#god im just

[gregrulzok]

Honestly thinking about Fugo drives me up the goddamn wall sometimes like-- Like--

The gang were his family. He was with Buccellati the longest out of anyone, and he loved and admired him, and he helped bring the rest of the gang together, and he was such close friends with Mista and Narancia and they goofed off and did stupid teenage shit and choreographed little dances

And he'd grown so used to A. His boss being generally very sensible and caring for them all and B. His boss coming to him for advice

And then one day someone shows up and just... Takes over leadership basically entirely. Just. Has so much influence over the man who practically raised Fugo. And immediately starts directing him towards what is basically guaranteed death for at least some of them

When Fugo stays behind, digs his heels in and says "No, this is a bad idea, someone's going to get killed" don't you think he thinks, deep down, that Buccellati will listen to him? Will snap out of whatever rose-tinted glasses he's put on and take the advice of the person he's been relying on this whole time?

Because Fugo is smart, Fugo is rational, Fugo advises Buccellati and helps keep everyone safe, just as Buccellati helps Fugo not do anything impulsive out of anger. They know each-other and balance each-other and they TRUST each-other. And Fugo was looking for that trust. In that moment don't you think he expected that Buccellati would trust him?

And instead he gets left behind on the shore basically without a second thought. Just. "Okay. We won't force you. Bye." From his best friends. From the man that has been with him since he was a lost, scared little kid in need of a home. Even the boy he rescued from the goddamn streets leaves him behind, not for a noble cause, but for the sake of a girl they just met.

And Fugo was RIGHT, he was correct, they did die, his best friend died, his father figure died. Only One Of his actual friends survived.

There's no triumph in that though. No I-Told-You-So. It's just guilt because he could've saved them. If he hadn't assumed that they'd listen to him, and cared for his input. If he'd somehow known that he was that dispensable and could be left behind without a second thought. He could've gone with and literally just stood in the same room as Diavolo and killed him. Everyone else could stay outside.

Only one of them really had to die for everything to resolve, and that one was Fugo.

Why do you think he was so eager to go rushing to his death for the sake of what little remains of his family in Purple Haze Feedback.

#god im just #im so feral #hes just like me fr fr #i love him so goddamn much #jjba #jojos bizarre adventure #jjba patt 5 #jjba fugo #fugo jjba #pannacotta fugo #fugo pannacotta #golden wind #vento aureo #jjba golden wind #jjba gold experience #jjba vento auero #purple haze feedback #jojo #jojo part 5 #jojo part five

[fyrewalks]

buck being kissed by a man and the whole lead up to the kiss is goofy and fun? i love queer joy 💖

#ooc #911 spoilers #god im just #still processing

[shutupdia]

Gintoki is a jackass and not the best role model ever but also he loves Shinpachi and Kagura a lot. As siblings, friends, kids whatever he loves them a lot and man i adore their bond so much 😭

#dia screams about gintama #god im just #im sobbing about the odd jobs trio

[prrcyjacksons]

no thoughts head empty. just the romitri kiss

#mans put his whole heart and tongue into it. so hot of him #GOD IM JUST #dimitri belikov #rose hathaway #vampire academy #romitri #*bell.va

[gluttonygirls]

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#gay thoughts #god im just #aaaaa #wanna be so fat #so huge #just fed all the sweetest foods #made into a blob #asdlfk;asjdf #down so baaaaad

[viralvava]

theres honestly not enough content involving the ocarina of psychological-trauma-only-you-remember being used by time during lu imo

like theres a few. but not enough. i need the detached angst possibilities found by "no, no, i know what i did wrong this time," eerily calm in the middle of a scenario from the pits of hell, before taking out the ocarina and, well

and that's not even counting the complete and utter lack of fics with anything else being played, like the song of healing to get a mask from a curse, or time summoning a storm or sunlight out of nowhere for the gang on a shit weather day

#linked universe #lu time #linked universe time #fanfiction #god im just #where is it? my delicious angst? #give it over

[feralthembo]

MY OPERATER AGED INTO A FIRMLY GENDERFUCKED MOIRA OVERWATCH IM

#MY LITTLE GOTHLING HAS GROWN UPPPPPPPP #anyway im apparently heading to fortuna next and im gonna cry #GOD IM JUST #LOOKING AT THEM LIKE YEAH THAT ONE LOST ITS GENDER IN THE VOID FRFR

[sasha-whos-askin-racket]

I was - I was -  having a good evening. And then I made the ever fatal error of going looking for Warehouse 13 edits on YouTube. And I found a Clinksy shipper. A Clinksy shipper who outright states in their comments/video description (because I always check comments/descriptions on edits with Steve and Claudia for this exact reason) that they are fully aware that Steve is gay, but “wanted Claudia to turn Steve straight and for them to get together.”

And I am upset. Because Steve was, I think, genuinely the first out and proud gay character that I had seen in any media that I watched or interacted on a fandom level with. For 14 year old me, who was just coming to terms with his own sexuality and the fact that he was gay, Steve was an absolute godsend. I loved him, I adored him, he was so damn important to me, and I know that they’ll always be people who feel this way, but just for once can we have something. 

