#feeling very very emo about it

[scuffedcd]

Nothing I’m about to say will be revolutionary in the slightest but if you’re reading this and you have siblings, especially younger ones, don’t forget to appreciate them when they still want to spend time with you and give you affection bc one day the rapid aging of both of you will hit you like a fucking bus and you won’t be able to go back

#I was never like super affectionate with my brothers physically #it was just never something I felt the need to do #and it was tough for a bit with one of my brothers bc he was an affectionate lil kid and I was a non affectionate teen #but idk what finally clicked in my brain recently and I’m no longer averse to it #in fact I miss it a little bit #he’s still affectionate a lil now he’s just growing up and it feels like it’s happening so fast #all those sibling posts I saw online were Real idk why it took so long to fully click tho #so yeah #appreciate em while you still can #I feel guilty moving out now bc Ik I won’t get to be around family as much and I’ll miss watching my siblings grow up #feeling very very emo about it #personal #rambles #siblings

[areyoudoingthis]

do you ever think about ed and stede sleeping in the same bed together every night from now on. they'll never have to wake up alone from another nightmare or cry themselves to sleep with no one to hold them again, or lie awake dreaming of a different life that wouldn't happen for decades yet. they get to cuddle the man they love and fall asleep in his arms every day for the rest of their lives 🥹🩷

#ofmd #I'm feeling very emo about ed and stede living in the same space again but knowing that they're in love this time

[sesamenom]

maglor's first time getting to go to a concert / his favorite singer attending maglor's first big concert

#silm #silmarillion #maglor #i didnt feel like inventing a name for the band so their name is just Band in tengwar #im pretty sure band means something in sindarin anyways (as in angband) #btw i have decided the band guy is named #moredhel #hes a feanorian and later a captain of maglors guard in the Gap #and yes he still dresses up like mandos for the bonus intimidation factor in battle #maglor's horses are the least easily spooked in all of beleriand because his army is half singers and all very screamy #only a few of them do the full feanturian look tho #it's very effective because everyone is scared of mandos #ranging from the people who actually know him being somewhat weirded out by his whole prophecy thing #to people who only know his reputation being absolutely terrified #maybe theres one feanturian warrior who specifically dresses as one of irmo's maia #and who specializes in those weird Songs that make people see the events of the song #ooh maybe moredhel survives to the third age and lives in rivendell #he doesn't normally wear the feanturi makeup anymore and basically nobody born post-darkening remembers feanturian-emo/goth subcultures #so when he does put the feanturian mask and makeup on half the house starts screaming about mandos #elrond unfortunately has to deal with it #at least he's causing less trouble than ''''Lindir''''

[flowercrowngods]

they tell you about school and they tell you about work and they tell you about taxes and responsibilities and ideals you have to reach. they don’t tell you about baking chocolate cookies from scratch at the ungodly hours of 11 at night and sitting on your kitchen floor while watching a home decor competition show while you get to munch on a cookie that tastes like the hot chocolate you used to make when you needed a reason to live as a teenager. they don’t tell you about getting to eat another cookie while you think about capturing this moment in a mason jar and shipping it through time to your younger self who gets scared so easily by school and work and taxes and responsibilities and ideals. your younger self who wonders if there’s still comfort, still good things, and if you get to claim them for yourself at some point or if comfort is always a question of dependence. they don’t tell you about that, when for years we do nothing but dream about moments like these

#i’m weirdly emo about these chocolate cookies i made from scratch. i’m not someone who bakes. this very much feels like magic to me #love #🤍 #but also it’s just so crazy how we all vividly remember thinking ‘when i grow up i can have as much ice cream as i want’ #like. what do you wanna be when you grow up? i wanna be someone who can make cookies for themself just because. #isn’t this it? isn’t this the dream?? and i didn’t even have an outstandingly good or bad day today it’s Just A Day. and now i have cookies #idk idk it’s my first time being alive okay?

[aroaceleovaldez]

doodle page from a couple months ago of Nico having way too many immortal friends

also yes i did just use Nyx’s Hades design. it’s a good design.

