#gomen I am really into it rn

[hybridkilljoys]

I've been an absolute emotional wreck since last night due to my narcissist father making me feel less than human so can i..........ask for some reassurance that i'm not an absolute failure of a human being

or pictures of your cats, that would help a lot too

#its been months of dealing with his abuse and last night it left me feeling worse than ever and i am just #really exhausted and mentally broken rn #and i hate asking for reassurance because I always feel like a bother and I should just deal with shit myself until it passes #but when i say last night was bad it was bad and i feel like i am not even meant to be alive that is how that man made me feel #so i just wanna be selfish this one time #and ask for spare kindness because i could really use it right now because my feelings arent going away #no matter how hard im trying to distract myself today and i dont have the strenght to stay like this for a week or more #so yeah #gomen for rambling in the tags im just really #idfk embarrassed and ashamed i dont like asking for help i feel dumb even tho i know its not dumb but yeah #txt

[notquiteaghost]

entered the stage of the Hyperfixation Zone where if i stop reading the book it is only cuz i am instead reading the fanfiction

#yelling at clouds #there is not actually enough fic for me to be reading this much of it when im only on the third book #insane of me really to sidestep the gomens zeitgeist in favour of a book series with 1k fics total #they're GOOD books i don't NEED the fic. but still. #there is absolutely some insane gomens fic being uploaded to ao3 rn. and in my mind i am rotating peter grant.

[fuckyeahgoodomens]

Heyo! Just wanted to say that you’re really cool and nice and wholesome. You’re basically the only blog I check now cos of the good omens leak (except Neil gaiman lol) because I honestly am too feral about gos2 rn to leave the internet and your blog allows me to get up to date about what’s happening to quench my good omens thirst without getting spoiled. So thanks! You’re amazing :)

I don’t know if you’ve answered this before, but what is your favourite animal?

(Also, I have no idea why I’m adding this but the word ‘gomens’, which I believe is good omens shortened, reminds me of the way Australians say ‘g’day’, probably bc I’m Australian. Whenever my mind reads out that word, I am hit with immense, ineffable waves of *Australia* and I think that’s hilarious)

Hiya!:) Thank youuu :) ❤ And thank you for the australian fun fact! :)

My favourite animal is a turtle, because of Terry's Discworld :)❤🐢.

#ask #me #🐢

[ticklishfiend]

FIRND.

that gomens fic actually ended me i am passed on rn.

YOU WRTIE FOR TBEM SO WELL their dialogue is so in character and i love how it’s always something they do together rather than someone one of them does TO the other, no matter who’s getting got, it’s very them it’s very lovely BIG fan. <3 and that fic KILLED me omg..

BUT ALSO THE ZUKO ONE??? you get the gaang’s voices down so well too!! and it’s super sweet!!!!! my fav part abt the way you write fics is it always seems like something that could really have happened between scenes in the actual show and that’s HEAVY for this fic 10/10 i loved it

AAAAA THANK YOU TYTYTY ILY!!!

u telling me the dialogue sounds like the characters makes me 🥲🥲🥲 like that’s smth i rlly try to get right so i appreciate it pls

i’m srs every time i write a fic this image is burned into my brain LMFAOO

BUT YEA!!! tysm for the support on my recent fics it means a lot <33 ur comments always make my day dude!!!!

#ask

[aroacee-of-spades]

nyx im losing it over the last episode if good omens the timeframe makes no sense

hi sorry i took a day to respond to this!! (btw part of the reasoning for this is that ur ask pushed me to finally create a table listing every single time that aziraphale's clock displays throughout s2, which is why most of this will be abt the clock)

i will actually launch into essays abt the timing of the last episode i'm not even kidding

to be perfectly honest with u at first i thought it was trying to mimic books, when timing would change to fit a scene (and not to point fingers at writers who do this ig but i just don't typically like stories like these lmao) but even that doesn't explain the damned clock (i am so done with the clock, its presence haunts me) + why would Neil ever have any reason to mimic amateur writing???

anyway, i'm killing myself over any way to make sense of the timing in that episode rn.

