#giving them the complexity they deserve

[sulliedsorrow]

going insane thinking about skk breakup dazai leaving the port mafia again because. he really just up and left without saying anything. not a word, not a goodbye, not a “chuuya would you like to come with me.” and he never said anything after. didn’t try to get in contact at all. no texts, no calls, no letters, no cryptic messages decipherable only to the both of them.

imagine being partners with someone. imagine forging a bond so strong that it’s been likened to a diamond sharpening another diamond. imagine spending three years with someone, forging a relationship, learning about each other and what makes them click and how to work together and how exist together.

imagine they throw it all in your face. they leave and not only do they leave, but they do so in a manner which shows that they never even considered you. they left as if your lives aren’t connected, they left as if it was the easiest thing in the world.

imagine everyone else finding out before you.

what was the past three years for then. what was them telling you that you gave them a reason to live for then. has it expired? has it run out? was it not enough? did they find something better?

and the lack of respect of it all. you never would have stopped them from leaving if they just explained why they had to. you would have been angry, you would have been pissed off because it’s the same story over and over again, you hurt everything you touch, you hurt everything you get close to, you’re never enough of a reason for someone to stay; but you would have understood. eventually. but they didn’t do that.

they wrote you so neatly out of their life that you wonder if you were ever a part of it in the first place.

#my writing #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #chuuya centric #he makes me sad #they make me sad #*smacks chuuya* the amount of abandonment you can fit into this boy #like what dazai did was just insulting plain and fucking simple #i’ve always thought it was more than him just leaving yknow. dazai has always been a flight risk and i think on some level chuuya was aware #but to not Say Anything #man. fucking blew up his car and thought that would be enough LMAO #one day i’ll tackle dazai’s perspective on this because i do think it’s incredibly nuanced #or at least it’s nuanced in my head #giving them the complexity they deserve #if asagiri won’t write it well i will #bsd #chuuya nakahara #dazai osamu

[thefloatingstone]

Appleseed PDA montage to save you from reading endless pages of unimportant politics that don't amount to anything

also because I have nothing better to do, I'm bored, I'm moody, my gaming laptop is still broken so no BG3, and it's too late at night to start drawing after doing animation clean-up all day.

#Manga #Appleseed #Shirow Masamune #80s #This is literally every single one of these moments in the entirety of the manga's run #including bonus material #There's some great character writing hidden among all the infodumping and technobabble as well #But like I said before all it accomplishes is to make you frustrated #Because despite being written so well #Masamune was more interested in waxing philosophical than actually giving his characters the attention they deserve #Despite them displaying an insane amount of depth and complexity whenever they are able to #it's a very rare case where the characters are EXTREMELY well written and almost every moment they are on screen is amazingly well done #But the manga keeps demanding you listen to completely different side characters talk about politics for endless pages #while at the same time none of these politics have any consequence or relevance to the actual stories that happen on screen. #So it ends up with the majority of the manga is like listening to some guy you don't know on the bus reading the headlines of a newspaper #at you about political tension between two countries you have never heard of and will never feature in your life again #How do you write such great and well written characters and then be completely disinterested in actually putting them on screen?????

[watcherintheweyr]

desperately need people to understand that alicent is a victim but she’s also an abuser and a perpetrator

that she actively makes choices to harm other women because of jealousy and envy and the greed deep in her bones because submitting to suffering didn’t get her what those women fight to grasp for themselves.

she is absolutely a victim, in show.

that doesn’t change that she abused rhaenyra and her children, her own son, most likely helaena given how she flinches every time her mother touches her, and is actively weaponizing the patriarchy of westeros against other women- rhaenyra primarily, but also mysaria and dyana.

she isn’t the moral, righteous force of good that even she thinks she is, she’s a wounded woman directing all of the rot, pain, and fury inside her at the wrong people and forces.

