#eating disorder!sam

[angelsdean]

ok but the way jack is immediately like "don't tell sam" abt the cookie crunch like yes it's a funny moment but thinking abt it for one second longer it's like ohhh so sam is annoying abt Everyone's eating habits, not just dean's? insufferable man. to quote dean: these are your issues, quit dumping them on [others]

#controlling / judging others' eating habits like. dude. address your own problems with food please. #fad diet health guru disordered eating sam is the real truth #that gets simplified and reduced to 'vegetarian / vegan' which. canonically. he is Not. #he does however fixate on health foods for periods of time as a form of control and / or sense of purification #which is. not a normal healthy relationship to food #sam and food #vic.txt

[tokbilltom]

Omg im gonna slit my wrists i ate a big ass bear claw donut and rolled tacos im literally not eating for 3 days straight now I swear. I HATE MYSELF OMG.

I fucking hate food i don’t wanna eat anything except gum and water

Anyways this song has been stuck in my head

#tokio hotel #tom kaulitz #2000s #im gonna throw up #tw disordered eating #georg listing #bill kaulitz #gustav schäfer #killing myself #2000s emo #mcbling #gustav schafer fluff #gustav schafer x reader #gustav schafer smut #georg listing fluff #georg listing x reader #sam golbach #georg listing smut #jake and johnnie #jake webber #johnnie guilbert #bill kaulitz fluff #bill kaulitz x reader #bill kaulitz smut #tom kaulitz fluff #tom kaulitz x reader #tom kaulitz smut #twt ed #im gonna cry #SoundCloud

[jamtartandsunshine]

It starts small, inconsequential really. But Roy, he knows the signs, this isn't his first rodeo, as Ted would say. That thought makes him curse beneath his breath. Sounds like something fucking Lasso would say. It makes Roy's blood boil a little. He hates that the fucking cowboy coach has gotten into his head. But the point is, Roy notices. It's small but its there. Roy notices the way Jamie tips back the protein shaker, as he stands in the locker room laughing with the boys, but the liquid inside doesn't actually seem to go down. He notices the way Jamie's hands sometimes tremble as he picks up his water bottle in the gym. Having pushed himself harder then any of the rest of them. He notices the way Jamie jots down notes in a little pocket notebook at lunch. Roy doesn't see what's in it, but he'd bet his championship trophy its that stats of whatever Jamie's eating at lunch. Its not new. Everyone has macros to track, protein goals to reach. Carefully controlled carb intakes, but there's a darkness to Jamie's eyes as he scribbles hastily in his little notebook. Roy knows that look, and a part of him wants to look away, pretend he didn't see it, pretend he doesn't know the signs for what they are. He looks around the room, everyone is eating and laughing, they don't see what Roy is seeing. Most of them barely even spare Jamie a glance. Fuck. Fucking fuckity fuck it. It has to be Roy, it can't be anyone fucking else.

#ted lasso #jamie tartt #roy kent #afc richmond #fanfic #future fic maybe? #I don't know the thoughts are percolating though #tw eating issues #tw disordered eating #tw control issues is what I think it will boil down too #afc richmond team #hurt/comfort #keeley jones #sam obisanya #isaac mcadoo #coach beard #Can't get this out of my head #Am I really adding to my WIP's? #fucking probably #This is my whole brain rn #We're all waving flags

[samsrosary]

ib these tags

#Not tagging bcs this could potentially be triggering #but just know i got SOOO inspired. i hope u guys enjoy the crazy in his eyes #tw abuse #tw eating disorder #tw ed #add whatever tws u think r appropriate in the tags and ill probably edit them into these ones #sam winchester #lucifer #spn #supernatural #sam and lucifer #fanart #my art

[suncaptor]

No offense Sam because I understand your ailments but yeah Dean likes high carb/fat food and loud music and magic fingers and sex like perhaps there's... nothing wrong with these types of immediate gratification sensory seeking behaviours and it is in fact more disordered to talk about caloric intake and think bananas are a good meal and skip meals and monitor what you eat and how you run and keep your brain restricted to a T.

