#energy doesnt lie

[your-heart-is-a-treasure]

What drains your spirit drains your body.

What fuels your spirit fuels your body.

#learn something from this #spiritual warfare #energy doesnt lie #contemplating life #how to live #consciousness #be true to yourself #energy quotes #awareness #spilled ink #higher learning #spiritual path #spiritual healing #life quotes #life reminders #popular quotes #famous quotes #life advice #wisdom quotes #natural healing #islamic reminders #depression quotes #wise words #true facts #when will you learn #remember this #quotes to think about #inspiring quotes #motivational mondays #health advice

[theposhperyton]

All evidence suggests yes

#starting a new power scaling system for the warlords of the sea but im rating them based on whether i think theyre an ally or homophobic #kuma is an ally because photos dont lie and hes clearly wearing an ally pin #also you cant spend that much time around somebody with the title “Queen of the Queers” and somehow be homophobic afterwards #unless youre sanji but hes still on his internalized homophobia growth arc. i believe in you buddy you can beat this #crocodile is trans and baroque works is the alphabet mafia in a literal form #with that said. he has the energy of “im not homophobic yall are just annoying” #doffy has the energy of a homophobic homosexual #like hed kiss a guy and then call him a f*g and throw him out a nearby window #jimbei joins the strawhats so ofc HES an ally #blackbeard sucks but i dont think hes homophobic #hes one of those people you meet and theyre just the worst all around and youre like “man this guy has gotta be homophobic” #somebody mentions their partner and you go “oh boy here it is” but he just has no reaction whatsoever #hes such a problem but at least hes not homophobic on top of everything else #Gecko Moria is such a virgin that i dont think he knows being gay exists any more than he knows being straight does #Typa MFer who thinks “sex” is just a synonym for gender #also hed see your top scars and get excited because he thinks youre a zombie #gecko moria probably thinks LGBT is an acronym for some branch of the navy that he doesnt know (or care) about #Because Boa lives on Sapphic island i would jump the gun and immediately say she's an ally but i feel that its more complicated than that #not unlike moria. she also doesnt actually have a real strong grasp on being straight vs being queer #but thats just because shes used to everybody being whipped for her equally #somebody tries to explain it to her and shes just like “??? but theyre all obsessed with me?” #if she ever encounters a gay man it will be a reality shifting event for her #id say itd be the same if she met a sex/romance indifferent aroace but like #monkey d luffy #its already happened #mihawk is probably both an ally and queer himself but he just minds his own business so much that we may never know #one piece #seven warlords #warlords of the sea #bartholomew kuma

[nyxi-pixie]

'now its mike who doesnt get it' is such strong proof for my NEITHER of them understood what was going on in this scene agenda. it wasnt just mike who missed smthn. will missed smthn mike said at an earlier point. (hoping for it to be will not understanding mikes 'tell me to break up w el rn istg pls tell me to break up w her s3 u would have told me to.')

anyway the confusion comes in bc wills slipping up so obviously here💀 'she was pushing you away' but she just didnt tho king

#the 'wills a good liar but not with mike' thing is so funny #cos with everyone else hes totally prepped to lie thru his teeth WELL. #but w mike hes like 'ik im saying my own shit thru someone else rn but lemme just say smthn that doesnt apply to her AT ALL' #hes so funny #laughing abt the tiny details abt this bc i dont have the energy to look at my kinnie moments with him rn #byler

[silenthillbunni]

