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definetelynotavampire · 1 month

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Ranpo's ultra deduction ft. Nikolai and Poe

meanwhile Poe:

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whitehairedanimeboyfriend · 3 months

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"If this sort of genocide happened in somewhere like America people wouldn't be ignoring it."

*stares at the camera in Native American*

this isn't to downsize the the slaughter of Palestinians but to point out that America is more than comfortable with slaughter not only overseas but on its own soil so long as it secures their efforts in colonization. If you call me a Zionist for this post I'm taking your bones.

#it just makes me wonder #who exactly do you think counts as a person #what is an acceptable tragedy to you #and i feel like its easy to blame Israel because of antisemitism and how deeply it runs #its more difficult to accept that your own people not only caused but continue to benefit from the genocide of my people

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caycanteven · 2 months

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Look, balsam is good and all; but cypress though...

This guy is dramatically sassy...

...more late ask responses coming soon teehee (bonus under cut)

#my art #undertale au #caycantdoodle #cypress papyrus #horrorfell papyrus #horrorfell au #when he's not being a grumpy stiff #he's wonderful to talk to #he's a difficult guy to flirt with but somewhere deep down he appreciates it #cypress paps #balsam's brother #hard to accept compliments for him

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year

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The nice thing about reaching adulthood as a trans person is that there are plenty of instances where, before as a kid, your transness mattered, but now it doesn't necessarily

When I was in high school, I was required to take a P.E. class to graduate, and I was always yelled at for being late and bringing my backpack to class with me because I couldn't change in locker rooms like the other guys. I changed in a faculty restroom and brought my bag with me, my tardiness be damned. It gave me an unhealthy view of fitness because I despised how othered I felt, and I couldn't articulate why I didn't feel safe necessarily. I felt like transness would always be what others saw before they saw me, and I hated that feeling. I don't like being seen as The Trans Person, I just like being seen as me, where being trans is part of me but not the whole.

However, as an adult, I can join a gym and they don't fucking care. I get to retrain how to have a healthy relationship with fitness on my own terms because now, I have the freedom to be left the fuck alone about my transness. I love weightlifting, I love feeling physically fit, and high school was not the place for me as a trans person.

If any young trans person is feeling how I felt about their transness being front-and-center, just, please hold out hope. I know shit's scary, especially for you young people, and I do not blame you for how you feel. Just know that there can be good out there.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #it's been difficult to learn how to like fitness on my own terms but i'm learning #i've been going to the gym just so i can lift again and it feels good #i feel like i've been sleeping on testosterone and muscle gain these past three years. trying not to be salty about it though lmaoo #i think it would be funny to get jacked even though my work does *not* require it #i *do* feel like i lucked out with how accepting my school was don't get me wrong #i feel lucky i wasn't teased or bullied or interrogated by students or faculty. it's just that i had other things on top of that too #i was shocked that despite being in a *very* red town my high school was very chill

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oatmealuv · 3 months

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love for love’s sake carefully, and beautifully handled mental health. they didn’t sugar coat the depression myungha and yeowoon were experiencing.

a lot of times in bl we see characters going through hardships, but by the magic of love they’re better again or everything gets fixed. external love definitely plays a huge part in healing and being able to get through hard situations more swiftly, but it’s hardly ever the sole solution.

myungha getting a bf didn’t cure him, gaining friends didn’t cure him. he had two guys wrapped around his finger, his grandma was alive yet he still has low self worth. he’s someone that has been depressed for so long, has had deeply ingrained negative beliefs about himself that have kept him from ever being truly happy. he believes that nobody could ever love him, he can’t bother anybody with his problems because he’s a burden.

this is why depressed people isolate, they believe all of the things the depression is telling them and it is incredibly difficult to change that. it can take years to change the way you percieve yourself and the world, i think the buffs were the blockages in myungha’s perception. when yeowoon said “i love you” to him, there was an error message because deep in his soul he believes that as an impossibility. his buffs were because of his attempts to getting close to yeowoon, he saw it as a danger because getting close would mean that he would burden yeowoon.

