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cholie · 1 year

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How can I love the heartbreak, you're the one I love.

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Pairing: Bf!Hyunjin x Gn!Reader.

Word count: 1,2k.

Genre: Angst, lovers to exes

An: I swear I suck at writing angst, but I'm not gonna stop giving it a chance. also no talking about how I listened to How can I love the the heartbreak, you're the one I love for hours, shush.

You're currently sitting in the cafe waiting for your boyfriend to arrive for your weekly date, already having his coffee by the couch you always sit at.

You're a little nervous since the last week's been kinda hectic with exams coming, but you've survived exams together with stress a lot before, so it's gonna be okay.

"Hey! Sorry I'm late. Everything went crazy earlier and Seungmin almost spilled his water on me and my computer." Hyunjin said sitting down next to you, but he was avoiding eye contact and seeming very stressed, he's been doing this a lot over the past week "Are you okay?" You asked.

He nodded, taking a sip of his coffee. normally you'd sit and chat about everything but this was very different, everything was a bit quieter and you didn't like it, but were you gonna say anything? Nope, not at all.

Time would eventually pass and you wouldn't think much about it. "Please y/n, say something to him???" Your friend Stella said, looking at you worried. But you just smiled and sighed, confrontations aren't exactly the best to do right now and you're so scared of losing your relationship that you'd do almost anything to keep it going, but things weren't gonna change, right?

Weeks would pass and nothing much would happen, except for the fact that Hyunjin was more distant and would often go hours without texting back, also with general questions you had. It was pissing you off. Currently, you were sitting on your floor with your best friends, Jisung and Stella.

"Oh my freaking god how many times are you just gonna sit here and be ugh over that stupid boy? y/n! I've had enough!! I'm taking matters into my own hands." Jisung suddenly said, making you panic, your eyes widened and you tightened your phone closer to you while looking at him as if he was insane.

"No??" You said. "Okay, but is anyone else gonna do it? You can't just keep on being sad and not doing anything about it" Jisung said again.

"I can! And I will... As of now at least.." You said.

He sighed, looking at you as tears would slowly form in your eyes, giving you a big hug, Stella joined in on it too.

A loud beep was heard. You knew the tone, it was your message tone from Hyunjin. You practically sprinted to the phone to see if anything was up, only to leave you with a little bit of fear.

"We need to talk"

Looking at those texts for a solid 5 minutes, overthinking everything.

"Okay. When and where?"

You responded. You had a bad feeling about this, everything makes sense, to be honest. The sudden distance? The bare minimum turning into "Just 1 text a day or something to make sure he's safe" Things weren't exactly looking great, and you haven't felt like this before.

A beep was heard again, taking you out of your thoughts, but your heart still racing as if you just ran a marathon.

"Now? I'm close to the library if it is, we could meet outside"

You took your shoes on and went over to the library, lucky for you it was late spring so no chance of rain as you forgot a jacket.

You saw him, and walking over to him was like walking on needles, it hurts. He didn't give you a hug like he usually would, and you instantly knew what was happening.

"I just wanna start by saying I'm really sorry for ignoring you and being so distant the last couple of weeks, everything's been a mess and I've been having these thoughts for a long time." He said. It boiled your blood.

"You know Hyunjin, it's been hell! I've been miserable by being in your shadow, I love you! So much!" You said, tears bursting through, though you tried to wipe them away quickly, not wanting to be seen as vulnerable.

"I'm really sorry..." He knew deep down he fucked up by not talking to you, after all, that's what you usually do, you talk things through and end up stronger than ever. It's been a year or so since you had a heated argument that took a little time to fix, but it didn't matter, because you loved each other so much.

You started talking about everything that's been happening over the last couple of weeks, but in the end, nothing made sense than ending this, it made your heart wrench.

"So this is it?" You started, looking down and playing with your hands.

"I.." He started. "I think so yeah.." He ended.

Silence.

Hyunjin eventually walked away, giving you the necklace you gifted him for your 1 year anniversary, you haven't seen him without it ever since you got him it, ouch.

Time passed on and as miserable as you were you decided to go out and face the cafe you used to go to, having to face the consequences that the barista might end up giving you Hyunjins coffee as well, so instead of going up and ordering anything, you put on your best fake smile and went down to your usual couch with a book in your hands and the song 'How can I love the heartbreak, you're the one I love' on repeat, and to be honest, it's been on repeat for a while time.

"Here" You heard, looking up from your book. You saw the barista who usually greets you, he put two drinks on the table, the one you always get and... Hyunjins.

"Oh I'm sorry, he's not gonna be here with me anymore-" You said before your sentence was cut off by the barista who just had a shock on his face.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry!! I'll take it bac- Wait, can I ask what happened?" He asked. "We broke up" You replied quick.

"I'm so sorry, can I do anything? I know I'm just the barista who gives you your order every once in a while but I'd love to help.'' He said with his dimples showing.

"Oh, I mean I don't mind being alone, but having someone to talk to is always nice." You added.

"My name's Chan, nice to meet you." He said. He was cute and bubbly, just the person you needed right now.

No matter what you did, nothing seemed to make you feel better, I mean understandable after your precious 2,5-year relationship just ended. You tried your best to not push Stella and Jisung away, and your new friend Chan! He made a great 4th person in your little group.

Running to the nearest hill and looking at the sunset was your favorite thing to do at the moment, either alone or with one of the 3.

But for now, all you needed was to cry your heart out and get all your anger out in a more healthy way than bottling it all up which you've been doing for about a week now, so that's what you did. By screaming at the sun and moon about how life was unfair.

Unfair to you, and unfair to Hyunjin. Whom you loved so much. Why was the universe so.. Cruel?

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cheguevaraismydaddy666 · 2 years

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during that time i started doing heroin, ketamine, benzos, methadone, acid. honestly, i think he didn't just make me addicted to be able to sleep with me easily, but also so i could pick up for him as well if his parents didn't allow him to go outside. well anyway....he was good in bed. my third. the first one, my bf, was, well.....the second one was a little older. i went with him after drinking, i thought having sex with a guy with a bit more experience would help me get over my 'love'. nope. he was terrible. but whatever. the 'opiate-boy' was into similar things. he liked tying me up, hitting me, choking me, etc. so it was fine. i'm not as mad at him as i should be. he purposely overdosed me on benzos, pushing handful of pills into my mouth, taking advantage of the fact that i had no experience and was fully trusting me. also, the way he immedietly became emotionally distant as soon as we stopped having sex..... fuck that guy. and fuck him for immedietly dating my friend, showing me once more that i'm good enough to fuck, but NEVER good enough for a relationship. then i went to rehab, met Leni, had a great time, until i was expelled.whatever. after our fight, the very next day, i was invited by some of my friends in the big city, including Leni. i drove there, smoked a joint near the train station. some guy asked me if i wanted to smoke crack. i said yes. and so i did. i don't remember much from that day. i just know i smoked crack, even though i couldn't remember what it felt like. i arrived late at the park, took the guy who i smoked crack with with me. he gave us speed. my friends had acid. at first they didn't want to give me any because i had smoked fucking crack lol. but they did in the end. we smoked some more weed, and i think i might've took benzos because i don't remember anything. i just remember peaking while i was sitting in the train back home. from then on, it went downhill. i worked a job at first, to get money for h. i was stocking up shelves at a supermarket for roughly 200 bucks. you'd think that's a lot for a teenage girl, right? well, not if you're an addict. because of the trashcan i was banned from the clinic for three months. soon i quit my job. i quit hanhing out with my 'innocent' friends, because they didn't seem to understand, that it wasn't that bad. they just thought it was bad, because HEROIN sounds really bad to someone who has nothing to do with drugs. i thought i was more mature than them. i know, dumb, but i seriously thought this way. i barely met up with Leni as well, and that i regret the most. all these other 'friends' left me when things got bad, she would've never done that. i just know it. i was busy getting my next fix. always. it was summer, i often wouldn't even come home for days, just making cash by begging people for change or sucking dick. i thought i was having the time of my life. i don't know why. i met many nice people doing my junkie shit. people that also had to be for money to get their next fix. we were likeminded. we got long. and then never saw each other again.

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itgirlification · 3 years

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supermodel | jjk

the last three months have been hell for you, but Jungkook seemed to be living his best life.

pairing: ex-bf!jk x thick!reader

warnings: explicit mentions of body image and insecurities, infidelity, anal sex, oral (male receive), foul language (kinda), etc.

now playing: supermodel by sza

part two part three

Exactly three months ago, your and Jungkook’s 2 years relationship officially ended. Unofficially, it ended about 5 months ago. And for about one month now, Jungkook’s been seeing someone else.

Your heart and mind told you not to do it but you couldn’t help calculating. Three months ago, you were still dating, two months later, he started dating someone else. That must mean he’s known her for a while. Did he cheat on you with her? Well, it’s not like it matters now anyway, does it?

Her name was Yuki, an undeniable Japanese beauty. You were still in college, studying music and she was a famous model who appeared in internationally known magazines. You assumed she met Jungkook during a photoshoot since he was a professional photographer who often worked for companies like Vogue and Playboy. You couldn’t help but compare yourself to her.

It wasn’t the fact that he moved on so quickly that hurt you the most. It was the fact that he knew all about your low self-esteem and how you lack confidence. Especially about your body. And he still went and dated a model, of all professions in the world. He was definitely over you.

If you didn’t know any better, you’d think he did it on purpose. But thankfully, you knew better, he looked too happy for that to be even considered. He forgot about you.

You’re making yourself sadder by remembering all the times he assured you you were beautiful and your body was nothing to be ashamed of. The times he let his fingertips run over the lines of your stretch marks, whispering in your ear how much he loved them and how they reminded him of Tiger stripes. The times he caressed your jiggly thighs and told you how sexy he thought they were.

Then your mind would drift back to the phone in your hand, the Instagram page of Yuki Sakurai opened, careful not to accidentally like anything and expose yourself. Not that she’d notice anyway, she had 3.7 million followers, while you had a private one with 500 followers and no posts, and she gets around 300 to 700 thousand likes on each post, depending on whether she posts random photos or pretty pictures of herself. Or newly, your ex-boyfriend, Jungkook. Oh, how crazy everybody goes whenever she posts him. People love them together. You couldn’t blame them. Two attractive people? Of course, they’re gonna look great together.

Fucking great.

That the end of your relationship with Jungkook would look like this was semi-predictable from the beginning. He did admit to you that he never thought he’d date someone that looked like you when you first dated. And your heart broke a little. But he also made up for it in those two years, it was a beautiful relationship nonetheless.

While you weren’t exactly his ‘ideal’ type, he was definitely yours. You always heard from other women ‘when in a relationship, the man always has to love the woman more than she loves him. Otherwise, it won’t work.’ You never really got the saying until your breakup with Jungkook happened. It was the fact that you clearly loved Jungkook more than he loved you that lead to this.

“Oh my goodness!”, your roommate, Jane, dramatically exclaimed. “Will you stop feeling bad for yourself and do something? That’s not what hot girls do, sis.”

Jane was a lovely girl with a not so lovely temper. She always means well and you got along perfectly as soon as you met. Which was around 3 and a half years ago.

She looked over your shoulder to see what you were looking at. You obviously didn’t want her to see you snooping around your ex-boyfriend’s current girlfriend’s Instagram but it was too late.

“Seriously, yn?”, she took your phone in her hand and threw it on the bed. “Let’s go somewhere, you can’t do this to yourself anymore. I’m not letting you.”

Jane was clearly worried about you at this point. The only thing you did these last few weeks was eating, shower, cry, sleep and miss a whole bunch of classes. This wasn’t good at all.

“Where?”, your question was short.

“To the mall? Or the nail studio? Anything that’ll get you out of this fucking dormitory.”, Jane sighed, pulling the blanket off of you, making you whine a little. “C’mon, go put on some cute outfit and we’ll go.”

You felt bad since she was trying hard to make you feel better. But it didn’t really work.

You nodded, standing up from the bed, nonetheless. You picked out a cute two-piece dress, that brought back blurred memories of the time you went on a date with Jungkook, wearing the same two-piece. Bet Yuki would look cuter in this...

‘Shut your petty ass up, yn. It’s embarrassing, the way you’re stuck on a taken guy who wants nothing to do with you’

You wish you could change the way you think, even if it’s just for an hour or two. You wish you would stop imagining Jungkook judging you when he saw you naked or when you told him that you wished you could cut off some of your fat with a pair of scissors.

You were beyond ashamed of yourself. Why wasn’t it easy for you to just stay by yourself? why were you so desperately in need of Jungkook by your side to the point where you’d lock yourself in your room for a month just because he isn’t there?

You needed Jungkook. You became so attached to him in those two years, because you always saw him as a permanent, a forever. Not just a temporary, not just a distant memory. You already saw him as the father of your children, as the man you’re gonna marry.

You were so blinded by the fact that you had him, that you forgot you could lose him anytime.

“I’m done, let’s go.”, unenthusiastically, you announced to Jane, who was already waiting for you.

“Let’s get the fuck outta here!”, In contrast to your spirit, hers seemed to be all roses and daisies. “Lord knows you need it...”

__________

“Look at this cute ass skirt, girl”, Jane pointed at a chic, wine mini skirt she was holding. “You know, when I saw it back there I wanted to have it, but it’d look so much better on you”

You took a few seconds to admire Jane’s beauty. She was about 3 cm taller than you, had a great posture, and almond, dark brown eyes that suited her dark skin tone perfectly. Her body leaned more towards the slimmer side.

“Shut up! No, it would not”, you let out a small giggle. “It would look gorgeous on you, buy it.”

She smiled a little at your laughs. She was happy to see you at least a little cheerful again. “Yeah, but I think it’d look better on you. I’m entitled to my own opinion, am I not?”

You knew this debate was gonna go back and forth, because of her stubbornness. “Let’s both buy the skirt.”

You ended up doing so, added by a bunch of bags full of clothing. This may’ve turned into your new coping mechanism. Who needed therapy when you can go on a shopping spree?

Two hours were spent in boutiques and clothing stores and Jane decided she was tired, wanting to visit the local spa.

“No, seriously, these Riverdale seasons just keep on getting worse and worse. Netflix needs to step up their game ASAP”, Jane ranted, making you laugh at how serious she takes it. “It’s getting embarrassing. I’m being for real.”

The two of you were sitting in the whirlpool at the spa, relaxing your whole bodies a little.

“Yeah, yeah, whatever, I don’t watch these new Netflix shows anyways. Been stuck on the vampire diaries for the last 7 years”, you chuckled, knowing you hated trying new things. “Can you pass me one of those magazines?”

Jane nodded, grabbing a random one from the table next to her and handed it to you, without looking at it.

The cover of it caught your eyes immediately. How could it not, when your ex’s new girl looks absolutely dazzling on the front page of it.

‘Supermodel Yuki Sakurai talks summer fashion tips, struggle with self-love and most importantly, her hot, new boyfriend the media is going crazy over’ was the headline of the Harper’s Bazaar Magazine cover.

