#gonna try to do them every night

[radio-ghost-cooks]

goodnight to people relying on streak freezes on Duolingo. goodnight to people with picky skin that refuses to get moisturized. goodnight to people who like Tsugihagi Staccato by toa. goodnight to people who are obsessed with Tron characters. goodnight to people who still run ask blogs. goodnight to people with really weird comfort shows. goodnight to people who needle felt things. goodnight to the gay frogs. goodnight to splatband fans. goodnight to people who trade with ravens and crows. goodnight, night vale. goodnight.

#goodnight night vale #< new post series #gonna try to do them every night #not inherently an indication that i'm eepy #duolingo #skincare #vocaloid #utau #vocal synth #tronblr #tron #ask blogs #comfort show #needle felting #gay frogs #splatbands #ravens #crows #corvids #welcome to night vale

[statementlou]

the other day I was looking for the Zayn interview from a few years ago where he tells the interviewer he's going to the bathroom and then they look over and are like "oh um he's in the parking lot... oh. aaand he's getting in a car and leaving" and I found it (GQ) but on the way I ran into the interview where Vogue (who run the met gala) are like so did you like the met gala wasn't the met gala fun and he goes off for like 4 paragraphs about how much he disliked it and how it's the epitome of everything he dislikes about being a celebrity and then at the end is like oh wait shit... I mean Gigi was good though, and that was also the interview where he said he'd made his peace with there always being paps in front of his apartment when he realized that instead of doing promo he could just go out his front door for like two minutes and call it done and my point is: I know many of you are new, maybe are just here for Louis, but I need you to know HOW FUCKING FUNNY Zayn is, like genuinely he is SO FUN to follow and I just really recommend, 10/10 celeb entertainment

#also so gd sweet #a fuckboy #but a tender soul #also the time he said he was gonna do lives every night for a week and did 2 and then just never came back #one of them was just him listening to his album and smoking weed and you couldn't hear anything he said #and the other one he spent most of the time trying to figure out how to do funny fonts #and when he did the ad for coors where it was just a loop of him sleeping for hours #I could go on and on....

[da-proti-toku-grem]

why can't anyone understand that everyone is different and not everyone likes the same things and that it's completely okay AND normal for someone not to like going out and preferring to stay at home :/

#honestly i understand that my parents care about me and they don't want me to be feeling bad #and that they ask me bc they just want to make sure i'm okay #but i've explained to them what i feel like and they just don't get and i get mad but i akso know it's not their fault and just... oughhhhh #like yeah i have a weird kind of social anxiety according to my therapist and even she doesn't know exactly how to help me yet #but there are just so many reasons behind why i don't like going out and it's not just bc it gives me anxiety #or why those situations give me anxiety in the forst place #1. i'm just a very introverted person that doesn't like going out #2. crowded places/closed spaces/places where there's not enough ventilation/loud places (be it people talking or just music) overwhelme me #3. all said in 2 + flashing lights give me huge migraines that can linger for over 3 days #4. i am very much a night owl and i'm forced to live in a society where that isn't fucking acceptable apparently and i'm called lazy for - #- not being productive in the morning when the only reason behind it is that i am a lot more productive at night #but no one ket's me do that bc 'why are you doing stuff when you're supposed to be asleep?' #i have been the same since i was little. literally nothing has changed #and people where always like 'oh she's just shy' #but idk wtf changed #maybe it was that i became and 'adult' or maybe the fact that i started therapy and they told my parents that i have social anxiety. idk #but suddenly every single person in my family is worried about it and they're genuinely making me feel like there's smth wrong about me #i mean. i have my problems i'm not gonna go telling you that i'm perfect bc i'm pretty much not #but is there really smth that wrong with me that i need to fix #or is society just a bitch that doesn't understand that there's different kinds of people and everyone is different & IT'S COMPLETELY OKAY #have they ever thought about the fact that maybe these situations cause me anxiety bc i've been forced all my life to do them #even if i don't like them #instead of thinking that i don't like them BC they cause me anxiety?? #i mean. i know i have to go out more and that there's tons of things i can do ofc #but you can't just force me to do things i don't want to and put on a good face while doing it *every.fucking.day* #aaaaand i could add a lot more things but i'm once again reaching the tag limit so i shoukd just shut up #it's just driving me crazy bc i know they're trying to help but it really is not helping at all............. #ranting

