#doing it RAW tonight

[samijey]

damn drew that was low 😭😭

#drew mcintyre #jey uso #sami zayn #samijey #wwe #wweedit #wwe raw #stuff i made #DREW THIS ISN'T HELPING YOU BEAT THE HOMOPHOBIA ALLEGATIONS WHAT ARE YOU DOING LMFAO #he really said let's gaslight the gays tonight damn

[dayurno]

kevin’s general boytoy helplessness does arrive to the natural conclusion that he is probably dogshit at cooking however i think there is something inherently funny about him liking it but being too horrified by the process of handling raw meat / deboning fish or chicken / seeing animal blood or their organs. i need to see this grown man depend on a more responsible adult to prepare the meat he is about to cook

#i also think in the k/t marriage kevin definitely is the one who cooks but he needs theas help for those parts 😭 #kevin: making ribs tonight… thea: (sighing) i’ll get the cleaver #doubly funny for canon-age too. kevin will make dinner if andrew debones the fish #otherwise its not happening #YES i can cook. NO im not touching raw meat or blood or organs #i believe this is a staple in every kevin dynamic he needs a person who will do that for him and the rest is secondary #txt #kevin

[hella1975]

hella do you think you could dumb bitchify aftg 🥺

(your making me want to get it but idk yet)

NO. GET HELP

#um. so basically i do not know how to even begin to explain aftg even if i am dumb bitchifying it. there's this guy #and he's on the run and he's on his own no family no friends but he's OBSESSED with a made up sport called exy #it's like a mental crutch for him it's the one thing he's really passionate about and he's willing to risk his brutal life #of survival and being on the run if it only means he can play. and this team of professional exy players called the foxes sign him on #and they're all messed up in some way bc the whole point of them is to be a refuge for societal rejects #we're talking drug addicts ex-juvie abuse victims etc etc the works and it's written in a VERY raw way #that often lends itself to making the characters feel very real but also does mishandle a lot of very sensitive topics as a result #and the series is basically about the found family of this team and them going from dysfunctional underdogs to national champions #except the fucking mafia is involved. and andrew minyard exists but i cant even speak of him tonight with the mood im in #i WILL shatter into a million pieces #ask #aftg

[toastsnaffler]

ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.

#just got home and went to put my shit away but my flatmate was in the kitchen and i got suddenly so mad i had to walk back out #not going to do or say anything while im this upset. i need to be a lot calmer before i can even be in the same room as her #like okay. so originally it was just the two of them getting drinks and theyd rather it was just them bc i dont drink. thats cool #it wouldve been difficult for me to join them after work bc travel. and ik theyd done this before just the 2 of them and had fun #i can fully respect that its why i said no and stuck by that decision when she asked again #but to not mention she was taking the day off work and btw i just found out that BOTH of our other old flatmates joined in too #to not mention that they were travelling that entire distance and that it wasnt just drinks it was a whole day out together #thats just mean. why wouldnt you tell me that why did none of them say anything. #and the fact they did the exact same fucking thing last weekend too i didnt know about that at all #like i need to stop trying to justify it. im allowed to feel unwanted and excluded bc thats exactly what theyre doing. #im tired of feeling like other people dont want me around. i know i can be difficult and annoying sometimes. but im really not that bad #and we're meant to be friends!!!!!! like youre supposed to like your friends. and want to spend time with them. or at least i do #and yeah everyones annoying sometimes thats just part of being alive ur supposed to tolerate it if ur friends #im allowed to want to feel like im wanted. im allowed to want ppl to care abt me. that shouldnt be too much to ask for #but the overwhelming message im getting at the moment is they dont want me around. and when i am around them i feel like they dont listen #to me and that they dont really care how i feel unless it directly involves them or theyre responsible for it #i feel like they dont see me as a real person that exists. only a version they have in their heads and they base all their assumptions and #decisions off that version instead of directly communicating with me. and constantly avoid me under the guise of 'giving me space' #when im upset or having a difficult time and most need support from other people. i just feel really unseen #and ik that part of how i feel IS exacerbated by insecurity and depression. like they do care to some degree #but also a lot of it is evidenced in the way they act towards me. mainly my roommate bc shes the person i interact with most #and personally i find the most direct ways of showing u care abt someone are showing up for them. and making them feel seen #and maybe not everyone feels the same way. but thats how it works for me anyway #so to repeatedly exclude me and avoid acknowledging that ive been having a difficult time is the opposite of that to me #which is the point im trying to arrive at... sorry ik ive probably said similar things repeatedly the last few weeks but i feel like its #crystallising a bit like this is the core reason why im so sensitive and reactive atm and why i got so upset by it #idk. not tonight bc im still very emotionally raw but maybe tomorrow if im calmer i should explain that i was upset + why to her #i avoid doing that so often when im upset bc i dont think theres much point in having a conversation abt it unless u expect some kind of #resolution from it. or if you want an apology but idrc abt being apologised to the crucial thing is what theyre going to do different #and i love her but shes very resistant to changing her behaviour bc of other ppl being upset by it. and like i said before she has