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#ngl i am feeling veeeeery depressed rn #idk what to do.. i dont get *any* help at all w my mental health nd it just keeps getting worse #rn i feel like there is absolutely no hope at all. no hope for a better life. no hope for me to ever get better #no hope that i'll be ok. that the surgery will go ok. no hope that i'll ever get to move away from here #i feel so fkn stuck and i just dont have any energy or motivation to do anything at all #im so fkn anxious abt my health issue nd the surgery nd recovery #on top of that im so fkn stressed bc when smth like this happens i go completely non functional #so i dont know how to do my schoolwork now. i cant go to class bc i cant focus bc of the pain nd stuff #but if i dont do school what will happen w my wellfare?? #idk idk idk what to do there are just too many things #and there is absolutely NO FKN HELP AT ALL in this wretched society #no help. my mom does as much as she can but she's also sick nd deals w years long burnout #im at a point where i dont feel like i know how to keep going. i just wanna lie down nd give up #but then i might become homeless nd that'll be so fkn much worse so i have to do smth #i need to try to talk to school nd my wellfare worker but i dont expect help #they'll just tell me to suck up the pain nd do everything anyway so idk i dont even feel like trying #im feeling more depressed than ever and it doesnt matter if i ask for help bc there is none for me #i want to get out of this nd make a life for myself but idk how #and i see NO light at the end of the tunnel at all. no light whatsoever. everything feels fkn pitch black #everythings just bad nd it is contaminating my mind completely nd idk how to stop it #i cant even cry i just feel so empty yet overwhelmed i want it all to just stop i cant keep up cant do it anymore idk how #but ending it all takes too much effort. there rlly should be just a pill u get prescribed. it is inhumane to force ppl to go thru more suff #also i wont do that to my mom so like im stuck here either way. i dont want to feel like this i want to feel ok i want to feel hopeful #and bright nd like maybe there is a chance nd way for me i dont wanna feel.. utter despair

[steampoweredskeleton]

My physio wants me to go outside and walk every day. I feel like I should have warned her that the likelihood of me having that kind of energy is incredibly small, and even if it's there, that energy needs to go towards shit like cooking before trips outside

#delete later #it makes me feel lazy sometimes that i hsve so little energy but at thr same time i know that its not my fault #trying to keep a good level of functioning in terms of self care like eating and washing and chores is already really difficult #whilst working full time. i may have the energy for every other day after the flat inspection. tonight i need to reserve energy for #tidying and shit before that. im so tired i legitimately had to fitce myself not to lie down earlier bc i knew I wouldn't be getting back u #idk what the fuck is wrong with me but this is how ive been since i was like 11/ #12 and had to lie down after school #i also keep teetering on the edge of a real freak out. ive been switched to probrct management again so im doing a bunch #of emailing abd communicating and checking. most of which doesnt have concrete answers and relies on understanding #whst ppl are trying to say in their survey responses. which i rly rly struggle with. and on top of that several things #have changed this week at work ahd its impacted my workload sbd responsibilities a lot so im trying to breathe theough it #but im incredibly frustrated and stressed and overwhelmed and having to spend at least a couple hours under weighted blanket each day #most ofbthe tine i dont require the weighted blanket its just nice. i require it right now. frustrating

[jrueships]

Bron crushing hard on kyrie is embarrassing

LMFAO

#i love when i get asks that sound like asks u see on wag blogs #sometimes when im bored and the dash is slow i search up my fav wag blogs and catch up on all the messiness #the askers certainly love their lightskins who hate them over there #anyways this just sounded like a tea poster telling me abt an embarrassing married celeb w a family being downbad for someone else #which this pretty much is so #the way lebron smacked that mans hand and proceeded to put more energy into the greeting kyrie had no idea how to complete.. #he is so embarrassing #aquariuses will not like someone popular but the moment theyre hated on as well for being a hater #they will do everything in their power to pretend like theyve always liked that popular person #im srry yall but when they be lyin they be lyin lyin fr #they dont lie all the time but when they do it's on smthing heavy n irrefutable to them #i dont think i have to explain it with lebron #bro is the king. he could have anyone. and he chooses That #it's like a rich popular beloved guy who wants the only girl that doesnt like him but in all its problematic realities #maybe being determinely n frighteningly attracted to the one person who tells u no is Not so hot After all. in fact. at all #and maybe that rlly nice girl u str8 up kicked to the curb n abandoned (russ) actually Wasnt that boring n deserving of that #n maybe the girl u want that no one else wants has an actual reason to that which should be acknowledged n probably abided or atleast aided #instead of u deluding urself into being capable of fixing her thru a relationship where both of yall can get hurt #but u know #what do i know #i talk abt zodiacs sometimes im a stain on humanity #the trials of socrates #lebron rlly needs to stand up.. ure literally so real for this anon #amazing ask #ted asks #srry for the barebones actual text i tried framing it like a wag blog

[rucow]

no one loves sagittarius placements more than i do 🥰

#even my cat who has a saggi mars is so so so delightful shes so fun to play with #ily saggi mars and suns and moon ppl #saggi mercuries as well. u all talk so much and i have nothing to say at all but i love to listen #i have no saggi placements myself but that doesnt mean i cant love u all 😤 #i firmly believe that sagittarius and pisces have a lot more in common than we're led to believe #with the shared jupiter energy and all that #wdym my pisces self is too sensitive for the bluntness of sagittarius??? #thats a lie i appreciate their bluntness bc *i* would never be that direct #they say the things that im not brave enough to say myself fbsjdd #also theyre just so fun. the most fun ppl to talk to ever #so goofy and so deep at the same time im in love #they can be so reserved and private too (if theyre sidereal scorpios) im doubly in love #saggi placements.....let me declare my love to u.........

