to god that ive never ever encountered a medical professional anywhere near this level of compassionate. especially while sick and throwing up like that. probably 2/3rds of the time i get written off as "just having a panic attack"

#nd dont even fucking get me started on that one time that the most shriveled fucking hag of a karen took one look #at the fact that my urinalysis showed up positive for THC and completely refused to anything for me. didnt even give me an IV even though #i was so dehydrated that my skin had lost all elasticity. anyway not the point here im just upset about all the mistreatment in the past #it was such a breath of fresh air to be treated like a person. and i didnt even go into detail bc it feels so personal but the doctor today #like actually genuinely cared. and was getting me to open up about stuff that i didnt even realize was bothering me. he was judt so kind #the only doctor who ever cared so much is my psychiatrist ❤️ who will be hearing from my mentally ill ass very shortly ❤️❤️❤️ #tsuki speaks #emetophobia tw #vomit tw #medical tw #medical cw #nasty and TMI tw idk #i just really really needed to get this out #🫵🤨 pls like this if you read it. its not that deep or anything it will just make me feel less alone right now #as u can probably tell im having a bit of a mental health episode at the moment

[kyuohki]

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Whelp...UTIs suck.

First time I've ever had one and it didn't technically hurt like how it's described, so I didn't think anything of it. But I was constantly running to the restroom at work (which is a trial bc don-doffing a lab coat and running through an air shower sucks when you have to pee really bad, or think you do....), so I was not productive at all and just felt shitty...so I went home. Got some test strips bc I looked up symptoms on break, and lo and behold, infection!

But now got some antibiotics and hopefully this clears quickly. Also inhaling water to help me not die...

Took tomorrow off, bc fuck dealing with this over there. *grumble-grumble*

#Tmi #Health stuff

[hauntedpearl]

m so dizzayyyy (tw: stupid health stuff in the tags)

#if they diagnose me w somethjng stupid terminal what will anyone do #it's scary!!!!! #i have #weird symptoms #and also so much bad healthy in fambly #like i WANT to thinn its nothing obviously #but like im scared to get an ultrasound bc WHAT IF LOL #ANYWAY pray 4 me #etc etc #mom's coming back esrly so i gotta start getting some appointments lined up so i can get this done #like IM SO SCARED BUT MAYBE IT'S MAYBELLINE AND NOTHING ELSE #like tmi was on the loo and got dizzy i was like i cannot die on the toilet seat like elvis i cannot do thag #anyway. they want ke to do spreadsheets when i am like this #life is so unfait #unfair** #i slept for a bit and now im up again sorry i will go back and try to sleep some more (lies) #personal #tw health stuff

[leedongwook]

Did you just hear that sound? It was a rock falling of my heart cos my health check up went well and the fuckn tumor in my ear DID NOT grow back. The fuckn relief omg 🤯

#jfyi #sorry for the tmi #but I’m so fuckn relieved right now #gosh #I was such a wreck #the last days #I feel mentally and physically exhausted #but it’s good #now #i’m good #health stuff #personal

[evilpenguinrika]

made an appointment with my doctor--pretty last minute--bc I'm pretty sure I have hemorrhoids and it's been

weird.

started yesterday with the weirdness and i was like "wtf is happening" and then slathered on hemorrhoid cream cuz we still have some but barely any left and i went out to buy more along with more veggies because I've been not great at looking after myself this past week since I'm alone at home

anyways went to put more cream and there were definitely some. not great things happening so i called up doc like 10 mins before their office closed and will see her tomorrow

also this has been a minor issue since 2018 but only became a BIG issue since yesterday so...

I really should have dealt with this back in 2018 ripperonies

#eprika rambles #THIS IS REALLY TMI AND ABOUT BODY HEALTH STUFF LMAO #SO DON'T READ MY MISERY IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE LIKE “EW” #but if you do end up reading for some reason i hope you're not eating anything while you do

[oflgtfol]

man like on one hand yeah destigmatize acne and all that but on the other hand i went on accutane not because i cared about how it affected my looks but because living with that kind of acne is genuinely so hellish like i cant tell you how it affects your everyday life to not be able to move your face without it being in pain, without it opening a wound. without being able to sleep comfortably at night otherwise you'll be in pain or open a wound. waking up in the morning to find blood smeared all over your pillow. always needing to carry a tissue in your pocket to quickly dab at any blood that started dripping randomly throughout the day. the humiliation of literally just sitting in the same room as somebody and then you have blood dripping down your face randomly and they notice before you. and during covid, having to worry about getting visible streaks of blood on your mask, and needing to carry extra masks with you in case you did get blood somewhere that others could see. i would get blood on the earloops every single time i wore a mask but luckily nobody else could see that, but if i got blood on the actual mask itself then i needed to throw it away

like i cannot stress to you how bad this was affecting my daily life. i felt so gross and disgusting because it WAS gross and disgusting, it was genuinely unsanitary to constantly have open wounds all over the place, i felt so gross being in public for any extended period of time, and it was always a constant worry in the back of my mind about the whole blood thing. and nevermind not being able to sleep comfortably

like yes accutane is fucking me over with the dry skin and intense body and joint aches but i hate looking things up online and seeing people argue that the only reason anyone goes on medication for acne is for beauty culture reasons. maybe some people do, sure, but it's so largely reductive and fucking annoying to people like me who dont fucking care about that and are finally finding relief from clear skin