myungha’s life was so so sad, poor guy was dealt such bad cards. his mom living happily without him as if he never existed served as proof of the negative things he’s been telling himself. realizing that you’re nothing to no one, that you’re hard to love or you’re too much is such a hard pill to swallow. it might not be objectively true, but if your mind believes it, then that’s all it takes to completely break your spirit. myungha kills himself because he sees no reason for his life, his mom abandoned him, his gf broke up with him, and his grandmother is dead. his reason for life is reliant on other people it isn’t an internal reason.

now when he’s in the game, he’s faced with the choice of who he loves more, yeowoon or his grandma. i think that they decide to make him choose between them because he can’t fathom receiving love from two people at once. it’s overwhelming, and terrifying for someone that has had limited quantities of love his whole life. his love for yeowoon is the truest love he’s ever felt besides his grandmother. yeowoon and myungha are equals, share a lot of similar life experiences, yeowoon opens up his heart and is ready to be there for him unconditionally. even when myungha refuses to share what he’s feeling, when he is actively breaking his heart, he is willing to change whatever it takes just to be around him. having someone show you that unconditional love is both incredible and so scary at the same time. that person is seeing you at your most vulnerable, at your worst and still choosing you.

myungha is used to self-abandonment, it’s all he knows. he felt like choosing yeowoon would mean choosing himself, and in turn would mean he is selfish and leaving is grandmother to die. if he chose his grandmother he would stick to his usual self, but yeowoon would possibly go back to how he was in the beginning and die. to him everything seems like a huge risk because he feels the weight of the world on his shoulders. of course in the game that really was the consequence, choose one life over another. but i think this show really did a great job at showing just how impossible choices can be when you’re depressed, how warped your point of view gets. but i couldn’t help to think what would’ve happened if he had chosen himself, maybe that’s what he was supposed to do.

#very nuanced portrayal of depression #myungha is someone i deeply relate to and the last couple of episodes broke my heart #love is beautiful yet so so difficult to accept into your life sometimes #myungha x yeowoon #myungha #yeowoon #lfls #love for love's sake #thai series #thai bl #it just reminded me a lot of previous therapy sessions i’ve had #braindump for sure but most definitely will write more on this show

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maypersonne · 10 months

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Shang Qinghua really does think that he is unlovable huh

He really thinks that he is of no value to anyone if he isn't making himself useful he will be disposed off and that will be it

He genuinely believes no would ever want him so he manipulate and posture as a lesser so to be seen as a necessary annoyance rather than the pest he believes himself to be

He hates all the work he has to do but he prefers exhaustion to the paranoia and anxiety that eat him up when he isn't showcasing his value

He is in a constant battle just to be acceptable rather than loved so he can just be in the presence of those who are dear to him

Like damn like father like son I can see where binghe got all his issues like airplane bro stop unloading it all on your OCs look you gave the poor dear anxiety

#sqh child of divorce #svsss #shang qinghua #actually this was part of my grand scheme to formulate that everything is cumplane but like it became its own thing #i was gonna relate it to #moshang #i was trying to say that bingqiu and moshang relationship hangups are similar #like mobei jun is repressing his feelings and believes that someone like him doesn't fall in love with a human or a servant or a lil rat #he internalized how he should and shouldn't act to be socially acceptable like sqq #and like he's difficult to read in general and refuses to talk about his feelings that also he doesn't understand #sqq and mbj both have sinuous minds that defy the mortal's comprehension #anyway #cumplane agenda #sqh: i made a power fantasy!#(cucumber voice): you fucked up a perfectly good protagonist is what you did! look at it it got anxiety!#sqh: well see thats what some would call a self insert #like sqh making memes about isn't making it better but i guess it's maybe better then bottling it all up #sqh got so much of his validation from his readers #so for sy to actually *see* him to criticize him to believe in him to know how good he can be #he doesn't even realize it #that does something sqh's lizard brain

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razberrypuck · 5 months

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okay but as horrifying as that was to experience its good to know I was right on the money with finn and his sex books. being on the surface was literally the first time in his 150 years of life that he had the chance to explore himself and his romantic/sexual preferences without consequence. for 150 years he was forced to abide by the undersea's VERY STRICT laws by punishment of death. but he can't get in trouble for any undersea laws he violates on the surface -- and even if the oversea had those same laws (they don't) who gives a shit? finn's already a pirate! he breaks the law every day! of course he'd take that opportunity, to FINALLY understand more about himself. to FINALLY understand why he's felt the way he has for so long. of course he would.