You felt your stomach getting sick and your breath getting heavier, but you still flipped the pages until you found the one with her interview. You began reading it, skipping the boring parts.

‘Int: so, we see you have a new boyfriend. Tell us, how did you guys meet?

Yuki: Yeah, he’s an amazing guy. We actually met about six or five months ago at one of my photoshoots, since he’s a photographer and we exchanged numbers and stuff, and then we made it official mid last month.’

About six or five months ago? You were with him back then, but her answer was too unclear to find out if he cheated or not.

“Woah, yn, you okay?”

You entirely forgot about the fact that you were with Jane, let alone somewhere other than your bed.

Before you could react, Jane snatched the magazine out of your hand.

“You really can’t escape them, huh?”, She sighs, taking you in her arm. “It’s gonna be okay, baby. In a few months, you’re gonna look back to this and think wow I really was stuck on a guy who’s scared of microwaves and cried like a bitch when Iron Man died.”

You laughed, punching her arm playfully. “You know, I actually love these things about him. Shows his sensitivity and the way he perceives things.”

Jane looked at you as if she didn’t believe you were actually saying that stuff. “Girl, you’re overanalyzing this. Let’s just throw this shit in the trash, okay?”

She put the magazine aside.

“I just don't know what I did wrong.”, You murmured. “I know we weren't the best, but we didn't even fight that much. We could’ve talked it through.”

Jane pursed her lips and cooed. “You know, relationships are complicated sometimes. The reason why he broke up, to begin with, is probably not your fault.”

“Well, what if it is? I mean what if I was too fat or too ugly for him?”, you asked. “If he wanted a skinny girl so bad, I could’ve lost weight for him, I don’t get it.”

Jane looked at you like you lost your mind entirely. “I can’t believe you just said that! Even if that was the reason, which it wasn’t, you shouldn’t make yourself suffer because of it. That’s his loss. You’re beyond gorgeous and you have an amazing body.”

“You’re just saying that.”, tears slowly started coming up in your eyes. “But the thing is Jungkook knows all about my insecurities. Why would he do that to me? I know he knows that I’m still not over him.”

You usually didn’t like crying in front of other people, but you didn’t really care at the moment, besides that was Jane. You trusted her with your life.

“Girl, men are trash, I can’t believe you’re crying over one right now, seriously.”, she wiped your tears and held your face between her hands. “You know, honestly, I’ve read so many articles about how models actually hate themselves and have like the lowest self-esteem so in conclusion, no matter how miserable you are, his new girl is even more miserable.”

You knew Jane didn’t mean it in a harmful way, but it sounded harsher than needed. “I don’t hate her, she probably doesn’t even know about me. I’m just really insecure. He upgraded from me. He’s dating a whole model now.”

The situation just felt like a deja vu of these last few weeks laying in your bed, even though you were at the spa with your friend. You were supposed to have fun, yet you didn’t feel like having any.

“Why would you feel insecure when all you’ve seen of her are Instagram posts and red carpet pictures? She’s supposed to look beautiful, it’s her job.”

To a certain extent, Jane was right, but that didn’t really help your situation, you still felt bad about yourself. You stayed silent.

“C’mon, this isn’t fun anymore. Let’s leave.”, Jane mumbled.

_______

it’s been two days since the incident at the spa and you felt a little bit better now.

Those days were spent reading the same three book series you’ve read your entire life, overthinking, hot Cheetos, Indian takeout, and Netflix. It really wasn’t as miserable as it sounded.

You were just taking a little rest before term break ends and you have to go back to the shithole college again.

Jane was using the time until college starts again, but in different ways than you were. She was planning on going to some frat party in an hour and forget about the world’ for a minute. Or till 4 in the morning, where she will most likely drunk call you and ask you for a ride back to the dorms, because the friends she went to the party with were shit-faced as well and were in no way capable of driving anywhere without the cops stopping them.

Going out partying on a Friday night was a Jane tradition. In the past, you’d sometimes go with her, but you mostly spent your time out with Jungkook doing something more fun than partying could ever be. Now you can’t do that anymore, but laying in bed is more ideal than a party for you at the moment.

“How do I look?”, Jane twirled around to show off her black cocktail dress. She looked beautiful.

“You look beautiful.”, you responded to her question. “Are you leaving now?”

“Hm”, she said, to which you nodded. “You sure you don’t wanna come with me? It’s gonna be really fun.”

You shook your head no.

“Alright”, she shrugged, making her way out of your bedroom. “But I told you, it’s gonna be fun.”

You chuckled, rolling your eyes. “I’ll stay here, I have shit to do.”

“Yeah, right, like binge-watching the vampire diaries and taking 5-hour naps”, she said in a sarcastic tone. “Anyway, bye-bye, Vic’s already waiting for me in the car.”

Victoria was perhaps one of the most obnoxious people you know, yet she was too much of a nice person for you to talk shit about her. The voice of your intrusive thoughts couldn’t help but to, though.

“Alright, bye, take care and say hi to Vic from me.”

After Jane left, an hour went by like it was just a couple of minutes. You were starting to get real bored and decided to watch some regular tv in hopes to find something you enjoy. You ended up not finding anything fun, but you still watched it, because you didn’t have anything else to do.

A few moments later, the doorbell rang and you were suddenly worried. Either this is a serial killer or Jane forgot something.

But to your surprise, it was neither, but it was none other than

“Jungkook?”, truly, those were the only words you were able to mutter out at your shocked state. “What are you do-“

At the speed of light, you were interrupted by your ex-boyfriend pressing his lips to yours. He didn’t say a word.

You weren’t expecting him. Not knowing how you were supposed to feel at the moment, you just let it happen. You were sure your mental state couldn’t get any worse than that, no matter how this will affect you in the end.

“Is Jane home?”, for the first time in 3 months, you’re hearing his silky voice again.

Jungkook knew Jane always had some type of special hatred for him with her killing stares and her bitter comments. You didn’t notice either though.

He also knew she must hate him even more after your breakup. Or maybe she liked him more now since she was able to get rid of him without killing anyone.

“No”, your answer was short and it made a weight fall from Jungkook’s shoulders before he continued kissing you.

It wasn’t anything you haven’t done before, yet it felt like it’s been ages since it last happened. Your mind drifted to the thought of Jungkook and his model girlfriend. You were asking yourself what their sex life was like, if she was tighter than you or if she had stretch marks and scars.

Jungkook’s lips were moving south, giving your neck wet kisses, while you were wondering why he broke up with his model girlfriend. Or if he even did. You felt selfish for not caring.

Removing your clothes one by one, you were left in your underwear, while Jungkook only had his boxers on.

This body was yours. You knew it inside out. Where he liked to get touched and where he preferred not to. You knew him better than anyone else. You were sure.

You already moved to your bedroom, since Jungkook effortlessly carried you there. You were sat on his lap, facing him and your hands were in his messy hair. His hands were around your waist, he was slightly smiling into the kiss, as you started grinding on him. He loved how easy it was for him to turn you on. You were still his.

Cutting off the kiss, he looked you in the eyes, while his hand was on your cheek. “Say aah.”, he said.

You widened your mouth obediently, which was followed by him collecting as much saliva as he could in his mouth and spitting it into your mouth.

“Swallow.”, demanding, he spit on your face, his eyes become darker with every passing moment. You did as he said.

You looked at him with big eyes. He knew you loved it. You’ve always had a thing for him degrading and humiliating you during sex.

He started grinding on you almost desperately. You knew exactly what he wanted.

Getting out of his grip, you dropped to your knees and freed his hard dick from his drawers. You reached for it and started pumping it, and licking it. Your spit was leaking down his dick as you used it for lubrication. Then you started sucking on it, just the way you used to.

Jungkook’s groans and satisfied sighs were enough to make you even wetter than before. You enjoyed giving more than receiving.

Your mouth was wet and warm around him, giving him a feeling of familiarity. You lick over the tip a few times, then proceed to fully take him into your mouth.

The bulge in your throat could be seen and the way your eyes were tearing up a little wasn’t bothering you at all. You loved giving.

Jungkook started thrusting in and out of your warm, welcoming mouth, his tip hitting the back of your throat multiple times.

“Fuck”, a throaty moan left Jungkook’s mouth, giving you hints that he was about to cum. And he did, releasing in your mouth before you swallowed it. “Shit, baby, that was so good.”

You felt your face heat up and a sheepish smile made its way to your face. Your throat was sore.

The two of you were on the bed again. To you, it felt like it was the times before your breakup again, when you’d purposely start an argument just for the makeup sex because Jungkook wasn’t giving you any anymore. It was like sex was the only thing to look forward to.

You felt attached to Jungkook to a point where it was dangerous. You weren’t okay when he wasn’t around. He affected every part of your life and God knew it wasn’t always a positive thing. Maybe it was the fact that he took your virginity. Maybe because he was your first boyfriend, the first guy that made you believe you were worthy of love and that someone was actually capable of loving you. One thing you knew was Jungkook had an expansive influence on your life.

While you were practically drowning in your own thoughts, Jungkook was busy taking off your underwear.

“You okay?”, Jungkook calmly asked you, looking at your riddled face.

“Huh? Yeah, I’m okay.”, you sounded distracted, Jungkook wasn’t sure about asking you what it is though. He didn’t feel like getting personal.

So he shrugged it off and started kissing you again, his dick was unsurprisingly hard again as he played with your tits. He drew lines over the stretch marks of your thighs and kissed them.

“Can I fuck your ass?”, Jungkook’s raspy, tired-sounding voice casually asked, to which you quickly nodded, knowing that Jungkook’s favorite position had always been anal. He was massaging and gripping your ass firmly.

“This is gonna hurt at first, but I promise it gets better.”, He warned calmly into your ear, while putting some lube on his dick and just went right into your ass, slowly thrusting so you don’t feel as much pain.

He was right, it did hurt a lot when he first put it in, but the pain just changed into pleasure in a matter of time and his slow-paced thrusts helped with the adjustment.

“Fuck, I missed this ass”, he practically growled into your ear, as he kept on thrusting in and out, steadily gripping your wide hips with his big, veiny hands. “It just doesn’t feel right when I’m inside her ass.”

You knew your confidence shouldn’t rely on Jungkook bringing his girlfriend down, but you couldn’t help but feel good about your body when he said that. It’s been a while since you felt even a tiny spark of confidence. You weren’t so fond of him mentioning her while he was inside of you.

Your soft moans rang through the whole room like sirens, while he watched your ass jiggle against his pelvis, thrusting in and out faster every second. He missed this.

You had always thought you were indecisive, but you knew exactly what you wanted. You just couldn’t have that, so you’d eventually have to settle for less.

Jungkook wasn’t to blame for it, you just couldn’t concede your shortcomings. The movie’s villain wasn’t always the real villain.

Your hands traveled to your pussy to make sure you’d orgasm as well, when you heard Jungkook’s breathing getting heavier and his thrusts getting gentler than before, indicating that he was gonna cum soon. You were certain he could make you cum with just anal, but you wanted to cum with him.

With furrowed eyebrows and drops of sweat dripping down his body, Jungkook looked down at your arched back. The whole scene was sticky, especially when Jungkook presses his upper body to your back, whispering sweet nothings into your ear and kissing the spot.

It was kinda odd, having sex with your ex-boyfriend you were crying over just a day ago. There was a certain intensity to it though. Like your long-lasting nostalgia was finally fulfilled.

You’ve realized you couldn’t imagine yourself being intimate with anybody else. Jungkook already knew your body, how it looked without the material protecting it, the strawberry skin, the slightly sagging breasts you swore you’d surgically remove once you had the chance to but didn’t. He knew where you liked being touched, he was the first one to even touch you in those places.

You were unsure what you’d do with yourself when he leaves.

Jungkook’s thrusts slowly started stopping and you too felt the familiar sensation in your stomach.

Suddenly, you two were nothing but desire, fear, and pleasure. And faster than you could process, you came together.

For minutes after your orgasm, you were just laying on the bed, thoughtless. Maybe a little regretful. Not you, but him.

You weren’t facing each other, but you could hear each other’s breathing. Your stomach was filled with something you’d describe as post-sex melancholia.

All of a sudden, Jungkook stood up from the bed, startling your resting self a little, but you decided to keep quiet, wanting to see what he was going to do.

He made his way to the door to leave what he thought was your sleeping body laying there. You couldn’t keep quiet anymore.

“Where are you going?”, your soft voice suddenly rang in his ears. “Don’t you wanna stay?”

He didn’t know how exactly to tell you. You’ve always been a gullible little girl, you were the type of girl to think fucking equals love. Little did you know that wasn’t the case at all.

“Yn.... you know I can’t”, Jungkook responded, you knew it wasn’t gonna be good when he said your name like that. “I got a girl at home and I don’t wanna mess shit up with her.”

There it was. Your suspicion was corroborated. He was still going out with the model and you were a certified home wrecker. Great.

You physically felt your heart breaking. “Bu- but why are you here then?”

You were incapable of being mad at him at the moment. It was your fault for letting him in, again. After breaking your trust and your heart.

“This was a mistake”, he declared, not looking into your eyes. “I’m sorry, yn...”

He’s moved past your room now, already at the exit of your dormitory. He was about to leave.

“You already ruined shit with her when you came here and fucked me.”, your voice was small, but your words were heard.

Without looking back, he left.

And you went back to your room, standing in the middle of it for a minute in silence before your brain fully processed what had happened and your tears started pouring.

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joeybosa-aaronjudge · 3 years

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Being There For You

Giancarlo Stanton x Reader

Requested: yes

Warnings: your bf cheating on you and you go to your best friend, Giancarlo’s, house. smut. cursing.

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Giancarlo’s been your best friend for a few years now. When he came to New York, your bond got stronger but there’s an issue. You have a boyfriend and it’s not Giancarlo. Giancarlo has been there for you through your worst and your best. Your boyfriend has treated you amazingly throughout the 8 months you’ve been together but these last couple of months have been off. You both haven’t spent as much time together, he’s been blowing you off, or you’d ask him what he wants for dinner and he’d tell you that he wouldn’t be home for dinner because he’s working late and to just have dinner without him. He was being distant and you were wondering what you were doing wrong. You left and went to hangout at Giancarlo’s house because you figured your boyfriend would be “working late”.

You told him what was going on between you and your boyfriend and Giancarlo wanted to kick his ass for doing this to you. He wanted you to be happy but seeing you like this killed him. It made his heart ache and hurt because of what you’re going through.

“G, am I going something wrong? Am I being a bad girlfriend?” You ask worried with tears in your eyes.

“Fuck no. Why would you even ask that? He’s the ass for doing this to you. Listen, you deserve the world and he’s not doing this. He’s probably hiding something from you and doesn’t want you to know.”He says.

You felt vulnerable and you started to bawl your eyes out. You thought your boyfriend was the one for you. Giancarlo walks over to you and pulls you into his arms and sways you both back and forth as you cry into his chest.

“I love you honey. You don’t deserve a jackass like him. Go home and talk to him and figure out what’s going on between the two of you. Maybe you and me can do something later when you’re feeling better.” He says pulling away from you.