[piplupod]

trying to figure out if accidentally creating chloramine gas in my kitchen sink and (on a separate occasion) nearly starting an electrical fire within a 3-4 year time-frame is either a pretty decent track record of near-disaster/death occurrences or if that's Really Bad

#guess who almost started an electrical fire toniiiiight.... :3 <- visibly shaking and shaken #TO BE FAIR. NEITHER WERE MY FAULT REALLY #i was never taught about the dangers of mixing bleach with other things and i had no idea rotting raw meat created ammonia #and tonight's situation with the electrical fire was literally me just cooking normally like i always do #and i guess god just decided he wanted to prank me or something #ANYWAYS EVERYTHING IS OKAY LOL i do need to see if this appliance is fucked though #i will test it by plugging it in outside #honestly i am so clever and smart though. i was like ''okay i need to unplug this appliance. but i might get electrocuted'' #so i put on a thick rubber glove to unplug it fhdsjkl. NOW I DONT THINK IT WOULD /ACTUALLY/ protect from electricity #but like. it might've helped at least a little..... if anything had happened. which it didnt so its okay #anywho. shaky thumbs up big frazzled smile. i'm doing great #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[dandyshucks]

need Guz to hug me tightly for like an hour solid oh my god dhdjdkl I went driving for the first time in over a year and I chewed my lip raw 😭😭

I'm starting to look like a caricature of Anxiety with all these physical symptoms and signs LMAO

#this is so ridiculous fhfjdkdl #i do not like driving fjdkdl i know i should not be on the roads #but unfortunately i have to bc i live rural and also my parents insist i ''just need more practice'' #practice is not going to fix the dissociation 😭😭 practice will not fix the Other Drivers being shitty and scary and reckless fjfkdl #it might make it slightly easier bc i wont have to think as hard about shoulder and mirror checks and roadsigns and speed limits #and where i am located on the road and intersection rules and whatnot #but like... it does not fix that i live in a town (and world lol) where ppl are fucking bonkers on the road #i had someone riding my ass for like a full five minutes. we had only two feet btwn us. MAYBE. IF THAT MUCH. #he was BIG mad that i was going the speed limit #and THERES A POLICE STATION LIKE RIGHT NEAR THAT AREA MY GUY IM NOT GONNA GO OVER THE SPEED LIMIT RIGHT THERE LMAO ???? #also im a rule follower usually so i do tend to go Exactly the speed limit fjfkdl #and maaannn that makes people SO fucking angry dhfjdl its impossible to drive Anywhere without having someone right on ur bumper #its so ridiculous like... that's not helping anyone ??? ur not getting to ur destination faster by riding up on somebodys ass ???? hewwo ??? #ANYWAYS. i drove around the neighborhood and then went up the highway and thru some intersections and then into the main core of town #and then i got my dad to take over from there bc it was lunch hour and the core of town is a lawless land at the best of times #MY NERVES ARE FRIED. i need Guz to act as a weighted blanket or one of those pressure therapy vests for me LOL #im like... shaking fhdjsl that was far more than i thought we were going to do for driving today good lord #IM OKAY THOUGH I SURVIVED I DIDNT EVEN HIT A CURB OR ANYTHING #i think I've only hit a curb once so far in all my times driving and that was on my second time driving on a road i think #so pretty good track record... im a very careful driver fjdkdl i work so hard to be safe and drive smoothly #during my driving test the only thing the test guy had to critique was that i waited at an intersection when i could've gone #but the reason i waited was bc i wasnt sure i could make it across the traffic lane before the oncoming vehicle got to us #so it was like. a safe decision overall but a little too hesitant which can actually be unsafe fjdkdl #AUGH ANYWAYS SORRY FOR RAMBLING SM #driving stresses me out so bad and my lip is all raw now and i have so many physical stress symptoms the past few days fhfjdl #after tonight i should be able to calm down a bit hopefully fhfkdl theres a thing we're going to tonight thats been stressing me out so bad #but after tonight it'll be over and hopefully I can get myself settled down again fjfjdkl #dandy.cmd #vent //