[lepidopterium]

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#like i dont have the energy to try and get myself into a routine. work business as usual so future me doesnt have to #catch up with everything ive fallen behind and let fall apart #i dont have the energy to reassure anyone that im suicidal but i will be okay. i dont know that. i dont want to promise that #and i dont have the energy to talk to anyone. barely have the energy to leave the house but i cant stand being here so thats what helps #i already have a plan but im trying not to go through with it for the sake of my brothers. but im having trouble caring either. #i cant talk to anyone. i cant lie and tell them im managing bc im not. not even a little. #listening to music isnt working. getting high isnt working. sleeping and eating isnt working. going out for air isnt working #i dont know how to pull myself out of this. i dont know why this last fight with my mother was my breaking point but it was #and i regret reaching out for help because it only #it only showed me that no one will help me get out of this house. i have to do it myself. no one can save me from this. #and i feel all the less human for it #and im heartbroken because here are two adults. so called parents. put me through years of abuse and horror who i still manage to care for #and worry about. all while im not human to them. thats what breaks my heart. thats what hurts #i cant swallow it all up anymore. my body is just racked with terror all the time. i cant pretend to be happy and engaged when i feel so #incredibly fucking alone with this awful horror thats just always clinging to every part of my body. #i dont want to hurt anyone. i dont want to hurt anyone. i dont want to hurt anyone. i dont know what to do. #everyone loves me because ive given it my all to not base my actions on how much rage and hurt im carrying. or with family bc i stay in #the closet and turn the other cheek. because i take all my wants and i put them aside and i act based on not inconveniencing anyone #and thats such a stupid thing bc look where i am now. #no one sees me. no one knows how to help me. no one can help me. and i cant keep enduring this. i cant keep relinquishing choice. #i cant get myself to believe anything otherwise. and i want to be selfish. i want to do the most selfish thing i could ever do to others.

[snekdood]

Bitches on here be like "haha! I read this callout about you and i told everyone around me to ostracize you and ignore you and the reason you're alone is divinely orchestrated karma, of course, surely not me and my hand in manipulating people to hate you, surely this is some sort of divine intervention and not a smear campaign that i try to justify my actions with "its gods will" with"

#do yall ever consider the karma *YOU* will acquire for treating me this way over someone elses lies about me? #bc something tells me whatever im going through rn. that you think i shoulda killed myself over... well babe. #i got some bad news for you and how karma works. lmao #and oh baby it hurtsm oh mam am i just suffering so hard. #my body aches all the time. i dissociate constantly. #well. when it happens to you and you're all alone with no support yknow.... hope you figure it out :/ #hope the karma doesnt hit you too hard :/ #at least im strong enough to not let all of this shit make me go fully insane. doubtful for yall tho lmao #and im going to give just as little fucks about yall writhing in your mental agony as you have for me :)! #oh and uh. dont think karma will be light on you just because 'you didnt know you were being lied to 🥺' #aww.. poor you... but anyways yeah when you fuck w someones life even if you realize you did it over someone elses lie... kinda feel like #you're not gonna get out of hurting someone else so much that easily. kinda feel like thats not gonna happen for you. #kinda feel like the energy is eye for an eye not eye for an acknowledgement of your actions and regretting them. #but who knows. i guess it really depends on who you are. how sorry you actually am. how much you understand what you did and how you hurt #someone. all of that sorta stuff will decide how bad your karma is. #so ig. hopefully its nothing too bad !

