#fake people suck

[climbingoutofit]

Why the fuck am I even trying anymore. Fuck this life.

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#facts #done #broke #bani #danaid #fake people suck #reeverdawg #javajuicescript #what friendship #~Ç~

[sp00kysk3lly]

I don’t think I can continue anymore with this shit life I have been given.

I got dealt the bad hand in life. Nothing ever good happens to me.

I don’t get love. I don’t get friends. I don’t ever get a job. I don’t get anything. The person I love, will never love me back. The friends I have, always rub stuff in my face and make me feel like shit. My family seem to think I’m stupid and pathetic and a burden. They make me feel like a burden 24/7, even though I do the most out of all of them.

I just want to give up. I can’t stop crying, or thinking of suicide. I just wanted a decent life. I just wanted a job, friends, and love.

But looking at my pathetic stupid boring life, I just realised what is the point in staying? What is the point in being anywhere anymore?

Im never going to get anything good. Everyone in my family has a decent life and I’m the only one whose sick and has nothing to smile about anymore.

If nothing changes by the end of May, I don’t know what I’m going to do. Probably what I should have done a long time ago.

#mental health awareness #mental health #depression #lonely #depressedboyskelly #fake friends #sad #depressed #no one likes me #no one wants me #all alone #blog #fake people #self hate #emo songs #songs #lyrics #lyric posting #rock music #fake people suck #burden #pathetic #loser #i can’t carry this anymore #I’m not coping #i’m not strong enough #time limit #in pain #friends aren’t worth shit #suicidal

[beatcroc]

there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y

hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]

#ramble after realtags yeag. shoutout to serrangelic btw suggesting the silhouettes thing bc i would have Died otherwise #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #gustavo and brick #arting #pizzaposting #so anyway i think fake peppino has like. a general awareness that he is supposed to Be Peppino and that he was Made to do that #and likewise he does generally try to...do that. the thing he does NOT realize is hes like really goddamn bad at it #not to be mean but like...c'mon. they are pretty distinctly different kinds of guys even beyond the physiology yknow. #he's neither on-brand nor fooling anyone dsjdsjjkgfsd. BUT! #since the rest of the cast generally likes him [at least as I play it] he thinks hes doing just fine #he's like 'oh they r happy with me so i must be getting a good grade in being peppino :)' #so getting told that 'yeah you actually really suck at that but that was never the reason people liked you' #and told that by og model peppino no less--yknow THE guy he's supposed to be living up to #who's already a bit intimidating for that and who ALSO totally wrecked him TWICE in the tower #making him acutely familiar with just how formidable the guy is and how much there IS to live up to.... #it's a Moment for sure. not really a sad or hurt one though. just... contemplative. #thinking abt people liking him for being the guy he's already naturally been being even though that guy is Not Peppino #i don't think he's gonna be super broken up about realizing he has a bad grade in peppino given everything else hes got now #nor do i really think he cares enough to go like reinvent himself or whatever after the fact #he seems to b pretty clearly having fun with it already so i think he just keeps doing that #and in some cases he still has the pre-installed peppino traits/instincts like to cooka da pizza. and that's fine #is this projection. yes. but if youve been following me awhile you know most of my character writing is ghdhfdgf #gonna kinda expand on all this in the gerome one which is...one after next. itll be a bit but man. #anyway peppino will never admit to anyone and especially not himself that he's gotten a little attached to the guy. hee hoo #pep tends to be kinda surly but he certainly has his ways of showing he cares. all of which are on display here #''that thing is not my son'' says man currently watching thing's antics with the 'bemused dad' arms crossed pose. yeah ok buddy. #gus is totally onto him already but hes not gonna say anything. #if u read all this ur prize is not having to go decode fp's rot13. his lines are ''meant to be you...?'' and ''wrong question.''