[hyaciiintho]

🌸｡*ﾟ+. I apologize for the person I have become, now that I’ve finished a playthrough of Lies of P. I will not elaborate further. Thank you all for your patience and understanding ♡

#MUN SPEAKING 🌸 ᴬ ʷᵉᵃᵛᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ᵗᵃˡᵉˢ; ᴾᵃⁱⁿᵗᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ˢᵗᵃʳˢ #LISTEN THIS GAME MESSED ME UP AND CHANGED SOMETHING CHEMICALLY IN MY BRAIN!!!!!!! #THE LORE!!!!!! THE STORY!!!!!!! THE AESTHETICS!!!!!!!!!! I’M LIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!! #Definitely gonna work on bringing “P” into here soon. Other muses be damned LMAO #I’m so obsessed I adore my puppet son so much. This game scratched an itch so good. My emotions are so raw jfc #I have work tonight and tomorrow night but :’D you can bet P will be hitting this blog like… so soon LOL #Please love my son as much as I do (impossible) he’s gonna get so much love here from me. #I promise I’ll work on other things and replies soon. This game kinda refreshed my motivation and inspiration to make pretty things and get #creative and stuff c’: so… hopefully work and life don’t kill that high. I’m on cloud 9 y’all it’s been so long since a game did that for m #Favorite new game? Yeah… Favorite new game ���💙💙 ANYWAYS HAVE A GOOD NIGHT/DAY Y’ALL!!

[suchaspookyginger]

yeah yeah, living with my husband and one of my dearest friends is nice for the obvious reasons, but no one ever tells you about how gratifying it is when every household member hates the same food and therefore you never have to see it

#it's raw onion btw #we're doing white people tacos with friends on saturday and i'm grabbing the veg tomorrow after work #joey is grabbing meat and tortillas tonight with the housemate #i told them to grab an onion if they want any for their tacos and joey laughed #'the only time you'll ever see my buy an onion is for pierogies or when you make sauce' #the housemate: 'the flavor lingers. i don't want the taste to last until sunday night' #god i love having found my people #shut up ange #joey... #(side note: we do add a small amount of red onion if we're making any kind of salsa since we're not heathens #but just as a vegetable to put in a taco is the devil talking)

[planetsallalign]

Well it’s the 1 year anniversary of the break up. I was feeling totally fine until my family just started talking about him. And saying how he must have unfriended them because he has been doing a lot of traveling with a girl.

That was something I did not need to know at all and now I’m feeling some type of way.

#they keep saying they just wanted to ‘know’ what he was doing because our breakup came out of the blue #and I’ve told them for months to unfriend him but they wouldn’t #because I don’t want to know I never wanted to know I just wanted to put myself together and focus on me #it also doesn’t help they said who the girl is and she was a trouble spot for us when we were together #so I’m feeling really raw and prickly tonight

[arthur-r]

emily wilson out here translating the iliad and i am once again wishing i knew how to read and translate ancient greek

