#eitelle writes

[phasmophobie]

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Wann bin ich je verschwunden?, hatte sie gefragt. Jedes Mal, hatte er antworten wollen. Jedes Mal, wenn er sich nichts weiter als ihre Nähe gewünscht hatte, war sie ihm entglitten. Jedes Mal, wenn er die Augen aufschlug und aus einem schweißtreibenden Albtraum erwachte, war sie verschwunden. Jede Erinnerung an sie war trotz ihrer Anwesenheit qualvoll gewesen, denn es würde nie wieder so sein. Er hatte sie verlassen, statt eine Lösung zu finden. Er hatte sie nicht wirklich retten können. Dies war bloß eine Flucht, so wie es Feiglinge taten. Seine Unfähigkeit sich zu behaupten, hatte ihm sein Augenlicht genommen und aus ihm einen Idioten gemacht. Er konnte nichts sehen und wäre so erst recht nicht in der Lage, sie so wirklich beschützen zu können. Pavel überkamen viel zu viele Ängste, die er nicht ordnen konnte. Er war wütend über sich selbst, er war noch immer wütend über Billy, er konnte nach wie vor das brennende Fleisch riechen und spüren, die Stimmen erinnerten ihn an sein Versagen, und er fürchtete, dass Daria ging. Es gab diverse Gründe, weswegen er ihr dies zutrauen könnte. Einerseits, weil er sie nun nicht mehr vollumfänglich beschützen könnte, weil er nun bloß vor sich hin jammerte wie ein erbärmlicher Verlierer, weil sie sich vor ihm fürchten könnte, weil sie glaubte, dass sie schuld war, weil sie behauptete, ihn so schützen zu können. Vielleicht, ganz gleich ob er übermäßig eitel war oder nicht, wäre er nun nicht mehr das, was sie lieben könnte. Er liebte sie zwar nicht wegen ihres Aussehens, konnte aber das Bedauern nicht unterdrücken, sie nicht mehr sehen zu können. Er liebte sie in Gänze, das schloss ihre braunen Locken ein, ihre Sommersprossen, das Silber in ihrer Iris. All die Monate waren umsonst gewesen, nur weil er Gnade walten lassen wollte. Weil er gezögert hatte. Weil er Billy verschont hatte — bis er ihm keine andere Wahl gelassen hatte, richtig? Er hatte es so gewollt und er bekam, was er verdiente, wenngleich Pavel den Tod noch für zu gnädig hielt.

Words cannot describe how happy I am with this piece. Another commission by Oriato for another alternate universe @caughtbetweenworlds and I are writing. It's a rather sad one and more than once we paused the writing due to massive angst. #belasto As last time: do not steal or repost or copy or whatever. These two cutie-patooties are Daria and Pavel and no one else. <3

#⸻ 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐚 : ‘ when i think of the future i see you ’ . #⸻ 𝐚𝐮 : ‘ you know what they say about hope ; it breeds eternal misery ’ . #⸻ 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐬 : ‘ the world needs fantasy not reality ’ . #this is so cool #look at the cute little grabby hands #they are so tiny and cute #omfg

[apersonwholikeslotus]

I am having the feelings for my gaul oc tonight. probably gonna write this out wake up in the morning and see none of this is coherent and then I'll delete it BUT FOR NOW it is 3 am and I have feelings(tm)

Gaul had 5 kids. 1 with Rome (France) and 4 with Germania (HRE, Switzerland, Netherlands, Belgium).

Now, I see a lot of 'France had a wonderful relationship with his mom!!" bro he absolutely did not. Welcome to the wonderful world of Gaul hated Rome and every time she looked at France all she could see was his father even though as we all know François looks nothing like Romulus. France always knew his mother didn't really love him, not completely at least; he doesn't even have an 'epiphany' moment, he just grew up knowing it. When France was idk, five, maybe six, Gaul for lack of better term ran away from Rome's house. She escaped (eventually he'd catch her again unfortunately) she ran for the hills and for a long while was free.

She ended up married to Germania, how we got there doesn't matter rn, but they were married. We can discuss though how they had very different views of their marriage, partially bc they didn't know how to communicate for shit. Gaul always thought them ending up together resulted from nothing but the fact that they had a common enemy. Germania always thought they were married because they enjoyed being with each other, which wasn't completely untrue. they had a decent relationship, but, it wasn't anything special.

They hadn't been married long when their first child came along, a daughter, Adelheid (or Heidi). Now, Heidi may have been the personification of The Holy Roman Empire of the German Nation; she was also Eldest Daughter Syndrome personified. yknow the "I hate my mother. My mother is the only person who understands me. I'm more like my father. My father doesn't know a thing about me."

Switzerland would be the only one to ever be able to claim he knew his mother. Really knew her, it was an odd thing but Heidi was trying so hard to please their father that it left Aldrich with his mother all the time, he didn't mind. He would be the most torn up by her death, part of his "how do you feel?" "I don't" mentality comes from the extra traumatic circumstances surrounding Gaul's death.

Netherlands didn't have much of a relationship with his mother. When Rome did find Gaul again she was pregnant with him, Rome didn't know that not for a few months. When Eitel would be born Rome would basically call a meeting with Germania to go 'I believe this belongs to you' give him newborn Ned and half-order him to never come back.

I've talked about Belgium before; but I'll say it again. She was born when her mother was living under, and her father was working for Rome. Emma was born, they passed her off as Rome's kid for a good while before he connected some dots and disowned her.

France hated his half-siblings, he despised them. Why? Gaul didn't love France; she couldn't. And he tried his hardest to convince himself that he wasn't jealous, that he was happy they got what he didn't. But in the end, some of his last words to Heidi were "what do you have that I don't? What made her love you?"

His relationship with his siblings has gotten better as time has gone on, it won't be the same as if they grew up together obviously. But it's good, they're all happy with the state of it.

But sometimes, sometimes François can't help but look at Aldrich, Eitel, and Emma with a pang of jealousy and wonder again "what made maman love them?"

#this spiraled into france feelings but it's all intertwined #François has mommy issues #hetalia #aph gaul #hws gaul #aph france #hws france #aph hre #hws hre #aph netherlands #hws netherlands #hws switzerland #aph switzerland #aph belgium #hws belgium #hetalia hc #aph ancients #hws ancients #aph germania #hws germania #aph rome #hws rome #I forgot I cued this #I'm not moving it now

[archduchessofnowhere]

I'm currently on vacations so I'll only be able to post more often next week but I did read the memoirs of Archduchess Erzsi's governess and while they're not that interesting they did had a bunch of fun facts such as:

- Erzsi could NOT spell in English not even if her life depended on it

- She was kind of a brat but still could be charming

- Was like super invested in the lives of her governess' family??

- She seemed to have been afraid of Empress Elisabeth :(((

- Turned down Prince Eitel Friedrich of Prussia and King Alfonso XIII of Spain

- Was very annoyed at having to wear mourning clothes for months when her great-aunt Sophie Duchess of Alençon died

- At least during her childhood she was convinced that her father had not died at Mayerling

When I get back home I'll write in more detail about some of these!

#archduchess Elisabeth Marie of austria

[eitelle]

“ sure. i mean i do- ,,

kenma could get used to this, to you, to waking up married and seeing your face right beside him, the light somehow always hitting your face perfectly.

it wasnt always like this though, in fact kenma never even imagined youd be his s/o.

see it started one summer evening and you were 12 years old. driving past your new neighbors house you heard muffled sobs and a bedheaded boy running up to talk to someone inside. that was your first time meeting kuroo and kenma; the two very people standing here at your wedding.

“y-yeah,” you say in return, stuttering from the cold and nerves at your long time crush giving you his jacket. “your jacket is warm.”

“y-yeah,” you say in return, stuttering from the cold and nerves at your long time crush giving you his jacket. “your jacket is warm.”

“y-yeah,” you say in return, stuttering from the cold and nerves at your long time crush giving you his jacket. “your jacket is warm.”

“yeah of course it is dumbass i just wore it,” kenma responded with a flush you couldnt tell if it was from the cold or him blushing. oh well, he probably didnt like you back anyways.

kenma isn’t affected by the cold.

then it was a car: “hey you called me over right?”