#sorry this is probably tmi and gross but also like. i mean. it WAS gross! #it was so draining all the time having to worry about this #like i cannot stress enough how my face would just randomly start fucking bleeding with no warning #and it wasnt just little drops of blood no i mean like heavy streaks going all the way down my face #i'd feel an itch on my cheek and i'd be like. is this a normal itch? or is this a drop of blood im feeling? #every time i touched my face i was worried it'd come away with blood #like it was gross it was so gross and it genuinely was so draining to feel like this giant ball of grossness every time i was near anybody #you think its beauty culture for my acne to affect my mental health? and not the 'im a walking ball of unsanitary open wounds' ??? #brot posts #sorry. trying to find stuff about joint pain with accutane and i found some shit that was like #'oh was it worth it? the body pain for a few months? for beauty culture?' #yes. fuck off. i'd rather joint pain that i can manage with wraps and braces and that i can HIDE and isnt so unsanitary #than having open wounds all over my face at all times

[naomiknight-17]

Bleh

My sonohysterogram was on Friday morning and now it's Monday evening and I'm still crampy and fatigued and spotting aaaugh

I was feeling pretty good/normal yesterday but it's like my uterus remembered to be a little bitch again today

God I hope I get a diagnosis and some kind of solution soon... follow up isn't until next week T__T

#reproductive health #tmi #medical stuff #mod post #sick mod

[poptimus-prime]

Gentle reminder that there are actual living people behind the blogs you like and follow, and going into graphic detail about your mental health struggles in their DMs or inbox unprompted as a stranger makes them very uncomfortable and maybe even trigger their own mental health issues.

#Daphnis.docx #Please #It doesn't happen to me often but it's been happening more frequently to me #Not to be TMI about my own mental health struggles but I have been. Going through it. #And this sort of thing does not help me #If you want to tell me that the stuff I made makes you feel better that's OK to do! #But please don't explain to me in detail your depressive episode #Just following me does not make you my friend #I will also again reiterate that I am NOT a medical professional of any kind and this includes therapist #I cannot help you

[fantasy-costco]

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#Tmi #Vent post #Kind of #Me. Unshowered. Teeth clenched. Wearing a hoodie. (cringefail) (I only wear when I don't have the energy for a binder or sports bra) #Gripping the sides of the bathroom sink like a pathetic man in an art film. #'I bet miles Edgeworth from the hit murder mystery video game ace attorney also got worse ptsd symptoms during December and he got through #Law school so I can definitely go to class today. Writing 1500 words in two days is probably way easier than law school. I'm so #Mentally healthy that's why I'm contextualizing my very real mental illness and trauma through a very fictional lawyer. I'm so normal.' #I'm fine its fine I have health insurance again so I'm going to call a therapist today and set up an intake appointment #I'm just exhausted rn #'Logan why are you posting mental health stuff on the internet you hate when people do that' yeah yeah #This is safe though because none of you know my actual ptsd triggers and even if you did I can literally just log off #Anyway I need to put on jeans for class now because I'm at a low but it's not a 'batman pajama pants in public' low. I'm not 19 anymore. #(other people can wear batman pajama pants in public it's just not my thing personally) #(also my symptoms literally only include depressive episodes during December and I've never learned how to handle them so if idk #You have tips on getting through depression finals week™ and your comfortable sharing I'd be happy to hear. Don't feel obligated though #It's not my business)

[eepyjay]

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#kinda tmi but idc #I have to go to the gyno tomorrow I’m gonna kill myself I really don’t want to fucking go man #it’s like an awful mix of dysphoria and my health anxiety I’m so stressed about it and about some health stuff related to it like I wanna #know what’s wrong but also oh my god no I dont what if it’s serious? but then it’s like well if it’s serious it’s good to go but then again #my brain is like well you’ve put it off too long anyways if it’s serious it’s gonna be really serious like just shut up please god just shut #up and be normal I’m begging you

[bisexual-joseph-joestar]

also he needs to stop saying shit like “ur so young so you should learn this stuff early” and “when you have a husband you will have to (insert stereotypical housewife stuff)” and “when youre a mother you’ll do anything to protect your son” like bro stop thinking about that stuff like is this the stuff ur thinking about when u say that u thought about me before u fell asleep that one time (btw i can be a very paranoid person so he might be normal and im overthinking things)

#also when he was like ur dad is the provider and ur mom cooks cleans and takes care of the kids i wanted to be so rude #cause uh no they both work so fucking much that i get scared for their health. my dad has to cook because my mom spends like 6 hours at home #for the most part. and i take care of me and my brother the most. #and he talks to me like im a fucking child and keeps saying stuff like wow im surprised ur so smart #i think when i curse i sound very silly but i am angry kinda a lot still about it #this is probably tmi and venting a lot but like im happy and my family is fairy happy! its just that i hate when people say shit like this!!

[indulgnc]

personal update in tags :3

#hiii so i havent been here for a hot sec #umm #tmi but i took a lil mental health vacation haha #im good now tho!! wooo woohoo #anyway i haved j-ed it in like 2 weeks. so. yall know whats uo #up* #i havent been super active on here but id rlllly like to create m ore originsl content… writing or even drawing if i can manage! #as youd guess ive had other priorities so i havent been thinking muvh abt stuff #but i wanna… sometime soon… #but i get a lil didcouraged bc oc dtuff doesnt do as well as fandom… #also i do have a wav to post that i forgot abt! its a collab so im less self conscious but ill get to it!! #yay wooo