Steve is canonically a gay man. Not bi or pan or anything else. He’s gay. He says he’s gay (in those exact words) multiple times, he rejects the advances of several women, and tells them that he’s gay when he does so, he’s visibly uncomfortable when it’s suggested to him by other people that he should get with women. It’s not like you’re headcanoning a straight character as bi or something like that, you’re taking a gay character - I think the only actually confirmed prominent gay character in the show* and you’re not even making him bisexual, you’re literally saying you wanted him to be straight, and it’s fucking infuriating and it’s pissed me off, and I know for a fact it’s an old video, made back when the show was still airing, but it’s still awful and shitty and I’m still upset over it.

Steve Jinks is a fucking important character and this is bullshit, and it’s bullshit that I’m damn tired of.

#vince vents #sorry about that but holy fucking shit my guard is up around anything like this #let us have something #let us have FUCKING something PLEASE #if this person is still in the fandom i really hope their ideas have changed since then #*i know helena is canonically bi and myka is implied bi but steve is the only actually gay character #god im just #aaaaaaaaa #holy shit #warehouse 13 #steve jinks

[nintendont2502]

This close to learning how to raise the dead so I can kick cook's smug colonising ass

#GOD im just #dont get me wrong im literally always fucking pissed about australias past #the stolen generation the indigenous Australians in tasmania the aboriginal protection act #theres so fucking much i cant even think of it all right now #but idk tonight its just all come up #im fucking FURIOUS #which isnt helpful because its like 12 am #and there isnt any british colonising dickheads i can beat the shit out of #but GOD #i think its a combo of studying the fucked up shit we did all year + thinking about how thanksgiving and australia day are pretty similar #< controversy wise anyway #and how the next major holiday apart from christmas is fucking australia day #me.txt #aussieposting

[caswlw]

maybe i’m just too attached to the crown i’ve been following royal accounts for a while now and i didn’t think she’d die before the show ended 😩

#GOD IM JUST #anyway . i’ll chill out lemme pick up my starbucks #queen elizabeth #the crown

[the-gay-trashmouth]

The worst part about loving someone is that eventually you lose them. Its worth it, of course, every moment I spend with them, every laugh and every single kiss, it's all worth it. but.

It's still cruel. To let me know that love only for it to be taken.

#starinwont shut up #death mention #vent in tags #my partner just got news that they most likely only have 13 months to live #they have a hole in their heart. #i never thought this would happen so soon #i love him #theyre my fucking world #i dont wanna lose them #i just #god im just #i love them so fucking mucu

[lesbianralzarek]

"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now #there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??' #and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies #aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you #so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager #the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience

[epicsauce]

learning that self deprecation isnt cool and just makes the people around you uncomfortable unironically improved my mental health a lot. like if you just stop saying negative shit about yourself you will genuinely like yourself more and other people wont be repulsed by your attitude and you will have more friends. it's true.

#people will fr go ''god im such an ugly loser LOL i suck at everything i do and i should just kms“ #and then go “why does no one want to be around me” #maybe because your attitude sucks. maybe because i said 'those mean things you say about yourself arent true' #and you spent five minutes arguing with me about how im wrong. #00

[bluestonewings]

ACES!!! Look at this Scientific American article!!! It makes me genuinely so happy to read. We’re making it!!!!

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/asexuality-is-finally-breaking-free-from-medical-stigma/

#asexual #demisexual #ace pride #queer #lgbtq #aromantic #aroace #GUYS READ IT PLEASE IM SO HAPPY!!! #update y’all check notes for the time traveling! I’m very honored ppl think I’m some ace time traveling god though. just for science article

[payasita]

being a manager sucks balls half the time but the cashier kids im in charge of trust me enough to dick around in front of me so ive been keeping a running list of the shit they say that makes me laugh randomly: -"guys, is it cheating if you play fortnite with your ex" [4 seperate others, immediately]: "YES" -"there must be like… infinite sentences" -"bro what bro what the fuck bro what's that mean bro why'd you say that bro what" <distraught response to a girl randomly greeting him with 'hey there big boy' in an old timey transatlantic news reporter accent

#personal #text #gonna miss these kids lol #theres more i cant remember rn but i swear to god some of them do it just to make me crack up when im the only one in charge #infinite sentences kid and bro what the fuck kid are the same kid #he could not give less of a shit about this job it's so fucking funny

[oars]

#i feel like tge fact im apprehensive about posting this is kinda proving my point #the way everyone talks about both weight gain and weight loss is just horrendous #like idek if i could fit all i wanna say in here especially while im at work but #i so badly wish people could be normal about weight gain and talking about it #its like if youre not in some constant state of wanting to lose weight people want to kill you #god forbid you want to put on weight to feel more comfortable in your body outside of muscles and a butt #fatphobia is a given thats a whole other few paragraphs #im grateful i have mutuals and friends who are normal but ill have or hear these convos and go #ok i feel sick. why do i feel this way why do you feel that way. #anyways i think fatphobia is one of the worst things to ever happen