#anti team green stans #anti team green #anti alicent hightower stans #i don’t wanna say it’s anti alicent bc honestly it’s more ‘accept her for who she is bc she’s so much more complex and interesting when you #but i made this bc someone genuinely tried to say that the reason people hate her is that they don’t see her as a victim #most rational people know show!alicent is a victim #it’s the point that’s she’s an abuser as well #that makes them dislike her #that she’s a hypocrite and a traitor #i don’t even like young alicent bc i don’t at all think she was a good friend to rhaenyra #‘it’s not your place to question the plots of lords and men’ to the named heir #dismisses rhaenyra’s hopes and idealism entirely out of hand #is baffled that rhaenyra is more worried for her fathers happiness and mother’s wellbeing than her position #she knew as early as ep 3 that otto was conspiring against rhaenyra and never told anyone #condemns ‘targaryen customs’ only to wed her daughter to her son even younger than she was when otto dangled her before viserys #acts entitled to rhaenyras secrets whilst condemning and judgemental even though she did not give rhaenyra that same courtesy #made no attempt at apology for the insensitive comment of aegon’s birth #though rhaenyra DID try to apologize for the ‘imprisoned in a castle’ line and tried to comfort her #uses her power as queen to push past the space rhaenyra is trying to create because she feels heartbroken and betrayed #rhaenyra took part in alicent’s culture with prayer at alicent’s urging because she cared about alicent and alicent was trying to help her #alicent is never once shown to return that favor instead condemning it for ‘queerness’ and growing to later #erase and remove all targaryen and valyrian heraldry from the red keep to replace with her own #like alicent is a victim and i DO have empathy for her. but i don’t like her and never will #especially not after the way her stans behave #she deserved better than otto’s machinations and viserys’…. viserysness #but that can also be true whilst i condemn her actions and behaviors

[a-wins-a-win]

unpopular opinion?? maybe?

Matt & Ivy have a really interesting dynamic!! both pre- and post-canon!! with or without romantic undertones!! either reciprocal or one-sided!!

and obviously it has to be handled with a particular level of care/respect BUT I think if we allowed them enough grace there is space to explore a really interesting possibility for that relationship.

#obviously Matt is not ENTITLED to Ivy - im absolutely not saying that at all #and he definitely did a lot of things extremely wrong and Ivy doesn’t HAVE to forgive him - she doesn't even have to *like* him #and in many stagings she actually doesn’t at all! even pre-canon she isn't into him on a *platonic* level - which i love for her #but I also think that - misguided & clumsy about it though he was - Matt is genuinely trying his best to see her as a person. #an idealized version of a person yes. but a person nonetheless. #which is what Ivy wants from Jason (and tbf he sees her as a person also but it’s an obviously different situation) #and while you can't force romantic compatibility (that was like. the whole point.) in some versions of the show they're not-quite-dating #- in varying types of “situationship” with varying levels of commitment. so it's not insane to me to say hey #maybe they need time to stabilize themselves and figure out who they are again after the events of the show. but maybe a couple years - #- down the line they reconnect and they're both in a better place & maybe this time it can all work out. #idk I think I just see a lot of people write it off entirely - and they’re well within their rights to do so don’t get me wrong #but I don’t think it’s fair necessarily to put them in the ‘doomed to fail’ category #wow okay I care about them as a pair more than I realised #tldr; give Matt & Ivy and their relationship dynamic the grace + complexity they deserve #mouse talks bapo #bare a pop opera #Ivy Robinson #Matt Lloyd #[as a side note - sometimes I think about queer Matt & transmasc Ivy & the interesting concept of their potential boyfriendism]

[moonilit]

having so much emotions over Jote and Joshua I can’t even articulate, like

#Like I know it looks like this one side unexplored ship at first glance but once you give it a thought #Dear god #their situation is so complex and there is SO much work and healing that need to be done #Especially after you learn more about the undying and put two and two together to see what kind of environment - #- they both grew up in #They are at first glance the master and servant trope #Which isn’t so exciting imo #Until you learn that technically neither of them choose it #You can tell they are two kids who grow up together and ‘saw’ each other #Jote not wanting to let go of Joshua because she knows the burden he was forced to carry as the firebird #Knowing that this path would kill him and she want to save him save her dearest friend #While Joshua seeing how Jote was made to live a life where she have no freedom or life or future #Both wanting to save each other but were powerless against their situation #And at the first chance Joshua gets he let her go #Even though she was the only person who grew to see and love him for just him #Which is his most precious inner wish yet he give that up for her sake #Imagine when he thought for years Clive was gone the only person who saw him and believed in him as him #The loneliness of being a god and a deity and yet Jote came along and mended his heart again #Then he let her go because she deserve to be free #Im in tears #there are more layers then this but #I can’t write all of then in the tags aaaaa #Like do you understand me?? Do you?? #Jote #joshua #ffxvi #Like a big theme in this game is people wanting to carry the burden with their loved ones like come one im crying here