“I love you too G. Thank you. I’ll talk to you later.” You say wiping away your tears and leaving.

You drive home and pull into the driveway. As soon as you walk inside, you hear moans coming from your bedroom. You walked upstairs to where your bedroom is and heard the moans again and it’s not just your boyfriend in there. You heard a girl moaning too. You’re furious so you swung the door open and it hit the wall hard. Your boyfriend and this girl stopped fucking when they heard the door hit the wall and you stood in the doorway with a very pissed look on your face.

“Wow you’re fucking pathetic. How could you fucking do this to me after all I’ve done for you?” You say furiously.

“And who are you?” The girl asks.

“I’m his girlfriend. Now ex. How long has this been going on?” You say pointing between the two of them.

There was a long pause as he looked at the girl then looked at you.

“A couple months.” He says cringing a little.

“We’re over. I can’t be with someone that will cheat on me. I really thought you were the one but I thought wrong. You can have her.” You say walking out and going back to Giancarlo’s.

You walk out the door and go get into your car and leave. Your now ex didn’t even come out to fight for you so you pulled out of the driveway and drove to Giancarlo’s with tears in your eyes. You got to his house and walked in and he saw you crying. He got up fast and walked over to you and hugged you right. You cried into his chest for a minute.

“What happened?” Giancarlo asks.

“H-he cheated on me w-with another g-girl.” You cried out.

“Oh hell no. No one cheats on my girl. I’m gonna kick his ass.” He says

“No not right now.” You say.

Your heart fluttered when he called you his girl.

“I know this is so sudden but move in with me. I’ll help you get your stuff and bring it here. Stay the night here tonight and tomorrow we can go get your stuff.” He says

“That sounds like a great idea.” You say smiling.

He moves your hair behind you ear and sets his hand against your cheek. You both look each other in the eyes as he leans down and kisses you as you kiss him back. He moves his hand from your face and wraps his arms around your waist and picks you up. You wrap your legs around his waist. You both pull away from each other, breathing a little heavily. He sets you down and he walks you both over to the couch and he sits down. You set your legs on each side of him and you both go back to making out.

“You know, we don’t have to do this since you and your, well, now ex just broke up.” He says pulling away from you and looking you in the eyes.

“I know but I caught him cheating on me remember so honestly at this point I don’t care and I want this. I want to do this with you G.” You say smiling.

He smiles back and leans in as you both make out again. You feel him grow hard against your heat and you moan into the kiss. He puts his hands on your hips and moves your hips against him to give himself a little pleasure. You both moan and pull away from each other. You stand up and take off your pants and panties as he raises his hips and takes off his shorts and boxers. You both take off your top and you also take off your bra. His cock springs free and against his lower tummy. You moan and bite your lip at the sight of how big he is. You sit back into his lap and line him up with your entrance. He’s definitely bigger than your ex and you were wondering if he was going to fit. You slowly sink down on him to adjust to his size. You both moan loudly as your eyes roll back. He’s fully inside you now and it feels so good. He makes you feel so full. You start riding him and you both are a moaning mess.

“Oh fuck baby. You feel so so so good inside me. Making me feel so full, so good, oh hell baby.” You moan.

“I love the sound of your moans princess. Fuck. God you riding me feels like heaven but I need to fuck you hard.” He moans.

He pulls you off him and flips you onto your back on the couch and pushes back into you. You wrap your legs around his waist for a better angle. You wrap you arms around him as he puts his head into your neck. He’s leaving hickies while pounding into you.

“God damn baby. God, look at you taking my cock so damn well. Oh fuck.” He moans into your neck.

“You make me feel so full. Feels so fucking good.” You moan scratching down his back.

He’s fucking you so good and hard that you have a feeling you’re going to be sore tomorrow. You feel a burning sensation in your lower tummy, knowing that your close.

“I’m so close baby. Oh hell.” You moan clenching around him.

“Fuck do that again. Cum for me baby. Cum around me. I’m gonna cum too.” He moans twitching inside you.

“Cum for me. Give me your cum baby.” You moan clenching around him again.

Your legs shake as you both moan loudly and you milk his cock with your cum. He fucks you through your high as he pulls out and cums on your tummy. He lays on top of you as you runs your fingers through his curls and you both catch your breath.

“Fuck, that was amazing. I’m glad we did that.”He says looking up at you.

“Me too, G. Me too.” You say chuckling.

You’re starting to feel your hips and legs becoming sore. You wanted to get up and go to bed but with the condition your in, you couldn’t move. Giancarlo picked you up bridal style and carried you to your room. He went into his room and grabbed a pair of boxers for himself while getting a tshirt for you. You both fell asleep in each other’s arms.

The next day, your legs and hips were sore, so you stayed in bed and Giancarlo went over to your house and got all of your clothes and stuff that belongs to you. Giancarlo wanted to kill your ex for what happened but he held it back. He packed all your stuff, put it into his car and brought it back to his house. Giancarlo babied you for the rest of the day. A few months later, you both had strong feelings for each other so he asked you to be his girlfriend and you said yes. He promised you that he would never do what your ex did to you because not only is he hurting you but he’s hurting himself too for doing that. He treated you like a princess and the way you should be treated.

#giancarlo stanton #new york yankees #mlb imagine #mlb smut

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xblackreader · 4 years

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Can I get a scenario with bakugou having a crush on the black!reader but can't put effort towards her because she has a boyfriend already. But, oneday in the dorms at night before everyone went to bed, class-1a hears a person screaming help and they peek in the hallway and it's the reader fighting the bf because she found out that he got her bestfriend pregnant. After everything is settled down, reader in her dorm and kirishima tells bakugou it's the perfect time to comfort her and show little by little that he like her.

word count: 1.6k

a/n: my first ask! I hope you like it!

↳ Katsuki Bakugou comforts you after your boyfriend cheated!

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Deku’s exhilarated voice filled the halls of the 1A dorm. “That was so cool, Kaachan! The way you applied the forces of gravity against your quirk was so smart! You went soaring, like Boom! Wham! Pow!”

“Shaddup, ya damn Deku! I know I’m cool, that’s why I’m going to be number one while you’re stuck at number two!”

“That’s not true, Kaachan! I’ll beat you soon!”

The walk back to their rooms after sparring was always like this, the curfew that Aizawa placed was lenient so there were still a few stragglers who weren’t in a hurry to leave.

“Bakugou, you really gotta stop underestimating your friends, it’s not manly! I almost had you at the sports festival and I’m stronger now.” Kirishimas shark like grin split his handsome face, dirtied up from rough practice sessions. “Heh, shit maybe I’ll beat you out for number one, huh?”

The raging blonde sneered arrogantly at his friend, “Like hell you will.” His usual attire of a black tank top and sweats was sweaty and they all smelled gross collectively. Bakugou had already eaten his dinner he was just wanting to get back to his room at this point.

“Hey guys!” Uraraka ran up to the group of boys greeting them with a awkward smile on her face. “You’re back from sparring?”

“Yeah!” Midoriya fanboyed. “It was amazing! Kirishima showed us his new ultimate move ‘Crimson Shield’, and Kaachan used his quirk to go so high in the air like ‘Whoosh!’ and I found a new way to use my power with minimal damage and- !” Deku went on ranting to his dear friend while she noddd and kept up his excitement. He really bagged a good one, Uraraka was good for Deku.

“Yeah, nothing like a friendly sparring match to get the blood pumping’- !” Kirishima started, but was interrupted by distant shouting. The boys all collectively looked around and up at the source of chaos coming from the floor above them.

“You fucking bitch! You cheated on me?! I can’t believe you-!”

The entire group tensed collectively.

Deku spoke first “That sounds like Y/N-chan…”

Bakugou was already opening the door to the stairs, choosing to ignore the elevator. Kirishima closely behind him. You sounded like you were crying and the two boys cared too much for that to be the case.

One more than the other.

Descending upon the floor’s entrance door, Bakugo flung it open and looked around the hallway. At the end of it, he could see you propped out of your doorway, throwing clothes out onto the floor, tears streaming down your face. You looked angry. Furious and devastated.

In front of you, your good for nothing boyfriend sat pathetically trying in vain to catch his belongings “You’re crazy!” Your shithead of a boyfriend spat at you, and Bakugou took a step forward to defend your honor but was stopped by Kirishima. He glared at his red-headed friend.

“Just wait, Bakugou.” Kirishima said, surprisingly calm. He knew Bakugo had like you for quite a while and with the look on your face towards your boyfriend, Kirishima hated to say it but it looks like his friend might have an opening.

“I’m crazy?!” You shouted, your voice breaking in fury. “I’m crazy because I’m done with you?! You’re a piece of shit, (ex’s name)! How could you do that to me!”

Your soon to be ex boyfriend shook his head in denial, “You don’t know what you’re talking about-“

“I saw the fucking texts, nigga! I know you fucked (bff name), and I fucking know she knocked up, with yo weak ass pull out game. N- Now I’m glad I never let you hit! Yo, dumbass would’ve left me itchin’! Her hoe ass, that’s what’s you get!”

“Bitch, whatever if you had let me get some, maybe I wouldn’t be cheating on yo fat ass!”

Bakugou bristled at that and shoved Kirishima’s hand off him. The rest of the class was starting to enter the hallway and nosily watch. The ash blonde boy grabbed your shitty ex by his collar and roughly dragged him up, blocking his view from you. Kirishima walked up to you and you flung yourself into his arms.

“That’s quite enough out of your punk ass. It’s crazy, you know? Extras like you get a ten-out-of-ten bad chick like Y/N and don’t know how to act. She took a chance on your ugly ass, for real.”

“Tell him, Katsu! He a b- bum ass nigga!” You hiccuped, tearfully. Bakugou could hear in your voice that your heart was broken and that made him increasingly angrier.

Your ex wasn’t stronger than Bakugou and struggled in his grip, being dragged like a rag doll to the elevators. Bakugou contemplated throwing his ass down the staircase or out the window but that wouldn’t be very “hero-like” or some shit.

“Hey, my clothes-!” Your pathetic ex struggled in vain.

Bakugou spoke up again, spitting in his face. “You’re lucky I’m not beating the shit out of your bum ass right now. If you’re smart,” Bakugou tossed the boy into the elevator. “You’ll leave and never come back, you can do without a few jackets, bitch. You don’t live here.”

Bakugou pressed the lobby button and let the elevator close.

Aizawa came, way too fucking late, and dispersed the other students after they comforted you to the best of your ability. After a firm hug from Iida and a cupcake from Sato, you turned with tears in your eyes and headed into your room silently.

Kirishima and Bakuhou were the last to head back to their rooms.

Before Bakugou could press the button to he and Kirishima’s floor, the redhead stopped him again.

Bakugou glared at him halfheartedly in confusion.

Kirishima gestured his head toward your room, “Go see about her, bro. This is your chance, now that her non manly ex is gone. You’re manly!”

Bakugou scoffed. “She doesn’t want to see me, she probably wants to be alone or some shit...”

“Dude,” Kirishima rolled his eyes. “Go see her man. I know you like her and respect her, you’d treat her way better than these shitty dudes she keeps choosing. I also know that if i had been her position. i wouldn’t want to be left alone to cry.”

Bakugou watched Kirishima step into the elevator and press the button. “You were super manly standing up for her, dude. Just go talk to her.”

Bakugou stood there while the elevator doors closed in front of him for a few minutes. He contemplated just pussying out and pressing the button again before Kirishima could find out and body his ass.

But he had heard your voice and had wanted to comfort you so badly, he just didn’t know how in front of all those shitty extras in his class.

Eventually, he slithered his way back to the front of your door. The shitty walls were thin and you weren’t wailing but he could definitely hear you fighting off little sniffs in woe.

His chest tightened and he lifted his hand knocking tentatively against the door twice.

After a few moments, you opened the door a little, peeked out adorably and your eyes widened when you saw none other than the great Bakugou Katsuki standing there looking... sheepish? That’s new.

“Hey...” He started, his eyes on his feet. “I just wanted to tell you, you-...”He trailed off as his throat constricted in embarrassment, he was new to this.

“You didn’t deserve that... I don’t want to get all in your business and my bad if you thought I did, I just... I saw you crying and had to help.” Bakugou kicked a non-existent rock.

You opened the door fully. “Its okay, Katsu. I just... I was really-” You stopped blushing. “Sorry, you can come in if you want.”

Bakugou nodded and slowly stepped in your room, being bombarded with your smell of perfume and shea butter. God, you were an angel.

He shook his head. Stupid pervert, this isn't about you. He chastised himself.

“Yeah, I just..” The blonde cleared his throat and didn't face you. “You don’t have to tell me anything but, I'm here for you and shit so... don’t feel like you owe me anything, alright stupid?”

Why’d you call her stupid? Why can’t you just be nice, you asshole?!

You laughed and nodded, tears entering your eyes again. “I really appreciate it, Bakugou. You're always so good to me.” You hiccupped.

Bakugou’s gaze softened and he opened his arms. “C’mere, dumbass.”

You leapt into his arms and wrapped yourself around him, crying your eyes out and shuddering in despair. “Wh- what did I do wrong, Katsuki?”

Bakugou snarled and turned your head to look at him, sitting with you halfway in his lap on your bed. “You didn’t do shit, that bitch doesn’t know what he lost, seriously. You’re not to blame for his bullshit.”

You nodded but Bakugou knew you didn’t fully believe him yet so he continued, even if it might expose his feelings.

“You’re amazing,” He started, letting you bury your head in his neck. “You’re hella smart and talented, and you’re not always annoying either, sometimes you’re funny.”

“Shut up...” You giggled and pressed your wet face to his neck, but he didn’t mind.

“You smell good all the time and you can’t cook for shit, but you can make, like, popcorn and that’s cool” He started to smirk, he wanted to make you laugh. He wanted to make you forget about that stupid ex of yours. “and you’re real pretty. Like, seriously, bad as hell.”

You blushed but Bakugou couldn’t see it, you couldn’t see his blush either and he was glad for it.

“Thank you, Katsu... Really, i mean it.” You shivered when his large hands squeezed at your thighs. “I wish...” You started, hesitantly. “I wish i had a guy like you...”

Bakugou froze and looked down at you while you looked up at him. Your eyes met and his darted down to your thick brown lips, they looked like honey to him, they always have.

He opened his mouth to ask, but you beat him to it. “Can I kiss you?”

Bakugou smiled crookedly. “Yeah.”

You tasted like vanilla.

He tasted like caramel.

#bakugou katsuki #bnha bakugou #bakugou x black reader #bakugou fluff #bakugou #bakugo x y/n #bakugou headcanons #bnha bakugo katsuki

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shhhlikeme · 4 years

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hii! i saw you’re a new writer and your style is frickin awesome!! could you write a tanaka x black reader who’s also a cheerleader on a lvl 4 team and it’s his first time seeing her compete?!?! please and thank you!