[killthemwithkindness1122]

#me #myself #music #is everything #soul healing #feeling #beautiful #cute but psycho #curvy girls #be yourself #energy #doesnt #lie #dark aesthetic #love wins 🏳️‍🌈 #always #all that matters #☯️ #SoundCloud

[sharama]

So tired

#no energy for anything tbh #barely want to do roulettes when i get home #opening by myself till 10 or 11 and having to do EVERYTHING alone #still get questioned and accused of not doing anything by people #like. bitch if your goofy ass would open and YOU got stuck having to be responsible for #markdowns. put out fresh kitchen. make ALL the sandwiches. COOK. do grab&go. wait on customers. go get the trucks. etc. #you'd be crying how unfair it is. #like i am so physically and mentally exauated by the time i leave my either 8 or 12 hour shift i dont want to do ANYTHING #oh and add 'clean up after the closers' even though you set them up for success. and they cannot return the favor #AAAAND lets add 'no time for a break because you have so much to do and you dont want to leave a speck out of place because >god forbid< #you forget to do one thing #fucking hate it here sometimes #doesnt help that they keep hiring clowns straight from the circus that end up doing fuck and lie about what they were told/taught #asfghjkl #doesnt help my brainspace. #🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 #work rants #rant rant rant

[darabeatha]

 /  I am once again coming to say two words; mocte supremacy

#UAGAAGHHGGUGGUHUGHGHUGHUGU GOING RABID OVER THIS L.B #CHOMPING A WHOLE TREE; BONCING OFF WALLS #some parts were kinda filler-y BUTSOME OTHERS- #holy hshshsh #for those who know; the conversation he had with this other character; that whole scene was soooo muchhhhh #STILL THINKING ABOUT IT #truck cat got destroyed emotionally; but gosh it was so interesting to see his ideals being put into question #his reaction to it too; it was so intenseee #m.octe might be n.asu's oc at this rate but im not gonna lie; it was pretty dang interesting #even if u were to highly dislike his character; that scene might have been under my favs of this lb #me standing in the middle of a room holding the standing m.octe chibi i drew #this IS a mocte apreciation blog #your honor im praying he doesnt stay in npc jail; we won c.amazotz we can win this one too f.go #going insane going rabid going BANANAS #i dont have the energy to properly world vomit all my thoughts about him rn BUT MAYBE ONE DAY!! #im also relatively close to finishing this l.b so by the end i'll be truly the standing man emoji #D.AYBIT- T.EZCA- C.AMAZOTZ- M.OCTE- K.ADOC- N.ITO- theres so many characters i like in here #and they are all jumping around frfr

[feline-insolitum]

i was gonna put this on a reblog to this post but i decided it needed to be its own post so here we go

LOOK AT HIM!!!

most other trainers will be super badass or cool whenever theyre terastallizing their pokemon. but kieran just kinda stands there devoid of life. he looks like hes not even there. almost like he's just... dissociating through the whole thing

you can also see eyebags that his teal mask model didn't have. he's been working himself to the absolute bone to get stronger. another character (i forget who) even says hes been sacrificing sleep just to get stronger. its very obviously been taking a toll on him

but looking back on the battle as a whole, this wasnt even the only time where he looked dull and lifeless. for the entire battle, when hes not being dramatic on purpose, he just looks so out of it

you cant look at these pictures and tell me hes mentally present. the left picture isnt even timed to make him look like that. his expression is like that the entire time hes giving that line of dialogue.

and again, you can see visible eyebags!!!

i think part of it is that hes imagined the battle against the protagonist so many times since getting back from kitakami that it's feels like it's already happened to him, and he's just reliving a memory.

maybe another part is since hes gotten back, hes just been battling non stop when he has the chance. to him its just another battle. initiate, defeat, get stronger. rinse and repeat. its so repetitive that half the time he doesnt even know who hes battling. i feel like thats the case here, maybe sometimes he forgets hes even battling the person that he became this strong to defeat in the first place

i think why he did this to himself is because of more than "just getting stronger". after everything that happened in kitakami: gaining a friend, only for them to lie to and betray him about the thing he loves most, then for them to get closer with his sister, who would consistently shut him down, then on top of it all, ogerpon chose us, and even in trying to battle us for her, we beat him.

that is a lot to have happen to you in just a couple days, so i think part of the non stop training is him trying to cope. in trying to make up for "being too weak", hes also trying to escape reality and forget that those things even happened. he looks so out of it for the entire battle because he is. thats why he has such a reaction when we use ogerpon against him in battle. because by doing that, were reminding him

this is all part of why he freaks out so hard when we beat him. aside from his whole complex of getting stronger specifically to beat us, its because hes already imagined beating us so many times that to him, it already kinda happened in his sleep deprived mind. its because hes won battle after battle since getting back from kitakami, so after being in this rinse and repeat cycle of battling and winning, us losing causes him to finally snap out of it.

