#like you feel it deep in your chest

[arthursfuckinghat]

There needs to be a scientific study done on how Rockstar Games' Arthur Morgan is able to provoke the most earth shattering emotions I didn't even know I had in me

#you guys get me right #like you feel it deep in your chest #the joy the anguish the grief #it feels like words aren't enough #and I don't mean it as in “sad moment in video game makes you sad” #I mean it as in “a deep and well written moment that has been slowly building is fleshed out in a video game and I think about for weeks” #when I say I lose sleep over this game I really mean it #I spend hours just laying in bed thinking about everything that happens in arthur morgan's life #it eats at me #I'm not ashamed of how much I have cried over this game #it fucking gets to me #playing rdr2 is the best form of escapism until the story hits you like a stab in the chest but the blade just pushes in further and further #until you're left with a gaping wound #“wow michael I didn't know you were so emotional over pixels on a screen” #except those pixels were acted out and performed by real people and voiced by real people and designed to look like real people #the game's main target was historic realism emphasis on REALISM #to provoke emotions through amazing storytelling #it's okay to feel strongly about things!! #this game man #this game #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #mick thinks #arthur morgan #red dead redemption 2 spoilers

[rainswept]

i haven’t done 4.2’s archon quest yet but oh my god i’m scared. not because of the actual content but bc i know fontaine will be over when i do. like i am not ready.

#it sounds so stupid but fontaine is so meaningful to me #like have you ever had that feeling when you finish a show you’ve been watching for years and realize #Oh. #it’s Over. #(< — i read that in neuvillette’s voice) #yeah. and then it’s a cold settling feeling deep inside you from your chest to your stomach #like you just lost something and you’re grieving #and it just won’t go away #me with fontaine. augh

[pointyfruit]

Just imagined a complex animated short about Bloodmoon huntin for ye good ol blood except it was in the perspective of one of the children that get hunted.

I almost made myself cry.

#Like it was a huge punch in the gut #the silly don't feel so silly no morein this context #dca fandom #bloodmoon twins #you just want your mom to be happy again and what happened #sams bloodmoon #sun and moon show bloodmoon #fnaf bloodmoon #like you hear on bbc news that this Infamous red monster has killed 100s of families in poverty and everyone's panicking and trying to #evacuate the city but yall neck deep in poverty so on top of struggling to get food on your plate every night you also gotta somehow find #the money to move and everyone is trying and trying and working themselves until their exausted and stressed and sick and mom is struggling #and sad and dad is struggling and sad while rich people ride their private jets into the sunset and everyone's sad and depressed and crying #because no one deems your lives important because you're poor and you just wondering why mom keeps crying and dad have time to play anymore #and you are just barely grasping any of this you're like 8 and after all that hard work of 80° days and sleepless nights it's to late and #everyone is getting killed except for you because you're small and weaseled your way out of it but not for long because here it comes and #you're run as fast as your little weak legs can go with your heart pound out your chest and you're crying and screaming and your voice is #cracking from screaming but no one hears you or is too scared to save you and just like your parents you lose hope and strength too and you #cant run anymore and you fall to the ground and cry (the ugly cry) and the silly has come to harvest ye good ol blood and you're dead and-

[l0vergirls]

your favourite fictional character having a canon love interest makes for some good reader insert angst

#because theyre basically written in the stars while you have to stand by and watch #all you can do is wait until your love for them dies down #but it never does because how can you ever get over them? the love of your life? #if there's a love triangle going on #you know deep in your gut it wont be you in the end #but it never hurts to hope #(it feels like your heart is being ripped out of your chest and squeezed in front of you) #you allow yourself to indulge in them before they realise you arent what they want #that you arent what they need #because you'll never get a chance like this again #i will not write angst here #i love happy endings so i will not be the one 🙅🏻‍♀️ #well really idk depends how i feel #— yan speaks.

