#for all InSomnia out there

[softkiseu]

heart guides the right way

just need to listen with care

#🔖 ↺ navi ❜ s 🦋 𓂃 ✿ ❀ ❁ ! #soft moodboard #pastel moodboard #indie moodboard #retro moodboard #edgy moodboard #cute moodboard #clean moodboard #pink moodboard #kpop moodboard #gg moodboard #dc moodboard #handong moodboard #dc #dreamcatcher #handong #handong icon #handong layout #handong aesthetic #for all InSomnia out there #➢ underrated artist! ⩩lets support

[vhvrs]

outfit timeline for ghost towns bc i thought itd be fun to put down what i was visualizing while writing + get out general hcs for these two (+ if i wanna draw ghost towns stuff i can have a handy guide lol)

sliding scale of being caught off-guard by your Not Crush vs trying desperately to impress them looking good for a time out with ur friends :3

final note i can also play w them like lil dolls :3c (under cut) ⏬️

#eddeddy #eene #dork art #i will milk ghost towns for all the content i can get just like i milked insomnia dreams its like #free playground. #i had wanted to do ed but ill probably do them at a different time bc im still figyring out my ed hcs #read my fic. #caving to finally do edd w freckles i thought it was too cliche of me but actually im gonna do it anyways. #wuhat if we were borderline4bordeeline

[weird-life-of-a-closet-fangirl]

Currently thinking about Fabian Seacaster, finally home after the ordeal in the Forest of the Nightmare King, alone in his room and finding himself fully unable to sleep the way he used to before everything. Because it's dark and the blackout curtains in his room make the shadows seem too real, like they're slowly creeping towards him to consume him whole, and his friends, his party isn't here to protect him while he sleeps.

#i havent seen junior year yet but i heard he's home alone #ten bucks that his insomnia gets worse #at least before he could leave his room and run into cathilda or one of his dad's pirates #now his dad and his crew are all gone #cathilda isnt here #now its just him in the dark alone #he loves that big comfortable bed of his but he hasn't sprawled out across it since he came back from the forest #it just doesnt feel safe without his friends there with him #fabian seacaster #fantasy high

[auggiedrawsturts]

Younger siblings doing younger sibling things (they were supposed to go to sleep six hours ago)

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt leo #everyone always talks about Donnie and Leo hanging out at night bc of insomnia/hyperfixations #and I love that headcanon #BUT WHAT ABOUT MICHEAL???? #hes a teenage artist with adhd and his own private room #you cant convince me that he doesn't stay up late or pull all nighters because he gets too focused on his art #also if youre wondering why Raph isnt included #he is currently asleep in his own room like a normal person with a normal sleep schedule #the weirdo /lh #I totally drew this at a reasonable time and not in the middle of the nights

[gaydonweaver]

forgot his gay little glasses but that's ok (I have gay glasses too it's nothing to be ashamed of hashtag pride)

some doodles I made while I was experiencing nightcore brain rot and also thinking about panty stocking anime

Obviously this is the original image (iconic, beautiful, stunning, masterpiece, should be in museum):

#quadeca #fanart #art by me #hivemind quadeca #angel with a shotgun #nightcore #redraw #we're so back #freaked out for like 3 hours yesterday but we're balling now I haven't slept at all 🔥🔥🔥 yeah baby insomnia!!! #I'm actually mad at how good this came out I thought for sure I was gonna fuck him up #doodles #brad taste in music #ok reaper angels aren't real in paswg I just made that up so I could draw emo quadeca hope u understand 🫶 #emo #brocken #evil

[tenshouining]

[day 3 - coming out] if youre not kissing in the lab are you really partners. . .

#jayce giopara #jayce league of legends #league of legends #arcane league of legends #league of legends fanart #transtism real #viktor machine herald #viktor league of legends #viktor league #meowmeow alert! #Trans Jayce Week 2023 #i think this is the most reasonable time ive posted one of these (its 20 to 2am which is . NOT reasonable when ive got a class at 10 oclock #with a 2hr commute but whatever they deserve it. i have insomnia anyways at leaste im being productive :] #been watching a lot of robotics vids by the way. feeling very electrical engineering rn #im like an atom youre like the eletron yessir #t4t #vikjayce #IVE FINALLY. figured out viktor in a way that isnt just like Arcane. actually looking at the games do crazy things for yoy #onceive got a substantial amount of notes on him ill post em all together i fink :)

[ickypuppi3]

billy and steve being the same character originally is so compelling to me because they really are just two sides of the same coin