Tanaka Seeing His All-Star Cheerleader GF Compete For The First Time! (Fluff)

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A/N: Thank you for resending this🥺🤍🤍🤍 of COURSE! Let’s go on a trip to the should-have-happened 2020 Cheerleading Worlds:

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“Babe!!! I’m so excited to see you!!!” Your boyfriend exclaimed into the phone. You had to hold the phone a few centimetres away from your ear because his voice was just so loud when he was excited.

“Me too, baby. We are about to start warming up soon. Did you find a spot to sit? You’re not too far back, are you? Because you can buy a pair of binoculars-“

“NO NEED! Second row, baby.”

You gasped, surprised. “What?? But you came a bit late, didn’t you? Those seats would have been taken for hours!”

“Are you questioning the powers of your boyfriend, Y/N?! All we had to do was make our way to the front audience and before you knew it two seats just opened up—“

We. Oh, right.

You remembered that Tanaka had brought his best friend Noya to Florida with him for the Cheerleading Worlds. Being well aware of how your bf and his friend are together , you immediately understood how they were able to find two seats in the front.

“Now I get it. Nishinoya bothered the other girls so much they relocated...” You had seen it first-hand at outdoor concerts with Nishi and Tanaka. Nishinoya has become even more girl crazy since his friend got off the market, he really wanted a girlfriend so he could go on double dates with you two instead of feeling like the perpetual third wheel.

“Huh? What matters is that we got a spot, Y/N!” Called a distant voice that you knew was Noya’s.

You rolled your eyes even though they couldn’t see it.

“Babe, I’m so glad you came, you know that right? Thank you so much!!” Your heart swelled every time you thought about the fact that your man literally booked a surprise trip to Florida from Japan to see you at the biggest competition in your entire life! You found out he was here last night—in a hotel far away because they were all booked up for worlds—But, he was here nonetheless. He didn’t want to shock you at the actual competition in case it altered your mind.

“I told you I’d be there!” He said.

“Yes but I didn’t believe you!! It’s a 15-hour flight!”

“That’s exactly why I brought my Noya with me! We had a blast on the flight. I just can’t wait to see you compete!” Your boyfriend quieted then, and you could hear the smile in voice when he said, “Plus, Noya wanted to be here for [YBF/N aka Your Best Friends Name].”

Noya shouted: ‘shut up, Tanaka!” in the distance and you laughed.

This is the first time that your cheer gym has ever qualified for Worlds and when your team had been given an invitation the lot of you cried for a week straight. Your boyfriend had sent you a singing telegram in celebration. It was hilarious and you loved him for it.

“That silly crush still going strong, huh Yuu?”

There were sounds of bustling in the phone then you heard Yuu loud and clear.

“It’s not silly Y/N. I’ll tell you that for the last time!”

“Tanaka told me you just asked out the hotel receptionist last night!!!”

“Because YBF/N-chan rejects me every day! I gotta make her jealous somehow!”

You heard rustling again and and an ‘Ow!’ from Noya before your boyfriends comforting voice entered the phone speaker again.

“Babe. Don’t let Noya drag you into their drama again. I need you to focus on your cheer comp. You kill it out there. Tell them if they drop you they’re gonna hear from me and blow me a kiss if you can.”

You blushed. You felt so insanely happy every time he encouraged you because he knew you so well and he was the best at it. You literally adored the man.

After speaking a little longer, your loving goodbyes and hanging up, Tanaka left to get snacks for himself and Noya while Noya held their seats

Ryu loved junk food and he loved his girlfriend so today was a perfect day

He knew It was a great idea to surprise you in Florida for the most important day of your life because he wanted you to know that nothing was more special to him than your happiness

On the way to Worlds from the hotel, Tanaka had annoyed Yuu to no end because he had tried to empty out the gift shop in search for an after-competition present for you

Noya swatted everything out of his hands, telling him that you were not on your death bed so the ‘get well soon’ teddybear was a no no & that he’d look lame with it

Not caring but kind of listening, Tanaka settled on picking up a bouquet of yellow roses for you because that was your uniform colour and he got your favourite candy.

Noya rolled his eyes but deep down he was so happy that his best friend had found the greatest love the two of them had ever seen

Seeing Y/N and Tanaka together made Yuu actually want to feel the kind of love his best friend felt for you and stop being such a player.

He had seen how much Tanaka had changed since meeting you, and it was incredible that his high-spirited best friend even had more notches to ascend

After retrieving the snacks, Tanaka returned to the stands and handed Nishinoya’s his order

They watched about 4 other teams perform before the announcer announced your team as next!!!

Tanaka cheered so loudly like a proud father

Nishinoya like a proud uncle

Your team ran on stage and you were holding hands with your best friend while waving to the audience

when you caught sight of your buzz cut baby in the crowd you pointed to him and blew him a big kiss

He pointed to his shirt with a huge smile and you could see that he was wearing a white t-shirt with your face on it in a cheer selfie

Omg lol

Honestly, Did you expect anything less?

Tanaka’s heart soared when you pointed him out, though he would never admit it, and his cheeks were hurting from smiling so wide!!!

He had never seen you perform not once before and he couldn’t wait to see you in your element!

When the lights shut off the libero and wing spiker started chanting your name in unison and whooping like they do while watching NFL.

Tanaka’s heart was beating through his chest because he was so nervous for you! Cheerleading was nothing like volleyball— while his volleyball team had 3 sets and over an hour to win a game, his beautiful girlfriend only had 2 minutes to leave everything on the floor that’s she and her team had been practicing months for and then it was all over.

Ryūnosuke watched as your team got into position.

His eyes glued themselves to you in a dance position to the far right

Since videotaping at the Cheerleading Worlds was strictly prohibited, he had practiced not blinking staring competitions with Noya last night so he wouldn’t miss a second of your performance!

He stood on his toes as to not let you out of his sight. He wanted to see your big ponytail all the way down to your toes. The whole nine yards.

Noya tried standing on the chair but he got hissed at so he jumped back down lol

Tanaka cheered one last time when he saw you take one last deep breath

“Game Time, Y/N! YOU GOT THIS BABE”

In a beat, the up-beat loud music started and you were going.

Tanaka was in awe of you and the incredible sport

Everything went so fast he was sure if he tried he’d have a heart attack from working to hard

He saw you whip your body backwards in series of difficult flips

He watched you jump into your bases hands and get tossed so high in the air that his heart stopped

He watched you stand tall in the air with only one guy holding you up while holding your toes beside your ear flexibly (partner stunts)

He watched the team move into a triangle and jump all at once hearing the crowd go:

“Hit! Hit! Hit! Hit! Pull!”

Then, he watched your team make a human pyramid! But it was so much more elaborate than the 3-person one he’d seen on tv shows:

What Tanaka expected:

Vs. What Tanaka saw:

Finally, he got to watch you in his favourite part: the sassy high energy dance at the end

Tanaka was flabbergasted because he never knew you were so much of an athlete (no offence meant, that’s what most people think before they witness competitive cheerleading)

When your team finished he cheered so loudly for you and so did Nishi

The energy in the crowd was unbelievable!!!

You looked out of breath and beautiful standing in your end position

To Tanaka, Cheerleading looked harder than volleyball!

And more dangerous.

It was like watching a Cirque de Soleil performance if it was on steroids and fast forwarded.....he loved it!!!

Tanaka wanted to run on stage when your team finished but he kept his cool and waited

After the comp and award ceremony (your team didn’t place) Tanaka was the first to run and pick you up into his arms in a big bear hug

He told you how proud he was of you and squeezed you and kissed your cheek

Even though you were sad, you couldn’t help but giggle in his embrace

All of your teammates were jealous of how cute you two were and how amazing your bf was to come all the way to America just to see you

Especially when Noya handed Tanaka who handed you the beautiful yellow roses and candy he bought for you

Everyone wished they had a boyfriend like yours as you took cute pictures together (some with Ryu kissing your cheek, giving you a piggy back, and the two of you kissing)

All pic credits go to Nishinoya who takes it way too seriously but you love him anyway

Tanaka explained to you how awesome you guys did and it literally made you forget about your loss and just smile

It was important you were happy because that meant you could enjoy the rest of the Florida trip with your best boy !!

Even Noya had a pretty great happily ever after on this trip because YBF/N was so impressed by the shirt he made with her face on it.

Go big or go home was definitely your bf’s best friend’s speciality and your best friend actually agreed to go on a date with him after seeing it

Ryu gave his Libero a thumbs up before leaning down to kiss you

He held you lovingly in his strong arms

All in all, you were ecstatic to have your man at your competition and Ryu was even happier than you to be there.

#haikyuu fluff #haikyuu sfw #tanaka ryunosuke #tanaka x reader #tanaka x you #tanaka x y/n #haikyuu boys #haikyuu requests #tanaka x cheerleader #black reader #haikyuu!!#hq scenarios

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sapphosclown · 4 years

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i’ve seen some people talking about who lived in julies house before the molina’s bc it was either bobby or alex and i’m VERY glad we’re having this conversation because i have this very fleshed out in my head.

luke obviously was going through it with his mom, he leaves. he probably doesn’t know where to go at first and he’s just moving peddling on his bike aimlessly. he somehow ends up at bobby’s house. bobby’s house was the hangout usually, his parents were the most chill and its where they kept all their band stuff. luke hesitantly walks up to the door and rings the bell. bobby opens the door and quickly puts together what happens as luke stands on his door, eyes red from crying and cheeks flushed from the cold. he asks if he can come inside and bobby lets him in immediately. they sit and talk for a while and bobby offers luke his room for the night and luke kept trying to refuse but bobby wouldn’t let him sleep on the couch or floor after the night he’s had. so luke sleeps in bobby’s bed, except he spends most of the night staring at the ceiling and thinking about his parents.

the next day bobby and luke talks to bobbys parents and— begrudgingly— decide luke can stay in the garage. honestly, the boys stayed there most of the time anyway seeing as none of them felt great at home. but since like would be living there full time, they get him a couch that he can fold out into a bed and make sure the plumbing works (even though they know it did since the boys used it while they rehearsed they just wanted to make sure he wouldn’t run into any problems). after a few weeks that luke hadn’t returned home, emily and mitch show up and ask bobby and his family if they’ve seen luke, and as per luke’s wish, they said no. bobby tells luke his parents looked really worried about him but he acts like he doesn’t care. that was the first night he checked on them through the bushes. he saw his mom crying and his dad comforting her. he went back to bobby’s and couldn’t sleep, so he started writing Unsaid Emily.

after the band rehearsed it that first (and only) time, reggie and alex both offered their support and luke obviously really appreciated it but he kinda just left it at that. he didn’t talk about it after that. but bobby went into the garage after the other boys left and they talked for a while. luke ended up telling bobby how much he missed his parents, but also how he didn’t think he could live there again. bobby comforted him and listened and offered advice when he felt it appropriate.

flash foreword to after the accident. bobby got into some sketchy business with a record label, but he wasn’t sure he’d have another chance at a career in music if he switched labels. his label made him steal sunset curves songs— lukes songs. and he hated it so much because he knows how much those songs meant to like and how much they’d mean to luke’s parents, but he was told to change his name and leave his past behind. bobby and rose had also gotten really close at this point. she was there for him through his entire grieving process and she helped him through his transition from bobby to trevor as best as she could, but she didn’t like what he was doing bf kept trying to tell him he could find another label. but it was too late. trevor wilson was already gaining traction and sunset curve was left behind.

bobby eventually gained enough success that he moved his parents out of their house and into their dream home. he knew rose was struggling with finances a bit herself as she and ray had just had julie. so, he buys his childhood home again and gifts it to the molinas. he has carrie and she and julie get really close and trevor and rose are still really good friends. rose and ray are doing great as are trevor and carries mom.

after rose dies, julie isolates herself from carrie and bobby becomes distant too. the last person other than his parents who knew who he really was, his best friend, his last best friend was gone, and he didn’t know what to do. carries mom was out of the picture too, so carrie ended up feeling abandoned. she used money and music and popularity to feel like she was worth something. she became bitter towards julie for “choosing” flynn over her and that’s why they have beef.

anyways that’s my headcanon for the back story of All of that i feel like it all goes hand in hand but yeah :)

#sorry for the long post i have thought about this a lot #some luke x bobby and bobby x rose friendship for you #julie and the phantoms #julie and the himbos #luke patterson #bobby jatp #trevor wilson #rose molina #julie molina #alex jatp #reggie jatp #carrie wilson

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imagineitup · 4 years

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𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘱𝘪𝘶𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘧𝘰𝘺

𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺: @spideyboipete

𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵: fake dating au

𝘢/𝘯: i tried out a new style of hc, so let me know if you like this version or my old versions better tysm <3

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you and scorpius are those friends

you’ve got that type of friendship where something clicked and suddenly you were both attached at the hip for years

because apparently having the same brand cauldron in the beginning of first year with the same exact hole in the side means best friends ride or die in first year culture

like what even is this? some psychic shit??

but anyway, with you being absolutely intent on making friends, scorpius couldn’t get rid of you if he tried but pls he could never survive without you anyway :p

since then you’ve both been best friends for life! well, ever since the +1 with the introduction of albus potter

and at first you were super happy because yay new friends

but then they kind of stopped hanging out with you in the middle of fifth year or so and went off into their own little world

and you were a little sad

ok maybe a lot sad

but that was okay because that meant you were able to meet new friends and expand your horizons! you even got the chance to focus on yourself and join some new clubs, too!

who even is scorpius anymore lmao you don’t know him

but anyway

it was seventh year and you were so tired of your friends bugging you to get a s/o

“(Y/N) why don’t you date someone?”

“you’d really hit it off with so and so, don’t you think?”

“just put yourself out there”

ರ_ರ

exsqueeze me

so one day you just can’t take it anymore

and maybe you should’ve thought this through but nO

you don’t pause to think things through

because life is for living in the moment hell yes

“guys i’m already dating someone” (▰˘◡˘▰)

needless to say your friends go insane

like who tf is this humans (Y/N) hasn’t mentioned the audacity™

so like any normal person, you say the first name that comes to mind

“hahaha … scorpius!”

your friends stare at you like they’re in the office

blink blink

“but … weren’t you guys just friends”

“NO”

you’re panicking but

hahahahhaha

“we’re in LOVE”

ur friends are really like ok whatever, but go off

and that is how you find yourself dragging yourself over to the slytherin common room and placing your hands on scorpius’s shoulders

“promise me you won’t freak out”

and ofc scorpius is already freaking out

bc why are you sitting in the common room with this crazily determined face and forcing him to listen to you

and this is how you get into this situation

with scorpius screeching and falling off his chair and you doing your best uwu pls help me 911 face

“i can’t DATE you”

what

you give scorpius your best professional face even though inside you’re ???

bc um is it that bad to date you??

you are confused???

you’ve saved scorpius thousands of times in his hogwarts career in both academics and social standing he can afford to pretend to date you ONCE

“WHY NOT”

“BECAUSE”

ರ_ರ

ರ_ರ ರ_ರ

obviously you’re not getting anywhere and you start to stand up, kind of annoyed

“fine then, ig i’ll just find someone else to date me.” sniff

as soon as you say that, it’s like you’ve flipped a switch and suddenly scorpius is very concerned and almost a little upset

and when you don’t notice him contemplating something, he runs in front of you and nearly knocks you over

“second thoughts?”

scorpius scowls

although it looks more like a lil pout pushing at his lips and he crosses his arms

lmao who is this and what’s happened to scorpius

you shrug and start to leave for real until scorpius reaches out to tug at your arm

“NO, NO WAIT … I’LL DO IT”

you whirl around immediately and you are needless to say, very relieved!