[emoticonheart]

What’s your favorite type of belch: the lazy, long ones that just roll out of your mouth when you’re resting from a big meal, or the short but loud ones that make other people clasp their ears to muffle the sound? Maybe the juicy, saliva-spraying burps that come from drinking too much liquid, or the foul, gassy eruptions that can bring tears to people’s eyes? Or is it some other kind of eructation entirely?

oh gosh the first two 100%. but while my ultimate favorite would probably be length and volume combined, if i had to choose, i think i'd have to go with length.

imagine, if you will: someone finishing an absolutely ginormous meal. they've eaten so much that they can't bring themselves to stand, so they just lean back in their seat as they rub their full stomach. then, they open their mouth as a casual belch comes rolling out. it's not bery impressive in terms of volume, and they don't even seem to realize they're burping, with their eyes half lidded and shoulders slumped. but even so, the belch just keeps going. and going. and going. there doesn't seem to be an end in sight. then, when it finally does peter out, they just heave out a contented sigh, too tired and full to remark on how truly impressive that was.

oh yeah. that's the stuff.

#burping #answered #rockysavannah #also another type of burp that you didn't mention but that i absolutely love are the DEEP burps #like burps with so much bass in them that you can feel it in your chest #but like i said the best burps imo are the ones that combine all three of these aspects #length volume AND bass #that's just so top tier

[yardsards]

Cannot stress enough that there's an entire subculture that has taken women's flat chests into their hearts. We appreciate the enthusiasm but skinny women are fine on the sexualization front. We promise.

not everyone with a flat chest is skinny. pre-op trans women, women who have gotten mastectomies, fat women whose fat just doesn't accumulate much on their chests, etc. all exist and deserve appreciation (which doesn't necessarily have to be sexual)

#eliot posts #i am saying this as a skinny flat chested person who is typically perceived as female btw #i have a whole Complicated relationship w my chest and my gender and sexuality #it's a weird feeling to hear yr mother ragging about how much of ''a shame'' it is that you and your sister both inherited her flat chest #while you're simultaneously insulted by her tone but are deep down GLAD your chest never grew out if training bras #a gladness that runs deeper than the way you've chosen to love your unruly hair and big nose out of SPITE for the way she insults them #and your mother goes on about how men will find you unattractive for it and hopefull you'll find a boy who doesn't mind #and part of you is glad because you don't LIKE men and don't WANT boys to be attracted to you #it's. yeah. idk.

[yoshifawful64]

honestly i'm a little, i don't know, unsettled? by how many people seem to hate heartstopper for… what, being too "wholesome"? like yeah it's maybe not god's gift to queer fiction or whatever, but it shouldn't need to be some subversive masterpiece to justify its existence. and it's not like it's free of conflict or anything either, there's still more serious plot points in there too

#really i feel like some of these people are just shadowboxing the IDEA of 'all queer stories are sanitized' but only know like two examples #and like if the comic (or show) isn't for you then that's fine. there's plenty of queer webcomics that are more serious/deep/horny/whatever #you can just go read one of those instead of complaining about heartstopper just because it's Mainstream™ now #really this feels like it's part of a bigger problem where people think your genre/tone tastes are an indicator of how good a person you are #like wow you like one (1) fluffy romance story? clearly you're a Stupid Uneducated Philistine who doesn't get True Art™ and has bad morals #sorry for the rant i just needed to get this off my chest

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

how do you express to someone that youve fallen asleep every night for the past week by imagining vivid scenarios of the two of you together without sounding creepy

#HOW DO I TELL MY FRIENDS I LOVE THEM IN A WAY THAT FULLY GETS ACROSS JUST HOW DEEP MY FEELINGS ARE #WITHOUT OVER EXPLAINING HOW OFTEN I THINK ABOUT THEM AND FREAKING THEM OUT #HOW DO YOU TAKE SOMEONE IN YOUR ARMS AND HOLD THEM SO TIGHTLY AGAINST YOUR CHEST AND NEVER LET GO BUT LIKE. THROUGH THE INTERNET

[ironmanstan]