[theshippirate22]

every now and then i get hit with the idea of what might happen if Joyce found out about the sins of s1&2 jonathan

#she would lose her shit #WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU TOOK PICTURES OF THEM HAVING SEX???? #WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU KNEW THEY WERE TOGETHER AND SLEPT WITH HER ANYWAY??? #things would go down in the byers house that night #nancy wouldn’t be excluded from the yelling either because she was the cheater and HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THIS #meanwhile steve is like please it’s fine it’s just me i deserved it #and she about gives herself whiplash to turn around and tell him that’s bullshit and he absolutely didn’t deserve it and #WHY THE FUCK WOULD HE SAY THAT #and then nancy would get all like sheepish and just leave and steve would end up with like an edible arrangement and shit a few days later #meanwhile jonathan is getting SCREAMED AT #she pulls out the i Am sO dIsApPoInTeD iN yOu #Will!!1!1! #i swear to good if you EVER do this to a someone you’re gonna regret it! #THEY GAVE STEVE A FUCKING COMPLEX #steve is like i can hear you i’m right here #sorry sweetie you know i’m right though #then she turns to argyle and eddie who have been sitting there the whole time #YOU TWO #argyle screams a little bit and eddie chokes out yes ma’am #(never forget this is the woman that punched a politician and took an ax to her own walls okay she’s CRAZY) #YOU TWO TAKE STEVE HOME. WAIT NO TAKE HIM TO BASKIN ROBBINS THEN TAKE HIM HOME #*angrily pulls cash from her wallet and hands it to them* #STEVE I LOVE YOU YOURE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME PLEASE COME TO DINNER ON THURSDAY #argyle mumbled good luck to jonathan on the way out and jonathan is like please don’t leave me here alone 😭😭😭😭

[wren-kitchens]

can someone read the httyd books

I need to talk about them with someone

#they just. #I love them. #literally though the movies are NOTHING like the books #the plot of the books is slavery is bad and a corrupt leader will only bring pain and that you must treat everyone as equals and so much mo #re and the films are just #‘oh animal abuse is bad! animals are almost as good as us!’ #the books are about the dragons (who are as if not more intelligent than the humans) who were enslaved for centuries overthrowing the tyran #t humans whilst hiccup tries to make peace between both sides and give dragons the respect they deserve #they’re amazing like the movies absolutely did *not* do them justice #the dragons have their own language #some of them are telepathic #some can shoot poison darts #there’s little cards explaining how each dragon works as it shows up in the books #it’s amazing #it’s a kids’ series as well so it’s not like a super complex read #okay propaganda over pls read them #httyd #how to train your dragon

[mysteriouslybluepirate]

Hi

Yeah, I've seen the 1 min 30 Izzy teaser. I've seen it many times. I'm choosing to not go crazy on here because the second I do, I will abandon my WIP, and spend all day going in mental loops.

I'm just stuck on feelings of- 'damn we were right' (happy) and 'oh, damn, we were right' (devastated).

#ofmd s2 #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd s2 speculation #spoilers for s2- especially Izzy and speculating about what the teaser implies- in the remaining tags #I knew Ed/Izzy would be taken seriously. I trusted Con to take a look at this and give it the full attention it deserves. I'm VERY happy rn #I love Ed/Izzy(a lot) but it's not healthy and I'm happier that the show is giving Izzy a serious arc to deal with it vs the alternative #which is part of the fun most Ed/Izzy shippers (especially artists/writers) get! they know #that this relationship on the show IS complex and there's shit on both ends these characters need to work through #Liking Ed/Izzy doesn't mean you endorse the behaviors of either characters. This season will likely show us even more of their past #and show even more shit between the two of them. It's likely Izzy won't come out 1 clean either. But that's why this is a ship people follo #Con is THE person to have for this arc as MANY of his projects include these types of issues in relationships. The man is GOOD at crying #I am SO fucking excited to see how he'll handle Izzy you lot have NO IDEA #BUT-The second I see anti's say shit on how any character deserves to be abused I will block them. #let's remember all the people in this fandom who are survivors of abuse and think 'Would I say this to them'? If so. Fucking Don't. #Yes. Morality isn't tied to fiction. You can like what you like. But let's remember you saying stupid shit can still affect real-life peopl

