I drew my partner's fursona, Marlyn the hedgehog!! They're a punk enby!! :3 Hope y'all like!! I love them so muchhh <3 Character belongs to @fleshyartcorner !!!
Intuitive collage about what I wish for myself in 2024.
Some translation:
"take up space"
"I let what gives me joy lead me"
"I am exactly where I need to be"
"Its only fear" (implied that fear can be noticed, but should not lead, that it has worth in the way of signaling but no worth in the way of taking over, it is small)
we are a trans heavy system. meaning most system members are transgender. and it's mostly nonbinary folks, but we do have some trans boy and trans girls (and like a couple cis boys and cis girls). but as we said most are nonbianry.
being trans is hard. dysphoria is hard. we have came out and wa not acknowledged, then was forced to come out by our moms religion doing shit they should have kept private. we not accepted by our mother at all. she is very anti lgbt. and our sisters don't understand. so it's hard.
we are 33 weeks on T and it's helped. we want to get top surgery this year cause that would really help with dysphoria. we need to love out to supportive housing so we can get space from our mother and be ourselves. we don't get to be ourselves. our family doesn't know the system stuff as well. it doesn't really matter. we feel we will never find a place to belong. top is the only reason we're alive and feeling like we aren't gonna make it there. sorry we're so depressing all the time.
anyways here's some trans art we did a while ago while blurry and some top surgery art the system made
why can't we be light angel and not have his disgusting human body form?? would love literally anything else. an animal. a plushie. AN ANGEL THAT FORMS FROM LIGHT.
we should be getting our trans letter from our therapist next week then we can send to the gender specialist then the it'll get to the doctor and a couple months later they'll call us to schedule a consultation so yeet gotta figure out about gas and hotel bills but who knows the way our mental health is we might not even be here we honestly are doing so bad
sigh. yeah we're experiencing gender identity crises and we're struggling like really bad but ayyeeee the trans flag colours do slap - The Dreamdrop System