“yeahh, ken my car wont start and i know you majored in engineering for a bit,” you complain with a pout.

“ok lemme take a look,” he replies nonchalantly while his heart does backflips at the thought that you called him over for help. it was a little things that made him think, just maybe, you might like him back.

that night you two went out for drinks, driving your now functioning car. that was the first night you learned his favorite color. and his cats name.

next it was so many things you couldnt keep count:

late night drives, facetimes lasting past a couple hours, games, games, and so many games. past his wonderful success, you had been there for every milestone. his 13th birthday, and his 14th, 15th, 16th, 17th, all the way til his most recent one, his 24th. both at 24, one would think all chemistry between you two had faded when in fact, it was quite the opposite.

after you two moved in with each other, you cooked and he cleaned. the last time he tried to “cook”, he forgot the water in his microwaveable ramen. safe to say that was the last time you let him near the kitchen.

of course somehow he snuck through, to try food and give u kisses. on the cheek, on your lips, your hands, your shoulders, as many places he could before you kicked him out.

you would be a guest star on his streams often and his fans absolutely adored you. especially when he uploaded a video like no other, the video of your love story, and your engagement.

he wasn’t doing something fancy, nor something flashy and big. rather, he set up a camera and rented a whole ass hotel suite for one night as a “staycation”. you immediately knew something was up of course, but it would be lovely to spend some time with the love of your life in a new setting.

that night, you two got room service and as you two sat and ate, he got down on one knee on the balcony and popped the question.

that video went viral for your reaction, “holy shit i was not prepared for this. what if i fall off this balcony rn. then what. lord help me.” to which he picked you up bridal style, and thats where the video ended.

of course no one knows what happened next, but you can confirm it was a good night to say the least.

at your wedding all of your hs friends came. yachi, kiyoko, hinata, kageyama, the whole crew. after saying your vows it was finally time.

“do you, kenma kozume, take y/n l/n, to be your lawfully wedded wife?”

“sure,” he said but at your pinch he quickly changed to, “ow- i mean, i do.”

“ok, and do you, y/n l/n, take kenma kozume, to be your lawfully wedded husband?”

“i do,” you say.

“i now pronounce you husband and wife.”

and before the priest can give his permission, kenmas lips were already on yours, one hand cupping your cheek, another supporting your lower back as he dips you a little.

a/n: LORD JFC THIS HAS BEEN A WORK IN PROGRESS SINCE SUMMER. SO I RLY HOPE YOU GUYS LIKR IT BC I DONT RLY, BUT REREADING IT MAKES ME WABT TO FUCKING MARRY KENMA KOZUME SO BADLY IM LIKE SCREAMING. love yall <33 (maybe ill come back to writing 😧)

#DOMESTIC KENMA GOT ME SCREAMIBG #haikyuu!! #haikyu x reader #haikyu oneshots #haikyu fanfiction #kenma fanfic #kenma headcanons #kenma fluff #kenma kozume x reader #kenma x reader #domestic haikyuu #domestic kenma #haikyuu imagines #kenma imagine #eitelle writes

[scarabiaa]

“Hm? What's this, a new person? How lovely, it's about time someone came to spice things up, I can surely work with this. Navin Eitel, at your service, I hope to see you around a lot!"

NAME: Navin Eitel 

NICKNAME(S): Vin by most of his friends ; Shikuriddo (シクリッド) by Floyd ; Monsieur Manque de Lait by Rook

AFFILIATION: Student 

AGE: 19 

SPECIES: Human

INSPIRATION: Mother Gothel 

UNIQUE MAGIC: Golden Flower - When he sings with a purpose behind it, it can freeze time and make it go back. In order not to affect other people, they need to hold onto him. The entire scenery will seem as though it is a movie going back with golden swirls and flowers appearing. It's usually done for a small thing, like when someone is sick. If he wants the effect to be permanent, he needs to concentrate on that intent, but it sucks a lot of energy out of him. He also needs to be careful if he wants to go back in time entirely.

PERSONALITY: As a theater kid, he's obviously got a flair for the dramatics but in reality, he's extremely nice. He worries about a lot of people and can be qualified as the "mom" friend, making sure that everyone is okay and if they need anything, he's probably got it. He has tons of snacks in his bag, most of them his friends' favorites just in case they need to cheer up. He's got a surprising amount of patience, but mainly because of tech week. He likes making jokes a lot of the time but will occasionally say things that don't make sense. He is not vain, for the most part, but he does worry about himself a lot and trying to stay in tip top shape for future shows.

APPEARANCE: He has messy black hair and dark green eyes the color of a forest. He is not muscular, nor is he lean, he's got the right shape for someone that could qualify as a dancer, even though he sucks at it. His skin is pale and turns red easily. His eyebrows sometimes makes his expression look surprised but that's because if he relaxes, he looks aggressive. He can be found in a white shirt with a loose red bow and a black shirt underneath. He does not care about the color of his vest, as long as it matches with whatever he is wearing that day.

~

SCHOOL: Night Raven College

GENDER: Male

DORM: Pomefiore 

GRADE/CLASS: Class C (Junior)

BIRTHDAY: May 28 (Gemini) 

HEIGHT: 155.75 cm/5'1" feet

DOMINANT HAND: Right 

HOMELAND: The Sun Kingdom 

CLUB: Drama Club 

BEST SUBJECT: Astrology 

HOBBIES: Reading scripts, reenacting iconic scenes, memorizing movie scripts, listening to musicals, singing  

PET PEEVES: When someone points out that he is a theatre kid who can’t dance

FAVORITE FOOD: Popcorn shrimp

LEAST FAVORITE FOOD: Milk 

LIKES: Teasing Iris, designing costumes, watching movies, learning how to waltz, collecting stationery, writing letters to his friends, games, playwriting, gold flowers, “Impossible” from Rodger and Hammerstein’s Cinderella

DISLIKES: Having to learn choreography for a musical, mean people, mirrors, surprises

TALENT: Mimicking others voices with scary accuracy

SONG: All Stars by Martin Solveig, ALMA

~

His MBTI is ENFJ.

He's a theater kid and he likes both acting and working backstage.

He's got a good voice and he acts well, but he's a terrible dancer, that's why he never performs in musicals.

He actually wanted to be some sort of detective when he was a child and then over time he realized that he wanted to be onstage.

He is extraordinarily indecisive for small things; it took him ten minutes to decide between what birthday cakes he wanted.

He's a gamer and a good one at that, he's actually fought against Idia online (he lost).

He grows his nails really long and forgets to cut them until he accidentally slams his nail against something and it snaps off. 

He likes pineapple juice a lot.

He hates tomatoes.

He wants to dye his hair but he doesn't know what color and he also wants to have piercings like the others, but he's afraid of needles.

~

DYNAMICS: 

The Photographer and the Unknowing Model: Cater + Navin

They're both really funny and they can make each other laugh. Cater says that Navin's photogenic, but he doesn't believe so. Cater actually is his photographer when it comes to show nights. He's in charge of making sure to post Navin on the Magicam so that he gets some sort of fanbase in the future. 

The Airhead and the Theater Kid: Silver + Navin

Navin has stated him to be sort of airheaded but he does not mind it at all. Silver thinks that Navin is overdramatic at times (he is exaggerating) but he's got a good heart. After all, Navin doesn't say anything bad about Malleus and even admires him from afar. 

The Short Troublemakers: Lilia + Navin

Both of them are enormous troublemakers that can sneak up on anyone at anytime. Navin will introduce him to some songs that he thinks match his personality. Everyone in their vicinity needs to be on their guard at all times because there is no knowing when one of them thinks about doing a prank. It's a ridiculous thing to be aware of, but one time Ace got something to the head and when he looked around, Lilia and Navin were arguing. It was all acting, of course, they were laughing when Ace left and thought it wasn't them.