[knowlesian]

honestly i am in love with how stede and ed are Our Heroes but they’re also middle aged men with unhappy lives behind them, people they have hurt either inadvertently or on purpose, and mistakes so large they can’t just pretend they never happened and move it on along.

stede was an emotionally unavailable husband, and a father who abandoned his children without saying goodbye; ed took the damage the world threw at him and made up things like the no pets rule.

we’re not supposed to write them off for those past sins. we know why and how they were damaged young, and we know trauma ground in early feels like normalcy and makes the coping skills needed to get through it that much harder to move beyond. but we’re not supposed to excuse them and create a narrative where there was never any other choice and they literally had to do harmful things, either; they had other choices, and they made these choices. 

instead, it’s a lot more hopeful.

they made these choices and the world damaged them in these ways. they’ve gone where they’ve gone; they are where they are and who they are, and neither one of them are happy because of it.

so: the only thing left to do if they actually want to change it up is make new choices; admit their mistakes and face their flaws and love each other anyway, honestly, without excuses or condemnation.

#truly this fuckin show #this is why i’m like: why pretend any of them HAD to make shitty choices #thats the beauty of this show! it wasn’t that they never made any mistakes #its that now they are brave enough to admit their mistakes and begin to do the work of fixing them #stede was not a good dad! ed made people kill their pets! and neither one of them allowed anyone to truly know them #it’s so understandable and heartbreaking and part of the magic #it’s never too late to look around and go oh word i can just… not? i can allow myself vulnerability???? #the idea that they are better than they are is like… but they deserve love despite being these men that’s the POINT #ugh i just love this show like yes. give me complex characters and empathy AND accountability

[katmaatui]

hmm

#read a fic that was focused on how abuse could fester in the superhero community and it brought up the arisia plot #it gets a least some points for getting her age right but it is still very much a titans focused fic talking about it #and there's so many details left off just to make hal look like he was the only one in the wrong there and not actually look at the #enviroment that festered that type of relationship and the almost cult like nature of the gls and how it was encouraged by everyone who kne #them both #but like john or guy was never mentioned in relation to that and the way john in particular knew it was bad but never said anything and it' #such a complex situation that honestly no fic that doesn't focus on it will give it the justice it deserves #also like they did end up getting her age wrong because by the time that gl rebirth rolls around she's in her mid 20s at least and not stil #a teenager #Personal Stuff I Guess

[malikselfindulgence]

Kiri and Mina hear Rose literally screaming insults so loud at his phone that they get ready to beat someone the fuck up . Phone call ends and Rose is huffing and puffing and clenching xeir fists and they ask her what's wrong what happened where do they live we just want to talk . Rose shows them the watch-history log of his and Shinso's shared acc and Mina and Kiri blink comically. Turns out Shinso watched 2 whole episodes of a show they always watch together despite SWEARING on his life he'd wait for her to finish class . Kiri is trying very hard to be sympathetic and Mina's giggling unabashedly

#rose and shinso get into fights all the time but rlly dumb ones that literally dont mean anything #shinso truly doesnt give a fuck about half the shit they argue about he just thinks its funny to take the opossing stand from rose #shinso : this movie was okay I enjoyed it #rose: this moviewas SO GOOD holy fuck andthis CHARACTER #shinso: hated that movie . terrible movie like truly shit awful . and that character deserves a thousand deaths btw #tbeyre silly . and goofy . ♡ #oc: rose bnha #interneuronshipping #fizzy paint trio #<- thisis because . they have bright/dyed hair . and theyr bubbly and silly . and I love them <3 #myand my Incredibly original very complex vedy cool and meaningful naming process

[goldkrone-struggle-tweets]

I am an adult, I have responsibilities, I can log off at any time, it is beneath me to get involved in or vaguepost about petty fandom disagreements- sees a post ah.