｡◕‿◕｡

“perfect!”

but apparently scorpius hasn’t recovered from his fall from before

bc he can’t stop rubbing his hand against his neck and his face is all blotchy and pink

kinda cute, but in a best friends way. like wowie my best friend looks kinda adorable look at that boy go

but ofc scorpius has to ruin the special moment because he offhandedly says, “shouldn’t we have rules or something?”

rules???

rULES???

this is fake dating scorpius wdyfm rules?

“huh?”

“like … things not to do? maybe one big rule is not ruining our friendship???”

ʘ‿ʘ

he smart smart

“ok easy then, just don’t fall in love with me”

apparently this is the WRONG thing to say?

scorpius is RED like boy is not pink anymore his cheeks are burning red

“you can’t just say that?”

????

you are confused bc what does that even mean

“why not?”

“that’s like ... y-you you can’t just say that.”

you are, if possible, even more confused?

“okay and?”

scorpius blinks

bls this boy has the audacity to just shrug

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN

reader u are duMB af scorpius bout to throw hands here

but he won’t bc he luvs u (▰˘◡˘▰)

so fifteen minutes later you guys decide to make three big rules

scorpius had a whole list of like twenty but you narrowed it down to these:

1. don’t ruin ur friendship

2. no kissing

3. and ur paying for three hogsmeade rounds after this is over

honestly you think this is kinda rude considering scorpius is richer than ur entire life but whatever, at least he’s not leaving you out to the wolves

so when it’s finally time to put this fake dating thing to the test, you tug scorpius over to your side of the table at the great hall and make sure to swing his hand

which actually feels kind of nice??

like you’ve never actually thought about this before

but scorpius is comforting

his hand fits right in yours, and he’s so warm

and i mean haha it’s not like this is a new thing, pssh you two hold hands all the time!! but adjkaldjkfl not in a dating way

ur friends are shocked

like they never thought you’d actually show up with a DATE

and bc they’re all ruDE they grill scorpius

but scorpius is best boy

best bf

and answers all their questions like a pro

(▰˘◡˘▰)

(▰˘◡˘▰)(▰˘◡˘▰)

ur so proud

you let ur head rest against scorpius’s shoulder and BITCH

scorpius presses a kiss to ur forehead

AJDKFJDSF

why are u so happy? what is this??

it’s just so gentle and soft and you feel your heart getting all mushy and warm

your friends all give a big collective aww because one, they’re annoying af and yes y’all are cute cute and this is cute

but reader ur going through some existential crisis

and later when you’re walking with scorpius to all your classes, you can’t stop thinking that hey, this fakedating thing isn’t that bad

but whatever it’s just cause u miss spending time with scorpius!

yes, that’s it!

you’re just sad that scorpius always hangs out with albus and you don’t get to see him as much

so this is nice!

you’re just going through some bff nostalgia atm pls wait for (y/n).exe to start working again

anyway now bc of this fakedating thing, you and scorpius just spend so much time together

like y’all have always been best friends, but this feels different okay

scorpius will run over to you when he sees you and wrap his arms around your waist

the first time he did it, he had the cuteness to go “is this okay? are you okay? is this too much?

and YOUR HEART WENT !!!!!

you might’ve blushed

okay you did

but you convince yourself it’s just because ur touch starved

ʘ‿ʘ reader c’mon

but whenever you call scorpius and wave at him, his face just LIGHTS up

and you’re pretty sure yours does too

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: *ヽ(◕ヮ◕ヽ)

needless to say you kinda don’t want this all to end

because somewhere in the middle of all this, your head has gone from calling scorpius your fake boyfriend to your real boyfriend

and you don’t really want to go back to just being friends if you’re honest

wait hold up

uh oh

UH OH CODE RED

did you just admit you liked scorpius?? in a REALS way?

◉_◉

◉_◉ ◉_◉ ◉_◉

so like the only way you know how to deal with things, you avoid it!

you start to act really distant

and now whenever scorpius wraps his arms around you, you stiffen up

and scorpius like the angel he is pulls away so quickly bc ?? is his best friend upset? uncomfortable?

did HE make his best friend for life uncomfortable? omg this isn’t ok what is happening

everyone can tell sumn is up

ofc they can, what with you going to the extent of running away whenever you see scorpius and scorpius reacting like the entire light got blown out his life

and bruH scorpius may be innocent but he aiNT dumb

he knows your schedule he KNOWS you ignoring him

and baby is upset

because lately you’ve been starting to feel a lot more to him

and now you’re just gone??

that’s not okay and scorpius isn’t just gonna sit around and be sad

if there’s something he can do he’s gonna do all he can to try to fix it!

he corners you one day and holds up an angry piece of paper

“excuse me m’aam/sir but you broke rule number one which is, in case you forgot, don’t RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP”

“oh haha uh scorpius! hi uhh gotta blast”

scorpius’s face falls

and that was it

you just wanna smush his face together and tell him things are fine and that you love him

wait WHAT

but scorpius is still staring at you with that wounded look

like you’ve just ripped up his heart and torn it to shreds

bc that’s kinda what you’re doing

omg what’ve you done

READER WHAT HAVE YOU DONE

“scorpius …”

his eyes lock onto yours so fast that you’re afraid he’s got whiplash

your mouth goes dry, and for a few moments it’s hard to talk

but you finally manage to tell him that “i don’t think we should fake date anymore.”

scorpius’s face breaks

his eyes go wide, and it looks like he wants to stagger. and he almost does, just a little bit

“is it something i did?”

WHAT

this boy

scorpius malfoy really gonna be the death of you

you’re shaking your head back and forth so fast because NO of course not of course this isn’t his fault

scorpius is still teetering back and forth, and his arms start to wrap around himself. “because i swear i didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable. if i screwed up just tell me and i can fix it, (Y/N), please”

you shake ur head, already starting to panic. “of course not. it’s not YOU scorpius. i just can’t fake date you because --”

you clamp your hands over your mouth

“because?” scorpius prompts, his voice careful

you just shake your head, already starting to turn and run back to your dorms because this is stupid and you’re scared

big scared

but scorpius just takes your hand and tugs you backward a bit, almost like a scene from a movie

you do that perfect little twirl back and are face to face with the one and only

“do you … do you like me?” scorpius asks

that’s it

it’s out

you’re ready for your entire friendship with scorpius to come crashing down

“do you?” he repeats softly

you try to pull away but scorpius isn’t having it

he’s still holding onto your hand, gently, of course, and his eyes are boring into yours

you’re too scared to look because you’re afraid of what you’ll find

but when you can’t take it anymore and finally tilt your head up you realize something important

because his eyes aren’t full of disgust

in fact, that’s further from the truth

scorpius malfoy is staring at you with the biggest heart-eyes you’ve ever seen and you’re confused to how you’ve never seen this sooner

it’s almost like you’re his whole world, and now you can’t fucking breathe

is this real?

your heart’s pounding in your chest so fast and there’s something bursting at your lungs

you nod faintly. “yes. i like you”

the huge grin that spreads across scorpius’s face is everything

he rushes forward to pull you into a gigantic hug, even lifting you up a little as he spins you around and lets out a little happy shriek

“i’ve liked you forever, (y/n), i can’t believe this is real”

what

so u could’ve been dating scorpius before??

“you dork why didn’t you tell me?”

“because you didn’t like me like that!”

BITCH WHAT

“well maybe i was confused” you pipe back

scorpius just laughs, burying his head in your shoulder crook. “i’m so happy right now.”

and honestly ?

so are you (´∀｀)♡

#scorpius malfoy #scorpius malfoy x reader #scorpius malfoy headcanons #scorpius malfoy hc #scorpius malfoy imagine #scorpius x reader #scorpius headcanons #scorpius hc #scorpius imagine

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lesbianbending-moved · 4 years

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I felt right with using the term bisexual because it really helped me, I found a description I could relate to and now, it feels like it's not quite right. I'm not sure how to explain it. People will say I'm wrong because I've never been with a guy, but do I have to? I know this is something I will learn more of overtime, and I wish I understood it fully now. Love feels incredibly distant, especially after what went down with my ex. I'm scared of being called a phony by my family. Part 3-

Overall just being told I can never stick to one thing, this is my sexuality, not theirs. I don't know how strongly heteronormativity has affected me. Any chance I get I try my best to tell others to keep an open mind and not discriminate against others for what they don't understand. My parents are one of them and recently I came out as non-binary to my dad who still deadnamed me. I'm tired of trying to get them to understand, if I told them I was lesbian after finding out I wasn't bi, they-

Would think I'm lying. I'm sorry about sending in so many asks. There's no one I can speak to about there kinds of things lately since I'm busy with school like my friends are. Your posts are helpful and I'm glad I'm not the only one felt this way. I write sapphic stories and comics, and have felt differently around women then I do with men. I've been lucky in the fact that my parents aren't hateful but they don't seem to ever really get around to understand and accepting who I am fully.

hey honey i’m so so sorry you’re going through this. but i’m glad you feel comfy reaching out! overall in terms of advice i could give you, you already hit the nail on the head: this is your sexuality, not theirs. that’s the bottom line

1) you definitely don’t need to be with a guy to know whether you are bi or a lesbian or neither. if you want to try it out, great! if trying it out is not for you, it’s not for you. personally, the closest thing i had to a bf was when i was 14/15 and i went out with a guy for about a week or two before i freaked out and broke up with him. i never really ‘tried’ guys bc i just didn’t feel the need to! and i don’t regret that in any way!

2) i hope you know that not being able to figure out whether you are bi or a lesbian does not mean you ‘can’t choose’. it’s so confusing, compulsory heterosexuality messes up your brain and it’s something that everyone goes through, you just need to take your time. trust me, i wish there was a way to check off a list to see if you are a lesbian or not- i would have sold my soul to have that when i was 15.

3) i’m so so sorry about your parents. all i can say is my mother was the type of person who would ‘check in’ every month or so to see if i was still a lesbian after i came out to her. she was never hateful and i feel very lucky that i had a family that supported me, but still she would say ‘oh you never know, maybe one day you’ll meet a nice boy...’ and one day i just had to have a real conversation with her about it. it was really quick, i just said “mom, i know you mean well and want to make sure i know my options are open, but this is something that took me a really long time to figure out and come to terms with. i’ve already spent 5 years trying to figure out if i like boys and i know 100% that i don’t. i know you don’t mean to be hurtful, but it becomes invalidating when you make comments like that”. my mom is not a very compromising person, and most times being critiqued she can feel as though she’s being attacked, but just laying it out like that made her understand that i had a v different experience with this than her, and she stopped.

4) i know it sucks sometimes to keep it all in, but know that you don’t have to come out if you don’t feel completely comfortable doing so. if you truly fear what your parents will think if you come out as a lesbian or just as not really wanting to use a label anymore, you are by no means obligated to come out to them. i was forced to come out to my dad, and even though i knew he would be supportive it was terrifying and i wish i could have told him when i felt 100% comfortable and ready. if you still feel like you need to figure yourself out a bit before you tell anyone, that’s fine! don’t feel like you need to come out again unless you are truly comfortable.

here is a resource that i personally have not used but has been helpful to a lot of people in figuring out their feelings in regards to comphet.

feel free to message me off anon if you want more advice!! i’ll try to help in any way i can <333333

#Anonymous #tw transphobia

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paladin-andric · 4 years

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Happily Ever Afters: Eignach

In honor of the upcoming holidays, I’m going to be posting some Christmas related stories! Up first is the journey of Eignach, the urchin from Genmere who somehow found all his dreams coming true. Below are two perspectives, one of how hard he had it as a child, and one many years later, celebrating the holidays with his love. His tale is surprisingly inspiring now; when I first wrote him he was just “Razorwing’s bf”. It’s nice to look back and see how much he’s developed, both in my setting and as his own person. Read under the cut.

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“Hiya, mister Jacob!

A small, all black koutu ran up to the store counter, hopping excitedly. Even with jet black feathers all over the koutu’s body Jacob could tell he was filthy. In addition, he wore a sleeveless shirt and shorts, both gray, dirty and torn.

The bearded man behind the counter gave him a smile. “Aah, Eignach! How are you today?”

“Oh, good I guess!” the child answered back bashfully. “Erm, so I was wondering if you had anything for me today…?” Eignach stared up at the man with wide, hopeful eyes.

Jacob knew this child well. Eignach was a common sight in this less well-off part of the city. Genmere was pretty well-off, being the capital city of Geralthin and the trade hub of the known world, but that didn’t stop the occasional bout of hard luck…especially when it came to orphans.

Eignach was one such orphan, having lost his parents to a monster attack outside the walls. With no other family and no one to take care of him, he ended up on the street. The orphanages of Genmere were already full due to a recent war up north, and so none could take him in.

Jacob sighed. He didn’t need the help, and he’d rather spare the money, but he wasn’t about to leave this kid without a way to make money. He needed it to buy food, to stay alive…

“Well, I suppose my yard’s a bit of a mess. Think you could water it and pull the weeds?”

“Sure thing, mister Jacob! I’d love to!”

Eignach bolted towards the back door, fidgeting excitedly as Jacob plodded over. The adult unlocked the door and headed outside, where the back of his property lay in relative disuse. He barely came back here and it showed. The yard was mostly empty save a few tools lying about, and a small, short fence was all that separated it from the streets.

Jacob looked down and picked up a large, heavy pail full of stagnant water. It had been sitting there for weeks, but…

“Alright, just dump this around the yard, I guess. Don’t go drinking it though, you’ll get sick!”

He thrust the huge pail into Eignach’s talons, who quickly buckled and strained as he tried to keep it held up. “Urg, hng…s-sure thing, mister Jacob!”

“Once you’re done, pull out all those weeds, and all those dandelions and clovers too.”

“Y-you got it, sir!”

“Take your time. I’ll be inside. If you need anything, let me know, alright?”

“Y-you bet!”

“Alright, I’ll come back to see how you’re doing later! Pace yourself, now!”

Jacob entered the store again and closed the door behind him. He trusted Eignach, not that there was really anything for the child to steal back there anyway.

The shop owner sat down behind the counter and kicked his feet up, taking the papers he left there and beginning to flip through them.

Huh…this Razorwing fellow just killed ANOTHER dragon. Been hearing his name a lot lately…a lotta dopes wanting to be adventurers come through here, but he sounds like the real deal. Hmm…a crash in the chocolate market? That’s odd…trade wars with the Federation? Dumb turtles…huh! Says here a paladin just vanquished some cult, too. Lotta weird things going on lately…

Jacob continued thumbing through the news that the Drake Express had published, noting that while news had been slow for a long while, things had been ramping up the past year.

More heresies, buncha incidents on the human-koutu border, strange happenings in the south…hmm…what’s going on, I wonder?