#billy hargrove #steve harrington #harringrove #like they just fit together so well #something something billy being the sun and steve being the moon #like billy being california and steve being hawkins #billy being day and steve lying awake at night (fanon steve insomnia my beloved) #billy’s emotions being everywhere and out of control all the time and steve being unable to express himself - literally a closed book #billy being controlled by his dad vs steve’s parents never being around #but they’re also so similar #in a lot of ways #ships when they’re incomplete with out the other >>> #ships when they’re puzzle pieces that fit together but in a kinda fucked up way >>>

[alltheshadesofamber]

Tim Drake is NOT a chronic insomniac, he is taking a nap right now as we speak

#dc #dc comics #tim drake #like at the very least he doesn’t get any less sleep than the rest of those weirdos who run around the city all night #i don’t get why he’s singled out for this characterization #like seriously yeah maybe he doesn’t get enough sleep but none of the bats do he’s not special in this #and he’s not unable to fall asleep or has trouble with it (which is what insomnia literally is) #he CAN fall asleep he’s just running around on rooftops with the rest of the equally sleep deprived vigilantes #he takes naps all the time he does not have trouble falling asleep or purposefully stay awake refusing to sleep bc he knows his limits #and he’s a health freak. tim is a ‘my body is a temple’ guy #red robin #batman #batfamily #batfam #anti fanon #just to be clear ppl are allowed to have their fanons and i get that i support that #but so many ppl think that popular fanons are ACTUALLY canon and THAT is what annoys me

[thatsitso]

I just caught up with the manga and found out it's about to end 😭??? I'll miss them 💔

#insomniacs after school #kimi wa houkago insomnia #insomniacs after school fanart #isaki magari #sketch #my art #drawing #art #fanart #sketchbook #Really enjoyed the latest chapters even the fact that we got a time skip I wish it could go on longer :(( #And ahhh it seems I actually started reading it like exactly a year ago?! I didn't even realize 😭!! It was July 31st.. #I remember reading it all in 2 days shsh I loved it sm I actually couldn't sleep #and now a year later there's one chapter left 🥲 #and we got an anime too and I still didn't watch it! now will be a perfect time... #also just found out the manga recently started getting released in my country!!?! And no one told me 😭! #I wanted it so bad back thennn and now it's finally happening 🥺 I'll have them on my shelf soon 🤲 #ahh this manga really was so great #I love the artstyle so much and the characters and dialogues everything #it just felt so real #love it sm :(( #sad that the ending got so rushed thooo I wonder why #but eh waiting for the final chapter! #read Insomniacs after school fellas

[juriyuna]

every now and then, i'll see someone ask if magireco would ever broach the topic of teen pregnancy, since it has covered several other difficult real-world issues before. and maybe my brain has been milled into a fine dust but i always think about how this would be an interesting struggle to explore with yuna (and by extension, juri)

yuna's anger, trauma, and constant dehumanization of herself making her feel unfit for motherhood; terrified that she'll end up hurting her child, too... man. we know how protective yuna is of her own from how much she dotes on the girls in her gang, but this love is also part of what makes her suicidal-- she's so scared that the blood on her hands will stain everything she touches.

torn between loving her daughter and feeling that the kindest thing to do would be to give her up to a "normal" household... yuna would want the best for her baby, but she'd be worried that she wouldn't be able to provide that herself. after all, no amount of love can change the fact that she's an oni. would it be cruel to the child to have a monster for a parent? does she even deserve to raise something so innocent, after everything she's done? yuna isn't sure.

then there's the scandal that could spark once the public inevitably learns that the mayor's daughter (and torayamachi's respectable student council president) is pregnant at just 17-18. hasn't even graduated yet and she's having a kid with some low-class delinquent girl. [🐉]

some people would take the news alright- yuna's got a few friends at school who would have her back- but others would definitely start spreading some unsavoury rumours about her. she and hikaru can only do so much damage control, and they'd be powerless on the political front.

(not that yuna would necessarily care how it affects her father's reputation, since she started attending torayamachi academy to spite him, but regardless, i imagine it would only add to the reasons her parents would be less than thrilled about the pregnancy.)

... there's also how young and frail yuna is (higher risk of something going wrong), and the fact that she's a magical girl. she can't fight like this; she'd need others to provide her with grief seeds. it's not like she's leaving all of the fighting to her friends out of laziness or anything, but she'd probably feel like a leech for it. (she'd probably also have to tell hikaru not to push herself too hard; girl would be farming seeds for yuna like there's no tomorrow)

even if this was after the doppel system went global, nobody knows how doppeling could affect expecting mothers. yuna would be devastated if she lost her baby. the idea of her own flesh and blood becoming yet another person she tried and failed to protect would be soul-crushing.

juri's father would take the news alright. he might chew juri out for being irresponsible (even though he knows he's the pot calling the kettle black here), but his biggest hangup would probably be that he's gonna be called "grandpa" when he's not even 40 lmao

juri herself... she loves her family more than anything. family is the reason why she made her wish, and why she busts her chops trying to stay in school. she'd be a great dad!! but she would also be so scared of how her "sickness" could fuck everything up. what if she ends up snapping at her kid and ruining their relationship? what if she gets tangled up in something nasty and it drags their whole family down? what if her kid inherits her "sickness" and struggles with life just as much as she does? it's a lot to wrestle with...

juri would stay in spite of her anxiety, of course. she doesn't wanna cause yuna even more trouble, and she also knows from her own dad that being a single parent is Really Fucking Hard. besides, she's too much of a family man to up and ditch yuna and their (eventual) daughter like that.