[keeps-ache]

if i could be any little creature on the earth i'd be one of those little robot-dog toys that kind of suck

#just me hi #i know they suck my sibling had one once and it was okay hfvsh #it could do backflips but it also banged its head into the floor every time it did so it was kind of painful to watch lolll #but besides the suckiness i just think they're neat :> #they can roll around and that is very cool to me #sometimes they play music but the speakers are horrible but they're trying so hard bhfs </33 #/anyway. i actually had a point to this but i forgot what it was #if i was a sucky robot-dog toy that costed 60 bucks with terrible wheels and worse speakers i think i'd go and travel the world #why travel the world? i don't know ! just makes sense to do something like that #i think the little things would like to travel the world :> they can't move very well and aren't taken to many rooms and their batteries di #quickly but i think despite (or maybe because) of that they'd roll around busy streets and explore spots that would be hidden by the usual #tourist #it's just a neat thought :) #//okay.. on my way now lol #i keep staying up to ungodly hours by accident and i feel so flat hfhvsh #stayed up til 5 on saturday bc i got caught up telling my siblings a story. stayed up til 4 last night doing the same exact thing fhhsv #i don't learn lol !! #but ye gonna see if i can get my sludge brain to work. as my brother says; toodledoo #//edit: also their hearts are in their batteries and every time you change them they love you more. okay Now bye fhvsbvhfvs

[frecklystars]

god im so excited for the Barbie movie today. I might be a bit tense while seeing my triggers on screen but honestly I’ve been doing so so so well handling my ptsd the last few weeks and I'm very proud of myself!!!!!

there’s a few triggers I’ve been actively working on reclaiming and I KNOW I’m going to be okay watching the movie bc I am not letting anybody take this from me. I know I’m gonna wanna see it more than once. I even bought myself a cute pink skirt for it ;w;

#I’m gonna wear pink glitter in my hair too for opening night #woof #like i know im gonna be rly tense but i have been doing SO much better than i was just a month ago #if anything ill just be incredibly tense at first. but i genuinely think ill relax more as the movie progresses #bc ive been using grounding techniques for months and ive been working so goddamn hard to reclaim pink #WHICH IS SUCH HUGE PROGRESS FOR ME to think back to january when i couldnt look at pink at ALL #and i think seeing pink literally every single second for 2 hours straight in the barbie movie #is gonna also help my brain be like 'oh hey everything is fine' help it to become desensitized #bc ive been doing exposure therapy and im doing so much better than i was even just one month ago!!!!!!! #barbie is my girlfriend. and ken is my boyfriend. and i have two hands they can hold #god!!! you know how many barbies im gonna kiss!!!!! SO MANY #this is MY movie i have been so fucking excited to see!! its my number one favorite thing ive been looking forward to!!!! #i have wanted to see this! so! fucking! badly! and fuck anybody who tried to ruin that for me #i dont want ptsd to control my life #i feel like im riding a bull and gripping it by the horns while its trying to kick me off while im yelling Not Today Bitch #thats what trying to reclaim triggers feels like #but i can fucking feel it working i can feel myself getting better with some of these triggers i cant believe it #and i think just a year from now most of these triggers wont be severe anymore #which is my goal. i dont even need them to be cured completely i just want to function normally #cannot tell u how fucking unreal it is to have so many triggers that are like. normal everyday stuff #colors. clothes. phrases. transformers. im taking ALL of that shit back #STARTING WITH PINK ONE OF MY FAVORITE GODDAMN COLORS 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 #THE EMOJI LOOKS RED ON DESKTOP BUT THAT IS OKAY.