#tw eating disorders #like dean isnt the disordered one when it comes to this actually! #spn #incoherents #sammy #supernatural #dean #sam winchester #dean winchester

[harleysalicent]

the narrative pun with Emma’s character and her powers is actually really clever. Emma has been made to feel small her whole life by her mother and any other person she clings to. Shrinking herself metaphorically (and sometimes physically) to fit in and be loved. We saw Sam make her feel so small that she literally became small without purging. I just hope we get to see her grow from this (pun intended)

#her character is actually so interesting I wish we hadn’t had to see her so wrapped up with Sam this season but I get it’s a starting point #just hope they actually build on that #gen v #tw eating disorder

[kidrat]

dean eating anything he's offered because that's how he learned to survive as a kid and he's still in survival mode and even if he wasn't he overwrote his natural hunger signals anyway. completely out of touch with his own body, doesn't know how to eat if not on a binge/starve cycle. doesn't actually take care of himself (especially in pre-bunker home cooking seasons) and, importantly, still sees access to food as a luxury and the ability to binge as a sign of success. sam restricting and leaning into clean eating because, first off, his issues with wanting to feel pure, but also because he understood less of what was going on than dean did when they were kids and has really unpleasant associations with junk food. for dean, having calorie heavy food and being able to get sammy to eat lots while it was available was a major relief + something he felt so proud of. but all sam knew was that he was constantly being told to eat, now, when he didn't want to and couldn't stomach it after getting used to going hungry. and dean was a child too, frustrated and mean about it when he was scared sam wouldn't eat enough. sam being afraid of the feeling of being too full. sam associating health food and its middle class price tag with safety. sam projecting his issues onto dean, forcing him on the defensive with every snide comment about dean eating too much. alcoholism making dean's eating even more disordered. sam's unprocessed discomfort with the knowledge that dean protected him from becoming dean as a child, and ugly fear of becoming dean anyway, making him restrict more in response to seeing dean eat. everything ever making everything else worse and these two never escaping their childhoods.

#supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #screaming forever and ever #disordered eating #two people trapped in a room together making each other worse but unable to stop and unable to leave

[jellybracelet]

#spn poll #Sam Winchester #eating disorder mention #if you are a truther #what disorder do you think he had?

[serenityfails]

if my spn derangement ever returns first order of business should be finishing "a trick of the light" but if the madness struck me the right way second order would be writing about how sam definitely has an eating disorder

#the tl: dean has ED (erectile dysfunction) #me: sam has ED (eating disorder) #witness my vision. #spn tag

[iishmael]

Lads I had a stressful two weeks and my mental health has been slipping this week, it is time for some counter measures. To hold myself accountable I shall publicly announce them

Go to sleep early tonight. I’m exhausted and I had a bad day

Tomorrow is Sunday! New week!!! New me!!!!

Go for a run tmrrw morning! Very easy, no goal, just moving my body

Remember to take my vitamins, magnesium, vit D, and chia seeds

Go to the office and finish my essay! But I’ll make it fun, there’s no time pressure, it’s just editing and the conclusion ☺️ I’m excited to work on it anyway so this is the easiest part of the day lol

Food will be the hardest part. Make a nice sandwich for lunch. Eating has been horrible this week, so I gotta meal plan to trick the eating disorder into submission. Nice sandwich and forgiveness

Go grocery shopping in the afternoon and buy some fresh vegetables

Make SOUP for dinner! Soup season my beloved

Finish reading my book (Panamá) ☺️

Make a plan for Monday (plan lunch and dinner, plan what I need to prep for my supervisor meeting, start planning where to start my methodology paper)

Go to sleep early to kickstart a better sleep rhythm ♥️

#I’ve just been busy and my social batteries are totally empty #I am desperate for some scheduled daily routines and no surprises #the eating is the biggest problem. I rlly need to fix it #disordered eating mention #I am FIXING it tho #I just slipped back into some bad habits bc of the stress :( #shut up Sam

[resentful-reads]

The Art of Starving by Sam J. Miller

#resentful reads #the art of starving #sam j miller #growing up poor #growing up strict #bookblr #book quotes #book excerpt #disordered eating mention

[snowe-zolynn-rogers]

Monty: Did he brainwash you or something?