(on that note, i like the idea of juri being way more protective of yuna than necessary during the pregnancy. keeps fussing over her to the point that she gets concerned and outright asks juri if something is wrong, haha.)

it's a bit cheesy, but man. something about the contrast of two girls who had planned on killing themselves because of all of the death and suffering they'd caused creating a new life... idk insert some smart-sounding allegory for hope and starting over here i love that stuff

juriyuna as teen parents is just. it's so thematically perfect to me. it covers the whole range from painful to bittersweet to heartwarming, and it would be a really interesting conflict for their characters to have to contend with.

#before anyone asks how: ⚥🐉 #i went this whole entire post without realizing that i might need to explain how juri would even get yuna pregnant in the first place #man i am just lost in the headcanon sauce #obligatory disclaimer that i do not expect this to happen in canon at all; i just like coming up with what-ifs #tbh there are a couple of other ships i think this could work for too but... that's a secret #at least until i get hit by an insomnia-induced lack of judgement and scuttle back in here to fart out some thoughts at 4am #magia record #kureha yuna #ooba juri #juriyuna #hc post #''is this weird to talk about or am i just embarrassed because i'm not used to it?'': a memoir by me

[dylanconrique]

lucy isn't in the hospital until 6x03 or 6x04 so it wouldn't be in the trailer!! the preseason stuff is only ever the first two episodes

yeeeeaaah i only got like 3hrs of sleep when i made that post so i was too tired to clock that earlier lol, silly me. 😅😅

#anon #answered #the rookie #the rookie s6 #well that's embarrassing lmaooooooo 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 #my insomnia in general has been REALLY bad lately too so that doesn't help my pee wee sized brain at all #thank you for kindly pointing that out to me #this just goes to show ya'll are following a COMPLETE IDIOT #feel like a 🤡🤡🤡 for following me yet?????? #cause ngl you probably should #chenford

[wildberryjams]

Hello ♡ It's been a while!

It's been over a year I think? I haven't kept track tbqh

I'm not really back, because I want to be noncommittal as possible (since I have a tendency to disappear when my motivation to write does)

But this is me saying that I'm finally working on under the rose again! ♡

I'd all but abandoned it months ago, but yesterday I had a burst of energy and managed to write a couple hundred words. Tonight, the total is 1300. It's not much, but it's a start!

I don't talk about my personal life for many reasons, but this year has been one of the most difficult I've ever experienced. The last thing on my mind has been Will and Azul, as much as I wish they'd kept occupying every inch of it like they used to.

That spark is coming back, I think! ♡ (More in the tags since this is getting long)

#I have lots of plans for this story since what I have published is barely one third of the entire thing #It works in three acts if I'm remembering my outline correctly. I'm still re-familiarizing myself with it #But yes I do intend on trying to get part 2 of ch. 9 out in the coming weeks! #I also wanted to continue the Ruby x Bobby x Stef love triangle in a band au setting but I'm seeing that the app is gone? #I cannot even begin to describe how upset I am that S1-3 are all gone before I was able to replay properly #Not to do a sharp turn but it's been a very taxing year mentally and I want to start the new year off by trying to work on a resolution #Which is finishing a fic! I don't know if I'll finish it in 2024 but I'm determined to write as much as I'm able #Anyway I will still be a fandom recluse but I'm excited to catch up on all the writing I've missed ♡ #Posting this and going promptly to sleep ♡ (Insomnia is a huge part of UTR's conception LOL)