[girlcrushau]

#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/ #but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to. #until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you) #and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text. #i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in. #just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me. #im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest. #and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

[tracle0]

Girl are you telling me, all this time, I should’ve been writing something else????

#Writing #Am writing #My writing #writerblr #spilled ink #Prophet wip #So I’ve been trying at TCD for perhaps a year and a half now and have been unable to get anywhere with it physically #I have a good plan and steps to take to execute it but I have completely burnt any desire to write it out of myself through exhaustion #The other night I was like haha let’s just give this a go and it just POURED out #Fucking. MMMMMM. #I am fully expecting to reread parts and hate them very soon. But for now I am just !!!!! #So this story opens with my lad Cain getting possessed. The thing tries for a hostile takeover first - burn him out of his own mind #And then Cain is like actually that’s not cool don’t do that and the thing is like oh my bad okay #And just slivers into his mind to twitch and tweak him from there. Which works. Sucks to be him #It’s a story about brothers and hurt and religious pain carried by one guy #Cain is gonna try and break every statue the gods have as their grave. Theo is gonna try and stop him #Not because Theo particularly cares for the gods (although Raya does) but because that’s his brother and he’s running himself into #the ground and something is very clearly wrong #I have no idea what I’m doing for a lot of it. But I also have a rough enough idea that I can use that and improvise on the way #Which is something that has worked for me very well previously #I give TCD a kissy on its head and lay it down to sleep for a while. I shouldn’t have tried to start you so soon #I can only hope I can recover something out of you because god I want to write it so badly #Okay that’s all from me thank you for reading my tag ramble. If you hear nothing else from me #Then writing is either going really well or horrifically badly #Trade-marked

[puppetlooselystrung]

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#'sont trust your feelings after 4 pm!' yeah yeah yeah but its nearly 5 am and i just learned i might be failing yet another class #and im starting to feel the wish to drop out of university #text everyone either im sorry i stopped talking to them but i love them if i ended up going mia for them #or texting my newer friends im sorry i didnt know them for long and i wish i knew them longer and that i love them too #walk into the woods. and well. you know. i dont have to go into detail. #and now im crying <3 #my living situation is going to be so unbearable because no explanation incan give will be acceptable #o just didnt try haed enkugh. k never do #im just gonna fucking continue to lie to every mental health professional. #also id say im calling it a night but im specifically purposefully staying up for the rest of the night as punishment #i dont get to sleeeep #i do not care if i have to work or drive tomorrow :) #i dont even think i can make it to the end of the month at this point #sorry folks

[hella1975]

happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!

babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared

#in my defence idk WHAT was going on with my sunday shift bc i only waitressed 7 hours and that's a pretty normal shift for me #like im aware compared to a normal person it would be very difficult to just out of nowhere expect them to be on their feet #walking back and forth the entire length of a restaurant regularly carrying heavy things all the while keeping up ABOVE AND BEYOND socially #for SEVEN ENTIRE HOURS with ZERO BREAK like masking that entire time on top of the 7 hour physical workout #like it's insane if u think about it for more than 2 seconds and im really trying to bc every time i falter i beat the shit out of myself #and like? NO? my job is actually very physically demanding and emotionally draining compared to most people's day-to-day activity #it's gonna have impacts sometimes! #so yeah long story short i finished my shift sunday and when i tell you my legs LOCKED UP in bed that night #like mainly my thighs but it was all in my hips and knees and it was so bad that i lay there until 2am before getting painkillers #bc i couldnt hack it #which is SAYING SOMETHING for me bc im normally both quite good with pain and also a hardass for taking painkillers #ive had that happen once before (again after waitressing lol) & never worried about it but my mum recently got diagnosed with arthritis #and ever since ive been like. Looking at my own joints any time they even HINT at playing up #like i am RENOWNED for inhereting all of my mum's medical shit from mental to physical like i KNOW i'll get it it's just a matter of when #and yeah that was sunday it's now tuesday and my thighs STILL feel bruised #and im like. embarassed about it bc it's not like i did anything spectacular? and idk why it's happening? #yeah idk hiiii rori did u like me ranting about my physical health in ur stretch reminder ask sorry do u still think im hot <3 #ask