#🍓.new oc ! #WELCOME FUNNY LITTLE DRAMATIC MAN #he's the guy that appeared singing ! #the masked golden flower: navin

[goodqueenaly]

I am in love with this art commission I had done by @riotarttherite! I asked if she could do Aelinor Penrose and base the face on Duchess Sophia Charlotte of Oldenburg, and this is so perfect. For some reason, when I was thinking about Aelinor Penrose (toying with a fic I may or may not write), I couldn’t get the image of Sophia Charlotte out of my head (see here and here for example). Poor “Lotte”, as she was known in the family, was married off to Kaiser Wilhelm II’s second son, Prince Eitel Friedrich, specifically because his mother thought the Oldenburgs were “quiet, inoffensive, and suitable for a prince” (and because Lotte had a number of Hohenzollern connections - her mother had been a Prussian princess, and her godmother was the Kaiser’s sister Charlotte). The marriage was a failure, however: married in 1906, the couple was living apart within a decade and divorced in 1926 (though proceedings because in 1919, and reportedly would have even started before the First World War, if the Kaiser would have allowed), and the two of them had no children together. I don’t expect Aelinor’s marriage to be quite as unhappy, but a young aristocratic woman married to the king’s second son because of her close relation to the royal family, stuck in a loveless union that produces no children ... well, there are certain echoes of it I could see there. There was just something sad and lost in Lotte’s eyes that I wanted to capture in Aelinor’s. 

Anyway, if you’re thinking about any kind of ASOIAF art commission, I definitely recommend her. Her tumblr is here, her commissions are open, and she also has a ko-fi as well!

#asoiaf art #aelinor penrose #riotarttherite

[pastelsandhazelnutcoffee]

👹5th of December👹

Knecht Ruprecht - Theodor Storm

Habt guten Abend, alt und jung bin allen wohl bekannt genung. Von drauß vom Walde komm ich her; ich muß Euch sagen es weihnachtet sehr! Allüberall auf den Tannenspitzen sah ich goldene Lichtlein sitzen; und droben aus dem Himmelstor sah mit großen Augen das Christkind hervor. Und wie ich so strolcht durch den finsteren Tann, da rief’s mich mit heller Stimme an: Knecht Ruprecht, rief es alter Gesell, hebe die Beine und spute dich schnell! Die Kerzen fangen zu brennen an, das Himmelstor ist aufgetan, Alt und Junge sollen nun von der Jagd des Lebens einmal ruhn; und morgen flieg ich hinab zur Erden, denn es soll wieder weihnachten werden! So geh denn rasch von Haus zu Haus. such mir die guten Kinder aus, damit ich ihrer mag gedenken mit schönen Sachen sie mag beschenken.

[lose English translation:] Have a good evening, old and young I am for sure well known to all of you here From deep in the forest I come to tell you that Christmas arrives! Everywhere on the tops of the fir trees I saw sitting golden lights and up above at the Heaven´s gates watched the Christ child with big eyes And as I was roaming between dark firs it called to me with its clear voice: Knight Ruprecht, it called, old companion raise your legs and make haste! The candles start to burn Heaven´s gate is opened Old and Young shall now rest from the chase life is; and tomorrow I will fly down to earth for it shall be Christmas again! So I am walking swiftly from house to house picking out the well-behaved children so I will remember them and gift them with beautiful things

Ich sprach: O lieber Herre Christ, Meine Reise fast zu Ende ist. Ich soll nur noch in diese Stadt, Wo’s eitel gute Kinder hat. - Hast denn das Säcklein auch bei dir?

I said: O, dear Lord Christ My travel is almost over. I only have to go to this city Where nothing but good children are. - But do you have your sack with you?

Ich sprach: Das Säcklein, das ist hier, Denn Äpfel, Nuß und Mandelkern freßen fromme Kinder gern. - Hast denn die Rute auch bei dir?

I said: The sack, it is here For apples, nuts and almonds good children like to eat a lot. - But do you have the rod with you?

Ich sprach: die Rute die ist hier. Doch für die Kinder, nur die schlechten, die trifft sie auf den Teil, den rechten. Christkindlein sprach: So ist es recht. So geh mit Gott, mein treuer Knecht!

I said: The rod, that is here And the children, only the naughty, It will hit at the right spot. The Christ child said: So it is done, So walk with God, my loyal companion!

Von drauß, vom Walde komm ich her, Ich muß euch sagen es weihnachtet sehr! Nun sprecht wie ich’s hierinnen find: sind’s gute Kind., sind’s böse Kind? - Die Kindlein sind wohl alle gut, haben nur mitunter was trotzigen Mut.

From deep in the forest I come to tell you that Christmas arrives! Now tell me, as I find them in here: Are they good children, are they naughty? - The children, they all behave well, only show some defiant courage.

Ei, ei, für trotzgen Kindermut ist meine lang Rute gut! Heißt es bei Euch denn nicht mitunter: Nieder den Kopf und die Hosen herunter?

Well, well, for a child´s defiant courage My long rot shall be well. Do you never tell them to open the button and drop the trousers?

- Wie einer sündigt so wird er gestraft; die Kindlein sind schon alle brav. - Stecken sie die Nas auch tüchtig ins Buch, lesen und scheiben und rechnen genug?

- Should one commit sin, he will be punished The children all are well-behaved. - Do they bury there noses well in books, read and write and calculate enough?

- Sie lernen mit ihrer kleinen Kraft, wir hoffen zu Gott, daß es endlich schafft. - Beten sie denn nach altem Brauch im Bett Ihr Abendsprüchlein auch?

- They all study with their little might We pray to God, that he will finally make it. - And do they pray according to old custom In Bed their evening prayers?

- Neulich hört ich im Kämmerlein eine kleine Stimme sprechen allein; und als ich an die Tür getreten, für alle Lieben hört ich sie beten.

- Lately I heard in the small cabin A tiny voice, talking aline; And once I stood at the door, For all loved ones I heard them pray,

- So nehmet denn Christkindleins Gruß, Kuchen und Äpfel, Äpfel und Nuß; probiert einmal von seinen Gaben morgen sollt ihr was beßeres haben. Dann kommt mit seinem Kerzenschein Christkindlein selber zu euch herein. Heut hält es noch am Himmel Wacht; nun schlafet sanft, habt gute Nacht.

- So recieve the Christ childs greetings Cake and apples, apples and nuts; Try once from its gifts Tomorrow you shall have something better. Then in candle light The Christ child itself will step into your chambers This night it still keeps guard up upon the Heavens Now sleepeth gently, have a good night.

If you take part at this challenge, tag it with #phcadventchallenge or #studyblradventchallenge !  

#langblr #german langblr #poetry #christmas #german poetry #linguistics #theodor storm #phcadventchallenge #studyblradventchallenge #advent challenge #advent studyblr challenge #studyblr #studyblr challenge

[negativer-narzissmus]

NEG-NARZ: “TOD FÜR DIE WELT ! (Den Mächten des BLÖDEN muß INhalt geboten werden !”

DIÖZESANSYNODE: “Ich Riesenbaby glaub ja noch an Dämonen !”

featuring:  Böser Benefiziath

< stimmlos gekeift: >

Ich entzünde ein paar Kerzen - und knie’ brav vor dem Altar,   und als beliebte ich zu scherzen - bring’ ich mein Hirn dem Teufel dar !

I am Satans Breed - Ich bin ein Satansbraten ! I can neither write nor read - Ich bin total mißraten !

Ich höre auf die Stimmen und die Zeichen - die manchmal meinem Darm entweichen. Befehlen, denen ich “nicht widerstehen” kann - Daß ich mal gehorche, mutet seltsam an.

Ich steh’ für Satanismus - Ich pred’ge Fanatismus ! Ich schrei’ auch nach Faschismus - solang’ ich selbst nicht mitmuß !

Ich kapier’ nicht, daß “der Antichrist” - eine Erfindung von den Kirchen ist. “Du sollst lügen , stehlen, töten” - meinen auch die Heuchler, die in der Kirche beten !

I am Satans Breed - Ich bin ein Satansbraten ! I can neither write nor read - Ich bin total mißraten !

Das Werk der Pfaffen ich erled'ge - wenn ich von “dunklen Mächten” pred'ge. Es sind die Münster und die Dome - die Domäne der Dämonen !

Ich steh’ für Satanismus - Ich pred’ge Fanatismus ! Ich schrei’ auch nach Faschismus - solang’ ich selbst nicht mitmuß !