#listen where there’s a will there’s a way but i just finished my degree audit and looks like i will only be able to manage a classics minor #with latin emphasis (unless i abandon latin for greek which i’m not going to do even though it pains me) #but i really want to make my own iliad someday…. #at this rate i’ll only ever end up making a queer prose adaptation and be criticized for projecting modern notions of sexuality onto a #completely different set of values and social understandings of homosexuality…. #(which. if anything there should be more gay people in the song of achilles. don’t be mean to me i promise i understand ancients) #anyway i might just have to make a book of poetry or a novel adaptation or whatever whatever but what if i want to learn the script #and painstakingly translate every single word through years and years of dedication. while also being a librarian as my main thing #shdhdhdf i’m never gonna be classics scholar enough to professionally translate. and if i were it would be latin. but i can dream…. #anyway i’m no longer failing my french class (have a 70% that should only be going up) but i’m still failing historical linguistics #my latin grade is great i’m acing it but my library science class is a D (which should be fixed in two days though — just needs more data) #so i am giving myself permission to sleep early tonight and go into class well rested for once. i’m not feeling well but that’s a constant #anyways if anyone reads the wilson iliad let me know!! i’m a fake fan of her work and haven’t read her odyssey (something about the iliad…. #there’s a brutality and a raw humanity to it that puts the odyssey at a lower priority to me) but im so freaking excited to read her iliad #i have to prioritize schoolwork but soon. i’ll have to ask my latin teacher about it tomorrow though she’s an iliad enjoyer #anyway good news i think i’ll be able to get a history major with certificates in digital studies and classical studies (the two genders….) #and graduate comfortably in four years with honors in the major. this is ignoring how i’m failing my classes. i promise i won’t be forever #anyways the point is: wilson’s iliad — i will read it as soon as possible and i’m very excited #also i checked out a book from the library called the lexicographers dilemma: the evolution of proper english from shakespeare to south park #but i haven’t had the chance to read it and soon it will be due…. college is evil i’m too busy learning things to learn other things!!!! #anyway if i do honors in the major then i’m excited to eventually earn credit from a capstone thesis which i would do on lexicography #throughout history with an emphasis on classification systems and basically peter mark roget #ok anyway. wandering all over the place but the point is. wilson’s iliad. very exciting. can’t wait to find the time #and eventually i will write an iliad adaptation of my own i will. just not a full translation shdhdf that’s an unrealistic goal #especially when again. my capstone project is going to be about taxonomy of ideas. ancient epics are secondary…. #anyway i hope everybody is doing well!! i am going to bed soon-ish but other than that i am around so lmk if you need anything #me. my post. mine. #college talk #delete later

[two-sides-halved]

"Fun fact about me... if you come to my house while I'm making pasta and telling me that I am doing it wrong, you're going to be served something else for dinner."

#out of frybits ~ [ ooc ] #hybrid son of a diamond ~ [ ic x gem steven ] #raw pasta #you're getting raw pasta #i'm being such a gracious host by cooking for you and you tell me that I'm wrong #then i guess you're not getting food bitch #either eat what i made since it's the same fucking cooked food in water #or get your snobby bitch ass the fuck out my house #this is the last time I'm letting Steven invite Lars over to the house to try and make us play nice with each other Lars can go fuck himsel #man doesn't even know what a good pastry tastes like if it had force feed himself down his god damn gullet. #fuck i am so pissed off tonight #how dare you tell my sweet Steven he's cooking pasta wrong #what the fuck do you know about cooking pasta you barely even cook for yourself fucking momma's boy #little piss ass baby bitch #fuck lars #fuck him hard #rant in the tags

[pinktinselmonstrosity]

not my mother organising mother-daughter stain removal bonding time for when i get home lmao

#vanish and biological washing powder??? mother please who do u think i am #i don't even separate lights and darks do u really think i have specialist laundry equipment? #i just chuck in one of those pods and put it on medium heat #and i can't even do that bc my flatmate left all her shit in the machine 🙃 #just raw dogging my duvet tonight bc i can't be bothered to put a new cover on lol #🧃

[unlikelywrestlingfan]

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#things went very south very quickly for me tonight so i only watched the first bit of raw and will watch rest tomorrow #if i don't respond to messages i'm just not able to right now. #please do not reach out about this unless you were one of the people i was talking to already <3 thank you #also just to reassure: this is all irl stuff that has nothing to do with anything here

[polithicc]

currently sitting in my boss’ office in the dark bc it was too loud in mine and she’s out of town

#having A Day bc i didn’t get my meds refill like i was supposed to and now i’m raw dogginh the day #i have a headache and i’m very anxious #just wanna go home ! #but i need to do so luck today #i also really wanna go on a run tonight

[gnzma]

#i have a commission i should work on but im. always too tired to do it #i wanted to do it tonight but also. i dont wanna. i wanna d raw for myself........ #❌|| ʏᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ɢɪᴏ 💀 ooc ||❌

[its-sports-anime-life]

I wonder whose the two mysterious women that is going to be on team Bianca for war games.

*cough* *cough* naomi and sasha *cough* *cough*

#look i had to do my truthing tonight #i miss them #wwe #wwe monday night raw