[t4tdanvis]

dante, travis, vylad, and aphmau qpr makes zero sense outside of my rewrite and that is a tragedy

#❄.txt #earlier i was think that itd be really funny if they played never have i ever and dante was like 'never have i ever been attracted to my #friends sibling'. vylad is like 'ok well fuck you too man that was so clearly targeted'. and then travis is like 'well damn. i cant lie' #'... TRAVIS????' 'look ok-' 'EXPLAIN YOURSELF' 'GENE IS HOT' 'IM GONNA KILL MYSELF' #also consider: all four of them trying to play ultimate custom night (it was dantes idea) together and failing horribly #the more adhds u shove into a room together the more braincells they lose /j #'check the ve- FUCK' 'GOD DAMN IT WE WERE SO CLOSE' #all four of them just become a cuddle pile on the couch whenever they watch movies together #they also have wildly different tastes in everything so it takes them like 2 hours just to decide on what kind of food to order #every few days dante tries to explain the fnaf lore to them. vylad just goes 'hey man *kisses him on the mouth* shut the fuck up ❤' #it started out as a joke and dante was completely shocked the first time #anytime they invite over other people and do that running bit without thinking they both very quickly explain 'no no its a bit i swear-' #anytime they play minecraft together aphmau likes to shout 'GET YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME' anytime dante and travis get distracted staring #into each others eyes or whatever. vylad likes to shake his head and mutter 'i fucking hate gay people' under his breath #i have a billion more thoughts about them btw

[sunsetcorvid]

(hey tags have vent stuff in em)

gee things seem to be getting better i think im doing okay!!!

one week later:

#might be a venty post #i need to go back to the doc to talk about my meds #this week has been. kinda shit and im frustrated at how easily ive been getting pissed at stuff and going back into old habits #well not NEW but i only recently finally getting better at not doing them and then i had a. moment last night so yippee #genuinely feel drained and shit and i want to get myself to do the things i need to do but i cant and its frustrating #every time i try to do schoolwork or stuff like that i just cant and find myself plunged back into my interests because my brain just cant #handle stress apparently #one small stressful thing and its burying yourself again!! enjoy the dull feelings after having a meltdown because your dad asked you to #make a list of schoolwork #me omw to fight god #anyways if any of yall read this this is just me saying that if my posts are a bit spread out or i just dont post my usual stuff its that #and if im not posting splatoon its probably because my brain wants constant distractions and changing so its really switching between sonic #and splatoon rn #anyways love yall i hope i can some shit sorted out soon #vent post #tw vent #gonna delete later #miles posts

[thegreathomestuckreread]

i knew that using tumblr on my phone in bed before trying to sleep would make the hamster in my brain run bonkers wild and I DID IT ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why did i do that

#real talk setting a hard rule to never use social media while lying down in bed is one of the best things i've ever done for my sleep #and my eyes too tbh #almost immediately went from constant spinning thoughts every night having so much trouble getting to sleep #and waking up with aching sore dry-feeling bloodshot eyes #to being able to get to sleep in a pretty reasonable amount of time and waking up with significantly less eye discomfort #(my eyes are still fucked up from all the other screen staring i do in a day but i'm working on it) #i know it's tempting to drown out anxious thoughts with scrolling before bed 'cause that's what i was doing #but doing so will make them be ten times more intense and disruptive to sleep when u turn the phone off than if u didn't scroll #anyway psa over i'm gonna go back to trying to sleep #personal

[ukulelegodparent]

If you know me irl, please move along there is nothing to see here, this post does not exist.