Satan, Satanorium - Mens sana, Sanatorium ! Name kommt von “nämlich” - Dämon kommt von “dämlich” !

I am Satans Breed - Ich bin ein Satansbraten ! I can neither write nor read - Ich bin total mißraten !  

Der Teufel sagt: “Sei böse !” - “Drück’ dich vor der Haushaltsschicht !” Der Teufel sagt: Sei blöde !“ - Mach’ deine Hausaufgaben nicht !”

Ich steh’ für Satanismus - Ich pred’ge Fanatismus ! Ich schrei’ auch nach Faschismus - solang’ ich selbst nicht mitmuß !

Ich “muß” mir Clownsgesichter schminken - Opas Blutkonserven trinken ! Ich “muß” alle Regeln brechen - und mich an der Gesundheit rächen !

I am Satans Breed - Ich bin ein Satansbraten ! I can neither write nor read - Ich bin total mißraten !  

Des nachts, da quäl’ ich Tiere - jedoch nur schwächere, kein Gnu ! Denn ich bin ja nicht nur böse - sondern auch noch feig’ dazu !

Ich steh’ für Satanismus - Ich pred’ge Fanatismus ! Ich schrei’ auch nach Faschismus - solang’ ich selbst nicht mitmuß !

Jawohl, ich bin ein doofes Kind - Hab’ keinen Schimmer, was echte Sorgen sind. Und statt mein bißchen Verstand zu behalten - quatsche ich lieber von okkulten Gestalten.

I am Satans Breed - Ich bin ein Satansbraten ! I can neither write nor read - Ich bin total mißraten !  

Ich tu’ den Eltern widersprechen - weil sie umsonst für meine Zukunft blechen. Ich bin ein Spinner, ein Schlawiener - mit einem Wort: ein Satansdiener !

Ich steh’ für Satanismus - Ich pred’ge Fanatismus ! Ich schrei’ auch nach Faschismus - solang’ ich selbst nicht mitmuß !  

< Schlußkanon: >

Jetzt wird’s warm - warm in meinem Darm ! ————————- Jetzt wird’s warm - warm in meinem Darm !

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LIPSNOT: "(hypo)CRITICAL MASS (Die Rebellion ist eine Unterhaltungsindustrie)"

featuring: Max Canailla Zapatista & D.T.T. (Dopey "Tod" Taylor)

Ja ! I could tell you now about the misery in this world , aber ich glaub' Ihr wollt Euch heut' sowieso nur wieder mal danebenbenehmen ! Stimmt´s ? Or am I right ? Yeah, damn right ! Dreckspöbel ! Opium für's Volk , nicht wahr ? Dann seid Ihr "zufrieden", gell ?! Freedom !

Wir verkaufen Platten um gegen die Raffgier in der Welt zu protestieren ! Wir verbrauchen Strom um gegen die Umweltzerstörung zu protestieren ! Wir rufen zur Gewalt auf, um gegen die Kriege in der Welt zu protestieren ! Wir schreien uns die Stimmbänder 'raus, um gegen den Lärm in der Welt zu protestieren !

Yeah ! You sure look like Revoluzzers , aber Ihr seid peinlicher Teil des Systems ! Und Ihr wollt doch auch garnichts anderes sein ! Everybody now, come on ! Selbstgefällige Wichtigtuer, Ihr ! Express yourself ! Be free ! Schaut Euch doch nur mal Eure unkontrollierten Widerstandsbewegungen an ! We won´t compromise , that´s for sure !

Wir schmarotzen um gegen den Verdruß am Ehrenamt zu protestieren ! Wir konsumieren um gegen Völlerei und Genußsucht zu protestieren ! Wir nehmen Drogen um gegen die Flucht vor der Wirklichkeit zu protestieren ! Wir gehen in's Extrem um gegen die Maßlosigkeit zu protestieren !

Resistance to the system ! Eine Farce seid Ihr , nichts weiter ! Independence ! We´ re all Individuals ! Kommerzielle Witzfiguren ! Die glücklichen Sklaven der Trend-Industrie ! Be different ! Massen-Individuen, Klon einer Imitation ! Selbstmitleid sells, Eigenlob smells ... like Teen-Spirit ! Just damn it !

Wir spenden nichts, um gegen die mangelnde Bereitschaft zu Teilen zu protestieren ! Wir schimpfen und fluchen um gegen die Gehässigkeit in der Welt zu protestieren ! Wir posieren auf der Bühne um gegen die Eitelkeit der Spiesser zu protestieren ! Wir beschweren uns, um gegen die Unzufriedenheit in der Welt zu protestieren !

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BOBBY-COUNT: "Neger schimpfen  !"

featuring: Shize-T (Tracey Laura Mellow)

Körperzählung - Körperzählung ! Körperzählung - Körperzählung ! Körperzählung - Körperzählung ! Körperzählung - Körperzählung !

Körperzählung ist im Haaaauuuus ! Körperzählung ist im Haaaauuuus !

Neger schimpfen - Neger schimpfen ! Neger schimpfen - Neger schimpfen ! Neger schimpfen - Neger schimpfen ! Neger schimpfen - Neger schimpfen !

Neger schimpfen ist im Haaaauuuus ! Neger schimpfen ist im Haaaauuuus !

AUS !!! Das ist ja nicht mehr zu ertragen !!!

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IRRWAHNA:

“I´m so sick and tired”

featuring: Burt Cocaine

Mir ist soooo übel !  Ich glaub’ ich spei’ gleich her !

I´m so sick and tired !

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DIE DOOFEN DOSEN / PÖBELNDE PROLETEN:

“Wir wollen keine Punk-Vereine ! (Deutsch-Punk muß sterben)

featuring: Thorsten “Snot” Koller , Dicker Jurist

Wir wollen keine - Punk-Vereine !

Deutschpunk muß sterben - damit wir leben können !

Wir wollen keine - Punk-Vereine !

Deutschpunk muß sterben - damit wir leben können !

Wir sind die wilden Horden - wir plündern und wir “borgen” !

Wir waschen uns nie !

Wir sind die wilden Horden , Wir vermüllen und entsorgen !

Es lebe die Anarchie !

Urinieren gegen Unterdrückung, schnorren gegen das System !

Pöbeln für die Selbstbestät’gung, Widerstand total bequem !

Kiffen gegen die Kontrolle, Saufen gegen das System,

Konsequenz spielt keine Rolle, Haarlack heißt die Lösung des Problems !

Ich glaube eher an die Magersucht von Helmut Kohl,

als an eine bessere Welt durch einen Punk !

Ich glaube eher an das “Ehrenwort” von Helmut Kohl,

als an das hohle Gesabbel eines Punks !

Gammelettikette - schäbig und krank,

eitel eben wie ein Punk !

Und wenn ein Polizist …mal nichts gegen uns hat,

dann machen wir ihn dafür platt !

So ein Feindbild muß man pflegen, damit es nicht von selbst verblaßt,

und einen Mißtstand muß man hegen, damit man morgen noch ‘was haßt !

Die ganze Welt ist voller Nazis, voller Feinde, voller Bazis.

Nur WIR schau'n nicht auf unser’n Vorteil, und hegen auch kein Vorurteil !

