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subskz · 4 months

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thoughts on bratty channie? it’s waaaayyyy out of character for him, so i wanna hear your take on it. i just want to degrade him and call him my little slut instead of the usual praise…just curious on how he’d take that…hehe

ohh a very good question…i agree it’s always been difficult for me to envision channie as a brat bc he’s just so prime obedient puppy angel who wants nothing more than to please you! your praise is all he needs to do whatever you ask of him without question, so he’d rarely feel the need to act out when being your good boy comes so naturally to him and is so rewarding for him! i also think he’d prefer to be a soft sub a lot of the time, so seeking punishment isn’t always smth he’d try to do bc he’d rather be taken care of

that being said he does definitely have his moments! he’s very playful and likes to joke around which sometimes results in him saying the most insane, out of pocket things just to get a reaction out of you. but what’s so endearing abt it is that he always backs down immediately after, breaking into cute giggles n waving his hand around saying “i’m joking i’m joking~~!” it’s hard to take him seriously when he’s so giddy and delighted w himself for teasing you, and he mostly just messes with you when he’s feeling clingy, like an overexcited puppy who’ll do anything to get you to focus on him. he also admittedly really likes your attention and gets a lil sulky when he feels like you’re ignoring him on purpose, so that might be one of the few times you see his “bratty” side. he’ll get way too close for comfort esp when you’re preoccupied w smth else, push his face super close to yours and tilt his head playfully from side to side when u try to nudge him away, taunt you w the biggest dimply grin on his face, act oblivious to how he’s riling you up, trap you in tight hugs and refuse to let go, and (this is a big one) mimic your words in the cutest whiny voice

sometimes it’s hard to tell whether he’s really just joking around or trying to get a rise out of you, bc most of what he does is kinda harmless, even at his brattiest 😭 he’s pretty persistent though so it’s only a matter of time until you run out of patience, and when you do he crumbles instantly. it takes just one pointed look to have him switching up and apologizing through nervous giggles. the moment you get your hands on him he just melts, and you know right away that this is exactly what he was hoping for. his eyes go wide as moons and glaze over like he’s ready to do anything to make it up to you, bc it’s not really the fight that he enjoys, it’s your attention and the rough treatment he gets out of it

he instantly reverts back to his good boy demeanor and accepts your punishment all too eagerly. it sends shivers down his spine when you touch him without any of your usual care, bc if he wants to act like a brat then he gets treated like one. he lets you bend him to your will and toss him around like he’s weightless, letting out the sweetest little whines when you start talking down to him. call him a dumb little slut for playing all these games w you instead of just asking for what he wants like a good boy, mock him for how hard it makes him to act like a desperate whore, and he’d let out the filthiest most pathetic moan like he’s trying to prove your point <3 he’d be begging, whining, and apologizing the entire time but he loves every bit of how how grab his face and force him to look up at you, scornfully asking why he’s suddenly not laughing anymore. the humiliation makes his whole body burn in the best way, and he does admittedly start to feel guilty for causing you so much trouble, you can see it all over his face and it’s very endearing 💔

still, he takes whatever you give him without complaint and will even start to whimper out in agreement as you degrade him, babbling abt how he’s just a needy puppy too dumb to use his words and a stupid little slut who needs your attention so bad, he’ll do anything to get it. it almost makes you feel sorry for him hearing how his voice breaks and seeing how his eyes well up w tears, but you can see the way he’s practically throbbing w arousal from your words alone, and you know how much he’s getting off on it. he nods mindlessly to everything you say and sniffles out for you to be mean to him and teach him a lesson. i think the worst punishment for him would be getting tied up w a vibrator inside him/pressed to his cock and a gag in his mouth 🥰 not only does it drive him crazy to be completely helpless like that, unable to touch you or hide his face or cover his body when he’s embarrassed, but it’s also the exact opposite of what he wanted ): poor baby would cry and mewl so pitifully around the gag, drooling and leaking all over himself as he tries to slur out for you to please pay attention to him, he promises to be good for you!! but you just deny him over and over and watch his cute face scrunch up in frustration and pleasure when you tell him this is all a bad boy like him gets. it’s definitely not a dynamic he could handle often, and he’d need lots of praise afterwards, but there’s smth so exhilerating to him abt being treated so coldly from time to time

#ask #💌 channie

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r1pp4r · 9 months

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hi lovelies!! work has been busy <333 i’m working on requests but in the mean time have some simon “ghost” riley headcannons :))

- i also bought a ps4 and have been playing cod so… more content hehe 🫶🫶

anyway!! here’s the headcannons :)) slight NSFW warning!!!

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• simon isn't a physical touch man unless youre in private but it takes a little bit. he won't be all over you when the two of you are out in public, especially on mission. but he'll do discreet little touches here and there (i.e put his hand on your upper arm, brush your shoulder, your knee, thigh) he'll even grab your pinky (he LOVES finger holding you cant change my mind)

• while simon would be absolutely infatuated with you, he'd also be terrified of you. he loves the thought of having you wrapped in his arms at night but the thought of him crushing or possibly hurting you shuts the idea out almost completely.

• this one is sad but he's hurt you before sleeping. he was definitely having a night terror, he's pushed you out of bed sometimes or woken up screaming. you didn't get to see that until farther along in the relationship though, he probably wouldn't physically sleep with you for maybe the first 6months to a year. it depends on ur dynamic :))

• as much as i know everyone thinks he'd be some mean, aggressive brute in bed... bro. he'd literally be so sweet. he'd take his time and make sure you felt loved. he likes to use his hands and mouth more than his yk, it just makes him feel like he's violating you less? idk how to explain it but he doesn't like receiving TOO much, like he won't ask for it every time but if you ever wanna really get him goin.. 🫣🫣🫣

• simon loves to take care of you, and the thing is you'll argue over it. (at least imc) but he'd definitely try and be the main caretaker of everything and i mean EVERYTHINGGGG, but he also likes ur independence :)) so u have your own job n your own money, he just likes to take care of the big things you pay for groceries n shit (when he's not looking)

• this man LOOOOOVES ur thighs. he loves just feeling his head squished in between the warmth. he loved feeling the skin squish between his fingers as he grabs your legs... esp when it jiggles after he spanks u. ANYWAYYYYYYYYY

• he loves cuddling whenever youre the little spoon in any shape or form. simon is ALWAYS holding you. his arms are wrapped around your form like a cocoon and he makes sure you're all cozied up against him. he also likes to make sure you're protected and one of the only ways he can do that is with his arms around you. he feels the safest with his arms wrapped around you, as do you.

• playing off that.. this man will literally murk a motherfucker if they LOOK at you wrong. (obviously not he'd just stare.. at them. very intensely) but if anyone ever put their hands on you in any sense of malice... i don't think for a second simon would hesitate.

• also... playing off sense. simon 100% knows when someone's bullshitting, or he can call anyone out within a minute. he's VERY good at reading people and truly can figure out their intentions quickly (obvs they can change or he can be wrong but like.. he's not 85% of the time.)

• once simon is comfortable enough with you, he'll come to you whenever he's having a moment and will allow you to basically cradle him until he doesn't need it anymore. he doesn't like to be squeezed tho (besides during ... but we knew that 😸) he just wants you to hold him and run ur fingers through his hair

• he talks a LITTLE bit more with you and his tone is a lot different and his voice is softer but he still doesn't talk a LOT. you do most of the talking but he prefers it that way because he loves listening to your voice. (he 100% calls you on missions whenever he can rather than text, he HATES texting)

• simon has cried to soap and roach about how he wants to love you but feels like he can’t. 100%.

• he only likes to be called simon when they’re at home, or in the bedroom. sometimes you’ve slipped up and he doesn’t mind :)

•bonus simon loves ur hands :~)

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kuromiiyuuu · 2 years

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Hiii! I just found your blog and i love your writing so much! Esp the atsumu fic! I'm sucker with that kind of trope!❤

I see that your request are open so if u don't mind, may i request ex to lovers with atsumu x f!reader where's he is the one who initiated to broke up with the reader but the reader doesn't want it but he still left and after some times he regrets it a lot and try to get back? But reader thinks he just pitying her and feel bad for leaving her and one day he will leave again knowing he really looks like he didn't love her anymore when they broke up. It makes his heart ache knowing that he really hurt her so bad but then he promises to make it up and proving that her assumptions are wrong before she really accept him again. Literally just really angst to fluff where atsumu showing his effort and love to gaining her trust again hehe. Im sorry if this is doesn't make sense and too detailed:( i read a lot of break up angst recently so im craving for some comfort huhu but of course you can ignore this if you don't take detailed request!❤ i hope you have a nice day/night, thankyou so much!!❤

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･“I would never fall unless it’s you I fall into.”

—After he claims he had lost his love for you, he leaves, even if you asked him to stay. But what if he shows up after months of healing to ask for a second chance to fix everything he destroyed?

atsumu miya, (f).

genres, tropes, warnings + word count. angst to fluff! | ex boyfriend! ex girlfriend! | not proof read ! | 3.9k! |

notes i. first request and I love it already, also thank you for your kind words🥺💓

You can feel it, his every actions has changed. He spoke to you as if you had no feelings, his eyes looked at you like a mere someone not his someone, just someone. His longing touches became blank and cold.

He was losing his feelings for you, any sane person can tell it. He was no longer the bright Atsumu you first met back then, the apartment you both shared together has gotten dull and dark, you can never get used to this.

But you loved him, with all your heart. He was the first man to ever show you were worth for something, you don’t ever want this relationship to end because you knew this was still capable of saving, and you were ready to risk anything to save it. You could never meet a man great as Atsumu, he made you feel things no other person could do.

They say, things ends for a reason. And maybe this is it, but what ever reason it was, ending things with Atsumu will never have a reason valid to you.

“I’m sorry, I truly am— but I don’t feel the same way anymore, and it hurts me to see you still tolerating me. You deserve better, Y/n.” The blonde says, hanging his head down in shame as he clutches his jacket in his hands.

You looked at him, were you hurt? Were you in pain? Both, tears falls down across your cheek and you can’t stop it. It hurts you to see your relationship being at the edge of ending things:

“Please don’t leave me, Tsumu. We can fix this, we always fix this.” You refused, shaking your head as you tried to step closer to him but he seemingly backs away, he finally looks up and his eyes were dry as ever.

It was like you were the only one hurting.

“I... I don’t know how to love you anymore.” He confesses, the way he speaks was soft but the words he threw your way was like a piece of hard rock thrown your way.

You took a step towards him again and he thankfully didn’t back away, he thought it was going to be the last time with you, why not let you be? He can’t admit it not yet when he already said those things that he was hurting too.

You bring your hand to cup his cheeks, your eyes released a a large volume of tears. You can’t help it, something you cherished was about to end.

“I see forever with you.” Atsumu says with a laugh at the end of his sentence, his eyes looking at you with admiration.

“That’s cliché, Tsumu.” You joked, your eyes changed shapes as you smiled ear to ear.

“You said it yourself, you saw forever when you were with me.” You denied it all, no nothing can end not when you have so much to offer to him.

“Sometimes forever, doesn’t necessarily mean forever.” He says, his voice low and slowly breaking apart, “I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.”

He then slowly removes your hands from your face as you sobbed.

“I don’t want you to leave.” You clenched your fists at your side, fighting the numbing feeling around your chest area.

“I have to, I can’t stay in a relationship where you’re the only one who’s still feeling things, Y/n.” Atsumu tells you, he runs his hands through his blonde locks, frustration had spread across his face, “Just— Just let me go..”

You wiped your tears finally, thinking about it for a moment before sniffing a one last sob, “Okay.”

You had a very time healing, there was a time you didn’t have any source of energy in your body to eat, almost resulting for you to be taken to the hospital, that’s how bad the break up impacted you. Your family and friends were worried about your well being, but after a month or two. You finally feel yourself again.

You started to be you, feel the happiness you make for yourself. Atsumu was gone, and at times like this you have no one but yourself is what you always say.

So when one of your friends invited you to a dinner with also some of her friends, you agreed. Wanting to have fun with them, and possibly dance the night away. After all you deserved it.

The restaurant was a traditional japanese, it was warm and very welcoming, you had a big smile plastered on your face as you greeted the one’s you knew before sitting at your designated chair, the smile still on your face but soon faded when a voice you knew all too well hits your hearing sentence.

“Their bathroom is very clean.” The voice said, no. You refused to look at his way.

So, when you can hear the footsteps nearing, you used your hair to hide your face. It was dumb and cowardly for you, but you can never earn the guts to ever look into his eyes without feeling your heart cracking slightly. He had pained you enough.

“Ah Atsumu! Come and join us, you took your time alright.” One of the boys says with a bold laugh at the end.

You felt so small, you wanted nothing but to want to have the ground swallow you up at this very moment.

“Y/n? Are you okay?” You hear your friend ask beside you, you cringed at how her voice said your name out loud.

You swear you heard Atsumu mumble your name but you assured yourself maybe it was just your imagination.

Turning your head to look towards your friend as you nod your head frantically, “Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?”

She gives you a worried look, rethinking maybe it was a mistake inviting you here, but after all she had no idea your ex boyfriend was ever going to be here.

You hear the chair in front of you move, and a person sits down in front of it, please don’t let it be him, you prayed in your mind, chanting those words like it was a prayer as you slowly look up, and only to your dismay, it was him. Of course it was him, his soft blonde locks appeared in your sight, and what surprised you the most is how he was already looking at you, you can’t make the way he was looking at you, you can’t read it, and you didn’t want to.

You averted your eyes away form him, hoping that he gets the signal you became uncomfortable in his gaze.

You wanted to leave like anyone in the room, but that just shows your weakness towards the blonde and you didn’t want it. You healed, you learned to love yourself and that’s what you like to show him.