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#yknow idk maybe its just me but sometimes u get like thrust deep into ptsd brain or flashbacks or what have you #and its like this sick sick sinking feeling stuck deep in your chest and its like your brains filled with pop rocks #and everytime one goes off its like you get hit with every emotion you felt when Some Shit happened to you #and its like oh if you could just wrench out. rip that sickness out of you and bury it under something #drown it out even if its with pain #maybe youd be able to fall out of the loop and ground yourself again #anyway i was sitting and feeling all this and then i got hit with the absolute stupid thought #of lol i feel like gaara when he said his chest was hurting #and it was so fucking stupid enough my brain got shocked immediately. stop crying to roll my eyes at myself. #need to explode for real best trait is being stupid constantly gbless #anyway emotional flashbacks are so funny why am i crying and feeling emotions what am i feeling them about guys. nothings happening #so stupid soooo stupid #vent #I GUESS. i am simply making observations

[murobrown]

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#hello friends I just took ventolin and I am having a panic attack and possibly dying #my heart will soon pop up from my chest #and my whole body is shaking and shivering #so I am looking for some way to distract myself and not to hyoerfocus on my bodily functions #it should be a normal side effect but I never experienced it before so I'm freaking out #how are you all doing? i really hope that everyone is happy and healthy and safe #if not I'm sending all the best things your way #like tomorrow will be the best day of your life...i promise... I'm sure you will feel better tomorrow #whatever is worrying you right now will go away and you will be happy #we will all be okay #everything will be okay #I'm not dying #i really don't want to die #I wanted to die for many years and even did some stupid things but now I'm so grateful to be here #i love my life now and I'm so scared that I'll die and lose everything #because usually when you think you're doing great the universe is preparing something disastrous for you #...so thay you don't stay happy for too long #I'm trying to breathe deep but I feel like it makes my chest hurt more #and I'm so scared to sleep because I don't want to die in my sleep i want to have everything under control if I need help #but I'll be okay... I'll get through this it's just nothing #do you guys have any plans for the summer? #do you remember being at school and having two months holiday without any responsibilities #honestly I don't think I miss it...maybe I prefer to work and have just few weeks off #it's just too much free time for me #now I feel like my body is burning #and I feel my neck pulsating #like I feel my heartbeat in my head #my smart watch is saying that everything is in normal numbers but what of they're inaccurate #I'm losing control of my thoughts so back to getting distracted #maybe I'll try to lay down and sleep

[fideidefenswhore]

It was not until 1884 that Paul Friedmann, Anne’s greatest biographer before Eric Ives, debunked many of the romantic myths about her and portrayed her as a scheming adventuress.

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But in this "exquisite treatment, sure to become a classic" (Booklist), they take on more fully realized flesh and blood than ever before [...] Anne Boleyn, an ambitious adventuress with a penchant for vengeance,

definition being “a woman who seeks social or financial advancement by dishonest or unscrupulous methods”...

can pop historians just refer to her as a whore, if this is truly their views? it would be more forthright.

#i do mean that #if that's how you feel then say it with your chest yk #none of this prevaricating #that she is lauded by the AB crowd on insta is um...interesting #but im a weirdo that deep-dives for patterns in quotes/interviews so #arguably the GM ; anne becoming queen etc was unfair to mary and katherine but how was it 'dishonest'? weird assessment #also ; i mean...yes; it was principled? #you don't have to agree with the principles in question to acknowledge they were there lol #just like you don't have to agree with the principles of catherine and mary's resistance to acknowledge they existed #also the blatant foil here even tho i omitted it lol #the summary was catherine a woman of principle vs (by def) anne an amibitious woman without principle

[bunniieangel]

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#swear to god i’ll leave a mark on you if it gets her hands off of what’s mine. swear i fucking will #really it’s my pleasure #to get to finally cover you in all of the love bites u deserve and not the painful things you endure #getting to trace up and down your neck and your chest and make you feel loved and feel wanted and closer to god than you imagined u could be #getting to know im what gets you out of this hell #and into the feeling you deserve #the heaven that is being treated like a fucking man. for the real first time in your life. i’m learning that’s part of the problem #she can’t love you like a man but i’m on my knees praying for you #you belong down my throat and that should be the only time tears fall from my eyes #you belong deep inside where i can bounce up n down while u lean back. for once. bend over u and whisper in ur ear that it’s all. for. you. #and it always has been #……….maybe that’d be a good way to leave a mark?