Jacob’s casual perusal was interrupted by what sounded like shouting. Very loud shouting, by several different voices…coming from his back yard.

“What the hell…?”

He quickly put the papers down and stood up, hurrying over to the back door and throwing it open.

The sight before him was not what he had expected.

Eignach was surrounded by a large group of boys, all older and bigger than himself. He was on his knees, cowering as they pulled and hit him.

“It hurts! Stop! Stop it!”

“What are you gonna do about it, birdy? Squawk? Come on, squawk for me.”

“Please…”

Jacob’s face was beet red as he opened his mouth and bellowed “HEY!” at the top of his lungs.

The children all froze and turned to look at the furious man. He was quite tall and imposing in appearance, but this angry he was something else.

“You little rats! I oughta whip you all half to DEATH!”

The human children all yelled and began scurrying, jumping over the fence and rushing back into the city. The man ran to the fence and raised his fist in the air.

“If I ever catch you here again, I’ll give you the beating of your life!”

“I’m telling father!” one of the well-to-do boys called back.

“Then I’ll beat his ass too, you little snot-nosed brat!”

Jacob sighed and shook his head as the last of the children vanished into the city. He turned and looked over at the koutu, walking over and kneeling down next to him. He extended his hand. “Are you okay, Eignach?”

The crow sniffled as he accepted the man’s help, getting pulled to his feet and then staggering over to the tree stump in the middle of the yard. His shirt had a new tear, larger than all the others. His face grew wet as he began to cry.

“M-mister Jacob? W-why is everyone…so mean?”

“They’re idiots, Eignach. Don’t think about them.”

The child wiped at his face, looking more crestfallen than Jacob could ever remember him looking. “I-I hate it here…”

“I know, I know. It’s gonna be alright, Eignach.”

“I miss mother and father…”

Jacob’s face grew sullen at those words. He knew Eignach’s story, and his heart was heavy at the reminder of it.

“T-the guards don’t let me back in my house. They said it’s not ours anymore, that mother and father are gone. I don’t understand…did they leave because they hate me?”

The man’s eyes went wide. “N-no, no, Eignach! They don’t hate you! Of course they don’t! They’re your parents! They love you!”

“T-then why don’t they come back?”

So young, so innocent…Jacob could only look down and try his best to comfort him. “They can’t. It’s not their choice. They were forced. They miss you, Eignach, just like you miss them. If it was up to them they’d be here right now.”

“I wish they were…I wish they were here with me…I wish they’d protect me…”

The shop owner felt a great deal of pity for the little misfit. Try as he might, he couldn’t seem to find a place to call his own, and sought out nice adults like Jacob for guidance and validation. “They wish they were too, Eignach…but you have to stay strong for them, alright? They want you to be happy.”

“I’m not happy.”

Jacob nearly started crying too. Here was a small, young child, at his most important moments in life, where he would be shaped into the man he would be when he grew up, when he should be learning and growing and having fun and living with friends and family…and he was a homeless urchin without a soul to bond with, doing hard labor to scrape by, sleeping in back alleys and crying to himself when the other kids bullied him.

Eignach seemed surprised when Jacob leaned down and gave him a hug. Jacob was surprised, too, but for a different reason.

…man, this kid STINKS.

The crow child sniffled and accepted the hug, wings wrapping around the man.

“It’s gonna be okay,” Jacob assured him. Eignach could only barely keep himself from breaking down like this.

“Y-you’ll be my friend, right, Jacob?”

“Of course.”

They remained like this for a while longer, Eignach not wanting to let go. It gave him vague memories of years ago, when his family was still alive, and his mother would lovingly cradle him and whisper lullabies to him…

He felt a little cold and alone when Jacob broke the hug, but when he looked up the warm smile the man was giving him put him at ease. “Say, Eignach, forget the weeds. Why don’t you come with me? I think you deserve an easy day after all that.”

The koutu wiped his eyes. “W-what do you mean?”

“I mean we’ll take you to the bathhouse, get you and your clothes washed, I’ll treat you to dinner, and rent you an inn room for the night. How does that sound?”

Eignach’s eyes lit up. “T-that sounds wonderful!”

“Great! Come on, let’s get started. You reek!”

“Sure thing, mister Jacob!”

The crow eagerly followed the shopkeep back inside, eyes alight as he considered the day ahead. No dirt in his feathers, fresh clothes, a full stomach and a roof over his head…

…maybe someday, he could live like that every day.

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Many years later...

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Winter Music

The living room was warm, both in color and temperature. A roaring fire before the couch and a smattering of themed decorations around the carpeted room gave a lovely, inviting appearance where once could relax in a harmonious setting.

Outside, snow fell from the sky in a great flurry, and the darkness was only broken by distant lights on the horizon. The snow had piled up quite a bit on the ground, not a twig or blade of grass in sight. It must have been utterly freezing, but inside, it was as if one was in a different world.

Two koutu stood beside one another before the tree. It was decorated in various ornaments, some purchased, some handmade. It was tradition to bring in a tree for the day that awaited them tomorrow. This was a cultural side effect of the decision the koutu made to embrace humanity’s faith. Tomorrow was Creation Day, a religious observance of God’s kindness and mercy, and now the koutu celebrated it just the same as humans.

The tree had been brought in by hand, and Razorwing had wowed Eignach with his great might, cutting down and carrying in the thing with little effort.

Now, with all the other decorations in place, the small crow stepped forward and offered the final piece to complete the tree. Eignach, smiling widely, rose his arms to place it upon a high branch.

A large, ornamental heart, with the heads of two avians resting against one another inside.

He stepped back to admire it, and the tree as a whole. Razorwing put an arm around his shoulder.

“Looks wonderful, eh?”

“Sure does,” he answered quietly.

The pair of them stood admiring the tree for a while, other thoughts in their minds forgotten. It had been quite a journey up to this point. So many long years as orphans, the adventuring on Razorwing’s part and the skulking the streets in disguise on Eignach’s part, both many miles apart in different kingdoms…

How did fate allow them to be together like this?

“Hey…” Eignach’s voice was hesitant and shaky.

“Yes?”

“Do you…do you think it’ll be like this…forever?”

Razorwing turned and looked at the younger man. “What do you mean?”

“I mean…us. I spent my entire life never having seen you, on the streets of Genmere, wandering around without a home, without a purpose, a-and all of a sudden…I have a home. I have…a place I belong. It’s strange…I never knew what it was like to have a home, or a family, or a love, or anything…I’m just curious…is this how life is supposed to be? It feels too good to be true.”

Razorwing gave him a warm smile and pulled him closer. “Of course it is. You were just unlucky…as I was. I had to claw myself to this position, and it’s not one I intend to throw away. You know I’ll never leave, and we’ve been over this before…you’re not a guest anymore; you’re family. This is your home, too. We’ll live here as long as we’re together, and I get the feeling that’s not going to end in this life or the next.”

Eignach felt his eyes watering. He dove into Razorwing, pulling him into a tight hug as he squeezed his eyes shut and buried his face in the other man’s shirt.

Razorwing’s expression softened, and he returned the hug, looking down at the crow latched onto him. He patted his back and let out a quiet “You’re safe,” as the other koutu quivered.

“Y-you are too,” Eignach said, his voice muffled by all the cloth and feathers.

“Hmm?”

“I love you, Domnall.”

The utterance of that name broke Razorwing’s stoic visage for a moment. Only two people in the world knew him by that name; Eignach…and the one that abused him in his younger years.

Admitting the truth of his life before “Razorwing” and giving him his real name was a massive amount of trust that Razorwing had placed in Eignach…and he had no reason to believe that trust would ever be broken.

His smile returned as he remembered where he was. The old bag of bones and feathers would never trouble him again. Like the crow had just said, he was safe here, with him.

“I love you too, Eignach.”

In a world of their own, the pair embraced on this most holy day of kindness and love.

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ineedrelationshipadvice · 4 years

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Hello! I would really appreciate your advice. I have been dating my bf for a couple months. We put a lable on our relationship and he started to get distant. He would cancel plans, tell me he didn't want to spend time with me, or not answer any of my messages or calls. Everyone keeps telling me that he doesn't care about me. I want to patient with him because this is still so new, but I'm worried that maybe I should be with someone who gets just as excited to see me as I get to see them.

So, I'm going to give you an example of a hypothetical situation. And I want you to read into it, and tell me which is the better way to do things.

Jessica wants some new clothes. She shops around online, maybe drops by a few thrift stores, and eventually finds a super cute sundress that really suits her style. It'll be great when Spring rolls around! She saves up the cash to buy it, gets it, and every chance she gets, she wears that sucker. It pairs well with some hats and shoes she has, and it bolsters her confidence a lot. Yeah, sometimes she spills some orange juice on it, and it needs a wash. And some days she really just wants to wear sweatpants and a big hoodie. But she loves that dress, and any time she wants to look stylish, she wears that thing and rocks it.

Maggie is in the same situation. She wants some new clothes! She also shops around, and eventually settles on the same sundress. DAMN THAT'S CUTE, and it makes her butt and legs look GREAT. Sold. And now it's hers, and she puts it front and center in her closet so she is reminded to wear that shit every chance she gets. And then never wears it. Yeah, sure, she wore it out to the bar one time, and that other time where she went to a birthday party. But she doesn't really need to wear sundresses that much anyway. Most of her clothes are work-out style, loose and simple to wear, and she doesn't do enough stuff to get gussied up anyway. Besides, there's this REALLY NICE cocktail dress she saw online that really captured her eye, and she's thinking about saving up to buy that next.

Surely this has nothing to do with relationships, right?

Your boyfriend here is Maggie. He found you, he thought you were great, and he "put a ring on it," figuratively speaking. And then... well, the chase was over, the hard work is done. And now he's bored. He doesn't NEED to take you on dates anymore; you already like him. He doesn't NEED to talk to you anymore; he already put in his hard work to win your affections. It's not that he doesn't care about you, like your friends are saying, it's that he's not putting the effort in to prove it anymore. Does that mean he's eyeing some other dresses? Maybe, maybe not, we don't know his life. But we do know that he is not putting in his due and proper to make you and your relationship a good one.

What to do? DO NOT BE PATIENT WITH THAT SHIT. You deserve to be interacted with and treated right, and if you feel like you are not being treated right, the time to act is immediately. Tell him upfront what he's doing wrong. Try to be nice, you don't have to yell. But question his actions. "Hey, I noticed we haven't hung out much lately. You won't even respond to my message or call me anymore. Is anything wrong?"

Reread that question again for me, the last part, because that's the key. You're not saying, "I'm unhappy," you're not saying, "We're breaking up." You ask him a simple question: What's wrong? It's insisting that something is wrong, and you're trying to see his perspective. And no matter how he answers, the answer will tell you a lot. Maybe he's just really stupid and doesn't realize he's treating you like crap. Maybe he does realize it, "I'm just too busy dude." Or maybe he has a real reason that he just hasn't told you. This gives him grounds to explain himself, and any answer he has can inform your decision.

This is when you explain that you're unhappy. Whatever he says, you can then emphasize, "Well look, this relationship isn't going to work out if you're not going to try. So please do your best. And please ask me how I can help." Again, that last sentence is the key. In the weird event that he doesn't know what mistake he's making, offering to help fix things allows him the avenue to do so without judgement.

Either way, you're right, your partner should want to enjoy time with you. If they're busy, that's fine, but they should tell you that rather than ghosting you. You need to fight for the way you want to be treated. And if you want more attention from your partner, you need to demand that shit, pronto.

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86-was-his-year · 5 years

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I Loved You | Jung Jaehyun |

Summary: You loved Jaehyun but as he slowly moves away and becomes distant you try to fill the void with something else.

Requested: Yes! Maybe like a friend's to lovers au when jae gets angsty when you get a bf but you only date to get over jae

Warnings: Swearing, Angst, not really dating for love? (It’s not smut for once in my life)

The scowl was permanent on my face as I watch Jaehyun talk with his friend group. We were in the middle of having lunch when the group walked in and stole his attention. He was laughing and enjoying their company far more than he was enjoying mine, especially one of a little blonde who sat on the edge of the booth, staring into his eyes and laughing at everything he said. He wasn’t paying much attention to her but when he did it made my inside flare with jealousy.

I was debating whether I should leave or stay when he finally plopped his butt back down in the booth. He was all smiles and dimples and the rage that once flowed through me left my body as soon as he sat down.

“Sorry, I had to tell them something.” He sighed and picked up his sandwich, smiling before he took a gigantic bite.

“It’s okay, Anyway as you were saying?” I picked up my drink and sipped out of the straw as he continued his story. Always keeping my eye on the little blonde who turned her gaze this way ever so slightly.

That was the day I knew I was in love with him. The way I hated how she looked at him when he should just be looking at me. And it angered me how he would often say that he had plans with her and the other gang when I wanted to see a movie or just hang at his place and watch movies.

“Daphne wants to do this.” or “Daphne wants to do that.” I found myself wanting to just cut off ties with him all together but then I remember all the good times we’ve had together and I forget forgetting him. That lead me to today, sitting on the bench in front of the movie theater waiting for him to show up.

“Jaehyun where are you? The movie has already started.” He finally picked up and he giggled.

“Sorry Y/N, I’m a little busy at the moment.” His giggle was followed by another, more feminine sounding voice.

“Who is over there?” I knew the answer to my question even before I asked it. I just wanted to be sure.

“Nobody. Shhh.” He pulled the phone away from his ear and whispered some things that I couldn’t understand and brought it back to his head, “Nothing you need to worry about.”

“Alright Jaehyun, Fuck you I’ll see this movie without you then.” I took the phone away from my ear and angrily hung up the phone. Tears of anger and sadness leaked into my eyes and I almost called him back to apologize. But, before I could muster the strength someone called my name.

“Y/N? Is that you?” Lucas’ voice rang across the parking lot and I looked up to see him running towards me. I wiped my tears and smiled at him.

“Yeah, it’s me.” I quietly said, scooting over so he could have room on the bench.

“What are you doing here by yourself?” He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer, ready to hear all about it.

“Jaehyun blew me off for what’s her face.” I put my head on his shoulder and began to feel the anger rise in me again.

“Yeah, Daphne? They’ve been doing that a lot lately.” We sat in silence and watched as people went in for their movies. “Tell you what. Forget both of them and come see a movie with me. I’ll pay.” Lucas smiled and rubbed my arm comfortingly.

“Sure, that sounds nice.” I smiled and walked into the theater with him. It was no secret that Lucas had a crush on me. He asked me to the dance multiple times and asked me to the movies more than I could count but Jaehyun always told me to stay away from him. But, at the moment I didn’t care what Jaehyun had to say about my life so, I wen tot he movies with Lucas.

The movie went great and I found myself sincerely enjoying his company by the end of the night. I took a couple pictures after the movie and posted them with a simple caption, saying I had fun and that we should do it again. I didn’t realize it then but I relished in the fact the Jaehyun might see it.

