#except really I have to sleep

[poetryqueer]

nothing will beat the tragedy of bg3 mechanics for me rn

#bg3 spoilers #thinking again of my durges negative charisma making it mechanically impossible to #save yenna and how much inspiration I burned and the savescumming to find some way to stop it and seeing it be impossible to save her again #and again #obviously I only remembered I could do a withers respec after killing cazador #and did a bunch of other act 3 side quests so now I need to consider how far back I am willing to go to stop her from dying #which is. not getting to me at all #except really I have to sleep #i am so so normal about this game #bg3

[napping-sapphic]

I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #today was….not good #and at one point i had a moment #where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it #but im still really hopeful it will happen some day #because all i want in this world is to feel secure #and for others to feel secure around me #and for everyone to feel secure around people they love #because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t #but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all #im manifesting it #im completely okay btw things just got a little rough #and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay #im gay and i like sleeping #also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever #im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight

[gunstellations]

gentle mornings

#alternatively titled - when your papas have the audacity to cuddle without you #kazurei #buddy daddies #i like to think they didnt really do cuddles much except when rei has a rough night and kazukis warmth and safety is the only thing that #can let him get rid of the anxiety and nightmares #he wouldnt ask for it #it would be kazuki dragging him to bed at first #rei reluctantly but in his weakened will the times hes slept together with miri and kazuki has been the times hes somehow always #managed to go out like a light as soon as his head hits the pillow #even he himself doesnt understand and he doesnt attempt to and he doesnt realise #that its safety and warmth and protection and peace #and thats the only reason he would let himself be dragged to bed #but #eventually when you have had the taste of something so good in the place of chilling nightmares and restless darkness that feels no less #safer than the light #your heart becomes indulgent #and rei will gently and wordlessly ask for an invite to the warmth again #its fulfilling and blissful when the three of them are together #but with just kazukis body enveloping him against the night its a different kind of comfort. even in his sleep he would clutch onto it #thats a tangent right there huh.....anyway. miri would be absolutely betrayed in the morning when she finds them snuggled up #she gets her cuddle time with her papas too then #one big pile of a warm and happy family #yes this is pre relationship yes they would do that yes it is possible #if you got this far thanks i guess jajdjfjs ill hopefully colour this soon but i dont know really so im putting it up here #my art

[arthursfuckinghat]

There needs to be a scientific study done on how Rockstar Games' Arthur Morgan is able to provoke the most earth shattering emotions I didn't even know I had in me

#you guys get me right #like you feel it deep in your chest #the joy the anguish the grief #it feels like words aren't enough #and I don't mean it as in “sad moment in video game makes you sad” #I mean it as in “a deep and well written moment that has been slowly building is fleshed out in a video game and I think about for weeks” #when I say I lose sleep over this game I really mean it #I spend hours just laying in bed thinking about everything that happens in arthur morgan's life #it eats at me #I'm not ashamed of how much I have cried over this game #it fucking gets to me #playing rdr2 is the best form of escapism until the story hits you like a stab in the chest but the blade just pushes in further and further #until you're left with a gaping wound #“wow michael I didn't know you were so emotional over pixels on a screen” #except those pixels were acted out and performed by real people and voiced by real people and designed to look like real people #the game's main target was historic realism emphasis on REALISM #to provoke emotions through amazing storytelling #it's okay to feel strongly about things!! #this game man #this game #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #mick thinks #arthur morgan #red dead redemption 2 spoilers

[risenshiney]

💛🐶SCRIMBLY GOOD BOY HOURS

SKRUNKLY POTATO MOMENTS🐶💛

#oatchi #poochy #pikmin #yoshi island #super mario #drawing #fanart #PIKMIN 4 #IN 10 DAYS #WHAT CAN I SAY #IM WEAK TO SCRUNGY #only watched family play 1st and 2nd pikmin but couldn't get into it bc it seemed so STRESSFUL #but for this game i plan to make an exception #the japanese here is just onomatopoeia for barking staring and sleeping lol #oatchi looking kinda too off model but i liked how this came out ill draw him better next time waaaaa #also i finally post fandom content during its hype WHAT SWEET HECKERY IS THIS #prob not really accurate but the idea of poochy interacting w another tiny weird dog thingy made my heart a bit too full #sorry for the tag vomit i have feelings lmao

[twildflower]

#pokemon special #pokespe meme #pokemon #pokespe #trainer gold #trainer silver #rival silver #preciousmetalshipping #twflpokespe #have a meme im gonna sleep bye #finally have new headshots. #emerald arc ending goes crazy #actually every arc ending does. ​except ruby sapp. most underwhelming up till emerald arc. #i really like ruby and sapphire tho theyre adorable #sapphire and may are so different!!!! #pokespe has such a better take on the protagonists’ personalities #compared to games #like. bro!! ruby and sapphire >>>>>>>> brendan and may #sorry most of the tags are just me spamming bc i just finished emerald