Eclipse, who’s just thankful to be bundled in a blanket eating actual food being held by Lunar: No? I’m just bad and father knew I was bad and punished me accordingly.

Monty: I think he was brainwashed.

Moon: No, just severely traumatized, Monty. Trauma rewires brains, Monty, you idiot.

#five nights at freddy’s #fnaf #sun and moon show #sams #human eclipse au #montgomery gator #fnaf eclipse #fnaf lunar #fnaf moon #incorrect sun and moon show quotes #incorrect sams quotes #incorrect fnaf quotes #incorrect quotes #source: my brain #aka my missing 8pm post #from september 4 #tw trauma mention #tw abuse mention #tw brainwashing mention #tw eating disorder mention

[piran3si]

They made Sam winchester for women with control issues

#sam winchester #supernatural #projecting #character for beautiful women with eating disorders

[anewkindofme]

TW:ED

A lot of people kind of headcanon sam Winchester as having an ED. So, I was wondering if you maybe agree with that and if so, do you think it’s something he takes with him into little space? Also, if he does have it as a little as well, do you have any headcanons about how dean deals with it?

Also if you need ideas for Damon and Stefan: maybe Stefan takes his toy somewhere Damon told him not to, he loses it and freaks out but doesn’t tell Damon, and eventually Damon finds out and fixes everything?

Ask me for headcanons on characters from my fandom list!

Thank you for the idea for Defan!

As for the Winchesters…

TW: major discussion of eating disorders…

I think both of them have different forms of an eating disorder.

Dean has an issue with binge eating. It stems from at times not knowing where his next meal would come from as a child. If food was scarce while John was gone, he of course gave it to Sammy. (Though don’t get me started on the time when Sam threw a tantrum about the cereal, Dean threw out the spaghettios. He would’ve eaten them for sure…) He also is just so used to eating junk. Pie is less filling, so he had to eat more of it.

He eats when he’s sad. He eats when there’s a victory. He eats when he’s angry. Even if he’s not hungry, he just eats.

Meanwhile, even the food that Sam ate growing up was all junk and I’m sure he got sick of it. In spite of all the younger Sams being regular size, Sam says this in S1…

Which I know is where a lot of the “Sam has an eating disorder” stems from. I do think there may have been a period where Sam was overweight and we just didn’t see it. Or, I could buy that he went to a clinic after he left for Stanford and they were like “your diet is horrific”. And he spiraled into a health kick after that, which lead to him scared to touch that junk.

I think overall, Dean supports Sam wanting to eat healthier, especially when he’s Little. However, he probably tries to overfeed him as he’s so skinny. Then Sam doesn’t want to eat because he’s self-conscious. Cue tantrums and I can even see Dean losing his cool.

I think it takes a long time before they both realize their relationship with food isn’t healthy. Sam starts going to therapy for other issues and his therapist points out it’s not healthy that he’s so obsessed with calories and wanting to survive off protein shakes and salad. Then when she talks to Dean, he explains how he’s been handling it and the therapist is like…

So, they both have work to do.

#tw: eating disorders #sfw agere #sfw regressor #sfw age regression #sfw regression #sfw littlespace #little sam winchester #caregiver dean winchester #little stefan salvatore #caregiver damon salvatore #spn #supernatural #anon asks #asked and answered

[suncaptor]

presented.

#tw eating disorders #spn #incoherents #sammy #supernatural #sam winchester

[revancarnated]

Sam canonically has orthorexia and/or ARFID and Dean has a binge eating disorder but nobody wants to talk about it ever including the writers

#ed tw #eating disorder tw #supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #hitting the writers with a stick #they wrote it off like jokes tbh #bed tw #arfid tw #ortho tw