#pjo #riordanverse #nico di angelo #let's see if i can't not crosstag while explaining this woo #okay so top l > r: my hc about Nico in Tartarus for the longest time (and tbh still is) #was that the like Singular Break he got down there was taking a nap in the Palace of Night #and that N and Achlys just think he's Neat. they didnt really help him but they didnt hurt him either #more of just let him crash on the sofa #i refuse anything about pjo's version of N. reject your canon and substitute my own #anyways then his parents then Hest #< feels weird shortening her name but yknow. struggling not to crosstag here #then Cupid (i dont think i have to worry about crosstagging there) cause i like the hc that Nico is one of his fav mortals #and they both DO chill out with each other eventually. or are at least chill sometimes #cause it's Nico literally grappling with the literal physical manifestation of the concept of romantic love #so once he sorts that out theyre chill. if nico has a bad romance day he shows up like ''bitch lets get u some ice cream'' #then Demet Arte and. well he's labeled. #i think the dynamic of Nico doing yardwork for Demet funny. that's his. Grandma. Aunt. Grandaunt. Dont think about it too hard #then Arte just thinks of him as her roaming emo little brother (cause of Bianca) - hes an honorary brother of the Hunt #all the Hunters just accept ''that's our little bro he has very mixed feelings about us though'' #and then. handshake same aesthetic. i like the hcs that Nico was an Eye for him for awhile before Walt ergo the fashion sense #my art

[thetwilightroadtonightfall]

history 101 💛

This was originally just supposed to be me having fun exploring what Ephemer would be like as a teacher but it got a bit out of hand in a good way (but I think I spent way too long on this lol)

Notes:

I wholeheartedly believe that teaching is Eph’s true passion. While writing Overmorrow, I came to realize that his role as a teacher/master is necessary in ensuring that light and the will of the keyblade lives on, but it’s also something he would just genuinely enjoy doing on a personal level. Aside from being able to infodump to his heart’s content (that’s a big deal! 😄), he can also help, inspire, and lead as a teacher! I think if he does actually establish the Keyblade order/academy in canon, it would be his pride and joy

Eph’s actual classroom may not have looked like kh3/dr’s, but I like to believe it was probably similarly designed. (He learned a lot about teaching from Hestia 🥰)

Lyra first appeared here :) the rest of the students are new, I made them up on the spot

my ass could not have handled making Overmorrow as a webcomic

#khux #khml #ephemer #overmorrow #but can also be canon! #my art #my posts #timeless child #lyra oc #ok ok secret tags: #I sound very normal about it in the body of the post but I screamed when I realized eph would /adore/ being a teacher #idk what it was; maybe I was just generally emo at the time but #like obviously you know he would have students and all as a master but. it’s different when you’ve lost everything and don’t know what to d #in order to move forward from there #teaching just feels /so right/ for him #the kid who questioned everything; who reached the truth; who was chosen to lead and survive and succeed #the kid who helped and cared for everyone around him #that’s teacher material! he’s a teacher!!!! #and honestly after he spent so much of khux doubting himself the fact that he can do /this/ with his whole heart makes me a bit teary eyed #ok I’m done that’s my blorbo dump for the day thank yooouu

[justanotherhyperfixation]

Wilhelm’s heartbreak

Wilhelm’s heartbreak is portrayed in such a raw and genuine way. They didn’t shy away from the pathetic and dramatic parts of it. Him calling his mom, making a scene and threatening to abdicate only because the boy he loves seemed to move on. Him being the one that was left. The frustration of not being able to be with Simon and feeling so powerless in this situation. Not being able to let go or take a step back. His pain making him inconsiderate and self-centered. It’s palpable that he is physically in pain. That it’s consuming him. Him asking to Felice when the pain will fade. The desperation and exhaustion in his eyes. Him wallowing in sadness and putting on the most depressing tracks. Him collapsing on the stairs at the ball after talking to Simon. But also feeling in his guts that he has to renounce cause it takes too much of him. Him carrying the same pain after but a more peaceful and less suffocating one.