[mx-giraffe]

Okay okay wait so a fic where Luffy is like in a gang (modern au obviously) and ofc it’d be like the Strawhat Gang you know and so he meets Law at some point and he’s like “wow this guy is super cool” and “I gotta protect him” and so he’s like doing all this stuff to protect Law from all the shit he gets into and then at some point something happens and he finds out that the whole time Law has been the leader of like an equally powerful gang and Luffy’s like “HUH??? WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?!” And Law just smiles slyly like this man has been totally waiting for this moment because he thinks he’s hilarious and he just shrugs and says “you never asked”

#lawlu #trafalgar law #monkey d. luffy #okay it could probably also go the other way except Luffy wouldn’t smile slyly hed just say what? you never asked? and be totally clueless #one piece #guys I’m tired #i’m tired #I have exam block next week #but it’s okay because I have Lofi beats to study and relax to #WHERE DID LOFI GIRL GO?? #probably out with Lofi Boy #but what I wanna know is why she took her cat with her? #not that I wouldn’t take my cat with me #it’s just if she’s going out to the city #will her cat really be happy there? #anyway I need to go to sleep #I’m tired as hell #and you should go to sleep too

[premamelody]

Despite your ask block rage...

DO DERG UZI X N!!!!!!

ask and u shall receive

#murder drones #wings of fire #uzi doorman #serial designation n #md uzi #md n #nuzi #biscuitbites #premaposting #im sorry this is late i dont really have time to draw on week days except wednesday and friday #this thursday i will bc its off but otherwise yeah #this is post transformation uzi btw #id imagine after that their nightwing instincts tell them to just sleep on branches like bats #uzi probably wouldnt get used to the nocturnal cycle as easy so shes trying to transition to it slowly #a bit more sleep in the night at a time like how deathbringer was on his mission #this reminds me of that one image of like a bat eeping with baby bats #kind of what i was thinking of #md wof au

[anna-scribbles]

h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work

unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion

#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad #because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid #i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back #i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades #i might be able to snag a short nap before work #but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen #WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE #well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway #OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal. #anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently #emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it #and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry #so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever? #and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this?? #also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m #so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point #anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari #after escaping her british nobility life #and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course. #and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known #and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates. #and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time #also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w #but at least he’s still obsessed with her #this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either. #ml #anna rambles #asks

[avornalino]

hiiii.. 🙃🙃

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 edit #late night sim posting but its ok! who needs sleep anyway.... #second sim kinda sorta inspired by cocona from xg except im really bad at making irl people in the sims soo.. #anyway not sure if ill get back into posting regularly anytime soon. i have a gp save rn that i play like once a week when i have time #but tbh its so hard for me to have the motivation to play rn but thats just how it is during the school year 🤷‍♀️ #and i might not have that much time in the summer since i miiiiight be studying abroad for a month (idk we'll see..) #will most likely continue lurking for the next few months tho :) #ok jfc enough rambling im going to bed gn sleep tight or have a good day <33

[sparring-spirals]

wait. they're fighting a DAWNFATHER ANGEL? all of this shit going down and Deanna and co are doing ... everything we know they did and meanwhile team issylra is just. straight up fighting a dawnfather angel in a dawnfather temple? in the midst of the Gods Snackbar Crisis????? no one needs to give me any additional context, i think. im content.

#this is very funny even if im wrong i think #okay i really need to sleep. i. glad they seem to be kicking ass and also melting down and also doing shenanigans its all i wanted #critical role #cr spoilers #c3e61 #cr liveblogging #(except im not actually watching) #have fun on my behalf everyone!!! someday my cr watching time will return from the war...

[dairyfreenugget]

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Many times I've written scenarios where PK lays curled up around PV when they're sick or hurt (either physically or emotionally), or simply just bonding and lounging together as wyrms do. Finally decided to draw how I imagine how in the hell he's able to curl up around them with their height difference. The answer: Compress! That! Bug!

Plus, that stretch that cats do, with their legs stretched out and covering their muzzles with their paws? So cute, I imagine PV does that often

ID start: A pencil on paper doodle of the Pale King and The Hollow Knight / Pure Vessel from Hollow Knight. The Hollow Knight is curled up into a tight ball, their arms pressed close to their chest and legs pulled up close to their torso, with one leg tucked under their left arm. They're laying against their father, The Pale King, who lays with his tail curled around them, arms crossed over his chest and glaring at the viewer or somebody just off-screen. End ID.

