#does anyone else see it or am i crazy??

[honeybuns-bb]

Confession Time

This pisses me off so bad but I unfortunately find Hemlock slightly attractive because he reminds me just enough of Freddy Carter as Kaz Brekker (+ the eyebrow slit) and it annoys me so much

like

fuck all the way off

#i am not proud of this #yeah i have a thing for eyebrow slits too so that doesn't help #like i hate this man to the core of my being #how DARE he be attractive #does anyone else see it or am i crazy?? #i think its the hair #star wars #clone force 99 #sw tbb #sw tbb s3 #tbb #the bad batch #tbb hemlock #kaz brekker #freddy carter

[dittydipity]

going INSANE. what is he thinking. why did he say this. why does he do all of this. i am thinking so hard.

we know he's seeking arceus to recreate the world bc in his eyes the world is cruel and unjust and it needs to be destroyed and remade. he's set himself on a mission to create the better reality he's envisioned for his whole life.

but everything else he does. the way he spends his time on pasio making people smile with togepi. even if he justifies it as something purely transactional to get more customers, we know he doesn't really take his merchant job seriously. the way he loves his pokemon so much that they will pop out of their pokeball to excitedly tell whoever will listen how much they love volo back. him trying to capture these moments of happiness tangibly because they never last long and can be wiped away any second.

he still hangs onto hope so much despite what's implied to have happened to him. in spite of all the anger and bitterness that's festered in him, he doesn't really want to destroy everything as he says.

it all started with a wish for the world to be a better place, for the good in the world to outweigh all the cruelty. he's still trying to spread what happiness he can.

but at the same time his past drags behind him and reminds him that he can't afford to trust in the goodness of the world.

that self-assigned mission to usurp arceus's power and rewrite everything.. to him, it's his duty now. he has to do it for himself and, as he rationalizes to himself, for the world.

so he ignores the flaws and holes he finds in his own reasoning. he can't help but seek out the brightness and happiness and goodness that does exist in the world, yet he has to dismiss it to justify his goals.

... all this to try and explain to myself why volo's asking all these questions and making all these comments that seem to go against what we'd expect given his ulterior motive and plans. and it's like he's asking the few friends he has to remember him as the one who seeks joy, even when he does the worst to fulfill his dreams

#am i coherent #can anyone hear me #does anyone else see my vision #does- [i am dragged outside and thrown into the trenches] #pla volo #pla #pokemon #pokemas #.d #realized 10 min later that i used the word “wish” and am once again getting hit by the celestic-lake guardian trio naming themes so hard #i feel nauseous #volo meaning “wish/want” and being a twisted version of azelf's motif of willpower #next to cogita and cynthia's respective roles for uxie and mesprit #never getting over this!!! #i'm crazy i'm CRAZZY #realization even later: can't believe i almost quoted kyubey madoka magica #when the Character makes you go #*kyubey voice* #“Even though you shouldn't have wanted to know the truth you can't help but chase after it. Human curiosity is really illogical.”

[hoediaz]

letters from medea, salma deera.

#911edit #buddie #evan buckley #buddieedit #i'll never learn how to tag gifs and that's a promise #anyway blending is not my friend but evan buckley is and i am TERRIBLY sad about him today! #i have written and read approx one billion scenarios where eddie tells buck he loves him but the idea of seeing it on screen #even platonically! #makes me want to throw up i need a lobotomy #anyway! i needed to excise this and now it's everyone's problem #also does it make anyone else crazy that eddie leans into buck while laughing in that 4x06 scene. what is ur problem sir. #*gifs

[stizzysupremacy]