[cemeterything]

you know those posts about taking psychic damage from a character who's so much like you it's like getting slapped in the face with a mirror (derogatory)? current blorbo of the month is so relatable he's literally making me do therapy

#🐉 #its actually kind of horrifying how similar we are but in a cathartic way idk #i cant even talk about which character it is because it feels too personal lmao #this isnt like a kinnie thing or whatever i know hes a different fake guy from my shows im just #shocked at how much we have in common both in canon and fan interpretations. like fuck man! #anyway he made me start working on recovery and confronting how not that great my life has been #both because of the actions of other people and my own decisions. so thats cool. it sucks. but its been good for me.

[nightswatchdisbandmentera]

Thinking about poor, doomed Young Griff and how it’s not even important if he is or isn’t Rhaegar’s real son. Because what makes him a fake goes beyond blood - it’s really down to intent and experience. He’s a poor rich man’s Aegon V, but like without the organic hero’s journey.

He’s a lab experiment pretty much. However well intentioned he is, there isn’t much indication that his journey has been authentic. Varys and Illyrio are trying to recreate Aegon V with a fake...literally down to the “let’s hide his hair” scheme. They even gave the boy Aegon’s freaking name (it’s a king’s name after all so I can’t blame them). But they missed like the biggest, most important lesson of all. Aegon V CHOSE to go out. HE made himself, no one else did. His journey was organic as it was derived out of his own autonomous decisions, not manufactured down to the smallest detail (does YG really know what it means to starve and be homeless and hunted?). And there was no promise of a reward (I.e., kingship). Egg didn’t know that he’d be king and even after his dad rose to the throne, there were a ton of people ahead of him. FFS he’s called Aegon the Unlikely. Bro just woke up one day and was like “ay wouldn’t it be nice to actually experience this realm from the perspective of a disenfranchised person?”

Meanwhile, our poor Young Griff is being made to go through all this with the expectation that it’s all going to pay off when he becomes king. BUT (big but!), who’s to say that he actually gets it? Like does he really get why he needs to see how this horrible feudalistic society preys on the smallfolk and makes corpses out of them? Wait, does he even know or recognize that the system needs changing? Like did Varys and Illyrio just tell him “people poor” and leave it at that? Why are they poor Young Griff? How did they get there?! Do Varys and Illyrio even get it? Do they understand that Aegon V was a radical change maker?

How hollow is it that it’s not Young Griff making the conscious decision to actually try and see how his subjects live. He’s not making the conscious decision to be a change maker, no matter what Varys and Illyrio say. People in this fandom will talk about how Young Griff will be the perfect king but…perfect for whom? In what way? In a series that critiques this entire system, what about YG screams that he’s going to actually tackle some of the systemic issues that need tackling - the systemic issues that Aegon V tried to tackle after organically going through his own journey?

WELLLLL….isn’t it cool that Jon and Dany are the true heirs to Aegon V’s legacy not because of blood, but because they actually get to the heart of Aegon V’s journey? Say what you want about them but they are radical as it gets (Jon at the Wall and Dany all over Slaver’s Bay). No one manufactured them. No one told them they had to care about people. No one told them they had to do this lab experiment to become king/queen. They actually did their own thing, while themselves being disenfranchised (GRRM identifies both as outsiders). And without the expectation of a reward (like Jon is literally told that his entire life will basically amount to nothing).

And it’s even better that they were unlikely. Young Griff is meant to happen - well someone is pulling the strings to make sure he works. He’s taking the role of someone who was always meant to be king - for Rhaegar’s son was meant to be king. But Jon and Dany are actually following the Aegon V blueprint because they weren’t meant to happen. Jon is a second son who is presumably a bastard with a contentious claim, and Dany is a daughter who was never meant to survive being sold off to slavery let alone rise to queenship. Neither one of them was meant to be on the throne. No one told them to do the things they did. No one took them and placed them in the positions they’re in. They rose to the occasion by themselves and made changes by their own volition - just as it was with Aegon V. And what makes it even better is that just as Aegon V was chosen to be king, so were Jon and Dany (Jon was literally elected into office and basically won over the wildlings while Dany was dubbed “mhysa” because of her actions in Slaver’s Bay).