#its nice honestly. to see that he was able to accept that part of himself.#he was always Weird by undersea standards #but i bet it was difficult even for /him/ to work through all that; after living in that environment for so long #im glad he got through it. im glad he became that much happier.#shame that his aroace prude traditionalist grandson has to read 30 chapters of old man yaoi for a /purely/ mechanical buff though.#jrwi riptide #jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi ep 113 #finn tidestrider #jrwi finn #jrwi spoilers #<- technically

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shaunashipman · 8 months

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"Tomorrow night, we'll drink rotten berries and celebrate our impending death." YELLOWJACKETS APPRECIATION WEEK 2023 Day 01: Favourite Episode ↳1.09 "Doomcoming"

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dasha022 · 3 months

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Till the ghost do us part

When a bird can't help but get into trouble while searching for an answer and makes a certain ghost guy face the terrifying truth, the bird will have to deal with the consequences and give him a new home. Because that's what a husband does, right?

If I receive a lot of interest in this plot, I will upload the complete chapter to ao3.

“Ok… What the hell did you just say?”

Danny took his time to look at the large amount of furris surrounding his “holding cell” and let out a long sigh. Now he understood his former literature professor when he felt exhausted from explaining something that was too easy for him to understand.

“Ask the sad blond in the trench coat, so much for my wanting to explain my now-husband’s situation.” To make his point, Danny turned around in what by now would be his “VIP” room and proceeded to ignore his husband’s family.

“That’s the damn question mark, how in the hell did Red Robin end up married to you in the first place!” Spoiler exclaimed with his arms in the air. “There was not even a ceremony involved, much less a priest or Judge!”

“I already said it was his fault for not listening to me and continuing to use the same summoning circle to look for answers to questions that would not be answered," repeated the starry-snowy-haired boy as he stood with his back turned and waved one of his hands in disinterest.

Dick massaged his forehead while he assimilated the information, but he still could not process the whole event. “So, you got mad at Red Robin and decided to make him your husband as punishment?”

Phantom, the specter that was not supposed to need a breath, let out another sigh. “To a certain extent, you could call it punishment. But, from my point of view, this marriage is the responsibility that your co-worker must assume for ruining my peace by playing with that summoning circle.” At the end of his tone, Danny's voice turned cold. This was also reflected on the walls and the floor where he resided as a "captive".

If you find any grammar mistake, I'm sorry English is not my first lenguage and I'm a little be bad writing it. But tell me if I need to fix something. 😅

#dc x dp #dc x dp crossover #dc crossover #dc x dp fic #dc x reader #dc x dp au #Tim fuck up so he will have to take responsibility even if he doesn't want to.#Steph doesn't understand a damn thing but still enjoys it as fuck #Danny punishes Tim for putting him in a difficult situation #Married was not in his plans but he needs a place to live and he is still angry with Tim so he will not accept that he acted without think #Jazz will give him a big bollocking for this but that's Danny's problem for the future #Of course Ellie and Dan are going to laugh at him #But they are still in the custody of mom Pandora so another problem for the future Danny.#No tucker #I will not get you Wayne technology.#No Sam #you can not steal the batcaw #batfam #bruce is so done #Jazz is so done #Dick doesn't know whether to be angry that he couldn't plan the wedding or happy that his little brother is finally settling down.#dcxdp #danny is a little shit #danny gvf

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ceruleanmelon · 1 month

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here's my new apple white redesign, with some more soon to come! i cant say much, but i've been working on a project of sorts.

#this design took forever to make acceptable #but somehow making a convincing eah-esque big was difficult too #apple white #ever after high redesign #apple white redesign #ever after high #eah #ever after high art

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gothic-mothic · 8 months

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Have I ever posted my Water Narrator thoughts?

