#he also is absolutely batshit like

[aerticent]

my love for Maven has evolved into something and no matter how hard i try i cannot put it into words and it’s driving me crazy

#i have a post talking about how his body is decaying from the inside out due to his soul rejecting his mother and that’s the closest i’ve #gotten so far at explaining my feelings for him rn #i’ve also stopped seeing him as this sad pitiful creature and am more so leaning towards he was a rage and resentment fillled creature and #his main ways of showing love went hand in hand with him putting Cal and Mare through the worst pains/horrors imaginable #he also is absolutely batshit like #bro is on the brink of madness the whole time it’s a wonder he never fully falls through #bet u money if he had been successful in killing Mare or Cal he would’ve fully lost it #cause like now what #this whole war and the two ppl he hates/loves the most r dead and it’s his fault #idk what i’m talking about #he got me feeling like #[CAR CRASH] [GLASS SHATTERING] GOOD LORD! [GENERAL COMMOTION] [BABY CRYING] WAAAAH WAAAAH [YELLING] [POLICE SIRENS] WEEWOO WEEWOO #he still is sad and pitiful but he’s also a rage filled monster who was given too much power without enough guidance #just running on hatred and whatever fucked up version of love he knows of #the closest he got to truly not gaf about literally anyone or anything was his reaction to Elara’s death #did all that running on nothing but anger and hatred almost killed Cal he was so enraged #does this make any sense? #he’s still baby girl sunshine loml 🔛🔝 tuck him into bed and read him bed time stories little angel

[devotion-disorder]

Shuffle your favourite playlist and post the first five songs that come up. Then copy/paste this ask to your favourite mutuals.

i have no fav playlist bc i choose my playlists according to my mood so im just going to shuffle all of them and pick the first that comes up. get ready to witness my shitty all over the place music taste

Dios - Underground

Hideki Naganuma - Fly Like a Butterfly

100 gecs - dog food

slayyyter - alone

My Chemical Romance - You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us in Prison

truly. a mess. i dont even know what to say

#ask #anon #if u know ichika. the guy that goes absolute batshit on the guitar. hes in the band Dios! #i had a brief phase where i listened to nothing but hideki naganuma's stuff #i love him my funcle and hes also the only twitter user ever #yes i do really like 100 gecs unironically #and mcr. what more do i need to say

[starkcontrasts]

hear me out fuck the jedi code, if anakin skywalker had just been allowed to manwhore and malewife his way through the galaxy then palpatine's entire plot would've imploded like give anakin a bajillion attachments and he would've been too busy getting railed and pampered to resort to manslaughter not to mention at least one of his fifty lovers would've legally/illegally freed shmi so the whole tusken massacre could've been avoided

sheev would be like oh anakin dear boy i wanted to talk to you- oh i'm sorry chancellor i'm taking tea with the organas today (sheev under his breath: i thought he was with amidala?) well we can always reschedule to next week- actually i'm doing something with the clones (what? which clones? which clones) what about- really chancellor my deepest apologies but i think i'm simply unavailable for the foreseeble future. like palpatine can't even kill them all bc it'd get too suspicious too fast

the funny thing is that while sheev's too busy figuring out which of anakin's paramours he's with that week, they're all distracting dearest ani and comparing notes out of earshot about the creepy fucking chancellor and what do you mean he's been allowed unsupervised time with anakin since he was nine obi-wan wtf

#cue someone braiding a flower crown into anakin's hair while the others plot MURDER #as they should #all the ships for anakin skywalker ok get batshit with it #anidala #rexwalker #obikin #bailanakin #brehanakin #clones x anakin #501st x anakin #fox x anakin #ferus x anakin #literally everyone idgaf #they're all just kicking palpatine to death while anakin's napping after therapy #AND YES HE WOULD'VE GONE TO THERAPY there's like 50 of them someone would've seen the need for therapy #luke and leia have a million aunts and uncles who are also kinda other mom and other dad #IT TAKES A VILLAGE #anakin would spend upwards of a year just scheduling when to bring who to meet his mother #shmi is absolutely delighted #oh yes and the clones rights bill goes through the senate EXPEDITIOUSLY as soon as sheev's dead #and slavery in the outerrim just disa-fucking-ppears bc now the jedi can actually help ppl who need it #and anakin literally said he wanted to be a jedi to free slaves? well he has the time and energy for it now babes #the healthy mindset is LOCKED in #we are a go #this is just my elaborate plot to get anakin skywalker railed within an inch of his life but also spoiled rotten yes #but the more i thought about it the more the logic panned out #anakin skywalker #darth vader #padme amidala #star wars