#black-metal #black metal #nu-metal #nu metal #new-metal #new metal #KoRn #limp bizkit #Rammstein #gothic #gothic rock #grunge #punk #us-punk #Deutsch-Punk #Nazi-Punk #poser rock #poser-rock #death-metal #death metal #bloodhound gang #machine head #such a surge #crossover #tankard #Till Lindemann #Ice-T #Body Count #Body-Count #Satanismus

[dawnspiration-blog]

New Years Eve, Las Vegas and My Dreams that I Dreamed Up Last Year

This is for everyone wondering if those New Years’ intentions, prayers and wishes they made will come true.✨✨ Nick and I spent New Years Eve waving goodbye to 2018 by hanging out backstage - and, dancing and singing along - with old friends - and, new ones - in Vegas, watching our other friends Maroon 5 play songs that everyone in the crowd knew every single word to. Every single word. It was pure joy. At the Maroon 5 NYE afterparty in a glass-walled penthouse high atop of the Vegas strip, I felt a keen sense of deja vu as this was exactly where I found myself 3 years ago sneaking away alone to a powder room to write down my intentions as everyone else danced. But this time it was different - and, yet strangely familiar. This year, as Nick and I danced til midnight and kissed as fireworks exploded over Las Vegas, I remembered one of my wishes and intentions that year: to fall passionately, head over heels in love with a man who was “fun, generous, adventurous, loved to travel and ‘got’ who I was - and, who could not only deal with the sheer volume of my life but enjoy it. Also, it wouldn’t hurt if he was a Texan or from southern roots...and, maybe even a little taller than me.” It took a little longer than a year to manifest, but here we are. That’s why I’m a big believer in intention-setting, manifesting, wish-making, praying and dreaming. All of it.  You just never know what beautiful surprises life will bring your way - so why not help it out by being clear about what you really want? That’s what I say, anyway. I’m so thankful to Stephanie Eitel Farrar Sam Farrarand Maroon 5 for making another New Years Eve dream come true and I’m thankful for all the magic and the mighty for bringing this tall dream-come-true of a guy next to me during it all. If 2018 was any indication of the fun we can have, 2019 is gonna be downright blissful. I hope it is for us all.✨ #DawnsDestinations *for all the fun, videos and more photos, head over to @iamdawnmccoy on Instagram — with Nick Yedinak at Mandalay Bay Resort and Casino.

#maroon5 #vegasnights #intentions #wishes #resolutions #newyearsvegas #mandalaybay #dawnmccoy #dawnsdestinations #relationships #love #findinglove #wishingforlove #prayers #afterparty #dancing #backstage #myman #manifest #manifestlove #dreaming #newyearseve

[ilaoic22274978-blog]

The Record Of The Telephone.

Every youngster arrives around the world as a blank slate on which his parents or even major health professionals write. Perform certainly not neglect that conflict in between parents is damaging to your kid's healthy correction to life. Everyday, my husband as well as I know a bit more regarding how you can hook up and also bond to our youngsters that have unique mental demands. Black Hole would certainly be actually dark, obviously, given that Randall is a real reddish neck and he gets off on fucking black little ones (he states 'all niggers enjoy to draw prick' and is figured out to confirm that; I'm not crazy about his language or mindsets, but we aim to highlight just what brings us with each other ... a reciprocal love of kiddie sexual activity and rape ... as opposed to what specifies our team apart). A different examination from the long-lasting health from older moms presents a light issue, a minimum of for girls who want to have much more than one youngster. Youngster desertion occurs whenever a youngster is actually left behind without appropriate parental take care of a substantial amount of time, baseding on the Little one Well-being Organization from America. Helping your high school or college age kid to obtain economic freedom will certainly give them a benefit that they will use daily from their life. And no title also this may motivate a lifelong love from understanding. When each moms and dads had mild altitudes in SRS ratings, the study suggested that they were actually 85 per-cent more probable in comparison to moms and dads without high ratings to possess a little one with an autism sphere ailment. If your child will possess trouble sitting still, focusing, as well as behaving for a total hr, pair of hrs, or four hours (the span of a summer session time), after that I would recommend you to request for a trial period from a full week or 2 to see if the commitment will be manageable for you as well as your youngster.

Joseph Eitel has actually composed for a variety from renowned on the web magazines since 2006 featuring the Creator Shed System and He has actually devoted his life to researching and creating regarding diet plan, nutrition as well as workout. An unacknowledged learning disability may substantially reduce a youngster's rate of interest in school. Most moms and dads will definitely possess possessed a little one saturating the bedroom and also the moment the youngster is of an age to recognize a lot better this comes to be an infrequent occurrence, only happening when they are actually unhappy or bad. Most kids can easily utilize a mouse, available and shut apps, or even explore the world wide web due to the opportunity they are actually three years of ages. As the child points out such phrases as "mother", "daddy", "my bro Rob", the educator writes those terms under everyone's photo aware. Play sharpens kids' social, emotional, language as well as presuming capabilities-- ones the future generation will certainly should contend in a globe that calls for cooperation and also advancement, he pointed out in an American Institute of Pediatrics (AAP) news release. 1) Anybody having an enthusiasm in the care, welfare and also advancement of a youngster may relate to the High Court for an instruction approving custody of the youngster to the applicant. I'm a splendid moms and dad that was actually provided safekeeping of 2 out of 3 from my grandchildren. Straight to Protection: Security liberties: guarantee children are actually guarded against all forms from neglect, exploitation and misuse, consisting of unique look after evacuee little ones; buffers for kids in the unlawful fair treatment body; defense for kids in employment; defense and also rehabilitation for youngsters which have actually experienced exploitation or even abuse from any type of kind.Determining the source of a weary kid has persistence and might demand a medical care professional's assistance. Decoding- This includes your little ones understanding from the alphabetical concept, that is that each letter from the alphabet stands for an audio, as well as those letters are actually put together to create terms.

[zipgrowth]

Opinion: With the Fox in the Henhouse, Betsy DeVos’s Ed Department Is Hurting Low-Income College Students

In the 19 months since becoming the U.S. Secretary of Education, Betsy DeVos has issued a rush of announcements that remove or undermine previous rules designed to protect students from predatory corporate-run colleges and student debt-collection agencies—changes that are likely to impact low-income students disproportionately.

DeVos’s actions call to mind a dark moment in American history when the fox was guarding the henhouse: the Teapot Dome scandal, when Harding administration cabinet members lined their pockets with public money, leasing government property to private interests. The lesson from that era is surely that it is unwise to appoint corporate insiders to regulate their own industry.

In one of her most recent announcements, DeVos signed a deal worth hundreds of millions of dollars with Windham Professionals, Inc., a company with which she recently had financial ties. Windham is one of two firms selected by the Education Department to help the government collect overdue student loans.

Windham and Performant Financial Corp. won out over nearly 40 others for government debt-collection contracts worth up to $400 million. DeVos’s investments in Windham were sold a hair’s breadth before she became education secretary—divesting them along with 107 other business ventures that smacked of conflict of interest.

She has also led a campaign to keep the for-profit-friendly Accrediting Council for Independent Colleges and Schools (ACICS) alive. DeVos earlier this year reinstated it over findings by her own department that it failed to meet 57 of 93 criteria required under federal law. Just last month, she delayed for a second time a final decision on the future of the body. ACICS had approved the for-profit chains ITT Technical Institute and Corinthian Colleges, which faced a series of legal challenges over their practices and are now out of business.

In July, DeVos’s department issued new, narrowly restrictive guidelines that pull teeth out of Obama-era “borrowers defence to repayment” rules. The revised rules set the bar so high that it is altogether futile for students who are defrauded by for-profit education providers to get their loans forgiven. Poorly-served students will now be eligible for relief only if they can prove they were deliberately misled. Since 2015, the Education Department has received more than 100,000 fraud claims, with most still under review. The DeVos proposal also permits schools to force students to sign arbitration agreements, barring them from suing—a practice that favors for-profits. In the latest twist in borrower defense actions, this week, a federal judge ruled that DeVos’ delay in implementing the previous Education Department rules is illegal.

In perhaps her most troubling recent action, last month DeVos scrapped the so-called “gainful employment” rule, a regulation that would have required for-profit colleges to prove that enrolled students can earn a decent living after graduation. According to The New York Times, it was “the most drastic in a series of policy shifts that will free the scandal-scarred, for-profit sector from safeguards put in effect during the Obama era.” The rule would have cut off federal funds and access to financial aid for poorly performing schools.In another action—never announced officially by the Education Department—DeVos disbanded a team in May at the agency looking into widespread for-profit abuse. “The unwinding of the team has effectively killed investigations into possibly fraudulent activities at several large for-profit colleges where top hires of Betsy DeVos, the education secretary, had previously worked,” The Times concluded.

In an essay last summer, calling for closing-down the for-profit industry, I warned that for-profit universities go after the most vulnerable, often leaving hapless students with insupportable debt and few marketable skills. These schools often have higher tuition than at state schools, with high student-loan default rates and poor post-graduation employment.