after the protag wins, hes genuinely confused that he lost. but he knew how strong the protag was going into this. i think its because, for the majority of the battle, due to not being mentally present, he forgot he was battling us.

this, as well as how often he wouldve imagined him beating us, explains very well how surprised and shocked and panicked he is that he lost. "this wasnt supposed to happen" because it was just another battle, and he wins battles. "this wasnt supposed to happen" because he already imagined him beating us so many times that it had to have been real, right?

and because this monotonous cycle he was in that was actively draining him of energy was broken by us beating him, everything that he hadnt had the energy to process since training is hitting him like a truck now. ogerpon, the betrayal, how he kept losing to us, how he just lost to us right this moment, its all too much and he cant handle it. and so he crumples to the ground and has a mental breakdown

i didnt mean to turn this into a whole character analysis on kieran but i have a LOT of thoughts on his character and how hes written

#ERROR 501 #pokemon #pokemon sv dlc #pkmn #pkmn sv dlc #indigo disk #pokemon indigo disk #kieran #kieran pokemon #kieran pkmn #rival kieran #trainer kieran #champion kieran

[firstloveforever]

#hey #i am hust. so so tired and gebuinely have no motivation #and im so scared to enail my prof regarding my late submissions bc it #just seems so contradicting in a way bc im always reciting and active during synch class #but i swear once it ends i just. #i spent the entire day sleeping and if not im in class and after that. i just lie in bed #and i havent even eaten anything and it doesnt even matter #bc i genuinely dont feel anything and its just so #weird and ive never felt this before and i just wanna cry #but i csnt even cry because im too tired nd ive been having #this headache for weeks and its just #i just dont know what to do #i even had to tell my best friend not to come iver tomorrow #bc i just have no energy to socialize and i dont wanna bring then down #AND force myself and its just so much #like to the point that i had to tell her no like i cant

[steampoweredskeleton]

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Ignore

#delete later #im tired today #just super fucking tired. my body doesnt want to do snything except lie here #its taking a lot of energy to do all things. i ache so much and im just exhausted #im just sad i think. dunno why. upside is that ive managed to trick my brain into allowing sone savoury foods #still a fucking trial but better. that's all we can work towards. #im tired. i want to curl up but my leg is too painful to let me #im also really anxious bc i have the scan on Tuesday. and i dont know ehat outcome im hoping for #but im tired already just at the thought

[indycar-series]

vent in the tags

#tw depression #i cant keep living in the vent channel in slub crub so im gonna vent in the tags #honestly been pingponging between feeling emotionally numb and feeling like a complete waste of space too much lately #i know this latest round was partially triggered by the monthly blood but i need to stop lying to myself about being ok #part of me wants to get help because in my current state i am doing a piss poor job of taking care of myself #but another part of me just wants to drop out of school move back home and waste away #i barely eat 1 meal a day anymore and dont have the energy to do basic household tasks #and when i do have energy the paralyzing fear of being perceived by other people keeps me from doing what i need to do #my lawn is starting to get overgrown because im terrified that my neighbors will see me mowing #and my roommate has mowed the last 3 times and its my turn to do it #i dont feel a real drive or sense of purpose and dont know what i wamt to do with my life #and honestly i wake up dreading every day #therapy doesnt help because ive figured out how to lie to therapists and medication sort of helps but doesnt stop the thoughts #im terrified of being honest with people because they'll see how much of a mess i am #honestly should have ended up in a psych ward months ago but im still out in the wild #i want to keep working toward a motorsport career but im lost and no leads are turning up results #part of me just wants to give up #i dont know what im supposed to do from here #i know i should talk to someone but i dont trust anyone irl with any of this #because if i tell one parent they'll just gossip to the whole family #if i tell my psychiatrist he'll just up my meds and tell my parents #and i only have 1 or 2 real irl friends neither of who i will admit any of this to #i just want to stop feeling empty inside all the time and actually move forward towards a life that will satisfy me #what that is i have no idea #anyways that was a lot sorry if anyone read all that