#hardsr

[hardsr]

update

hi guys, long time no see. i’m so sorry i’ve been gone and haven’t updated for what has literally been a year. i never expected for me to take this long to upload another fic but being completely honest these past few months turned chaotic for me with just some personal matters, school, and one of the biggest reasons: writers block. i’m gonna split up some updates for you guys so i’ll do the bad news first then the good news to cheer you guys up <3

1. the bad news. first of all, i’m so sorry but i think i need to retire the tattoo fic. i feel like i’ve been working on it for far way too long now because i don’t have the passion to write it and as a result, have lost it and it feels like a burden to me now. i’ve only been to write very small amounts at a time and then take a 10 year break, another small amount and then another 10 year break. i feel like i’ve let you guys down a lot since many of you have been asking it and i’ve been promising it for so long now. that being said i will try to compress what i have into a short read of what i have to release some time in the future. please do not expect an entire long fic like kingdom blossoms as it will only be a few thousand words. once again i’m very sorry for letting you guys my beloved readers down.

2. the good news. as a result of me not writing the tattoo fic, i’ve gotten inspired to write a new one with a new plot. i’m very excited for it and i feel my passion flowing for it. it’ll be a full length read like kingdom blossoms however i’m still deciding on whether to make it a one shot so you guys can read it all at once at a further date or release it in chapters so i can at least release what i have at a time. there will also be similar themes to kingdom blossoms. i’ll give you guys a hint as to what this fic is about: friends to enemies(?) to lovers, seulgi discovers the underground scene of boxing and joohyun is pining for her. i wanted to make a poll on whether or not i should make this omegaverse since the last time i wrote about it, it got a very well reception so i have a poll linked here.

once again i’m very sorry for letting any of you down if you were excited for the tattoo fic. i will release the short version of it when i see fit but for now i will be focusing on this new boxer fic i have which i am hoping to release very soon.

love you all and see you till the publish date <<<333

#seulrene #hardsr #boxer au #boxer!seulgi

[d-dalladalla]

Here's a fun one, favorite authors on Tumblr? - 🧡

@hardsr

@purecantarella

<3!!

[theliterarywolf]

Here’s a List of Shows/Channels/etc. To Get Into if You Need a Distraction Right Now (Part 2)

Because, unlike some sociopathic motherfuckers out there, I recognize the need to disengage from heavy stuff every so often...

SCP Animated - Tales from the Foundation: Out of all the attempts at animated series centering around that most enigmatic of organizations the SCP Foundation, only two of them, in my opinion, have earnest effort put behind them. Note: I said ‘series’ not overall projects. There are several independent films and the like surrounding various SCPs on YouTube that are really well done. Tales from the Foundation is one of the better ones. Centering around several reoccurring characters who work for the Foundation, we are taken through the humor, horror, and tragedy that working for such an organization typically entails. And, honestly, one of the things I like most about this series is how the animation quality has gone from ‘basically an animatic with rough rigging’ to ‘oh, we are just a few steps away from being a fully-fledged show, huh?’ in just under a year.

Lord Bung’s Confinement series: This was the first YouTube animated ‘series’ that I stumbled upon when I was first getting into content relating to the SCP Foundation. However, much like Tales from the Foundation, the series decides to mostly center around an original character and their interactions with SCPs due to working for/with the foundation. In this case, however, we follow Connor who is, himself, an SCP: whenever he is killed (which happens a lot due to the foundation using him to test how deadly other SCPs are), he will reappear alive and well a few seconds after. I personally really like the writing of this series and Connor manages to be an engaging enough character that you yourself get pulled into the mystery of his true origins...

SpookyRice: If you stroll through the remaining horror film enthusiast channels and the like on YouTube, you’ve surely stumbled across channels like Dead Meat that categorize the kills in horror movies. SpookyRice is a channel very similar to Dead Meat (in fact, I thought he was a knock-off when I was first recommended to him) except rather than just categorizing the kills in horror movies, he summarizes and discusses the disturbing content in horror movies, disturbing movies, psychological thrillers, and comics. Admittedly his use of a young Gohan from DBZ without pupils and with a bloody fang is weird, but he’s still pretty funny. WARNING: THE WHOLE ‘DISTURBING CONTENT’ NOTE IS NOT A JOKE HERE. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

Alex the Honking Bird: Sometimes you just need some cute birds being silly and funny. That’s where the channel Alex the Honking Bird comes around, centering around cockatiels Alex, who has the most adorable honk, and his son Dominic who loves to photobomb and sing his ‘Screm Song’. 