#For real. shush. I don't want you to see this. This information is of no interest to you #go away there's nothing here. shush shush. be on your merry way #so hypothetically. #if you and your flatmate had gotten along better and better over the months they've lived in your flat #and spent more and more time together and had talked constantly and eventually spent almost every night watching a show together #and you caught feelings and confessed them to her and you spent all of one night and one morning in blissful happiness and then they said #that they couldn't do this for a variety of reasons all of which where perfectly fair #so after a few days of back and forth you decide to be just friends and things continue as normal #and then it's christmas and you don't see each other but it's fine I mean it's all gonna be normal again after (you cry every night) #and then you come back and they're kneedeep in depression so it's not back to normal but it's fine #and like you still spend time together etc and then you get very depressed and they help you and talk to you #and then they feel bad again and you start to be bad too but you were still talking #but suddenly like every time you talk they are just either mean or completely disinterested in anything you have to say #but for some reason they are perfectly able to have normal conversations with everyone else in the whole fucking world #and you try to talk to them about it but it doesn't change anything and honestly you've given up talking to them #because every time you talk to them it feels like they don't want you to be there having this conversation with you #and when you're alone you manage to convince yourself that it's just the social anxiety talking but then you go into the kitchen to eat #and they are there making food and you ask them what they're doing tonight and it's like your last straw #and their answers are like not even mean just super short and for two weeks you've just been hoping that maybe they'd just once #come back from uni and fucking ask you how your day was #and like you ate in the kitchen hoping maybe just maybe they'd start just fucking talk to you. just ask you anything. #and you almost cried like 3 times and then you went to your room to cry for real #and now you're considering disinviting them from your birthday party bc honestly being around them having a good time with #seemingly anyone but you is making you depressed as fuck and your anxiety go crazy #theoreticallly. if that were the case. what would you do? #(yes I know the adult thing would be to talk to them) #like they're probably just busy and stressed bc of exams but then why can they have a good time with every other person in the world #this has been the most important person in your life and the person to whom you talk to about absolutely everything for months now btw

[mothlegs]

i looove probably having bpd and at the very least separation anxiety

i looove having nightmares about having breakdowns and physical violence just to wake up crying, unable to fall back asleep and when i finally manage sleep i still wake up after about an hour, knowing i'll be stuck in that sleepless loop till i give up, all just because they're unexpectedly gone

i looove having motivation to do things to improve my future when i'm with them, and being suicidal as soon as they're unexpectedly gone

why is it too much to ask just to be told when they'll be gone? why do i get punished for having feelings? why am i never good enough for them?

#moth having a bad time #a while ago now‚ they freaked out because they saw i told someone i always felt like i was walking on eggshells around them #like. well yeah maybe if you didn't leave me every time i wasn't perfect maybe i would feel more comfortable talking to you #maybe if you didn't do things you're fully aware causes me breakdowns every time i upset you‚ maybe just Maybe i wouldn't be scared of you #they literally terrified me into not showing them my issues #they don't see my anger issues and splitting anymore because the punishment terrified me out of it #i didn't actually get better. i'm just so terrified of doing anything that would make them leave me #i wrote a poem about this‚ about breaking all my bones for them and them still not being satisfied #see: misery meat by sodikken. me severely. see: people eater by sodikken. what they look like from my perspective #i used to be the people eater in my last relationship. it's funny how the roles reverse. i now see myself so much in the person i was with #it's scary #i'm tired. gonna try to sleep again. it's funny i have no sleep issues that i didn't choose (i.e. my sleep routine is shit but i chose that) #EXCEPT. for when theyre unexpectedly gone. i recently had 3 nightmares in 13 minutes about them‚ waking up after each one #i've struggled with insomnia twice in my life. oh and every time they're unexpectedly gone #most of those nights i wake up more than once every hour

[urlocalmagicalcat]

nothing will ever describe my life and how I view it as much as Will Stetson’s cover of Unknown Mother Goose