Later that night after Lucas dropped me off I got a call from Jaehyun. Part of me begged myself to let it go to voicemail for what he did to me but the other half begged for m to pick it up and actually give him the time of day, unlike what he had done to you. My sympathetic side won and I picked it up.

“Hello?” I held the phone to my ear and logged into my computer, getting ready to watch Netflix and wind down for the night.

“What were you doing with Lucas?” Jaehyun’s voice was angry and coarse. I smiled and listened to his angry breath and he waited for my response.

“Well, after you decided to ditch me for your whore, Lucas swooped in and watched the damn movie with me and I had a fantastic time.” I was planning on just laying low and waiting until Daphne was out of the picture but, I couldn’t let him sit there and have control over me.

“I told you to stay away from him.” He sounded even more angry now that I brought Daphne into the mix but I couldn’t care less.

“Yeah, and why did you do that? I could’ve been dating him the whole time. He’s such a sweet guy.” I was sugar coating it and I knew that it would piss him off but milking this out of him was fun, especially after he blew me off like that.

“I’ve told you he’s a bad person Y/N. He’ll-” The line beeped and Lucas was calling, wow the God’s were really looking our for me today.

“I’m sorry Lucas is actually calling me right now, I’ll call you back if I get the chance.” I hung up of Jaehyun and took Lucas’ call. We ended up talking all night while watching Netflix together and I felt like this is where I could be.

A week later Lucas asked for my hand in marriage. Just kidding, he asked if we could go steady and I said yes, posting it all over Instagram and Snapchat, knowing Jaehyun would also see these. Everyone commented on how we were such a cute couple and how we looked like we were meant to be together. It made me smile and the way he talked to me made my heart melt but it just wasn’t the same.

Jaehyun had stopped talking to me after I deemed Lucas and I’s relationship official. He sent me a text that lasted forever and I didn’t read it, knowing he was scolding me and telling me to break up with Lucas and this and that but, I felt happy now and I’m sure him and Daphne did too.

Lucas took me on so many dates and spent night over at my house and met my parents but they didn’t seem as happy as I thought they would. After Lucas left I confronted them about it.

“Why aren’t you happy that I’m dating Lucas?” I asked quietly. They turned to each other and sighed.

“Honey we are, we really are. I’ts just we thought you would get together with Jaehyun. We haven’t seen him in a while and well, we just want to know what happened between you two.” I stared at them for a long while and got up. The door was slammed before they could day anything else and I was in my car ready to drive home. I took the long route and blasted music, thinking about everything my parents had just said to me.

Maybe I was supposed to be with Jaehyun. I missed him everyday and when Lucas touched me I often compared it to Jae. They were completely different in multiple ways and I found myself missing Jaehyun’s touch more than I missed Lucas’.

The guilt began when I almost called Lucas by Jaehyun’s name. He didn’t catch it but my heart hurt as I figured out what I had been doing. This whole time I dated Lucas I had been comparing between Jaehyun. I hoped that Jaehyun would crack and text me but it was me who was breaking at the thought of him. Lucas had been a distraction and pay back for what he had done to me and now it had gone too far, I texted Lucas later with an apology and a break up text, knowing that I would never do it in person.

He was clam and collected which I thought was weird and as I tried to text another apology the text was unable to be sent and I knew he had blocked my number. I looked on his social media and our pictures were deleted but new ones had come as soon as the old one’s were deleted. Him and Daphne posing and kissing as if him and I had never happened. I deleted our pictures through tears and texted Jaehyun.

“We need to talk.” He responded with a quick “okay” and now I just waited for him to show. He knocked around 10 minutes later and I immediately let him in. He swung open the door and engulfed me in a big hug, closing the door with his foot.

“I’m so sorry for everything I did. I didn’t mean to blow you off for that slut. She played me and I followed right along but she was cheating with Lucas. Are you okay?” He held me by the shoulders and searched my face.

“I’m a little hurt but I’ll manage. I could never really see myself with Lucas. I’m sorry I did that. I guess it was to get back at you for dating Daphne.” I explained and looked to the ground.

“I only dated Daphne to get your attention you stupid.” Jaehyun laughed and pulled me into another hug. “I loved you.” He took a shuddering breath and held me tighter.

“Will you still be my Netflix buddy?” I asked while I squeezed him back.

“Better than that. I’ll be your Netflix boyfriend.” He said chuckling. We stood there for a couple of second before shaking our head and falling into a fit of giggles.

“Please never say that again.” I poked his sides and he looped his arm around my shoulder as I led him to my bedroom.

“Only if you finally agree to date me?” He asked quietly.

“Of course you big goon.”

#Sloppy fic #jaehyun #jung jaeh #jaehyun soft hours #nct soft hours #this is so gross #i'm so sorry

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creamybeemovie69 · 5 years

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Bc @clanwarrior-tumbly made a sappy post about Shawn x Anti I now gotta do my own cuz they’re adorable and soft and I love them

They literally first started talking bc Shawn has incredible aim due to having really steady hands and anti walked in on him throwing darts and a picture of Joey Drew

Anti respects the fact that Shawn will always put JJ first

Anti’s polyamorous panromantic/ Pansexual and Shawn’s a poly gay boi

Good lORD the gay jokes between these two

They have nights were they just sit on the bed drawing

This doesn’t bc Anti can’t draw

But he’s trying

Really hard

They’re both very bad tempered but Shawn definitely takes the crown

After they overcome their stubbornness and temper moments they’re actually pretty chill around eachother

Only Anti knows about Shawn collapsing and stuff when JJ was younger and Shawn made him promise not to tell JJ

After Henry got all the others out of the studio him, Shawn, Thomas and Allison were the only ones that knew what happened

So Wally wasn’t aware that him and Shawn weren’t technically together anymore

Shawn has to explain to Wally what happened, and as much as it hurt them both they figured there’d be better off this way, as Shawn couldn’t find it in him to deal with the fact that Wally doesnt remember what happened afterwards

It hurt Anti a lot because Shawn grew even more distant from him then, and he thought he wanted to be with Wally more than him, but it was really because Shawn was scared to get so attached again, as everyone he loves seems to leave him

Travis ran away, his mum died, JJ, Jack Hunter and William went off to war, celine and Damien went to Canada and then he lost Thomas, Grant, Lacie and Wally in the studio and it seemed to only then click with him that he really couldn’t keep anything good

Anti isn’t good with words, so (ironically, the guy who can’t talk) JJ had to explain to him that he’s got him, Thomas and Lacie back now, and that he was scared of a relationship with Wally, which is why it took so long for them to get ‘married’ and why they didn’t get to do all the stuff they wanted to do when they had the time

That’s when Shawn finally takes off his wedding ring

Anti is surprisingly cuddly? Shawn prefers his space so it kind of results in Shawn’s hand on his shoulder and Anti cuddling up to it in ridiculous ways when they sleep

Anti just kind of picks Shawn up and puts him down whenever he feels like it, just because he can and it’s funny picking up someone twice your size effortlessly. Ask JJ. He does it too.

I’ve mentioned before that literally all the Flynn’s (and one Jackson) are ridiculously tall and all well above 6 foot. Trevor was 6.5, Travis was 6.10, Shawn’s 6.7 and JJ’s 6.4

Very very tol bois

(Anti loves it bc he gets piggy backs and gets carried everywhere and definitely has a size kink)

Shawn’s not really as old fashioned as JJ’s for some reason, despite Shawn being a 20s boi and JJ being a 30s-40s boi

I mean like he doesn’t get modern technology (which is great because his bfs a glitch) and really the only one he gets is a digital drawing tablet because he practically drooled over the idea of not running out of art supplies and he still balls to the wall talks in all forms of indecipherable 20s slang but he’s not really traditional, so things like PDA and their first time weren’t really as awkward as Anti thought they’d be

Despite Shawn not really making plushies anymore Anti still has a shit ton of plushies Shawn’s made

They don’t argue? They kind of got past that bit at the beginning

Although Anti still has a hard time dealing with Shawn’s constant nightmares, episodes, etc. Bc JJ’s the only one who can calm him down from them

He’s not really jealous, but he hates the fact that he can’t help Shawn when he gets like that. He’s still grateful someone can though

Shawn actively seeks Anti out afterwards though

They didn’t really sleep in the same bed for a while because JJ and Shawn shared a bed for so long

Anti’s a slacker. Any task he gets is done quickly and he’s done a half arsed job of it, so the fact that Shawn’s a workaholic drives him insane

He doesn’t understand until Shawn explains the whole “yeah I pretty much died for JJ when I was 18” situation and he figured out it’s more a bad habit than a need to get things done

Anti will not leave the room in the morning until he looks gorgeous. He just won’t have it. So Shawn walking out the room in a half buttoned dress shirt and paint stained slacks with no attempt to comb his hair drives him n u t s

JJ and Anti rant about Shawn’s lack of presentability

He doesn’t know it bc I mean he can’t hear anything but Shawn has a really pretty singing voice that Anti adores

Anti only ever hears it if he’s standing outside the door listening to him sing while he works or when he sings in sleep, so he purposefully stays up to hear it most nights

Late night conversations don’t happen because Shawn hasn’t spoken the language since he was 9 yet still struggles holding a sentence in English not Irish.

He also talks in his sleep, but again it’s in Irish so Anti doesn’t understand it

It still results in Anti answering back like “really?” “Sounds interesting” “what happened then?” And things like that and he normally gets a response

Sometimes Anti has random moments were he apologises over and over and over about what he did to JJ in his power hour to Shawn but Shawn’s not good with words so he’s like “are you fucking serious? It’s JJ, if he cared that much, he’d break everything that’s breakable in your body and then some.” And Anti’s like “oh shit yeah” and that’s it

I made no attempt at keeping this short and I don’t care :)

#Shawn Flynn #antisepticeye #jameson jackson #Glitched ink #shawn x anti

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mingyaus · 6 years

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last min bf ch. 1

series ch 1 > ch 2 > ch 3 | last min bf series masterlist

summary the world’s bigger now. humanity has gone beyond earth and inhabited many other planets. earth has basically become this uninhabitable, over-studied wasteland, yet some people still have a dangerous curiosity for their home planet, including you and min yoongi.

paring reader x myg

genre humor, barely angst, reader insert, sci-fi!au

warnings drinking, partying, and almost some drug use

word count 4.2k

You’re not supposed to care so much about anything, about any of this, yet you still find yourself in a corner away from your dancing friends wallowing in a shallow tide of thought. There are just a lot of things going through your mind right now, like how you forgot to grab a change of clothes for tonight, about how you just ate too much and are probably going to have to take a dump in the bathroom, about how the rest of your life is quickly approaching, about how the end of a chapter in your life is coming to a close. You all have just graduated high school. High school. You can’t believe they still call it that after Earth’s first major power shift, which is when the United States was joined by a few other countries that joined the rank of “superpower—

Thoughts concerning your Earth History class shuffle around in your brain for a while. Eventually Min Yoongi slips into your mind. Well, actually he slips into the high school graduation party (this is the version without any parentals, all the official grad parties occurred days ago), a few hours late (approximately two hours after the 7 pm start of the party), but everyone knows parties at spoiled-rich-boy-party-host-prodigy-with-never-present-parents (literally the only reason people are friends with him) Jackson Wang’s house never really end until 24 hours after the start, so a few hours doesn’t make a huge difference.

Sitting at the end of the main hallway above the ground floor of the Wang’s many floored home offers many advantages. There’s a large window where you can see everything going on in the front yard, anyone who tries to enter the home cannot go in without your eyes scanning them. The main advantage is that you get to witness the not-surprisingly late entry of Min Yoongi, and for another, it allows you to keep an eye on your friends while avoiding any damaging activities. Your friends aren’t really doing anything damaging actually, no one has touched the alcohol or drugs subtly scattered about the house yet. They’re just talking about things you don’t want to think about right now—some other planet politics and music—and you have too much weighing on your mind to contribute or ask probing questions to entertain them.

Min Yoongi pops back outside again and makes a sprint past the portable space ships and other modes of transportation littering the Wang yard and the street across from the lawn. There actually aren’t that many houses in this neighborhood, so nothing blocks your view as you watch Min Yoongi sprint another block down to a nearby park and a wired fence where a space ship is parked. He pulls a handle and brings out his keys pulling just to see that it has already been locked. When he sprints back to the Wang’s front yard he looks upset, like he went all the way out there to make sure the door was locked when it already was. You didn’t see the purpose of locking the ship because the neighborhood is the among the nicest in this planet, maybe even this universe. Definitely in this country, but no one measures things by country anymore because space is just too big now to allow separate masses of land or archaic legal borders to make much of a difference. Even cultures do not create much tension, at least different cultures within one planet. Interplanetary relationships can cause the worst kind of trouble.

He disappears inside the home, and for a while you watch the stairs secretly hoping he would join you at this little look out spot. But why would he though? You two never talk. The only times he “would join you” were at podiums always receiving awards together. You are—or now were because you two just graduated—among the top 5% of students at your school. High achievers, top performers. You’re both in that group of kids who always win at everything. It feels good to be at the top, but still lonely. Your friends are a diverse bunch, mostly in grades. Kim Namjoon, the other 5%-er in your friend group is probably your most distant friend, always studying instead of hanging out, and you’re mostly just friends because your other friends are friends with both of you.

Mutual friends bring people together, and that’s what Yoongi is doing here. You feel an urge to go downstairs and find him, like this is your chance to finally get to know this person you’ve always wanted to get to know.

“Hey! Y/n, wanna play a game?” Kim Yerim yells at you from inside the bedroom where your friends have been spending their time at the party. “Stop being emo, and join the group! That or I’ll make you cry your eyes out then send you home after parading you around the living room!”

You sigh, still lost in thought about possibilities and anxieties for the future, not quite ready to let go of high school even though it’s already let go of you. Yeri gets out of the bedroom, and drags you in. A deck of Cards Against Humanity sits in the middle of a circle formed by your closest friends, and a few acquaintances. A few rounds pass, the game goes quickly due to some people’s lucky hands (you’re probably only saying that just because you suck at this game). Suddenly Yeri calls for a bathroom break, and she’s taking too long, so you leave to go find her. The second floor is quiet except for all the commotion coming from your room, and the bathroom is empty, so you go down the stairs to find your petite friend. When you find her, she’s chatting up a familiar figure: Min Yoongi.

“Oh, hey, Y/n! I was getting a drink, then ran into Yoongi, my friend.” She pats him on the chest, leaning oddly close to someone you’d describe as her acquaintance—they’re not that close, really they should not be talking to each other considering the fact that Yoongi is in Jeon Jungkook’s inner circle. It seems like Yeri’s already had a few drinks during her extended bathroom break. Yeri’s tipsy, and you know it. In her right mind, she would never even approach anyone with at least five degrees of separation from Jungkook. In some ways Jungkook and Yeri’s messy relationship could be blamed for why you and Yoongi are so distant.

You’ve always admired Yoongi for his brains. There were a few classes you shared, but your classes were always too big for you two even participate in group discussions with each other. Every so often, you two met at the podium receiving awards for academic feats. This is how you first took notice of him. There wasn’t a specific award giving function in which you remember becoming truly aware of who Min Yoongi is. You just became conscious of his presence. Sometimes you would even have the honor of standing next to him, parts of you brushing against his arms.