like unless if the way time works in the uk has changed since i last lived there, and if aziraphale changed time during the Halo Scene (this also brings up the question of How Much and What Else did he change, which to the latter i don't think he changed Anything) which btw in the Halo Scene, its 6am and while i can't find the exact time at the start of The Ball (if u can pls tell me i'd love to expand on this, rn it's just a bunch of ramblings put into a google doc) or- more technically i found One tiiiiny scene from the bts clips that MIGHT be the correct time but i have yet to check this lmao (according to the clip it's 6:30pm which, if true, only adds to the utterly bewildering timeframes)

BUT ALSO everybody seems to have a sense of time (as seen in the nina, "i havent slept in 30 hours, order accurately & fast") which means that MAYBE IT'S JUST US?? which makes this whole thing so much more confusing bc if thats the case then why. whyyyyy. Why would you EVER use a working clock??????

i have SO MUCH to say abt the timeframes at the END especially. but before i do, i really wanna know what u think (btw this isn't me trying to pawn my answer on u i just really wanna know ur opinions on Everything gomens related haha)

i also wrote this during my breaks as i worked and i'm now done and am Very Tired and cannot fathom doing anything other than resting on the sofa and rewatching gomens:)

#red tag #mutuals;) #not-so-good omens #gomens

[fagcrisis]

when good omens came out i watchedit and i found it really mediocre. i was very indifferent to it however soon this feeling turned into hatred when i saw how many people loved it. now that season 2 is coming out i feel this hatred tenfold. im not asking you to help me because obviously it's not worth my rage im just here to bitch adn moan

"but aziraphale and crowley are agender demisexual aromantic entities in a queerplatonic relationship" im smashing your skull in with the heaviest rock i can find

ági i LIKE gomens and i agree w u on this the fanbase sucks so bad and making a second season is a mistake my head hurts rn so i am physically unable to say anythinf else but i agree so much

#rumini a zúzmaragyarmaton

[thatmightyheart]

i read this part in the book and i literally felt my heart soar i cannot BELIEVE the sheer High Romance woven into this one sentence …………. :((

#aziraphale #ineffable husbands #a.j. crowley #good omens #draws #even entirely in context i read that sentence and felt my soul astral project into a different dimension like.......... wtf #that sentence goes so hard. really hits the Yearning home #also sorry gomens has Got Me Good rn just bear with me while i go thru my obligatory feral obsession phases #fun fact at first i thought it meant literally On Top Of The Bus like. ON TOP of the ROOF of the bus dksjhfkjdf i am indeed stupid

[satorihub]

hey bestie 😌💅🏻 i was wondering if u could do some hcs for tsukishima, kuroo and asahi where they have a gf who is very artsy and good w paintings ??? thank u ily

𝖆𝖗𝖎'𝖘 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖊: hi bestie ✨✨😼 omg this is my first request so I hope it isn't bad 😔

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘: tetsurou kuroo, kei tsukishima, azumane asahi

𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙: 1192

𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘: fem!reader, fluff

KUROO, TSUKISHIMA & ASAHI WITH A PAINTER S/O

𝖙𝖊𝖙𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖔𝖚 𝖐𝖚𝖗𝖔𝖔 ⋆

─ ok so he doesn't know at first

─ but don't think he doesn't cares! he does, really, but yk, he's almost finishing high school and finals are tougher 😔😔

─ so I hc that kuroo really likes study dates, bc: 1. he's studying (probably chemistry, ew) what is something he likes; 2. he's with u!! that is someone he likes. so boom! win-win for tetsu 😌

─ so one day u had a really hard chemistry homework, but u reminded of your chemistry genius bf, tetsurou kuroo himself

─ so u decided to text him:

"hey babe, I got a big chemistry hw today. can u come over?"

─ but that day u were feeling inspired and decided painting meanwhile kuroo wasn't there

─ when he saw the message u sent him, he was happy! he likes helping u and kenma with school stuff, and he also likes challenging things yk. so hard homework? kuroo will NOT hesitate 😼😼

─ so the practice finished and he went to your house, he decided to take a shower on your place as well

─ he rang the bell and waited some seconds until he saw, you, with some paint in your cheeks

⋆

"what's this?", he asked pointing to your left cheek.