#this is about the duck should get human rights thing btw if you care #duck #ahiru #meta #fandom wank #I Disagree With People On The Internet. shocking I know but that's how it is #she is happy on the lake as a duck? idk. skeptical. are you sure #she can't relate to other birds and sees them as simple creatures as a human with more complex desires #she just has fakir and that's not enough she can't live like that she deserves more than that #and who are you to accuse me of “not knowing the show is about self acceptance” #I have made multiple separate tag rants on the topic. I know about it I just disagree. we exist #I know what the show is about. I just don't think that it was written in a convincing or satisfying enough way #for me to fully agree with it #like from here it just looks like a character who is placed in an unstable and miserable situation #purely because it's what she naturally is. even though she displays few behaviors typical to that. and thinks “it sucks” #and she has to accept that because? it's not convincing and is frankly circular #if you want a narrative like that then DON'T FUCKING LAST UNICORN IT. #don't place an ant on a circuit board give it for a brief moment the capacity to comprehend the circuit board #and then tear that knowledge away and leave it an ant again and expect it to be fine with that and keep on trucking like normal because #“oh well this wasn't meant for my eyes let me just forget about it” #no!!! #pick Anything else to use as your metaphor. I'm begging you. #when your self acceptance metaphor is a textbook fucking cosmic horror story you are *doing something wrong* #and I'm saying this because I love this show #unrelated but the cosmic horror angle here is kinda interesting actually. hmm. #mysterious and transmutable

[biblicalhorror]

Yknow that post that's like "when someone points out the wrong flaws in a character you hate so you're put in the unfortunate position of having to defend them" because that's me with the beloved 00s sitcom Friends

#'its so awkward without the laugh track!' first of all its not even a laugh track #its a live studio audience #google it #thats why the bloopers also have people laughing #secondly like. yeah??? #shockingly the media that was designed around a certain sound element is more awkward and clunky when that element is edited out #'its homophobic/transphobic' this argument ill give a little more grace towards #bc like yeah a lot of the ways that the characters reinforce gender roles/stereotypes on one another is by threat of homophobia #and some of the jokes about chandlers parent are offensive #but it was also literally the first ever show to have a lesbian wedding onscreen in 1996 #(roseanne did an episode on a gay wedding like a month before) #& w all the issues the show has dealing with trans people/drag it was a helluva lot better than almost anything else coming out @the time #for example chandler's trans parent is misgendered by other characters literally constantly #but when we do finally meet them theyre played by a cis woman in drag rather than a cis man in a wig #which yeah isnt perfect but is also much better than most trans representation onscreen at the time #and the character is allowed to be just as complex and sympathetic as any other parent on the show #i would even say moreso than the other parents tbh #'they put monica in a fat suit' yeah thats bad #and especially because of all the demeaning jokes monica is put through even after shes skinny #but the show again also takes the time to explore fat monicas humanity and how shes deserving of love #and explicitly states that her weight/body image issues were explicitly caused by her parents' emotional abuse/neglect #and even if she had stayed fat forever chandler would have still fallen in love with her #bc the show acknowledges that fat monica is not anywhere near deserving of the vitriol she receives from the ppl around her #which again for the time in the 90s/00s was pretty progressive #'theyre all functioning alcoholics' first of all theres an ep where theyre all shocked that the 6 of them went through 2 bottles of wine #and the reason for that is because one character finished one by themselves #secondly point out to me any mainstream sitcom from the last 30 years that doesnt have flagrant alcohol consumption #'they have like 2 black characters in the entire show and poc are treated terribly' #YES!! now we're talking #'ross sucks and ross/rachel is a romanticized depiction of emotional abuse' 10000% agree

[riverofrainbows]

Ok so i finally watched part two of the library episode with River and the vashta nerada and all that (spoilers ahead?)

And oh boy Moffat that was foul. Rivers ending. Just absolutely pathetic. He put her. In the white dress, the dead wife white summer dress. And then put her on a green field and had some rando team members there too (also in white clothes??). And then. And then. He made her a mum. Can you get more heteronormative, more misogynistic.

He made her a mum to the little girl (and i did find the idea that she could tell her some of her stories to her very cute), but then also to the two made up little kids Donna had while in there, the apparently made up little kids because every actual person was saved you know. He made her a mum to three kids (two of those made up) for the rest of her existence.

And her whole character was all about adventure, independence, research. But no, she could not have a proper ending without being put into traditional gender norms. He probably only let her have as much fun as she did later because he already had her ending secured in the bag.

That is a fucking disgrace to her character, and frankly embarrassing for Moffat. Like he should be embarrassed, that the only peaceful ending he could imagine was rounding up any children lying about and stuffing them and her in a traditional nuclear family for eternity, nevermind that two of those children were actually imaginary and one was a few hundred years old, and she was never really the traditional mum type (confined to her home and offspring).