You Suck at Cooking (Yeah, You Totally Suck): As mean as the title of this channel is, the videos do offer a combination of genuine cooking advice and surrealist humor. Basically think a combination of Binging with Babish and How to Basic.

ididathing’s “I Made a Hot Tub for Australian Birds”: Admittedly I haven’t watched any of the other videos on this channel, but this video in particular is a bit of an experience. It has the same humor approach as the You Suck at Cooking channel but this guy takes you on a journey of him building a hot tub bird bath for the birds that come to his backyard to keep them out of his swimming pool and to keep them safe from that cats who sneak into his property. Funny and informative, plus cute birds!

Gobelins: One of the things I do every so often is just go down the rabbit hole of original animated short films on YouTube. Sometimes you get something good, sometimes you get tripe, sometimes you get blatant reposting of other people’s videos -- But one of the steadier channels for this is the YouTube channel for the Gobelins School L’image in Paris. This channel does its best to upload students’ films every year and you get to see drastic differences in styles, writing, composition, etc. A good way to spend a few hours.

#long post #recommendations #admittedly it was hardsr this time around #but I'll be sure to have a more varied list for part 3 #if I make a part 3

[bard-dadsquared]

Id put this under a readmore if i could but i cant so... sorry evveryone. Ill tag it as a long post, and a negative one at that.

Anywah

This week has got to be one of the worst weeks for mental health. I am not sure why, but ive been cranky, irritable, ive been wantint to isolate myself, indont wanna spend time with anyone or do anything except maybe rp, play dnd, or play video games

Which i cant do. My mood and mental health is making it hard for me to adequately care for my son, because i get overwhelmee way too easy with him, more so than usual. Its affecting ny sleep and quality of it. Its affecting my ability to attend my classes. Its affecting my communication, my relationships with people and everything.

Im getting what i can only explain as vertigo spells. Which trigger my anxiety. Im dissociating almost constantly, nothinf feels real to me. Hell in dissociated so hard pnce i thought i was in the wrong fucking body.

I almost had a panic attack three different times today because i felt like my mind wasnt my own i guess?? Like i was seeing too many things at one time, i was scared i was goinf to faint or black out.

I came home early today because of it.

To make a shitty day worse i decided id step up and try and figure out a day to play a game. That went poorly. Not going to go into details but zhit happened and someone git pissed off.

Made a post. Copied and pasted what i said

And then called me toxic because of it.

Not gonna post the juicy deets here (as tempting as it is)

Which kinda sucks?? Because like i know im not perfect. Im always tryinf to be the best me i can be.

Granted my frame of mind and emotional state is shit right now- im goinf through amd processing a lot of shit

And idk?? Maybe i am toxic certainky to some, i know for DAMN sure im nkt perfect, but i dont think that applies to the context they used it in but people wilk eat it up

And honestly i feel like mutual friends hate me now because i pissed them off. Which is awkward because i do a kot of stuff wirh this persons friends which we have mutually.

And now i cant do something i enjoy withiut

"Okay so whos gonna get pissed off about my rules now?"

My mind right now is a CLUSTERFUCK qnd i cant sleep

I don't even know if this makes sense im venting mostky.

Tldr: today was shit, my super power is being honest and getting two or three people to hate me at once because of it, and im fucked up in the head and i dont know how to cope with it because i guess what ive ive been trying to do isnt working

(Doing stuff that make me happy.)

#blue.txt #long post #negative #keeping the drama that happened tonight vague #was hardsr than I thought it was ginna be #all i seem to do is step on peoples toes.

[astroyongie]

Oh Great Master of angst scenarios 🙇‍♀️ 😂 Please, would you write us a nice Markyong based on your "It might just get problematic when they both argue about something"? (happy ending just according on your will, Great Master)

Thank you~🙏🏼

(Yeah don't mind my antics LOL just wanted to be dramatic on this one ahahha love you 💕)

Note: Master of Angst ? Now that’s I name i like quite a lot. I’m taking it. Hope you enjoy this little scenario ❤️ (I’m basing it on their chart of course )

Scenario: Mark and Taeyong Arguing

“But I want to do that part” Taeyong repeated firmly this time as he watched Mark on the other side of the table, biting the inside of his cheek

Their comeback was two month away, and they still had to work on this part of a song that both couldn’t get right. At first, both man were excited when the producer gave them free access to write their own lycris and decide whom would rap when. What was supposed to be a fun work day between two friends quickly transformed into something more personal

“I still think I should do it” Mark said, eyes fixed on his paper “my rap would fit better”

“Like your dance move was supposed to fit better on this morning’s dance pratice ?”

“What do you mean by that ?” Mark asked clearly starting to feel annoyed

“Nothing”

“I was the only one that at least came up with an idea”

“That’s the choreographer’s job not yours” Taeyong ended up saying before crossing his arms over his chest and looking at the younger Male

Both of them were exhausted due to work, sleepless nights added to intense practices were getting the best of them. Yet, saying that Taeyong and mark have been acting provocative toward each other was an understatement

“Look” the older spoke “I’m trying to be a good leader here. You clearly work too much, so letting other members take the spotlight from you once won’t harm you”

“You serious now?” Mark asked eyebrows frowning tightly together “ shouldnt you take your own advice ?”