[nandermoenthusiast]

guys i have been in a state for days. i am giddy i am gasping for air i am broken inside i am blushing i am sweating i am twirling my hair i am suffering i dont know how to deal with the very real possibility that nandor has loved guillermo for years and has been restraining himself, feigning aloofness, keeping his distance, because all these years he understood that maybe guillermo would never be ready for vampirism - and maybe hes been so depressed in the latest years because hes finally found someone he wants to spend eternity with, and he strongly suspects he will spend eternity missing them instead

#i truly truly truly dont know how to deal #this season recontextualised the whole show for me #if i shipped nandermo before now i am absolutely batshit crazy about them and its all i think about #wwdits #wwdits spoilers #what we do in the shadows #nandermo #this is just speculation but i just - i feel it in my bones #like fuck imagine having been alone for 800 years. fuck. imagine losing lover after lover and being kind of a disaster at romance actually #imagine finding someone you so easily connect with and theyre so amazing you love them so much they can even hold their own against you #and fuck they like you back. and then you understand that they are too fundamentally kind to be a monster. #and its like a fucking stake through the heart its like youre made of glass and youre shattering #i hate this and i swear to god. they need to end up together. not just to end up together #they need to spend the rest of their lives together and ideally eternity tbh #i dont care gizmo you get over the killing hangup and have nandor turn you and spend eternity in #bliss and shenanigans. like man. man. man. i love how this season turned out i really do #but i hope its more of a ‘he had not thought it through and wasn’t ready and also we need to have nandor do it fr’ #anyway nandor becoming human is also ok but i really hope that they find a way to navigate guillermos inability to kill #like. nandor killing for him or him robbing blood banks or him only hunting predators etc #or him feeding without killing people #just bc i still really like the concept of them having so much time together and their time together not be limited #i feel like after all those years pining for one another. they deserve that

[designernishiki]

nishitani really did live, serve cunt, and die didn’t he

#pourin one out for this apex bastard #I honest to god did not know he died let alone that fucking Quick after his introduction #I think I didn’t know because the fanbase likes him so much that he’s treated like a character who’s been recurring throughout the games #and not. just. in part of y0 and then Shot To Death #man #disappointing but also I can’t deny his death and how he.. handled it. was absolutely in character and just made me like him more #ughshggg I think it’s mostly frustrating cause he had so much potential as a character :( #but god damn his influence on majima. as short a time as they had together. sure was massive #I can see that Very clearly now oh man #anywho. yeah that was. a batshit chain of events #yakuza 0 #y0 #yakuza 0 spoilers #yakuza spoilers #nishitani homare #nishitani

[lloydfrontera]

rakiel sweetheart baby love of my live you are insane and i love you so much but please stop my heart cannot take this

#i talk a lot <3 #cpsm #ch 583 #HE'S GONNA DO WHAT TO HIS OWN BODY?? HI?? HELLO??? #he's so smart and that makes him an absolute menace #like?? genuinely genius of him? and also absolutely insane?????? #i pity the many people that love this man because he will not stop doing batshit crazy things to cure others

[cowardlybean]

if i write another reigen major character death fic people will certainly think i’m nuts!

However.

#I HAVE. UM. what like threeee? unfinished drafts? where he’s erm. kicked the bucket? #and i know that makes me sound absolutely insane but two entirely rely on it as the concept and one it’s fake so does it really count #like for example (this wouldn’t be a spoiler bc it’s the first chapter) ritsu has an accident with his powers and. oh! reigen’s a spirit no #and the whole fic is his guilt and reigen trying to hide it #SO. YOU SEE. IM NOT BATSHIT FOR KILLING REIGEN AGAIN #i also like analyzing other character’s responses to tragedy like a lot a lot #my last big fandom had MCD as a big angst trope and even before that i was a sucker for it maybe i am a little crazy #um. if you read all this. hello i hope i don’t sound absolutely insane i swear i’m a normal human being #COUGH anyway #cowardly speaks

[zevrans]