#asoiaf #jon snow #daenerys targaryen #young griff #aegon v targaryen #varys #illyrio mopatis #valyrianscrolls #my stuff #like they took an imposter and were like let’s recreate this cool king from decades ago #wasn’t it nice how he cared about people and stuff? #how we actually journeyed among the smallfolk and lived among them and directly experienced what it means to be disenfranchised? #yeahhhh let’s do that…..but we won’t do it organically #meanwhile prince in hiding jon snow doesn’t even know he’s a prince in hiding #he gains power and is just like yeah isn’t it cool to be nice to people and give them basic human decency?! let’s do that from now on #and he has zero expectation for a reward - like he KNOWS that the only reward he’ll get is at best being forgotten at worse infamy and death #dany literally sees people being slaves and is like that sucks ☹️ lemme do something about it #and she DID #she freaking did #like I’ve always felt that we’re not going to get on page confirmation that Aegon is a fake #because it’s not about that #it’s about a boy whose been forced to wear boots that don’t fit #so he’s tap dancin and tap dancin until he can’t anymore and dies #Dany doesn’t need to be YG’s undoing #YG all be his own undoing and that’s more interesting from a character level #the lesson isn’t ohh he’s not the hero because he doesn’t have the right blood #y’all I could go on and on like!!!

[foxgloveinspace]

People jumping ship cause of the new masks is very ahhhh. Telling. Tbh.

#very much so #tell me you where only here cause of the looks without telling me your only here cause of the looks #listen. I miss the old masks already too. that’s not the point. #you can mourn for something without that taking away your joy for it. #‘it’s all moving so fast’ iii has been turning red since July. #‘they’re evolving too fast’ or we just got here later then others. #‘I can’t even listen anymore’ sucks to be you. the music that has been put out hasn’t changed so I don’t understand this one #‘they’re gonna get cancelled over this’ ok. I guess this is just thinning out the people who were real fans and who where fake fans #I’m gonna be a sleep token fan til the end. if this is the way they want their image to go? I’ll follow. if we get heavier music next? #sounds fucking amazing to me. (I listen to heavier stuff anyway). #idk I just think it’s so so so fucking telling. that if your jumping ship cause their Live Performance Aesthetic has changed… you didn’t #mean it when you said sleep token was important to you. #like I’m 100% MOURNING the old masks. I am BMO with Finn’s old hair sobbing about the old masks. #but I know this too shall pass #this is how I fucking felt about Vessel’s mask change #and to everyone going ‘what about Vessel and the Chior!’ #1). VESSEL HAD A MASK CHANGE EARLIER THIS YEAR!!! he isn’t gonna change masks again so fast those fuckers r expensive! #2). the choir did have a change?? they wherent wearing robes at all and where in body chains they looked amazing #I get we are all neurodiverse and hate change but take a deep breath before you renounce all your sleep token love #I’m guessing Vessel will get a new mask in April again. for the kick off show. #tonight was a closing show. and he didn’t FEEL GOOD. I wouldn’t be surprised that if he was gonna do something with a new mask #if he pushed it back because he didn’t feel good. #he performed a whole show while we could TELL his throat was hurting. fuck. #I want to wrap him up in a warm hug and give him hot water with honey in it. #idk I’m rambling. it’s just telling.

[lostxmelody]

quick sketch

#milgram #ミルグラム #ミルグラムファンアート #milgram project #milgram fanart #mikoto kayano #kayano mikoto #milgram mikoto #or is it john?!🤨🤨🤨 #john milgram #john kayano #i liked the idea but idk about my execution #if it sucks pretend its better </3 #also i assume most people know this already but just in case: #lorem ipsum is placeholder text in graphic design #so i imagine mikoto saw it A LOT #wingdings are: liar // fake #other text is also lorem ipsum #and then ofc double lyrics #lxm fanart

[vakarians-babe]

i cannot bring myself to care about people like mary kirby and lukas 'i hate lesbians' kristjansson getting the axe at bioware in this wave of layoffs.

what i DO care about, however, is the fact that this comes just over a year since the Bioware QA team unanimously voted to unionize. as of right now, it would seem that they're being heavily impacted by the layoffs. which feels fairly obvious as union busting to me, ngl.