For a while, I’ve thought of the use of Water as symbolism for The Narrator, in and out of game context

I think these thoughts are most reasonable when looking at The Skip Button Ending and The Epilogue. In The Skip Button ending when The Narrator first sees a bad review they (Stanley and The Narrator) go outside to see that it’s starting to rain. This continues the duration they spend outside, The Narrator’s stirring mind evident by the distant thunder and as we get closer to the edge of the land we see a large ocean. And what rises out of it? The Narrator’s newest creation, The Skip Button. With this all happening it wouldn’t be outlandish to associate The Narrator and the water outside. Once Stanley’s inside the concrete room we are taken away from the water over time. It dries up along with The Narrator and at the end of those many years we’re left with a tundra; a desert that hasn’t seen water in years. And The Epilogue doesn’t dispute this, the only life we see being Stanley and TK

More into my personal thoughts, The Narrator is vast like the ocean we see. All encompassing; he surrounds his story (a comic I made that slightly echos these ideas).

It rains when he cries, it boils when he’s angry, the clouds fly as he breathes

I talk ab this a tiny bit more in the tags of this post (warning: he’s a bit naked) (ignore the last tag um)

#tsp #the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tspud #rahhh #this (he) is always on my mind I don’t know how I haven’t made a proper big post ab this #I need to make more pieces of this too #I’ve had this idea for a while connected to this #about my post parable au #(I hope) I’ve made it clear that The Narrator has a very difficult relationship with water now that he’s human #over time I want him to slowly become comfortable with it #I want him to at first barely be able to bare touching it #but as he grows and becomes human he learns to love it #because as a human being he’s 60% water #he’s got to accept it because technically it is himself #it’s very late I don’t know if any of this makes sense #anyway! love y’all <3 #.png

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celestinovietti · 4 months

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pecco bagnaia + celestino vietti in juventus' instagram stories

#pecco bagnaia #celestino vietti #thats my turin boys!!#thy honestly give me sibling energy like pecco is the big brother and celin is the difficult baby brother #hello tumblr its been a while pls accept these as an apology #i will be back soon work is kicking my ass #motogp #*mygifs!

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thepeacefulgarden · 1 year

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#boundaries #codependency #self respect #difficult people #coping #coping skills #mental health #self care #letting go #detachment #acceptance #things i can't control

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witchofthesouls · 5 months

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Okay, so weird TFP thought, if Energon comes from the crystal mines and aquifers of Cybertron...

Does this mean that modern Cybertronians, especially those from the city-states, are essentially vegan/vegetarian?

Oh, to be a fly on the wall when Alpha Trion had to use a spray bottle upon the newly christened Orion Pax on what is and isn't acceptable to consume...

#transformers #transformer prime #tfp #cybertronian culture #orion pax #alpha trion #maccadam #my thoughts #Alpha's long and difficult journey to make a semi acceptable mech to society from a feral recluse of a raccoon

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posthumus · 2 years

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i know i'm just a spiteful little contrarian but i fully believe that the point of tragedy is NOT to give us hope (which it doesn't naturally anyways unless the story is specifically constructed to do so) but to allow us to revel in the anti-fantasy of "what if everything that could possibly go wrong did go wrong"

#or most likely neither is the 'point' because art can do many things and we should stop making sweeping generalizations #but! when i experience tragedy the predominant feeling is not desperate hope but RELIEF #in real life it's very difficult to get rid of that hoping-against-hope feeling but maintaining it can be exhausting #so i find something pleasurable in the acceptance you get at the end of tragedy #idk. i don't KNOW anything i just like art that makes me feel like shit but in a good way #(i think i'm describing catharsis but i'm not confident asserting that when i've probably already said a dozen other wrong things)#my posts

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velvetsainz · 3 months

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2023 F1 TEAMS ⟶ 8-10/10 ⟶ THE BACKMARKERS ⸻ SCUDERIA ALPHATAURI ⸻ MONEYGRAM HAAS ⸻ ALFA ROMEO STAKE

“If everything seems under control, you're just not going fast enough." — Mario Andretti, Italian-American motorsport legend + one of the most successful drivers in the history of motorsports

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