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#shout out to my nana for saying my dad spends money like water #my dad who struggles with the idea of spending money bc of obsessive compilation thoughts but is making an effort #bc whats the point of saving up all your life just to die. nana? my dad whose wife is literally dying of cancer and is beginning to circle #the drain so hes deciding he wants to start spending his retirement money now while shes still alive. u old witch. Jesus christ. my mum #isnt gonna live forever. shes getting her bladder removed in February i think. imo ill just b happy if she lives past the end of my 5year #program. like holy fuck. i mean. its not really nanas fault. she probably has 0cd and probably has 0cpd. but like this is y u wanna try to #get better. so you dont grow into a miserable old fuck whose family hates u bc ur awful and killing ur husband thru ur illness. just saying #as someone whose can see their own behaviors mirrored in her. this is y i cant go on like this lol #hopefully i hit my rock bottom last year. ugh. i just wish i could sleep. when im not super depressed i cant seem to get a normal amount of #sleep and im exhausted all afternoon. im awake at night and early in the morning. it makes me nauseous too. insomnia i guess #but ive always slept rather little. maybe it was compulsive and now im just old and cant take it #hate it. wish it would stop but at least i dont feel like dying anymore i guess. im guessing the meds r exacerbating thr sleep issues if not #causing it. ugh symptom management i guess #unrelated

[dirtytransmasc]

I haven't posted about Avatar in a *hot* minute, but, I have been infected with the hyperfixation again and the incessant urge to just hit Spider with the projection/trauma stick is driving me feral.

I just want to give him a shit ton of issues man. I want to make my sweet baby boy baby miserable. I love him so I have to make his life as hard as possible.

like making him absolutely unwell and giving him a list of chronic illness/disabilities (on top of the ones he already has from being human on Pandora) wouldn't fix me, but it'd do something that'd make my brain feel a little less implode-y 🤷🏻

Edit: small disclaimer for anyone who doesn't know me, I am disabled, hence why I said projection, I just feel like I should mention that, or the tone of this post feels a little uncomfy

#I think spider has earned some chronic pain #and tummy problems #and migraines #and insomnia #and a fucked immune system (cause I think living amongst Aliens and having little to no exposure to a large germ/people pool to form- #immunity from and then being forcibly dragged from his little bubble to Bridgehead and then out with the recoms and then to the SeaDragon- #through the tainui villages and then finally the metkayina village. I just *know* his immune system is one sniffle away from crapping out) #and like. he was tortured. with a brain machine. so he can have a hand tremor and absence seizures or something. #and light sensitivity. he can have that too. #and he's probably super dissociative and/or maladaptive to cope (both is good. both is very good) #and give him a rolled ankle thats like 8 years old that he never let properly heal and just acts up constantly #and nasty scars from tending his own wounds as a kid #and give him a complex with hygiene from being neglected as a kid and constantly feeling dirty but literally not knowing how to make- #himself feel clean cause no one taught him basic life skills #also. give him autism. just cause. #all on top of his massive guilt complex that makes him feel like his unworthy of life/feel like a monster 25/8 #just for funsies #y'know you in a *great* place when you do this to your favorite little guys 😃🤗🫶👍 #(this may be a cry for help) #(I think the scariest part is that these aren't even all my ideas. just my favorites) #spider socorro #miles spider socorro #miles socorro #avatar #atwow #I love how this is my first post back into this fandom. it says greta things about me

[kiki-strike]

PTSD is so stupid saw a jar of biscoff cookie butter at the store and went ha that’s the brand they had in res. (Completely unaffected). Then went home and had a panic attack about it (????)

#first of all. how is a jar on a shelf that you didn’t even touch harming you at all??? #second of all. now that I know that chain Carrie’s bidcoff cookie butter I’m never going there again. let’s leave those worms in their can. #(sees a food) huh. cookie butter. (the ptsd gremlin cooking up a nice panic sequence for me) well probably staff are trailing you right now #and they just left that there on accident because obv they keep cookie butter with them. and they’re going to restrain and sedate you and to #you’ll wake up tubed xoxo #<- INSANE ITS A JAR OF BISCOFF COOKIE BUTTER CALM THE SHIT DOWN #I only slept an hour last night and didn’t sleep at all the night before so like that might have something to do with it but I feel like we’ #were gunning for day 3 here with the cookie induced paranoia #don’t buy belsomra guys belsomra is a ripoff that I’m pretty sure is just sugar pills #although I am abnormally resistant to pretty much every sleep med like iv ambien just makes me a bit lethargic the doctor who gave me it sai #said that was really weird and then ordered another piss test bc he thought I was on speed LMAO #nope just my brain. rotten. gone. #day 3 is usually when the insomnia hallucinations come out so like pray for me if you see this #though I did get an hour last night so maybe that counts

[arawsuu]

"With you, I'm home,"

[ OC ]

#oc #minecraft oc #enderman oc #My favorite thing to draw is these two now #Vendis has insomnia thanks to his Phantom genetics #like it just is so difficult to get to sleep and to get a good rest #so often hes running on fumes #alsira is naturally a furnace and vendis adores it #he gets hot so easily but something abt alsira is so relaxing #like he bakes the stress and tension out of even his bones and all alsira has to do to get vendis to sleep is hold him for like 5 minutes #theyre gay your honor