…

#like okay I refuse to shit on anyone’s queer rep parade #and apparently so does everyone else who agrees with me #because I see so many posts about the alleged healthiness of Stede and Ed’s relarionship #and I know I am not crazy. nor am I alone in thinking ‘what healthy relationship???’ #in the finale they are At Best taking their first solid steps towards a healthy relationship #but they haven’t achieved that shit yet. they are actually still the men who didn’t talk to each other. who ran away from each other. #you want to hope for the best. but it throws me off when ppl act like what we got was the best #posts like ‘oh even when he is furious enough to smash a chair into a wall he still wouldn’t hurt stede’ #the scene that reveals that Atede didn’t explain anything and Ed didn’t allow himself the closure of hearing explanations really should be #NOT considered evidence of healthy relationship #okay I’m done I just get sick of seeing that gifset with its reblogs saying that and #’oh they did so well balancing the inherent violence of pirates against healthy relationships’ #girl WHAT healthy relationship?? there’s not a single damn person at that dinner table that knows what a healthy relationship is! #(wait. forgot about Buttons) #(I want to ship these two losers but I want to ship it for the cringefail ongoing train wreck it is #not the perfect queer happily-ever-after-SOMEHOW fairy tale that I don’t think canon supports)

[forestgreenlesbian]

i can’t be like. completely anti the 1975 bc i do like some of their stuff and also have weird nostalgic teenage feelings wherein i can’t separate certain albums from times in my life but i would like the matt healy-ification of other artists to stoooop please why does everyone feel the need to work with him lol

#like i know amber bain is literally signed to dirty hit but why is he everywhere goo awaay #this is insane and crazy but does anyone else feel this weird dyke-y betrayal when your favourite female musicians love to work with your #least favourite men. or just men in general lol #i'm aware this is like. absolute whacko but it is so rare to find artists who are solely focussed on women and trying to write with women & #have women work in the studio etc etc. kind of like how just in general it is so lonely to want to see men completely decentred from #everything as a lesbian and never actually getting to see that. idk it's stupid to be mad about it but i am anyway lol

[bootyful-seventeen]

i am too mentally exhausted to even deal with this shit anymore with my mom and grandma and low key wish i'd go comatose for a few years to be left alone tbh

#had a clean up service come by to see the damage and give a quote on the estimate and my grandma wasnt having it #she got upset and started crying to them about she has only 1 daughter and is trying to help her and they're trying to tell her that keepin #all that junk isn't gonna be helping anyone especially my mom but she wasn't getting it and i said i'm not helping clean the junk that's #all around the house cuz i'm tired of it all and having to manage my emotions since i am for sure emtotionally stunted from my childhood #and have to deal with a schitzophrenic mom and an absent sister who's balls deep in denial while i'm struggling to find a job here #and my grandma always stressing me ot saying she's gonna kick me out isn't fucking helping here at all like she thinks it does #so when they left she spent all day sobbing on the phone how i'm a terrible granddaughter who wants to throw out good stuff #when i'm not gonna keep helping sell shit for my mom cuz my sister can do it as her family contribution since she did nothing since dad die #and the thing is i gave them all options on clearing shit out cuz i know this family by now and shit doesn't get tossed but it migrates #cuz i said months ago i can ask some friends if they could come down and help sort and declutter #grandma said no to that and said she'll kick me out if i do it and she didn't want to pay for my mom's shit to get moved into a storage uni #she leaves the clean up to my mom and i think the backyard got worse but she didn't call anyone to throw out the junk like she threatened t #so i call a fucking hoarders clean up service cuz that's what my family is on my mom's side at this point and the city will be called too #and she has this reaction cries all day and calls everyone to say i'm horrible and yells at me saying i'm the one killing her with stress #when she's already been doing that for months to herself when i'm just tired and possibly mildly depressed or something idk #i barely leave my room and don't go outside except to walk my dog but idk cuz my family's attittude was we don't go to doctors cuz #cuz they're for crazy people but of course it's gotta switch up for my mom and no one else and i'm just sick of it all #grandma doesn't accept free help and she won't accept help that i pay for myself with my money set aside for school so i'm done #unlike her when i say i'll do something i stick to it so i'm not doing shit anymore unless i can call a friend to help with this mess #it's gonna sound like such a horrible thing but i can't wait for my family to die so i can live in a clean home again and get help #like deep serious help cleaning and big time grief councelling cuz i barely had time to process my dad's death and being the one to find hi #and that was just this february like god i am going to need so much fucking therapy in my future it's almost rediculous #and probably say screw my mom's side and visit my dad's side a lot more since they seem to be the normal ones in this shit family tree #at least they're not stupid and leave junk everywhere where one neighbour getting sick of not being able to sit outside and enjoy their yar #without mountains of junk staring them right in the face and landing a notice from the city to clean up especially since #we have chainlink fences and at least 7 neighbours can see the backyard and everyone can see the front porch when passing by #i'm just tired of living in these suffocating households and even wanna file a report myself to kick them into gear #its horrible living like this and no one should live surrounded by junk and things they never use or even garbage

