#fic musings

[plutoispurplw]

୨୧The story of Us ୨୧

Summary: Reader and Timothee!Wonka are having relationship problems and reader is questioning is this is the end of the story of them.

Words: 1K

Couple: Timothée!Wonka x Female reader

A/N: I only did this one shot because three things.

1- Two Days ago the light in my house was gone.

2- The request of @riordanness

3- I love Taylor Swift, you can count how many times I write a name of a song or a lyric.

My relationship with Willy was great, we we're crazy in love with each other, he was always affectionate like it was our last day alive. He was the love of my life and I knew it. I know it sounds bad but he is the only person or thing that I ever needed, It was like he convert darkness into daylight.

Our personalities were the opposite, I never had hope in people before I met him, always prepared to be stabbed by close people, nothing calm my racing thoughts, always overthinking, I felt haunted so I leave my tired hometown just to discover that I was the problem.

He was the sun and I was the moon.

When I met him after being trapped by Scrubbit, I felt more helpless that I ever felt but then I met him, three days later after I arrived, he become my best friend and then my lover, I always help him to sell his chocolates, and I stay with him after my debt was paid, he was my daylight.

The work of managing the fabric and his store had him tired all the time and stressed out and that when it happen, our bedroom that was our secret oasis become a battle ground, this was a war that neither of us could end without fighting over and over again.

The only thing I could thought before falling asleep was that if this was the end of the story of us. The fairytale was slowly dying and I couldn't bear witness it.

How long can we still be a sad song? How long the silence would last until one of us leave? I didn't even remember the last time we kissed, or cuddle, or even talk in a affectionate way.

One night I was exhausted of this, I need to feel again his caress and his lips against my collarbone, we were laying on the bed, the silence was still there, I got more closer to him and I try to hug him but he only pull away from my hold and got up from the bed.

I finally explode like a volcano. "I'm tired, why are you avoiding my touch or hugs like I'm something poisonous!" I yell at him while being sat on my knees on the bed.

"Stop, I don't wanna fight tonight, just stop."

He said with a very annoyed tone, his hands running through his hair.

"I'm tired of the silence, I miss when you cuddle with me while whispering sweet nothings against my hair." Tears streaming down my face, memories replaying like broken records. I got up from the bed and walk towards him. "I know that you're stressed out and that you don't wanna fight but we have to fight, if we keep like this out love is gonna die."

"You adore to fight, don't you? You're always want to fight." His voice sound more frustrated, his eyes fill with a anger I never seen before in him, maybe he was like the rest of the people after all.

"This is the last time we fight and I'm gonna go away, this is your last chance to give me a reason to stay because you're losing me."  He stay quiet and didn't say anything, I just change my clothes and pack my things, he didn't do anything to stop me, I wish he would.

When I leave the house, I went to a friend's house, the whole way day I was crying, did I ever meant something to him for him to try to fight for me. I stay the night there waiting for him to come but then days pass and then one week and then became almost a month without seeing him.

This is how the things end? My love story never got they happy ending? It was my fault? I was the problem in this situation too? Thoughts like this filled my mind before falling asleep, my dreams filled with memories of him.

That day I needed to get more clothes and things so I went to our house, when I came into our bedroom I saw him seeing the ceiling, the room look messy, his expression full of sadness when he He saw me, he got up from the bed and walk towards me.

He look like he wanted to talk but how we could talk without screaming at each other? Without yelling that was the others fault. The problem was that I was bleeding and I could just runaway and live but my heart wanted to stay, to try to resolve things even if I bleed more, even if I died.

"I'm sorry, I should fight or talk with you but I couldn't, I didn't want our love to die but in the end that's what happen." I started to cry, part of me wanted just to kiss him but I was still hurt.

"If you don't want to forgive me, don’t do it but please just understand that I love you and that I never wanted to lose you, why would I? You're perfect and you're the love of my life, since I meet you I meet you that day, I knew that it was fate that brought us together." Tears falling from his eyes, his eyes full of sadness, the happiness and daylight was almost gone.

I don't know who did it first but we were hugging each other like we would die if we didn't, my face against his chest wetting his shirt. He whispering apologies against my hair, his hands caressing my back as I cry.

I pull away to see his face, he was crying too, I stood on my tiptoes, my hands cupped his face and pull him closer to close the gap between our lips, when they touched it feel like heaven. The battleground was back again our secret oasis.

This wasn't the end of the story of us, it was just the start of another chapter in our fairytale

#timothee chamalet #timothée chalamet #small account #wonka x reader #willy wonka #timothée x reader #willy wonka x reader #small writer #taylor swift #speak now #music #fic musings #one shot fluff #fluff writing #angst with a happy ending #angst #wonka 2023 x reader #wonka 2023 #purple #plutoispurple #request

[twistedappletree]

when you’re trying to argue with him but he goes on a nerdy, detailed tangent about how he’d humanely catch and release a rat 🐀

#fic wip #jin ling #lan sizhui #zhuiling #fic: letters never sent #aka JL starting arguments on purpose just so LSZ talks to him #because he wants to feel justified about being mad at LSZ #but how tf is he supposed to stay mad at him when he says ridiculous shit like this 💀 #also #sect leader jin ling being a primadonna #oh lawd they fightin #context since i didn’t wanna post too much: ‘as long as we don’t bother them’ (them being the ghosts) #this scene happens soon after LSZ comes back which is why JL is still pissed at him lmfaooo #LSZ getting so defensive over his ghost friends 😭 #we love to see it (and by we I mean meeeeee) #fic musings

[screams-in-writing]

I’m planning on alternating povs in the fic (so next ch is mr puzzles). I’m tempted to write Mr. Puzzles in 1st pov, to explore the character more, give more internal monologues and just general flair. I have written an x reader fic in 2nd and 1st alternating pov before.

Decisions, decisions. I think I’ll write a bit of the chapter both ways and see what flows better.

#smg4 mr puzzles x reader #fic musings #screams in writing talks

[derpylittlenico]

no, but?

i love a good hurt/comfort stargent/steter/stetopher where my fave Danger DILFs get to patch up Stiles' wounds.

but also.

give me a Stiles who, upon seeing his guy/guys stepping in front of him to shield him, just...

"bold of you to assume I can't climb"

...and proceeds to scramble up and over, like the feral little bastard he is.

#fic musings #steter #stargent #stetopher #stiles stilinksi #feral bi stiles #the danger dilfs of beacon hills

[lumilasi]

Haven't really talked about this here in, how long? A year? Two? But I today finished yet another of my bnha fics, and realized I only have 4 ongoing ones left. (2 for bnha, 2 for bleach) and it feels SO WEIRD having so little wips going on?

I'm not likely to write new stuff for bnha anytime soon as I wrote A LOT for it, buuut I feel tempted maybe dipping back to Bleach for more stories (grimmichi) sometime soon. I just dunno if there's readers left given the fandom is old lol

#My musings #fic musings #Bnha #bleach #grimmichi #shigadabi #My fic au #fandom stuff #Idk if I will or not #I'm just feeling real nostalgic for Bleach #The manga not the cleaning agent lol #ao3 stuff #ao3 writer #Ao3

[thisapplepielife]

Have you ever had a fic title, but nothing else? I've had one of those since August. Just a poor, sad Google doc that's nothing but a title I love and want to use.

I swear, after Nano and the holiday fic prompt season is over, I'm taking a hard look at that title and doing something with it. Even if it's just a one shot. Something. Anything.

It's too Steddie coded not to. I swear.

#writer problems #fic musings #steddie brainrot

[sorceress-queen]

I have waited for so long for another scene between Cesare and Lucrezia in Sarah Dunant's Borgia family historical fiction book duology. I am reading the second book now, about halfway in and adjskk... . The family dynamics and all the drama + political intrigue has been 👌.

And starting from p. 213-216/7. There is a scene of him coming to visit a sick Lucrezia and parts of it is just so s1/s3 (or whenever Morgana is sick) ArMor coded to me. 😅 + dark ArMor au vibes too, for sure.

Bonus quote from Cesare's letter to her in the book + her reaction to it, p. 198-199:

Also, the line from the letter made me think of a scene from Showtime Borgias in which he knocks on her door and she asks who it is or if it is her brother? I think the line was 'Is it the brother who loves me?' And he says 'The very same' or something like that 😅. I have to rewatch the series to be sure.

#borgiacest #cesare x lucrezia #in the name of the family #sarah dunant #fic musings #the lady and the champion #the fairy queen and the warrior king

[10holmes]

Just re-read Going Back The Way We've Come again because I was feeling nostalgic and craving some sweet angst and because I still love this fic of mine so very much.

Anyway, I am now mentally and emotionally stuck in a painful daze reflecting on chapter 2 - where Xiao Xingchen's past is relived - especially concerning that personal headcanon of mine that I included there.

Back when writing this chapter, seeing that canon apparently wasn't painful and tragic enough, I thought:

What if XXC and XY had almost met sooner?

What if there had actually been a slim chance that XY would have even not encountered Chang Cian at all... but Baoshan Sanren instead, back when he was seven?

What if Baoshan Sanren actually descended her mountain once a year to look for orphans and then came to Yueyang that specific year?

And what if she had allowed then ten-year-old XXC to come with her and help her look for a potential child to join them?

This would have actually been the perfect grounds for a little canon-divergence AU that's all happy and cute with maybe some minor angst.

But as I am fond of gut-wrenching and soul-splitting pain, I decided, let the possibility be there but then have them miss that chance by a very very very small margin.

And now I've made myself cry because it is just so damn painful to read and think about that missed chance... The two of them almost meeting... Xue Yang being so close to a happy childhood, not having his hand crushed, his finger turned into pulp or almost losing his life, not going on to commit all of the attrocities later on, and then Xiao Xingchen and Song Lan would also not have had to go through any pain and emotional and physical torture either...

There could have been that wholesome happy future for all of them... But it was missed by just a heartbeat because Xue Yang had been detained elsewhere, got back too late and wasn't there when Xiao Xingchen could have chosen him but selected another orphan first...

Oh the sweet sweet pain....

In a similar way, I thought long and hard about their actual first encounter in canon and why it escalated the way it did and, yet again, my angst-driven self was like

What if all of it was in fact ultimately just based on one big unfortunate really minuscule misunderstanding?

What if what each of them thought they heard or what they said was not at all perceived the way it was intended to and what was meant to be said and heard?

What if they had even been trying to say something but were interrupted too soon and didn't get to say what might have been significant to diffuse the tensions and avoid any growing resentment?

So we might have Xiao Xingchen, who is actually quite smitten with young Xue Yang already, despite his rather unruly behaviour, and even muses about the younger’s potential as a cultivator when receiving the proper training, but before he can even begin to say anything along those lines, Xue Yang, who is already or still too heated and angry by Song Lan's attack, interprets XXCs manner all wrongly as self-important and haughty and interrupts him to lay words in his mouth and thus never learns of the man's true thoughts...

Another twisted knife to the heart for another possible diverging path to a better outcome not being taken...

And now you may lie with me, staring at the ceiling, contemplating our existence...

@verycatbluebird & @ba0shanblack

#xue yang #xiao xingchen #xuexiao #the untamed #cql #mdzs #XueXiao fic meta post #Going Back The Way We've Come #fic musings #inflicting angst and pain and emotional damage to me and my readers #almost forgot to tag #this is also a #SongXueXiao #fic #And Song Lan plays an important role as well

[spandexinspace]

I did end up outlining the fic on paper lmao. Might transfer it to a digital solution just to make it easier to keep track of though.

I think I've figured out most of the major strokes now, but the early middle is a little weak still and I think the relationship development needs another beat.

That being said, I'm leaning towards making this one gen or mildly pre-relationship, in part because it feels like too big of a step in too small of a time frame and in part because I think it's just kind of a weird situation with creepy undertones. At that point in story Querl barely has anyone on his side or a place in the world in general, so turning that one connection he does have romantic feels wrong. And it feels like it's make Lyle come of as a predatory person.

#Fic musings #Idk just doesn't sit right with me

[sophisticatedaiphos]

Don’t give me a normal pining ship, don’t let me see “he loved her more than all the stars in night sky.” If she was a bitter poison, then nothing but pure saccharine funneled down his throat as he drank. He never strayed from her side, the way the moon and the stars always appeared in the night sky together. Whether he was courting a siren or a mermaid, his love for the sea couldn’t justify the sinful whispers he repeated to himself. If the gods may weigh punishment down on his back for loving her, then she will be his only purveyor.

#I have VIVID opinions and I will answer any question you throw at me #for the writers on tumblr #fic inspo #ship dynamics #mentally unstable #I have so many fic drabbles its not funny #fic musings #fic prompt #fic ref

[wellthatjusthappend]

Star Wars ABO musings.

Right, so in typical abo, a person presents between 11 and 23 (though most commonly 16 or 18). But what about the clones? I've mostly seen them set as betas or alphas, but not really much about presenting unless it's a rare clone omega fic.

My question is, when should a clone present? When they're 8 years old and at the physical maturity of a 16 year old? Or at 16 years old and physically 32?

8 years old probably makes most sense hormonally... but both have fascinating implications narratively.

#would like to explore more in future #fic musings #rambling #abo

[twistedappletree]

✨ Cute ZhuiLing idea ✨

Lan Sizhui planning on proposing to Jin Ling and asking for permission to marry him from his uncle, his uncle, his uncle, his uncle, his uncle, his uncle, his uncle, his uncle, his—

#my poor baby a-yuan is gonna have a crisis LMFAO #mdzs #the untamed #jin ling #lan sizhui #zhuiling #mo dao su zhi #mdzs headcanons #mdzs juniors #precious juniors #mdzs crack #apple babble 🍎 #fic musings #a yuan #jin rulan #LSZ really would ask them all too he’s such a proper respectful bby lmaoooo #and for the uncles who’ve left this world #he’s gonna ask em via guqin 😭😭💀💀💀

[asettledsky]

I'm still not okay with the whole no skin except on his arms thing the Disney movie did with Inspector Gadget.

Imagine waking up with NO SKIN.

Yeah, I just can't imagine someone recovering mentally from that one.

Like, lets pretend he takes the whole 'now a robot' thing as well as he does in the movie. Ever the optimist, he's pretty sure he can make the best of it. Then he takes off the hospital smock for the first time so he can get dressed, only to find out that he's missing his entire torso!

I mean, they weren't very consistent. Due to costuming and such he obviously had legs and a back during the hospital scene. But once they had the whole kit and didn't have to have a full human actor for some scenes they really committed to the whole 'bunch of gadgets and wires on a robot skeleton' thing.

I'd like to think that scene in the junkyard is the first time Penny is seeing that, since John obviously stays covered up most of the time. And she's just super happy he's alive n stuff at the time so it doesn't come up until after the whole 'dealing with Scolex' stuff.

#inspector gadget 1999 #fic musings

[junuve]

gone evil bog witch mode while creating my own ecology for nier's kingdom of night. basically a permanently frozen, magic-storm sundered wasteland populated by horrors that would make a drakengard-setting denizen think midgard was just cheery lmao

dont wanna spoil most things but i can say that im rly happy with how the perma-night strengthens shades, and has made some truly interesting adaptations feel natural to the lore. LIGHT sources are unsettling in this environment, which is much fun to write (deep ocean vibes??)

#fic musings #junuve says things #nier #nier fic #we foolish vessels #nier fanfic #writing #my writing #idr my tags #i want the kingdom of night to be hell on earth actually

[cowboycereal]

thinking about an elmax au where max goes to california instead of mike. thinking a lot of thoughts about it actually

#han.txt #fic musings #elmax au

[sorceress-queen]

I rewatched this scene, and it gave me feels.

#the borgias #video #borgiacest #cesare x lucrezia #lucrezia x cesare #fic musings #the lady and the champion #arthur x morgana #//to this day I wonder why there weren't any eps in which Morgana had a suitor or sg. #//at least now I can just think that Arthur scared them all off :D #Youtube #the fairy queen and the warrior king