“I am doing fine, and I can take it”

Mark’s sarcastic laughter made the small dark room vibrate. What was this even about ? Jealousy ? Pride ? Dishonesty?

“I freaking hate when you do that” Mark said through gritted teeth

“Do What ? Take care of you ?”

“You aren’t taking care of me !” Mark finally blurted out aggressively “ what you think is good for others isn’t always right Taeyong! Stop acting like you know what I feel-“

“You just being prideful !” The older’s voice didn’t lowered either “I understand that we have a role to play in NCT but that doesn’t mean you can’t stand down a few times”

“And when are you going to stand down huh?”

“Mark This isn’t-“

“Shut up” Mark spoke his voice almost cracking from disappointment as he stood up from his desk, his rap notes long forgotten “I really hate when you do that.. I always feel like you are trying to manipulate me”

“Manipulate you ?!” Taeyong asked in disbelief, his whole energy changing to a more defensive one

“Mark do this, Mark do that, not like this, stand like that” the younger complained in a monotone voice “the day you understand that we should follow our values before throwing words to others, come talk to me”

“Mark” Taeyong called, his whole body standing up as he watched mark turning around and leaving the studio room.

A long sight escaped his lips after the door closed hardsr than probably intended. Mark always thought of Taeyong, that he talks to much but won’t follow his own advices which ended up on him hurting feelings. And Taeyong always saw Mark as someone too prideful to admit errors and understanding the need of taking a step back, when needed

#nct reactions #nct headcanons #nct blurbs #nct scenarios #nct imagines #nct astrology #nct #nct 127 #nct mark #nct taeyong

[folklore19]

THIS HIT ME HARDSR AHSSHDJSJSJDJ

[golden-heart-beats]

I just saw someone try to say a trans girl headcanon didn’t make sense in canon because, and I quote, “we have seen his nipples”

#just jdndjdJSBAKBSSJSNAK #ITS MAKING ME LAUGH HARDSR THEN IT SHLUKD

[josiesbizarreadventure]

i leep having extra delusions when i am hsre seeing and hearing more when i try to go to slssp and extra fears of things interjecting into my thoughts hardsr to ignore than usual

[rollercoaster59]

Nexk crack... camel... yesterday getting up snap... camel... nexk hardsr... today... camel..

[hardsr]

gp!seulgi masterlist

underwater (aff); seulgi and irene have some fun in the water (gp!seulgi x blowjob).

patterned bedsheets (aff); seulgi’s girlfriend is away on a business trip so it’s up to her own self to get off (gp!seulgi x hands free orgasm).

wake up (aff) ; irene wakes her wife up (gp!seulgi x cockwarming x morning sex).

daddy (aff) ; seulgi becomes a daddy (gp!seulgi x vaginal sex).

right in front of my salad? (aff) [anon request] ; irene’s just trying to make some food for her members (gpx!seulgi x edging x cockwarming x more).

tied up (aff) [anon request] ; seulgi wants to be a good girl for her mommy (gp!seulgi x mommy!irene x edging x mommy kink x more).

daddy with a baby (aff) ; seulgi becomes a daddy with a baby (gp!seulgi x pregnant!irene x vaginal sex x masturbation).

daddy with a family (aff) ; seulgi becomes a daddy with a family (gp!seulgi x pregnant!irene x family dynamics).

backstage (aff) ; seulgi and irene get backstage touchups (gp!seulgi x mirror sex x public sex).

late night car rides (aff) ; seulgi and irene go on a late night ride (gp!seulgi x car sex).

happy birthday hyun (aff) ; seulgi gives birthday girl irene some sweet loving (gp!seulgi x irene birthday sex).

lipstick prints (aff) ; irene sees something she shouldn’t have (gp!seulgi x oral sex x angst).

college sprout (aff) ; seulgi comes back from college and irene can't ignore her (gp!alpha!seulgi x omega!irene x neighbours to lovers).

helping hand in the kitchen (aff) ; irene gives seulgi a helping hand in the kitchen (gp!seulgi x irene x handjob x riding).

kingdom blossoms (aff) ; joohyun and seulgi grow up together in the kingdom (gp!knight!seulgi x princess!irene x childhood friends to lovers).

post office (aff) ; irene needs to send off a package and comes to her local post office for help (gp!postman!seulgi x irene x blowjob x riding).

jeju (aff) ; irene and seulgi go to jeju (gp!seulgi x irene x riding x missionary).

unrequited (aff) ; irene can’t return seulgi’s love (alpha!gp!seulgi x omega!irene x unrequited love x hate/angry sex).