[noivoom]

I AM??? SCREAMING WHAT THE HELL

I WAS RIGHT?!?! All those months ago when I came up with my own little crack theory that the Trash Can Man and Creator were related somehow... IT WAS A JOKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN I WAS RIGHT

#tsams #The Sun And Moon Show #this show has been jumping so many sharks #and I am HERE FOR IT #wait didn't Moon see him once? just briefly but he did #I wonder if he would've remembered that if he wasn't #y'know #reset #I wonder if KC would put the pieces together if he was there #ALSO FOR THE LOVE OF GOD #does anyone else recognise that sound effect when the flashback started #I KNOW THAT SOUND but I can't remember where #it's driving me crazy

[yonpote]

ok maybe im just a silly lil tguy but the april calendar photo is just incredibly transmasc to me. i looked at it from a distance and thought phil was wearing a binder for a second but its just the guitar strap blending in w the tank top

#does anyone else see it am i crazy #phangender

[tobitenkit]

one of my favorite art pieces i own i literally pulled out of a trashcan so like even if you think it's garbage someone out there will love it. i love it

#me looking at what was probably some kids art project their parent didn't appreciate enough laying on top of some garbage: #whaough does anyone else see that botw dragon in this. am i crazy. im taking this home #🌿

[gwyoi]

Hi High was like freshman year of summer where you and your friends from high school meet up and have a joint slay and then Flip That was like senior year of high school in the spring when you and your girls know you’re about to embark on separate journeys and have one last hurrah while in your shitty school (BBC). and now they are in different colleges working on different projects but still hanging out

#gwon #agree ❓❓❓❓ #does anyone else see this vision or am I crazy and making up narretives #loona

[stillreadingbookswithpictures]

You know what fundemantal reading I have of Anakin that feels very niche?

His anger/rage are anxiety induced trauma responses.

So one way anxiety manifests itself as a symptom is through irrational and intense irritation.

The perfect example for me is his reactivity when his (very fragile) sense of self-worth is perceived to be challenged. He gets mad and snappy (intense irritation). And while it can be read as arrogance/pride, it feels more like a defense mechanism to me.

(Now does this have anything to do with Hayden Christensen's portrayal of having Anakin nearly on a verge of tears when someone questions his abilities, maybe so)

But, also, Anakin has all the building blocks to have these responses?

As someone who was once owned, it makes sense that Anakin relies on external input to measure his self-worth. As Watto's slave, worth equated his ability to work. He's freed bc of his ability to help the Jedi. And, then, he's placed into a community that doesn't bolster pride/confidence, as it's seen as a detriment.

However, thanks to modern psych, we know that to create a stable personality/identity, having self-worth is necessary. Self-worth, bolstered internally, is our foundations as people. It's why building self-esteem and self-worth is such an important part of recovery.

But Anakin NEVER ends up with that internal ability to create foundations for himself and the Jedi are completely out of their comfort zone with him, as he is not a blank mind that they can raise to help build those foundations.

So it makes sense that Anakin has these reactions when someone questions his ability. That's where he perceives his self-worth to come from. So, as a trauma response, when that sense of self-worth is seemingly challenged, he becomes very reactive. (Like that one time he lost an arm to Dooku lol).

So yea, idk, I just read Anakin as constantly anxious and he doesn't even know it lol.