[whoblewboobear]

Why is it always the psycho racist white dudes that go on bb and want the house to call them a weird ass nickname

#how tf did he come up with pooch and why is he proud of it #that feels like a deep cut your family calls you that you’re embarrassed to tell people about #but my guy says it with his whole chest #bb24

[trainingdummyrabbit]

damn . they werent kidding. that between really can two worlds

#In-Fucking-Capable of speaking like a normal person #(<== listening t more projmoon tracks) #im not gonna pretend like i know whats happening (<== clueless abt limbus) but Jesus Fucking Christ #anyway bitches love music that sound like bared fangs! (<== is bitches) #piktalk #out of the two whole tracks ive heard im just in Awe of how well this series uses piano and strings #like an echo in a grand chamber. something you can feel in the hollow of your chest. #it feels. heavy! it feels tangible! #also VERY good at making me go '???' immediately followed by '!!!!!!!!!!???!?!!!!!?' #um um um. what im saying is. they werent kidding ! that sure was an ascendant experience!!! #what can i say!!!! im a sucker for some good deep piano chords!!!! im a very shrimple guy!!!!! #ALSO THE. the emotion packed into the vocals there. fuck dude alright!!!!!!! its about the repetition and call and response!!!!! #fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sacha-da-1]

I feel like I lose a year off my life span every time I hear my family members saying hateful things about the lgbt community.

#vent post #vent #like can’t you just mind your own goddamn business #i just don’t get it #if you don’t agree with it don’t practice or encourage things relating to it #no one said you had to #but don’t go around spewing hateful unproductive nonsense #if you gotta vent about it don’t do it around me for god’s sake #i don’t know what they expect to get from speaking to me about it #i know my sister doesn’t know how i feel so that’s one thing but my parents KNOW no matter how much denial they live in about it #that i don’t feel they way they do #and STILL #just had to get that off my chest #and whether they know deep down or not that it’s what they’re doing #they’re talking about people like me #and even if i wasn’t it wouldn’t matter it’d still be awful to listen to #but feeling like i can’t stand up for myself and what i believe in bc i know the outcome is uncomfortable questions and #practically interrogation i just try to brush things off and stay neutral and keep my mouth shut since those conversations NEVER lead #to anything productive #i harbor enough resentment and i feel enough discomfort around them as it is #i don’t need anymore #they’ve already proved they won’t listen on too many occasions to count #and i’m through with it #if one day they come to me and imply they might open their minds just even a tiny bit maybe we can go somewhere from there #but it’s been years and they can’t hear or understand a damn thing i say about the matter #if i had it my way we wouldn’t discuss the topic in each other’s presence at all #and maybe one day i’ll have to take the risk and draw that line #but until then #here we are

[mouse-fantoms]

Me: *is feeling sick*

The sick fic in my drafts that’s been a wip for like over a year: 👀👀👀

#at least even when you’re feeling unwell it gives you the motivation to be like ‘yeah let’s work on something that’s manageable #they do be wips for a reason; one day they won’t be a wip but their destiny as of now is a wip until they become published #the sick fic do be lookin’ appealing to work on bc I vibe with it currently 😪 #btw not to concern I’m not that type of sick where it’s like I’m dying level sick it’s just the like sore throat and throat cough and not #the like deep chest cough where you feel like in your chest and it hurts to where you’re like ‘IS IT MY TIME’ whenever you cough it’s not #one of those so I’m not at that ‘dying sick’ level #just that level where it’s just an inconvenience oh also I am sneezing a little too but ya not the dying type of sick #julie and the phantoms #jatp #jatp netflix #jatp fic