#“If my life is thrown away forgotten by the side then could I here at the end sing of this love inside?” #“One more time would it be fine if I could try to find? One last sign of life stuck in the voice that I had left behind?” #“Through the pain if they still could love it all the same Through the pain if they wished to find love anyway” #“Hey if you’re gonna share all your love Well then tell me my friend who will you meet at the end?” #“Stuck in a box locked I’ll free your heart with a knock Come you’re free a fellow failure like me” #“I had knew it deep down inside That you had always stood to fight Protecting this place we hide there by my side” #“I’ve grown to take it the pain welling in me the breaking and hurting“ #“Joy grief rage and pleasure they all blend together through every endeavor” #“If happiness that I cherish is real and is out there somewhere lost on this earth“ #“Will I wander forever and ever in agony in this darkened and cold world” #“As the blackened the sheep that will never belong anywhere as I live forever? --Don’t leave me like that!” #“How could I grow to adore this world surrounding me? Tell me will I just keep on rolling on eternally?” #“Hey I think I’ll take these feelings no one ever wants” #“Give this world a chance and share them all now with this final song” #“Look at me what exactly do you want to be? Look at me can you tell me what you long to see?” #“My heart breaks apart however it still burns On now more than any other Look at me can you see the one I try to be?” #“Is there light out piercing through the night Guiding me on to my life?” #these lyrics man… it hurts. - 🎡 #(🎡) marz/nep

[nagmaskarangungo]

🎉🎉🎊🎇🎆 WAHOOO 🎆🎇🎊🎉🎉

IM FUCKING BACK OMG!??!?!!?!??!??!?

thank you [tumblr] but also PESTENG YAWA NIMO [tumblr]

#so what happened was that my account got RANDOMLY TERMINATED LOL (how fun 🙃!!! /s) #i'm not gonna regale you the whole story of last week (yet) #(bc i've been TRYING to do that here on the tags but [tumblr] keeps on lagging on me & kept making me accidentally backspace every tag) #so here's the summery of what happened to me for the past week (contradicting what i said two tags earlier but w/e): #got banhammered by mistake #naively wasted time ''''contacting'''' support (I mean that's what they put in the suspension screen so you know) #the next day found the account recovery thing on [tumblr]'s help page #proceeded to NOT look up on what to do & sent two tickets TWICE 🤦🏻‍♀️ #later found a tumblrina's actually helpful advice post & found out that all that didn't matter bc #a) it's the weekend for support team so good luck with those automated emails that wont do shit bc #b) my waking hours are closed hours for them & they're open around when i'd go to sleep AND #c) since i've now sent those two tickets (should've been one) i now have to wait about a WEEK just in case they got them but #d) if i'm still terminated after the week. THEN i can send another ticket #so i had to make myself be busy with anything else that's not [tumblr] for a week #during which time i set up alarms for yesterday evening to send a ticket later that night #so the week passed & it was yesterday evening #i was SO READY to do what i planned to do that night #you know what happened? I SLEPT THROUGH THE ALARMS & NEARLY THE ENTIRE NIGHT 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤬🙃😵‍💫 #i was LUCKY i woke up at around 4 AND immediately remembered ''OH SHIT THE COMPLAINT!!!'' #so i sent it #& as soon as i ooened yt to wait an email was sent #thought it was another automated email so i opened it #but iT WAS AN ACTUAL EMAIL TELLING ME MY ACCOUNT' S BEEN REINSTATED WOOHOO!!!!! 🎉🎊💥🎊🎇😭😭😭😭😭😭 #so now I'm back. back from [tumblr] suspension limbo #& EEWWW WHAT'S THIS TUMBLR LIVE SHIT GET THAT OUT OF MY FACE #*proceeds to snooze tumblr live for the week* thank goodness they're gone #kinda funny though since last week when i got back here (before the termination) one of the things on my dash was the whole poll bonanza #(& vanilla extract or whatever) #anyways i can now go back to soaking up the unhinged vibes of this wretched place (affectionate) #babble on the tower