"what's what?", you replied, confused.

he used his thumb to swipe the paint and some of it stayed on his finger.

"this", he spoke, showing you his finger with a little bit of paint on it. "why is your face covered with paint?"

"oh", you finally realized what was happening. "I was inspired today, so I decided to paint", you explained. "wanna see it?", you asked.

⋆

─ if he wants to see it?? OF COURSE HE DOES! 🤩

─ and once he sees your paintings, bruh, he feels like he fell in love with u again

─ he thinks is so cool! he asks things like "when did u start painting?", "do u think is hard?", "can i buy one of these??"

─ like, kuroo, chill 💀💀

─ he probably says something like "i want u to paint me like one of your french girls ✨" and u are like "WHY are u such a DORK? but yea, sure babe"

─ he 👏🏼 brags 👏🏼 about 👏🏼 it 👏🏼 to 👏🏼 the 👏🏼 team 👏🏼

─ kuroo: DID YOU GUYS KNOW THAT-- kenma: kuroo, if you're going to talk about the fact that your s/o is an artist, yes, we do know. kuroo: b-but, guys- 😿

─ coach nekomata is also full of kuroo simping for u lmao

─ he just can't help it!! he loves u

─ anyways, kuroo is your number 1 simp AND supporter ✨✨💅🏼

𝖐𝖊𝖎 𝖙𝖘𝖚𝖐𝖎𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖒𝖆 ⋆

─ kei knows about it already, but he doesn't do anything about it lol

─ he's a very observant guy, so even before you two started dating he knew that you were into artistic stuff

─ he first noticed it when u guys went on a date and you had a paint brush behind your ear and didn't even realize it was there ??? like bruh

─ he's going to pretend like he doesn't care or something, but he just want to keep his salty boy reputation even if u both are dating

─ but once u decide to give him a little painting with some dinosaurs (on his bday or valentines day), u can slightly see him blushing

─ he'll pretend he didn't blush and will compliment u in a ✨ tsukki way ✨

⋆

"you know", he said as he slid his slender fingers though the details of one of the dinosaurs. "you could tell me where you brought this because-"

"tsukki!", you exclaimed.

"ok, ok, I was just messing with you" he spoke as he laughed softly. "thank you, brat. it means a lot", then he looked at you with a genuine smile on his face.

⋆

─ the painting is now on his room, in a place where he can easily see it, doesn't matter the angle

─ once akiteru sees it in his room, he's like "👀 what is this kei?"

─ tsukki will probably just murmur a 'tch' and ignore him LMAOAOAO 😭😭💀

─ yamaguchi also sees it, but instead of asking anything he grabs it and says "did y/n do this?? that's amazing, tsukki!"

─ he'll just reply with "shut up, yamaguchi", and yams reply with "GOMEN TSUKKI !!✨" (yes this is a yamaguchi tadashi lovebot)

─ but, he won't tell, but his ego boosts when someone says that you're talented

─ bc he thinks "hey, that's my s/o. I have an talented and amazing girlfriend, I'm so lucky"

─ he also loves rating your art!! if he could he would give all them a 10/10, but he needs to be realistic for u to improve

─ when he's at your place and u are painting or just sketching, he will make u listen to lo-fi, bc he thinks that it will make your art look prettier (even if he thinks your paintings are the prettiest thing that he ever saw)

𝖆𝖟𝖚𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖊 𝖆𝖘𝖆𝖍𝖎 ⋆

─ babyboy asahi knows it bc u slipped about it once before u two started dating

─ u two had a project for school and decided to meet in the library

─ so asahi waited for u for 30 minutes and then he sees u opening the door with clothes with a little bit of white paint

⋆

"sorry, asahi-san!", you apologized. "I was so focused on my painting that I forgot about our meeting"

"oh...", he doesn't really know what to say. actually, you're not that late, and you both still have time to do the project.

"don't worry, y/n, is not a big deal", he tries calming you.