One of my favorite lines is probably ‘I feel like I’m gonna die’. Cause it’s true. It does feel like it. And i find it quite rare to show those big and deep feelings, and without any mockery. Especially when it comes to teenagers. Wilhelm’s pain isn’t looked down on or despised because of him being sixteen. Or because of it being about love. Those feelings are real and intense and he is entitled to feel them. That’s one of the strength of Young Royals for me. To represent the teenage years with accuracy of course but particularly to depict it without any judgment or contempt. Characters and their emotions are taken seriously, they are treated with softness and with the desire to show what they feel and experience with care and beauty.

It made me think of Ethan Hawke’s talk about creativity and how art can help you make sense out of your emotions. He says :

‘Somebody breaks your heart, and all of a sudden, you’re desperate for making sense out of this life and to know if anybody has ever felt this bad before’.

It’s expected to be sad after a breakup but not necessarily to experience a sickening devastating excruciating pain. And i love that they decided to show this. A harsh and harrowing heartbreak.

#obvs what wilhelm goes through the season is not limited to him being heartbroken and a lot of different feelings nd circonstances are mixed #but i love this very emo side of season 2 #and a lot could be said about how differently wilhelm and simon goes through this phase as simon being the one to decide to broke up #but this was just a short thing #young royals season 2 #wilhelm #young royals

[vehemourn]

KISS IT xx BITE ME

#k #my art #my oc #helieth #i wanted to remember to do this to My Pants i got very specific about the words i wanted #feel free to do this to urs if u wanna xoxo be awesome and swag #punk #dragonfolk #emo #BYEEEE THE WAYYYEEEE-uh. #there are not NEARLY enough reference pictures from this pov showing ass patches #SCENE GUYS? LETS GO?? COME ON GET ON IT.

[lavampira]

chase your dreams but always know the road that'll lead you home again

#it’s been emo hours about d’alia and her parent this week!!!!! #liveq was her birth parents’ closest friend in their seeker tribe and adopted her after they’d passed when she was very little #brought her to revenant’s toll after silvertear skies ravaged mor dhona’s wilderness where their tribe had been living #but i have. so many feelings. about liveq watching her become an adventurer and then the wol and then everything she’s accomplished. #he visits her island and helps her tend the land and it’s nostalgic of how they lived in their nomadic tribe and as much as it is healing #anyway i’ve been so consumed by thoughts so here we are. then & now #oh and liveq is he/him nb. btw #dani plays ffxiv #game: ffxiv #oc: d'alia liveq #oc: d'liveq tia #mine: gpose

[stardustdiiving]

You know perilous trails was a good quest when it singlehandedly improved Xiao’s fanon characterization by at least 50%. It seemed like more people began to realize that Xiao is far less of an edgy tsundere who’s snappy to everyone because he has #issues and far more like this tormented stray cat who stares at you from the secluded corner he won’t leave in the most poorly socialized and tense way imaginable when you try to coax him into approaching you because he is clearly starving and all alone in the rain and cold. He bristles defensively and bats at you if you get too close but every time you walk away and then look back you see he’s discreetly following you and is now staring at you intently from the bushes

#xiao #Genshin impact #Genshin #fern.txt #fandomferns #I feel like a lot of it was the original voice direction for his ENG dub #not even the VA I actually rlly like the VA like it works just fine in perilous trails #but a lot of the way they translated him early on was so muhc #for example. his voiceline about drowsiness in ENG sounds like he just suddenly snaps WHOS THERE? and is like oh? you think I sleep? tch. #no respect for the ways of the adepti #where as in CN. you hear him breathing quietly like he’s dozed off. and THEN he suddenly jerks awake #so him going huh??!? who’s there? you think I sleep? #now solidly sounds like he’d accidentally fallen asleep and is flustered you caught him doing so #which is so endearing to me & does a much better job of catching xiaos vibe as someone who’s actually very gentle in nature but conditioned #into thinking a lot of his existence must revolve around suffering all the time. like the way I took his eng voiceline was u run into him at #night hes on gaurd & snaps at u ! #it is perhaps just a lot harder to maintain portraying xiao as this dramatically edgy emo boy unless u massively mistranslate the perilous #trails writing where he is spending the entire time mourning his dead friends & everyone has to talk him down repeatedly from #being suicidal bc he sees himself as a weapon & not a person. NFJVJNFKVJ #I remember ppl being like huh they really toned down xiaos edginess for this quest now he’s just depressed #NO SEE. HES ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THAT #this post got a bit out of hand. I have got to calm down #very normal about him if you can’t tell