And to his point of view, he was confused. Yeah he broke up with you as cold as ice, but then, why did he feel his heart slowly igniting into fire as soon as he took a glimpse of you. It was as if when he first saw you, how hard he fell for you at first sight was the feelings he felt when he first saw you again after the break up and he hates it.

He can’t love you now, when he has already done enough damage, it was unfair to you.

But it wasn’t a sin to think you were as beautiful as the day he lost you. How can he ever do that to you? With all the words he spit out like it was nothing, his feelings faded away and he felt bad. It was confusing to say the least.

After the break up, Atsumu thought he will be the happiest man in the world, finally being free away from the one sided relationship but it was a hard time trying to forget about you after all, he never felt that way to someone before.

And those feelings came back, just by a single look in your eyes he knows he was falling all over again.

Your group of friends started digging in the food that was in front of you, and you felt a little shy to start eating, so you placed such small food onto your plate to eat, your appetite of eating has dropped a shocking amount.

“Yer not hungry?” That familiar accent of his, was he talking to you? Oh how you hope he wasn’t. But when you looked up to him, it answers all your questions.

He was already looking at you, those foxy eyes of his staring right back at you.

You felt awkward but you moved your mouth nonetheless, “No, not really.”

“Well, try this— they make like the best sushi!” He exclaims with a smile, his smile, after months you never forget how it looks like, to think about it he quite changed. His hair now pushed back and his face was refreshing than ever. The relationship was really bad for him, huh.

With no permission from you, the blonde grabs one of the sushi by his chopsticks to place on your plate, some of your friends had silenced to watch the awkward interaction and both of you failed to notice.

You look up at him in surprised, “It’s fine, I’m quite okay.”

You refused, placing the sushi at the farthest corner of your plate as you flash him a forced smile. It was maybe your imagination but you see a glimpse of disappointment flash across his face.

“Ah I’m sorry.” He says with a scratch at the back of his neck, his tone tells it all, he was kind of expecting for rejection.

You didn’t reply at his apology, you only remained silent to eat from your plate. Finding it hard to look up and to maintain conversations with anyone.

The rest of the dinner was silent for you, your friends had fun sure, you giggled and laugh at some time but the majority of it was you just sitting on your chair to listen to them talk, also not liking the fact that majority of it was Atsumu’s gaze lingering on you and you wanted nothing more than to want to brush it off of you like it was dirt stained on your shirt, he was sparking up conversations here and there but you instantly turned it down before it can even ascend any further.

And at last, the dinner finally came into an end. It felt like forever to sit around while trying so hard to stay quiet when Atsumu was literally in front of you. After you had said your good bye’s to your friends, you took the chance to leave first, telling such bullshit reason that it was family emergency.

So as soon as you had gotten out of that restaurant you can’t help but inhale the soft breeze of the night, you bury both of your hands inside your pocket and started heading home where you can chill with your cats and maybe watch something to ease your mind before falling asleep.

But then, after being a few blocks away from the restaurant you were stopped.

“Y/n, wait.” Someone says behind you, and you can never forget about that voice his.

Your feet seemed to stop in cue, and you can’t move them anymore. You prayed you had the strength to face him on whatever thing he wants with you. But you just hoped you are able to cope with him, even just for this time and you wished to not see him anymore after this.

You turned around slowly, watching as he pants, trying to chase his breath as he stops a meter away from you, “Uh... How are you?”

“Just get to the point, Miya.” You strictly tell him and he cringes at the last name basis.

He began to fidget with his fingers, he shows body languages that he was indeed nervous, while you only looked at him, adding pressure just by looking at him.

“It’s nice seeing you again— after you know, gosh I’m so sorry about that.” He says, bringing his hand back again to the back of his neck to scratch it, a habit he never loses whenever he has a hard time gathering his emotions.

“It was like a month ago, I’m sure both of us had moved on from it.” You replied with no emotion visible on your tone, and it gives the blonde a hard time to tell what you’re thinking.

“Yeah, I’m sure we both moved on from it.” He agrees with you with a nervous laugh at his end, “By the way, is there a way that I can see you again?”

“See me again? Why?” You ask, crossing your arms in front of your chest to raise an eyebrow at the nervous blonde.

“I know I messed up before, but allow me to fix it, allow me to fix us.” He confesses and just like deja vú, you backed a step away and he widens a little at your actions.

“There’s nothing to fix Miya, we ended months ago.” You say, shaking your head and finding it very hard to believe he was trying to get back to you, no, not when you’re doing just fine by yourself. And after all, you had no idea if he’ll end up leaving you again, “You’re not sure about your feelings, Miya. So don’t go around saying you want me back.”

“After the break up, I thought I’d be able to forget about you. But you never once left my mind.” He confesses finally, looking down to his feet as he feels shame overcoming him.

You laughed bitterly, “Why are we even having this conversation? Nothing is need to be said.”

“There is! Let me take care of this, let me fix the things I broke.” He tells you. His eyes was nothing but genuine, you can tell, your heart listened to him, wanting to just elope him into a tight hug but your brain was unsure if he was able to do what he did back then.

“Stop, just stop— you’re just gonna waste your time.” And with that being said you left, leaving him to his own regret and sorrows. But you’ll be damned if you think he’ll stop there, he knows he feels bad, the damage he had cost you was so much and he would willingly fix it.

He knows he loved you, he was a fool to let his feelings overcome him at the day you two broke up, but the truth is, he did lose feelings, but he was unaware that it was capable of coming back. Now he was sure, he loved you unconditionally.

First day, you woke up to a soft knock at your front door. You stirred in your sleep until you were fully awoken by how long the knocking had lasted, with a grumble and a little bit of cusses on your way to your front door, you opened it with no care.

But soon closed it right after when you were met by a familiar blonde man standing right on top of your door mat, both his hands occupied with either flowers and snacks. You leaned your back against the door, finding it very hard to face him at this kind of moment, “Get lost, Miya!”

Your heart beats hard against your chest but your mind shakes the sweet moment away.

“B... But, at least accept the flowers.” He tells you at the other side, his face frowns.

“Leave, please just leave.” You say, now sliding down to the tiles, bringing your knee to your chest as you tried to calm your heart down.

Atsumu on the other side looks at the flowers in his hand, and without any thought he places it right in front of your door before leaving with no words cause he knows how much you didn’t want him to be there.

At the middle of your day when you had to go to the supermarket to buy some products you needed to use, you were met by the flowers the blonde left earlier. And your harshly picked it up to throw in the trash can, he was confused by his feelings and he shouldn’t be wasting his time for you because things ended for good.

How did he even find out about your house address?

And the day after that he showed up in your front door, all kinda of sweet stuff in his hand as he gives you such smile while you only slammed the door right in his face, the coldest thing ever but he understood, and he doesn’t give up to place the things on your doorstep to recognize later on with the day, unknown to him they were all sitting on your trashcan.

You thought he was going to give up after a couple of weeks, or even months but he didn’t stop, sometimes stopping by your work place to meet you at the entrance to hand you the same flowers he had to give, but you had sadly ignored him, you were stubborn, you listened to your heart before and look where it got you, it doesn’t hurt to listen to your mind once in a while right?

There then comes a time where all of it finally came down on you, it was heavily raining, and his familiar knock on your door was heard an hour ago, you thought he left already since it rained like cats and dogs, so you laid in your bed, trying to get some sleep, but you were turning, moving around on your bed, not being able to find such spot to sleep, and then, you suddenly stand up, and before you knew it you were already moving towards your window to look outside, and there he was. Standing under the rain as he grabbed onto the flowers he had for the day and the chocolates in his hands.

He looked like he was standing there under the rain for about an hour and it pokes right on your heart, you hate seeing him like this.

You sighed, finally ignoring your mind as you ran up down stairs after putting on a decent outfit, opening the door frantically at your front door, “Atsumu!”

You used his first name and you didn’t even notice, his head turns over to you. And your body weakened when you notice his lips had gone slightly blue.

What was he thinking? You say in your head as you frown before signaling him inside your house and he hesitantly did it. Walking inside your house and as you see him up close you can see his bottom lip slightly quivering.

“Are you crazy?” You exclaims, taking the flowers and chocolates from him, for the first time you had placed them right on your table before guiding Atsumu towards your kitchen, you excused yourself to go grab a towel from your bathroom, not hesitating to place it around him and he mumbles a thank you.

“Why would you do that? You’re going to get sick, Atsumu.” You say, worry lacing your voice as you continued to make some hot chocolate for him, you knew how much he loves it on a rainy day and even yourself can’t tell the reason why you did it, “You always do careless things!”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t want to miss a day of bringing you flowers.” He says, his voice low and raspy as he hangs his head down.

You halt your movements and in that little moment your heart skipped a beat, “Why are you still trying?”

Atsumu stays silent for a moment, “Because I love you, I really do. And after getting a look at you again after months of trying to move on, I just knew I had to see you again.”

This time, you really stopped your movements, unable to know what to speak next as you gulped down a group of saliva, somehow, there was nothing but genuine and honesty in his tone, you too felt the same, you denied it all the time and maybe finally your mind was made up, why not give it a try? Everybody deserves a second chance, but you were probably still gonna be cautious around him.

“One date.” You say, grabbing the cup in your hand as you walked up to him to hand him the cup and he doubts a little bit before accepting it.

“What.” He widens his eyes, his movements freezing.

“I have some spare oversized clothes that may fit you, you can also take a shower while you’re here.” You say, blushing furiously as you tried to change the topic as you make your way out of the kitchen, not long enough you were leaning your back against the wall beside the entrance to the kitchen.

Placing your hand on your chest as you clenched it, trying to calm down your heart from beating so fast as if you had just talked to Atsumu for the first time, without realizing a smile makes it’s way up to your lips.

After the interaction, you are embarrassed to say you dug out the things he bought for you, the flowers, cards, and stuff animals out of the trashcan you refused to disposed, you then treasure them in your room.

And that day finally came, the day Atsumu has been waiting. Both of you attended the festival that happened in hyōgo. Atsumu was smiling, not a single second did you see it fade away in the slightest and you were also giggling at his lame old jokes, you can’t help but to admit it but, you missed him.

And he misses you, he believes both of you can still be fix, and he just needs for you to believe in him, and you slowly do, you missed the way he made you feel and the way he made you feel safe, you believed it was the right thing.

Both of you had the time of your life, able to feeding each other with street foods and what not, he treated you like you were so fragile and he was aware that he might hurt you.

At last, the day has finally reached it’s exciting part, you and Atsumu stood beside each other at the view of the whole town, the lights reflected your face and it enhanced it so prettily, Atsumu watches you admire the view, while he admired you.

“Ladies and Gentlemen, please enjoy this beautiful firework show starting in five seconds.” A lady announces in the speakers and you can’t help but feel excited.

“Atsumu, it’s starting!” You exclaims, looking over to him with a smile he wishes he could see again, and he thanks the God he was able to.

“Thank you.” He suddenly says, his gaze not leaving yours.

“F... For what?” You failed to start a normal sentence, your smile slowly faded.

“For giving me a chance.” He tells you, his eyes softening as the moment passes by.

And before you can even open your mouth, the first fireworks lights up in the air, the sound slightly catching you off guard and it that moment, the firework light enhances both of your faces as you look into each others eyes.

But soon you looked away first, finding it hard to look away but you managed and so did Atsumu. You both enjoyed the beautiful sight in front of you, heart beating and seeking for each other.

And then, one of the biggest fireworks you had seen lights up the pitch black sky, “Wow, it’s beautiful.”

Atsumu slowly turns his head to you, watching as your eyes adore the sight before you as he open his lips to say, “so beautiful.”

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#atsumu #atsumu x reader #atsumu angst #atsumu fluff #haikyuu #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu angst #haikyuu x reader #tsumu #atsumu miya #YAY!

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bcofl0ve · 21 days

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I'm new here so sorry if you've talked about it before, but what's the tea between Austin and Olivia deJonge? a while ago I heard someone say that they had something during the filming of Elvis but that they are no longer close and don't follow each other on Instagram. they also said that Austin was unfaithful to Vanessa with her, but tbh I don't give these rumors about celebrities cheating much credibility unless they are 100% confirmed 😅 thanks!!

oh, my sweet summer child…*pats your head*. this has become a veryyy contentious topic on my blog so i don’t talk about it much anymore but since you’re a new fan looking for info, as was i once, i will do one Final brain dump about it.

he still follows her and her finstas that i don’t think she uses anymore lol, but yes olivia unfollowed him in september. something that is funny (at least to me) within the context that said unfollow was when she went out with sophie turner and taylor swift. like…what did blondie say that pushed you ever the edge girl LOL. then little miss instagram anxiety unfollowed 100 random accounts the next day trying to pretend it wasn’t selective.

this is also a little contentious because there isn’t proof proof in the form of like kissing photos or something (just beach pap photos from nov 2020 where they aren’t touching each other haha). but in my humble opinion they were involved during filming.

timeline gets a little messy at the start, but i do think re: some late december early january gossip about him being seen with olivia that austin and v were broken up a hot minute before it came out publicly on jan 14th 2020 so 🤷🏼‍♀️. don’t think it was some big affair. they were def broken up before jan 2nd, a day that will leave in infamy lmfao. olivia posted a photo in austin’s shirt, which v fans clocked immediately bc he’d wore in it on vacation with v. and this was jan 2nd, two weeks before the breakup went public. i wasn’t in the fandom for this, but as ive been told it was a real mess. olivia went private briefly, deleted the pics, asked the society fans to take the photos down and it was the beginning of instagram becoming the seemingly anxiety inducing thing for that that it is now.