#does anyone else see this or am I crazy?? #idk this feels very niche to me #Anakin in my mind has Childhood Trauma and PTS #and that's what made him so vulnerable to Palpatine's manipulation/grooming #and I mean it when I use that word #not the stupid shit antis and conserva-fucks use it for #sw meta #Anakin Skywalker #Star Wars

[kingspuppet]

If there really is a new P5 spin-off (and it happens to have Goro in it) I apologize in advance for what I will become. I will not apologize for my inevitable excitement and anxiety, but I will say sorry that your feeds will know no peace. Because I will be screaming, crying, and bouncing off the walls. Your DMs might not even be safe should you decide to approach me.

You have all been warned. 💙

#; OOC || Bri ♟️ #; PSA || Calling Card ♟️ #//<<< This tag is very much deserved. #//But also I hate that I can't just be excited. My brain likes to think we're going into anxiety mode for some reason. #//I don't handle anticipation very well asdfghjklkjhghjkl And it always makes me feel crazy #//because it's exceedingly rare to see someone say they get the same way. It's usually talks of excitement and fears. But not anxiety. #//Does anyone else get like this or is it just me??? x.x #//I also can't contain myself when I get excited so as much as this is a rather jokey kind of post I am completely serious. #//It'll become my entire personality because I have no control. #//I will annoy everyone within the general vicinity about it if you let me because keeping it inside is not an option.

[poltergeist-coffee]

it’s 2 am and all i can think about is insaneduo

#💬 one new message #i just love them so much #they mean everythign to me #you can’t see it but there are tears in my eyes #like look at them they’re so - gestures vaguely - #i’m fr always thinking about that one post which said forever and cellbit are two sides of the same coin #thinking about how despite everythign they trust each other the most out of everyine on the island #like even after everythign ghry went through in the divorce/betryal arc and now with the happy pills shit #like they both refuse to give up on each other and it makes me emotional #i’m quite insane so they way i think about them sort of is like how i think of desertduo in third life does anyone else see my vision #like “i trust you entirely i wouldn’t care if yiu killed me because it’s you and i love you” #“even if you betray me i couldn’t bring myself to hate you because i love you and i care about you and i know you inside and out” #like i have a very specific vision of them does anyone get it or am i just crazy and need to go to bed #- lays down face first on the floor - qinsaneduo is so good i hate them i hope they leave and never come back #you can tear them out of my cold dead hands i refuse to give them up #brain spinning around in circles thinking about qcellbit tearing up after pac and forever were given the antidote and just not getting a se #of rest. he only rested when he knew they were both safe. he brought oac home and then went to the ordo and stayed by forever side the enti #night. he didn’t even sleep he just watched his chest ride and fall reassuring himself that forever woudl be okay and they he was alive and #he would be back soon he just had to wait a little longer. maybe that’s when he finally cried just let himself feel and finally let it out #orrrgh #okay i’m done i m done rambling in tags i’m going to bed

[finalfrontierpioneer]

you’re telling me justin h min and david castañeda flirted their way through that geeked week cast interview thing a couple weeks ago and then showed up in matching outfits to this red carpet thing tonight???

#the umbrella academy #justin h min #david castañeda #the PINK #does anyone else see the matching??? #am i crazy?? #tua #tua season 3

[akajustmerry]

I know the pandemic won't truly be over for a long time if ever and there are worse problems obviously, but I truly cannot wait for the day that movies and tv shows stop Looking Like That and stop having tiny casts that stand arms length from each other, except when they can't. I can't wait normal amounts of extras to be allowed and filming locations to expand. maybe it's all in my head but I'm so tired of films and tv looking so disconcertingly sparse and confined, with people spaced alone in frame even when they're supposed to be in crowded busy places. of course I appreciate the creativity and determination that goes into any act of producing art with people in a pandemic but I really miss how....populated, unconfined, and intimate (for lack of a better word) pre-pandemic media looked.

#legit saw the trailer for see how they run and I was like what a covid ass looking movie #does anyone else see this? Has it always been like this or am I not crazy

[bwaldorf]

people are like don’t force a romantic arc on sydney & carmy!!! (which sure, whatever, idc much either way if it does or doesn’t happen) but then go and ship her with richie like what .. ?!!

#talking about some enemies to lovers tension they have like WHAT HUH? #like does that not sound crazy to anyone else or am i blind or something bc i just don’t see it #rm speaks