⋆

─ he doesn't bring up that until later bc there was a ✨ silence ✨ between u two and he decided to say someting

⋆

"so, y/n", he starts, nervous. "I didn't knew that you were into arts."

"oh yeah, I am!", you answered happily. "I mean, I know I'm not the best painter in the world but, it still makes me happy, you know?"

"yeah, I know", he says while he admires your excited expression. maybe it was in that moment that he fell in love with you.

⋆

─ after y'all started dating, he will always but you new materials and other stuff

─ he can't help it, u seem so happy with what you're doing and he loves to see your smile (and your works, ofc)

─ if u want to kill him make him flustered, ask him stuff like "hey, asahi, would you mind being my inspiration for a new work?" PLSS I CAN SEE HIM DYING RN 😭😭

─ asahi isn't that impressed with your works, and it isn't because he thinks it's bad or simple, no, it's because he knows you're amazing and talented 😌😌

─ if u start selling your art, well too bad for asahi, bc he will buy everying

─ you: asahi u don't have to- asahi: YES I DO !! u can have all my money just take it 😭

─ in asahi's pov, you = leonardo da vinci

#hq x reader #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x you #tsukishima x you #tsukishima headcanons #tsukishima fluff #tsukishima kei x reader #kuroo fluff #kuroo tetsuro imagine #kuroo x y/n #kuroo headcanons #kuroo testuro x reader #kuroo x reader #azumane asahi #asahi x you #asahi x reader #asahi fluff #asahi headcanons

[skeez-queen13]

Life Update!

Trigger Warning! Bad Work Environment

Trigger Warning ! Gas Lighting 

Trigger Warning! Parental Death

So...

Long time no see (/Gomen/)

You know it’s kind of hard to start spilling my guts when I told myself I was never going to burden anyone with my feelings anymore (I said that @ the beginning of this awful year) but you know what- 

It turns out that that’s super unhealthy. 

Especially when you have no one to turn to. 

I mean-

I really love this blog, but I also felt super bad that maybe I might be making other people feel bad whenever I vent b/c-

Well, I used to always be so positive and uplifting here all the time- but;

That’s just not sustainable. 

You can’t do that as a person. You’re going to have down days, heck- maybe even down weeks, months, or even years-

Which has been my reality ever since my father passed. 

Don’t worry, I won’t go heavy into that at the moment, but again- so much is changing in my life RN. 

It’s good, but also anxiety inducing. 

Yesterday the business that I’ve worked for for the past 9+ years has changed owners. So the awful person (who suddenly made a turn-around since we reopened in July) that I worked for for 2+ years is no longer my boss but...she still kind of is????

The new owner came in yesterday; everyone in town knows her; and she was my co-worker in the past. I’ve been told that she’s kind of high maintenance but...I’m really looking forward to working with her. And she seems...to.....actually.....respect....me and my opinions..... (Which I am super grateful for, but it still feels kind of weird.....you know- having someone respect...you and your opinions...???”)

Whereas my “old” boss 

Well-it’s weird b/c I “used” to know how the  place “used” to be run; but every time I brought up the “old ways” my “old” boss would get this look on her face and get mad at me. 

In fact, she did it again when the new owner started asking questions. And I immediately shirked, got scared, and, internally, was like-

“Let the Adults talk”

(Even though I’m going to turn 33 this year- /sigh/)

Backstory- I’m one of the last of the old staff that used to work here. All of the old staff either retired, moved away, or were fired b/c of “the old boss” and I was always scared of being fired b/c she would drop hints that she didn’t want me there. 

It came down to multiple things (that were always unsaid but...still....heavily implied. Like she would say this stuff when she was drinking or came out of the bar in the building /sigh/)

Gossip around town included:

- It was either b/c I was friends w/ one of the old staff members that she fired

- B/c I didn’t ask her permission for something to do within the building that I had spent the last 10 years in

- b/c I didn’t consult her for something I already knew in my gut, or if I even gave the slightest hint of questioning her authority- even when it came to a rooms integrity; From house keeping or the carpeting to blah blah blah- 

It all had to be run by her. 