(ex: after the oscars last year she posted some elvis filming throwbacks on her story as a nice little end of the era thing. one of her and austin she wrote ‘so proud 🥀 @austinbutler’ on. she then deleted that story, reposted it, deleted it again, and reposted it without the text.)

and i mean yeah- big (probably intentional) goof on her part with the shirt thing. but idk. she was 21 at the time, and i’m willing to give 21 year olds a little girl what are you doing grace.

whatever happened between her and austin, the most she’s done re ‘shade’ is liking a comment someone left on her page saying she deserved better when he was seen with lily rose and something got sent to deuxmoi that said he’d cheated on her (imo he didn’t. she was just hurt bc seeing him move on stung, or maybe the door that should have been fully shut wasn’t. lily was august 2021, he left australia march 2021)- and hanging out with v a handful of times mid 2022 (though she herself never posted about it, it was either other people or paps).

a lot of people on here reallyyyy don’t like her, but i’m a fan so that’s my girl. i have a real big soft spot for her, and a while ago when a friend of mine in the fandom at the time told me ‘oh the internet wasn’t nice to her at all’ in the months after the shirt debacle it really hurt my heart.

even with a little smidgeee of shade as explained above ^ i think she’s handled whatever maybe not so positive feelings she has towards him reasonably. they seemed to get a long just fine and happy during elvis press- esp so in toronto which my fav interviews of the two of them are from bc that press tour stop was just them and baz. she’s never said a negative world about him publicly, and i doubt she ever will. the most candid she’s ever been about elvis filming was an interview earlier this year where she said she did ‘a lot of growing up on that job’ and that she sees her life as before and after elvis. i think that’s the most “deep” she’ll ever go down that road, at least for a long while.

between her unfollowing him in sept, turning off her tagged photos in feburary. and recently deleting a comment v left on a post of hers within 30 seconds (i presume bc she knew just like we did that v was doing that for drama/attention, it was right after austin’s esquire interview where he briefly, respectfully talked about her), i think she’s genuinely trying to move on with her life. which can be hard! i never get over anyone! and if my personal read is right that she was a mix between a rebound and the priscilla to his elvis when he was really living in that man’s head that’s even more of an idk…niche heartbreak to have to wrestle with? whether the other party actually did anything wrong or not. i don’t think austin did anything to her or broke her heart with any malicious intent at all. none of the olivia/austin stuff changes how i see him as a fan. he’s a complex human, olivia is a complex human. that’s the gist.

#sorry for the essay LOL #lots of thoughts #lots of lore

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Hi there! I saw you were taking requests so, if it’s okay with you, may ask for 23 and 99 with Taehyun please? I love your writing so much! It feels so real while reading, you’re so talented ToT Btw, do you have any bias/biases in the group? If so, who is/are? I don’t try to be rude by asking this but I’m sorry if I’m being too nosy T-T

Take care and don’t forget to drink water sweetie! 🌸

≡☆ 23.“it’s hard to get used to…” “what is?” “being someone that someone cares for…” + 99. “i don’t know what to do” “then let me teach you” + taehyun

genre/cw: angst if u squint, really really suggestive, but so soft + comforting :(( bc im so soft for this man

wc: 1.0k

a/n: hello hello! ahhh omg thank you soso much!! you're too sweet, that's a such a big compliment :((( and yes i do have a bias!! im a taehyun girl from infinity to infinity haha but lately all of them have been getting to me,, esp gyu and kai :') it wasn't a rude question at all lovely, if you have anymore i'd love to answer!! here is your req, i hope you like it <33 forgive me bc i might be projecting a little in this one

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“y/n?”

you blinked, finally snapping back to reality at the sound of taehyun’s voice.

you were lost in thought as you sat on your couch, overthinking—as usual—so much so that you didn’t even hear him enter your apartment.

“hey,” he says, immediately picking up on your mood. he crouched down in front of you and holds your hands in his. “what’s on your mind?”

you blink a few times as your mind went blank.

truthfully, you did have a lot on your mind. but you struggled at voicing your feelings and concerns and it made you feel guilty because taehyun was someone who was so articulate and had a way with his words. your boyfriend was always reassuring you and knew exactly what to say. and while it should’ve made things easier, lately it mostly made you feel like you were a burden to him.

“you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, love.” he says and gives your hands a comforting squeeze. “it’s okay.”

"it's not that i don't want to tae! i... i just don't know how to." you mumble, avoiding his eyes.

he smiles sadly and moves to sit beside you, all while keeping a firm hold on your hands. "it's okay, whenever you're ready to tell me you can. don't force yourself. i'm always going to be here, ready to listen to you no matter what, okay?"

you finally meet his eyes as tears started to gathered in your own. your heart swelled at the way he was looking at you, with so much love and admiration that it made you want to scream. what did i do to deserve him? you thought.

one of his hands moves to caress your cheek gently. "y/n? you still with me?" he jokes.

“no- it’s just- wow," you shake your head in an effort to collect your thoughts. "this is.. it's hard to get used to…”

he frowns as his thumb swipes across your cheek comfortingly. “what is?”

“being someone that someone cares for.”

taehyun stops for a moment, a bit stunned at your sudden confession. he releases his hold on your hand and shifts into a cross-legged position so that he can face you properly.

"baby," he starts as his hand reaches to tuck a stray hair behind your ear. "you better get used to it because me, caring? it's gonna be a long time thing."

you pout, feeling your throat tighten with emotion. "taehyun..."

"i'm serious y/n. i will always care for you." he affirms and something shifts inside of you. you held so much love for the man that sat before you, but you knew that no amount of words could describe what you were feeling right now.

"i know I'm not good with my words but i care for you too. so much." you ball your hands into fists to hide the small tremors that shook them, and look straight into his eyes. "i love you taehyun. and i-i want to show you that. to show you how i feel but... i don't know what to do."

a small smile appears on his lips as his fingers move to grasp your chin lightly.

"then let me teach you." he says softly, before he pulls you to him to brush his lips against yours delicately.

warmth spreads throughout your body at the way his lips move against your own. your hands move to rest on his chest briefly before your arms wrap around his neck as the kiss grows more heated.

he pulls away to look into your eyes for a moment, both of your breathing heavy as you try to catch your breaths. he presses a hand to your cheek before his fingers trace down the side of your neck, stopping at shoulder. he pushes your shoulder down gently, which makes you fall back onto the couch slowly as your heartbeat sped up in anticipation.

taehyun hovered over you before he used one hand to grasp your left one as he placed it on his lower belly underneath his shirt. your eyes widen as all the heat rushes to your cheeks at the feeling his toned stomach underneath your fingertips.

"put one hand here," he whispers, as he guides your hand up his torso. he releases his hold to grasp your other hand, which he places at the back of his neck. "and the other here,"

he stops to look at you and he grins slightly, enough to show his dimple and your heart leaps in your chest. he leans closer to you until your noses are brushing.

"this is the part where you kiss me." he says against your lips.

you giggle before you pull him towards you, capturing his lips with your own in a familiar kiss. you hesitantly swipe your tongue along his bottom lip and he opens his mouth eagerly as you let your tongue explore his mouth.

your hand on his chest moves to wrap around his waist and you pull him against you when he starts to suck on your tongue. he groans into your mouth when his waist comes into contact with yours, and it only makes your hold on him tighten as you felt the heat rush to your lower half.

you both pull away for air as taehyun trails a few sloppy kiss down your neck.

"taehyun," you start, your breathing still uneven. your hands slide down his sides to grasp the waistband of his jeans. "i want these off,"

he lifts his head to look at you and his gaze darkens. "you're getting the hang of this now,"

you bite your lip in anticipation. "i'm kinda a fast learner."

he presses his lips to yours quickly before he gets off of you. his fingers reach for the zipper of his jeans but he stops and holds his hand out to you instead.

"let's take this to bedroom, yeah?"

your whole body ignites at his words, and he doesn't have to tell you twice as you practically leap off of the couch to wrap your arms around his neck.

"let's," you mumble against his lips and he attaches your lips to his hungrily and doesn't let go as he leads you to your room.

#≡☆ sia's requests #kang taehyun imagines #taehyun x reader #taehyun imagines #taehyun suggestive #taehyun smut #kang taehyun smut #txt suggestive #txt x reader #txt imagines #writing this made me so 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#these prompts were too good!!#thank u sm anon 🌸#i hope this is what u wanted <3 #cafetxt #unedited!!

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[ THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO COME AFTER PART THREE BUT I LOST FOCUS SO I NEVER POSTED IT ]

[ It’s very unfinished, but I wanted to put it out anyway- ]

Ok so Michael’d kinda be a combo of spiral and watcher, right?

Especially since doors are gonna Be There for SURE.

But if he’s taken over the position of head archivist… how’s that gonna affect the literal entire rest of the series-

Does Prentiss show up? Yeahh, probably. I mean, it’s not like Martin doesn’t even exist anymore somehow. It’s just that he’s never met Michael.

Also, I don’t think Michael’d be very, uh…. Thrilled about being the new head archivist. There are a lot of mixed emotions surrounding that for him. It feels like it’s happened too fast, for him, as if Elias has just… pitched Gertrude’s memory into the trash can and replaced her without even giving a second for grieving.

So the first few weeks are… a bit of a dazed blur, really. Trying to remember names and faces has always been a bit of a difficulty. But this time, it’s especially hard. It’s Sasha who notices it first, and offers to help out with what he’s doing so he can take a break.

It all felt wrong. He felt wrong. None of anything that had happened recently made any sort of sense, and trying to sort it out in his head just made everything more confusing.

He went to Elias. And told him he wanted to quit.

(Continued below)

The head of the institute seemed to be staring straight into and through Michael as he waited for the man to respond to his announcement.

Then Elias smiled, his calculating gaze lessening in intensity. And asked him if the conditions were unsatisfactory.

He said no, that they were perfectly fine — remarkably pleasant, in fact — but that it was starting to feel difficult for him to properly perform as an archivist given recent events.

“Do you perhaps not feel as though Gertrude would have wanted you to have this job, Michael?”

Michael could have sworn he’d just felt his heart stop.

It- it had been something that he had been thinking about for the past- the past several days, but he… hadn’t told anyone. Not even Sasha, though he knew she’d be very understanding about how he felt.

Elias… how had he known that. How- how could he have-

“There’s no need to get upset, I’m sure you have your reasons for… your discomfort with the position as archivist. But if I might be able to reassure you of your own competence… you…”

“Don’t.”

He didn’t wait for Elias to respond to his strangled interruption. He just turned and ran. Out of the office, past everyone in the hallway, taking turns and finally pushing himself out of the front door and onto the sidewalk.

He sank to the ground, feeling tears starting to well up in his eyes as he took in several shallow breaths and tried to settle his racing heartbeat.

He couldn’t have- there wasn’t- that- it wasn’t possible, there were so many scientific studies into the ESP phenomenon- no one ever had any significant proof of it, how could he have known exactly what he’d thought?

How-

He sucked in a breath, squeezed his eyes shut and held the air in for a second or two before letting it out again, slowly.

He had to take a walk.

It took a bit for him to finally find himself a proper spot to rest. There was a small park near a store that he could get to through an alleyway — really, it was just more of a small street — and he sat on the green in the middle for a while, trying to process… all of it.

Breaking narrative flow to just say that I don’t know where this would be. if anyone’s got an idea, lemme know.

Anyway.

There shouldn’t be any way that any of this could be happening. For a second, he actually wondered if maybe he had actually died in the fire, and this was some sort of hell, but that wouldn’t explain the book…

His eyes widen. Oh god. The book- had anyone taken it back into the institute? Was it still in her house? Or… did Elias have it.

He groans, and sits up, holding his head in his hands to keep some of the sunlight from hurting his head as he tried to form a coherent thought. Everything in his head felt scrambled, like someone had decided to make a cocktail with the insides of his head and then poured it all back in.

It wasn’t at all that he hadn’t been sleeping — he’d gotten plenty of sleep — his head had just been feeling… soupy, for some utterly unexplainable reason. Michael didn’t know what to do about it, but at least it hadn’t been getting any worse.

…not… yet, at least…

Perhaps he should go and see a doctor about the condition, just as a precautionary measure. He began to stand, working out the route to the nearest clinic when he spotted something sticking up out of the grass.

A small mirror. One of those flip-open ones that you hold in your hand when you’re putting on makeup at the last minute. He had one- whoever this one had belonged to must have dropped it.

He went over to pick it up, but as he reached for it, his eyes caught sight of the reflection.

Of his hand, as it reached towards the mirror.

Michael screamed, and kicked the thing away.

For a moment, he just stood there, clutching his hand by the wrist, afraid to touch the palm… or, god forbid, his fingers.

…He was loosing his mind.

He had to be loosing his mind.

This wasn’t real. This couldn’t be real. It was just that his brain had somehow finally cracked under pressure, and he should be checked into a mental hospital as soon as possible.

It… struck him how relieved he felt by the notion. Mildly horrified, but mostly just relieved. He’d… always been afraid of having his mind slip away, of going deep into a state of insanity, of becoming unaware of his own surroundings and self… especially after…

And with that, it clicked.

He inhaled sharply, his heart racing faster, genuine terror gripping it as the realization hit him.

Ryan had been taken by the door.

The memory tried to push its way into the front of his mind, but he willed it away, focused entirely on that one single piece.

There was no sound as it had opened.

It had just been there. And something in it had killed-

The fear of the thing that took Ryan coming back for him had been a thing that had fed Michael’s nightmares for years and years… why, of all the dreams he’d had, did that one have to be the one that came true?

He felt it before he heard it.

From behind him, the sound of a door’s hinges slowly creaking as it opened.

He started to turn. Praying that it was only a particularly loud door opening from one of the residences around him… perhaps someone who’d heard screaming and came to see what was going on.

The yellow wood almost seemed to be taunting him. Daring him to come closer and just peek... take a gamble, take a chance and see what kinds of secrets the door held inside of it… perhaps it could finally give him an answer.

He didn’t remember when he’d pulled out the lighter, or why he had it, but he flipped it open and struck the spark (thingy) until it lit.

Then hurled it at the door.

The flame caught instantly, crackling as it grew and spread across the surface of the door, engulfing it hungrily.