DeVos’s moves become clearer when you look at who DeVos has brought into the department during her tenure:

Julian Schmoke Jr. leads the unit that polices fraud in higher education. Schmoke previously directed campus operations at the for-profit West Georgia Technical College and served as a dean at DeVry University. DeVry’s parent, now rebranded as Adtalem Global Education, last year paid the Federal Trade Commission $100 million in fines for misleading students about potential decent-paying jobs after graduation. Separately, the company settled with the Education Department over similar serious allegations. Schmoke is also responsible for processing student debt relief for defrauded students. In July, DeVry still had nearly 2,000 unprocessed claims.

A. Wayne Johnson is on his way to run Federal Student Aid (FSA), the government’s trillion-dollar student loan system. While the press release announcing his nomination cited his more than 30 years of experience in the financial-services industry and his Ph.D. in higher education leadership, his connection to Reunion Financial Services, as founder and CEO of a company that originates and refinances student loans, was suspiciously omitted. He is also founder of a payments technology company known as First Performance Corporation. DeVos announced that she is appointing Johnson to ensure Federal tax dollars are spent prudently. Good luck with that. (Because of Johnson’s obvious conflict of interest, his appointment is not entirely assured.)

Robert Eitel, a former vice president at two for-profit operators, Bridgepoint Education and Career Education Corp., played a decisive role in suspending the "borrower defense to repayment" rules. According to ABC News, Eitel circulated talking points opposing borrower defense to department staff, edited documents, and even signed off on a public delay notice. Last year, Bridgepoint reached a $23.5-million settlement with the Consumer Financial Protection Bureau to refund defrauded students and pay an $8 million civil penalty for deceiving them.

Two hundred years ago, Thomas Jefferson, perhaps the most reflective founder of our American democracy, writing to a close French friend, outlined essentials that must guide the ethical conduct of government: “But when we come to the moral principles on which the government is to be administered, we come to what is proper for all conditions of society… Liberty, truth, probity, honor, are declared to be the four cardinal principles of your society. I believe with you that morality, compassion, generosity, are innate elements of the human constitution…”

In running a kleptocracy out of the Department of Education, Betsy Devos has turned her back on Jefferson’s notion of responsible and dedicated government.

Opinion: With the Fox in the Henhouse, Betsy DeVos’s Ed Department Is Hurting Low-Income College Students published first on https://medium.com/@GetNewDLBusiness

[apersonwholikeslotus]

just so you all know when talking/writing NedAme Alfred and Eitel don't exist.

Lars and Abigail are completely different people.

I have two Netherlands and two America's.

#I'm going to start tagging certain posts Lars/Abigail so y'all know #apersonwhotalks #aph netherlands #hws netherlands #aph america #hws america #nyo!america #hetalia #Lars Van Dijk #Abigail Jones

[takebackthedream]

Trump Fills The Swamp To Exploit College Students by Jeff Bryant

President Trump ran on promises to “drain the swamp” of special interests and corporate lobbyists in Washington, DC, but higher education policy in his administration is a quagmire of Okefenokee proportions.

Just to review the latest developments to emerge from the dismal places in his administration:

• His Department of Education contracted with a college student loan service company with financial ties to Education Secretary Betsy DeVos,

• His Department of Justice sided with a college loan service firm that a state attorney general says has violated college student loan debt forgiveness rules, and

• His Department of Veterans Affairs gave a reprieve to a for-profit college that also has ties to personnel deep in the muck of DoEd headquarters in L’Enfant Plaza.

These developments continue the trend in the Trump administration, and with Republicans on Capitol Hill in general, to favor the interests of the predatory college loan and for-profit college industries at the expense of students, families, and the American taxpayer.

Filling the swamp with higher education exploiters has severe negative financial consequences not only to college loan holders, but also to the public treasury, and according to a new report, the fallout to taxpayers is likely worse than what’s widely understood.

College Debt Collector Tied to DeVos

The Trump administration didn’t start the sordid business of contracting with for-profit companies to help the federal government collect overdue student loans.

But the Obama administration at least made an effort to be more selective in choosing collection firms with clean records and taking steps to prevent them from charging high fees and abusing debt holders. The Trump administration, on the other hand, has reversed those policies and abandoned safeguards that could prevent bad actors from getting federal contracts.

Officials in the education department say the reversals were enacted to cut “red tape,” but it doesn’t add to the department’s credibility that a loan service company chosen to receive one of these lucrative contracts happens to have financial ties to Secretary DeVos.

As the Washington Post reports, the company, Performant Financial Corp., “is linked to LMF WF Portfolio, a limited liability company that DeVos as an investor.” The contract is worth up to $400 million.

During her confirmation, Senate Democrats grilled DeVos about potential conflicts of interest arising from her overseeing contract bids worth millions of dollars to companies she had financial connections to.

DeVos was required to divest her holdings with Performant, but the decision to award a contract to the firm seems even shadier due to the “marginal” management rating Performant has for its previous work under the Obama administration.

Other loan firms that applied for contracts are now suing the department for exhibiting bias in its selection process.

Trump Doing Loan Servicers’ Bidding

An even bigger concern is that DeVos and her department are awarding new loan service contracts at all without adopting any new reforms to prevent these companies from gouging loan holders and running up the bill to the federal government.

In reporting about the Performant deal, a journalist for Dow Jones quotes student loan borrower advocates who compare student debt collectors to firms working for the Internal Revenue Service that, in 2017, collected $6.7 million in tax payments but invoiced the government $20 million for their services.

While the Trump administration puts into place personnel and procedure that benefit the college student loan industry, his Justice department is actively engaged in preventing any other branches of law enforcement from holding the companies accountable for cheating borrowers and running up expenses to the public.

As Reuters reports, the Trump administration recently intervened in a lawsuit brought by the Massachusetts Attorney General that accuses a company that handles over a quarter of the nation’s outstanding college student debt for “deceptive practices” and overcharging students.

Massachusetts accuses the loan servicer, Pennsylvania Higher Education Assistance Agency, of causing public workers and teachers in the state to lose benefits and assistance provided by the federal government, including a program that forgives student loans after 10 years of public-service employment.

In defense of the loan company, Trump’s DoJ filed papers telling the judge to dismiss the charges because Massachusetts doesn’t have standing to pursue claims against the company. Should the judge comply, this would establish a terrible precedent for future actions against abusive college loan debt collectors.

Favors for For-Profit Colleges

When the Trump administration isn’t sticking up for college loan servicers, it’s doing all it can to help for-profit colleges – the sector that benefits the most from federal college loans – avoid accountability for breaking rules and pushing disadvantaged students, many who are military veterans, into taking out huge loans for degree programs they mostly never complete.

As the Chronicle of Higher Education reports, during the Obama administration, for-profit college Ashford University, that relied heavily for its revenues on GI Bill benefits, was threatened with losing its eligibility to obtain millions of dollars from the federal program because of noncompliance with licensure requirements. But Trump’s Veteran’s Administration recently gave Ashford a reprieve, pending legal action that could resolve the noncompliance.

The VA’s decision could be on the up-and-up, but it doesn’t help that Ashford’s parent company, Bridgepoint Education, has run into trouble for illegal practices before, including deceiving students into taking out loans that cost more than advertised, collecting federal loan money even though the vast majority of students drop out, and rewarding corporate executives and shareholders with huge profits reaped from public funds.

The VA’s decision looks all the more suspect based on the presence of former Bridgepoint employees in DeVos’s education department. As David Halperin writes in one of his many investigative reports on the for-profit college industry, DeVos has in her department two employees with Bridgepoint connections – Robert Eitel, who was Bridgepoint’s chief compliance officer before joining the department as senior advisor, and Linda Rawles, an attorney chosen to help craft rules to govern student debt relief. Talk about foxes attending the henhouse.

This recent action by the VA extends the Trump administration’s reputation for favoring the for-profit college industry, a perception demonstrated last year when DeVos and her department suspended rules that would have allowed student-holders defrauded by Corinthian College, and other for-profits, to have their loans forgiven. In retaliation, more than one-third of states have filed lawsuits.