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#it's my last shift in 2 days and then i'm leaving this job i'm actually so happy i no longer has to work there! 🎉 #i need to find a new one asap of course but i never had energy to do so on my off days so i'll focus on that now #i've endured the hardest shifts with freezing -25-30 °C where the heater conditioner did absolutely nothing #shifts with the roof leaking trying to not let the orders of customers get wet constantly wiping shelves throughout 2 days on top #of everything i has to do #these past 2 days sewage system froze and i had no water to wash my hands or use the restroom properly..🤦‍♀️ #i know the wet hand wipes are bad for ecology but man they continously saved me and also i had to wash my hands using water from kettle and #i had to do it outside freezing of course because the sink and restroom are in another building and i didnt have time to constantly walk #there.. and this on top of 2 last weeks of december being especially batshit crazy stressful and having heated karen encounters each shift. #and it was so hard on me because i am a nonconfrontational person and i don't like arguing with people #but i learned so much in these months of working there and for that experience i am still grateful :") #it's bittersweet that i won't see the friendly regulars that were always kind to me anymore tho 😔 and my coworker came yesterday #and we spoke for like an hour or so and he said he is is sad that i'm leaving because i'm such a nice person and a great coworker 🥺 #ngl this made me sad too but life goes on.. he said he'll be leaving in a month too #said he didn't think that i'll leave first 😂 #i woke up almost an hour ago from 3 bg3 related dreams in a row btw 😂🤦‍♀️ i need to play 🙈 ok i need to get up first..😭 #tbd

[adammilligan]

adam is quite literally insane for being the only person to look at michael and think oh god i have to be gentle with him. i have to be so gentle with him

#sorry i looked at that screencap of him staring at michael again in the moment before he asks michael if he still cares about #being the good son. where his hands are clasped together and he's got that little half-smile even though it's not the time NOR place for it #and his face is just so. ARGH. #BUT IT'S INSANEEEE like first of all because no one has ever done that second of all because michael HAS hurt him in the past and it's soo #batshit to me that adam's capacity for forgiveness and kindness is so great after a thousand years in a CAGE in HELL #but i mean. michael is so so so capable of hurting him and not only does adam have absolute faith that michael won't #he also looks at him and thinks i have to be gentle to him. i WANT to be gentle to him #HE'S LITERALLY HEAVEN'S MOST TERRIFYING WEAPON???? HELLOOOOOOOOO #kate rambles

[armenelols]

For after the Last Battle and the overthrow of Morgoth, when the Valar gave Elros and Elrond a choice to belong either to the kin of the Eldar or to the king of Men, it was Elros who voyaged over sea to Númenor following the star of Eärendil; whereas Elrond remained among the Elves and carried on the lineage of King Elwë.

Note 19 - And also that of Turgon; though he preferred that of Elwë, who was not under the ban that was laid on the Exiles.

- Problem of Ros, HoME XII

Every once in a while I remember this passage and am sent spiralling into the orbit.

Elrond saw the disaster that were the Noldor and went 'nope, I am staying out of that drama. Sindar, here I come' and he's so valid for it. Living up to the as wise as a wizard. He looks at the elven side of his family tree, goes 'do you think I am stupid' and chooses the least problematic branch.

#my boy is a half-elf loud and proud but if he had to choose an elven side it for sure ain't the one that may get him exiled #plot twist: the real reason he let gandalf keep glamdring was to makes sure no one remembers he is in any way connected to finweans #at the council he's like *mumbling* 'my dad was eärendil aND MY MOM WAS ELWING DAUGHTER OF DIOR SON OF LÚTHIEN-' #noldor who? don't know any. what do you mean my best buddy is their king? haha i don't know that guy #and gil-galad is Right There #in any ase to everyone who thinks he considers himself feanorian #can you read the quote above and think for a single second he would put himself into that mess. willingly. nope didn't think so #he's hoarding all the brain cells. he's not touching that mess with a ten foot pole #that's beside the fact that sure 'love grew between them'. that was still a kidnapping after some batshit crazy murder drama #ANYWAY #i am fully of the opinion that elrond is very connected to all sides of his heritage #so noldor sindar númenor house of bëor etc etc #because he feels like that type of guy #but i also can't not find this quote absolutely hilarious #tolkien #elrond

[perilegs]

not an astarion defender in the traditional sense, but in the sense that the whims he gets approval from are funny. i would also approve of someone throwing shit at people who asked them to smear their face with said shit