But the door still stood there. Open and waiting for him to give in and stumble inside.

The fear, and the urge to run, started to well up in his chest, but the feeling was faint. Tired. He… was tired. And scared. And so confused.

(he doesn’t go into the door don’t worry he just kind of goes away and leaves it alone anyway. Or something, I don’t actually know- I just wanted to post it lol)

#the magnus archives #tma #michael shelley #michael tma #tma au #tma unwinding au #unwinding au #elias bouchard #tma elias #gertrude robinson #tma gertrude #the distortion tma #the distortion #tma spoilers #sorta #the spiral #THIS IS SO LATE I’m so sorry

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gswharang · 2 years

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Hey everyone! I am Belle and as a heads up this is a queued post bc I live on like the opposite timezone of basically anyone in the US so this site is opening before dawn on fri for me and I have work. I'll try and hop on fri night, otherwise I'll get back to everyone on my sat! Anyway, I'm excited for this rp to open, I love surreal and horror. 🔥 My hobbies include writing gremlin bois and oscillating wildly between regular capitalization and lapslock. Also ToF/genshin (hmu if u play tho). This is Noh Harang, resident gremlin, morally ambiguous and in the trade of plots that verge on the wrong side of functional. Here is his about and profile page which has the more relevant of information, but I’ll drop some additional quick facts under the cut along with some attempted plot ideas! If you want to plot just like or dm + I have a discord on request if it’s easier to plot there (i usually prefer it A Lot, so if you want me to add you just drop your user in my ims and when i get online later i can add 6v6 ).

if you want the full gist of why he is the way he is i’d rec reading his bio + checking his profile page, bc this is like: scenario, i'm trying my best, but my best is never good enough 😔 if not, ig you'll have to go by this image:

was born in ulsan, his dad died when he was pretty young and was largely raised by his mom w help from other family members. he is ✨inspired ✨ by sharp objects (bc i Love it), only less murder-y, but his mom has FDIS (munchausen by proxy) and it influenced his emotional development a lot.

moved to the island as a teen when his mom remarried, which meant there were new and exciting doctors to visit who weren’t suspicious of her yet. cowabunga, dude. spent a lot of time in his room drawing when he was ~sick~

he’s decently smart, and he did go onto uni for art, but then he got pissed at someone else and sabotaged their assignment by breaking into somewhere he shouldn’t have been and prob broke like 4 school rules in the process and was kicked out his second year. so he never finished. good life choices? check. clearly.

he is vindictive and revenge-driven and will act immediately on those feelings without considering the consequences on getting caught. harang in the moment is always like: i will definitely not get caught. and the narrator is like: that bitch did, in fact, get caught.

is he a good person? no. does he try to better himself every day? also no. memes aside, he does have good qualities but he’s def not sugar and spice and everything nice. if you enjoy complicated, emotionally wrought, and sometimes dark plots 👀 👀 👀 pls come to me, that is what i’m weak and design my chars for.

he’s a webtoon creator/artist. he’s into horror, esp supernatural/paranormal horror. his webtoon is similar in storyline/vibe to something like stagtown? but his art style is different. he takes inspo from junji ito of course. likes consuming horror media/projects as well.

obsessed with herbal tea, has So Many flavors in his apt.

really into vinyl, though he usually collects based on cover artwork first and music second. likes playing atmospheric music when he’s making art.

he smokes, his favorite is cherry tobacco. they’re bad for his body but he’s pretty sure his body was basically destroyed in his youth so what does it matter anymore anyway?

he has a weird vibe but he’s good at covering it. will default to auto-mirroring people’s gestures and personalities around him without super realizing he’s doing it. if you spend enough time around him though it fades, it’s mostly done for people he doesn’t interact w regularly.

he has long hair, and yes, that is a personality trait

he’s not always the nicest person but he’s also not mean for the sake of being mean. it can take him a while to emotionally connect to people. he doesn’t frequently get into romantic relationship because of it, def finds casual to be easier. his sense of love and how it should be expressed is ✨very off ✨

can turn himself into a victim in 4 minutes flat (i_got_it_from_my_mama.mp3)

he hates doctors, not in a take it personally sense, more just going to the doctors and being treated sense. will avoid going to the hospital At All Costs.

can be manipulative, and isn’t always the most empathetic person (in this house we support morally grey chars 👏 )

plot ideas -- tbh i often prefer to like talk apps and come up with something organically, but here are a few ~general ideas~ that might be nice to have, and a few that could be starting off points if we’re really stuck.

an ex that was messily resolved and there's some baggage there is always fun. would love if it imploded due to reasons on both their ends rather than like one person being the Saint and the other being a Villain. I want mutually assured destruction and angst tyvm.

conversationalists. they live in the same area and keep running into each other, harang takes frequent smoke breaks outside for instance. but the strange part of it is there’s no real set schedule, and they just keep running into each other even though they're leaving at drastically different times every day. could be fun if they know some deeper pieces of each other’s life without knowing the like basics of each others personalities (like an inverse of basic friends, unbasic not-friends, if you will)

a bff? like we really click together and even though you make bad life choices and are lvl 500 dumb sometimes i’ll still help you with whatever mess you invite upon yourself. can go both ways, of course.

me, sweating and running out of plot ideas i’m brainstorming on the spot, someone who’s into harang’s webtoon. ofc it would need to be ✨developed ✨ so it could be interesting, but yes. OR his anti!!! OR a mix and they're obsessively into it to the point of being creepy. a creepy stan stalking a creepy artist, creep² if you will

i Am a fan of antagonistic plots, i think they’re really fun, esp when both chars are kind of catty about it and it’s not just one being the ~evil~ one, tho i don’t have any ideas on how to get there but if someone really wants one and to figure out a reason why i’m down!!!!

okay i think that’s it i’m out of ideas, but i’m v excited to plot and write so pls don’t hesitate to let me know if you like something or have another idea or wanna create something organically 👀

#nhr / queued #gsw:intro

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astrxealis · 2 years

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also also sorta offtopic but: what other games do ya play?? GO FULL OUT IN RAMBLING

ik you've seen me ramble abt twewy all the time but I also love pokémon, kirby, legend of zelda, detroit become human and golden sun !!! my brother has also been playing Hades lately and tho the playstyle isn't my thing bc I get stressed easily IT'S AN AMAZING GAME AND I LOVE IT

someday I will be able to properly try playing final fantasy and fire emblem HAHA if I have the time to play I'll let you know !!! I really want to try those games TT

HEHEHE AHJBHGDBJGH omg if you say so ,, under the cut bcs idk how much i might. ramble GSGBHB <3 <3 <3 warning. just in advance. sorry annie but you've just enabled me HGSBDHJG

( ok i finished writing. uh. i think i legitimately spent more than an hour what. BUT UHM warning it might be really long but idk HSBDHJG but disclaimer yes no need to read it all!! and tysm once again!! and sorry for. so much rambling HSDJHBG )

( edit again bcs i've woken up HOLY SHIT I DIDNT REALIZE I DIDNT POST THIS. I JUST SAVED DRAFT AND THEN POOFED HELP )

OKAY WAIT FIRST. ik you want more twewy moots yes AND THO i do consider myself to like twewy i still am sadly not into it that much yet despite i rmbr uhh neo demo, wanting to watch the animation, and then once it was on sale. i was hyperfixated on it WHFBJH and then moved on to . triangle strategy HJDSBJG which i still don't have but i cld maybe ask a friend who i convinced to buy it bcs he was curious and i was like ROLAND ROLAND ROLAND and i was rlly excited bcs it ws just around release but they haven't even touched it at all so i'll one day force him to lend me it (and i'll never return it JKJKJK HLEP) BUT YEAH. i feel like i wrote that latter bit w no breath breaks

!!! i rmbr you talking abt pokemon once (IN DMS ?? >O< & ff7!!) and ofc ik you love loz HEHE i was goin thru pics some time ago and. came across the link stuff again GDSGB ^^ I DON'T THINK I KNEW YOU LIKED KIRBY AND DBH THO ... kirby is ADORABLE but i've only ever played like. 5 minutes worth of one of the old games HGBSJHD and loz botw which i haven't finished yet bcs i am not enthusiastic to do the bananas and i had to give back the card to my tita TwT DHB okay funny story we had to make smth for school once and i used a somewhat triggering photo and thankfully it wasn’t anything too bad and no one got yeah. also i was rlly young. but DAMN i’m better now thnkfully ALSO i rly wnt to play sometime >< <3

HADES OH MY GOD I LOVE THAT GAME (than and zag. oh god) !!! i'm only a few hours in uhh around 16?? >< i shld def play more ,, can understand it not being your type in playstyle AHBAHFBJ but fr it's amazing and so loveable <3 tbh i kind of get stressed a bit easily like. i could MAYBE be that kinda "toxic" gamer but i'm too nice and don't want to be mean Out Loud so that's good THGBJ i like the stress . somehow. I HOPE YOU CONTINUE ENJOYING!!!!!

okay uhh so we have a lot of games here. kinda?? my game library in my Head is huge but in my actual reality kind of but not really T__T so ofc there's final fantasy!! i like all 15 (and the upcoming 16th) and the spin offs but i definitely haven't played em all yet HSBDJHG 7, 10, 14, 15 i've played! we have 8, 9, 12, and 13 (kinda, doesn't work anymore T_T) >< also type 0 i think but idk </3 i blame/thank my dad's side esp for me w games/anime/ff HGBJSDH!! 14 is kind of obviously my fave game hehe <33

fire emblem!!! 3H is the one i've only played but i LOVE awakening and fates >_< and shadows of valentia!! i know that even less but i love the credits song which i've alrdy accidentally spoiled myself on and the characters i know!

OK SO UHM. there's a lot we have that i haven't actually played so i won't go too much into depth q-q but god of war, xcom, last of us, uhhhhh wait okay

from ones i've played a bit!! or tried to play a bit!! or know outside of actually playing >< drakenier (3, automata, replicant! 3 is. kinda uh sus but i rlly like it and wna know more in the future. we have automata but i haven't played... i LOVE it sm tho and it's just so good,, & the raids in ffxiv i love SDHGJHA and the small spoilers ik </3 replicant same feelings as automata but we don't have it </3) + ghost of tsushima (i played a bit and it's a beautiful game!!) + uh. AH YES soulsborne (okay these kind of games make me scared. i tried to play bloodborne thrice and chickened and i don't actually have or want the guts to not Chicken BUT. I WANT TO HEAR THE MUSIC. and be challenged by the hard gameplay so sometime,, also we have ds3!! i want elden ring/sekiro rlly badly tho ><) + uhh what else. help OAAAAHH THE WITCHER!! okay we have 3 i. meant to start it a bit ago but then ffxiv took my time again SBDGHJH but i love the series!! just close my eyes at times!! i love the witcher man. and there's horizon zero dawn which i've played for quite a while but i'm def not TOO far into it,, it seems like open world isn't rlly my type T___T

i forgot the others. help. SAHGBJH okay from the ones i've finished or play/ed a lot!! persona <3 i like 3 and 4 but dk well yet :(( i love 5 tho!! such a good game, esp w royal <3 anddd then uh. uhm. HJHBF HELP i've barely finished games tbh T___T but <33 UHHH i like cod too! mario! OH MY GOD SUPER MARIO ODYSSEY!!! and other games oh man T~T

I FORGOT FALLOUT EXISTS HELP okay i’m like. really There in fallout shelter but i don’t play anymore </3 fallout 4 and las vegas we have!! i’m scared to play 4!! but yes!! i also feel terrible for forgetting skyrim holy shit i mostly just watched my dad/sis play until i actually started playing myself. i’m a coward and i admit that but that game is my CHILDHOOD... cuphead is also rlly cool i have just played REALLY little myself but <33 animal crossing is rlly cute!! i love new horizons!! also assassins creed!! we have odyssey which i played a bit but it makes me scared to play too ngl!! devil may cry and metal gear rlly interest me but no games or experience playing :(( love the music and memes tho <3

uh. minecraft was my childhood FOR REAL. i played a bit of mass effect then stopped but i’ll cont when i have time. somehow. HSDBGJH ik it’s rlly good !! LEGO GAMES WERE MY CHILDHOOD TOO... my only 100%. man. i fought so much w my twin over those games it’s absolutely hilarious. dragon age is cool i love inquisition soundtrack but i played a bit of origins and then stopped bcs i got stuck and it’s so ANNOYING... red dead redemption 2 i havent played but <333 resident evil is cool but horror. goodbye. GSHGBFBSD AND OH GOD I FORGOT I ONCE PLAYED A BIT OF GTA5. i stopped bcs it rlly was too much even for me who doesn’t mind swearing. i stole cars and did a bit of story and thn stopped i will never forget the man who opened my car door in the road and i drove off HABJGH ... i forgot what other games i’ve played or have or am interested in this is so much oh god . OH GOD WAIT I FORGOT KINGDOM HEARTS EXISTED HELP that series is so weird but means so much to me weirdly. i rmbr so clearly playing literally the first bit of the game. by first bit i mean literally probably just the first hour or less. and i never got past that bcs i never got to a save but then had to stop playing over and over again but wld always go back and play it AAA kh1!!! and thn kh3 i borrowed and man... <3 i love that game and somehow understood and enjoyed even if it’s literally the ending of a saga i think and i never played the rest HELP

i once again lost track of time it’s almost 5 am oh my god i have to get up before 10. BDHGBD i’LL PROBABLY STOP HERE THEN....... i hope you don’t feel like you have to read everything i’m just rlly Yay you asked and uhm enabled me WHEEZE i love rambling but also i do it a lot but also not that much T___T i genuinely do hope this isn’t annoying though! ^^ not in a like Oh i’m annoying way but in a like. this might actually seriously be A Lot JHGSDJHG