Like- she got mad at me whenever I gave the slightest hint I knew more about the place I had spent the past 10+ years in and she would constantly remind me that she was the boss and that I always had to call her before making any concrete decisions (it was “implied”, but ignore that order....then damn, there would be hell to pay).

Talk about hell.

Anyway-  I used to have confidence in my decisions but my old boss did everything to undercut me and make me question everything I do. Like- my confidence in my decisions when it comes to work is completely gone.

And-even worse..... Sometimes even in life. Especially when it comes to important decisions that pertain to where I’m going....

I still question everything. Myself the most. 

And you just can’t live your life or make decisions when you’re indoctrinated not to believe in your choices; or to feel like you’re stupid for thinking “the way you do”.

Not having a good support system also sucks. 

I hope the new management will help me start to rebuild confidence in myself and my decisions. 

It’s like- I feel like- my whole life for the past few years I’ve been holding a brush against a blank canvas and being batshit scared of making the first stroke. 

I hope to change that in 2021

Wish me luck. 

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

#personal #♥♥♥ #very personal #life update #/lies awake in bed at night/ #I'm so dehydrated #/edited/ #I was half asleep when I first wrote this #/gomen/

[summerofspock]

hi im reading your groundhog day gomens fic and so far I really like it. im at the bar scene rn and I really like crowley going “this town fucking sucks and I hate you all” and everyone responding by going I want this twink Obliterated

folks from tiny towns have TOWN PRIDE

(this message made me cackle at 8 AM so thanks for that)

[anthonycrowleymoved]

Idk if you’re keeping up with the GO AO3 but, is it me or have you ever felt so spoiled? To start a search for fic on most recent and to have new content be posted by the time you go to the next page?? For a ship I’ve been into since middle school? Especially in times like these?! For a show that now came out almost a year ago? This amount of content is insane and I just simply can’t imagine describing it to my past self. #blessed wtf

ok so this is almost certainly more commentary than you want to hear but idk man the gomens ao3 page is so weird to me. it’s weird going there twice in one day and seeing completely different new fics. it’s cool (although i admit when i just read fics on the fly i tend to sort by kudos rather than publish date so i don’t always like, read the newest fic i am So Sorry). but like. idk. it’s also bizarre. i mean. i’ve been reading fics for gomens for a while. i remember the days where like, it felt like half the fics were supernatural crossovers. which sucked, but that’s What It Was. and it’s obviously better now, but i have this weird nostalgia for that time. especially when i look at the number of fics in the azcrow tag and compare it to the list of most written about ships and realize they’re now, i believe, in the top ten. which again, isn’t necessarily Bad, just weird to me. but you know what is bad? what’s honestly so fucking annoying. the fact that people writing can’t just. use the tags properly. if you write a tv fic tag it as tv if you write a book fic tag it as book. that’s an actually rlly annoying part of being in the gomens fanbase rn because look i am an old fan i like the tv show i really do but sometimes i want to be able to find book-specific fic god dammit!!!

#nonny mouse #inquiries

[kadywicker]

Wait can you please explain the ne*lman situation? It seemed to come out of nowhere and I'm really confused

oh its definitely not out of nowhere lol. mostly the loudness right Now is bc someone made a post about how ppl that use ne*lman are offensive and Mean to the poor 58 year old minor (here).

anyway if u want to kno why he sucks here’s a good post w a bunch of links. they all suck but i could honestly look passed a lot of things he’s done in the past and really cannot bring myself to care too much about queerbaiting (i kno this is an important thing but also its 2019 i am tired im too tired bro i really am just tired too tired for disk horse on it) but the most damning one for me is his stance on p//dophilia and whether or not its okay to consume written/drawn ch//ld p//rn. like its really fucking disgusting. then obviously the transmisogyny and racism are huge ones. those 3 are the trifecta of why i dont think he should get by w shit just bc he made a good book/show.  