Man, Min Yoongi is such a fine guy.

You always wished you had gotten to know him better during high school. Your mind was just too occupied on other guys (a failed homecoming date, and a decent prom friend date) and school to get around to him. There was also the great divider between both of your friend groups. And that has to do with a former couple consisting of Jeon Jungkook and (as she likes to be called) Vampire Princess Yeri, Future Queen of Huth (a made up planet, she pretends to be from). The two were an inseparable pair during junior year. Though everything began and ended very quickly by the end of eleventh grade. A messy break-up having to do with abortion, broken CDs, and hair ties is what it took to break the two apart. Ever since even their friend groups have felt the angry tension that still lies between Jungkook and Yeri.

And that tension is what’s making this round of truth or dare so competitive. Somehow (truth be told, it’s the alcohol and nostalgia) Yeri and Jungkook have been pulled together in the Wang family’s second floor guestroom. In an effort to keep things civil both of their friend groups decided to join in on this reunion, and Min Yoongi is the genius who suggested the game of truth or dare. This game, which could risk bringing out old memories, could also quickly divert attention from one dramatic event to another. And with the ten or so people already playing lowers the odds of Yeri and Jungkook coming in direct contact with each other. Also, you could be imagining this, but Yoongi appears to be sitting the closest to the bottle you have all decided will determine the next victim in the game. Maybe it’s so he can quickly move the bottle in case it could cause Jungkook and Yeri to interact. You’re theorizing now, and decide to set those thoughts aside in order to better enjoy the game. All in all, you admire Yoongi’s quick thinking and continue to admire him, especially after you dare him to do twenty push ups, and he does thirty with the petite Yeri sitting on his back.

“Wow, man of the hour Min Yoongi seems to have been chosen by the bottle once again!” Jeon Jungkook shouts. Everyone’s relieved because Jungkook is seated right next to Yoongi, and the bottle was about to land on the younger man, but thank, God, it didn’t.

“Truth or dare?” Yeri asks. She’s smiling. It’s her turn to dish out the truth or dare, and she was almost faced with the pressure of talking to her ex. They haven’t talked in so long, and everything was such a mess. She should be shaken, but you quickly notice that your theory was right. The reason she’s smiling is because of the genius Min Yoongi, who was able to pull a sleight of the hand trick and force the bottle to move just a little towards him.

“Truth, sure.” He smiles back at her.

“Earth. What are your honest opinions about it?” You gulp, Yoongi gulps. Everyone is a bit shaken that she would ask such a question. Earth, everyone here’s home planet (“home” used lightly, no one was actually born there), has been hot in the news. The topic is essentially like what abortion was in 2018. Right now, Earth is essentially humanity’s dying grandmother. Ever since wildfires, and other climate change events have taken over the planet, scientists decided one of the major priorities is relocating humanity. This was also controversial. There are essentially two sides to this argument. One thought that the priority should be preserving Earth and protecting it. The other believed in getting out of Earth as soon as possible. Obviously the side that had more money on its side won, and that the was latter side. Businesses found a money making opportunity in spreading humanity throughout the universe. New land to buy, new industries to come, etc. So humanity survived through spreading itself throughout the universe and adapting to new places. In the present, no one lives on Earth. People who were there either were killed by the climate or moved out. The first people to move off Earth were the richest, those who could afford to escape Earth’s capitalism to the new capitalistic worlds beyond Earth. The final generations were among the lucky middle class, including your family, and many others who live on the planet that you reside. Fourth generation non-Earth born families like the Wangs are rare here, but they are the highest of society. Most people who live on this planet are children or grandchildren of Earth-born people. The preservation of Earth is still a controversial subject. Currently, the planet is in a state of environmental turmoil. It’s uninhabitable, and people are barred from going to it. Many people are against spending any new money made in space on Earth, including many people in this room.

“Uh,” Yoongi gulps. He’s an honest man, doesn’t want to lie. That and mostly because he’s had a few drinks and that makes him too honest, a fool. “I’d love to visit it. I think it’s a beautiful planet, and we should take care of it. Hm, like I’ve actually been thinking of sneaking over and visiting it. I have an extra long summer this year, why not?”

“What?!” The first shout comes from Kim Seokjin, another member of high society. His family made much money off of leaving Earth, so it makes sense as to why he wouldn’t care so much about the mother planet. “You have no idea what you’re talking about. There’s no reason to keep that garbage planet around anymore—”

And he’s cut off from all the other screams erupting and attacking Min Yoongi. The circle is closing around him, and the only thing preventing people from touching the man is Jeon Jungkook. The muscle pig fends off anyone that physically tries to attack Yoongi.

You decide that this shouting fest is a signal for you to leave the room. Yeri’s sitting next to you, and she’s not into all this vocal and almost physical violence, so she takes your hand and gets up so you two can get out. You guide her to the little nook you were sitting in before. You two are still close enough to hear the screaming, but it’s quiet enough for you two to talk.

“Well, that was wild.” Yeri says. “I thought Jungkook and I in the same room would cause conflict, but apparently Min Yoongi’s words are ten times as powerful.”

“Yeah,” You take a breath. Yoongi and Jungkook are slipping out of the room in front of you two, running downstairs or somewhere to somehow escape the mob that’s following them. You quickly turn around afraid they’ll read your thoughts. Your voice drops to a whisper, afraid the mob will hear you. “You know, I actually agree with Yoongi. I think Earth is great, and would wanna visit it. Like we wouldn’t have to worry about oxygen shortages or any oxygen-related problems for once.”

“Hm,” Yeri nods, taking in what you just admitted. You trust the girl enough with this somewhat secret opinion of yours. “I actually agree with you on some level, though I would never want to visit it myself. I just don’t think we should toss it to the side. Too much history. It feels wrong.”

“Yeah! You get me.” You squeeze her hand, you’re still clasping, a little tighter glad you’re not alone in your thoughts.

A few minutes after you and Yeri witness Yoongi’s escape, Jeon Jungkook comes rushing up the stairs. Alcohol heavy in his breath, he kneels down in front of you two and takes Yeri’s hand in his. Looking at her directly in the eye, he mutters, “We need to talk.”

She simply nods as he stands up and leads her into the now empty bedroom where the turmoil began, and some may begin again. You, worried about another messy fight starting, rush into the room, panic building in your stomach. “Hey, I don’t think you guys should be talking alone.”

“Psh, shhh, shh, Y/N. You know how calm alcohol makes me, same with Jungkookie. This is probably the most peaceful we’ll ever be with each other, don’t worry.” The words spill out of her mouth quickly, and her eyes stay trained on Jungkook’s as they sit down on the floor next to each other, their strangely positioned bodies facing you and still holding hands. They look dumb, but you’re still worried about them.

“Nah, Y/N, don’t be a worry wart. I just want to get some closure before we leave for university, it’s been such a mess, and I just want to get some last words in before we both never see each other again. You know how it’s like nowadays.” Jungkook says in a rushed manner. He’s right though. People stay in school longer, getting post-graduate degrees right after their undergraduate degrees in order to get halfway decent jobs. Science is most popular occupation, so after getting PhDs or whatever, people go on immersing themselves in long-term studies for the rest of their lives. You know that Yeri is going after this common career path, so you can understand why Jungkook would want some literal final words with Yeri.

“Okay, before I leave. How’s Yoongi?”

Jungkook finally takes his eyes off Yeri to respond to you, “Hiding out. He’s planning on leaving in a few minutes.”

“Thanks, bye. Don’t fight.” So you slip out, but kept the door open just in case the former couple begins causing some trouble.

You are once again stationed at your little window spot, looking out into all the vehicles parked. Yoongi’s shiny, silver spaceship catches your eye once again. After hearing his honesty about Earth, you suddenly feel more drawn to him. The urge to converse with him about his thoughts on Earth is so strong. You two have something significant in common. This attraction mixed with the strange feeling of listening to Jungkook and Yeri’s whispers of final goodbyes (as well as the few drinks Yeri peer pressured you into drinking earlier) is what motivates you to go outside and stand right next to Yoongi’s spaceship waiting for him to arrive.

In a few minutes, just like Jungkook said, Yoongi gets outside to his ship. He looks like a classic emo boy, with his hands in his pockets and hood up covering most of his face, most likely to mask his identity from the mob that he miraculously escaped from.

“Hey!” You wave at him. You’re smiling, looking more friendly than anyone else he’s seen at the party all day. He’s still worried about the mob, so looks around to make sure no one followed him out and you aren’t baiting him into some trap. “I swear, I come in peace.” You flash him a peace sign, and that makes his lips curve into a little smile.

“Okay, but step behind the ship with me. I don’t want to be caught next to her—”He points at his ship—“and get her hurt by the mob.”

“Uh, alright.” You trust him enough that he won’t harm you, so you get behind the ship with him, hidden from anyone exiting the Wang household. You two are quiet, staring out at the fenced in open field Yoongi parked in front of. “Hey, uh, I thought that it’s pretty cool that you want to go to Earth.”

The quiet boy, turns his head, finally looking at your face. “Really?”

“Yeah, I’d like to visit it too. It’s a thing I’ve been thinking about for a while.”

“Psh, no way.” He rolls his eyes in disbelief.

“I actually really love planets and space. I think all the planets should be respected and taken care of.”

“There are planets everywhere. With ‘scientist’ being the most popular career today, a lot of people like planets and space. What makes you special?”

“Okay, I did not expect to be attacked with such a specific question. I would have thought someone just mobbed by a bunch of Earth-haters would be more peaceful.”

“Fine, okay. I’ll chill. Sorry, I get like weirdly honest and attacky when I’m drunk.”

“It’s alright.” A silence envelopes your conversation again. “Do you like seriously, really want to go to Earth?”

“Mhm.” Yoongi nods, turning his head to look at you again wondering about the thoughts going through your mind.

It’s probably the exhilaration of finally getting to talk to this guy you’ve never really been able to talk to before that gives you the courage to suggest this dumb, fun idea. “I feel the same way. Well, I think we should go. Together.”

“Now?”

“Uh, I mean, shouldn’t we plan it or something?”

“I’m a really good pilot, and I keep a go-bag in my ship for emergencies. I actually have this whole plan made and prepared for going to Earth. I just never had enough courage to act on it. Though knowing someone else is into going to Earth, I’m really down now.”

“Wow, I didn’t think me wanting to go to Earth would motivate you that much.”

“You’re that cool, Y/N.” Now, you’re blushing a little and turn away humbled by his compliment. You never really go out that much, so actually going to Earth is really wild for you, but your adrenaline is running so hard that you actually agree to this foolish plan.

“Sure.” You nod, still avoiding his gaze. “I just need to pick up some things from my house.”

“Won’t your parents be weird about you coming home and then disappearing for an extended period of time?”

“Psh, no they’re off on a business trip. What about your parents?”

“I have no idea why, but they’re cool with this Earth trip, as long as I let them know.”

“What? Are they insane? This is illegal and dangerous.”

“They’re that cool too.” He giggles, thinking his repeated statement is somehow clever. Then he unlocks his ship. “Get in.”

“Alright.” You climb in and watch as he almost trips getting inside.

“Wait, are you still drunk?”

“Mhm.” He nods, putting his keys in the ignition.

“Uh no, no. No drunk piloting.”

“Okay, then you pilot.” He takes out the keys and hands them to you, almost getting out of his seat.

“I’ve never piloted before, and I’m a little drunk too.” You hand the keys back to him. He looks at you, a little shocked expression on his face.

“You took AP Mechanics, but you’ve never flown a spaceship before?”

“No,” A little smirk crawls onto your face remembering that one time during a quiz when Yoongi got called out for not knowing what a car was. “But at least I know what a car is.”

“Okay, okay.” His cheeks are red, you’re not sure if it’s the alcohol or him being embarrassed. You didn’t bother looking at his face for so long earlier, too shy after your proposal. “Lemme sober up, then we’ll go.”

It’s like two hours later, and your third time using your portable breathalyzer on Yoongi, and he’s still drunk. For most of the time, silence fills the ship. Yoongi lets out an aggressive exhale of frustration, then starts digging into his pocket for something. A few seconds later, a joint and a lighter appear in his hand.

“You want a hit?” He asks you more casually than he should be asking. Yoongi’s calm tone makes it sound like you smoke weed with Yoongi frequently, which you don’t.

“What the fuck, Yoongi? This planet is so strict on drugs, how did you even get that?”

“Shh, don’t worry about it. Also please stop attacking me with your words. I’m about to pilot us to Earth, I’m a lil’ stressed. I don’t need your bitchy voice stressing me out more.”

“Okay, fine. But you know this is an oxygen rich environment, so you shouldn’t have any open flames. Also, YOU’RE TRYING TO GET SOBER. Please don’t get high in the process of so-called sobering up, you idiot.”

He rolls his eyes, and puts the joint and lighter in the console between you two. “Noted for the next time I want to smoke in an oxygen pod.”

“How about we talk to pass the time?”

“Genius idea. What do you want to talk about?”

“What do you want to do? After this, after high school.”

“Study to be a nuke engineer. Blow things up, boom boom. I love the idea of destroying villages.”

You look at him, with a confused expression unsure if he’s being serious or sarcastic. “Really?”

He looks at you too, shrugging his shoulders. “I guess. I mean, like seriously I want to be a nuclear engineer, but I’m just all morally conflicted about it for the reasons I listed before. A lot nuclear engineers end up working in the war industry, and I don’t know if I want to deal with all the morality in that without being willing to put myself on the line or experiencing these things face first. I’d want to experience the war first.”

“Have you ever considered joining the military?”

“I’ve always wanted to be a nuclear engineer, but only recently I’ve been thinking about the military. I actually have an intent to register, like one of those physical contract things. Probably going to be shipped off to some basic training by the end of this summer.”

“Wow, that’s wild.” It really is. There’s a high likelihood of him dying while in the military, considering all the interplanetary wars going on right now, but there are also many benefits for joining—discounts on anything you can think of, free education, free healthcare that actually works.

“I’ll be studying while serving, then I’ll probably leave and do something with my degree. I don’t really want to die.”

“Good idea.”

“Yeah,” He chuckles, thinking about his fragile morality. “Speaking of good ideas, what good ideas do you have for your future?”

“Well, I’m going off to another planet for immersive university studies. Obviously, like everyone everywhere I’m going to be a scientist. Though, I’m lucky enough to have already scored a spot in a study, which I’ll probably end up dedicating my life to.”

“Not nearly as wild as my plans, but safe.”

“Yeah, but I really want to get out more, but I’m already kind of locked in to my future.”

“Well, good thing we’re going to Earth then.”

author’s note The chapters are relatively short, but I’m splitting them because each chapter has a corresponding song. Lmbf was inspired by “Youth” by Troye Sivan, “Secret” by WJSN, and “Run” by BTS. Parts of each song have inspired parts of each chapter, but each song has its own dedicated chapter. “Youth” is this chapter’s main song.

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