i actually barely know anything about golden sun!! but i searched it up rq and rmbrd i’m interested in dragon quest + diablo + castlevania too !! super mario galaxy was my childhood even tho me and my twin barely did anything bcs we were cowards. HELP. we fought too bcs i shaked the controller and then the stars went everywhere and escaped so she got angry at me. why did i even do that what. ANWAYS UHM IDK WHAT i’M EVEN TALKING ABT ANYMORE HELP gran turismo also interests me!! bcs of my dad >< OH MY GOD I FORGOT i also finished littlebigplanet 3!! it was so annoying w my twin /pos!!! we fought also. man. i love twins they suck (affectionate)

i feel like there’s still more i’m forgetting hm but idk. not gna say stuff about ffxiv bcs that’ll be a lot more rambling I’M SO SORRY. also no mobile games orrr free games uhhh there’d be a lot too. help. BUT UHM YES if you do ever someday properly play ff and fe i’d be really happy but pls /nf !!! and i hope you do enjoy if ever!! <3 tbh i’m a bit >:( when it comes to some stuff abt specifically uhh 7 13 15 and 3h but generally i still love them lots <3 personally i’d def rec xiv even if you aren’t a fan of mmorpgs bcs it’s def an rpg first >< also imo the best final fantasy overall!! even best mmo and def one of the best stories i’ve ever seen ,, BJSDHBG but from the single players, it’s a bit depending on your taste but safe best for sure is 9! overall i’d say the best, from what i’ve heard :O below 7 is not 3d yet but i’m biased to 3 bcs of 14, for reasons, and 4 is <3! and 6 def has prolly the best story from what i’ve heard if not for 14!! 8 is heavily romance based ?? but i personally love the themes sm >< 7 is rlly famous and probably the biggest franchise in the ff franchise :O if you ignore ffxiv HJBHDG! i’d def rec it too <3 10 is my first and rlly special to me and i’d def rec it too for sure!! 12 is more political but personally i love it. havent playe dbut uhm yes. tactics i’ve heard is incredibly good ^^ i barely know it. barely being a bit of an understatement uhhh ik some of the story!! yes!! okay squints that’s all i can talk abt rn help it just turned 5 JBGDHJGB ALSO I’M INTERESTED IN OMORI I ALMOST FORGOT!! horror scares me but ik omori is rlly good <3 i’m just watching bcs i might waste money on not playing if i buy it myself <//3 ^^

GN ANNIE!! or good morning. help. HBGSHDBGJ THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN BTW AND SORRY HELP rambling tho helped clear my head more so aaaa <33 ^^

BUT B4 I STOP FOR REAL i just want to advertise rq BUT NO FORCED /nf /nf /nf SERIOSULY it just makes me happy to do this WHEEZE but ffxiv has a rlly good free trial!! lowkey want to send u stuff no spoilers tho and see what wld convince u to play but do be truthful abt it all uhh yes yes gn >< WHEEZEHBGSHJ it’s available on all platforms basically! not like. switch or mobile tho aaaaa T___T </3 but playstation, mac, steam, pc... ^^ it’s pretty time consuming but it’s an experience i’d definitely recommend!! also no time restrictions for free trial :O so yeah >;D

#i like a lot of things but my favorites all in all would be ffxiv and gbf (mobile game tho ><) and fe3h! i feel like nier is definitely a #top contender when i properly get into it more <3 but these r games i actually. completed or am vv far into GHJSJBHGB T__T ^^#so many interests but it feels like. hm. idk how to explain but yeah <//3 idm tho HBDSJHBGH i genuinely do like all of them <3 #⋯ ꒰ა my galaxy ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა letters of stardust ໒꒱ *·˚#— annie! ♡

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lucivar · 2 years

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I see you doing an ask game so i had to stalk your blog for it. And also because I miss you. So numbers 2 (I’m hoping you’ll say you’re a wizard) and 26 if you please.

Hiiiii!!!! 🖤 I miss you too! Tumblr is not letting me dm people or comment on posts anymore so I am trying to sort that out (ughhh). How are you???

2. If you had to give up your keyboard and write your stories exclusively by hand, could you do it? If you already write everything by hand, a) are you a wizard and b) pen or pencil?

Lol I am not THAT kind of a wizard, and I do write a lot by hand because I find that creatively it is looser, so concepts are non-linear and I draw/write spider charts and diagrams until I go "huh, that's it!" and then type it all up. I reckon I could write exclusively by hand (pen) but I would have to rewrite the story several times until I was satisfied and (reasonably) error free!

26. How do you get into your character’s head? How do you get out? Do you ever regret going in there in the first place?

Great question!!! Music is super helpful for this - I often try to embody the mood of the character before the character itself because I find that easier. I do have character cheat sheets I write which basically give me the likes and dislikes, obsessions and desires, fears and quirks, how they interact with others and any nick-names, catch-phrases, weird things of note. Certain characters I find it really easy to get in the headspace of both Betty and Jughead (esp in Inevitability and Summer Shivers), I found really easy. I found Veronica really easy in Inevitability, and JB super fun in Summer Shivers. Jughead in Undue Influence is A LOT but I LOVE him. He is a slippery biscuit and I find myself spiralling with him a bit, but that's part of the fun, being swept away by the emotional response. I never regret going there and sometimes I think I could go further. I get out by switching stories, characters, playlists, or exercising! Breaking the emotional hold is the first step and then I can slide into something else!

Thanks so much, i love youuu

#ask #writing game #ayrahmae

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adonis-koo · 2 years

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I was SO EXCITED when I saw the new chapter came out but I have a lot going on right now so I had to wait until now to actually read it with the attention it deserves so here goes!!!

I mean,, he’s right esp that SNAKE she’s def gonna try to terribly injure mc I just know it.

NOT THE POUT AHHH give it to him MC !

YESSSSSSSS YOONNGGIIIIIIIIIIIIIII AHHHHHHHH tbh I forgot he was finally in the story hhhhh

Right hand of areum,,,,, this is either really good or really bad pls Missy I’m begging don’t have her double cross us 😭😭😭

MC is right I wouldn’t wanna fight him either I’d be dead LMAO

The smirk,,,, Jungkook do you have something you’d like to share with the class??

YOONGI LMAO I love this so much Missy the way I can so clearly picture him your writing is perfect the characterization is perfect just perfection

NOT FIRST TIME I- IN FRONT OF YOONGI???? As if physically embarrassing her in front of Yoongi wasn’t enough🙄

YEAHH YOONGI GET HIMMMM I really hope we see more of yoongi just brutally embarrassing Jungkook in front of MC bc she deserves to have that after all the teasing jk does to her

LMAO not he’s strict pls he’s trying to make sure you do okay in the fight ,,,, however I wouldn’t want him to teach me either sounds scary lol

I will beat up those guardsmen idk what they did yet but,,, DO NOT intimidate my sweet baby wheein 😡

Damn I bet she’d be the best fighter of them all too🥺

Well damn areum she can barely do anything yet HHHH the TikTok audio of “I just a baby” is what’s playing in my mind rn

NOT ITLL BE OVER QUICK PLS 😭😭😭

SHES RUNNING SO SHE DOESNT GET HURT YOU ASS

oh 🫠

Aww the way this position would’ve made bby MC all flustered but now she can just talk and be fine I love this development v much🥹

Okay but,,, she will be fighting seohyun so ,,,, mayhaps the urge to strike would fill her then👀 bc it CERTAINLY would fill me LMAO I would be trying whack her good

Not MC essentially sneaking out of class by saying she’s going to help

MC nooo🥺 your scars are symbols of the great help you provided pls🥺🥺🥺

Watch her be a prodigy at knife throwing I’m v excited at this prospect

YESSS GO MC GO MC !!!!!!! Pls tell me jungkook was watching

YESSSSSS honestly idk what areum means by utilizing it though so jungkook,,, we are currently in the same boat lmao,,, although I find it a little unfair like why does it have to be a sword fight??? Why can’t the duel be something else like an archery competition I mean you need archers in war too,,,

Ah. Well. I guess training would be good for it but I’m still worried about the duel ,,,

Playing catch with their new puppy pls I love this so much how cute😭

Oh yeah that makes sense, she /has/ been targeted quite a bit lately too,,,

Oop. This is so scary though poor mc:( and poor Jungkook pls they’re just now getting comfortable with each other let them have peace😭😭😭

Ah yes it also wouldn’t be fair to the people hhhh

LMAOOOO AS IF YALL WERE COMMUNICATING WELL AT THAT TIME JK PLS “had i not made that clear” PLEASE

No he would LOVE the chance to flaunt in Jins face mc

I CANT WAIT AHHHHHH

Yeah it would suck for him to get used to being in the castle and then suddenly not be allowed in anymore:/

If this man had anything to do with the attempt on MC ,,,, and if he’s the old guard head and is the one who scared wheein ooooohh I want this man’s head

TANTRUM ????? HIS WIFE WAS ALMOST MURDERED

Now why is the uncle on his side all of a sudden hello ???

The wolf didn’t have to die but okay ,,,

Mmmm I don’t trust this bounty hunter one bit I bet he’s in on it somehow. I don’t like this

WHY DOES HEEEEEE HAVE TO COME TO DINNER like the creepy uncle nobody likes ugh🙄

If it’s seohyuns family first I’m gonna lose it

Well that was entirely unhelpful.

That’s so unfair to the actual people of the country who need more help ,,,

Ugh

Sighhhhhh if wheein is saying it then ,,,, I guess .

I love wheein and mcs relationship it’s just so sweet and good🥹

Wheein🥺 she’s been through so much,,,, but also YEONJUNNNNN lmao anyways

LMAO THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN TAEHYUN AND JK AND MC AND WHEEIN PLEASEEEEEE

RUBBING HIS HEAD LIKE LMAOOOO yeah we all know jk is a handful, taehyun poor thing

Oh MC you sweet naive bby

POOR TAEHYUN PLS DONT DRAG HIM INTO IT HES ALREADY DEALING WITH IT ALL DAY LMAOOOOOO

NOT DISMISSED 😭😭😭

Yeah we need to get to the root the assassins just a hired hand in this case,,,,

Poor mc she thought everything would be fine if she made this huge sacrifice but it’s just been mess after mess :/

That man can’t keep his mouth shut ofc

Pls pls let Jungkook be right bc if something goes really wrong his dumb ass uncle is gonna make mc feel so so horrible and like she’s ruined everything for jk

Yoongi voice of reason exactly exactly

Awww MC 🥺 she’s really falling for him my bby

THATS SO SWEET AWWWWW HE GIVES HER THE STRENGTH PLS

NO NO NO NO PLS DONT LEAVE HER ALONE SHE COULD DIE NO IM SO SCARED

Oh fuck off.

she almost /died/ saving ppl from a fire AND then /again/ after just giving a speech are we serious right now ????? No bc I know some bs is gonna happen and she’s gonna get framed for something ISNT SHE ???? No no no I cannot have this for my bby

YEAH TELL HIM MC !!! FUCK HIM UP !!! Ugh I love how confident she was

Sighhh mc AND yoongi are gonna be in trouble when the prince finds out they didn’t tell him and I know he’s gonna find out before she has the chance to tell him sighhhhhhhhh

UGH THE FUCKING DUEL I FORGOT

Damn that’s a wild history ,,,,,

YESSSSSS ABOLISH THE OLD SYSTEM AND REHABILITATE EXACTLY

oh 🫠 man He- wow.

MISSY what great chapter!!! Thank you again for sharing your amazing writing with us! I can tell things are really getting set into place and that things are gonna start like realllllyyyyy kicking off soon oof. What a lovely chapter and what a nice way to be fully introduced to yoongi!!! The little moments between MC and JK and esp at the end when he comforts her pls🥹💕 they’re really growing into their relationship it’s so lovely to see. And the relationships between wheein and mc and taehyun and jk I’m always here for scenes that show us their dynamics more I love it!! And the whole archery thing yes!!!! I’m so excited for what’s to come!!! Thank you again and I hope you’re doing well!!! -💜💜💜

HEHEHEH you got me giggling and twirling my hair with these asks!! I’m dying at your reactions to the first scene because ALSO JUNGKOOK WAS SO OUT OF POCKET FOR THE “FIRST TIME” COMMENT IN FRONT OF YOONGI 😭 also you can imagine my face as I wrote Yoongi being Areum’s right hand HEH 😈😈😈 guess y’all are just gotta have to stick with me and find out if that’s a good or a bad thing!

Also as for Wheein and what happened after use helped Jungkook…🫣 this mayhaps…is a surprise tool for later, or should I say MUCH sooner HEHEHE !!! BUT ALSO YOUR REACTION TO JUNGKOOK AND MC’S SPAR HAHAHA that was another moment I thoroughly enjoyed writing! Just that whole scene was so fun, especially MC being all pouty and continually running from him and him just being like 🤨come back🤨

As for Areum’s mention of him ultizing her natural ability in aim…that knight also be a surprise tool for later ;) because she isn’t necessarily referring to the duel when she mentions this! As for why it’s swords only, it’s mainly due to the fact that a lot of their culture centers around steelwork, and most of steelwork when it comes to weaponry is…swords, they go a bit hand in hand. Archery is used but it’s not a very utilized skill in Penumbra, whereas everybody and their baby can wield a sword or dagger.