It Gets Worse

The Trump administration’s efforts to fill the higher education swamp in Washington, DC has dire consequences not only for the students who are shackled with crippling levels of debt but also for the American taxpayer.

A new comprehensive assessment of student debt and default over a 20-year span finds disturbing trends that indicate student debt burdens and the consequences from those debts are worse than what previous studies have found.

This analysis by Brookings finds, for instance, that as many as 40 percent of student loan holders are likely to default, and the cumulative rate of default over the 20-year span analyzed is far higher than previously measured.

The default rate is far worse for students who take out loans for degree programs offered by for-profit colleges. The default rate for students entering for-profit programs is nearly four times the rate of those students entering public programs – 47 percent versus 13 percent. This discrepancy between the two sectors is getting worse. For a cohort of 100 students who began attending a for-profit college in 1996, 23 defaulted within 12 years of starting their programs, compared to 43 for the cohort entering a for-profit program in 2004.

The loan default rate among black students is at “crisis levels,” the analysis finds. The default rate among black graduates is more than five times the rate of white graduates (21 versus 4 percent). Here again, the for-profit sector makes the problem worse. Black students who drop out of for-profit colleges default at a rate of 67 percent compared to only 4 percent for white graduates who never attended a for-profit and complete their degrees.

Default rates are accelerating across nearly all sectors of college entrants – for-profit or public, dropouts or degree holders. But when the results of the for-profit sector are separated out, default rates have risen at only “modest” levels.

For this reason, and others, the analysis recommends “robust efforts to regulate the for-profit sector.” Yet the Trump administration is doing the exact opposite.

Because the Brookings analysis is confined only to college loan holders who default, there is an even bigger problem with student loan debt being overlooked here.

All those students who haven’t defaulted deserve attention too. Student debt levels have reached nearly $1.4 trillion and now have become the second-largest source of household debt, after housing, and the only form of consumer debt that continues to grow since the Great Recession.

But the most important point here is that the cost of student loan debt and the malfeasance of the for-profit college industry hurt everyone by bleeding the public treasury, directing huge amounts of economic capital to unproductive ends, and diminishing the opportunities for a whole generation of young adults to realize their life goals.

The Trump administration is hard at work doing everything it can to make this situation worse.

[eitelle]

— when he thinks youre cheating:

↳ with iwaizumi

genre: hurt comfort

pairings: timeskip! iwaizumi hajime x gn!reader

warnings: cheating, angst, but like i think thats it? lots of misunderstandings!!

wc: 799

ask: can you do a "he thinks your cheating on him" with iwa osamu or any characters youd like to see ? ( @twatshag )

a/n: BRO OK SO I J KEPT WRITING AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I DONT THINK I SHOULD WRITE MORE FOR OSAMU SO HERE U GO 🏃🏻‍♀️

-> iwaizumi

you kinda could tell haji was having a bad day. i mean he was a little extra aggressive in his previous texts

so being the great s/o you were you decided to go find him some new cologne!!

he was always surrounded by sweaty men boys so you thought it would be sweet (^w^)

but when you look for cologne you kinda have to test it out...

it had been a long day. iwaizumi could admit that all he wanted to do was cuddle up in your arms, or hold you, not being in the best of moods. his axe body spray stained the car from this morning in a failed attempt at trying the spray deodorant. he also spilled his piping hot coffee on the car seats, and mixed up whos papers were whos at work today. yeah, it had been a long day. of course, now he just wanted to even see your face, or hear his lovely s/o’s voice but alas his phone was dead and his charger broke. hey at least his godzilla soundtrack was still playing? at this point hajime was practically speeding to get home. finally arriving at the base of your apartment complex, he makes the long descent to the top floor: home. well i guess home was really you, not a place but nonetheless once he arrived his arms relaxed and his jaw unclenched in anticipation for you. as soon as he enters the space he starts off with the everyday, “baby, im home,” a tradition, and a part of yalls daily routine. normally he would be greeted with a “how was your day babe?” but it seemed today was different as he was greeted with silence. thinking you had just passed out on the couch again he went to go see where you were, and needless to say he was right. you were in fact sleeping on the couch lightly drooling and snoring. chuckling lightly to himself wishing his phone wasnt dead so he could take a photo, he makes his way over to peck a quick kiss on your forehead, maybe lingering in your scent a little as well. it was just so comforting to him. but today he smelled something different, a different scent. it was a masculine scent, one that wasnt his. it couldnt have been because after all he had been busy all day and you had just done laundry last night. so what was this scent? no, more like whos scent was this. insecurities flooding iwas brain caused him to abruptly move away from you, causing you to wake up. “babe? youre home already? sorry i mustve fallen asleep... how was work?” you ask innocently, not picking up on how iwa was practically shaking from how hard he clenched his fists, practically drawing blood. “work was... fine,” he grit out hearing how innocent you sounded wanting to trust you. but when all evidence points your way, and when minds get cloudy in a fit of insecurities... communication and logic goes out the window. finally waking up, and your eyes finally adjusting from just waking up you pick up on your boyfriends body language. “hey, whats wrong haji?” you ask concernedly wondering what in the world happened at work. “who is it l/n,” you hear those words hitting you straight in the face. “l/n? not even my first name? what the fuck are you talking about iwaizumi,” throwing his last name back at him, shocked at his tone and not understanding what he said. “dont play dumb with me. i can smell him on you, next time at least try to hide it from me,” he scoffs. “so how long has it been going on? does he make you happy?” he questions further, his curiosity getting the best of him and a bit of insecurity bleeding into his words, his voice getting meeker the more he wondered out loud. “iwaizumi hajime. you are the love of my life. the only love of my life. i have no idea what is getting into you. i bought this cologne for you to give u a bit of a cleanse from all the sweaty men you have to work with. its not someone else, youre the only one for me,” you explain, finally understanding what he meant. as you watch his face crumple you start to wonder if you said something wrong. “im so sorry. i dont know why i didnt trust you more, you were just being caring and i took my insecurities out on you. i love you, please dont leave me,” he lightly sobs, his voice catching a bit as his breathes start to get faster; scared of what you were going to say. “i will never leave you haji, youre it for me. i promise. i love you too,” you say, getting slightly emotional at your confession.

“good. youre it for me too, and for the record, i will always make you happier,” he says enveloping you into his massive arms as you chuckle and say, “ugh you ass. now cmon lets get some sleep ok?” “ok love, also id just like to say that youre home to me.”

BRO I HAD TO MAKE ANOTHER TEXT BLOCK THING BC APPARENTLY I HIT THE LIMIT ON MOBILE- ANYWAYS YALL LOOK RLY HOT WHEN U REBLOG 👀👀

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[eitelle]

— haikyuu boys as your older brothers <//3

-> with: iwaizumi and daichi :,)

genre: fluff, comfort, im crying while writing this,

warnings: idk brother!hq? mostly directed towards the people mentioned in my a/n

a/n: for all my lovely people out there with brother issues. me personally, i recently ended things with my brother, so this is comfort to me, however, it may not be to u !

hes your cool all star athlete older brother whos best friends with the guy all the girls wanna be with and all the guys wanna be, but you are quite similar in your brothers best friends way, not hajimes

hes your cool all star athlete older brother whos best friends with the guy all the girls wanna be with and all the guys wanna be, but you are quite similar in your brothers best friends way, not hajimes

hes your cool all star athlete older brother whos best friends with the guy all the girls wanna be with and all the guys wanna be, but you are quite similar in your brothers best friends way, not hajimes

of course, this means he knows how to deal with your bullshit and knows what kind of bs other people can and will pull

so you basically have a body guard. and that comes with a lot of perks ;)

it was another day at aoba johsai, and you were getting tired of your current class. it was math and you were damn near about to fall asleep. your schoolbooks were looking reall comfy but then all of a sudden you heard a bell.

but it wasnt a normal bell that dismissed everyone and made people late for class. no, it was the fire alarm bell. so almost in the blink of an eye, everyone was half asleep to frantic, pushing and shoving to get towards the door.

the teacher, buried in the heap of chaos managed to claw their way to the front and commanded attention. “everyone calm down this is just a drill however, this may not be aware to everyone so just stay calm in the midst of the chaos.”

as your class then all filed out many of your fanboys crowded around you.