but fans of gomens have been critical of him for Years (i wasnt in it but from what i hear he was just really rude/condescending towards a lot of the fandom bc they interpreted the book as being gay) and i kno i saw anti neilman posts since literally like a couple days after the show came out but this dramatic fuckin post just has us all losing our shit laughing at how melodramatic his stans are

tl;dr: hes a p//dophile apologist, has super transmisogynistic shit in his work, and u just have to read gomens to see how absurdly racist that book gets like it was physically painful to get through. ppl have disliked him for years but this is all Memes from us anti neilman crowd rn bc someone is saying we’re Mean to this 58 year old minor fjasdjfsdf

#transphobia #racism #csa mention #all for blacklist #hoooo cant wait 2 lose followers and get the disk horse in my ask #but here u go this is why i dont fucking like him #i read that p//do thing and i was like oh wow hm so Fuck that guy #Anonymous #*answers #discourse #negativity #ok to rb

[petri808]

Free writes to clear my mind rn, it was a pretty rough day for me, gomen.  Angsty shit.  

Letter to a dying man

My heart bleeds for you, it truly does.  Hurts so much that it’s thrumming rhythm grows numb to the pain like morphine straight into a vein.  What’s up, what’s down, I know not anymore, is today Friday?  I’ve lost track.  Oh, no it’s still Tuesday.  Do you even know?  Probably not. Time ticks by, counting down the days until your sands run from hours glass.  Maybe it’s best you not know after all.  Staring at the hands of the clock, one tick, two tick, done.  

You ornery old bastard. It’s hard… so hard to remember as you fight and kvetch, this is all a part of the process.  When we’re at our emotional limits, how much more can I really take?  Oh crap, I’ve lost 6 pounds.  Isn’t that a good thing?  Not when it’s from stress, no it ain’t.  My eyes wanna close, too exhausted to see straight.  I need sugar or a shot of Crown, take your pick.

Just a month of this and it feels like years.  You’re dying, we get that, I get that, but there’s no manual on how to deal with it for either of us.  We let lose an arrow and pray it hits, did it work, no, the pain is still there?  What number are you at?  6.  Want the morphine?  No.  Crotchety old fool take the meds!  No.  Well, what else am I supposed to do with you?  We can’t help you if you won’t let us!  

Breathe.  