!!! PLEASE I was SO excited for everyone’s reaction at the scene where they’re playing with lil pup 🥹 even if the subject they’re discussing is…grim at best, but still, the bonding time!! 🥹🫶 also LSHAKJSS YESS JUNGKOOK IS TOTALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO GOADING SEOKJIN ABOUT BEING MARRIED TO MC 😭

LOL don’t you worry about MC and Yoongi not mentioning the whole Di Jin situation to Jungkook everything is gonna coming spilling out soon enough HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA…or will it? 🤨🤨🤨 also!! I wasn’t sure how that scene would shake down because at first I assumed MC would be intimidated by Di Jin’s threat but then as I was writing it I was just sitting there like 😧 damn MC you tell him!! Hahaha I always surprise myself when writing takes an unexpected turn, also a badass turn because she isn’t about to be pushed around anymore 😤

Ahhh I cannot thank you enough for taking the time to write such lovely reviews for each chapter! I LOVE seeing your messages come in and it gives me such a nice opportunity to deep dive more into my thoughts process on how or why something was written the way it was!! It’s been a slow moving training for MC and Jungkook but don’t you worry things are about to get a little more saucy, between them AND the rest of the plot 🫣 whether that’s good or bad we’ll just have to see LOL

#missy answers #fic: wicked #anon

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taeilskitty · 3 years

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Hey there! I saw that you open for a request so here's what I thought : what kind of sound did nct make when having sex? Are they more into whimpers, groans, or maybe dirty talk? Thank you so much for answering my question and hope you have a good day!

i was BORN to answer this omg. lemme tell you, i have thought about this so SO much!! (i'm leaving chenji out of this bc i don't know how people feel about that yet)

anyways, i hope u enjoy and i hope this matches what you had in mind <3

taeil

oh fuck. taeil is most certainly a groaner. i think (and trust me, i've thought a lot) he must make these gorgeous low moans like right in the back of his throat if that makes sense - have you ever heard his bubble voice messages? oh my god, they're so fucking hot. his raspy voice in the middle of the night is just to die for. that makes me CONVINCED that he dirty talks super up close. even thinking about it makes me shiver :(( he's the king of praise, i just know it. i think he degrades too, but his favourite is when he mixes both together - "you look so pathetic there baby, how cute." "daddy loves his pretty slut so much." "god you're so fucking good for me, my cockslut~" taeil also asks things, i think that suits him so much. "yeah? you like that?" "is daddy's cock too big baby? shh, i'll be done soon..."

taeyong

whiner. whiner. undoubtedly. this boy has the sweetest, prettiest little moans... he gets all high pitched when he's close and oh god when he sinks into subspace he just mewls and his voice gets so weak </3 little "yes" and "a-ah thank you"s slip out because he such a good kitten. he's so precious... and if he gets asked to speak while he's getting fucked he just squeaks out an answer. "m.. love it... ah..." n he will never fail to say his please and thank yous - he's so well mannered even when hes getting used !!!

johnny

this is just. oh my. i think he's silent for the most part. heavy breathing and quiet grunts and groans until he's close. THAT'S when he starts moaning, all sorts of things slipping out. "god you're so good" "i love this hole so much" ahh??! i think he talks down too. fuck !!! daddy!johnny is so patronising, and not just outside of the bedroom. kinda like taeil, he asks things, but he makes u feel so dumb and cock drunk :( AH AND he like... coos when you feel all dazed from his cock... "awh~ is that good? you like that don't you sweetheart? yeah, i know."

yuta

i have this vision of yuta just SLAMMING from behind with his face right up in your ear, telling you all sorts of dirty things lowly with just the hottest voice ever. he's very vocal about what he wants, and he loves cumming inside... so expect him to talk about that. oh, he is so fucking possessive too. "hmm. mine. this is mine. you're mine." he probably bites your ear/neck when he says it... the grunts that come out when he slams are enough to send anyone reeling, but i bet he tells you "fuck. gonna. gonna cum in my fuckdoll--" n his voice just trails off as he fills you up and sighs<33

kun

now kun is !! an interesting one !! ... i envision him as a pretty hard dom, so i don't think he's any stranger to degrading. that being said, i think he's more talkative when he's giving punishments (e.g. spanking over his thigh... heaven<33) rather than when he's fucking. i think he moans lowly, semi-quietly but as he gets more and more pent up he gets louder. (i think this is the case for most of the nct doms but oh well) he'll praise how good you make him feel - assuming you've been behaved enough - but that doesn't stop him from cursing under his breath at every chance he gets ,,..

doyoung

definitely has pretty moans !! he probably does whine, but i mean that in a dom way - if that makes sense? higher pitched moans but not pathetic, in fact it's probably paired with him whispering "fuck yes, good [insert ur fave petname here]". i think he's the type to kiss you a lot during sex and like... moan into your mouth; any space not taken up by the sound of moans will for sure be filled with the sound of his panting and his tongue dancing with yours.

ten

another semi-whiner. i always saw him as a dom but i'm sliiightly succumbing to the idea that he may be a switch... which is why i think there's so much BEAUTY in his moans?? ten makes really pretty, breathy whines and moans i'm sure, i don't particularly think he talks a crazy amount but rather short instructions. (yes i'm going back to dom!ten) "turn around." "get on your knees" "quiet." AH !! he always lets you know what he needs - however, sub!ten will just whine and squirm till you make him cum because he is most definitely a slut who takes anything:(

jaehyun

first of all, this man wrecks me to the fucking core, and i could talk about this for... a while. but his moans are definitely like, raspy high-pitched type. think about his vocals. esp in try again... i bet you they sound like THAT. i'm sure he talks a bit too, tbh he probably says rather textbook dirty things but it sounds so fucking hot when it's him. "yeah take it, take my cock" "fuck yes just like that", he loves how you whine when he moans right up next to you btw - it just makes him do it even more. oh, and bonus - he will never call you ANYTHING without prefixing it with my or daddy's. daddy's girl, daddy's boy, daddy's pet, my dirty slut... ahh<3

winwin

it's almost contrasting to jaehyun but sicheng's voice is so low. i can't explain this in any way other than that he's kitty, but his moans are so... puppy? and when he's fucked, he makes himself sound so dumb too. he's constantly slurring his words and biting his lip because he's trying to keep quiet but anyone who walks by the room will hear "mm.. m!!" because he just can't help himself :( when he's close he probably squeaks like taeyong and cums all over the place GOD i want him

jungwoo

oh god there's no doubt that jungwoo talks SO much during sex. he probably loses his fucking mind with how good he feels. he's such a good boy but sometimes you just need him to shut up - but he can't. he squeaks out a little moan when you push into him, or when you start touching his cock, but withn minutes he's babbling non-stop; "oh god oh god mommy/daddy i love it so much, a-ah like that, please~"

lucas

my brain used to be convinced that xuxi was a dom, but i'm now sure he's a switch. either way, his moans are pretty much the same. they're very heavy and... i guess manly is the best way to put it. in my head i can literally picture him being like "ughhh..." when you start fucking because he just feels like he's wanted to fuck you so desperately - yes, even if you fucked hours before. it's always so breathy and moany and i think he sounds like a bit of a fuckboy tbh... "fuck yeah" as he slides his cock into you? THANKS

mark

loud baby loud baby LOUD BABY:((( no matter how much you cover that pretty mouth of his he will be so LOUD!! he can't stop talking and whining and panting, kinda like jungwoo but honestly... more. he swears a lot too. he tries not to but he just can't help himself :( "aw shit... god shit!!!" under his breath UGHHFDGGDFDD SO FUCKING CUTE IM GONNA SCREAM !!! he's very polite though, so he always says sorry every single time :( he babbles like hell when he cums, he can't stop himself, again like jungwoo. "i'm gonna cum i'mgonnacumi- i'm -- ah fuck, shit--!!"

xiaojun

two words. action figure. everyone knew that was coming, HA - i'm sorry but THAT verse means we all know how he sounds. i think he tries his best to talk normally while you edge him but his little voice keeps on wavering and cracking and just... he can't help but sound all pretty and pathetic :( but surely dejun has some (very frequent) moments where he can't keep his front anymore and just whines like a whore because it feels so good<3

hendery

the things i'd let this man do to me:))) i think at first he'd actually try and hide his moans because he feels like that's what he's supposed to do, but no. for me personally, i know i would NOT LET THAT HAPPEN !! he probably sucks the air in through his teeth in an attempt to hide it - it's very fucking sexy when he does that, granted - but he can't keep doing that for long. i think he hums and laughs when he can't keep it in any longer because he almost feels some kinda defeat but then he just moans semi-loudly and lets out a "good girl/boy/baby... let me fuck you, huh?"

renjun

renjun scares the fuck out of me. why? because his moans are fairly quiet. he's master and it S H O W S. he grunts quietly, maybe muttering things under his breath like "so fucking tight" "mmh there you go..." to fill some silence but he does it subconsciously; he goes so far into domspace sometimes that he just can't control himself. when he's close he talks through his teeth and he's like "i'm. i'm gonna cum baby..."and the more you whine on his cock the more he just laughs at you because he's a sadist hhhhhhhhhhh.........

jeno

most definitely a fun one... you see when he's sub, he pants and whines and drools all over himself like a big dumb puppy boy and he just breathes so heavy n his moans are all shaky... if he's a brat he will try and talk big but he can't take it, he just gets so pathetic and !!! but dom jeno is fucking TERRIFYING because he talks down and tries his best to intimidate you. he chuckles and degrades you, but one of his faves is when he can big himself up under his breath. "look at you now. you love this fucking cock."

haechan

this isn't good for my mental health :) i fucking cannot TAKE this brat :) AHA! hyuckie is honestly such a whore, he's bratty and rude and always talks back at you like he's the king of the fucking world. he's constantly laughing at you and trying so hard to make you feel like you're not worthy but he feels so good he just gets fucked dumb by you :( he is SO loud too. he wants everyone to hear what a dirty whore he is and he makes sure he puts on his prettiest pornstar moans. he whines like his life depends on it. on the off chance that he's being a good boy, he begs and cries and whimpers when he finally cums - and i mean CRIES. sobs. he'll be heaving by the time you're done with him, but god he fucking loves it.

jaemin

fuck... fuck okay... well firstly he loves to talk. we all know how much he praises and how he's constantly showing his love off... that doesn't stop at fanservice, nope. he will fuck you like a ragdoll and keep calm and composed as ever, talking down to you as if you're in his lap for a soft cuddle. "baby loves nana so much hm~?" "oh you really love that don't you?" "you know you're so pretty. nana wants to cum in you so bad~" yes, he calls himself nana because he's a cocky fuck and loves how it sounds. especially when you're moaning it for him.

yangyang

i'm kinda in 2 minds about this... on the one hand, he's kinda like hyuckie in that he whines a LOT. but he can actually keep his composure - he's a breathy whiner, he's not quite as loud and he most certainy doesn't crumble as easily. (that's not to say that he can't, he most definitely can.) on the other hand i think when he's in a more neutral headspace rather than subby, he talks to you like a total fuckboy. not in a mean way but he's just like "hah. i know you love me fucking you like this." he gets so cocky and he sucks hickeys into your neck and hums quietly<3

shotaro

he's such a shy baby :( he wants to moan so much but he probably gets all self conscious and tries to hide it... so you gotta make him feel safe :( when he does he whimpers and it's so pretty and pathetic. the way he wells up with tears and hitches his breath is. adorable. he whispers "thank you... ah..." every time he feels that good and by the time he cums it's just falling from him like a waterfall :( the more comfortable he feels, though, the sluttier he can get... he will always be a good boy but i think he lets his whore side come out every once in a while <3

sungchan

last but most certainly not least, yet ANOTHER boy who pains me to the core. i think sungchan whimpers too. THERE I SAID IT. his cock is too big for his own good so he just... needs you to do SOMETHING to him :( he always sighs at first, maybe hissing just a little but then he gets to a point where he's quietly whimpering because he just needs to cum so fucking bad <//3 "need it... p-please..." he's always nervous to use titles but if he wants to cum he has no choice :( when his dom asks please who? he blushes bright red n mumbles a little "please mommy/daddy... 'm so good..." and god yes he is he deserves it so much ugh<33333333333333

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wonlouvre · 3 years

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hi~ can i request a seungcheol angst college!au f2l, where they both like each other but cheol starts hanging out with other ppl more, esp one person who likes him and he neglects the reader? dialogue could include something like “go away, i don’t want to see you” or “don’t call me that anymore” if you want. i’d like a slight fluffy ending, but you can end it however you want!

courage | c. sc.

pairing: seungcheol x reader genre: angst, a pinch of fluff and open ending warnings: reader is insecure and is blaming herself over what happened between them and cheol (please tell me i i missed anything!) word count: 1k

💌: wow. all i can say is this was a challenge for me to write. again, i made a few changes here and there. i hope you don’t mind! this is angst and i don’t really know if i did a good job writing it. i don’t want to keep talking about it as i don’t wanna spoil anything. but, thank you as always for requesting! i hope you enjoy <3 also happy birthday s.coups! :’)

You often wondered if it’s alright to throw away the memories you have created and shared with Seungcheol just because he said he doesn’t want to make new ones with you anymore. You often wondered if you would be okay to leave him because he told you to go away and that he doesn’t want to see you anymore. He doesn’t even want to be called by the nickname you have had for him ever since you were kids when he said with an annoyed expression, “don’t call me that anymore.”

Perhaps that was the equivalent of “I don’t want to be friends with you anymore.”

You also asked yourself if you’re willing to forgive and take him back if ever comes the time he wants to hang out again. But by the looks of how he was happy to be around his new friends, you didn’t see any reconciliation happening.

It was cold. The last time you had the chance to talk or spend time with Seungcheol, you remember how cold it was. The air condition blasting inside the coffee shop, his actions, his words; all of them were cold. You were trying to talk to him, asking him what could possibly be wrong. You even went as far as asking if you did anything wrong to make him act that way.

Seungcheol’s silence was an answer enough for you to stand up from the table and take your leave.

You cried almost everyday. You just lost your friend that you have liked from high school and until now. You thought you two were getting along as if you were on the same page. But in the end, you and Seungcheol wanted different things. You wanted him to be your lover as much as you wanted to be his. And as for him, even if he almost wanted to be yours, he still sought for something else.