“omg y/n are you ok?” “ill carry you to safety,” “dont worry y/n im right here,” “Y/N MY ONE TRUE LOVE ARE YOU OKAY??” is all you heard from multiple different areas around you.

then, all you heard were sorries, apologizing to someone and the people slowly went down to one person.

with a familiar lowish voice he murmurs in your ear, “theyre gone now. cmon lets go home, we dont need to be here anyways. plus schools almost over.”

“oh, ok,” you say as you relax into your older brothers arms. “iwa, can i ask you something?”

“yeah sure what is it squirt?”

“first of all, dont call me that. secondly, how do you always know when i need your help?”

“im your big brother, its just what i do.”

— daichi sawamura, the cool brother

this one is debatable, but after karasunos big wins your brother, the captain of said team with said big wins, became oh so popular.

and soon they started connecting the dots with last names, and your brother was… cool.

it wasnt always like this, but ever since it did become like this you loved(liked) your brother even more :)

and if course him being on the team did help you get some time with the guys

but more importantly, noya and tanaka ;)

“hey little sis!” you hear, as soon as you walk through the doors of the gym after class.

“hey dai,” you smile and wave to him. “oh, noya tanaka, i have some hw answers!”

“SWEET THANKS Y/N,” you hear in synchrony from the two boys in question.

“y/n, you know you shouldnt be giving them answers like this,” you hear from a voice sounding like the captain of the karasuno team. (spoiler, it was him.)

as you groan to face him, almost tasting the lecture hes about to give, instead you hear this.

“but, i need my libero. hm i think i left the storage room keys in the locker room, ill be right back guys,” as daichi pushes you towards the benches, his silent way of telling you, ‘please dont let them fail. not now at least.’ so you get to work. and boy is is hard to copy tanakas slanted messy handwriting and noyas barely legible handwriting, but its almost like second nature to you so you get it done.

soon daichi comes back and mouthes ‘is it done?’ to you as you thumbs up in return. then practice really starts.

but of course if youre best friends with noya and tanaka, youre also a part of the kiyoko (simp)protection squad!

as you skip your way down the stairs to talk to kiyoko, suga comes up to you at the bottom of the benches.

“y/n your brother is super sweet and great and all, but as his best friend dont you think i should be on the court?”

“suga please, you know i of all people cannot sway that ox’s decisions.”

“no youre right, my bad-” suga starts but is quickly interrupted by you saying, “but i can always put in a good word.”

as you walk over to try and talk to daichi, you inform him of sugas request, and to no surprise he says, “no.”

just flat out no.

“but-”

“shh now cmon pipsqueak im buying everyone some stuff from coachs place, u want something?”

“yeah, i do. but can you at least consider it?”

“no.”

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— seeing black when you stand up

↳ with rei (hehe), haru, and makoto

heres my first free! iwatobi swim club fic sjshusdh i hope yall enjoy!! (yes this is based iff myself and yes this is purely selfish.)

genre: (bit of hurt)comfort n crack, established relationshups n concerned boyfies 🥺

pairing(s): rei ryūgazaki x gn!reader, makoto tachibana x gn!reader, and haruka nanase x gn!reader

warnings: mentions of like losing vision, feeling dizzy, headaches, and falling in makotos! pls let me know if im missing one :)

wc: 1134

a/n: lets see how badly i can screw this up besties🥵🥵

-> rei

watching swim reels and reading books with your boyfriend rei ryūgazaki was very different than the runs you guys would go on regularly, or the days at the pool. of course you supported your amazing boyfriend with his passion and enjoyed spending time with him even if it was for running. today you two were curled up on a chair together even thought there was another one right there was just another thing very normal for you two to do. “rei, im going to go get a glass of water, would you like some?” you as your boyfriend, shaking out your legs so you dont walk with pins and needles. “i would like some love, thank you,” he responds, kissing you on the cheek in gratitude before scooting back in the chair so you can get up safely and more comfortably. as you stand up you immediately hunch over, almost going into a squat as you place your hands on your knees, the pose looking similar of that to when you would get winded after runs. as soon as he looked ahead your ass was in his face. “yn!” he exclaimed. “werent you getting water? what happened?” he asked lowkey concerned as to why you would be in that position. “rei, im so sorry i just saw black for a second and i hunched over are you ok?” you asked, seeing the concern on your face mirrored on his. “of course i am, why are you worrying about me? come back here and sit down ill go get us some water and you better drink a lot.” “ok, thank you baby!” you exclaim as you get comfortable, embarrassed from the moments earlier.

-> makoto

days like these when you and makoto had nothing to do were great. you two would just sit together and eat meals at his house and talk about either your week or your day or his. it was the best thing to do to destress and it became a ritual. in fact sometimes if you guys couldnt do it at his house youd do it at harus house. of course he minded, but he would just leave and go swim so no harm no foul. today was like any other, your daily routine with ‘koto happening just at the swimming pool with the rest of the club. as you finish up talking about your day and eating a quick snack, you two hold hands and lean back on some beach chairs. as you watch the race between rei and nagisa, you leap to your feet in congratulations at nagisas win. as you clap loudly and extremely hardly, you start to notice the pounding in your head from standing up too fast. then you register that you cant see anything. well you can see something, but all that something is, is darkness. just all encompassing darkness. but thats not what frightened you, what frightened you was the feeling of you losing your balance snd falling… falling… caught. as makoto watches you fall, he quickly scoops you up, seeing it happen in almost slow motion. cradling you in his arms like you were a baby, he gives you enough time to recover your vision and collect yourself before asking you, “darling are you alright?” “’m ok ‘koto. jus’ blacked out for a sec,” you mumble, feeling heat blossom in your cheeks from the embarrassment. as makoto sets you down on one of the beach chairs away from everyone else he takes the opportunity to scold you. “yn love, you have to slow down a bit. today may have been a slow day, but that doesnt mean you rush into things. youre a wonderful person and i am lucky to call you mine, but please be mindful. it would hurt me to see you hurt.” as he cups your cheeks and kisses your forehead you reply with a little, “im sorry ‘koto, ill be more careful next time,” drooping a little in shame afterwards. as he brings you to your feet, he kisses your cheek and whispers in your ear, “cheer up love you know youre always my #1 cheerleader and i wouldn’t have it any other way. now go, the others are waiting for you.”

-> haru

watching your boyfriend haruka nanase swim was your favorite thing ever. you loved the way he glided with the water, how alive he looked, and of course you couldnt help but peek at how pretty he was too. today it was just free swim and no real practice, but the whole club gathered anyways for a little pool party. excusing yourself to go and help dry haru off, you walk over the music making your head pound. as you press a hand for pressure on your head, haru the always noticing boyfriend, saw and asked if you were ok. “haruu dont worry about me! now come on put on a shirt this is a party and no one but you has swim yet. were all inside lets go!” you say excitedly as you pull him indoors in the middle of him pulling a shirt over his head. fixing him up a bit, you two walk into the room, his arm around you as everyone whistles at how cute you two are. and intimidating. as you sit down in the “kitchen” of the club house for a sec, wanting to take a quick break from everything, haru followed you and say beside you asking you what was really wrong. “baby you have to tell me. im being serious just tell me,” he says with a pout, something he only does in private. “dont worry ill be fine, now lets go back with the others hm?” you reply nonchalantly, your head killing you. as you hop off the counter you realize maybe you had been a tad bit naive. relying on the counter you were previously sitting on, haru rushes to support you instead. “yn?? hey babe. oi look at me!” he says quickly and concernedly. rushing you to sit down he starts pacing before you mumble a, “haru?” when your vision had returned. “youre so dumb i could kiss you right now. but i wont. you wanna know why? because you scared me you dumbass. im your boyfriend i care about you. tell me these things i dont care about my friends, i care about you,” he scold yells. as you manage to chuckle a, “haru my head hurts can you turn the volume of your voice down?” out, he scoops you up and carries you fireman style out the club house and away from the party, yalls friends whistling on your way out but him flipping them off. as you lightly smack his ass and as he smirks you grumble affectionately, “thank you haru.” “i love you too babe.”

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