[dandelionisaks]

you know I didn't want to have to haunt you but what a ghostly scene

#billyhargroveedit #billy hargrove #maxmayfieldedit #max mayfield #stedit #stranger things #i am feeling very emo about the hargrove-mayfield siblings rn #bailey makes things #my stuff

[pink-link-lemonade]

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#tag lore ramble? #Hes a lot more protective let’s just say #and more determined #but also very guilty due to feeling he was inadequate in preventing this despite not knowing about it #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #sonic au #artwork #shadow the hedgehog #shadow #infected home verse au #IH!Shadow #IH! #yippie!!! #it’s the he! #the emo! #I feel like his attitude is what changed the most in this AU #somewhat #sonic the hedghog fandom #sonic fandom #fandom #fandom art #au art #au design #bloodstained

[valarinde]

Don’t be so nice to me anymore. Why not? It’s like you’ve been taking medicine. Because you’re used to it, you never think it’s bitter. But then one day, someone gave you a candy. Because you’ve tasted the sweetness of the candy, the same medicine that you’ve taken before, now will taste too bitter to swallow.

苍兰诀 LOVE BETWEEN FAIRY AND DEVIL (2022)

#love between fairy and devil #cang lan jue #clj #cljedit #cdrama #cdramaedit #dongfang qingcang #xiao lanhua #myedit #i am emo about xlh very patiently explaining feelings to him idk

[worstloki]

I think envisioning teen Loki to have a nasty mean attitude and a distasteful expression with loud proud emo getup is an objectively funny route to take simply because it implies having gotten over that phase of confidence he suddenly became not just withdrawn and mature but shockingly kind and polite

#im not saying it's wrong but it's objectively funny to think Loki was very very mean at some point considering the MCU starting point #like he's absolutely not mean #he'd have tears in his eyes #but then Loki reaching like 17 equivalent and having a reflective moment where he suddenly starts feeling bad about being mean #would be hilarious too #i stand with emo Thor pastels Loki but it's funny to imagine any other scenario

[sysig]

Oh he is So baby (Patreon)

#Doodles #Helix #SCII #Max Vyer #Teen Max ;; *gently holds* #Like I didn't love him already his teen phase was This Cute??? Stoppp #I am once again relating way too hard to Max lol - it looks? like he's wearing dark eyeliner to me #There's no way he actually has eye bags that dark as a 16 year old right am I just protecting my feelings towards wanting him to be okay :'D #He started drinking before he was 21 but when did he start some of the harder stuff - was him getting on the roof a teen or drug thing #Worried about you Max #Well anyway I choose to believe it's eyeliner lol <3 Which is extremely cute <3 #There's something so double-funny to me about having drawn him all cutesy as a baby y'know - cherubic! Adorable blond baby! #And then his emo/grunge/punk phase as a teen but he keeps his blond hair because of his vanity hehehehe I love him!!! So much!! #He's so adorable <3 #Anyway yeah I had a dark eyeliner phase as a teen also lol except mine was Classique Fandom Cringe™ ♥ #I'd draw the YGO Eye of Ra with my eye acting as the main part of the eye lol teens are goofy like that #Very measured of him to just darken his lower lid really ♪ #The collar and the cuffs too I just jdksfladf I can't think of it as anything but extremely cute lol I'm so endeared <3 <3 #He's such a brat I love him so much #I talked about how his parents would've still been awful even if he had A Diagnosis but honestly he probably would've been too <3 #Not a get-out-of-jail-free card Max! #I - a Max apologist - say lol

[underthetallwaves]

better quality Disasterology from the Glendale pop up💕🎀 (x)

#feeling very normal about this #pierce the veil #ptv #vic fuentes #vic fuentes ptv #ptv vic #pierce the vic #tony perry #tony perry ptv #tony perry my love #jaime preciado #jaime preciado ptv #emo #emo music #emo bands #post hardcore #a flair for the dramatic #selfish machines #collide with the sky #misadventures