You still saw him around. At the library, the cafeteria, the gymnasium, the field, the parking lot, the bus stop. Everywhere. You saw him all smiley as he talked to this person who fancies him. You saw him jostling and wrestling around with his friends. You saw him everywhere and you didn’t understand why you couldn’t seem to get used to it. Why won’t the pain stop from aching?

You want him to say sorry. You want him to come back. You want him to come back and love you like he did.

If he ever loved you at all.

At some point, you snapped yourself out from continuously thinking about Seungcheol. It’s obvious that you didn’t even cross his mind anyway. You continued with your life instead. You studied hard and aced everything that you can. You made new friends and went all out in the best way possible. You also spent time alone without thinking and crying about him.

You lived even though it broke your heart that Seungcheol, the person who has a special place in you heart, wasn’t with you until the very end.

“Congratulations Y/N!” Your aunt screams for joy and hugs you. “I’m so proud of you!”

It’s finally graduation day and you’d never felt so free. You smile and hug your aunt back who keeps on jumping in excitement. When she pulls away, she fixes your hair and gown before handing the flowers she brought.

“I have to take a picture,” she says and prepares the camera. “Okay, smile 1! 2! 3---, oh! Isn’t that Seungcheol?”

Your smile instantly drops at the mention of his name. You haven’t told anyone from your family what really happened between the two of you and you really don’t have the heart to explain right now. You beg that she doesn’t call hi---

“Choi Seungcheol!” Your aunt shouts and you look away. “Honey! Come here!”

Please, please, please!

“Hi aunty.”

I hate you, Choi Seungcheol.

“How are you?” Your aunt is all affectionate towards your ex-best friend and it makes you want to vomit. “I never see you around anymore.”

You can tell Seungcheol is caught off-guard by the question with how he scratches the back of his head. You could smack it if you want and no one will care.

“Just got busy with school and all,” he lies.

You roll your eyes.

“Well, don’t just stand there Y/N,” your aunt scolds. “Stand close to Seungcheol so I can take your picture.”

You sigh and swallow your pride. If you don’t want to be bombarded with questions, you might as well just take this stupid picture and carry along. Begrudgingly, you stand close to Seungcheol’s slightly tall frame. You still kept a small distance as you don’t want to have any contact with him.

Out of curiosity, you glance at him and surprisingly enough, he does the same.

You suddenly remember your questions. Is it alright to erase your memories with Seungcheol? Will you be alright if you do so?

Your conclusion is no. No, it wouldn’t be alright and another no, you wouldn’t be alright. It’s both sad and happy that you’re thinking this way. Seungcheol can never justify what he did to you. But, the Seungcheol before cannot be erased by the present Seungcheol. You will never let it be.

What and who you’re letting go instead is Seungcheol himself.

“Hey.”

The boy you used to love calls for you and you look at him one last time.

“Congratulations.” Seungcheol’s cherry lips are smiling as he extends his hand out.

Somehow, you can’t help but smile back and shake his hand. You can tell he’s sincere and that’s all you’re asking for.

Another question comes into mind again, will you ever forgive Seungcheol and have him back in your life again?

Maybe if the right time and right reasons come, yes. Seungcheol doesn’t necessarily have to love you like he did. If he just wants to be just friends again, that’s okay too.

In the meantime, you’d have to let go of his hand.

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mha-platonic-yanderes · 3 years

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Settling In: Family Dinner

Inspired by @i-cant-sing

If there was any word to describe the past week, you would choose quiet. A schedule was set for your time spent here and rarely it would deviate. Rei would wake you up to watch the sunrise with you and you’d get ready for the day with her. The outfit she chooses always sits on the bed waiting for you while she does your hair. Mornings are spent in either the sun room or the library, with Rei always watching. Though, she leaves to cook. She always left you to cook. If nobody else was home, that means you’d be left alone. Fuyumi would come by for dinner some nights and take your afternoons. Enji wasn’t home during the day, but joined you all for dinner every night before you could retire to your new room. Even if the schedule is slightly smothering, it’s easy to keep up with.

There were no chores or responsibilities for you to do, unlike your old homes. It was relaxing—too relaxing. There was no stress, so you created some. Tonight, instead of Rei, Enji, and maybe Fuyumi, the other two Todoroki children were coming over. You don't know what to expect, so you stress over it.

Fuyumi warned you that they weren’t as accepting as she was, that they weren’t as involved with the family as she was. You don’t want to make a terrible first impression. You don’t want your new siblings to hate you.

Fuyumi comes home earlier than her siblings, coming immediately home from work. Meetings, she says, that’s why she couldn’t have come sooner. You remember that she’s a school teacher. It’s easy to imagine what those meetings are about. Though, she doesn’t give you time to daydream about her, as she’s asking you questions.

“So Y/N, you’ve been here a week? Have you been enjoying your time here?” Fuyumi does your hair, extremely careful not to hurt you. She’s taken this responsibility from Rei for today. Rei’s been busy at the store and in the kitchen all day, leaving you with Fuyumi. You don’t mind that; she’s nice.

“It’s quiet.” You don’t know if that’s a good or a bad thing, but it’s the truth.

Fuyumi takes it well, “That’s good. Mom picked out some good books for you, did she?”

The library in the Todoroki estate may be massive, but most of those books Rei says are too mature for you. She’s regulated you to books below your reading level. They’re for children younger than you. But she doesn’t like to watch television and the laptop they’ve provided has only been gathering dust.

“If I’m honest, they’re a little boring.”

Fuyumi chuckles, “She’s a little out of touch from reality at times. I’ll grab you some books you’ll probably like better. I used to do a lot of reading when I was your age.”

“What’d you read?”

“Romance, mostly.” Fuyumi admits, “occasionally fantasy. I wasn’t trying to read anything too dark and neither should you.”

Too dark. Too mature. You wonder where that threshold is for them. You suspect it’s a lot higher than most people’s standards. You don’t dwell on this thought too much longer. Finding faults in your caretaker’s lifestyle isn’t the best way to stay in their good graces.

“How was school this past year?” She rests both hands on your shoulders. She’s done with your hair, but she isn't letting you go. You could probably move her to get out, but there’s no need. Fuyumi is nice and interested in what you have to say. Why would you leave her?

“Alright.” You reply. Even if it isn’t the truth, you wouldn’t speak it, “Don’t know where I’m heading now, though. We’re too far from my old school.”

“Father mentioned Somei and Mom talked about homeschooling.” Fuyumi replies, “We’ll have to see which one concedes first.”

You can’t imagine Rei fighting Enji on anything, especially something as trivial as where to take you to school. Though, you’d prefer if she concedes. Homeschooling seems like a nightmare.

“Oh, alright.” You respond. There’s nothing else to say on the matter and you hope Fuyumi lets up soon because you don’t know what to talk about anymore. Almost like a savior, a knock is placed on your door. It isn’t as strong as Enji’s—Fuyumi and Rei don’t knock at all—so, you assume it’s one of the brothers.

Fuyumi calls out to the person on the other side for you, “Hold on!” She finally lets up to open the door. You fiddle with the edge of your dress. The tulle is a bit itchy, but the smooth, holographic hearts covering the entire dress provide a nice change of texture.

You look up to see a tall, white haired guy. He’s broad, built like Enji as opposed to Rei. Though, the rest of his features seem to come from her. He stands in the doorway looking at you, then back at Fuyumi—who’s back to holding you on your shoulders again, causing you to continue to sit still in the vanity’s stool.

He takes another look at you and your fingers fiddle with the dress more. He’s unnerving and hasn’t said a thing he walked in. You start to speak, but he looks up at Fuyumi and asks, “What kind of quirk bullshit has justified this?”

That’s not what you expected.

You think to object, no quirk stuff has happened here—at least, that you know of. Though, Fuyumi immediately comes to your defense, “Natsuo! You can’t just ask something like that! Have some respect.”

“Do you really expect there isn’t an ulterior motive behind this.” Natsuo replies, “You know how he is with quirks.”

“He’s gotten better!”

“Prove it.”

“Uhhh, Natsuo, sir.” You break up the siblings' argument, “No quirk stuff has happened, really.”

He grabs a hold of your arm, looking at it thoroughly before heading to the next one. You don’t know what he’s looking for. Bruises? Burns? Scars? You have none of them from your time here.

You wouldn’t have anything quirk related anyways—you’re quirkless.

“Is this the lie he’s told you to say?” Natsuo asks, “You aren’t going to be able to lie. I see through his bullshit.”

“Natsuo!”

You want this conversation to end. Natsuo’s and Fuyumi’s hands are both icy cold and you don’t like the attention. Plus their argument is painful to listen too, especially considering it’s about you.

“Natsuo, sir…” You say, “there’s no quirk… anything. Really! I don’t have a... quirk.”

He lets go of your arm and it drops to your side. He stands up again. Fuyumi lets your shoulders go, moving to your side.

“Hey, chin up kiddo!” Fuyumi replies, smiling her everbright smile, “there’s nothing wrong with that!”

You didn’t even realize you were staring at the ground, but your feet soon come into view through watery eyes. Fuyumi’s fingers wipe away the tear that slips through.

“Hey, sorry kid.” Natsuo’s hands are in the pocket of his jeans and his shoulders are raised, “I have the habit of assuming the worst.”

“It’s fine.” You reply, laughing through the soft tears, “I should be over it by now, anyways.”

“Let’s head out of here.” Fuyumi takes your hand, leading you out of your room, “Father should be bringing Sho home soon. He’ll just love you, he won't be able not to."

Despite the ominous nature of Fuyumi’s statement, you let yourself willingly be led to the living room. Besides, where else would you go, anyways?

___

Gratefully, the three of you leave your room. The room was getting tense between the sibling pair. You don’t want to be the reason they fight, do you? They always look so close in the photos on the wall—even if nobody looks happy in those photos.

Natsuo leads the way. He walks with his shoulders back and his head held high. He has confidence, something you’ve started to lack now that you’re around all these powerful quirk users. You feel the cool air radiating from in between him and Fuyumi. She walks right behind you. If you stopped, she’d crash right into her.

But you don’t stop. You walk down the hallway and head towards the living room. There, two figures step in through the door. The first is the boy with half red hair, half white hair. The photos on the wall show him to be significantly younger and without the bright red scar covering one eye. He wears U.A.’s school uniform. One of the old children in your last home went there as well. The other person is Enji. He’s in his hero uniform still—flames and all.

Before anyone can say anything, Natsuo speaks up, “Father’s not using her. I already asked. She’s quirkless.”

He doesn’t say it in a negative way, but him bringing it up at all stings. You’re inadequate compared to them. They all scream of powerful quirks, but you don’t even have a quirk to begin with.

And now, you’re getting the suspicion that quirks are what this family truly cares about. Which leaves you in a terrible position—quirkless, surrounded by powerhouses.

“Alright.” Shoto deadpans, then slips his shoes and coat off. A cool wind blows in from outside, but it’s no different than standing between the cold Todoroki children.

Enji asks his sons, “Do you really think so low of me?”

“Yes.” Natsuo and Shoto reply instantly.

Luckily, Rei comes to your rescue, guiding you to a seat at the kitchen table. Whilst they talked, she set everyone’s plates wordlessly. She cooked this meal for everyone and you feel a slight pang of guilt, knowing that six mouths is a lot to cook for. You had smaller homes than that, which sometimes saw it too tiring to cook for their size. And Rei cooked a lot—much more than she’s cooked for the other meals you’ve had here.

Your plate is filled. You can’t imagine that you’ll eat all of this, but you’ll eat as much as you can. You wouldn’t want to make Rei sad, now would you?

“Thank you Rei, for dinner.” You reply, before taking a bite. As you sigh in pleasure, Rei’s other children echo their thanks. The food is so good that you block out all sound in order to focus upon it.

“Y/N, are you there?” Fuyumi jokes from her seat beside you.

“Oh! Uh, yeah.” You exclaim, then ask, “Did you need something?”

“Father just asked how your day was.” Fuyumi replies.

You tell him, “It was good.” He sits at the head of the table, just like last time. You don’t sit next to him, Fuyumi does. You sit directly one seat to the left than the seat you’ve been sitting in. You don’t mind, especially because to the other side of you is the one brother you’ve barely heard speak: Shoto.

He looks at you—he’s watching you. You can see him do it out of the corner of your eye. It’s unnerving to say the least. But you put your head down and continue eating, making sure to pay attention. Luckily, they don’t ask you too many questions. Most of the attention is on Shoto and Natsuo. They’ve returned home—the family all together, Rei calls it. You don’t ask about the other boy in the photos. He’s obviously not a part of the family anymore.

“May I be excused?” You ask as soon as you're finished eating, not keen to just sit there and listen to their conversations.

Enji doesn’t hold you back this time, giving you a silent nod. You take your plate to the kitchen and then head to your room, making sure not to bother them anymore. You don’t want to be seen as a bother anymore than you already are, do you?

#platonic yandere #yandere mha #yandere bnha #reader insert #mha fanfic #bnha fanfic #yandere todoroki family #yandere todoroki clan

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dreamsclock · 3 years

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Ok so you know how dream has a lot of potatoes? He almost certainly doesn't get enough to keep him healthy so he might have started starving himself and eating the bare minimum in order to conserve potatoes for days when the hunger gets really bad. But now, Tommy is stuck in the prison with him and he doesn't know if Sam will give them more potatoes for Tommy to eat. Plus Tommy has to eat more potatoes to keep himself healthy meaning the two of them are probably going to start running out of potatoes really fast. And then they'll both start starving

So dream is faced with a choice: save the potatoes for when it gets bad or give Tommy extra potatoes to try and keep his health up

-Rainer Anon

pls be very careful interacting with this - i’m always wary posting things that could potentially trigger people, esp. when it comes to food related content. please read the warnings carefully and keep yourself safe <3

warnings: food, starvation, unhealthy eating habits/behaviours (in that dream gives away food he needs to tommy), ed thoughts/behaviour, hunger, shortage of food, survival habits/behaviours

"Dream.”