She also never stopped smiling in the epilogue, implying that she was truly happy then? As if that would fulfill her? She just died, she can show some bitter sweet emotion at least.

#own post #dr who #doctor who #river song #moffat #gives h*rry p*tter epilogue vibes #also the dead wife dress was stupid as fuck she always wears some funky boho mum indiana jones clothes #and this looked like mary winchesters fucking nightgown #i do get the dead team members like it was nice that they saved them and she would be happy to see them again yeah #but the ecstatic hugging in white clothes? with all the peaceful smiling? like what was that #i wonder if he tried to be smart and metaphorical and gave the computer world heaven vibes on purpose #i mean probably #it's not actually as clever as he thinks it is tho #actually it gives me supernatural vibes except that they did it better #it's also not fair to the children btw like the two made up children still baffle me anyways and the lite girl shouldn't be reduced to #'generic 8 year old' or whatever that was like it's is more complex than that and she deserves to be respected as such

[erythristicbones]

unexpected side effect of deciding to redesign Nisha & Artemis & Apollo as an evil punk band bc its my story and i choose the self-indulgence......im actually getting really attached to Apollo now

#i made this decision bc i adore nisha/artie both as their own ppl and also as a deeply haunting romance that wont leave me alone!!!!! #and yea apollo is there too bc she has to be #i was not super invested in her ever #like half of my plot decisions for her have been solely based on me going 'hey u know what would be funny?' #she's like one of the only villains out of the main 7 that remains a villain the entire time!!!! #i was not supposed to give her a second thought!!!! #but yea Pol has been on my mind this entire morning as i redesign her n artie #i dont think i'll attempt to redeem her still. i think she deserves to always gaslight gatekeep girlboss forever. as a treat #but wow she might be one of my irredeemable villain OCs that im invested in #its hard to explain but like. part of me making the villains i do is that i personally Dont Need to get attached #not in the same way i do the other characters #i have a very weird relationship between my Compelling Villians and my Just Villains. if theyre meant to be complex #then i'll let myself get attached #otherwise my writing process hinges on me seeing them as an antagonistic force and not a nuanced being ya dig? #apollo was not intended to be a nuanced person. she was supposed to just be an antagonistic force #but one simple(not even finished yet) redesign is singlehandedly changing my entire view of apollo #i highly HIGHLY doubt she'll ever be as important to me as nisha/artie are.....but she's defs much higher on the list #than she was prior to this morning aldjdjaks

[emile-hides]

My mind is plagued by them so badly if anyone wants to do me the biggest solid and send me asks about them I know no one goes here anymore but this is for me to say my many thoughts at a void I just need a single prompt

#Fairy Tail #FairyTail #I made this to put my Queer headcanons on paper like I did for the Baka&Test cast but I just couldn't do it #There's so many fuckin guys y'all #I have so many thoughts there's so many guys just pick one and ask my thoughts I'll write you a novel #This is the second biggest solid you can do for me rn honestly brain fuckin full #I did my best to even slightly organize my emotions for these guys but honestly there is no one category that can hold any of them #I'm so stupidly attached to the Catholic Arc of Fairy Tail it's an Anime only Lucy centered filler Arc and I'm so attached to it #It's got all my favorite guys it's got Gonzolas it's got Jackpot it's got Sammy #It's got Catholic Guilt and the horrifying notion that inanimate objects in Fairy Tail's universe have will and feelings and conciousness #but not the ability to realize they have these things or to act upon them lest a Wizard uses cursed magic to give them human form #It's fucked as hell and I think about Laponte more often than he deserves #but also it has a buff ass blue cat with a Brother Complex and a Berdly level of bitchy smart boy attitued #And the second dumbest man ever written #Oh btw Fairy Tail is full of Dumbest Men You'll Ever Meet you want a dumb man Fairy Tail's your place no one thinks in this house #*Shakes Toby* Behold the dumbest fuckin guy ever written I love him so much I want to rattle his pea brain around his skull #I'm so abnormal about Fairy Tail guys please ask me about them I am alone at sea #as I deserve honestly but I'm still wishing for a message in a bottle #you could also commission me that's cool too that's solider number 1 right there