#im tired of the narrative being 'ohhhh these poor senior writers' #sorry but lukas kristjansson sucks besties #mary kirby is fine ig but like she wrote bianca iirc. everyones favorite emotionally abusive and manipulative gf. #there will always be multiple people contributing to characters but you cant fake a hefty QA team #nor can you pretend not to union bust when thats basically what youre doing #bioware

[reestallized]

Yesterday I had an idea for a paradox Tinkaton/Corviknight and then I did this today

#can you tell that i didn't know how i could describe Iron Hammer #pokemon #reestallized drew this #reestal likes to draw #pokemon fanart #paradox fakemon #paradox pokemon #paradox forms #pokemon scarlet and violet #tinkaton #corviknight #fakemon #fake pokemon #also this is the first time I design a paradox Pokemon so ik this might suck to some people

[bonefall]

a small thing about canon warriors that really rubs me the wrong way is how much play is demonized for literally no reason? there are just. so many scenes where the pov character bats something around and is immediately shamed for it by another character. or they stop as soon as they realize what they’re doing and go “ugh that was so EMBARRASSING i hope nobody saw”

the weirdest example happens in graystripe’s adventure when he chases a butterfly for 0.2 seconds and then is like “oh no being a kittypet is making me act like a kit!1!” as if play behavior is exclusive to kittens and that housecats are only playful because they’re undisciplined and soft or whatever.

realism is usually a non-issue when it comes to canon warriors, but these cats are shown to have intrinsic play/hunting instincts, yet they’re shunned and infantilized by clan culture as well as the narrative. it just makes me really uncomfortable, especially as an autistic person. there is no reason why it needs to be a part of this series, all it does is make clan culture feel that much more joyless and dystopian.

I agree, it IS weird. Graystripe should have followed the butterfly hoping it would lead him home like Moth Flight, and then when it lands on a flower he calls it a slur

Hyperbole of a point being; Clan culture should have a ton of problems, but very particular problems. It's xenophobic, battle-obsessed, ableist, and insular. Its religion is powerful, but can also be used oppressively.

As it is canonically, there's almost NOTHING good about this little society, it's miserable.

They shouldn't HATE playing and have absolutely no downtime. It's brutal and limits the story; the characters can't just hang out. They can't just get to know each other. They can't be alone with their thoughts. It's beyond dystopian.

Anyway it's something I intentionally set out to fix with my Clan Culture expansions lmao. They have games. They throw celebrations. They nap and hang out and watch butterflies. There's still a ton of problems and they value the concept of hard work, but there IS downtime.

Like, it's not capitalist lmao.

#Better bones au #Bone babble #I think it's somewhat related to the writers wanting it to feel like theyre fighting for survivial hunting every scrap of food #But. Stop that. #That sucks actually. You dont need that. It serves the narrative better if they aren't actually starving and just use Starvation Rhetoric-- #As an excuse to exclude groups of people #I am once again asking for canon to have clarity of purpose #For the love of god please stop justifying eugenicist rhetoric because youre too cowardly to admit your fake battle cat society-- #Has a real xenophobia problem

[autogynecologist]

yes im a transsexual, im trans and im sexual

#AM I SECKSHEWWHOEA-AAL? #yeaaaah #but seriously the word transsexual is so riot grrrl zine coded and it sucks that the most awful trans people use it to distinguish #themselves from “fake trans” people #the word transsexual calls attention to the fact that biological sex is bullshit #it's a political construction: the gender binary came first and then came the science that “”“verifies”“” it

[sp00kysk3lly]

The “friend” that messaged me last night about being friends still, is now apparently angry with me because I changed my Disney+ password so she could no longer use it???

And that is my fault because? You didn’t speak to me, you didn’t even message me to ask me if I was ok or if something has happened. All you fucking asked me is if we were not friends?? How is that ok?

And then as soon as I tell you what’s been going on you’re just like “next time keep me posted” what the fuck? What kind of friend are you???