The clock ticks.

“Dream.”

The clock ticks.

“Dream!”

The clock-

Dream is jolted from his trance by a rough shove, which he very carefully doesn’t return, snapping his glassy eyes to the annoyance. He’s not surprised to see that it’s Tommy there, scowling and looking particularly miserable. Not quite as miserable as Dream feels - he supposes it had been naïve to assume Tommy’s company would have been a pleasant thing, supposes he’d been stupid to assume Tommy and he could have actually been allies, but at least he has his cat.

(He keeps the cat close at all times. He doesn’t trust the angry resentful light in Tommy’s eyes anymore. Dream has no power over him in here.)

“What?” It comes out rougher than he’d expected.

Tommy looks mulish. “I’m hungry,” he says, like he doesn’t want to admit it, and Dream stares at him, uncomprehendingly, “give me more potatoes.”

Silence. Tommy groans.

“Please.”

Without a word, chest tight with the feeling of too much noise and too much movement around him and too much stimulation, Dream hands him half a stack of potatoes - it’s all he has. “Save them,” he says shortly, turning away again, “they need to last you all week.”

Tommy looks incredibly unimpressed. “This is all we have?”

“Yeah. Well,” Dream amends, resting his head against the wall, “it’s all you have.”

“You need to eat as well.”

Dream thinks back to his first week in the prison, remembers laying on the floor, shivering with hunger, too weak to call out for more. His face grows hard, and he snorts. “No I don’t. I’m not hungry.”

It’s the truth. He’s always hungry, yes, but now, even eating one potato more than usual makes him sick. His body is too used to conserving food now, and he knows he can last the week without potatoes fine. Maybe, a voice in his head whispers traitorously, maybe, if he gives Tommy all he has, Tommy will begin to trust him, he’ll begin to see him as a real friend.

Tommy sounds uncertain when he next speaks. “Be honest with me for a second,” he says, demands, “are you even human? Do you even need to eat, or is it just- I dunno, an attempt to get pity points?”

Dream actually laughs at that, light headed, tired. “You’re an idiot.”

“You didn’t answer.”

The silence drags on. Dream’s amusement drains as quickly as it had appeared. He doesn’t feel human in this place. It’s impossible to.

“Eat the potatoes, Tommy,” he tells him, “don’t make me regret giving them to you.”

Tommy eyes him suspiciously, but retreats to the other side of the cell, slouching down and beginning to eat. Dream ignores the familiar flicker of hunger pangs in his stomach-

-and then flinches back when something rolls against his foot. Jerking up, startled, Dream looks down to see a potato there.

He blinks. Tommy is scowling at him.

“Eat the fucking potato,” he says, and Dream stares at him in bemusement, “or so help me fucking God, I’ll hit you with them until you do.”

It’s impossible to keep a faint smile from his face as he picks up the potato, and though it doesn’t help his hunger much, Tommy’s overbearing presence in the cell gets a little easier to deal with for the day.

#> my asks !!#> my writing !!#-> roommates plot #tw starvation #tw unhealthy eating habits #tw ed behavior #tw ed #(tagging to be extra safe)#tw hunger #-> rainer anon

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cloudcovenkite · 3 years

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Hi. Could i request what it would be like to have a crush on maki and nobara and them having a crush on you(both separate scenarios, fem reader) but you're also gojo's younger sister so i feel like he'd be a little shit abt it whenever he catches reader staring or sum shit. And basically how the whole realizing its a crush and how to whole confession goes down, who confesses, and everyones reaction esp gojo bc he's gojo yk.

I hope this wasnt to much or too specific for you and have a good day. Cant wait to read😍

This is really cute and I had a lot of fun writing this one. Sorry it took so long but its finally ready.

Enjoy🥰

What it Would Be Like to Have a Crush on Nobara and Maki as Gojo's Little Sister:

WC: 2.3k

Nobara Kugisaki

Being the younger sister to 'The Strongest Sorcerer' was not an easy task. Yeah sure you loved him and everything but he just needs to shut his mouth sometimes. You guys were pretty close growing up despite your large age gap, he was the best big brother you could have asked for......sometimes. The current situation had arisen after you joined your brother's class in the first year at Jujutsu Tech. You got along with the other students instantly. Going on missions with each other, spending nights watching movies, and eating as much pizza as you could fit in your mouth. You loved and cared for all of them but one, in particular, held a special place in your heart. Nobara Kugisaki was the most beautiful girl you had ever laid eyes on. Her short red hair and deep brown eyes you could get lost in. Her confident attitude and tendencies to take charge in intense situations drew her to you. As much as you tried to hide your feelings for the sake of your friendship, it was very obvious to someone else. The day was moving very slowly as you sat in class, not paying attention to what was happening. Your eyes started to drift to the redhead, sitting diagonally in front of you. From this angle, she wouldn't be able to see you admiring her delicate facial features or the way she would smile whenever Yuji confidently got an answer wrong.

"Y/N, have anything to share with the class? It looks like your zoning out there."

You snap your head forward at the call of your name. Your older brother has a smug look on his face, he knew what he was doing. You apologize for your lack of focus and the lesson continues. Asshole.

After class Gojo calls you to stay back a bit. You knew what he wanted to talk about so you reluctantly stayed behind.

"So, what did you wanna talk about?" You ask, pretending to have no idea what he's talking about.

"You seemed awful distracted during class today. Wanna tell me why." He had his stupid smile plastered over his face.

"I didn't sleep well last night. I was just thinking about stuff." You tried to ignore the blush slowly creeping up your neck.

"Yeah, think about Kugisaki." He laughed. At this point, your face was feeling hot with embarrassment.

"That's not-NO I-" You couldn't think of the right words to say after your brother exposing you like that, covering your face in your hands out of embarrassment.

"Awwwwwww, look at that. My little sister has a crush." He swayed back and forth on the balls of his feet as he teased you.

"I don't." You said with a serious look on your face in hopes of throwing him off your trail.

"Yeah right. I can smell a lie from miles away." You couldn't outsmart him. Guess all that was left to do was come clean.

"Fine, I do. Can I go now?" You were already tired from your long day at school and now you had to put up with his antics.

"That's cute. You know, I think she likes you two." You looked back at him almost offended. Did he think he could trick you into believing that?

"Yeah right. I get that your power is great but your six eyes can't read people's minds."

"Not their minds but any normal person can read body language. She's always so entranced by the way you speak or how she laughs at your horrible jokes." As you listened to your brother he started to make sense. You always assumed that she was only being a good friend, that you were the one captivated by her.

"Whatever, now can I go?" You asked annoyed.

"Maybe I should tell her about your little feelings." He smirked as you started to walk away.

"Tell her anything and I swear I will pull those pretty little eyes out of your head." You threatened but all he did was laugh.

"Fine, fine. I won't say anything but you should tell her. Life is short Y/N." He patted your shoulder and he left the room. You quickly chased after your brother.

"What should I say to her? I don't know how to do this," you asked, feeling defeated by your own emotions. You expected a smart-ass response from him but he only stood quietly, thinking over what to say.

"Just tell her how you feel, oh, and what you like about her." You didn't expect him to take your question seriously. Looking at him, he pulled his blindfold down. You saw the sincerity in his eyes as he gave you his advice.

"Be honest, don't shy away from what you want or else you'll end up regretting it." You smiled. You never really had a moment like this between the two of you before since Gojo was usually all fun and games but it felt nice to open up to him.

"You know, you give good advice when you're not being an asshole." You poke his side.

"That's why I'm the best big brother." He slung an arm over your shoulder (Why does this man need to be so damn tall) and you two walked back to the dorms.

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The next day quickly arrived. You had spent all night planning what you were going to say to Nobara when the two of you had a moment alone. As if he was playing cupid, Gojo separated the class so that you and Nobara had time alone to work while Megumi and Yuji trained in a different area. The two of you had all your books laid out messily over the picnic table outside. She needs a little bit of help before the next big test so you offered to help.

"I'm so glad you hear to help me. I suck at this." You brushed it off and continued working through some questions. Now or Never you thought.

"Hey Nobara, random question. I was thinking of telling my crush I like them, any idea's on what I should do?" The question was open-ended enough. She looked up a bit confused and slightly hurt.

"Oh, umm. I don't know. I've never really done anything like that." She looked back down as if you never asked the question and continued to work.

"I was only wondering cause I like this person and I wanted to finally tell them. I was thinking of just being upfront about it but maybe you know a better way?"

"I think being upfront about it is good." She stopped working and looked up at you. You found yourself staring into her eyes, not able to look away.

"I...I really, really like you Nobara." You said out loud. After looking at her you knew that you couldn't hold back anymore. The way her hair perfectly framed her rosy cheeks made you feel warm inside. Her eyes opened in shock at your confession. She sat there not saying anything as her face began to turn red.

"I knew I shouldn't have said anything. I'm sorry, just pretend like i-"

"I like you too." She blurted out, cutting your sentence short. Gojo was right (which wasn't a common occurrence).

"Wait?" You were in complete shock. She slowly nodded her head as she tried to hide the flustered look on her face. You started to laugh causing her to smile at you.

"I don't know what to say." Your face felt hot after your confession.

"Don't say anything." You looked to her, confused by her words. Making eye contact, she leaned in and your lips met finally. It was a slow and tender kiss, one of happiness and bliss. Her lips were plump and soft on yours. You reached and cupped her face in your hand as you deepened the kiss. You pulled away out of shock and need for air. Her eyes were full of love as her face was tinted a light shade of pink. You didn't know how to respond to the situation.

"I knew it!" You both looked to the side where Gojo was standing with Megumi and Yuji behind him. The basted had the biggest smile on his face. Megumi had a subtle shocked look while Yuji's jaw hit the floor. You both looked away after getting caught. Gojo came up behind you and started talking about how he was right and pestering you while your two other classmates just watched their teacher harass the two of you.

"look at my little sister all grown up." He grabbed your chin and smushed your cheeks in his large hand.

"Stop it Satoru." You waved him off of you.

"Say I'm the best big brother and I'll leave you alone."

"Not happening." He slouched over your shoulder. His tall and lanky frame doubling over you.

"Okay fine, you the best big brother."

"Ever?"

"Ever." He stood up tall and congratulated the two of you. Nobara still reeling from embarrassment.

"Usually I would give you two a long speech about you getting pregnant but I don't think I need to worry about that."

"Satoru!" You shouted as he ran away.

Maki Zenin

Being a second year at Jujutsu tech meant you didn't have to put up with your older brother as your teacher anymore. The freedom you felt was overwhelming. You got to know your fellow second years quite well during your time. You and panda like to brawl with each other now and then. You can understand Toge quite well now. The person you were the closest with by far was Maki Zenin. As the only two girls in your year, you guys spend a lot of time together. Where spending hours talking when you should be sleeping or trying to outdo each other at Mario cart (Currently you are in the lead) you guys were inseparable, practically joined at the hip. Because you guys were so close you started to catch feelings for her very quickly while in your first year but you brushed it off as a sisterly like love. After growing and realizing just how much you truly cared for her you started to confide in your older brother, Gojo. You two became quite close while you attended Jujutsu Tech so much so that you started to have proper grown-up conversations (Or as grown-up as Gojo can be). He would make fun of you for your feeling but you could make just as much fun of him when it came to him not knowing how to be a real adult. Make fun of how skinny he is and he will fold like a lawn chair.

It was just another day after class. It was boiling outside and the school didn't have good air conditioning in their classes so you decided to go bother your brother in the staff lounge.

"You know your not supposed to be in here," Gojo said while on his phone. You plopped down on the long couch, dying of heatstroke.

"What are you gonna do? Kick me out. I'd like to see you try." You guys sat in silence for a minute while you recovered your strength to talk to him.

"It is so hot outside." You mutter.

"I think that's what happens during the summer." He responds with a smirk. You just grumble at him.

"You talk to Maki yet?" He quickly changed the subject. He's been on your ass about it ever since you told you were going to tell her your feeling...2 months ago.

"I'll do it when I want to. What do you know about feeling." You said rhetorically.

"I am an expert on love. I have had my fair share of it."

"Sleeping with anybody who takes the slightest interest in you isn't love, it's called being a man whore."

"Hey, take that back!" He pointed at you all dramatic-like. He knew it was true but hearing it come out of his little sister's mouth had a different impact.

"No. Your a man child who never considers other people's feelings so that makes you a man whore." You smile at him. He started at you with a competitive grin.

"I think I need to go have a little conversation with Maki." Gojo then teleported out of the room before you could grab a hold of him. Before thinking about it, you sprinted out of the room to find him. Running up and down the halls, you found the two of them talking in the main corridor. You run-up to the two of them out of breath from sprinting in the heat.

"So Maki-san. What do you have to say about this." You look to Gojo horrified. Did he tell her about your true feelings? Looking to Maki who had a relatively calm look on her face.

"I mean I feel the same way, I don't know why you had to make such a big deal of it Gojo-sensei." You were startled by her words. Did she like you? Gojo backed up a bit to give you some space but he stayed close enough to hear you two.

"Wait really, you do?"

"Yeah of course." She seemed so calm it was almost scary.

"Maki I, I really like you. Like a lot. I was scared to say anything cause I didn't want to ruin our friendship." You blushed after finally coming clean.

"Wait, what?" She looked shocked and confused. You looked horrified.

"What did he say to you?"

"Umm, he said that you were happy to have me as a best friend." That asshole. He tricked you into confessing.

"I'm sorry I sh-"

"No, I...kinda like you too." Maki looked down a bit. Her golden eyes portray strong emotions. After all the confusion you didn't know how to react. You brought her into a tight hug and snuggled your face into her neck to which she reciprocated. You pulled back and pecked her check causing her to get flustered.

"Haha, I'm the best." Gojo stood next to the two of you feeling accomplished in himself. You ran and tackled him to the floor.

"I am going to hurt you so bad."

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