friends (aff) ; irene and seulgi know they are much more than just friends (gp!seulgi x irene x college au x fwb x oral sex).

ceo (aff) ; irene loves it when seulgi takes charge (gp!seulgi x milf ceo!irene x dirty talk x degradation x breeding kink x hardcore sex).

make up (aff) ; irene and seulgi make up (gp!seulgi x irene x make up sex x riding).

cutlass (aff) ;  irene comes across and nearly kills an old beloved friend (gp!pirate!seulgi x pirate!irene x oral sex).

trackstar (aff) ;  irene loves being a cheerleader for her trackstar (gp!trackstar!seulgi x irene x oral sex x doggy style x sweet high school love).

dinner (aff) ;  irene and seulgi have dinner with irene's parents (gp!seulgi x irene x public sex x teasing x foot massage x accidental orgasm).

clingy (aff) ; irene is very clingy to seulgi (gp!seulgi x clingy!joohyun x sweet sex).

meeting (aff) ; joohyun has an important meeting ( gp!seulgi x joohyun x cockwarming x hands free orgasm x kind of ish public sex).

#gp!seulgi #hardsr #hardsr masterlist #masterlist #seulrene #author #seulgi #irene #smut #romance #fluff #angst

[d-dalladalla]

this is not a request, but do you have any followers who writes too? and who’s your favourite?

I follow @hardsr who’s amazing !!

[djbuffwalrus]

For day 20 of #inktober, the theme is Tread, so I went for a take on The Long Walk! Turns out shoes are hardsr to draw than I realized #richardbachman #stephenking #skbooclub #thelongwalk #doodles https://www.instagram.com/p/B32tttYHL7i/?igshid=3dcjaih8jtkj

#inktober #richardbachman #stephenking #skbooclub #thelongwalk #doodles

[simple-ponderings]

July 25, 2019 2:59AM

Im on the train on my way home from seeing jackie and alan. I have so many things with me.

It looks like im in the newport train station.

I have...two card boards and on the floor two cardboard.boxes filled with things.

I feel drunk, and my body feels heavy.

Jackie and Alan text me to find out where I am.

I respond but, its getting harder and hardsr to stay concious.

I decide to take a lyft home.

I get up from my seat snd try to walk.

The world SPINS. I can feel the full force of gravity pulling me down but I resist.

I need to get outside and get a lyft.

I desert my cardboard boxes filled with things.

I decide to climb up the stairs. But its difficult.

I ditch the last two cardboard pieces in my hand.

I continue my efforts in climbing the stairs, except its not the stairs. Its an emergency exit door that has fallen.

At this point my vision is slipping, Im losing consciousness.

The pull of gravity is strong as EVER.

I just need to rest...just for a little whiile..........

I cant sleep here.

As soon as I hit the ground I wake up in real life.

Im breathing so hard.

I can feel the pulling effects of gravity releasing...

Was it really a dream?

I feel like I was LITERALLY there.

#dream journal #was it really a dream #lucid dreaming

[hardsr]

question for my readers... what type of genres or like tropes do you guys like? like supernatural demons or some pirate shit or maybe like post apocalyptic? or a more modern high school setting? just wanna get a taste of what settings and concepts i should write more cause maybe there’s something i haven’t done yet that you would like to see :)

#author ask #author thoughts #hardsr

[hardsr]

other

happy birthday seul (aff) ; seulgi gets a birthday present (gp!seulgi x fivesome x cock worshipping x oral sex x much more).

#hardsr #masterlist #author #other ships #other fics

[hardsr]

Abo hc for the members 👉👈 who’s alpha, beta, or omega and what their scents would be //also please consider alphaSeulrene frotting with each other 😜

1. irene

irene is an omega and her scent is definitely a comforting and nurturing lavender that reflects her character.

2. seulgi

alpha seulgi has a delicious citrus scent that’s closer to pineapple but when she’s in a more intense or deeper mood it transforms to a more thicker and heavy orange citrus (and still pineapple) that’s much more musky.

3. wendy

wendy can be a beta but since i usually pair her with joy, i see her as an omega. her scent is definitely vanilla since well, she loves baking, and she’s just a very balanced and supporting character.

4. joy

joy is an alpha 100% and has more of a floral scent to her. quite sweet but also alluring which is exactly who joy is.

5. yeri

yeri can also be an omega/beta and depending on the dynamics of a story i want, she can teeter on either of them however she most likely is an omega. her scent is almost candy like, dare i say ‘sugary?’ but it definitely goes with yeri well since she’s a bright and bubbly character! 

p.s. i will definitely take alpha!seulrene frotting into consideration! ;)

#red velvet #abo #omegaverse #hardsr #red velvet hc #anon #anon ask