#it's funny to be a menace in a video game and im not going to pretend its not #killing a clown IS funny #his 'whim approvals' are so funny #leevi liveblogs #on another note ive seen people be like ''astarions traumatized so he acts like that :(' or 'despite all that he could still be an asshole #both true but i feel like both are reductive #when it comes to his more cruel approval it's clear he acts the way he does due to his past. (i know thats like a duh no shit we all do tha #) but i mean like. if you look at all the trauma he's gone through and think about how it has affected him as a person #it makes sense for him to be selfish and maybe even cruel #and there are reasons he acts the way he does. but it doesn't mean he's done nothing wrong ever. it means he's an asshole who has reasons #to act like an asshole. #no ones past is an excuse for the way they're acting. yes it's a reason. but just because you went through unimaginable horrors doesnt mean #that everyone should ignore how you act toward others. he can still be held accountable while understanding where he's coming from #but i also don't like people ignoring his past experiences and seeing him as just a selfish asshole who is and has always been #and will always be an asshole just for funsies #does that make sense #also sometimes people read too much into what was meant as a funny little option #like. you know how some games have a serious main story and the most batshit silly side quests and no ones holding the side quests as the #absolute truth of it all #does anyone know what im talking about #idk talking in the tags with the character limit is a pain in the ass i have a lot more to say

[thethingything]

so we still have a migraine and it's just as bad as it's been for the last few days but it seemed to ease off briefly (probably because we had some caffeine) and it happened to do that while our eyes were watering a lot and I heard 🍬 go "oh right, getting those tears out probably released some pressure in our head... wait that is not how human biology works what the fuck"

#personal #thoughts #🦋 post #admittedly sometimes crying does actually help our migraines but it can also make them a lot worse #but this was just our eyes watering #anyway it's always a little bit funny when he's like ''of course this would help with [symptom]... wait no that doesn't make sense'' #it happens surprisingly often and it always ends up sounding like that one specific kind of absolutely batshit old fashioned medical advice

[prapais]

if i don’t get prapai going absolutely feral and beating someone (sky’s ex) up by the end of the series what was the whole point 🙄

#absolutely not because mad pai looks extremely hot and i want him to get ACTUALLY mad 😭 #pls don’t look at me im having only one coherent thought at the moment #also spoilers for the novel but he did go batshit on him which i know they won’t show in the series but #at least let me see pai punching gun!! #AND RAIN KICKING HIM PLS I NEED IT FOR SCIENTIFIC PURPOSES 😭 #like obviously i don’t want this scene to happen bc i hated it so much but if it’s gonna happen……let me see some things 😭 #z.🐈

[glowingreverie]

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#it's a story with many layers and i think it would be better on the second read around because once all the questions are answered #you can go back and pay attention to the finer details and realize what links to what #which is GREAT we love a story with readability but also i'm like #that means i have to be Good at writing it so ppl will want to reread it #idk it's quirky #it's a lil cute y'know what i mean #i think the main character of tylwo is different from WLT and GY because #fundamentally those two are good and are morally aligned #but the Ge Nianlan I'm aiming towards is a true neutral #i truly absolutely hope that i can follow that #because he's the version of GNL that i am most endeared with #i think when it comes to true neutral characters #its generally the MLs that fall in that category #but even then we saw that LX and FY were both kind and they would feel guilty letting innocent people d*e #my goal is to make this story batshit crazy because that was the first vision i had when i came up with the two leads #i think to do that i'm going to have to sideline the romantic aspect of their relationship and focus on the plot #well slow burn is what i generally do anyway so i think whoever reads my stuff will expect that #glrev

[bravevolunteer]

there is a LOT to be said about fanon michael and the misconceptions people have about his character but also............ i think saying "the logbook says he just wanted money and free pizza and a vacation, he's not there for some big goal" is. a little stupid..... the logbook characterizes him as overly sarcastic, exhausted, and prone to jokes........... He's Joking

#i do think that to a DEGREE he. straight up does want the money from the jobs #but like. the free pizza thing is a sarcastic joke.... he didn't say 'he tripped and fell on freddy's teeth. not our fault' bc he wouldn't #care if a child ACTUALLY GOT INJURED. it's dark humor??? #he is joking about how absolutely batshit the company is it's his earned right to complain i think LMAO #i do not think portraying him as overly fragile and without flaws is correct at ALL but also he's not. he isn't completely uncaring #and is VERY CLEARLY established to be here /primarily because of that bigger mission/ .. the sister location speech is right there #idk i just. nuance people we can have nuance! both of these things coexist! #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc