It hurts everywhere
My head.
My toes.
All the places in-between.
I can’t tell where it’s coming from
This deep pain inside of me.
As I slide the blade across my wrist
Suddenly, I can breathe.
The pain that was once all over
Is now confined to a small part of me.
These marks on my arms are a small price to pay
As long as the rest of me appears to be okay.
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I wrote something amazing about healing and trauma and the new moon, but instagram failed me and didn't share it. I'll try and remember it later when I get some quiet time, but you know when you know it will never be the same. PLUS I wrote it in the morning, in meeting room 1 (aka the bath) 🤔😅 ALWAYS copy your content before pressing send.. which I usually do, but this time I only copied the hastags like an eeediat! Anyway... Happy New Moon to you all. It's being a painful bitch, but it is what it is.. deal with it 😁😆 . . . . . . . #CaldstaSays #ConceptOfExistence #FeelingsInMotion #EnergyInMotion #PastTrauma #LivingWithTrauma #EmpoweringMyself #EmpoweringOthers #TakeTheWheel #TakeControl #MindsetShifting #MentalWellbeing #WorryingWarrior #MentalHealthWarrior #LetItGoForHappiness #PowerfulYou #GrowThroughIt #SelfHealingJourney #CortisolControl #BodyFeedback #ListenToYourBody #FeelingsAreIndicators #ChangeDirection #ItsCaldesigns #BlackIllustration #BlackGirlMagic #BrownGirlIllustration #AfroCharacter #FullMoonMagic #NewMonthEnergy (at London, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEoytbHHege/?igshid=1icafzhcfptl4
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A quiet whisper glides across my mind
Speaking secrets unheard of by others
Gently, softly, words float by
Is it too much to ask for silence?
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It came out of nowhere.
I saw the changes in his face. The way he looked at me.
There was no more affection in his eyes.
He didn’t think I was cute anymore.
He wasn’t amused by my silliness anymore.
I think I was starting to annoy him.
It was an abrupt change.
I didn’t see it coming.
It didn’t take long to realize;
That he didn’t care about me anymore.
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