The frustration mounts on both sides.  It’s hard, yes, I can only imagine that level of aggravation.  Unable to do as you please, I’d be pissed too.  Furious at everything, why, why, why, of all the people in this world, why me?  I agree, why you?  It’s not fair.  When is life ever fair?  You didn’t ask for this and neither did I.  Your stubborn attitude, the lies and cover up, it’s not my fault you hid your disease from us.  Do not blame me for your circumstances.  I cannot save you, I could have eased your discomfort, but now you reap what you have sown. Stubborn, stubborn old man I’m Sorry! You’ve tied my hands and I am only but one person.  I am not a God.              

~~~~~~

Tears

My hands grip the steering wheel as I bite back the desire to let it all go…  Fall, run, break free from the prison my eyelids wish to keep you in! I cannot, not yet, let you blur my vision nor allow the rivers to traverse along my skin.  I am sorry.  Too bad, for the last time you caused damage. Have you not seen my rims all scraped, torn, and broken because you didn’t let me see the curb?  My teeth grit, lips tighten into a line.  I cannot, will not let you do this to me again!  

You fight back, threatening with all the raging waters of a brewing storm, a surge or deluge to batter a weary shore.  Damn you to hell!  And what the fuck is with this radio!  Have you conspired with the melody makers to drive my mind past its breaking point? Do you wish to leave me broken and battered against a concrete barrier?  Not I. Not Today Asshole!  

Okay maybe today, just let me pull over.  

Take me.  Swallow me whole, go ahead.  You’ve breached the dam and leveled the valley below.  It’s all been swept away.  My sanity’s torn and thrown into the chaotic waters wreaking havoc, swirling churning, dark waters, hidden behind a pair of sunglasses.  Let it go my heart screams and I relent to you. The rush of emotions beelining it for the exits knocks me back.  Was it really that bad?  Had I held it all in for far too long?  Probably, a month had almost killed me.  My head swoons in the dizzying release and my eyes grow weary.  So tired now…  I needed that.  

And we start over again in the morning...

#free write #free writes #personal post #angsty

[dutifulhope]

🌻

  send me a 🌻 and ill just tell you whatever the fuck i want | accepting.

I REALLY LIKE CROSSOVER RP HGDHFGHH LIKE!! I DONT HAVE A LOT OF MUTUALS FROM OTHER FANDOMS BUT I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU GUYS AND IM ALWAYS EYEBALLING YOUR MUSES EVEN IF IM NOT THAT FAMILIAR WIT THEM???

  more under the cut.

  i really need to develop crossover verses for peko! i have it up on my verse page w me contemplating jjba, rwby, and bnha verses as those are some really popular fandom and ones im familiar with but i actually have,, no mutuals from those fandoms i want to get into more stuff to make more aus tho! and if not i always have a general not hopes peak au too 

  its just smth completely different and unpredictable!!! like i can get a jist of how interactions will go w other characters from dr because of that one mode in v3 and just me understanding the characters but other fandoms??? its like uncharted territory and i love it!!! i want plots and stuff that have never been done before!!

  also even more niche i LOVE crossover ships i had such a cute one back on sonia that we never got to do that much w??? and another one that made my gay little heart happy that i never found anyone to do it w/… idk if i’d find one w peko but my heart can Dream 

  really just, i love crossover rps, i love my crossover mutuals, PLEASE speak w me i am begging u guys to rp w me. i have one crossover thread goign on rn that i’ve been really slow w gomen but i’d like more!!!

  ty for sending this in!!!! u rock.

#❝puppeteered.❞ — out of character. #❝recognized.❞ — answered. #❝momther.❞ — mun about. #memorycrafted

[voxxian]

sjdfjsdgh why do i roleplay--

#im so sorry @ my kirishima rp partner for not responding #i simply am a mix of busy and uh #unmotivated?? #writers block #i suck #im the worst rp partner in the world #i'll write you the best longest response and then somehow come up short 5 days later #im so sorry SO SORRY DFJSADKFAJSODF #this rp was goin so good too and then i broke our streak #IM SORRY #if youre out there #whoever you are #im TRYING but im FAILING and i hope you understand #voxxrambles #GOMEN #text #im sorry @ all my partners im horrible im tryin to get my groove back #and im failing #im DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW #i mean i always am but im in a really really big pit rn #fjdfdslf;jgjdsf #and here i am wanting to do MORE roleplay #i love intricate roleplays full of plot and smut #im gross

[clairelutra]

hey!! I was wondering if you know of any fics about deaf/hoh miraculous ? or bbrae? i just got diagnosed as hoh and am supposed to be deaf by the end of the year. i have read all the ones on ao3 so i was thinking maybe you know some others?

i’m so, so, so sorry my dude ;-;

sadly i don’t tend to gun for those sorts of fics (the people who can write a disability well are few and far between, i’ve found), but there was one i remember really enjoying:

Bones Straining Under the Weight by weathervaanes is an adorable teen wolf fic that deals with the topic, featuring deaf food-blogger!derek.

in addition to that one…

newer fics featuring clint barton by copperbadge feels like a weird rec, but i’ve never known copperbadge to treat an issue badly and with clint now fandom-accepted/canon-confirmed (?? not sure which, just that it’s everywhere now) as a hoh character, there might be some good things in there. (there might also not be, because i’d rather get these recs to you than scour them, but i have hope ;v;)

sorting ao3′s ‘deaf’ tag by kudos got me a few promising fics, though i’d go for the avengers/teen wolf ones and avoid the yoi and snk ones (how much of that is personal grudge is up in the air, but i don’t have very good impressions of how those fandoms treat disabilities/minorities—going for the most popular of those could be… either helpful or damaging rn, i have no idea;;)

i’m so sorry, and i wish i had more, but maybe these might help a little ;-;

----EDIT i am just now realizing that you said you’d gone through all of ao3′s

im gomen ;v;

i will still rec copperbadge, because i trust them and they don’t tend to tag their disabilities, but sadly i don’t have good recs. i’m so sorry;;

#fic rec #♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ #anon