ID start: A pencil on paper doodle of the Pale King and The Hollow Knight / Pure Vessel from Hollow Knight. The Pure Vessel is stretching while laying on their back, their muzzle pulled in close to their chest with their hands laid on top of it, and their legs outstretched. They're leaning against their father, The Pale King, who lays curled up around them with his head laid on his arms, one of his eyes barely open as he looks at his child. End ID.

#spooky arts #pk #faaf au #in my hc/au wyrms have very tightly knit family groups and maintain these bonds via grooming playfighting and lounging or sleeping together #usually PK doesnt get that with his last surviving child with root (that hes aware of) being essentially a dead corpse and his daughter #being less touchy and growing distant to him with age. Great angst potential if you ask me :] #Hes guarding his sleeping kid. You wake them up you're dead. #next up i really want to draw more pale siblings lounging with dad. Except Ghost. You wouldnt catch it acting affectionate with PK EVER #PV/Flower + Flo's partners and parents in law are more of a parental figures than PK and WL ever were or will be

[theburiedgay]

PSA that being sleepy most of the time is not normal and sleep disorders are severely underdiagnosed, especially the rarer ones people don’t know how to recognize. If sleep is affecting your quality of life (too much, too little, involuntary actions, you feel like you haven’t slept when you have, etc) Seeing a sleep specialist could really improve your life!

#sorry but I have to promote my sleep disorder awareness agenda bc treatment has changed my life I had no idea sleep was the problem #ideopathic hypersomnia takes an average of 10 years to diagnose because no one except sleep specialists recognize the symptoms AS SYMPTOMS #it looks and feels like ‘bad habits’ but it’s literally the nervous system malfunctioning #dracula daily #dracula #sleep disorder awareness #sleep disorders #and some sleep specialists only have experience treating the most common disorders you have to keep getting a second opinion and beyond #Lucy has a parasomnia obviously but I really related to her 🥺 #EDIT #someone mentioned mental health in a tag I want to clarify: asleep disorders =/= mental illnesses. psychologists won’t know how to help you #if you have a problem related to sleep go to a sleep specialist please. other doctors have very limited knowledge on sleep

[sableeira]

Neptune by Sleeping at Last // Fifteen Manga // Fifteen LN // Fifteen LN // Dark Era LN // Fifteen Manga // Storm Bringer LN // Neptune by Sleeping at Last // BSD Manga // Eight by Sleeping at Last // Fifteen Manga // Fifteen LN // Dead Apple Manga // Storm Bringer LN // Storm Bringer LN // Storm Bringer LN // Eight by Sleeping at Last

Teen Soukoku as told by the songs Neptune and Eight by Sleeping at Last

#kinda crying and throwing up over that caption everything is bsd except the 4 lyric snippets #calling this a web weave would be kinda offensive to all other web weaves #I’m lacking too much in regards to diversity in my media palate for proper web weaving #<- I need to read more (something I have been telling myself for the past 5 years) #but I hope I still managed to communicate a vibe… whatever that vibe may be… #I’ve just been listening to sleeping at last songs again and when I listened to those two songs I was like wow this is so teen soukoku core #it’s not even really ship related but more about their individual struggles as teens #and kinda how these struggles shape their partnership #I had some other quotes that would’ve been more partnership focused but those were way too long and this already is a massive post #does sleeping at last music fit my little mafia guys? not necessarily. will that stop me? nope #also ignore that eight is about enneagram type eight and Chuuya is the quintessential type eight…. that’s not the only reason that song fits #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #osamu dazai #bsd osamu dazai #bsd dazai #chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya

[sodrippy]

i love waking up early but going to bed early??? is there no joy in this world??? must i be denied even the simplest of pleasures????

#honestly in an ideal world i wake up at 4am fuck around for 2 hours workout second-breakfast then office hours #unfortunately that means i have to go to bed at 6pm and thats insane behaviour even if i didnt finish work at 6 #we should have evolved out of needing so much sleep its really lame. except when its awesome #not to mention i have absolutely no energy living like this which is also so fucking sucks #like i want to DO stuff after work i want to read and paint and embroider #instead im so fucking tired i just die #anyway its fine ill adjust i just have to fahking soldier through. i think this week might be a washout though :/

[rain-coat-killer]

"I don't need you."

"...Do I?"

#all for one #inko midoriya #all for inko #bnha #dad for one #my art #i may end up making a comic at some point later on for this particular scene #so basically the gist is afo has a morbid thought that he doesnt really love his wife #and he could get rid of her at any time if he needs to #so to test that he makes a sort of attempt while shes sleeping to see if he could #to which he then finds that he is having difficulties #then follows the heavy realization that he does love her and now shes something he can lose #so yeah #👏👌 #angst #choking tw #except not exactly #hes honestly just holding her neck #he couldn't bring himself to actually squeeze it even a little #but the implication is still there