Not a real one by any standards! If someone that you called your “best friend” messaged you that they’ve hurt themselves again, they’ve been drinking heavily, they’ve been crying all week, you wouldn’t be mad at them. You’d feel bad, you would try and help. But you didn’t.

So, you know what? NO WE ARE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE. YOU DON’T EVEN CARE WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. YOU SHOWED NO EMPATHY TOWARDS ANYTHING I HAD TO FUCKING SAY!!!

I am fucking done with these fucking people. I really fucking am. I can’t take anymore of their bullshit!!

#mental health awareness #mental health #depression #depressedboyskelly #lonely #fake friends #sad #depressed #no one likes me #no one wants me #all alone #blog #fake people #self hate #songs #emo songs #lyric posting #lyrics #rock music #fake people suck #fuck everyone #gif #angry vent #extremely angry #angry post #friends aren’t worth shit #annoyed #I’m fucking done #mature #trigger warning

[skeletoninthemelonland]

cw // possible eyestrain

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Sound Sensitivity

#here is some unrelated artwork i'll be posting occasionally for now on #this might seem confusing to you (and I'm not talking specifically about the drawing) #i don't usually bring up anything about my personal problems but this one really is a thing #all i have to tell you. person reading the tags. is that sound sensitivity really fucking sucks. #and if someone reading this has sound sensitivity well i do hope the people around you are understanding of your condition #and that you find efficient ways to diminish the impact it has on you #whether if it's by using noise cancelling headphones. by leaving the loud environment or by learning to focus on something else #/// #this christmas i'm receiving a noise cancelling headphone from my bsf #im very happy and so thankfull for them #this gift is appreciated by my younger self #who. during birthday parties. couldnt stand anywhere close to ballons #who cried at the sounds of fireworks #who cried in class numerous times because it was too much #who was accused of faking it and blamed for ruining everyone's fun time #i remember being very confused and scared #my art #eye strain #artists on tumblr

[landoffreaksandfrogs]

drawing your ocs interacting with canon characters is something that can be so personal.

#lofaf art #asmodee #calliope #fancherub #i like to think that they would INITIALLY get along great but then asmodee would crack because he just fucking hates art #specifically visual art. he doesnt get it and despises the objective reality being interpreted by the subjective through art #its why he loves photography #hes that kind of guy whos like erm people arent proportioned like that irl about obviously cartoon art #guy whod realize hes in a webcomic and explodes #but no yeah hed see callies art and just pathologically need to tell her it sucks #she realizes oh so his whole gentlemanly thing is fake

[bloodheartz]

Just gonna say that mocking people for voicing their disappointment over the stream (spongebobscreamingwithflyingicecreamtruck.png “IN A CIVIL AND POLITE MANNER”) just makes you like. An asshole lmao. People are gonna be disappointed when they’re told they’re getting one thing and getting another no matter what, even if what they get instead is really good/funny.

#seeing this from both a lot of friends and mutuals and like! hey #as someone who is disappointed it’s really bothering me seeing people who I like say rude shit that applies to me? #like yeah. hlvrai fandom is annoying we know this. yeah there’s a lot of people being dicks abt this and they suck but like #dude this was the one thing getting me through finals and failing a class im allowed to say ‘hey im disappointed the thing related to my #special interest turned out to be a trick.’ even though I still enjoyed what I watched #like yeah. I’m upset. I’m really upset actually #not over the stream being a bait in switch but from peoples reactions to it on both sides of the fence lmao #everyone is being a big fucking baby over it. the hlvrai fans yelling about how much they hate RTVS ANNNNNND the people being like #‘erm if you’re disappointed you’re a fake fan. grow up. stay mad.’ like WOW #harassing RTVS over this makes you a loser. making fun of people for being disappointed makes you a loser. congratulations youre all a bunch #of whiny ass babies screaming at eachother and at each others throats over fucking half life funny #each and everyone one of you

[bpdcrybaby213]

Humans are disappointing and no one is really your friend.

#words to live by #humans are dumb #fake people #better off alone #fuck everything #fuck you #people suck #i hate people